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MUD BROTHERS
#art#generationalwealth#mansorus#mental health awareness#philly#lil durk#king Von#cards#otf300#only the family#almost healed
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Throughout my recovery, I have reliant on others. To help me grab a glass of water, to cook, to clean, and to fetch groceries. I have a true appreciation for my friends and family whom have helped me while they had their own lives to worry about. Truly thankful.
I’ve lost my independence, especially with how I cope with alone time and loneliness. I cannot drive, I cannot go for walks, cannot really do much of anything while I lay with my leg elevated. The one regret I have from this recovery time is the amount of time I spent on a guy who just ended up using me for his own entertainment and pleasure, then just tossing me away as if I am nothing.
The feeling of being nothing has always bothered me. I do find myself battling with jealousy because I do not feel that I am good enough for anyone or any opportunity. I feel mediocre at best. I have a friend that tends to get with my male friends, and afterward even if things have ended with them, they always pay her a compliment of how she looks pretty or beautiful. I never receive a compliment like that. If I do, it’s only prior to trying seducing me. After the deed, it’s just a nonchalant friendship. The complimentary is gone. Vanished. Maybe that’s all I am. I know that is probably not true, but I just feel that I am temporary and never for longevity.
Here’s a picture of me today, post shower, in an old dress since it’s easier than shorts and a tank💋
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#LilDurk ft. #JuiceWrld x #Crosstheglobe | #bonus | #remix | snippet/teaser | #32weeksMixtape
I couldn't resist doing one more. I hope you enjoy. This really will be final addition to the piece.
Link to week32:
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Link to full project:
#Almosthealed #Kingvon #Luciddreams #legendsneverdie #deathraceforlove #soundtrack #intothespiderverse #curtaincall #encore #acting #authentic #literacy #literature
#lil durk#juice wrld#cross the globe#remix#almost healed#legends never die#king von#deathrace for love#lucid dreams#acting#into the spider verse#soundtrack#curtain call#33#literature#literacy#encore#hiphop#covers#32weeksmixtape#Youtube
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🔋• LIL DURK
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+++dey playin monkey see monkey do whole time i’m playin ♟not⚫️
#i love autotune airmaxx#szn#me#airmaxx#reblog#artists on tumblr#blackout#today#hip hop#rap#music#trending#staff picks#beyourownboss records#byob#love#almost healed#healing#versace#vision#chess not checkers#fyp#foryoupage#shop#got gars#roll up#cigars
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Ever since we had car sex, she don’t ever wanna wear panties😏
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The ground may be moving fast
56 days later and im allowed to stop using the boot and get some stiff soled shoes.. how fun.. i feel like the podiatrist thought i was genuinely dumb.. paid way too much outta pocket for 15 minutes of "does that make sense?" and the knowledge i can wear shoes again! oh also no jumping bebe!
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i am in hell (blister)
#jasper speaks#it already burst and bc im normal i peeled all skin off of it#so i have a large circle of raw skin on my heel#and it was like#almost healed#then i realised it hadnt healed properly. i learned this via stretching and feeling the crease of my heel TEAR OPEN#so yeah. not healed.#its also really itchy#but obv i cant scratch it#so#whatever!!!!!!!!
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Almost Healed Deluxe Otw
#art#generationalwealth#mansorus#mental health awareness#philly#chiraq#lil Durk#almost healed#deluxe album
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Lil Durk - Almost Healed (2023)
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#LilDurk ft #MorganWallen x Stand By Me | #remix | snippet/teaser 2 | #32weeksMixtape
Did you know that Lil Durk was a hooper?
#3pointshooter #handles #crossover #jackharlow #russ #youtube #youtubeshorts #basketball #dribble #drive
#cato #blamesociety #hooper
#ballislife
#crossover#hooping#hooper#ballislife#lil durk#Morgan Wallen#stand by me#remix#32weeksMixtape#blamesociety#hiphop#cato#atl#atlanta#basketball#almost healed
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All My Life - Lil Durk feat. J. Cole
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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