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Stripping down Silena’s participation in the TA destroys her character. She goes from someone who’s made a mistake who needs to redeem herself into a girl who’s dead with a dead boyfriend. Being apart of the TA fleshed out her character. She lived a spy and traitor but died a hero. So taking it away removes any character arc. In this essay I will-
#pjo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#the last olympian#silena beauregard#titan army#its honestly annoying#don’t even get me started on drew#cabin 10
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the difference in my nails on my left and right hand is so dumb
#its honestly annoying#but I have one short n one long nailed hand#n my left hand has some rlly nice nails going rn#kyle.txt
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Okay if there's one major criticism I have of ZZZ is that they keep putting random, unrelated, long-ass, tutorial-like, interlude quests in the middle of their main quest. The main quest is so interesting, I wanna know what's up with the strong box and that weird ethereal. I do not care about these random quests. I get that half of these are the game's way of introducing new systems (hollow zero as end game mode, the video archive system, etc), but couldn't they have found a better way of introducing these things without it affecting the main story?
#ZZZ#its such a shame#the interlude quests are such a slog to get through#the worst i think was soldier 11's quest i think#not the quest itself but the placing of the quest#and looking back at it the lore of hollow zero is interesting#but i was so impatient at that time since i was itching to get back to the main story#that i dont remember what happened in the scott outpost sections clearly#like i dont want to compare them#but i dont remember the spiral abyss being shoehorned in on the main archon quest in genshin#and this is what it feels like#its honestly annoying#i dont think this will continue happening in the future patches though#since they dont need to add more tutorials in the main story#or at least i hope it doesn't happen again
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I recently had to do a project in one of my psych classes, and man, I knew that CBT was used for every little thing, but seeing over and over, "do CBT! CBT is the best for every mental illness!" was so jarring. I'm absolutely biased because of my own experiences, but I just don't think it's as universal a treatment model as it's touted.
If you didn't benefit from CBT, it's not because you're lazy or didn't try hard enough or lacked intelligence or foresight into your own needs. Frankly, it's a therapy model that (I think) shouldn't be the only readily-accessible model and among the only therapy models covered by insurance. Some of us should not be treated in a CBT model and that's okay. It's not a sign of poor character or unreasonable demands, and if you don't think it's a model that works for you, then it's your right to express that!
#mental health#mental health advocacy#it was just so annoying because every resource i could access for this project often ONLY recommended cbt and#that just doesn't seem helpful for a good chunk of people#because i know i never benefitted from that model of therapy#obligatory: i am not against this therapy. me having a negative experience with it is not indicative that i believe it should be abolished'#if it works for you: KEEP DOING IT. cbt is not inherently harmful for MANY people and it's a good and valuable tool for many#but the overemphasis of cbt as the Only Therapy Model You Need sends this message that YOU failed...#...if you don't miraculously recover with that therapy model. it often feels like you'll Fail Recovery/Therapy and you're now a Bad Person#i've tried for over a decade to stick out cbt with a dozen therapists to boot. so i think i know a thing or two about my experiences with it#and overall its an unimpressive model (for me) as someone whos had a history with abuse and miscellaneous mental knickknacks rattling around#it's also frustrating because i genuinely like psych and i love learning about people#it's just. i'm tired of only being exposed to cbt (because i hate it honestly)#i feel similarly about cbt as i do with sigmund fucking frued#anyway i just want other insane people (affectionate) to remember that they deserve to not beat themselves up over this#if you're an insane person reading this: i love you i love you i love you i love you#i will share a slice of cake and homemade bread with you <3
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clinging to the sex warning for arcane like an angst with a happy ending tag on ao3
#i have no words#s2 is a certified banger#everyone's morally grey love it 10/10#when i tell you me and me friends screamed at the caitvi kiss scene i mean we were jumping up and down so fucking excited#its so rare to have canon lesbian characters who are genuinely affectionate and not played for laughs or sex appeal#especially not in mainstream#although the jayvik shit is fucking insane too god DAMN#im a little annoyed by the way caitvi is taking a backseat to them but i honestly think its more that people are offput by caits behavior#whereas viktor and jayce have that 'any lengths to get you back anything for you' going on#and we all know what happened with cait and vi#abandonment - which people didn't like#which i think is sad bc i want them toxic#caitvi#jayvik#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane#my posts#text post#ao3#writing
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toby drawing today yall
not sure if i love it or hate it but it’s probably just my anxiety acting up LMAOO
i do really like how i did his hair tho even if most of it is covered by his fun little hat…… i should draw him more!!
i cut my hair again recently bc it got way too long way too fast and me and him are lowkey matching now except mine is like SLIIIGHTLY longer hehe
#ticci toby#ticci toby fanart#toby rogers#toby erin rogers#creepypasta#creepypasta fandom#creepypasta fanart#crp#crp fandom#crp fanart#art#digital art#small artist#artists on tumblr#my artwork#fanart#the peoples princess returns#omg i should draw some ticcijeff stuff honestly#i like them lots i think they’re wonderful#anxiety has been acting up today so i tried to draw to ease it#but now im getting anxiety from thinking its not good enough HELP#perfectionism get away from me :’(#but idk. i think he looks fine so that’s good enough#been feeling a LOT of perfectionism towards my art recently tho it’s highkey annoying#BUT i hope yall like this anyway#it makes me happy when my art makes others happy hehe
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my offering to my fellow citizens of kremy nation for kremy wednesday! kremy being a diva as usual reference and close up after the cut
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#hes so gender#done on freeform#i just go shapes -> colors -> details using the highlighter and pencil and it makes my lizard brain happy#10/10 recommend#the color function is a little annoying#i have to layer and color pick to get the colors i want#BUT#its also color mixing practice soo#i love it when i have fun drawing#you can pry the inner eye corner highlight from my cold dead hands#hopefully it makes up for bald kremy/j#its so cursed#ill figure out how to draw him without a tophat eventually#HAPPY KREMY WEDNESDAY EVERYONE#kremy nation#mandatory kremy appreciation tag <3#kremy wednesday#kremy whimsday#kremy lecroux#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#ouaw#ouaw fanart#my art#i just realized his tail looks like a leg#not my intention#but honestly?#slay
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Arthur's lap is a perfect place to sit :]
#malevolent#arthur lester#john doe#nonbinary john doe#my art#human!john doe#i started this i think like a week ago but havent finished it till today#so have some john in a dress godness and also them being all lovey dovey#jarthur#private eyes#sorry for the lineart inacuracies i made the layers wierd and in the second one got annoyed at the messines more but whatever#honestly i headcanon them as queer platonic but i keep putting them in quite romantic sceneriis#but whatever you can totally act like your dating and still not be a traditional couple and my aro heart projects its beans at these two#arthur's hands look smother :[ i think i erased his sh scars by accident :/ of well
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I’m going to phrase this delicately because I’m so deeply grateful and awed by the support I’ve received.
But I will say it is a little anxiety inducing how many people feel they can talk about coming home whatever way they want openly and publicly because it has “numbers” or whatever (referring to my own work like this makes me want to claw my eyes out because they baffle me and I don’t necessarily feel I deserve them but it’s important for context).
This is Especially true for the way people speak under things I very much see. Art of the fic. My Twitter mutuals posts. Things I will very obviously interact with. It feels like someone is walking into my back yard and talking shit as if I'm literally not standing in said yard like this 🧍
You make something for a community for free as an act of passion and then the community in turn becomes something that isn’t quite accessible to you anymore. I’ve seen this happen to a lot of fic writers in my previous fandoms and idk man it’s just kind of a bummer.
Like. Fanfic and fanart is made by people in the fandom for the fandom. It’s not work being produced by some distant people in Hollywood who shouldn’t be in the fandom space in the first place.
Idk, it’s actually pretty rare that this happens to me but I wanted to mention I am a human who can very much read the things you say guys 😭 like if you reblog art related to my work and call it a bunch of petty names and say you had to dnf I can see that. It’s totally ok to feel whatever way you want. But maybe don't feel that way in my back yard.
Again. I’m so grateful for everything I really am. You absolutely do not have to fuck with my work. Fuck I don't fuck with my work sometimes DKLFJSDHF. This is probably the last time I’ll talk about this because the last thing I want to do is come off like I can’t take criticism and I’m ungrateful. But sometimes I really am chewing at my enclosure like IM RIGHT HERE MAN IM LITERALLY BEHIND YOU HOW DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT.
#on the upside I have definetly developed a thicker skin over the past month#I genuinely mean it things that used to phase me now just kind of annoy me#but on the other hand#I do feel fic writers should be able to be members of the fandoms they write for#I’ve noticed some of the other writers in this fandom once they get attention do not interact much#but idk I don’t…. want that to be me#9/10 chance I’ll feel weird about this and delete in the next five minutes to an hour#but yeah sometimes I do feel there’s this ‘shut up and be grateful’ thing that gets imposed on me#but I can be grateful and also set boundaries and talk about things that make me stressed or uncomfortable me thinks#never something i'd do on twitter. but something i'm going to cautiously attempt here#honestly if this helps one person realize how to better interact in fandom spaces online i'll be happy#also side note since im leaning towards maybe keeping this up#im literally fine. i'm big chilling right now. posted this in a good headspace over my coffee yada yada#no need to defend my honor or point fingers you know#also i know to an extent that this stuff is inevitable#and i cannot stop it or whatever. but again. i'd at least like to say it just the once#at this point its not even the crit itself that makes me feel a certain type of way#it just makes me feel kind of invisible and dehumanized
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my knight-monk agenda strikes again, but this was less of a 'I read something that made me experience several emotions and a strike of inspiration at once,' and more of a 'wouldn't it be fucked up if the bejeweled skeleton saints came to life and and started. eating people. or something. in revenge. medieval catholic horror, or an older horror of not being buried right. zombies, even. a complete bastardization of holy visuals. zombies.'
it's a far away idea, but I still wanted to play around with font layouts. like, if I DID make it into a full comic: these would be visual vibes, perhaps.
it's also a little bit about the kind of intimacy that these kinds of spaces provide, or in the case of this monk: the heavy trauma of war and the death of your brother, the escape to a secluded monastery, spiritual brotherhood to make up for your dead brother, but your role as a physician keeps pulling you back to this violence you want to escape. physician, heal thyself, only you have a holy calling to serve those in need, so instead: physician, open up your wounds again. saint jude, patron saint of lost causes, give us a fucking hand here, man. amen.
Homosexuality in the Renaissance: Behavior, Identity, and Artistic Expression, James M. Saslow
and this one is about earlier history than the medieval period that this comic is set in, but the monk character is sort of an exploration of earlier themes. a little bit. I like overlapping eras with each other, I've done it before and I'll do it again. this character is an exploration of some other stuff too, but mostly this book was interesting to read
From Monastery to Hospital: Christian Monasticism and the Transformation of Health Care in Late Antiquity, Andrew T Crislip
bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost
#i almost made him a benedictine monk but then we would've been reaching territory i do not feel like suffering through#generic medieval tag#i had more tags but i started talking politics and honestly if im going to talk politics i think its better to just make a post about it#i dont actually talk politics on tumblr even tho a lot of my work is extremely political in its subtext/text#because i think that tumblr is very annoying for that. its so anglo-american-western centric in its political theory#and i am WELL beyond that. i use twitter for politics because i love suffering lmao but also its like. still better for getting stuff done#komiks tag
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I don't think Birth of a Hero Ron and Beacrox get enough criticism.
Beacrox, a 30 year old man, stood by and watched as an 18 year old child got the shit beaten out of him, and instead of putting a stop to it, he marvled at Choi Han's strength and then dipped. Yes, Beacrox's job was just to be a chef, yes what Cale said was horrendous, but he was the adult in the situation, and he watched a child get his ass beat without stepping in.
Ron, the one consistant person in Cale's life, left. Yes, Ron was looking after his son, yes Ron could have left in attempt to protect the Henituse family, the mother fucker could have left a fucking note. He admits himself that he was around long enough to change Cale dipers when he was a baby, and he just leaves without any explanation. Just poof, while Cale is recovering from a serious beatdown. He didn't even leave a postit note sized message that said goodbye!
And okay, you can chalk it up to "Well, they were servants to the Henituse County, they weren't really required to do this or that because it wasn't their job!" And, okay, sure if that's how you want to view it, but then don't turn around and say "Oh Ron sees Cale as a second son." TCF!Ron sees KRS!Cale as a son, the original obvious had much more complicated feelings.
And I'm sorry, the "super observant assassin" didn't notice that the child he was been tasked with caring for for 18 fucking years was acting?! He didn't try at all to, sign Cale up for therapy or maybe, I don't know, talk to Deruth, his boss, about Cale? Ron is a father himself, obviously a good one since Beacrox holds him in such high regard, and yet he did nothing when 8yo Cale showed obvious signs of something going on.
Also, Beacrox was 20 years old when Cale started acting out, he was an adult through Cale's entire start of being "Trash", and he also didn't notice anything. And if he did, he didn't do anything about it.
Completely related, am I the only one that wishes we had the original BOAH to read, to get a better understanding of the backstory and timeline of the original novel?
#trash of the count's family#lout of the count’s family#birth of a hero#ron molan#beacrox molan#cale henituse#og cale henituse#character ran#trach of the counts family rant#birth of a hero rant#this makes me seem angrier than i am#i dont honestly think too much about it#its just a little annoying when i read fanfics and they depic Ron and Beacrox as these guys who were super familial with Cale#when there is absolutely no context to show that given what little we know about boah
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when ur undercover wife breaks you out of prison and u have to pretend to be normal for one minute and can't
#breaking news....the companion swap mod took me out immediately#i am postingfrom ytje beyond#he is so fine this is so much more fun#i thought the voices would be annoying but honestly its fine hes so pretty i can ignore it#THIS IS LAVELLAN.........NOT ROOK#if u tag this as solrook i will destroy the tumblr servers#anyways#solavellan#solas#veilguard#morinne#veilguard mods
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Okay so if there's something that gets to me every fucking time is that to pro-pals, if Bad People™ support Israel, then it just shows how bad Israel, right? It's proof that they're on The Right Side, that Israel is wrong.
But if said Bad People support Palestine? Ohhhh nooo, you get it wrong!!! You see, even the Bad People understand how bad Israel is, even they have more (((conscience))) than Israel, that's why they're supporting us! Absolutely no other reason!!!
Cut the bullshit. It's fucking disgusting.
#western hypocrisy#useful idiots#antisemitism#israel#jumblr#am yisrael chai#hamas is isis#ישראבלר#free palestine from hamas#טאמבלר ישראלי#god im fucking tired of all this bullshit#ive seen a post circling around about drug dealers that are “boycotting” Israel and the comments are more or less that#it was funny at first but honestly its just annoying at this point#for this is me
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Commission for @hopusthebrainlessfloof!! Thank you so much for commissioning me!! It was a good one...Good luck on that mutilation table 😳🙏
#commission#commissioned art#thats not my neighbor#tnmn#tnmn abducius morail#my art#fan art#watermarked to make theft very annoying#did the watermark with my finger cause i remembered too late#same reason my signature was done with a mouse...IGNORE ALL THAT#tw imminent gore#tw suggestive#just in case but honestly? its more creepy imo#but it CAN be suggestive if you want it to be#other than that its FUCKIN SCARY
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nothing recently has prompted this but i find it weird how some people in this fandom are SO against the idea of saiki as a disabled character
like i know the "implications" are unintentional but nobodys trying to say they are, its just that its a really interesting way of reading his character, and its not even close to far fetched nor does it clash with any of his lore 😭 ive seen people try to be like "him using a wheelchair without his limiters means nothing since he can walk without them, its just that he would destroy everything if he did" okay so... tell me you know nothing about disabled people without telling me?? not all wheelchair users are entirely physically incapable of standing or walking, there are plenty of people who have something that hinders their ability to walk without taking it away entirely... yknow who fits that description?? saiki 😭
you obviously dont have to see him as disabled... but its a valid reading of his character
#nobodys saying hes canonically disabled and id honestly be mildly annoyed if they did#its a really good allegory but its more of a fan interpretation than something actually hidden in the text#but if it makes you mad that it can be read that way then you piss me off 😭#i know the 'my disability is my superpower' thing is really annoying but thats not the case here because... his powers quite literally ARE-#disabling#as in they quite literally limit his ability to do a lot of things#i could go on and on about how hes so easily readable as a disabled character but ill end it here#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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"aroace people can still have relationships-" NOT ALL OF THEM CAN. YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT. WHY DO YOU WORD IT AS "aroaces can still be in relationships" AND NOT "some can have relationships, and others cannot."? WHY MUST YOU INSIST THAT WE STILL CAN LOVE IN SOME WAY. WHY DOES IT MATTER. WHY SHOULD WE HAVE TO LOVE. WHY, WHEN TALKING ABOUT AROACES, DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO IMPLY THAT IT'S OUR OTHER WAYS OF LOVING THAT MAKES US ACCEPTABLE? WHY CAN'T THE FACT WE DON'T LOVE MAKE US GOOD PEOPLE? WHY IS THERE ALWAYS AN EMPHASIS ON THE OTHER WAYS WE LOVE, OR THE AROACES THAT CAN STILL DATE, AND NOT ON OUR LACK OF LOVE? IT FEELS TO ME, LIKE YOU ARE TRYING TO PUSH ASIDE THAT ASPECT OF OUR IDENTITY, BECUASE IT'S TOO STRANGE TO YOU. YOU MAY NOT SAY IT OUTLOUD, BUT THERE'S STILL A STIGMA AROUND LOVELESSNESS. IN YOUR MIND, YOU STILL ARE VIEWING LOVELESS PEOPLE AS LESS MORAL OR GOOD, AREN'T YOU? OTHERWISE, YOU WOULD CELEBRATE OUR LOVELESSNESS, NOT SHOVE IT ASIDE BECUASE "THERE ARE OTHER WAYS TO LOVE"
#sorry im just mad and probably having a low blood sugar honestly.#i just.#why is the world so unfair?#idk idk im just so annoyed#i KNOW aroace is a spectrum but THAT INCLUDES LOVELESS PEOPLE#STOP. EXCLUDING US.#aroace#loveless#loveless aroace#aplatonic#aplspec#afamilial#aspec#AND FOR YOU PEOPLE IN FANDOMS.#SHIPPING AROACE CHARACTERS.#YOU THINK WE ARE TOO BORING RIGHT. YOU CAN'T THINK OF ANYYYY OTHER PLOTLINES BESIDES SHIPPING. WOW YOU ARE JUST#SO INCLUSIVE OF AROACES RIGHT??? WOW SHIPPING AROACES MAKES YOU SOOOOOO INCLUSIVE OF THE AROACES THAT CAN DATE#ITS DEFINITELLYY NOT BECUASE YOU ARE APHOBIC NOOOOO#THATS WHY YOU ARENT MAKING WRITING CHARACTERS THAT ACTUALLY SHOW ATTRACTION AS AROACE.#MHM.#SURE.#YOU COULD WRITE CHARACTERS THAT DO SHOW ATTRACTION IN CANON TO BE ASPEC.#BUT NAHHHH..... LETS JUST TAKE THE ONE AROACE WHO DOESNT SHOW ATTRACTION AND SHIP THEM.#DEFINITELY NOT APHOBIC. AT ALL. NEVER.#/sarcasm
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