#its just the saddest thing ever
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I love Until Dawn (evidently) but omg everytime I play the game or think abt the game I end up feeling so gd sad. Like damn its bleak. Josh Washington genuinely has made me cry more times than I can count.
#until dawn#josh washington#joshua washington#its just the saddest thing ever#Id have it no other way of course#but like ow#its just tragedy after tragedy#theres no real comfort in any of the endings#josh always dies or becomes a monster#and he was doomed to that fate the second they made the choice to play that prank on hannah#theres literally nothing that could be done and it makes you feel so helpless#even in the best case scenario where the other 7 live they have to live with all that trauma and knowledge they cant share with anyone ever#their friends are dead. The Washington kids are dead and its all because of a stupid prank most of them played.#and with Sam she literally loses all her actual close friends#all of them just have to live with the guilt#UD has no happy ending for anyone and its so painfully depressing and thats why the story is good. It makes an impact.#god I love this stupid game sm
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EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOURE DOING RIGHT FUCKING NOW

EVERYBODY SHUT UP IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the teru & reigen virus can attack at any time.#over the most miniscule things at that.#IVE CONSIDERED THE POSSIBILITY OF THEM BOTH LIKING IT BEFORE. BECAUSE OF REIGEN’S. TASTE IN MOVIES#BUT. AHHHHH!!!!! HAHGHHHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!#its REAL#teru finding reigen’s fdp poster. barely restraining his overjoyed wonder that someone else enjoys something niche he enjoys#teru in his most normalest voice ever: oh wow you like this movie too? what a coincidence! [jittering so bad he might burst]#the teru&reigen movie lineup must he INSANE#be*#i need to make a fic right now (is about to go to sleep)#the possibilities. (<-is insane and crazy and insatiable)#flashback to the flying dead pig comic. tear streaks down cheek#I COULD SENSE THE ENERGY FROM A MILE AWAY. CANNOT HIDE FROM ME#i think reigen would enjoy having someone to talk crappy movies with. but teru would genuinely love them i think so reigen would have to#tread lightly while speaking about them#reigen: yeah the direction in this movie was totally messy#teru concealing biggest saddest frown ever: it is just creative. you dont know a goddamn thing#reigen would not hide his truths [emoji] but he would pity the boy#teru&reigen seventeen hour discussion about old obscure movies (NO SURVIVORS RITSU CAUGHT IN THE BLAST AND KILLED)#im sick#i also love how this trivia is worded. its very deliberate if you get what i mean#‘[muttering out of side of mouth] also..if you didnt know…..’#its a fun piece of factoid to share. and i. i really. im im teally. i jsut . i am telaly gals thhat they worded it aaid ltit like thaey did.#THIS IS SUXH NOTHINGBURGER. IM SORRY#dude this is why i have the teru reigen family album. im desperate for the smallest of morsels. just a CRUMBBB PLEAAASE#GHHAHAHEHEHAJA !!!!! HHHRHEGEGAHAHS S AAWWHHHH AHHHHBABHAHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH!!! RRRRAGHSHHAAAGAGEGGEHHRHRH#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#reigen arataka
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i love laslow and nyx’s supports and i love how they go from trauma dump central in the b support




to making fun of their angst in the a


like theyre soooo lame and it makes me emo and every time i watch this support i kick my feet and twirl my hair theyre SOOOOOOO SICKENING. WHO WROTE THIS. WHOOOOOOO
#ann plays fates#THIS IS MY LAST GAMEPLAY (‘gameplay’ im reading supports and nothing else) POST OF THE NIGHT I SWEAR#IM DONE#i just have a lot of meaningless thoughts im having a lot of fun#i forgot how much i love these characters its been so long#but yeah i feel like i post about this convo a lot but its always just a different part of it#but its not my fault the whole thing is SO good#i love them so much… definition of comfort hets#even if theyre both definitely bisexual#las also has like aspec stuff going on as well but thats neither here nor there#theyre just sooooo…#im so into the ‘seeing the worst in yourself but the best in the other person’ thing#and they do it so well#bc its like u see their angst and where it comes from and it really is all so unfathomable#and with laslow like obviously the other two could feel the same but hes very much the most introspective of the three#and ive talked about it before but his relationship with death is very different than the other two#and so i think for him to get wrapped up in his own self loathing with this is so much fun#AND ALSO THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE YOU FIGURE OUT HE BLAMES HIMSELF FOR LEAVING THE BAD TIMELINE?!#HE DOESNT TALK ABOUT IT ANYWHERE ELSE (to my knowledge?!)#and then with nyx i feel like a lot of her supports are about her helping others#which makes sense! she wants to repent and this is how shes doing it#but i think for laslow to come along and tell her there is someone like her out there (him!!) can help her come out of her isolation a bit#and its j really sweet#I LOVE THEMM I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME#also i LOVE two of the saddest people in the army coming together and making the happiest cutest daughter ever#two characters so moon and stars adjacent having a sunny baby… STOPPPPP#another episode of ann making up shit thats not even close to canon#i feel like ppl often say ‘laslow is fates’ best character’ ‘nyx is so well written!’#and yet no one ever reads their convo together which is a shame bc even if its j platonic i think its a really important one for both#anyways tag limit. i only reach it when talking about them…
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Dream brother with your tears scattered round the world
Dont be like the one who made me so old
Dont be like the one who left behind his name
Cause they’re waiting for you like I waited for mine
And nobody ever came
#HE MAKES ME SO SAD#Anyway I did some research about smallpox for this and holy fuck I did not know it was like… the most terrifying looking thing????#like it looks so painful? save ur self the google — I promise its scary#additionally!!! Jean would realistically have issues with sight—I depicted these as Corneal Leukoma#I just….. its like he got the messier more ‘unattractive’ version of Kim’s easily aesthetized eyesight problems#(I am speaking from a Jean informed perspective to be clear#like Kim’s eyesight issues and how it makes Kim feel is also real and serious but like lets play dolls from a Jean perspective for now)#and im just thinking about how im sure Harry was Jean’s eye now and again and AHHHHHHH do u all see the cycles and patterns and circles?????#Also his in game portrait captures a sadness and longing in his eyes that I can only dream of touching#I tried very hard anyway#I cried several times drawing this bc I was listening to my Jean playlist#which is the saddest playlist I ever did make#oh wait fuck real tags:#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#jean heron vicquemare#my art#alexa play i bet on losing dogs by mitski
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being a writer is fun because sometimes you notice a trend in the stories/themes/characters that you work with, and then make a connection between them and your life and or self.
And then you magically know what you're talking about in therapy next week.
#anyways i realized that maybe the reason all of my trans characters have extremely gorey transgenderifications#is perhaps because. of my own. less than ideal experience with the process.#and its not a contextless edgy thing#anyways list of how characters transed be upon you:#Peregrine: blood magic. Literally did cosmetic surgery on himself while fully conscious and left his uterus and associated parts#just sorta on the floor. Bc hes rich and does not respect the helps time.#Conall: unicorn magic. Animorphs from the saddest wettest woman youve ever seen into a giant dog and then into an extremely unstable man.#Fawn: Plant magic. Use plants and her ability to make living tissue grow to reshape her body along plant scaffolding.#Chase: cant transition bc of vampirism#Vincent: he just used regular hrt but im including him bc look at him. He is body horror
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So. I have finished SVSSS VOL 2. And. WHAT?
Spoilers under the cut 😭
I am actually going insane
I kind of wanted to make a post saying "LMAO sqq kind of reminds me of Helen of Troy" AND THEN?? HE FULLY JUST SAYS THAT HIMSELF?? That was a jumpscare honestly
AND?? So he fully just faked his death. Which I kind of assumed, BUT? HUH.
I'm actively distraught over that cliffhanger ngl
THOUGH that last illustration is really funny tbh 😭 It's honestly giving "This isn't you!" but in a silly way (specifically this one audio I've heard on tiktok, shoutout to you if yk what I'm talking about)
I have. Many thoughts. But I shan't say them rn as I don't have time
#I fear these books are going to crush me even more (emotionally)#To everyone who suggested them saying “Oh its just a silly comedy!#I am going to hunt you down#this is NOT silly#and I have cried multiple times#and i fear the future books will be the same#svsss#svsss spoilers#cupcake rambles#cupcake suffers#THOUGH#i gotta say#even the sad bits are somehow silly at times#its like??#yeah someone just went through the saddest thing ever#yeah sqq is making a really funny joke#LIKE WHAT#My emotions are being played with
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it’s annoying because i dont think sean baker is actually a bigot fr and anora isnt even a bad movie like it’s pretty fun sometimes when it isnt being exhausting as fuck it just gives nothing ultimately
#keep talking to people who find the ending uplifting and im like ???????? its kinda the saddest thing ive ever seen how. how#it’s just not really reaching for anything it’s not doing anything of interest to me. annoying#i liked the funny russian kid…..
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why is he so ugly
#dsmp#dream smp#c!dream#this guy just has a grip on me idk. idk#fanart#artsplice#saddest thing ever when an unfinished project uses an art style u dont want to draw in anymore but its fine. its fine. falls down a pit
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#“i think one birthday we went to a water park” “with friends?” “they were protesting”#TIM i died that was really funny#i love when the podcast turns into 'alex had the saddest childhood imaginable#sometimes he will say the saddest thing ever and then just go “its fine. i just live my adult life like that now”
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working on something incredibly based and cute and vaguely self projection

#fellas is it gay to read aloud a love note to your bestie because you lost a bet to a child#full disclosure i am back on my octopod x gup a propaganda and there’s NOTHING you can do about it#octonauts#the octopod#i am a master of trickery (doing whatever genre of fandom posting this nonsense is)#I just hosted a rp where instead of the emotional romance scene being between inkling and lars it was. you guessed it:#the CUTEST yet kind of saddest possible romance scene between. the octopod and the gup a. of all things. im never getting over it its#my funniest crackship ever like WHERE DID THIS EVEN COME FROM. HOW DID I END UP HERE#anyways watched ring of fire a few times again and. mega gup z mantis mode. your honour—#hershel’s octonauts au
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NO WAY YOU'RE A GAIA USER TOO I was so obsessed 😭😭😭
HELP NO YEAH I AM LERKJGA it keeps calling me back....... i think im over it but still.....
#snap chats#like i'd just go months without it thinking i moved on but not it'd eventually interest me again and again and again and#my eldest sister made my account for me when i was too young to responsibly have one LMAOO i think i was like 10#noooo i had it so bad i'd literally stay up for days just playing zOMG#AND MY COPUTER RAN LIKE UTTER SHIT TOO LIKE I WAS PLAYING A SLIDESHOW MOST NIGHTS#i remember my dad grounded me once because he caught me staying up all night playing so he told me to stay in my room ☠️#that was mostly in the sawmill tbf.. it ran fine during the shallow sea and that devil one#hold on i have to look it up proper i have to put respect on it#DEADMANS SHADOW#what the hell was that update they did to it they added like a whole ass. OTHER dungeon i never got to do cause im p sure you needed money#UGGGGHH IT WAS SOOO FUN AND I LOVED DOING THE RALLIES AND GOING TO HOLLYWOOD#literally the saddest thing ever to watch its downfall esp after flash kicked the bucket#i still go on it just to mess around with the dress-up-doll aspect of it#inflation went stupid so they just casually hand out half a mil every day which can get you like. idk a pair of pants LMAO#wild....... but yeah..... gaia's forever my funny lil baby ig
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be honest, would any of you call me cringe if i wrote a undertale au fanfic in the year of our lord and savior 2024
(please read the tags if actually interested because i go into a bit more depth)
#okay so when i was like 11 i wrote up a rough draft of a fic#and honestly it was probably the saddest shit i've ever thought up and wanted to try another crack at it because i randomly remembered it#and thought it might be fun to try writing it#for cringe ass 11 year old me#in her honour#I promise you don’t need to call me cringe#its basically gonna be pure found family and an alagory for chronic illness and things like that#where the protagonist (reader insert) begins to learn how to love life again#because it’s flowerfell (the saddest au ever) it’s going to sort of slowly suck all the life out of her until she is basically a shell#of her former self#I promise it will be good#please. think of 11 y/o me#for her#(honestly I think I’m just going to do it anyways. this is just popularity check or something)#undertale
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missing the maribelle/tharja family unit today. i think maribelle would be elated to have a daughter. she meets noire for the first time and she goes “do you play chess? violin? ride? drink tea?” and noire goes “no but im really good at throwing up in a bucket” and maribelles like “oh!!!! okay!!!!” i think she finds noire’s talisman persona charming. chrom is like “um maribelle can you please go get your daughter… she’s terrorizing the camp” and she goes “shes harmless! why do you hate women?” and he never speaks on it again. i think tharja needs a kid that will beef with her and i think brady is 100% the guy to do it. i think she looks at him and goes “what is your problem” and he flips her off. she tries to curse him but he spins his staff ninja style deflecting them back at her. he serves tea to his moms but he spits in tharjas and she knows it. and then she drinks it because it pisses him off. brady could come to love her at some point but it will not be easy and it will not come without a lot of work and a lot of arguing and i think i need some more parent/child conflict in this game. awakening gets one f bomb and its hidden in the random tharja brady PC support where he just goes “FUCK YOU” Tharja and Brady attained support level B.
#ann plays awakening#ann writing paragraphs#they are my favorites…#and like. besides the big four of the awakening kids#brady and noire have always been my favorites…#i like to think about this family a lot even if i dont talk about them quite as frequently#i wish i had something to write about for them like contained into a fic but i dont have any ideas that could get me that#far#just little thoughts about what i want to see#brady and tharja especially like i understand why noire loves tharja i do#curses aside thats still your mom who raised you and protected you#and everyone processes trauma and grief differently#but i think brady would be a fun counterbalance bc i think he would be pissed!!#rightfully so!!!#i like to think that while his talent for healing magic comes from maribelle#he only really took it up after maribelle died because there was no one else to protect his sister#and i think noire wouldnt mind taking the brunt of tharja’s cruelty if it meant her brother wouldnt#like god… they could be the cutest siblings ever#and the saddest.#also i j think that the parent child conflicts in this game are lacking#you have gerome and cherche but thats entirely one sided and its bc gerome is scared not bc of any malice#severa is a little bit harsher just because shes severa but the same thing goes down with her and cordy where shes just scared.#and a little bitter bc of the chrom thing but mostly scared#and its like. cherche and cordelia didnt even do anything wrong anyways. tharja did and someone should call her ass out!!!!!#i love tharja btw. not a tharja hate post but i think it would be fun if she was forced to confront her potential fate#by looking at the direct consequence of her future actions (angry son who hates her) if she doesnt change#JUST SAYING#whatever anyways. tharjabelle family unit hit post
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2 orc mates who absolutely obsess over you in the cutest ways.
Hair is a big part of their culture and taking care of eachothers hair is a very intimate thing, certain hair styles can indicate different things like your relationship status. You however, do not know this, you just think your orcs really like playing with your hair and you of course dont mind it because your hair always looks flawless and healthy.
When you first started dating them they competed for your attention, but on their own they came up with a truce, sometimes they share you and sometimes they are allowed to switch with you on certain things, like they take turns on who goes to the store with you or who showers with you (because only two can fit in that shower, especially cuz orcs are huge.) they do preffer doing most things together like cooking, cleaning, social activites, and of course anything involving the bed.
Their favorite way to lay (and only way they accept) is you sandwiched inbetween them on your giant bed. All your blankets have been nicely folded and put away in a closet considering your inbetween two giant furnaces who smother you in their sleep. Their Arms and legs wrapped around you, leaving little skin exposed to the cool air of your room. If you had a blanket over you too you would probably die of heat stroke.
Sometimes they snore and at first it drove you crazy but eventually it actually helped you sleep, like white noise. Their lungs are so big that when they snore the tone is a much deeper sound than a humans, making it less abrasive. You also kinda like the vibrations their chests make against your body, like a little massage.
Every morning you wake up to gentle hands carressing your hips and waist, lazy shapes being drawn over your chubby tummy. When you open your eyes you can always count on seeing 4 loving eyes staring lazily at your disheveled form, your previously neatly braided hair frizzy and lopsided and your eyes squinting from the sunlight that leaks through the blinds. They dont see any of that that though, they see the most beautiful woman with the perfect body and the perfect face and the perfect personality that they have the pleasure of calling theirs.
They do warship you in a way and in the beginning it does make you pretty uncomfortable because your not used to being treated so good, at first it just comes of as overbearing and overprotective, maybe even a little misogynistic. They insist on doing everything for you, wether its something like opening a door or going up stairs. The first time they swooped you up to carry you up the stairs you yelped and yelled at them to put you down, that was the saddest puppy eyes you have ever seen til this day. In time you did learn that it is part of their culture and “courting” ritual, that they only ever had good intentions and you eventually learned to love the princess treatment.
When you get to the stage of intimacy in your relationship you couldnt be happier. No other beings no matter how many there are could ever satisfy you better than them. They learn your body in and out, they know every freckle scar and weak spot. They focus so heavily on you they sometimes forget to even try to cum. They may bicker sometimes but when it comes to you and your body they wholy agree that the only right choice is to do whatever it takes to make you feel as good as they can and they have mastered working together on it. They work in complete synchronization, one working your sensitive clit and sucking your nipples while the other sucks on your neck, pumping his fingers in and out of you at the perfect speed, his fingers curled to hit just the right spot to drive you crazy. Something you really enjoy is how willing they are to explore new things either you, wether its a new position, a new toy, or a new fantasy. They will do anything to make their sweet girl feel good.
#monster fuqqer#monster x reader#monster fucker#smut#orc x reader#orc x human#threes0me#oneshots#cuddles#fantasy#size k!nk#size difference#monster boyfriends#monster boyfriend#monster x human#orc
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thinking about how like. as a kid growing up in the light-polluted suburbs, space was always somewhere else. it was in the eyepiece of a telescope, star clusters and the andromeda galaxy and the orion nebula (good luck seeing any other galaxies or nebulae from suburbia) all faint and fuzzy, and outside the eyepiece, nothing. just a handful of stars in a not-that-dark sky. it was either that or look up hubble pics
i knew, in theory, that the night sky was space. but in practice i found that hard to believe since the sky i could see barely resembled the wonders of the cosmos described to me in documentaries or books. that telescope eyepiece was like a gateway into another world where faint hints of these things really did exist, because they didn't exist in my sky
and then i started going to dark sky sites, and it's all just. there. it's real. you can just see the plane of our galaxy with its star clouds and dust lanes
one time, a friend and i stopped in the middle of nowhere in kansas on the way back from a road trip. it was the darkest and most remote night sky i've ever seen. she pointed to a fuzzy little cloud fairly close to the horizon, like a puff of steam rising from the spout of the teapot of sagittarius. it was the lagoon nebula. she also pointed out the andromeda galaxy, a distinct smear on the sky
not with a telescope, but with the naked eye. everything was just there! sure, it didn't lookk like hubble pics, but it wasn't just the night sky anymore - it really was space
i think one of the saddest things about light pollution is that we live in a time where humans have unprecedented knowledge about the universe and our place in it. we can look at features of the night sky and understand the immensity and significance of it all. you can look at the puff of steam in sagittarius and know that suns are being born there
but for most people, these facts are distant and irrelevant, because they can't see them in the sky above their heads, and i think that's a tragic loss for our species
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#guess whos the absolute LOSER who has a CRUSH and its FOR REAL this time#im genuenely. how do i even start holy shit i dont feel like this since?? i dont know?? have i ever felt like this so genuenely at all???#and the fact that she doesnt even like girls and probably just wants me as a friend is making me so so so sad#where do i even startttt the way she talks to me how she called me cute how she said i was an interesting person how she said with the#saddest voice 'dont tell me goodbye me yet'????#the way she grabbed my arm earlier today and said something that made me feel like i was exploding and i dont even remembrr what it was#because im so. holy shit she grabbed my arm#the way shes PRETTY???? im so angry at myself i dont want to ruin our friendship that is just begginign#but im so sad. and. im so scared of her changing im so scared of her leaving.#was talking to her rn and mh stomach felt the. biggest butterfly feeling lke holy shit is that the butterfly thing????#i feel so pathetic loser PLEASE she doesnt even like girls im going to cry#and my brain keeps telling me she treats me special and im in pain and suffering because truth be told she probably doesnt#im so sad but i feel on. i think this cloud nine thing ppl say in english
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