#its been a long night
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dating/hookup app where all the profiles are short form videos, call it DickDock
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Thanks to our tooth ache I have neglected my allergy medication I shall be in the back of the lab hacking out one of my lungs if anyone needs me.
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I hope the dog i caught today finds the most loving home with warm clean blankets :( no one could catch her all day but she was coming right up to me and my dog so i took the chance and had let her follow me in my apartment all on her own. She ate and drank quite a bit, had ticks all over and was limping. Would flinch and bark if you moved too fast. I was crying i felt so bad. I would keep her if i could afford it but unfortunately i couldnt. She was licking my face and laying on the couch absolutely exhausted. I wish i couldve kept her. Such a sweet baby.
#its been a long night#im gonna cry sm#people are so evil#id like to stay hopeful that she will find a home but#shes a scared pitbull#and most people find that scary#so i hope they do something for her.#over come that untrust for people.
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The Nightmare
I had a dream I woke up from the nightmare. Everyone's names were different, and like I thought, you were gone.
I was with my ex again. She left me alone in a crowded place, lost and panicked, and then I woke from that nightmare, too.
Now I'm back with the one I lived with for a decade, who never loved me. She still doesn't, and won't meet my eyes.
I run away, and none of my friends names are right. I've never really known anybody my whole life, and they barely remember me anyways. All the people I've loved, laid out in front of me, nameless and forgetful.
Finally I'm awake once more, alone and wrapped in the now sweat-drenched comforter you lent me. You're real, for the blanket is real, I tell myself.
But how long until I wake up again?
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mom and i lasted less than 4 hours after my dad died to listen to green day
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This is like the third major holiday this year where everything was fine until we had a gigantic blowout screaming match in the last hour; and my heart is heavier than even the last few days have been and I wish there was literally anywhere I could go other than here at times.
#Like#It only tangentially involved me and Im fucking exhausted#Because the triggering shit just does not stop in this house and it harms everyone#But does that stop at least two parties from overreacting and screaming#And smashing shit on the floor#No it does not#Im tired man#Im just...#I dont want to live like this but if I go literally anywhere other than this#Ill be back out on the street#and talking calmly and trying to defuse situations where you are steady getting triggered#And someone is melting down#Is a losing battle#Gah#Im sorry#its been a long night#And it was so chill until like nine thirty too#Fuck#Im so tense idk how ima sleep#Sorry bout the wordiness as always Tumblr I have nobody else to talk to#Long tags are long#Long post nobody read
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I AM THIS GREAT UNSTABLE MASS OF BLOOD AND FOAM AND NO ONE IN HER RIGHT MIND WOULD MAKE MY HOME HER HOME MY HEARTS AN AUTOCLAVE
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OHHH MARKIPLIER UPLOADED A MYSTERY FLESH PIT NATIONAL PARK GAME? I NEVER KNEW- OHHH OH MY GOD
I ADORE ANALOGUE HORROR ANS THE MYSTERY FLESH PIT IS A NUMBER ONE FAVOURITE AMONGST THEM ALL
THE CREATIVITY- AND THE FACT MARK HAS BEEN- BEEN?!?! FOLLOWING IT?!? HOLY SHIT
HOLY CUNGADERO IM LISTENING GOSH MY EXCITEMENT
What a way to cap off a night /gen
I gotta check it out here actually
#TAKES A BREATH#its been a long night#I strangely needed this#as horrifically dark gruesome and horrific this horror is#I fucking LOVE horror#and this ones SOO JUICYLY CREATIVE UGH#stfuyadork
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having trauma sucks. it's been a long time since I've thought about one of my exes, but suddenly, I get a notification because they accidentally liked a tweet from a month ago, and I'm staving off a panic attack. I really thought I was past that period of my life, but clearly that's not the case. because instead of thinking "oh, that's weird" and moving on, I freaked out like I'm being watched.
and I know I'm not in any physical danger. it's not like they're going to do anything to me, even if they were geographically close. my brain just reacted in horror and fear when I saw the username in the notification. and it sucks and I hate it and I don't want this person to have any kind of power or influence over me anymore.
the worst of it is that I don't even really know why this happened. there's not really a single moment or event that I can point out and say "that's where this comes from," it's just there. the sum total of my relationship and interactions with this person left a massive scar that hasn't healed even after six years of no contact.
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theyre soft your honour
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#okkotsu yuuta#inumaki toge#inuokko#inumaki#yuuta#fanart#jjk fanart#timelapse#long time no canon fits !!!#still having the time of my life playing with these brushes#i was just gna do a regular draws to slap on the ask i just got but i decided 2 record it last minute fgdgd#didnt know if an mp4 file would cooperate if i tried to put it under an ask so i played it safe#but know this is fr u anon <3#i ..... cannot believe i am continuing my streak from last night of Forgetting very key and very obvious design elements#last night it was yuuij's sukuna scars.... today it is inumaki's tattoos.......#smh im Slipping fr#breaking news tumblr user hinamie fake jjk fan And fake fanartist :C#its ok tho ! crisis averted!! me forgetting them may be caught in 4k but i Did catch myself before posting th video#that would have been tragic i would have been chased out of this fandom with pitchforks. i wld have been pelted with rocks#anyway i like this piece a lot i like them i like the black/white/blue#VERY happy i got yuuta's hair right without too much hassel#turns out i know how to draw and references r a godsend <3#oh also !!! @ the person who asked about my colouring process this is what i was talking abt re: painting with an underpaint layer#helps everything look cohesive :3
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No political campaign, no politics at all, which is why I'm anonymous.
Hablemos como amigos, como sol铆amos ser. Por favor. -L
i understand that. ill call you later okay
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jakey + dirkjake sandwiched between my organic chem notes. a poem in there somewhere
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#jake english#dirk strider#erisolsprite#brobot#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#ok so the latter two are. a bit old and drawn in a rush because as usual i had thoughts about dirkjake and hair BUT ALSO#while reading the post-timeskip chatlogs i was like hm jake's hair looks kinda long here. i might be crazy tho#and then i continued thinking. because Ive had jakes haircut and t has to be trimmed often and i dont trust his ass to competently do that#so i think brobot helped out there and post entry it fell on dirk to trim it#and i think as their relationship worsened the first thing to properly go was the haircuts. because jake couldnt be assed to sit in dirk's#company for the duration of a haircut. direct line of strider word vomit while ur held captive basically (massive overdramatization)#so. its a good thing he got interrupted after trying to cover the tattoo up. because i guarantee you he wouldve been waking up on that#quest bed with breakup bangs.#finally formatted this one in drafts to post so im not leaving yall too high and dry again#i see my askbox and i appreciate it btw! its terraria night but i hope to be drawing tomorrow :]
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i'm not late for royai day if every day is royai day to me 馃敟馃 also for royai week day 1 - raison d'锚tre
#riza hawkeye#roy mustang#royai#fma#royaiweek23#posting in the fuckhours of the night bc i spent so long on this#ive been wanting to draw something with this idea for sooo long it was rotting my brain#something something about how riza is supposed to keep roy on the right path but the moment she says shes glad she decided to trust him#its when he will know he truly is on the right path it all comes back to riza#shes his right path
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Rick and Michonne Grimes - Their Journey Over the Years
It's a broken world, Michonne. And you're the only thing that puts it back together. Til my last breath I am yours.
#the walking dead#the ones who live#rick grimes#michonne grimes#danai gurira#tvedit#nessa007#chewieblog#richonne#userstream#usergif#dailyflicks#richonnegifs#dailytwd#cinematv#twdedit#towledit#tvarchive#otpsource#romancegifs#denim rose graphics#ajshxbsjakaksksk aka me screaming internally; I鈥檓 so excited to share this with you all#I think this is the most ambitious gifset I鈥檝e ever made??? but I really wanted to see it through#I chose to do a page for each era of their story (S3; S4; S5; S6-7; S8-10; and finally TOWL)#I鈥檝e wanted to do a magazine layout for a couple yrs now but I was too lazy lol#but when the urge came round again this time for Richonne I got my butt up and immediately started sketching thumbnails#I struggled to come up with a time for the mag cover until I remembered the last (?) TWD supply drop chose the CRM Tribune as its theme#tbh researching mag covers; trying to match fonts; hunting down scenes...it鈥檚 been some long nights#the amount of sleep I鈥檝e lost over this set lol but I鈥檓 SO SO happy with the final outcome; love these two and their story#I hope you all enjoy!!
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Okay maybe im not normal
#this is EXTREMELY MESSY LMAOO#but idrc its still some noice art i wanna post#wooo#im so hungry ive been drawing for such a long time#my art#fnaf#william afton#five nights at freddy's#purple guy#digital art#fnaf art#fnaf william afton#fivenightsatfreddysfanart#five nights at freddys#spoiledmilks art#fnaf springbonnie
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red alien monkey fellas
#my art#fanart#digital art#sketch#dragon ball fanart#dragon ball gt#son goku#vegeta#ssj4#ive been staring at this too long and its aggravating me. good night
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