#its just the saddest thing ever
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I love Until Dawn (evidently) but omg everytime I play the game or think abt the game I end up feeling so gd sad. Like damn its bleak. Josh Washington genuinely has made me cry more times than I can count.
#until dawn#josh washington#joshua washington#its just the saddest thing ever#Id have it no other way of course#but like ow#its just tragedy after tragedy#theres no real comfort in any of the endings#josh always dies or becomes a monster#and he was doomed to that fate the second they made the choice to play that prank on hannah#theres literally nothing that could be done and it makes you feel so helpless#even in the best case scenario where the other 7 live they have to live with all that trauma and knowledge they cant share with anyone ever#their friends are dead. The Washington kids are dead and its all because of a stupid prank most of them played.#and with Sam she literally loses all her actual close friends#all of them just have to live with the guilt#UD has no happy ending for anyone and its so painfully depressing and thats why the story is good. It makes an impact.#god I love this stupid game sm
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EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOURE DOING RIGHT FUCKING NOW
EVERYBODY SHUT UP IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the teru & reigen virus can attack at any time.#over the most miniscule things at that.#IVE CONSIDERED THE POSSIBILITY OF THEM BOTH LIKING IT BEFORE. BECAUSE OF REIGENâS. TASTE IN MOVIES#BUT. AHHHHH!!!!! HAHGHHHGHG!!!!!!!!!!!#its REAL#teru finding reigenâs fdp poster. barely restraining his overjoyed wonder that someone else enjoys something niche he enjoys#teru in his most normalest voice ever: oh wow you like this movie too? what a coincidence! [jittering so bad he might burst]#the teru&reigen movie lineup must he INSANE#be*#i need to make a fic right now (is about to go to sleep)#the possibilities. (<-is insane and crazy and insatiable)#flashback to the flying dead pig comic. tear streaks down cheek#I COULD SENSE THE ENERGY FROM A MILE AWAY. CANNOT HIDE FROM ME#i think reigen would enjoy having someone to talk crappy movies with. but teru would genuinely love them i think so reigen would have to#tread lightly while speaking about them#reigen: yeah the direction in this movie was totally messy#teru concealing biggest saddest frown ever: it is just creative. you dont know a goddamn thing#reigen would not hide his truths [emoji] but he would pity the boy#teru&reigen seventeen hour discussion about old obscure movies (NO SURVIVORS RITSU CAUGHT IN THE BLAST AND KILLED)#im sick#i also love how this trivia is worded. its very deliberate if you get what i mean#â[muttering out of side of mouth] also..if you didnt knowâŚ..â#its a fun piece of factoid to share. and i. i really. im im teally. i jsut . i am telaly gals thhat they worded it aaid ltit like thaey did.#THIS IS SUXH NOTHINGBURGER. IM SORRY#dude this is why i have the teru reigen family album. im desperate for the smallest of morsels. just a CRUMBBB PLEAAASE#GHHAHAHEHEHAJA !!!!! HHHRHEGEGAHAHS S AAWWHHHH AHHHHBABHAHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHH!!! RRRRAGHSHHAAAGAGEGGEHHRHRH#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#reigen arataka
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Dream brother with your tears scattered round the world
Dont be like the one who made me so old
Dont be like the one who left behind his name
Cause theyâre waiting for you like I waited for mine
And nobody ever came
#HE MAKES ME SO SAD#Anyway I did some research about smallpox for this and holy fuck I did not know it was like⌠the most terrifying looking thing????#like it looks so painful? save ur self the google â I promise its scary#additionally!!! Jean would realistically have issues with sightâI depicted these as Corneal Leukoma#I justâŚ.. its like he got the messier more âunattractiveâ version of Kimâs easily aesthetized eyesight problems#(I am speaking from a Jean informed perspective to be clear#like Kimâs eyesight issues and how it makes Kim feel is also real and serious but like lets play dolls from a Jean perspective for now)#and im just thinking about how im sure Harry was Jeanâs eye now and again and AHHHHHHH do u all see the cycles and patterns and circles?????#Also his in game portrait captures a sadness and longing in his eyes that I can only dream of touching#I tried very hard anyway#I cried several times drawing this bc I was listening to my Jean playlist#which is the saddest playlist I ever did make#oh wait fuck real tags:#disco elysium#jean vicquemare#jean heron vicquemare#my art#alexa play i bet on losing dogs by mitski
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missing the maribelle/tharja family unit today. i think maribelle would be elated to have a daughter. she meets noire for the first time and she goes âdo you play chess? violin? ride? drink tea?â and noire goes âno but im really good at throwing up in a bucketâ and maribelles like âoh!!!! okay!!!!â i think she finds noireâs talisman persona charming. chrom is like âum maribelle can you please go get your daughter⌠sheâs terrorizing the campâ and she goes âshes harmless! why do you hate women?â and he never speaks on it again. i think tharja needs a kid that will beef with her and i think brady is 100% the guy to do it. i think she looks at him and goes âwhat is your problemâ and he flips her off. she tries to curse him but he spins his staff ninja style deflecting them back at her. he serves tea to his moms but he spits in tharjas and she knows it. and then she drinks it because it pisses him off. brady could come to love her at some point but it will not be easy and it will not come without a lot of work and a lot of arguing and i think i need some more parent/child conflict in this game. awakening gets one f bomb and its hidden in the random tharja brady PC support where he just goes âFUCK YOUâ Tharja and Brady attained support level B.
#ann plays awakening#they are my favoritesâŚ#and like. besides the big four of the awakening kids#brady and noire have always been my favoritesâŚ#i like to think about this family a lot even if i dont talk about them quite as frequently#i wish i had something to write about for them like contained into a fic but i dont have any ideas that could get me that#far#just little thoughts about what i want to see#brady and tharja especially like i understand why noire loves tharja i do#curses aside thats still your mom who raised you and protected you#and everyone processes trauma and grief differently#but i think brady would be a fun counterbalance bc i think he would be pissed!!#rightfully so!!!#i like to think that while his talent for healing magic comes from maribelle#he only really took it up after maribelle died because there was no one else to protect his sister#and i think noire wouldnt mind taking the brunt of tharjaâs cruelty if it meant her brother wouldnt#like god⌠they could be the cutest siblings ever#and the saddest.#also i j think that the parent child conflicts in this game are lacking#you have gerome and cherche but thats entirely one sided and its bc gerome is scared not bc of any malice#severa is a little bit harsher just because shes severa but the same thing goes down with her and cordy where shes just scared.#and a little bitter bc of the chrom thing but mostly scared#and its like. cherche and cordelia didnt even do anything wrong anyways. tharja did and someone should call her ass out!!!!!#i love tharja btw. not a tharja hate post but i think it would be fun if she was forced to confront her potential fate#by looking at the direct consequence of her future actions (angry son who hates her) if she doesnt change#JUST SAYING#whatever anyways. tharjabelle family unit hit post
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being a writer is fun because sometimes you notice a trend in the stories/themes/characters that you work with, and then make a connection between them and your life and or self.
And then you magically know what you're talking about in therapy next week.
#anyways i realized that maybe the reason all of my trans characters have extremely gorey transgenderifications#is perhaps because. of my own. less than ideal experience with the process.#and its not a contextless edgy thing#anyways list of how characters transed be upon you:#Peregrine: blood magic. Literally did cosmetic surgery on himself while fully conscious and left his uterus and associated parts#just sorta on the floor. Bc hes rich and does not respect the helps time.#Conall: unicorn magic. Animorphs from the saddest wettest woman youve ever seen into a giant dog and then into an extremely unstable man.#Fawn: Plant magic. Use plants and her ability to make living tissue grow to reshape her body along plant scaffolding.#Chase: cant transition bc of vampirism#Vincent: he just used regular hrt but im including him bc look at him. He is body horror
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So. I have finished SVSSS VOL 2. And. WHAT?
Spoilers under the cut đ
I am actually going insane
I kind of wanted to make a post saying "LMAO sqq kind of reminds me of Helen of Troy" AND THEN?? HE FULLY JUST SAYS THAT HIMSELF?? That was a jumpscare honestly
AND?? So he fully just faked his death. Which I kind of assumed, BUT? HUH.
I'm actively distraught over that cliffhanger ngl
THOUGH that last illustration is really funny tbh đ It's honestly giving "This isn't you!" but in a silly way (specifically this one audio I've heard on tiktok, shoutout to you if yk what I'm talking about)
I have. Many thoughts. But I shan't say them rn as I don't have time
#I fear these books are going to crush me even more (emotionally)#To everyone who suggested them saying âOh its just a silly comedy!#I am going to hunt you down#this is NOT silly#and I have cried multiple times#and i fear the future books will be the same#svsss#svsss spoilers#cupcake rambles#cupcake suffers#THOUGH#i gotta say#even the sad bits are somehow silly at times#its like??#yeah someone just went through the saddest thing ever#yeah sqq is making a really funny joke#LIKE WHAT#My emotions are being played with
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why is he so ugly
#dsmp#dream smp#c!dream#this guy just has a grip on me idk. idk#fanart#artsplice#saddest thing ever when an unfinished project uses an art style u dont want to draw in anymore but its fine. its fine. falls down a pit
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oh noooo
#fuck my life#ive said before his stutter just kills me how it gets more and more prominent over the seasons#(i feel like that's sometimes weird to say/talk about? but i've had problems w having a stutter in certain contexts so im thinking about wh#what its been like for me)#and the way hes like laughing through this monologue which is the saddest thing youve ever fucking heard#then hes like 'i don't knwo what im going to do' and looks out the window and makes this face#thats kind of desperate and hopeless#supernatural ending where sam just fucking disappears after this episode T B H !!!!#post i made#sam winchester#spn s15e4
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rachael by she wants revenge. do i even need to add more to this post
#jrwi#jrwi bitb#its literally perfect#â what if this does not belong to you and all the things you thought were true turned out to just be someone elses lies? â#COME ON#ITS MEANT TO BE OKAY#its specifically rolan btw i know but come on#âwith a picture she took of a girl on the subway with orange barettes and the saddest face shes ever knownâ#âas rachael starts to wonder was it hers to begin withâ#THATS LITERALLY ROLAN DEEP O HI MY GODDD
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#âi think one birthday we went to a water parkâ âwith friends?â âthey were protestingâ#TIM i died that was really funny#i love when the podcast turns into 'alex had the saddest childhood imaginable#sometimes he will say the saddest thing ever and then just go âits fine. i just live my adult life like that nowâ
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working on something incredibly based and cute and vaguely self projection
#fellas is it gay to read aloud a love note to your bestie because you lost a bet to a child#full disclosure i am back on my octopod x gup a propaganda and thereâs NOTHING you can do about it#octonauts#the octopod#i am a master of trickery (doing whatever genre of fandom posting this nonsense is)#I just hosted a rp where instead of the emotional romance scene being between inkling and lars it was. you guessed it:#the CUTEST yet kind of saddest possible romance scene between. the octopod and the gup a. of all things. im never getting over it its#my funniest crackship ever like WHERE DID THIS EVEN COME FROM. HOW DID I END UP HERE#anyways watched ring of fire a few times again and. mega gup z mantis mode. your honourâ#hershelâs octonauts au
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NO WAY YOU'RE A GAIA USER TOO I was so obsessed đđđ
HELP NO YEAH I AM LERKJGA it keeps calling me back....... i think im over it but still.....
#snap chats#like i'd just go months without it thinking i moved on but not it'd eventually interest me again and again and again and#my eldest sister made my account for me when i was too young to responsibly have one LMAOO i think i was like 10#noooo i had it so bad i'd literally stay up for days just playing zOMG#AND MY COPUTER RAN LIKE UTTER SHIT TOO LIKE I WAS PLAYING A SLIDESHOW MOST NIGHTS#i remember my dad grounded me once because he caught me staying up all night playing so he told me to stay in my room â ď¸#that was mostly in the sawmill tbf.. it ran fine during the shallow sea and that devil one#hold on i have to look it up proper i have to put respect on it#DEADMANS SHADOW#what the hell was that update they did to it they added like a whole ass. OTHER dungeon i never got to do cause im p sure you needed money#UGGGGHH IT WAS SOOO FUN AND I LOVED DOING THE RALLIES AND GOING TO HOLLYWOOD#literally the saddest thing ever to watch its downfall esp after flash kicked the bucket#i still go on it just to mess around with the dress-up-doll aspect of it#inflation went stupid so they just casually hand out half a mil every day which can get you like. idk a pair of pants LMAO#wild....... but yeah..... gaia's forever my funny lil baby ig
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i loveeee being bisexual and being rejected by the straights cause i'm not like them and also being rejected by the queer community cause i'm not "queer enough"
#like the amount of biphobia inside the community is just insane#and the fact that i've suffered more biphobia from people that are also queer that from people that are not its just the saddest thing ever#it sucks having to justify my sexuality to people all the fucking time#also i love lesbians we are all best friend but i am sick and tired of people telling me i am one#'oh i cant imagine you dating a boy' 'oh to me ur just lesbian' like omg stfu
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be honest, would any of you call me cringe if i wrote a undertale au fanfic in the year of our lord and savior 2024
(please read the tags if actually interested because i go into a bit more depth)
#okay so when i was like 11 i wrote up a rough draft of a fic#and honestly it was probably the saddest shit i've ever thought up and wanted to try another crack at it because i randomly remembered it#and thought it might be fun to try writing it#for cringe ass 11 year old me#in her honour#I promise you donât need to call me cringe#its basically gonna be pure found family and an alagory for chronic illness and things like that#where the protagonist (reader insert) begins to learn how to love life again#because itâs flowerfell (the saddest au ever) itâs going to sort of slowly suck all the life out of her until she is basically a shell#of her former self#I promise it will be good#please. think of 11 y/o me#for her#(honestly I think Iâm just going to do it anyways. this is just popularity check or something)#undertale
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If I ever do get properly into dst character modding I like have to make an oni character mod at some point, but the issue is Id want it to be an Olivia mod so bad but also Nails is as far as I'm aware the only legal character name wise and as such it feels like it has to be them, y'know for the bit. But also I have already written too much Olivia dst dialogue and I need an excuse to use it damnit
#rat rambles#oni posting#starve posting#also good ol dr winslow would be dead in seconds I think#not that most of the cast would fare much better but I believe in olivia to last longer#more importantly though it would simply be easier to justify olivia kit wise as while nails was involved in printing pod stuff they didnt#yknow. invent the damn thing.#idk we technically dont have olivia initials yet she Could have a w middle name if we believe hard enough#we have a jackie middle initial tho so shes off the table doubly because she also would have like 50 in each stat lol#also again olivia constant dialogue is just so much more fun to write#especially when it comes to mob examination quotes#also several jokes and bits that I could technically do with nails too but olivia is easier to craft a consistent voice for#as much as we get a surprisingly large amount of characterization for nails they still only have one log of dialogue at the end of the day#like I have hcs and stuff but they are fragile as hell#klei could come out swinging and recontectualize everything theyve ever said at any time if they wanted to it wouldnt be hard#again its one log with little context to most of the things they say#so while we have a glimpse of their character we don't rly see them in enough contexts to rly get a solid general characterisation I think#not that I want more per say my point is simply that any hcs I do have could easily be disproven by not a lot of new information#like itd be very easy for them all to crumble into dust the second klei adds more logs#technically many of my olivia hcs are equally fragile but those are mostly the ones that dont matter much in this context#like idk they could be like fun fact olivia actually loves kids and gets along great with them but I doubt thatll happen#oh that reminds me scariest thing abt oni actually is the idea that some of our lil scientist guys could have kids#like the email abt there not being a bring your kids to work day doesnt inherently mean any of the characters we know have kids but it#makes me remember the possibility and that scares me#like I dont wanna think abt devon potentially having a kid I dont wanna imagine them putting pictures of their baby with toast online#I mean I do but its still like wtf why do you have a life that existed thats scary and it also makes me sad but its also funny so its good#I still stand by my frankie and mason divorce hc frankie got custody of the baby devon got custody of the food blog#its a good think jackie and olivia dont have a kid thatd suck for the kid so bad#like imagine your moms being the worlds saddest wettest cats of women and just having to grow up with that#and theyd be terrible parents for sure jackie would be an absent father and olivia would become an alcoholic
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thinking about how like. as a kid growing up in the light-polluted suburbs, space was always somewhere else. it was in the eyepiece of a telescope, star clusters and the andromeda galaxy and the orion nebula (good luck seeing any other galaxies or nebulae from suburbia) all faint and fuzzy, and outside the eyepiece, nothing. just a handful of stars in a not-that-dark sky. it was either that or look up hubble pics
i knew, in theory, that the night sky was space. but in practice i found that hard to believe since the sky i could see barely resembled the wonders of the cosmos described to me in documentaries or books. that telescope eyepiece was like a gateway into another world where faint hints of these things really did exist, because they didn't exist in my sky
and then i started going to dark sky sites, and it's all just. there. it's real. you can just see the plane of our galaxy with its star clouds and dust lanes
one time, a friend and i stopped in the middle of nowhere in kansas on the way back from a road trip. it was the darkest and most remote night sky i've ever seen. she pointed to a fuzzy little cloud fairly close to the horizon, like a puff of steam rising from the spout of the teapot of sagittarius. it was the lagoon nebula. she also pointed out the andromeda galaxy, a distinct smear on the sky
not with a telescope, but with the naked eye. everything was just there! sure, it didn't lookk like hubble pics, but it wasn't just the night sky anymore - it really was space
i think one of the saddest things about light pollution is that we live in a time where humans have unprecedented knowledge about the universe and our place in it. we can look at features of the night sky and understand the immensity and significance of it all. you can look at the puff of steam in sagittarius and know that suns are being born there
but for most people, these facts are distant and irrelevant, because they can't see them in the sky above their heads, and i think that's a tragic loss for our species
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