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queerlycarter · 1 year

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hate to do this once again but i really need some help financially

basically. i overdrew my account because my paycheck was short and some of my bills were higher than usual. my account was overdrawn by $100. one of my payments bounced & was returned.

my roommate sent me their half of shared bills yesterday. i didn't realize until i tried to pay said bill that the first bounced payment was tried again and went through this time

so i am short $75 for that bill, which is due on the oct 9th

and i have an appointment on monday for $60, but it's possible they might make me pay the $45 i owe from a previous appointment as well as the copay so uh

total needed: $180

ko-fi link in bio, pypal @elvenari

#carter speaks #i thought i was gonna be okay and then that fucking payment got pulled and i am. so stressed #and if i get all 180 in donations and it turns out they dont make me pay the $45 then #its gonna be grocery money #bc i literally have no extra money to feed myself

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butchwink · 1 month

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i hate to do this again but here goes. im an autistic trans woman on disability and i havent had a full time job since covid. i have an eating disorder and mild agoraphobia so i dont eat or go out much. ive been on hormones for like eight years but i still have a cups. im six feet tall and barely weigh anything. going to the food bank takes a lot of spoons and i would much rather be able to afford more groceries or even order something a night or two this month if you could help me out. please help me gain a little weight. reblogs are much appreciated.

paypal: [email protected] (international)

etransfer: [email protected] (canada only)

#i still have money for another grocery trip or two right now but its gonna be tight this month :/#im just starving couchlocked and theres nothing left here but popsicles rice and bread #its four in the morning though its a little late to order something #but idk id like to be able to buy more groceries tomorrow and not just cheap things thatll barely last me the month

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goatpaste · 9 months

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I know a sorta made a small post along these lines the other day, but something a lil more official of!!

im kinda broke rn, between the recent stuff with losing my car and having to get a new one and work literally scheduling me 13 hrs a week. Im slowly losing money and it got really bad this month after paying my bills and everything and realizing I had just 300 bucks in my bank account.

My current job hasn't been working with me to give me the hours i need to make a living wage and iv been trying to get a new job for months with no success and it's looking like i could really use a lil extra support via online commission work rn until I can land a more solid paying job. I really hate to sound like a desperate wet cardboard box beast but I still need to insure my new car and cant afford it as i stand right now.

I wont ask for donations, I think im going to be fine, but a lil money to help keep my head above the water would be great so im just gonna promo my commission work. To anyone who can commission me in some way or another would be awesome! I appreciate any support I can get rn even just a reblog

My Commission Info

My Kofi

My Etsy

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#again sorry for sounding like im crying wolf with 200 in my account but i havent bought groceries this month #or my car insurance #im waiting for my next paycheck #so i kinda know its about to get sucked down the drain #i still havent bought christmas gifts for my brother and the cousins which i would really like to be able to if i could #again im not gonna die #so im not asking for donations #i will be fine #im just a lil money stressed and if i could branch out to try and get some commission work rn that would be a huge help #again im not asking for donations #there defiantly ppl who need it more than me #but if you were everythinkin to commission me and have the funds rn #i wouldnt mind if you reached out #i know its the holidays and everyone is probably low on funds #i see the situation as it is rn #but if i could just make an extra hundred or two i think it put my mind at ease a lil more for when its time to pay all my bills again

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bittsandpieces · 4 months

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I have a preview pic for the video I took but basically nobody's online rn to see so I feel like I should wait until later to post it... but also it's a really good screenshot 😭 I'm impatient

#bitts posts #i did decide that for non mutuals its gonna cost a lil bit of money but just because i need groceries today #itll be five bucks (unless you feel like giving me more) and you get the google drive link #you will need to request access bc ive had problems in the past with sharing videos that weren't restricted access #but like. i promise ill ignore it if your name is on there or something #anyway. ill post the screenshot in a few hours

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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job applications: this is entry level! anyone can apply!

job applications: ...as long as you've done at least six months of highly specific work, or have this exact degree, or if you kissed a chicken during the last moon of 2012-

#im back in the trenches bois its Not Looking Great #gonna apply to this stupid thing anyway but #it looks like stockin grocery store shelves is the way im gonna go #unless i get Very lucky or manage to bullshit my way into this job #college isn't necessary but Man a lot of places want you to attend. no <3 #but noooo instead i have to like. work. till i die. and never make enough money to live comfortably. sigh #sometimes i think to myself 'i should make video essays on youtube and see if that goes anywhere'#and sometimes i think 'i should scribble up things that people would buy and make a shop'#and sometimes i think 'what if i killed someone with a stick. would that be fucked up or what'#absolutely unprompted #AGHHHHHHHH THE BOXES WE AS HUMANITY HAVE LOCKED OURSELVES INTO IM GONNA LOSE IT #i was born to be a handsome decoration / weird little artist for eccentric wealthy people #i was meant to drape myself across a beautiful philanthropist woman's lap and doodle lil animals for her #while she rambles and feeds me grapes #yk. if i did make a shop i could have an extra section for small crochet things #coasters. small hand warmers. tiny shapes. simple cat toys. that sorta thing. quick and easy stuff #i could make them w/ specific colors so that they're subtle fandom themed #i literally have a coaster in damian's robin colors... a black/red SB square...#hm. thinking #oh shit i gotta work on that new commission sheet #OH NO. I FORGOR SOMETHING I SHOULD NOT HAVE FORGOR. I HAVE MADE A LITTLE FUCKY WUCKY #excuse me everyone i have something to finish

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villainartist · 8 months

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please help me out of a financial crisis

hello, i try to never do this but im in serious need of money, urgently. ive had to recently move to las vegas due to california being too expensive to be sustainable. i have to pay rent in a few days. i only have 200 right now and i need to pay 600 for rent for this month!

ko-fi - for an incentive, you'll get an uncolored doodle of whatever you request for only 5 dollars!

pa.ypal / ven.mo - if you don't really need an incentive, pretty much ANY amount of money would be appreciated. thank you so much.

i'm a broke as fuck trans person with autism trying to survive on my own. i havent been able to land a stable and well paying job and although ive been looking for new jobs, as we all know they take far too long to get back to you. while i continue to job hunt and attempt to make quick money on the side. i've been forced to come on here and pray that there are some people who see this who want to help me out in raising money quicker. im not even gonna go into my five missed months of my car payments. im absolutely desperate at this point. i dont really have anybody who can take care of me in the worst case scenario so any amount of money i'd be so, so grateful for. thank you so much for considering.

#important #financial aid #anything helps #donations #venmo #paypal #ko-fi #please reblog #even if you cant donate please share this #help #its so so hard to hold onto your money when your job sucks it barely gives you hours you barely have enough time to look for jobs +#paying for gas and groceries #if this gets zero traction for like 5 days im just gonna delete this and i guess just try figuring shit out on my own..

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famewolf · 6 months

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im punching and punching and punching my anxiety today

#[static]#man i need a new job but im gonna try my best to stick it out for the next year and a half so that im 'vested' -#- or whatever its called for my little tiny 401k money lmao #im starting to get anxiety about work on my days off more than usual #they just changed it from 5 years to 6 years fjgkdlghd #and im nearly at 5 years #also i think im gonna try and stick it out with the full time up until October and i'm going back to 4 days a week for my sanity #and also theyve been cracking down on ppl missing work and the winter time i have to call out a couple times a month for snow #they used to be understanding about it but it sounds like they arent anymore :)#in one breath they'll be like 'yeah it's no worries we work at a grocery store who cares! we're stacking cans this isn't life or death'#but the moment you gotta leave early due to snow so you can actually make it home in one piece they get butthurt lmao #mind you I have put my car in a ditch BECAUSE of work doing this to me and i ended up missing a week + covering repairs because of it #like ... would you rather i go home 2 hours early or miss 4-6 days of work and be in debt :)#and the answer is the 2nd one for them lmao i fucking hate them

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nomairuins · 24 days

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anyways sry its not srs eventually ill get it together . and be a person again. one day

#its just like atm everything that i need is like . not possible. which is oartially my brain being like We have to do this before we this #which sometimes isnt true but sometimes is #like i cant get medicated again or back seeing a psych or back on t until i get a job again #but i cant get a job again utnil i get my ged <- partially untrue but ged would make it a lot easier #but i cant get my ged until i have a job bc it costs money <- if i asked my parents they would probably help me If they had money 2 spare #since like. yk. they want ne to be able to work again so i have money again and ill be another source of income and they care abt me also .#affirmations . ppl donot just see me as a piggy bank they do see me as a person im not judt someone to squeeze money out of thats not how #ppl view me and its fine its fine its fine its fine . it feels so stupid being scared abt that i feel like a rich person whos like She only #likes me for my money 😭 like stfuuu annoying ass. i just ummmm. have a massive fear of debt and like. ppl demanding money from me #unexpectedly or expecting i am going to give them money. not in like a Ohhh fucking ppl want me to donate not it at all im happy to donate #but in like. god this is dumb. eveeytime i got birthday or christmas money as a kid i had to give it to my parents so they could buy food or #gas or whatever. and it never got paid bsck and it felt like shit. but i couldnt ever say no bc then itd be My fault we didnt have food that #week . yk. my first paycheck i had to give it all to my mom for groceries and we got in a fight in the store bc she was like Ok im gonna go #buy pop and my dumbass got upset abt it bc like. my mom told me itd be Necessities nd like. yk. wtvr. it was fucking stupid my entire family #r caffeine addicts so pop is a necessity i was just. rly upset and it felt like my parents saw my money as just. theirs but they had to ask #abt it so i wouldnt get pissy. yk. and they ask me for money a lot usually for food and i dont mind but it like. idk im rly paranoid abt #being a provider and ive got a Lot of guilt abt like. anytime we dont have enough food it feels like my fault bc it was my fault when i wasa #kid if i didnt give up my christmas money for pizza. or whatever. idk its so dramatic like i didnt need the money i was 8 it was selfish of #me to wanna buy fucking. toys or whatever that wasnt more important than My parents being able to get to work or my siblings being able to #fucking. literally eat. or paying bills. like its selfish that im like wahhh wahhh but i wanted to buy vibeo game wif my bday money i #shouldve judt been fucking grateful i was able to help my family. wtvr. I hate connor. wtvr #n then the shit with ugh last year like. yk. and stuff. and then the them stealing 1000 from me not getting into it b4 i get mad. idk.#and im just lazy now i need to get a job again but all the shit like. as i was saying earlier b4 i started whining. idk. i should be happy #that i get to help w bills and stuff that was my dream as a kid #like ever since i was 5 when i was fantasizing abt my future i was like Im gonna marry a prince and then ill be able to afford to pay all of #my families bills and my parents and siblings will be able to go to college and be happy and maybe never have to work bc ill be able to #handle it and ive always like. yk. when i was a dumbass kid i was like Ill go to college so i can get a good job and be useful. of course i #cant ever go to college bc im fucking. useless. and itd just be another burden on my family if i was in debt bc i couldnt help them as much #if i had debt and itd be selfish. and it doesnt matter bc im too stupid to go to college anyway. idk. i wish i could just fix everything #it just feels awful rn im literally just a drain and my family doesnt say it to me yk like. ik theyre happy imback i think they are

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missazura · 1 year

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this year's really like "they're gonna see you as the villain no matter what you do and don't do" huh

#personal #vent #my grandma's been pressuring me every single day to check her bank account to see if the money she harassed her stepsons for got in #i say harassed bc she pressured them to give her late husband's money over and over bc she married him #and last week he said that he banked it in and i checked and it wasnt there #told my aunt about it. spent the next 3-4 days checking it and its still not there #and grandma's been super pissed about it #she's been having this look whenever she talks to me about the money #i think she suspects that i took the money #she already pinned me as a thief to our relatives back when SHE WAS THE ONE WHO USED UP ALL THE MONEY #and any money i used was for GROCERIES and FOOD and BILLS????#and she's not having it #bruh i'm fucking bad at lying plus my conscience wouldn't let me rest if i did steal and use it on myself????#i already feel bad for buying food #just now she got all pissed bc she wants to go to the bank and demand an explanation why the money isn't there #like. call that stepson then #or something #either way i think i'm gonna be pinned as a thief and while i DID NOT DO IT i'm just really fucking tired of being accused #i have nothing to fear bc THE MONEY ISNT EVEN THERE but come ON #stop looking at me like i'm a goddamn criminal

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cuntstable · 10 months

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literally so so so fucking stupid that we get consistently more helpful and better welfare and social care from the local church than the actual welfare institutions. idiot country

#like theyre helping us pay a few hundred off our bills and will give us 120€ for groceries next month 😭 meanwhile the actual welfare #institutions are like Oh you have no money for food or bills Well tough luck. like. its really really not supposted to work like this and #yet for years its been like this. man…… i dont even think im a part of the church and when my mom goes there shes also never been asked #about any of that stuff. well whatever i feel like this + that donation from earlier (ty 😭) have like. actually made a significant amount of #the stress and fear go away for now. im gonna cry im so exhausted

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yuyevon · 3 months

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I literally do not understand how you can live with roommates see an expensive drink appear in the fridge that you didn't buy and just think you can take it?????????? I do not spend my own money and buy drinks for you to take. and if its that fucking hard to resist then leave a note and replace it on ur way home from work not wait until I have to ask where it went like 14 hours later until you fess up

#im so FUCKING aggrivated actually #its a $3 drink but i bought that for ME . its the whole concept #technically it was my bfs money because he covered groceries this time but still #i want that replaced before you get home tomorrow. or else im gonna start getting petty

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generationa1trauma · 5 months

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whats up work hasnt paid me yet and the website is still showing last weeks payslip as my most recent one so thats todays vibe

#its never been this late in the day before so my anxiety is a little uh #i also havent gotten an email that sick leave was entered when i left early one day last week and i can't enter sick leave myself #and im just 🧍🏻‍♂️#where is my money. i would like it pls #i need my Routine #and in my routine i am grocery shopping right now but i have $5 in my bank and my credit card is $8 overdrawn lmao #this is not a post asking u guys for money btw #unless of course one of u is controlling my works pay department in which case give me my money #love being an anxious person bc the timing has fluctuated in the past (between 11am-1:40pm)#and its now 1:43pm and my brain is just 'rent is due in 2 days what am i gonna do' like babe #breathe a little #its literally like 10 mins after im used to being paid and my brain is running the doomsday protocol #like idk maybe give it some time. maybe act natural

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minotaurfemme · 5 months

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oh thank god my refund was approved

#gonna stock the fuck up on groceries and will have money to buy merch at the show im going to on the 21st :3 #but most importantly its one step closer to getting a motorbike and living out my wandering dyke dreams

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yourheartinyourmouth · 9 months

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i fucking hate my life.

one of the other tenants has been constantly turning the heat up to EIGHTY even though it hasn’t dipped below 40. this lead to the heating bill for the unit being like, $300 more than the rest of the boarding house.

so, since we are apparently untrustworthy children and not adults who can be reasoned with, the landlord came while tenant was at work and put one of those plastic locking boxes over the thermostat. tenant came home ranting and screaming, calling husband and me bitches repeatedly, yelling abt how he always gets the mail (?), screaming about how we went behind his back to the landlord (we didn’t), and then SLAMMED his door as hard as he could.

screaming and door slamming are so fucking triggering for me. i had a melt down verging on anxiety attack.

i absolutely Do Not Feel Safe Here.

#but it’s not like we can leave 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#THIS IS WHAT WE MEAN WHEN WE SAY POVERTY IS FUCKING VIOLENCE #and of course we’re the only ppl we know who are struggling #so it’s not like we even have anyone to talk about how much it fucking blows to be poor #our friends all have houses and good jobs and multiple partners and vacations and social lives #and it’s so fucking alienating to have None Of That #it’s so fucking alienating to be like ‘oh u bought a house/had a kid/got a promotion/whatever #cool. i can’t afford groceries and i’ve been on one (1) vacation in 17 years #but tell me more abt how amazing ur life is yeah totally i love this #it gets harder 2 congratulate ppl on their successes when u have Nothing #when success seems to mock u by its absence #i run out of money between paychecks but tell me more abt ur bonus #i’m struggling to pay back the IRS for basic taxes but tell me more abt ur giant house #i hate myself i hate my life #and husband is like ‘I’m not gonna let Tenant scare u like this!’ ok??? ur never here #and if u confront him he will just wait til u r gone and confront ME #fuck #i hate everything #i’m so fucking tired of being poor.#I HAVE A FUCKING DEGREE WHY CANT I GET A FUCKING JOB!!!!!!!!!#but I don’t have a car so I literally can’t get a job 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#how do u get a job when there is so little pub transit and everything is 5 towns away #how do u get a job in the us w/o having or being able to afford a car #jokes on me u don’t

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monstriiss · 1 year

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ooc: stands here covered in blood holding starbucks in my reusable travel cup

#;; ooc.#do y'all still love me after dipping without a word again dignskfnfosj #not me trying to fill out a job application at 1am and then being like 'why wont my brain make the words go'#TRYING NOT TO GET PSYCHED OUT my god i hate this shit #pretty sure theyre not supposed to ask you half of the shit they are asking so im just #going to research a few things after i have slept to get a refresher on what my rights to privacy are #sir this is a local grocery store not the secret service i just want money can you give me the job or not #anyway im gonna be away/lurking for a while longer fam squad while i miss talking its been nice to have a break and just focus on irl things #two wins! washing machine has been repaired and i finally got my hands on some second hand boots that i have been hunting for 3 years #the seller was super nice and put up a buy now option when i asked if they would :)))#OH also got a new microwave AND managed to free my garlic bread from the broken one (it required surgery) (taking it apart)

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the-blaze-empress · 1 year

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i am going to fucking murder adobe oh my god why did they suddenly decide im not a student and charge me SO FUCKING MUCH for my shit and now theyre making me re verify being a student and i doubt ill get a refund because its fucking adobe why are they gonna give me money

#original thoughts in their natural habitat #actually seething #its not like i actually need that money or anything #being yknow. a student and all #it took literally more than my grocery budget #i feel like im gonna cry i hate this so much

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