#its just wierd
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Feel like I have something to say about how off it feels when people are like 'being ace doesnt mean you hate sex / are sex repulsed'
Like yeah, true! Being ace is not necessarily that.
But... no one ever seems to really, discuss sex repulsion outside of that. Which feels wierd. Sex repulsion makes me feel infinitely more queer and isolated than not experiencing sexual attraction, a thing I really just don't think about and rarely affects me.
But sex repulsion? Literally impossible to go a day without seeing a post mentioning something to do with sex. On a bad day, which are thankfully few, I simply cannot look at things, or even talk to people, without feeling like knives are jamming into all of my nerve endings.
And the thing no one ever, ever mentions is that sex repulsion does not mean unhorny. Do we even have a term for people who don't experience horniness? Asexuality as a spectrum seems to actually just be a filling bar between experiencing or not experiencing a single metric that isn't super relevant at all.
That's wierd right? Like, there are so many parts of sexuality that never seems to come up or even be searchable. There are infinite genders and searching sex repulsion is desolate, aside from 'its not asexuality' and 'do you need to be cured?'
There is nothing more isolating or queer in me than the seemingly lonesome experience of experiencing something that I desperately hate and yet cannot imagine being without. Its close to my experience of transness, but even that at least comes with a community and resources.
'I hate even the mention of sex, but I like it theoretically, I want to be able to like it, I don't know what to do about this' is just.
Empty.
#i dont really have a point to this#its just wierd#i wonder just how many ace people are either sex repulsed or dont experience horniness#it feels like so many ace experiences i find relatable have nothing to do with not experiencing attraction#this isnt a 'ace isnt real' thing obviously#more like its wierd how narrow the definition is#'ace isnt sex repulsion' but why not? i find it hard to believe someone who experiences attraction but is repulsed by sex is going to be an#less ace than someone who is fine with it but is disconnected from the desire for it#sex repulsion#asexuality
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When your old enof to understand why your perents got a devores but the little kid in you dosent and is crying
#nothings wrong witch is the wierd thing#i understand and im fine whit it#it wasent a bad devores#its just wierd
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every social media except here gives me so much anxiety now 😭😭😭
#furry#sfw furry#furry art#fursona#fur#izzy art#blondesona#im RLY not trying to whine about success here but just the overload of comments and replies and dms i get eveyrwhere else is realllyy gett#ing to me :(( its mostly positive on twitter but i had to like limit interactions on instagram bcuz i was just getting a bunch of wierd shit#x_x they both overwhelm me in their own ways tho. tumblr is just. quiet. its nice
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"Look she might have said some similar words or made similar points but that doesn't mean it's plagiarism!"
And for flavor, here she is dunking on my video in order to prop up her own:

#lily orchard#just kind of tired of seeing her make money of my work and the work of others haha...#was gonna add this to the larger thread but tumblr was being wierd abt the video so i guess its a separate post now#and again for the record i dont believe that stuff abt su any more
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Haunted Car Au part 13
Previous. Masterpost
“You done figuring out the sound files yet?” Duke asked while tapping on the hood of the Batmobile.
He was excited to hear a campy “Yes, Sir!” Come out of the open windows of the car.
“Neat, first off, any files that have your name in it?” He was a little disappointed, but still snorted to hear the tragic ‘Noooooo’ from Darth Vader.
“I think Red Robin has some pronoun type files in there, what are yours?” A mix of sir’s, dude's, and bro's were played until Duke had to stop the guy.
“Ok, what about age?” He wasn't expecting to get a straight answer, but when the car played a Scooby-Doo cut of ‘those meddling kids’, he was confused.
“So a kid?” Duke questioned. He got a weird mix of 'Ehhh', 'Kinda', and 'close enough' type files.
“We can worry about that later, any ideas how you got stuck?” A short ‘Nope’ with a pop on the P played.
Talking to the car guy was strange. Getting answers could be easy or turn into 20 questions trying to clarify an answer. So far, Duke knew the person:
is male or male presenting
a meta
has no clue how he possessed the car
has a good understanding of current memes
was possibly in their teens (probably a bit younger than Duke, but older than Daimian)
was a street kid? (When asked where he lived the car played “Why should I worry” from an older Disney movie about homeless animals in New York or something. He had to look it up.)
has a good sense of humor
and is taking their situation in stride.
Duke really had to wonder what their life has been where this is not a vast problem to fix…. And whether or not he should argue his ‘notification tone’ being a choir singing.
He really does not get paid enough for this, but it is better than the other stuff Gotham throws at the Bats.
“Mind if I get you up on the lift and check the engine? Might give us some clues.” After an affirmative from the car guy, Duke got to work.
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#dp x dc#dc x dp#dpxdc#haunted car au#not totally happy with how this one turned out#but dialog is kinda wierd when one side is memes and audio clips.#but hey its is getting closer to the fun bits#but slow plot lines for now#next chapter amuses me though#also please remember I am using more the Batman Wayne adventures mixed with cherry picking of other comic runs#so.... come characters might be a bit ooc#that being said#next chapeter has plenty of cursing and simular language#but yaknow... Jason and Duke in the same room#I like to think they default to street manners and not Alfred approved ones#Duke Steph and Jason together just desolves into slang and neighborhood rivalry#not always friendly either#thats my headcannon anyway#Oliver and Company was one of my sisters favorite movies#100% Dick cries throughout the entire movie#Jason and Duke mock/rate the survivability of the animals#Damian took home any stray that he could catch after watching it#Cass helped
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Making me think about vol. 2
Why is redrawing Archie panels so fun???
[My Art]
Original panel

#whiterose#ruby rose#wiess schnee#rwby#i think this is the first time ive drawn white rose on purpose#the ruby penny and wiess one i did last doesn't count bc i wanted more notes so i added their ship tag#i wanted to draw wiess and then i added ruby for fun and then im the biggest nuts n dolts shipper so i added penny#its wierd bc im a big fan of shipping everyone with everyone and wiess is my favorite from the show but ig i just dont think it w her#i do of course think her ships are sweet#ANYWAYS#this was fun and cute and that scene wheres shes trying to partner with neptune but ruby isnt having it is funny#cpys art#archie comics#panel redraw
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Said with love of course. Companion post to this.
#gravity falls#bill cipher#the book of bill#billford#look im also at the devils sacrement okay at least im not denying it#partially made because so many people insist on a Human Bill because they refuse/don't want to admit they want to fuck a triangle#like its okay!!! lean into it! get wierd with it! youre on the monsterfucker website!#also because i find it really funny. exact same post as the time i was reading a monsterfucking doujin online and at the end they had the#same meme but about monsterfucking. and yeah you got me right there u have#also like hes not just a triangle he can get funky with many many tongues and teeth and arms#whats not to love about that#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#memes
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Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#self ship#self insert#si x canon#it me#doodles#I got a haircut! so my hair looks different now.. as haircuts tend to do lol#anyway… yeah… I LOVE HIM… GRAHHFJH#the confirmation that he rlly is just sad and lonely and insecure and craving attention and validation#OHH FORD BBY.. WE R THE SAME#like… ghghg i loved him already just w his prickly nerdy outer shell but knowing more about the vulnerable center is GREAT. ITS AWESOME#also hes a smart nerdy guy who can do science and expirements and shit which is ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS FOR A CHARACTER TO DO#u kno im all about scientists….#I couldn’t draw ship art back then 1 cuz I didn’t kno how to draw old men and 2 cuz I was like 13 lol… which would have been wierd#but I’m an ADULT NOW. GET OVER HERE FORD#also it didn’t even rlly cross my mind TO draw that stuff cuz even tho I did love ford#self ship and x reader sorta stuff was not NEARLY as popular back then.. like I specifically remember it like. booming in popularity#at some point. but being pretty rare before that. anyway. thank u passage of time and trends and new gravity falls book for introducing#me back to fictional man I love. so I can now draw myself smooching him and shit#hell yeah.#13 is probably not actually correct I do not remember exactly which year fords reveal was in…#but I was probably older then 13.. but still#the point remains lol.#also omg. the bit in the book w the goth moth. ‘ur probably into this sorta thing right?’#I AM INTO THAT SORTA THING FORD. thank u book of bill for being written specifically @ me. the immersion it’s great.#like ur so right ford I AM edgy and goth how’d u guess that tee hee. eyelash flutter#aLSO PLS IGNORE MY FINGER BEING IN FRAME IN THE LAST PIC. I was drawing in a tiny bound sketchbook#so I had to hold the paper down to keep it flat. and. I didn’t feel like censoring my fucking. pinkie finger out of the image
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Playing games at 1am with your girlfriend (Olya hasn’t come back yet)
What are they playing???????? Doesn't matter, pretty sure they suck anyways
#my art#pafl#parties are for losers#ferry#anya beletskaya#anya pafl#dmitry pafl#dima pafl#do their ship have a name?????#hmmmmmm#dimanya#anyadima#both sound wierd#anyway#here i do the thing all mspaint artists do#screenshoting the paint tool bar#its a need#also i want a relationship just like theirs#goals#save me straight couple.......#save me......
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More people than I expected ended up liking this post so I figured I might as well design someone for it. A vehicle for projection if you will. Some random bitch.
#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time spoilers#isat spoilers#just generally linked back to the original post#isat oc#technically ???#the wierd thing about designing and making a self insert/reader/y/n#is that its halfway a vehicle for the reader to project to and halfway your own character#because if you make someone so blank anybody can project on there’s no story you gotta add a little spice#in the scenario#I ahould make a tag for this#isat isekai#yeah that works
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I want to see a fanfic of Casey "just fucking time travelled" Jones absolutely losing his balls over simple things such as birds, cotton candy, ice cream, trees even(how many trees did we see in the future?? How many??) And being fascinated by shopping malls and all the clothes in them, flowers FLOWERS, butterflies, ants on the sidewalk. Ofcourse he is no caveman he understands how all this works and it wont take him time to get used to it but BOY IS THIS DIFFERENT IN THE BEST WAY. Oh and imagine him seeing the fucking ocean holy shit.
Casey, at the beach, absolutely flabbergasted: so- so you're telling me ITS ALL JUST WATER??
Leo, having this conversation for the 15th time: yes, Casey
Casey: and what's after that???
Raph: there's more water
Casey: IT'S MORE WATER?? SO LIKE, ITS JUST THIS BIG...BIG MASS OF WATER? I've heard stories about it but no one ever told me it would be THIS HUGE.
Donnie: it is also highly saline in nature
Casey: this whole thing has salt in it??
Mikey: there's also all sorts of tiny and large fishies living in it!
Casey: oh my God there's things living in it
#i mean#do you guys know how wierd the ocean is to aliens or people who dont know what the ocean is#its wierd alright#just a happy fanfic. no angst no sadess just future kid discovering ancient things#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#rexthinks#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donnie#rise mikey#rise leo#leo rottmnt#donnie rottmnt#mikey rottmnt#raph rottmnt#casey jr rottmnt#rottmnt casey jr#casey jones jr#rextalks
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Progression of my Arthur design! (and some others') He hasn't really changed from the first time I drew him, but now he's more refined I think... Also he's got a tooth gap I don't make the rules ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
#he looks so different depending on where im drawing him! i know its how it works but its still wierd ...#like.. its still the same hand... yet the tools and surface make so much difference#i love drawing him. very silly tragic guy <3#also the john design.. i never really thought about him as human (aside from so many gorgeous fanon designs!!)#so i just drew this face without much thought#and it fits so well to me! like i think i nailed his sad eyes >:]#and faroe... baby!!! i need to draw her more but i just get sad thinking about her#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#john doe malevolent#malevolent fanart#my stuff
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He's blond. He's Australian. He has a complicated relationship with God. He has daddy issues. He had been implied to be semi-familiar with the BDSM scene. He has mommy issues. He's the most commited man on the planet. He's an ass-kisser.
#Chase is such a wierd chracter#i love him#its just one random thing after another#its hilarious#house md#hate crimes md#robert chase
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So that was something...
Oh also more cover art esque version:
#wtnv#wtnv spoilers#welcome to night vale#wtnv the Boy#the Boy#wtnv kevin#cw knife#hes just a little guy#also god i started listening to this as i was getting ready and then had to finish it at school and my jaw dropped#it was very good#im thrilled and terrefied for more#its wierd being finally cought up :/#i love kevin hes so fun also i want more lore#oh and the cecil kevin parells are fun very fun indeed#my art
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Shout out to sex repulsed trans people who still want bottom surgery!! You deserve to make the changes that make you euphoric/comfortable without being questioned about it. Just because you won't "use it" sexually doesn't make your want of it any less valid. You don't need to use your genitals in a certain way to justify them. It's no ones business but your own anyways, dont let weirdos dictate your choices for your transition.
#text#sex repulsed#trans#transgender#as a trans person who was questioned abt it in the past just know that its no ones business#and you have every right to call it a wierd and invasive question
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IM ALIVE!!!
Sorry yall for my non-existence there! This is the first time ive been on my laptop in a while! (and I don't like typing on my phone so I try to avoid typing as much as I can on there lol)
Anywho hopefully life won't be as crazy as that for a bit! Between work, doctors, family, and my fridge dying for the second time in a year its been wild lol.
#eatmilksthoughts#I am tierede#I swear that is just my default state now lol#My fridge didn't even kill itself fully like it came back in like 24 hours#so we took all of the food out and had to put it back just a bit later#Doctor did help tho! Found out my body has been in fight-or-flight mode like-my entire life so they-#-helped calm my adrenal glands and heart and now I feel like a walking corpse lol#so thats cool!#it should regulate soon so eh#but I also wanna die slightly#its wierd going from a resting heart rate of 85 to 75. And that is still kinda high? Like how are you guys moving???
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