#its like 3am I should be asleep but here I am
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sunsunmi · 1 year ago
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It's been a hot minute since I drew him and I was already missing this wet dog </3 My (absolutely not) emo baby, Dominic from Crown Of Flames And Ashes by @coeluvr ! I always like to imagine that in his free time he just like, lies down somewhere in his bedroom and looks at the ceiling for hours. idk, I would too if I were him 😭
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yantao-enthusiast · 1 year ago
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the midnights era is so underrated. i'm not getting my revenge. i'm not hopelessly in love. no, i'm staring at the ceiling, know that once i fall asleep tomorrow will start but with my weary consciousness, i'm left with the thoughts of everything i've ever done. there's such a comfort in this subliminal space in this barren time. there's no one to judge me except myself. that one person i dated and never talked to again, do they ever think about me? i hear the crickets chirping while i'm crying in the bathtub. i hate my body but it's the one i have. actually, the world we live in is such a beautiful place and it's so soft and full of wonders that wouldn't exist without its quirks. when i was young, i wanted to be a dancer. i wonder what she would think of me now. she's still here, in my heart. actually she would probably hate me, like everyone else rightfully does. all i do is hurt people and every bit of my kindness is complicated and calculated. do you think about me? do you think about how you hurt me with your complicated bullshit before coming back like nothing's wrong? do you stare at the wall, wishing you did something different just like me? actually no. fuck you. fuck you and fuck everyone who ever hurt me. i'll ruin your life and you'll never know it was me. i'm hot shit and god the bathroom mirror makes me look so sexy. i'm going to put on a sparkly dress and dance because you don't deserve my sadness. oh shit wait i'm in love. that's terrifying. it's delicate and confusing yet so effortlessly simple. okay back to fuck you. i don't even have to do anything. that's how much the universe loves me. that's how much kindness and love is in my heart. oh also i love this person so much. they love me. they don't expect anything from me. they're like the blanket wrapped around me in the darkest hours, keeping me warm, keeping me alive. oh yeah i also orchestrated this person's presence into my life because that's the only way i know to get people to love me. but they know that. and they love me all the same.
oh look it's 3am now. how the fuck did that happen. god remember the time we were going through it? yeah but we had each other. i'm sorry for hurting you, pushing you away during that time when we were both struggling. you just wanted to help. and you did. maybe i'll tell them in the morning. would that be weird? maybe she'll get the message telepathically. man what if nothing wrong ever happened to me. i'll never be that girl. i'll never be the person i would've been if everything was normal in my life. fuck my life. oh right i'm in love. love this handsome fella. he makes me have vivid hallucinations about being in paris. i mean who need to go to paris when i got my baby with me??? who needs to pay attention to anything else? actually. this is really off topic. i cheated on someone once. yes i know i shouldn't have. but i was dying, stranded in a loveless land, and he saved me. yes i shouldn't have cheated on you but maybe you should've loved me. this relationship was a mistake. i didn't mean to love you. but i did. i'm in your arms and i don't remember how i got there. it's wrong. it's right. i never wanted this. nothing else will ever be as good as you. oh god i'm 19 all over again. with just one glance, i'm transported back into that time when i ached with every step, begged for just a piece of you when you're the one who looked at me. i wish i could go back. i am back. i just can't change anything. you have stolen a piece of me i will never get back and it's been so long but you can never get over the pain of losing yourself. but you don't have to worry about that, right? because you never gave anything. just like you'll never give my girlhood back. i wish i could keep anyone else from feeling that pain. i want to tell them all what i've learned from all the years i've been hurt. but why should anyone listen to me? i'm still a wreck, still figuring it all out, shouldn't they get advice from someone who actually knows how to navigate this messy existence? does it even matter? i'm in a state of paralysis, forever wondering, unable to get closure. it's too late. every midnight.
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lunarsun12 · 6 months ago
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Ghost Jay
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Jay and Sunghoon were gathered at living room, to watch Queen of tears. Sunoo was there, until Niki kept on telling him the spoiler. Which lead to Sunoo being disinterested.
At the end of the show, Sunghoon was talking to Jay and there was no reply. Just a blank stare from Jay, which freaked Sunghoon out and ran to hide.
After Sunghoon left, Sunoo in the living room to grab his phone until he saw Jay and gave a scream.
What possessed Jay?
Back At Enhypen Chat
Today 3:00am
Niki🕺: Sunoo shut up! I know you trying to take embarrassing photos of people sleeping
Sunoo☀️: I’m scared! Appa has been sitting in the same position for many hours. Staring at the wall
Niki🕺: I don’t believe you! Let me see
There was a second scream…
Jungwon🐈‍⬛: Who hurt you Niki! I’m here!
Niki🕺: UNCLE JAY IS POSSESSED! He has been staring at the wall like Sunoo said
Sunoo☀️: Me and Niki are hiding in my room! We have a ghost!!
Jungwon🐈‍⬛: Kids, don’t be scared! It’s probably Jay hyung doing something relaxing!!
Right when Jungwon said it, there was another scream from the living room.
Jake🐶: Ermmm I don’t mean to be rude…why is uncle Jay staring at the wall? AT 3am!!
Sunoo☀️: ITS A GHOST! Hide Jake! Before he gets you!!
Jungwon🐈‍⬛: I go check on Jay! You kids are so dramatic
Few hours later….
Jay🦊: YAH! Heesung why did you wake me up!!
Heesung🦌: You made Jungwon cry! He won’t stop sniffing
Jay🦊: What that gotta do with me? You probably told him a scary story!
Sunoo☀️: APPA! YOU ALIVE! NIKI AND I THOUGHT YOU WERE POSESSED
Jake🐶: Wait Uncle Jay was sleeping?
Jay🦊: Yeah! I fell asleep on the couch until Heesung hyung woke me up! Now he is making me apologise to Jungwon, for something I didn’t do!
Niki🕺: Uncle…your sleeping habits…
Jungwon🐈‍⬛: Actually, I wasn’t crying. I just had hay fever…
Jay🦊: What the issue? Do I snore?
Heesung🦌: Dude you really need to stop sleeping with your eyes open! It’s scared everyone except for me of course
Jay🦊: I do that?? WAIT why didn’t you all tell me about it!
Niki🕺: we only found out today!
Jungwon🐈‍⬛: Ahhh now it makes sense…Jay does that a lot when he is super tired…I used to share a room with him
Jungwon🐈‍⬛: I saw Jay sleeping and then Heesung came and screamed. Then he tried to play it off as me crying
Jay🦊: I should sleep in room more often and stop watching ‘Queen of tears’
Jake🐶: Has anyone seen Sunghoon? He is dead quiet and no way he is sleeping!
Sunoo☀️: I found him! He is huddling in the laundry room
Sunghoon❄️: Stop staring at me sunoo! We have a ghost!!
Heesung🦌: The ghost is your Appa sleeping…which I am totally not scared of
Jay🦊: Old habit die hard. Now excuse me, I will go back to sleep!
Jungwon🐈‍⬛: IN YOUR ROOM! We barely got any sleep!
Jay🦊: Ok-
Before Jay texted back, someone came in with baseball bat and knocked him out. The person was Sunghoon.
Jake🐶: Sunghoon! It’s actually Jay sleeping habit! He sleeps with his eyes open
Sunghoon❄️: HE WAS SLEEPING! You could have told me sooner!
Sunghoon❄️: WHO SLEEPS WITH THEIR EYES OPEN!
Jake🐶: I did…you didn’t listen like usual
Sunghoon❄️: I’m just gonna blame it on Sunoo like usual…
Niki🕺: Who said they were th nicest brother…they both seem equally as bad…
Jake🐶: THAT WHAT I HAVE BEEN TELLING YOU ALL! Why doesn’t anyone listen around here!!
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alephskoteinos · 2 years ago
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So something, uh, interesting happened while I was asleep last night. At 3am GMT, the Facebook page of my blog, Aleph's Heretical Domain, was sent a message by a woman named Jennifer Mezzetta, otherwise known as Jennifer Crepuscolo, the apparent leader of the Union of Italian Satanists. It seems she saw my article about her organisation, and was none too happy about it. So she sent me this:
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And just for posterity this is her:
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This all started when Vice wrote an article covering the Union of Italian Satanists, see below:
And then I noticed Queer Satanic had a thread on that article in which they explored some content from the USI's website that the Vice article, for some reason, did not see fit to cover. Among those things is Jennifer's apparent support for National Socialism (Nazism) and the USI's belief in "the noble Gentile race" as the descendants of Satan.
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This lead me to decide that I should do my own research and cover the subject in more depth in my own article, "Italian Nazis In Black: An analysis of the Union of Italian Satanists":
This is what Jennifer thinks is "dishonest" and could "lead to slander". The thing is, though, this is just on its face nonsensical. First of all, it looks like she's not even accusing me slander, rather she's accusing me of saying things that "could lead to slander". That is surely not a legal charge. And second, it's only "slander" if I made up what I wrote about and what I say is false.
You know, I would have assumed that someone like Jennifer Mezzetta Crepuscolo would be just fine with people exercising their freedom of speech, but I see that perhaps she and her circle aren't tough enough to handle criticism. Put it this way: they write about being persecuted by Christians. Now I would think that someone writing a blog post discussing things that they actually said on their website would be far less pressing than the ongoing persecution of Satanism.
And I may be unfamiliar with Italian law on the subject but I am very certain there is no case to be had here. It's only slander if I made it up and it's false. It is not. How would they prove otherwise? They'd have to prove in court that their website does not say what it says. And let me just show you some screenshots from their website from Queer Satanic's thread.
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I doubt Jennifer is reading this post, but is the Union of Italian Satanists prepared to prove in court that these examples for instance are a mistranslation, or that the text itself was somehow manufactured by her critics? And that's not all. My article has discussed far more about their website than just these screenshots. Any serious case is going to have to hinge on Jennifer and her organisation proving that they did not write what we have seen them write. I also believe that this means that, if there is any case at all and it is performed to any degree of confidence, then it will probably devolve into an argument in court about Jennifer's political opinions, which means that she could be expected to justify her support for National Socialism, or forced to answer for any attempt to deny that support.
So, what do you think is more worthwhile for Jennifer: leaving some rando blogger be with his time writing about things, or being made to answer for her positive opinions about Nazism in public? At the moment I'm expecting nothing, but I want it known and on record that this is nothing more than a weak and obscure organisation going out of their way to try and intimidate Satanists into silence for criticizing their statements. I would very much like to see their efforts come to nothing and be shown for the petty repression of dissent that they are.
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leaahhh · 1 year ago
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here are some of the songs that soundtracked my summer
maps by the yeah yeah yeahs because i have a secret theory that you must pay attention to the songs that play in the background of a first date because they might be premonitions. it was one of the first that came on the day we met. you were quieter then and everyone knew your name. i overslept far past my welcome that first night and maybe that should have been more telling than the song. maybe i shouldn’t have given myself over so quickly. maybe i should’ve listened to tyler. maybe maybe maybe a lot of things. still, i laughed the whole way home. my kind's your kind, i'll stay the same.
acolyte by slaughter beach, dog because it is one of the only unabashed love songs i can listen to several times in a row without recoiling. it is the best song to wash the dishes to, to walk into the sunset with, to believe in kinder things because of. 
group four by massive attack because the man i was seeing at the time played it once at the bar he worked at. i visited several nights a week, it became part of my routine: something to rush around for, a soft place to land. i was mesmerized from the jump, it was all i could fixate on for its full eight minute runtime — the song and also him, flitting back and forth in the dim red light. (i played it for S a few days later, saying it was the best thing i’d ever heard — he didn’t like it, said it was scary.) i remember going into the bathroom and stabilizing myself in the mirror prematurely thinking that i’d miss coming here when it all ended. each time i was met with eyes a little more vacant. a self-fulfilling prophecy. (i’m at a different bar alone now writing this. your coworker spotted me, came over, and reminded me that you’re working there tonight. i shook my head and he said “oops” three times.)
lost angel nights by james blake and alphabet city by the national because they say the quiet part loud. they made me feel justified in my self-abandonment and my masterful act of pretending to be okay with distance and mistreatment. “away from me is just fine.” “if anybody asks, i’ll say you’re coming back.” “i’ll still be here when you come back from space.” it’s not true. it shouldn’t be. but love is this way sometimes. 
montana by youth lagoon because J brought it up around 3am at a bar in bushwick and before then i hadn’t thought of it in many, many years. she joked that i should play it next to your ear while you were asleep that night because it might rewire your brain. i laughed hard then but later it made me want to cry. a couple months after, her and i sat on a couch backstage with T before he played a sold out show in brooklyn. i told him i think i might’ve met you just so i could meet her. i do believe it. 
this house by japanese breakfast because a friend posted it on her instagram story right after going through a bad breakup and i listened to it eating dinner alone at the neighborhood fast casual korean restaurant staring out the open front door while hot air hit my face and it felt like i was hearing music for the first time. what if one day i don’t know you? what if one day you leave? i could sense it was coming but i came over for a kiss despite it all. i really learned about liquid courage with you and i probably never needed to befriend it so closely. when we were together, my head was always spinning; my nose always stung. 
very overdue goodbye by runo plum because my friends all know i prefer dragged out, tortuous storylines over clean-cut endings and rightfully shake their heads. i’ve never gotten over a thing in my life, i tell david in a frankly unhinged voice message that closes with me laughing pathetically, squeezing in at the end that i hope the baby is healthy. it is the last friday night of summer. he says that 26 is the new 18, that i am the one making bad decisions, *i* am not the bad decision. he tells me to stand up for myself. it takes me several weeks but i listen. you made being alone feel so clean. i see you more as a pile-up of my own grief. 
to me it was by samia because the guitar gives me goosebumps all over. eliza and i have used the format “everything with ____ is totally fine/don’t freak out, it’s gonna be alright” back and forth all month to punctuate every nervous interaction. we ended up being wrong a lot of the time, there was absolutely reason to freak out. samia was right though; maybe i didn’t need tequila for that. someday i think i’ll look back and remember this as a good time. right now it just hurts. 
blue flower by mazzy star because it reminds me of my favorite line in that other song that makes me think about that other guy: i had a fever when i met you; now you make me cool. you were a superstar in your own private movie and i wanted just a minor part. ang is the first person to call it by its name: cruelty. i sweltered and seethed while you slipped away. 
street rat by blondshell because i fell back into my old habits as quickly as i’d tried to kick them as soon as you entered the scene. if a doctor put her hands over my liver she would tell me my resentment’s getting…bigger. i felt a lump, hard and unforgiving, growing there. my back tooth turned brown and started rotting the day you disappeared. Z yelped at me from across the street when he saw me and said i’m withering in front of his eyes. it’s a race to see who dies first and you’ve got five years on me. (as i’m typing this, the bar has begun playing sepsis by blondshell. it feels almost evil. it really should’ve taken a whole lot less to turn me off.) 
split up by boyish because i could have said all of this word-for-word in that text message. i kept it short for both of our dignities. 
aspirin - slight return by tropical fuck storm because christian responded with just the link to that after i ranted for 5 minutes straight about my rapid descent into madness. it was a perfect response. i’m a harrowing rest stop for the men i date. disarming enough to trip them up. not enough to make them stay. 
moon song by phoebe bridgers because after three years of knowing it so well, i heard it entirely differently one night and it nearly rendered me immobile. you asked to walk me home but i had to carry you. you pushed me in and now my feet can’t touch the bottom of you. i would have stuck around, by the way. like a dog with a bird at your door.
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bambi-lesbian-posts · 11 months ago
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I did always say that my life would fall apart if she died, and I naturally believed that to be true, and it definitely is turning out to be true. It's one thing to predict it and it's something completely different to experience it. A lot of things have been going wrong very quickly and I can't wrap my head around any of it. Work has fallen apart. College is on its way to falling apart because I can't pay for it. My family is very apathetic about her passing and I've been told more than once that I'm being dramatic and that she was "just a cat" and that I'm an adult and if it's really such an issue then I should "just get another one".
It is also something that is an every day struggle for me, and while I want to.communicate these feelings of loss to my close friends and loved ones, it is also something that I am hesitant to talk about so constantly, because that is something I feel puts pressure or stress on people you love. They want you to feel better, but this sort of thing doesn't go away with a little bit of cheering up. And the knowledge of that can stress people because they feel unhelpful or useless, while you feel helpless and like a burden. Which I think is why I find it so cathartic to just. Drop everything here, to a faceless third party. But back to my main topic.
Every day feels very empty for me. Mostly because I spent every day with her, we had our daily time together, or she would sleep in my bedroom at night and make noise. Usually cleaning herself at 3am and waking me up with all the licking, or she would wander around the room and knock things over, or rustle bags, or jump on my face and curl up on top of my knees until my feet fell asleep and I'd have to move her away. The nights are so incredibly quiet and dead and I am stuck feeling so blatantly alone in my own room. I can't sleep, funnily enough, because she used to keep me awake at night and now that she's not here I can't even close my eyes. I see her everywhere. Or, more accurately, I see where she isn't. I see where she used to be, and her absence makes the rest of the house feel empty too. I automatically look toward her cardboard box lid in the hallway, expecting her to be laying there, but she isn't. And then I'm sad. And then I cry. And then people tell me I should hurry up and stop crying already. I miss her so much. Life isn't the same and I don't think I could handle the presence of another cat in my house. Even a year from now I don't think I could accept it, but maybe I really am being dramatic. I just want her back. And she won't ever come back.
I miss my baby. Her box is empty and her water bowl is still in my room, I've left it alone, and I noticed earlier that almost all the water in there has evaporated out. I still don't think I have the heart to take her things out of my room. I still don't have her ashes. How long does it take to receive the ashes anyway? I don't really want to ask.
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babybsweettea · 5 years ago
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sidney!! ms gish u will never see this probably BUT i wanna say thank u so much
ive been in a really bad way lately but like seeing you tonight made me remember i love music and being trans and open with it and just LIFE
and i have goals!! you said youll be back next summer same venue, and the opener said this was their second show ever so...
IM MAKING MUSIC AGAIN!! And hopefully, MAYBE, I can get your attention and open for you!
even if not i havent wanted to make music for a long time and i just am so eternally grateful for that thank you sidney from the bottom of my gay lil heart
youve risen this presumably dead arm and i wont waste it
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uwulix · 7 years ago
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OKAY NOW I’M JUST MAD
The friend that told me I should stop listening to K-POP and listen to western music, took my phone and asked me for my password to “check something” AND STARTED DELETING MY SONGS AND PICTURES AJSJSJ and when I asked her why she did that she said “i want to help you” ?!?!
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6okuto · 2 years ago
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BRUH I REALLY WISH I DIDNT ASK FOR MICAH YUJIN IN ANON FKDNXKDNXK Okay anyways HIII I USED TO BE AN ANON HERE BUT NOW I HAVE AN ACC HAHA FEAR ME /j...unLESS-- OK ANYWAYS pls share that discord u talked abt!!! i wanna joinnnnn AND ALSO A PART 2 FOR MICAH OUR KING????? YES P L E A S E
— micah yujin boyfriend hcs 2
don't worry guys this one was not as long. (part 1 here !) also wow. a past anon..wow. heyy 😍 and the discord link is on the official itch.io page i think but !!
https://discord.gg/Smhppc7J :]
always sends you funny posts/videos he finds and makes sure to react to each one you send Him
^ has and will continue to send you videos where the 12 year old kid is matching initials as soulmates and you show up.
sends you pics of skrunkly (and him) basically on a daily basis. always captions it something stupid (/affectionate)
^ combining these two to discuss cat trends that you keep sending him so he goes OH THAT'S A GOOD IDEA
micah loves doing chores with you!! grocery shopping, Laundry And Taxes, etc etc. #QUALITYTIME i get it. you might not be Quick with him around but it's fun so i consider it a win
^ wants to try cooking new meals with you, especially any of your own cultural food ! if you can't cook then he Will offer to teach you
if you give him any jewelry he won't take it off (said by girl who does the same thing)
do(n't) play co-op horror games with him. will go in guns blazing then start yelling and running to you when he inevitably gets in trouble. actually pretty good when he tries but he doesn't try so what do we do now🤨
^ if you're playing a competitive team game and he's on your team,, there's a good chance micah will Sacrifice Himself very dramatically. if you sacrifice yourself he swears on your life to avenge you
would be very much (sends random text at 3am) (you respond) (wow i cant believe you're Awake?)
you must have a build-a-bear date. it is Necessary. personally i'd get sonic and tails together but you guys do you?
trying to get up in the morning w this guy...one of you is definitely not letting go and repeatedly asking for 5 more minutes until you're inevitably in bed for another hour
there's multiple times where you come home and find him hugging something of yours fast asleep. sorry. i am so sad
shakes you violently. do his makeup. sit on his lap and do his makeup. make him sit somewhere and stand in between his legs and do his makeup. do it . do i
micah is very good at knowing when he should be serious . if he knows you've had a bad day he does everything he can to make you comfortable and remind you he loves you — snacks, cuddles, watching the show you guys always watch, rambling so you can just listen, bringing skrunkly over, etc etc o(-(
currently imagining someone performing on the street, micah bowing and offering a hand, and saying "would you offer me this dance, your highness?" like i will burst into tears rn
i think when he hears an animal he repeats the sound. sorry this isn't boyfriend specific but like a bird cawing and him cawing back. meows at stray cats. you stopped walking 3 minutes ago and micah is still crouching on the ground trying to get its attention
he was not kidding about the maid dress thing. the Real trick is to show up in a matching maid dress/butler outfit. is micah frozen in place staring at you,, maybe
you know those stuffy riders. the mall animal rides. i'm not even going to finish this thought you know what you need to do.
grabs your shoulders and says smth like you're my ride or die before going on big carnival rides. like..thank you. makes some kind of competition out of it (who screams the most/least, etc etc)
^ makes little jokes about those couples in lines but would be that couple with you. "we're the exception, obviously."
have you seen that guy's abs. anyways. micah doing the push up kiss thing. you cheering him on because he "gets way stronger" when he knows his angel is there
if you dye your hair to match his/skrunkly he will explode. might cry a little idk
doesn't realize it sometimes but he stands in front of you to block the sun when it's super sunny
if you hurt yourself he kisses wherever it is. goodnight
bites u /affectionate
not to act like some old married couple or anything but he Will ask if you want to watch like, home renovation shows together. which i love btw. he gets very opinionated
uses the reversible octopus plushies
if you're sitting next to each other and micah notices you're tired he'll wordlessly pull your head to lay against his shoulder
would use one of those apps where you can send each other notes/drawings as a widget. will he write a cheesy pun or draw a penis That Is Not Up To Me
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give-grian-rights · 2 years ago
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ok thats it i'll compile a new modpack for these bomb ass mods because there's never a lightweight modpack with all the mods i like/want . . .
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im-not-a-simp-i-swear · 3 years ago
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Hey!! Can I please request the brothers with a partner who is like constantly having energy drinks? Like no this isn’t coffee it’s a RED BULL AT 9am. Or like mixing 5 hour energy with sprite (not as horrible as it sounds) constantly shaking lol.
I’m aware this is not a healthy behaviour however I cannot chill tf out without caffeine and coffee is icky
Sorry for taking so long @pissboymcassface , but here it is!!
MC DRINKS ALOT OF ENERGY DRINKS
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💙LUCIFER
- "no MC please you'll get sick just go to bed early-"
- congrats he is now concerned for your health
- knowing this man banned wifi in his house because of memes dont be surprised if he bans energy drinks for you
- absolutely hates to see you shaking by the amount of caffeine in your system, he might just start shaking too just by wondering what to do to have you be more healthy
- "diavolo i swear the human is ok they're just- uuuuhhhh..."
💛MAMMON
- "this is what happens when you dont sleep MC, i-its not like i care t-though!"
- he'll claim not to care but the boy is deeply concerned, specially when you having to many drinks way too early
- if necesarry he'll accompany you to sleep, whether in you room or his, specially his since you would probably have red bull in your room just in case idk
- will agree with lucifer on banning energy drinks in the HoL
- "MC as your first man you should do as i say and im telling you to not drink that at 5 in the morning!"
🧡LEVI
- "no, no, MC's right"
- he too practices the red bull at 9 am ritual on a daily basis, so he can see where you are comming from
‐ might just join your side on having lucifer not ban energy drinks
- with that being said he does worry that you are practicing such a nasty otaku thing like drinking red bull at 3am
- "um.. M-MC? I can see why you are drinking but are you sure you should be drinking that first thing in the morning?"
- "maybe lucifer was right-"
💚SATAN
- "hmm... MC i dont think 9 in the morning is a good time to drink that"
- is concerned but also finds it funny how your habits have lucifer be at constant edge
- if you are having a hard time to sleep you can count on satan to help you rest, you can also count on satan to knock you out asleep
- will have solomon help him figure a way to replace the energy drinks with water or something not caffeine-ish without you finding out
- " wow MC what are you drinking today- oops! Now its gone guess you'l have to sleep-"
💖ASMO
- "MC please this is so unhealthy your skin will get damaged-"
- he is very concerned for your wellbeing, apperantely it isnt healthy to drink constantly red bull, specially as your beverage for breakfast
- will be much more direct to you about quitting such habits
- is secretly lending Satan a hand into changing the energy drinks into water or something healthy instead
❤BEEL
- he likes food, he'll drink energy drinks every now and then, but not enough to reach your levels or addiction
- you WILL make this good boy panic when you start shaking
- he agrees with lucifer because he wants to make sure you are healthy
- please ask him of better alternatives for energy drinks he might just know
- "MC please, drinking that at this time isnt really good, maybe have tea or coffe instead?" "Oh... you dont like them? Its ok then let me help you find a different caffeine option"
💜BELPHIE
- he is the sleepy avatar, sleeping is essential to him, so maybe you shaking and constantly drinking red bull isnt a good sign for him to cuddle you
- as funny as it is to see lucifer being stressed out, he is on his side when it comes to your health
- would help out on having you change your habits, but your stubborness makes him very tired and sleepy
- if luci isnt taking the red bull away from you then he is, thats it, its gone, you will never manage to find a single energy drink ever again
- "hmm? No MC i havent seen the red bull you just bought, now get over here and sleep"
- "no MC i didnt yeeted them out the window while you were looking away"
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alexanderdragonborn · 2 years ago
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Ldb: Xelzaz, its 3am what are you doing up? Everyone's asleep.
Xelzaz: creating potions, trying out new ingredients. I'm sorry am I being too loud?
Ldb: No, I came down for coffee. You should really rest.
Xelzaz: Not really tired. Can you make me a cup of coffee as well?
Ldb:Sure it'll be ready in a few minutes.
*15 minutes later*
Ldb: Here's some coffee. Also I made you some food as well. You've been talking about Saltrice Noodles? I figured you should at least eat proper food while you're trying ingredients.
Xelzaz: Ahh thank you. You didn't have to do that.
Ldb: No problem beeko.
Xelzaz: You confuse me sometimes. You know?
Ldb: How so?
Xelzaz: You're childish, but responsible. You have a kind heart but when people cross you're cold and distant. You're intelligent but you're reckless and carefree. You like to bully all us of sometimes but you're always protective over us. You worry about our health instead of your own.
Ldb: Sounds accurate. Is there something I need to change?
Xelzaz: Not really no. The only thing I can think of is getting you to eat something else? Other then apples?
Ldb: I'll think about it. For now, finish eating and off to bed with you.
Xelzaz: Fine. Can I at least finish 1 more potion? I'm about to hit a breakthrough on knowing all the properties and I-
Ldb: No. You can work on that tomorrow.
Xelzaz: I am NOT a child Dragonborn. Did you forget you're talking to a Lawman of House Telvanni?
Ldb: Did you forget its 3am? Off to bed after food. Goodnight Xelzaz. *heads to bed*
Xelzaz: Fine. Goodnight Misara.
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eirist · 3 years ago
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Not sure how I missed the 24 hour Zona so I binge read them until 3AM and can't get enough of them. ❤️❤️❤️
If it's still open, I'll go for 12 midnight. 🤩
Much love ~
Hi! Sorry it took long! I can only write on weekends nowadays. Ehehe.
But here's your request @bloodshot13. Hope you like it.
24 Hours
[12:00 AM]
Nami had been tossing and turning on her bed from the moment she laid down on it.
And for the life of her she couldn’t even fathom why, even if her day had been long and quite tiring.
She honestly thought she’d be knocked out the moment her back hit her mattress.
But here she is, wide awake without any hint of sleepiness at all.
A minute passed and Nami turned to her other side, eyes landing on her cat-shaped digital alarm clock.
12:00 midnight already?
She groaned. What the hell is wrong with her?
She frustratingly sat up on her bed, rubbing her face. Good thing she doesn’t have any work tomorrow or she’d definitely be sluggish and short-fused.
And she hates it when she’s like that.
Nami continued sitting on her bed, her mind racing and trying to come up with ways to make herself relax and sleep.
Which actually did the opposite. Thinking about it made her more alert and awake.
She frowned as she chided herself.
Why to go hyperactive brain.  
She can actually feel that there’s this restless energy inside her that she needs to let out and that’s what’s keeping her awake.
Nami slid out of her bed and decided a cup of chamomile tea might help. She stepped out of her room and headed towards her kitchen. She didn’t bother switching on the lights. It was a calm and clear night. The moon was at its zenith and it cast a silvery light on the floor of her apartment.
She decided she’ll have her tea on the balcony while enjoying the moon and the stillness of the night. That should help her relax.
She rummaged her kitchen for her tea canister and when she opened it she realized…
…she still hadn’t done her grocery shopping.
Nami stared at the empty container and fought the urge to chuck it out the window.
She took a deep breath and put the lid back, with a sigh she realized it was too late to ask any of her neighbors if they have some.
Tough luck.
She stood in the kitchen pondering for a moment before she decided a late night visit to her mikan trees up on the rooftop might help her predicament.
She made her way out of her apartment, making a grab for her keys from the key bowl.
The cool night air greeted her skin as she closed the door. It wasn’t chilly but it was enough to make her rub at her bare arms. Maybe she should have worn a robe over her light pink crop tank top and sleeping shorts ensemble.
Nami shrugged her shoulders. She was too lazy to go back now that she is outside. Besides, no one will see her. Most of the tenants are dead asleep by this hour… as evidenced by how quiet it is.
She ambled to the stairs, refraining from taking the elevator. She figured that would help tire her out somehow since she’s got like five flights to climb before reaching the rooftop.
She almost swore out loud and her heart almost jumped at her throat when she saw someone at the landing of the stairs below where she was.
Zoro was standing there, staring up at her with one eyebrow cocked, looking like he was about to make his way up.
Nami finally let out the expletive that she was holding back. “Damn it Zoro! You scared me!”
The green-haired man just shrugged and the climbed the stairs leading up to her.
“The hell are you doing skulking around Nami?”
She placed both of her on her hips. “I should ask you the same,” she hissed at him.
“Can’t sleep?” He inquired as he reached the last steps.
“Yeah…” Nami made a face. “You?”
“Same.”
“Oh.” She felt the corners of her lips twitch as she tried to fought a smile.
It’s just cute to know that they were both having the same problem.
“Where are you going?” Zoro’s almost monotonous drawl hit Nami differently. It made her think of forty winks and comfortable sheets…
“Up to my trees…” she answered. “Thought it might help me relax so I can finally sleep.” She tilted her chin to look up at him. “You?”
He just gave her a lazy grin. “Definitely not up to your trees,” he said as his arm encircled her waist, pulling her closer to him.
Nami paused and snickered when she realized where he meant to go.
She stood on tiptoes, wrapping her arms around his neck and planting a smacking kiss on his chin.
“Come on,” he said lowly as he gave her a slight tug towards and back to her apartment.
His idea on how to get some sleep is definitely way so much better than hers.
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elektrantchios · 3 years ago
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another you | s.l
title: another you
pairing: sylvie x reader (ft loki)
summary: Sylvie shares some information about her past, a past you fit into too.
warnings: swearing, angst, some bickering with Loki and fluff
word count: 1k
a/n: I love Sylvie and can't bear to lose her so expect more stuff with her. has been edited but likely missed something (its 3am i should be asleep rn)
MAIN MASTERLIST | REQUEST OPEN
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Breathless you ran over the rocky landscape with Loki and the Loki variant. This was not what you imagine yourself doing, you just had to try and get the tesseract from Loki. For all the thing that could have happened you didn’t think being taken by the TVA was one of them.
Now dodging meteoroids trying to get to an old mining hut was your only chance of survival. “Of all your idiotic plans Loki this really takes the biscuit” you yell, looking at Loki as you ran.
He exhaled annoyed.
“I mean seriously” you hit his shoulder once you were inside the hut. “Maybe pick a fucking volcano next time”.
He scoffed, “do you have any other suggestions, avenger?”.
You square your shoulders annoyed. “You keep throwing at word around like it’s an insult. Well me let you something-“.
“Would you two grow up. For gods sake”.
You turned to see the Loki variant looking at you, until this moment you had been so mad at Loki you had forgotten she was even here.
You held the bridge of your nose, “I’m sorry he makes me want to throw him out of a window”.
“If he didn’t have the tempad then I’d let you” she smirked.
You laughed.
“Great a coup” Loki muttered.
You turned to Loki, “It’s only a coup if you don’t know about it, I made my feeling very clear”.
“Odin’s beard. You’re just as maddening as I remember” he sighed turning away.
“I think it’s charming” The Variant smiled as she leant against the wall.
“Why thank you” you smiled back.
“This is my worst nightmare. A Loki and a y/n flirting” he sighed dramatically.
You tutted. “There is no need to be jealous”.
You and Loki carried on arguing, too busy to noticed the way Variant Loki was staring at you.
-x-
Hours later you had worked out a plan that would recharge the tempad. You had also learnt that the Loki variant was called Sylvie, you wouldn’t say she was the same as Loki but she was definitely a Loki.
You sat in the middle of Loki and Sylvie as the train started. Zoning out as the two fought, you sighed before downing a whole glass of champagne. “eww”. The two paused and looked at you, “This stuff is terrible”.
“Too used to Tony Stark’s finest are you avenger” Loki laughed.
You laughed scarcely. You climbed over the table and made your way to the bar.
“The two of you don’t get along well”.
You turned to find Sylvie behind you. “You can say that again”. You shook your head then laughed. “We used to get on great but he’s going through his rebellion phase”.
“You did?” she whispered, shocking you.
“Yeah” you smiled, “I’d say he was my best friend once”.
She swallowed.
“Are you alright, Sylvie?” you asked, reaching out to rest your hand on her arm. She jumped at the impact. “I know we don’t know each other but I’m here”.
She was quiet, a way you hadn’t seen her be quiet before. It made your stomach turn. You realized you didn’t liked seeing her this way. It felt wrong.
“Sylvie-“ you said more quietly so only she could hear.
“I knew you, well a you on Asgard growing up” she looked up from the floor and met your eyes.
“You did” you couldn’t help but smile, you wished you could have known her as child.
“I always wondered what happened to her” she murmured looking sad.
You wished you could help her somehow, tell her everything you could about the other you but you didn’t know them.
“I would tell you about myself but I don’t think we would be very similar” you smile sadly.
She grinned, “I don’t know. The way you talk to Loki remains me of how you’d bicker with Thor”.
You laughed, “Was he the annoying golden child for you too?”.
“You wouldn’t believe it” she laughed too.
After you both stopped laughing, Sylvie looked to Loki who was enjoying himself drinking, “Did anything ever happen between you and him?”.
You chocked on you drink then laughed. “Gods no, like I said he’s, my friend. Gods know why when he acts like an ass”, You looked over at Loki too making sure he wasn’t listening. “He’s mad and he’s hurt. I can’t blame him for that”.
“You understand us Lokis very well”.
You smirked, “Thought you didn’t like to be called a Loki”.
She pulled a tired face but you could tell she was joking, “I don’t but it doesn’t chance the fact that I am one”.
You noticed how close you were to her, what shocked you more was that you didn’t mind.
“If we make it out of this alive with should actually get to know each other” she said.
You opened and shut your month before you could speak.
“What?” she raised an eyebrow.
You held her hand leading her to a free seat, “We have a whole train ride”, you guided her hands up to your temples, “You can see whatever you want”.
“You trust me just to look through your head?” she asked unsure.
“I do”.
You saw what she saw. You growing up on Asgard, a child you turning into a grown up you running through the field until your chest burnt, then lying in the grass until the sunset. Then to you working with the avengers, all the good and bad things you did. And all you had lost when Thanos snapped, the five years you spent alone and everything that brought you where you were with Sylvie.
You open your eyes and she was staring at you, looking over every detail for your face. “Now you know me better than anyone” you smiled dizzily, searching her face too. Everything around you had gone out of forces, the only thing you could forces on was Sylvie.
“I think I should return the favour” she whispered taking your hands in hers.
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haik-choo · 4 years ago
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karasuno first years out late w/ their s/o
request: Could you write how 1st years (yachi too pls🥺) going out with their s/o late at night ?
a/n: this is such a cute little concept i -- 
[KARASUNO FIRST YEARS OUT LATE AT NIGHT WITH THEIR S/O]
-tsukishima, kageyama, yamaguchi, hinata, yachi
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tsukishima kei.
not gonna lie, he’s often awake late at night. he’s a night owl and doesn’t mind sacrificing his sleep to watch some youtube videos
occasionally, he even goes out late at night, slipping past his parents and brother’s room and softly closing the front door with his headphones covering his ears and his hands stuffed in his pockets
so when you text him at 3am and ask if he can go out with you to the convenience store, he agrees in seconds to meet you at the halfway point between your houses
wastes no time in putting on his sneakers and a hoodie; he wants to get there quickly so that you aren’t left out by yourself
tsukishima knows there’s creeps out there, which is exactly why he jogs to the halfway point and is relieved when he’s the first one there
as soon as he sees you in the distance he fast walks to catch up to you, and slips his hand into yours
he totally brings bluetooth earbuds so that you two can listen to the same music instead of his wired headphones <3 uwu
is always on the lookout for any weirdos, and if he spots someone eyeing you up he shoots them the nastiest glare
eventually wraps his arms around your shoulder while your hand is sitll in his and its that cute little thing where your arms is across your chest holding his hand </3
pays for whatever you get at the store, ignores your complaints and tells you to shut up when you continue to insist on paying
“im trying to be a good boyfriend for once, for the love of god PLEASE shut up”
secretly takes a candid photo of you at some point in the night and sets it as his home screen -- NOT his lock screen, and when you see it he outright denies having taken it
tsukishima: you told me to take a picture of you
you: stop lying i know you’re a closet hopeless romantic 
convinces you to stop at the park and eat the snacks you both got there, music still humming in your ears as the moonlight washes you both in cool tones
tsukishima when he’s alone with you is so soft -- he literally kisses your hand and temple and mutters very softly “love you” 
all in all, tsukishima kei is the perfect night-owl boyfriend to go on snack-runs with 
kageyama tobio.
"why would i go out right now. do you know what time it is. i have practice in the morning”
kags really out here kinda hurtin’ your feelin’s ngl boy doesn’t understand the vibes LOL
honestly you probably woke him up, he’s asleep at like ten every night (even tho he still has homework to do he just flat-out ignores it LOL) 
only agrees to go out walking with you because you said he could bring his volleyball and you’d toss a few for him....and also because he’s a little worried because it’s so dark out
doesn’t walk with you to the park but meets you there LOL
he deadass has his wholeass duffel bad with the ball, two waterbottles, two towelettes, volleyball sneakers and everything
“you know,,,,we’re not playing a game, right, tobio?”
“yeah???? and??? what’s your point”
acts nonchalant but is totally having fun and is lowkey glad you asked him to go out so late because it’s cool out, there’s no one to bother him, and you just look...really good under the stars
he’s not a cheesy person but...god you just take his breath away sometimes. not that he’ll ever say that though
you ask to take a break like thirty minutes in because you are LITERALLY dying meanwhile he hasn’t even broken a sweat (”you’re already tired? maybe you should workout more” “shut UP kageyama”)
you both sit on the bench, and you’re lowkey waiting for him to reach for your hand but they’re just folded in his lap as he stares out in the nothingness of night
kageyama can’t take a hint. we know this. he’s incapable of knowing what you want unless you flat out tell him; so you have to be a very honest person
he doesn’t even really initiate skinship, not because he doesn’t want to, but just because it never really crosses his mind
plus he doesn’t feel the need to constantly show affection because he thinks it’s obvious that he likes you
despite this, he is good at spotting weird people, and he’s pretty protective of you, so you’re completely safe with him. trust him, he’ll keep you safe
all in all, have patience and stamina because kags will play volleyball with you until you pass out. also, he loves you 
yamaguchi tadashi.
is in bed by 11pm but doesn’t actually go to sleep until two am because he’s scrolling through tiktok on his phone
sees your text about wanting to go out for a late night walk and maybe go through the little forest near your house and automatically sends a text that says “ill meet you at your window! can you pack some snacks? :)”
he walks all the way to your house, even if it’s more convenient to meet halfway because he wants to protect you! he’s not the strongest nor is he the most intimidating, so all he really has to offer is his presence
despite not being strong nor scary, yams literally has eagle eye. you can’t tell me that he can’t read people in a heartbeat -- he’s extremely perceptive 
also texts you to not bring a jacket because he’s bringing on of his own for you !!! so sweet what the hell
he waits at your front door and when you step out he automatically pushes his volleyball jacket into your hands and he takes the bag of snacks from you and sticks out one of his hands UGH such a gentleman
lets you ramble about anything and stares at your side profile as he listens 
joins in with a few quips here and there but ultimately is pretty quite and lets you speak or lets the silence cozy into the conversation
sees that there’s a guy sitting on a bench up the road and he switches places with you so that you’re further away from the stranger 
also wraps a protective hand around your waist until you both are past the random dude but yams will glance behind yall every once in a while
when you two reach the mini forest he ends up taking the lead claiming that he knows a good spot
and damn, he’s right
it’s a little clearing that is illuminated solely by the moonlight and he sets the bag of snacks down beside him before sitting down himself, apologizing for not bringing a blanket that you two could sit on 
pats the spot next to him so that you sit right beside him and he leans back with his hand on yours ONGMIRG 
is the super cheesy type and tells you that you look really pretty and that,,,he kind of wants to kiss you
you: *experiencing heart palpitations* and you did this for what. 
yamaguchi: ...because i love you?
you: *K.O*
all in all, yamaguchi is the boyfriend that completely indulges your late-night escapades <3 
hinata shoyo.
is either completely fast asleep and doesn’t see your text or was awake and not planning to sleep for the next five hours, no in-between
but if he’s awake and sees your text, he agrees right away and asks where you want to meet up and what time because homeboy probably has to bike to get there AgAGAGAGA
literally doesn’t even show up in sneakers. he’s wearing sandals and shorts with a short sleeve top 
“i came in my pjs”
“i see that.”
asks if you two can bike around instead because he doesn’t want to have to wheel his bike around for like an hour 
he tells you to hold on tight because the bike was built for one person, and when you press against his back his warmth is literally so,,,comforting 
has no sense of awareness and will scream going down a hill in the middle of a neighborhood, no fucks given
so, no, he doesn’t notice any weriod people even if there are some around
you always end up running into some weird people and you get new interesting stories every other day because let’s be honest hinata is a magnet for crazy shit and crazy people (usually crackheads) 
you both just ride around as he talks about his day, usually his sister always comes up in the conversation( “she asked me to marry you the other day” “doirhgAEROIHFGRE SHOYO WHAT” “what? i told her i would. i keep my promises!”)
after like thirty minutes he begs for a break and you stop at a little 24/7 ice cream store that is run by the sweetest elderly couple
you share a sundae because you don’t want to eat too much this late at night
he plops on the bench right outside the store with his bike leaning against the metal handles, and h snuggles up to you and watches you scroll on your phone
he talks a little here and there, but for the most part, he goes quiet, and it’s during this time where you’re unaware of his gaze that he just takes his time drinking in your features in the yellow light of the lamppost 
he can’t read the mood most times, but this time he does, and he stays quiet, and he thinks to himself
that he really will marry you one day
all in all, hinata gives you the impulsive young teenage experience of late night bike rides while eating his fair share of ice cream
yachi hitoka.
another either or, except this time she’s either fast asleep or stressing over homework and the nine tests she has the next day
when you ask if she can go on a walk with you she’s hesitant because she doesn’t want to get in trouble with her mom and she’s a total goody goody and terrified of doing anything reckless; but then she remembers that her mom was on a business trip and so she, very cautiously, says yes
you: good. i’m outside your door btw
yachi: i never had a choice did i
you have to meet her at her house because she’s way too scared to walk by herself at night; she might even make you factime her as you commute because she’s worried for you
jumps at every little thing, even the crows cawing make her shit herself
instictively grabs onto your sleeve and nervously look around the entire time, to the point where she doesn’t hear what you say
so you offer to go to a little cafe that’s still open and right away she nods
she’s so adorable, she bows really deeply when you two walk into the store and apologizes for it being so late
and finally, because you two are safe, she’s calm and smiling as she sips at her strawberry smoothie
awkwardly and very shyly reaches out for your hand on the table and gently lays her palm on yours
canon: yachi totally has freckles and you can’t convince me otherwise 
her face is red and her freckles are just on display you can’t help but coo at her and tuck some hair behind her ear because god could she get any cuter?
you two end up staying for like a hour and a half and very shyly she asks if you could walk her home 
and this time on the walk she’s not overly cautious and seems to enjoy the nighttime breeze and your hand softly clasping hers
does that cute thing where she lays her head on your shoulder or arm while you both are walking and looks up at you through her eyelashes and asks if you could give her a kiss on the cheek </3
you: stop. please. im going to die.
when you’re at her door she literally just stands there awkwardly for a few seconds before tilting her head upwards and pressing her lips to yours and then promptly running inside
video calls you three seconds afterwards to make sure you get home safely 
all in all, you might need to be the impulsive one, but yachi enjoys spending late night time with you more than she admits. also please kiss her thanks      
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peakyscillian · 4 years ago
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| The Summer Evening Date| Cillian x Reader | Mini-Series |
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Summary: your second date went so well, Cillian's back for another one this time with your friends around. Warnings: Age gap (Reader is in her 20's) Request: Part one was a request. A/N: Like always no disrespect to Cillian's family, this is basically an AU where he's single.
•The Summer Evening Date | Mini-Series•
Part one here & Part two here Masterlist
Paul had situated himself at your barbeque, declaring that the men should cook the meat, you had just rolled your eyes handed him the required food and sent him on his way. Ella was mixing a cocktail for the large jug she had come with, a few of your other friends were sat out on the roof terrace, you were waiting for Cillian.
You had spent the night at his house, wrapped in his arms, in his comfortable kingsized bed, his lips peppering kisses to your skin, your face nuzzled into his chest. You'd both finally fell asleep around 3am and then lazily laid together for most of the morning before he dropped you off so you could food shop and get ready for the evening, while he had a few work calls to take.
Ella handed you a glass of her special mix of alcohol "So what's this the third date of the weekend with Cill?" she asked, leaning against the kitchen side. Your eyes flicked to the terrace not wanting others to be privy to this conversation, sure they'd meet him but they didn't need to know the details right now.
You took a sip, whincing at the high alcohol content "fuck sake, pass me the lemonade" you choked lightly as Ella laughed passing you the bottle of soda with a roll of her eyes. "So tell me" she whined you laughed lightly "yes it's our third date in as many days, I do like him its a weird feeling, its been three days" you rattled off the details she wanted, Ella took a sip of her drink "when you know, you know" she shrugged eyes darting to Paul having the time of his life at the grill.
***
Cillian felt nervous, he was making his way up the path to your apartment a bottle of wine in his hand, he took a deep breath pressing your buzzer, he liked you a lot but a night with your friends was making him nervous he was just grateful Paul was going to be around. His nerves desipated slightly as you opened the door, in a cream summer dress, your hair loose and wavy "Hey C" you stepped towards him, pressing your lips with his "Hey y/n" he pecked one more kiss to your lips before following you into your apartment.
You introduced him to the small collection of your friends, grabbed him a beer, left him to stay and talk to Paul and some of the other guys gathered around the grill. Ella smirked at you as you walked back to the kitchen for your own refill "he literally just watched you walk away, y/n" she giggled like a schoolgirl as you sighed giving her a look.
***
Cillian's hand found your thigh under the table, dinner had been dished onto plates and everyone was sat around chatting happily, you lent into his side "Are you having a good time?" you whispered.
He licked at his lips "I am thank you for inviting me, your friends are nice" he smiled, your gaze darted around the table "most of the time" you smiled back at him, leaning to give him a gentle kiss before you turned back to your food.
You watched as your friend Mel turned to Cillian, a smile pulled tightly on her face "you know our girl is only twenty four right?" she asked, you groaned from his other side as the rest of the table started to pay attention "Yes, I do, its not problem" he replied politely your hand found his under the table, he turned his palm up so you could link your fingers. Cillian cleared his throat "We've had a really good time this weekend, it's exciting to see where it will go" he added, Mel nodded slowly "but you're a movie star you could have your pick of older women" she frowned, you shot her a look "That's not true" he laughed.
You squeezed his hand he turned to look at you "that isn't my kind of relationship, why does age have to mean a thing if you get along with the person?" he gave you a smile before paying attention to Mel once more, she rolled her eyes downing her drink.
***
Most of your friends had left, including Mel who had promptly departed after dinner, Paul and Ella were left along with Felicity and Joe, they were sat out on the terrace the fire pit was burning in the middle. Cillian was in the kitchen getting some more drinks, you made your way over to him, wrapping your arms around his waist, kissing his back through his grey t-shirt, closing your eyes "Hey you" he said as he laughed lightly. He turned in your loose embrace "So sorry about Mel" you sighed "Pay no attention to them, it's been a weekend, its not like we've announced we're getting married tomorrow they need to just relax, it's so early on" he cupped your face in his hands. His thumb stroking against your cheek "I like you, you like me, we want to see where this goes no one else matters" he confirmed dipping to kiss your temple you smiled up at him "Stay tonight" you asked, he nodded "Of course I liked waking up next to you"
You stood on your tiptoes so you could kiss him, your tongue flicking past his lips, he was still cupping your face "Oi, where's the drinks" Pauls voice broke you apart. You turned to see him in the door way a smirk on his face "right here obviously" you sighed with a roll of your eyes, untangling yourself from Cillian and walking past Paul back to the circle of your friends. *** Taglist (let me know if you want to be added) @queenshelby @lawfeys
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