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my ed makes me so selfish but i literally dp not care anymore
#catch me eating salad instead of cake in family photos on facebook#when its my bday i won’t let anyone get a cake#i will literally cry and scream if i havw to#i know its rly selfish and that everyones js tryna do nice stuff for me#but i dont care i dont want it#i feel bad for my dad tho he still tries to make me eat#his sister has an ed and he doesnt realize#she never ate stuff until she got sick when ahe was young#i didnt eat cake on my dads bday#ik it seems like im making a big deal over cake but like thats the ONLY thing my family does#but idc#i’ll have watermelon or smth#also i need to recruit my aunt im gonna straight up ask whether ot not she has an ed#like girl i see ur myfitnesspal and my net diary apps#i heard her talking to my mom abt dieting too#its kinda sad lowkey#SHES ALWAYS COMMENTING ON MY WEIGHTLOSS TOO#she asked my mom how much i lost and i had to interven QUICKKK#im gonna ask her if i ever get alone w her#i know she likes me she laughs at everything i say and hugs me a lot#OMFGGGGG SHE I RMB SHE ASKED ME FOR TIPS#AND SAW MY LOOK AT A CALORIE LABEL OF PEPSI AND PUT IT DOWN#AND THEN. AND THEN SHE SMILED AT ME AND NODDED#not in an approving way or like a good job way#she gets me frrr#we bond over converse too aaaa#imma ask her
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Aventurine... I'm drooling over him rn I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
Praise and soft sex with sub!aven pls <333 he needs to be happy i love him
Pretty boy who nvr came home,,MINORS DNI!! Top male reader,,soft sex,,praise,,please I need him to be happy so bad
soft and gentle sex with him would make him cry on the spot,,Aventurine is a hurt soul who is used to people wanting things in exchange for what he can do,,gambling away his chances for any connection with anyone,,
Until you came along,,you were able to break down his walls after some time and effort,,making him feel safe enough to even open up the smallest amount about his past,,
Looking up at you with a gentle smile as he lays back against his pillow covered bed,,chuckling softly at the ticklish feeling of your kisses against his neck,,his smile pure and loving,,it wasn't strained at all >□<
Gasping softly at the feeling of you intruding inside of him,,grasping onto your back as he hides his face in the crook of your shoulder,,panting softly as he kisses your skin lightly,,
"I'm sorry! I can't.. help it!" He whines out as his blunt nails lightly dig into your back,,his eyes filling with guilt that he had hurt his lover,,reassuring aventurine that it was alright to let himself go,,let himself feel good,,
Quiet tears flow down his cheeks from the sound of your praise, sniffling softly as his wet cheeks turn red from blushing so much,,even as your cock rocks in and out of him,zhe was savouring every moment he could hear your voice so close to his ear
"I love..you.." He mutters softly into your ear as he cums,,letting out cute little gasps as he feels you follow shortly behind him,,his eyes filled with overwhelmed tears as he brings you into a loving kiss!!
#{anon asks}#{h4rny ask}#{top male reader}#top male reader#x top male reader#x dom male reader#dom male reader#x bottom male character#bottom male character#aventurine smut#hsr smut#His official art dawg?? Hngh please#Listening to radiohead..maybe thats why its lowkey kinda sad lmao
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gonna get back into the swing of things with!! some faces I did a bit ago!!!
+ closeups and oc creds under the cut!
the welcome home guys ofc <3
some of my guys!
(Niebla belongs to both me and @akemima ! <3)
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And now, some friends’ ocs!
Lady belongs to @gremliinsart, Keira belongs to @funonion001 !!! :3
Sundown belongs to @carnivalcarrion !! <3
Damon belongs to @sammysun , Wizard belongs to @akemima !! :33 <3<3
#this was a while ago it feels SO OLD#by the way. this was hell to format. tumblr web and mobile both have skill issues idc#welcome home#welcome home fanart#howdy pillar#sally starlet#eddie dear#eddie my beloved <3 eddie my love <3#frank frankly#oh hes my baby…my babygirl…frank…#sorry i forgot how ill i am about them#laughingstock lowkey been ruining my life lately (bogs fault)#AUUUUGHHH FUCKKK I MISS STAMPS.#oh i got a stamps ask a bit ago. gonna finally respond to it#BTW: saying this now bc its been a problem with a lot of people/for a while. i will answer asks that are asks!#people popping in to say hello is always loved ofc <3 but. it clutters up a lot. if youre new/sharing kind words ill respond ofc!#but if youre in my inbox just to be there/to grab my attenion. im not gonna respond😭 this keeps happening and it makes me kinda sad idk#ANYWAY ANYWAY. not gonna waste my tags with a ramble#oc fanart#sherri stitch-up#hotel hubbub#niebla valentine#puppet oc#daiki iyer#indigo’s art#art#indigo’s ocs#other people’s ocs#puppet ocs#expression practice
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gravity falls always makes me so damn emotional. it was the reason i started taking drawing seriously. ive wanted to be a storyboard artist or a showrunner or a comics artist for the longest time because the possibility of making a story or working on something like gravity falls was so compelling. my first ocs were honestly just the gravity falls cast but reskinned (haha). i cant explain enough how much gravity falls means to me. if i ever meet alex hirsch in real life i might explode
#the resurgence of gfalls is lowkey destroying me (in a good way)#like im getting so nostalgic and sad (as one does when getting older . lol)#but its also been really fun looking back on everything as an older person haha#also im drawing some fanart for it (as one does. lol) and im kinda laughing to myself a little bc i remember everyone being so damn hard to#draw but now im having a more decent time getting them down lol
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i just finished reading lockwood & co - hollow boy
and oh. my. god. (ik i said it for the last book too, but....) but i was not expecting that ending.
lucy leaving lockwood & co???? omg??? i can see why she did it (i probably would've if i was in her situation tbh), but still!! she actually needs the biggest hug ever after this whole book omg.
the locklyle crumbs we got in chapter 24; the "oh, come off it. you know i'd die for you." IM SCREAMING. lockwood is so ajfhakfhsjdhs
they're so cute :(
and the whole book how lucy was so jealous of holly because holly was just so perfect - everything that lucy didn't think she was.
ugh i loved the whole book, i think it was my favourite of the series so far!!!
#the locklyle crumbs tho <3333#ugh i love them#lucy being jealous of holly was so sad but like i feel you girl 🫂#i also feel bad for holly and i kinda love her too - even tho she was kind of annoying at times#lockwood lowkey pissed me off with how closed off he was to lucy for most of the book - but its ok bc he got there in the end!!!#god i love it when book ships have deep conversations in near death situations#anyway im going to start the fourth book now woohooo#wish me luck lmao#lockwood & co#anthony lockwood#lockwood and co#lucy carlyle#locklyle#george cubbins#george karim#holly munro#l&co#lockwood and co spoilers#the hollow boy
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In honor of homeward bound almost finishing (which btw im definitely gonna cry when that happens) i decided to draw as much fanart as i could for it while i listen to it in text to speech. For @thompsborn thank you so much for writing this amazing masterpiece ily like actually
based on this excerpt
also i now realize that maybe college people dont wear backpacks or maybe they do idk hopefully they do because its too late to change the pose 😥 okay im gonna yap in the tags cause its gonna be too long of a post
#my art#sketches#homeward bound fic#peter parker#no way home#warning: wall of tags!!#guys i literally love this fic so much#I love this scene cause its sad funby abd also a refrence to the tom holland pabts at the same time#I feel like every word and sentence in this fix is carefully thoughtout and none of them feel useless or boring like everytime i reread#I dont skip any part because if i do im missing something because each word is special#Also like its not repetitive at all like the effort put into this#Also its very sad#Like everytime i think well this is how sad the author can make me bro surprises me#ok thats enough tags#Omg but i lowkey wanna yap about the drawing process#It was kinda hard to decide what kind of hair to give him (as you see me struggle lol) but i figured since its tom holland i would try#to give him the same general hairstyle but he has a super clean look as peter like nerd so i tried keeping the shape but also make it messy#Also i flipped the canvas at the end and it was so bad next drawing will be better trust!!!
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okay I saw @biteyoubiteme so I have to rank txt's discog personally😭
#I am right and everyone else is wrong guys !!#I'm curious to see what other peoples opinions are though#its so hard for me to rank lowkey#also I have trauma w happily ever after#and the mod son version actually makes my ears bleed out its so shit#and also I love tachyons and yeonjuns verses in ps5 but I think the song is kinda ass and I can't listen to it lol#I hated that era where IT WAS THE ONLY THING people commented on their lives#I wanted to kms#nia speaks !#also roller coaster is one of their best songs in the entire world I could go on a rant#if you don't like it...ill be sad idk#txt !<3#I wish they had updated it with chikai#bc we'll never change and kitto zutto are so high for me
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Started playing sky children of the light like week ago. So far it's going pretty well. So I would like to share the emotional rolecoaster it's been:
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Awwww...this is so pretty and I can fly weeeeeeeee
Wtf am I supposed to do here???
This is so calming and chill game
Okay so water hurts me
Wait no water doesn't hurt me *confused*
NEW FRIEND!!! :D (that I never talked to again :()
:o racing arena WHAT THE HELL IS THIS SLIDING MECHANIC! THAT'S WONKY AF (also possibility that I am just that bad)
A spooky map interesting (why green tho??)
THE FUCK ARE YOU SPOOKY BLACK BITCH
What am I supposed to do with you??? Why are you different from the other spirits??
thank you random stranger with the vault of knowledge. Very thankful <3
Why are you different different spirit?? Just WHY?? How do you work
Okay time to go again to get more wings/spirits and explore. WHERE TF AM I?? HOW DID I GET HERE?? Oooo... a winged light <3
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That is so far it probably will add after I do the Eden (know nothing about that btw just that it's the end, I think???). Maybe even before :D
#sky children of the light#thatskygame#sky game#i have never been so confused in very obvious places#this is pretty chill game and then you meet the spooky black flying centipedes#had a heath attack when it attacked me for the first time#also lowkey hate the jumping its sometimes so wierd and wonky#kinda sad i dont have friend to play this game with#im very unbeliever broke as well#sky children... experience is something
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AHAHAHA i just rmred in the original gbg script when tosh reads gwen n owens minds and owens like "i just wanna kiss her :(((" and gwens like "if i dont fuck him right now i will kill everyone in this room." FJKDSHFKJDSHFKDJSHFKDSFDSHFKJSD
#do u think she beat his bussy up. i think so <3#sss#txt#sorry i have to talk like this or ill die#anyway i just went back to read it and erm. i need to compile evidence of owen's exhibitionism kink bc its literally canon 😭#it pops up in like five diff places. owens lowkey kinda vanilla but at least hes got that going on#owen's the type of guy who thinks having threesomes makes him sexually liberated and kinky. love him tho#I HAV SM H*RNY TW THOUGHTS I NEED TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT FOR EM OR SMTH BUT THAT SEEMS SAD HFSDJKFHSDK#never forget owen asking gwen if they could fuck on the invisible lift. DFHDSJK HES LITERALLY NUTS THATS SO GROSS#guuurl.... i know what you are -_-#(thts from the website btw if ur like huh)
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Today my mom and i went out, i had some things i still had left to buy, a powerbank and earphones, we used this as an excuse to go out just before i left for uni. It was really fun we walked around we bought some things we even bought like a wagyu skewer thing, it was my first time trying something like that it was really good. We bought like snacks for me for my dorm and yea electronics. In this mall we usually just eat at the same place over and over again, anytime we visit it, but this time we decided to try someplace new. It was sooo good i bought these small chicken tacos and it was literally so good and there was this drink my mom bought called masala chai yea that was good as balls as well. We really did just use it as an excuse to have some fun before i went to uni, even she was a bit hesitant to send me away, since im the youngest and her baby yada yada.
During the ride home, it was kinda quiet, i was mostly just thinking and lowkey dread. I remember seeing a post describing grief- You think you got over grief but on a random tuesday you just break down. I felt that, I could feel like my mental walls start to crack and crumble a little as i got silent. I could feel the feeling in my stomach. I could feel my body being on edge, it was literally so close to like crying and releasing my emotions. However I just couldn't, all the years of bottling up my negative emotions really did a number on me. And so i just sat there feeling the tears well up in my eyes, but not falling.
This continued for another 20 minutes, until along the road I saw my favourite flower. This flower isn't the prettiest, smells the nicest or anything, but I loved it because when I used to walk alot(now my mom doesnt let me cuz of dangerous dudes, which i think is bs but oh well) the route that i usually took there was a path with this type of flower lined across. I loved putting my hand in the bushes as i walked. It was super soft and if it rained there was always some water inside the flower, it just felt lovely to touch. The sight of this flower really did make me start tearing up(BTW GUESS WAT SONG PLAYED 4TH OF JULY BY SUFJAN STEVENS) I kinda regret not crying there idk it just feels like i couldnt.(@kruxton remember when i said theres a high chance of me crying in the first week of me going to uni, nvm it is so gonna happen i feel it).
#I lowkey hoped il cry before i go to uni but i dont think thatl happen#I wanted to get it out of the way but yea i think its gonna happen at my dorms#Im really glad this is happening i havent rly had anything like this happen to me before#I was getting kinda worried cuz wat if i didnt experience emotions the same as u guys and wat if il never experience something like that#so this is really reassuring#During the car ride i did feel an immense like sadness atleast my body did#But also i was also like joking around with myself and i think this also didnt help with me trying to cry and release my emotions#it was just so natural for me to start crackign jokes with myself tho so idk wat to do abt that#I bought like 5 little dudes il make another post showcasing them theyre rly cute
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Clearly my stamina for video games has waned DRAMATICALLY bc ive barely managed to clock 2 hours of inquisition across 2 days.
And its not like im fatigued by the gameplay or anything yet like i just got the fucking title screen lol. Like this is not a hinterlands bear moment or a fallow mire situation yet
#dragon age#my inqy is great#its in my oh so sad worldstate#basically the warden (tabris) sacrificed herself bc Alistair was to be king. she basically put him on the throne bc he swore to disolve the#alienages. and so she was like this is a future for elves etc. and she did everything she could to make the world better#her story often spared ppl the brutal details of messy fates and she always tried to fix things while staying focused on her goal#and then morrigans ritual happened and she was like. no fucking way. that sounds like a loophole for some shitfuckery#so she sacrificed herself in alistairs place but then bc he was the only warden left in fereldan he abdicated#bc he saw restoring the wardens as more important. he did make anora swear to fix the plight of elves. but ultimately nothing happened#its then my hc that alistair was the warden in awakening#and poor zevran was left grieving the warden. they got like. unofficially married before her death#which i headcanon as having taken weeks to happen as she slowly succumbed to the archdemon soul bc i love angst#and anyway then my hawke was playful and charming and desired to save whoever she could but everyone kept dying around her#just the most tragic and bloody playthrough#and in her story she never found love. except. that was varric hiding the fact that they were together#she also faked ander's death after the chantry thing#also she was a blood mage bc thats dope as fuck to me. and i also kinda hc that anders dipped into blood magic too#anyway. so my inq is gonna be the same with like. trying her hardest but not being the perfect diplomat bc people cant look past her being#an elf. and a mage.#and also im hc'ing that solas lowkey has a thing for her but shes like. dude#im so gay wtf#and then talking shit with dorian about it
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It's so sad to see so many good endings from more obscure series go down to more ones from more popular ones, especially when it's clear people didn't even bother to listen to the more obscure one... someone should run an OP/ED tournament where all the Big Shonen Anime are automatically disqualified.
lowkey agree. Some of these results have been kind of -_- . Sus. Like I’m not gonna elaborate bc I’m the poll runner and I feel like I should be Professional(tm) on this blog and I’m not saying every ending that won which was from a big anime won bc the anime was popular. There are many mainstream anime that have endings that absolutely deserve to go far. Some of the popular winners I agree with and some I might have chosen differently but I get why they won, even when taking the anime itself out of the equation. And then there are some that I’m like. This absolutely only won bc it was popular. I just have no way of knowing how much of the results are because of the anime and how much is because of the music/video. But I’m also fully aware that endings from big anime have an unfair advantage over those from smaller anime I just don’t have a way to stop people from voting for their fave/familiar anime instead of the ED itself. Except for automatically disqualifying popular anime but I wouldn’t want to do that bc some of my personal favorite EDs are from popular anime and also I wouldn’t know how to determine the cutoff between Big and small anime. Also considering my biased perception of what is popular or not based on the tumblr circles I’m in. Make a cut off based on Viewership I guess?
my main dilemma right now is deciding if I should continue making the polls 1 day long or if I should make them a week long. Like I feel like a week is objectively the better choice but I’m just so impatient and like things to be streamlined. Like I’m gonna get bored if I have wait so long and stressed out over polls that are in limbo for so long (I have neuroses ok don’t look at me -_-) but it’s also more time to watch the videos and get a larger sample size would work better maybe?
#Asks#anime ed tournament#oof sorry i answered this last night wen i was tired and going to bed and im kinda regretting how i worded some of this#sorry if i came off as rude or bitter! i didnt mean to sound that way#also when i said lowkey agree i did NOT mean i agreed about the disqualifying popular anime#i just realized the way i answered made that super unclear#i just mean i agree that its sad some more obscure anime get the short end of the stick in these kinds of tournaments
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genuinely pondering what i actually want to do for the next 50 years because im pretty sure life is going to become... Not unlivable in the sense of humans cease but so completely and utterly Not This that i feel like any goals need to be achieved asap if they rely at all on global systems
#honestly if it wasnt such a horrifying thing to do to a living being id seriously debate having a kid now lmao like Thats How Bad#purely for the science of the process fascinates me#which OBVIOUSLY IS NOT A GOOD REASON and thus No on top of all of the MANY MANY MORE reasons of NO#but like if there ever was a cut off time it would be noe#now#lowkey kinda makes me sad its such a hard no too cause as much as i dont want to raise a human i think my partner would be amazing at it#like if we lived in boomer era but less misogynistic and i could have one n he just like does the rest i could live with that level of risk#LOL still fucked up methodology for offspring but like THERE IS 1 AND ONLY 1 timeline that id be cool with it#and this is not that timeline#but also ik it hurts him too likes hes on the same page of haha not in this reality thats fucked up but he Totally Would otherwise#ANYWAYS thats not even the whole point#just like. general.#like if i want to just go build a house or something and empty my savings.#just any wild dream#cause i gebuinely do not know if money is going to be a stable concept much longer
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This is old news for fans of the CWs the flash and presumably the rest of the extended arrowverse but this fucking crisis on earth x crossover across 4 shows having the WEDDING of TWO MAIN CHARACTERS that has had a season and a half of build up and a PROPOSAL of two DIFFERENT main characters from a DIFFERENT show all in SUPERGIRL. OF ALL PLACES. Which none of those 4 characters are from. Is INFURIATING!!!!!!
I bought the fucking DVD. I bought the goddamn DVD of season 4 of The Flash so I could watch all of the events of season 4 of The Flash and the important things that happened to the people in season 4 of The Flash such as. Say. Getting fucking married. So I watch season 4 episode 6 of The Flash and they say "next episode we are going to get married :)". And then I click on episode 7 and it is called Crisis on Earth X part 3 and I go that's weird. Well maybe this is just where The Flash joins the crossover. During their wedding. Because it would be crazy for them not to put the wedding of two main characters including THE titular Flash on the DVD. And Barry's cheerful little voice goes "previously on Crisis of Earth X" and it shows me a clip of their wedding.
So I go. Fuck you, for one. And for two okay I guess I will find???? Supergirl?? (ew) and watch them get married :3. And find that Supergirl is only streaming on fucking. NowTV. because nobody wants to watch Supergirl. To which I obviously don't have a subscription. So I am reduced to looking up "Barry and Iris wedding" on YouTube dot com of which there are only two scenes. Neither of which feature Cisco for more than a brief cut to him as best man. So what's even the point.
Anyway now I'm watching the DVD part 3 and I am once again asking where is Cisco. Why am I seeing conflicts between Supergirl's sister and (?) A guy from Legends? Or maybe he's a new guy from Earth X? And then cutting from them to an old guy and the guy who had to ask what a pink triangle represented on a human person in a concentration camp (jesus christ?????? Why are they tackling this?????????). And THEN to MORE people from different shows. I haven't seen someone from the Flash for 5 scenes in a row let alone had them be a main character in the scene. Where are MY friends from THE FLASH. The Flash, the show I bought the DVD for!!!! SO I COULD WATCH THE FLASH!!!
Like surely. The appeal of crossovers are to show "here is how the people you already like hang out with people from other shows you either already like, or could like, if you give it a chance". This isn't letting me get to see any of that.
It is nice to see Snart again though. And oh he's a man loving man?? that's nice. Why did they make this like this. Why didn't they put all the episodes on my DVD 😭
#i was already getting frustrated with the season for its escalated copaganda and brushing off misogyny from plastic man like it's just#a kinda gross habit like clipping your tonails at the table. which it is not.#and its ableism. 2/2 wheelchair users are evil and manipulative huh.#and racism. it's okay to bend the rules with your superpowers to return sacred artifacts to native Americans as long as you're white. huh.#whereas the person who started that gets put in meta jail forever.#i can accept when it's a bad show. i enjoy when it's a bad show. it's not fun when it's doing all that shit.#god. anyway.#where's cisco.#at least Iris is doing plot stuff but she's mostly here as someone to stand next to felicity and be encouraging#also the wedding season has fully just said 100% that Iris has NO friends outside her family and colleagues#which is quite sad#did she quit her job as a journalist?#she's only ever at star labs. no other friends come to her bachelorette party.#it would have been such a fun silly story for them to have to hide the powers stuff from Brenda My Friend From The Gym#i was trying to have a fun sily tv show on to unpack my stuff with and now I'm lowkey pissed off#i started writing this post highkey pissed off so there's that at least#where's cisco......
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#that moment when youre just awfully unmotivated and youve done nothing all day and its already 12 pm and now youre lowkey kinda sad and feel#like youre wasting your life :)))
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Ok yay !!! I'm finally back in the city 🏙🚗💨
#lowkey kinda sad its over so soon#but its ok cuz !!!#i plan to come back soon !!!!#also whats WITH the air in my hometown#like why does it always make me break out#the air is supposed to be better there cuz of the nature#plus the fact that we're near a few beaches#so WHYYYY do i always break out there 👹#other than that#week was amaaazing !!!#tfshouldirambles
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