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I will take what ever you will give me of dick pick jay please
how about this?? how about feelings and emotions and both of them saying they love each other without actually saying they love each other??
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Some nights are better than others.
It’s almost grief leaking into your chest when you find him. Sat down in the shower. Silent. Alone. He’s got his back pressed against frigid tile, knees tucked up close to his chest. He looks young. He looks small. There’s almost pain flaring awake in your gut, like being stabbed in a dream and waking up half linked into adrenaline, convinced you’re torn open and bleeding.
You look at Jason, still dressed in his gear, still armed, and wonder if he’s waiting for a fight. There’s some nights you look at him and watch him bring conflict home, watch him tap the grips of his guns to make sure they’re still there, watch him manoeuvre around your apartment like there’s a threat hidden somewhere.
Sometimes, it’s like the violence won’t leave and even worse, sometimes you watch Jason not know what to do with himself once the fight is over.
There’s water beating against his back and his hair sticks to his forehead but he doesn’t move. Not even when you smooth yourself into his peripheral. Not even when you slide open the frosted glass door and step inside.
The shower cubicle is wide enough for you to sit next to him, so you fold yourself up small, tuck your edges into place around him. Your knee knocks against his own and you press your arms together, shoulder to elbow to wrist. And still, he doesn’t move.
His name settles on your tongue but you swallow it back. Instead, you link your pinky fingers together and wait.
Jason says your name so softly, almost like a whisper, maybe a prayer, and presses his knee into yours. The pressure is barely there, feels like nothing at all, but the relief is sweet on your tongue, the awful banging on the inside of your chest finally stops.
“Yeah, I’m here.” You whisper, tugging his hand closer so you can smooth your thumb over his knuckles. “I'm not going anywhere.”
Dropping his head onto your shoulder Jason sighs, almost as if you’ve spread balm over an old, aching wound, almost like you’ve found exactly where he’s hurting and taken it away. His body leans into you, legs unfolding to lay straight, feet touching the opposite wall.
You follow his lead, stretch out so you can keep his hand in your lap. Turning his hand over you smooth your fingers over his palm, walk over the lines and play gently with his fingers. Measuring the size of your hand to his, you huff quietly in amusement and Jason, without saying a single word, slots his fingers between your own and holds your hand.
“You’ll stay?” He asks.
Bringing his hand to your mouth you kiss his knuckles, the barest brush of your lips, “Always. I’ll be here for as long as you’ll have me. I won’t go unless you want me to.”
“Never.” Jason murmurs, and you know he’s watching your intertwined fingers. “I’ll never not want you. For the rest of my life, you are all I’ll ever want.”
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#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#jason todd fanfic#jason todd fanfiction#red hood x reader#red hood x you#ella writes#asks#answered#anonymous#aaaaaa#'you'll stay?' 'always.'#im tired and just love them so much#its also after 3am#i really need to sleep
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ok guys dont freak out but. grian fanart.
I DID SAY THIS WAS AN MCYT BLOG,,,OKAY,,
(btw this is fanart for a fic called "Healing Is a Four Letter Word" made by Hypno_cat over on ao3!)
#pawu draws#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#grian fanart#hermitcraft grian#watcher grian#ALSO I KNOW THIS FIC IS FROM 2022 BUT ITS SO GOOD.#a good fic never gets old FR. like i remembered the name of the fic and what it was about AND THAT IS RARE FOR ME OKAY#also i will now be going to sleep cus it is 3am and my hands are so tired after all the little scratchy lines i did jhdfkjsd😭#also also ik the authors tumblr but. i am second guessing myself if i should @ them or not cus it IS an old fic....
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I miiiight color this properly but have a funky soul design i did for fun :}
[close up + a small text about the guy below and then some]
While it is mainly just for fun & not my main design for Soul, i think Soul's form would change throughout Cacophony a fair amount. There's still some things it cant change but depending on its view on himself, Heart & Mind, or Whole would alter how his apperance looks. Not necessarily a bad thing either, just a form on how he feels or views himself. Kinda like when you make a persona i guess? He just swaps a lot between them.
Also smaller thing being that it's "tail" can change as well! More obvious being the relation to the instrumental album cover but also it can changed into other things as well. An Umbrella for Spring and a Storm, a gavel for parts of Mucka Blucka, TSE & The Bidding, or it being one of those bid cards youd hold up to bid your amount [also during The Bidding]. Can also change to the trident during TSE & The Bidding too, the red guitar in Two Wuv as well. Just generally whatever he want/feels like!
#i like the idea that soul swaps between forms#just cos#i mean theres other reasons but yk#He can look like the art or the most Normal Guy™#also also also#love the idea of putting in like a void or blank or something to show his heart & mind are out#being Whole minus the heart & mind so the spots where theyd physically be is just Nothing#Maybe it go away toward the end of We're Gonna Win & Two Wuv since he feels more himself then/his own part? [not that hes IN wgw but yk]#he feels it ig. being whole. closer to being whole at least#Same for the split grey thing too!!!#random but ik its likely cos CJ had the idea after TSE but Soul has that physical color split by the end is TSE to most of Light#something something heart & mind metaphor#you can even see that split go away in Light at the end :} during the “sum of my parts” line iirc#okay okay i shush now#its 3am & cj might release a song at 6am soooo i gotta sleep soon cos i got work also...#anyway. i love soul & i like stuff that changes over the album#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj soul#-atlas art-#also also also also#soul/whole & ouroboros visual designs my beloved
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My plug a lil weird but he chill
#starlight express#stex#stex london#stex spoilers#starlight express spoilers#stex london 2024#hydra stex#hydra starlight express#HYDROGEN!!!!!!#i'll write some stuff about this in a different post but yeah. i saw stex ldn on opening night#it was fantastic#i had nice seats and i got a close up view of this guy and he is my favourite#lets just say#he is very good#also sorry this definitely isnt my finest work but its 3am and i wanted to shit something out after seeing the shwo#ok goodnight#stex 2024
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Just returned from the grave to post a lil ditch forehead kiss because YES
The power of the gay farmers has defeated the artblock 😔✊🏽
Close up of the boys
From my favourite longform EVER, the unrelenting aubergine. Titch and Derek deserve the world and no one can change my mind !!
Also can you believe i drew a full background for this piece ????
I really want to draw more of them snskskkdsks please Motivation come back!!
Likes are cool, reblogs are cooler btw, it keeps tumblr alive !
#i just sat for 3 hours straight to draw this#IN ONE SITTING#AFTER DAYS OF ARTBLOCK#and the background???#thats a surprise even for myself#very happy with it#also its 3am im sorry if i dont make sense rn#ughhh ditch my beloved#how i love these pining idiots#i hc that Derek work more in the administrative side of the farm#thats why his clothes are a lot fancier than titch's#shoot from the hip#marabout's art
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I’M GOING TO SEE ONLY THE RIVER FLOWS IN THE CINEMA ON THURSDAY I AM SO NOT READY
#i can’t believe this happens not a month after i finally gave up hope and watched it online#also i found out largely by accident when i couldn’t sleep and decided to scroll through that specific cinema’s website at 3am two days ago#THE MOVIE IS ONLY HERE FROM THIS THURSDAY UNTIL NEXT WEEK WEDNESDAY#AND I WILL BE AWAY FOR THE WEEKEND#THIS THURSDAY AND NEXT WEEK WEDNESDAY WOULD LITERALLY BE THE ONLY DATES I’M AVAILABLE TO GO SEE IT#I NEARLY FUCKING MISSED IT YALL#BUT ITS HAPPENING!!!!! i am so stoked#i am gonna see my favourite ever guy on the big screen#honestly i may just end up also going to see it on wednesday bc i might never get this chance again#AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH#truly he has blessed me this past month#our lord and saviour zhu yilong
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detective noir jack!!…finally!
so, remember when i said I’d design jack after i finished Katherine’s costumes? ahahaha well. Here he is :]
as per usual, notes and references under the cut:
The two left “outfits” are Jack’s Art Clothes (read: legal work clothes :]). They’re constantly covered in paint because Jack cleans/dries his brushes on his clothes.
The shirt he’s wearing on the far left is a “casual” shirt (denoted as casual because of the unstarched collar). He keeps s couple spare pencils/paintbrushes and a small sketchbook in the pocket.
He also gets an artists smock <3 because I love them <3. So many paint tubes in the Big Pockets ;]
Newsboy/flat caps were still widespread and popular in the period, especially among working men.
His trousers are a better fit than Davey’s (waay less wide at the ankles), but he only has one pair (hence the paint stains on the rightmost design). He probably acquired them second-hand.
His shoes are oxfords <3 they were gaining popularity in the period and since neither of his “jobs” are really blue-collar i figured he would have oxfords instead of work boots.
The rightmost design is what I have deigned his “Homme Fatale Getup”. It’s what davey usually sees him in (at the speakeasy and around town) and also what he wears to the speakeasy. (Thank you pidge for suggesting the fitted waistcoat :]).
His shirts are colourpicked from his uksies shirt
The Homme Fatale Shirt is one with a detachable collar, these were starting to become less popular by the late 20s—in favour of shirts with attached collars— but Jack probably wouldn’t want to spend his money on the newest fashionable shirts when he has one in perfectly good condition already (besides, it means he can mix and match collars)
The collar he has on in the design is a winged tip collar, though jack’s use of it here is informal (I took it straight from one of the references because it was So Jack). The necktie is probably so garish and ugly (Race hates it. Jack thinks its the greatest thing to exist).
he probably would also have a suit jacket but i tried to give him one for half an hour and it gave me psychic damage (these designs are for fun why suffer amirite)
Long cigarette holder :]
^ preliminary sketches :]
#newsies#jack kelly#detective noir au#thankyou once again to pidge#and also to the nobody told the horse discord#for helping me decide stuff :]#the notes section gets longer and longer each time…#race and spot are probably gonna be less clean wbwbw#they come next#after a break maybe#we’ll see :]#anyways here’s jack its 3am I’m gonna go sleep :’)#con doodles
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shi.n's amnesia later route is such an out of character experience bc wdym someone this cute shows me all the love they have for me and i dont healthily communicate with him that im feeling overwhelmed by it.
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#GONNA BE HONEST. EVERY OTO.ME PLAYTHROUGH I DO IS OOC FOR ME - i refuse to change the name of the mc unless they make me and even then i#didnt give the heroine my name im sorry heroine ... mainly bc im also playing from a rpers perspective FHDJKADHSJK#but this route is a sharp edged sword. i dont know if i can ever finish it ( i mean i can bc things get resolved and they DO communicate! )#and it goes onto one of the most respected endings ive seen for a chara: having the good ending as him moving away to another place but you#guys staying together long distance bc thats rep! we need!#its just the fact that even min.e and saw.a explain that what is happening isnt fair on him and the convo ends with avoidance ...#that is NOT my heroine sweetie what did they do to you#much love for heroine and everything she stands for but this CANNOT! be me sorry#shin would literally be like perf for the waiter position but he hates everyone but his two childhood friends im sorry you're never catchin#him acting like this unless you're them#hes just young and very forward. very blunt too if he wants a kiss he will inform and then take ... hes tryinggggg ....#anyway good morn i was looking at these at 3am for icons and then promptly fell asleep#time to write one last draft and then queue all i have - ill have 5 drafts left over in total :')#between my two blogs which is! amazing! but i will be focusing on inboxes after ive edited them all#omw to do the amnesi.a call this week. and plotting messages#we're going far kiddssss
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anyway the thing that brings jake back to the surface in this au is rich. everything else might be vaguely familiar like automatically having a go to order for places jason hasn't been to, already knowing his way around this town in jersey even though jason hasn't been there, christine's face is so familiar but surely that's just because he's seen her in other things
but rich?
seeing rich unlocks something
#lohst.txt#squip horror au#richjake#they're basically soulmates#they're just so linked to each other#rich is someone who is so so so important to jake of course that's what it takes to break the hold the squip has over him#while the squip has the capacity to suppress jake and create an entire new persona in his body#this is still unregulated technology and is in no way going to be perfect#computers cannot perfectly replicate the human mind#does that go against my concept of jason genuinely believing his exists and has genuine emotions and such#maybe. but im willing to bend it slightly#also its after 3am and a lot of the things i write at this time are mostly rambles and don't always make a lot of sense#so. we'll figure this out eventually#the main point of this post is richjake#and i should sleep
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..and her hand emerged from the grave, and it reached oit to grab The Stylus.. ..and thus she began to create..
..she was dead.. it's been two months since she was last seen in the World Wide Web...
..and all this time.. she was thinking about life.. ..and one thought was occupying her mind ever since...
..and this thought was "lane with wings teehee"
#solomon lane#mission impossible#does tumblr still ban nipples?#they arent really graphic so anyways#is it body horror? i hope its alright cause its not very graphic as well#i swear all my thoughts about lane are either “lane with epic wings” or “lane with flowers” no in between#this turned out more biblical then originally intended but i guess it works#dont try to find sense in this i sketched it at like 3am and finished it while listening to psycho killer and rap god on repeat#also hes split in half because i needed to put some kind of censorship on his lower body and i couldnt decide on the clothes#you get what you get i guess#anyways it was fun to plug in my tablet after such a long time#bye im on my way to disappear for another ten months
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#it's a strange thing to work in a store that never sleeps. like living in an organism. like forcing its blood to flow#youre there an not. mostly out of sight and out of mind. blinking into existence when something is needed#or at least thats how it is when you work on the back end. and its an oddly gendered workplace when i go in#before the sun is up. before the doors are unlocked. men and boys unload the trucks and sort the packages. women sort the clothing packages#so they do that on purpose? do applicates sort themselves? why do only women work in style?#i dunno. it feels like my 1st real job. its very strange bc there are alloted times and clocking in and out and forced breaks. ive never had#that. ive only had: every moment that youre not working is a waste of time. i worked 10 hour days 6 days a week while getting paid part time#so it's weird. its nice to feel useful. its nice to have my time filled with things to do. but its also like going to school k-12 bc its#like: oh god i gotta get up at 3am so i can go to work. so i dunno. we'll see how i feel after a full week. its also sorta physically#exhausting and maybe i should have said 32hrs instead of 40 so i can actually work on some stuff this summer but i guess we'll see#right now getting a government job sounds better than going back to school but i dunno. i dunno#ill have to start applying in earnest. ay ay ay. what a mess#unrelated
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@mothjinxed hehehehehe
she got 1 in his size :-) just in case
#caustuit#long sleeves ofc. specially for him#also. i must confess. the fact that he even goes to another persons place of residence for comfort after a long day#...................................<3#its like when your feral rescue suddenly curls up on your lap at 3am purring like crazy#for just a little bit its like. <3#agh#ART IN THE 1ST ONE BY KITTLEKAT ON TWITTER BTW!!
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so i went on a date today.
#it went really well#we met up at 4pm for like walk and coffee and then maybe pints after#tell me how its now 3am and i am just now getting into bed#fully yapping for hours w that guy#and we kissed and i was a bit like oh hes nice but idk if im like sexually attracted to him but after that smooch yeah okay#i can get down with this#but now im kinda spiraling bc i didnt bring up being aro and idk when you bring that up#and im like gaslighting myself again that maybe im not aro bc today was so fun but like#watch me date this guy for like three months then the aro signs will be strong w me#its just like hyperfixation excitement but idk#or is that the gaslighting and i acc do feel romantic towards him#god i wish my brain made sense to me sometimes#oh also this was my first first date since jan 2023 so like its been a minute for me#anyways maybe i should stop panicking and just like enjoy it as it goes#bc just bc first date went well doesnt mean its gonna become a thing thing for sure right? so no need to worry rn#i liked holding his hand tho and him kissing me on the cheek and usually i dont like that#but also i was three drinks in so maybe it was alcohol courage idk??? aaaaaaaaaaaaaa#being aro is so confusing#aromantic
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Want so badly to share my thoughts on TC and how life is strange fans LOVE to hate every LIS game to come out after the first because they can’t let Arcadia Bay go and they miss out on BEAUTIFUL storytelling because of their stubbornness and refusal to grow with the media they claim to love but I CANT because I will be ripped to shreds and have a pipe bomb in my mailbox by noon.
#people who glaze the original LIS and hate anything new to come from it gives me toxic g1 monster high fan vibes ngl#anyways I’d also like to say I think the whole ‘it doesn’t feel like a LIS game’ is both right and wrong#like of course it’s not going to feel like the first two#as Max and Daniel have physical powers that you see and get to choose when to use them#but Alex has a more mental power where she literally has no choice but to use her powers as they intrude on her everyday life 24/7#like we got such an interesting perspective on the powers that exist in this universe and how non physical power affects its host#it doesn’t feel exactly like the other two because it ISNT and that is so fucking refreshing in my opinion#and I love it because while it doesn’t feel the same it absolutely plays the same#this is rambly and I do apologize for that#this was after my 3am mash so my brain is fried#the way LIS gets better with every game and evolves with each installment is just#mwah#chefs kiss I love it#true colors#life is strange true colors#alex chen
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obsessed with my non-rgg friend trying to bribe me into playing imessage 8ball with kiryu boob
#snap chats#she follows this blog but never uses tumblr HAHA#ALSO DISCLAIMER I SENT MY MESSAGE THE EXACT SECOND SHE SENT KIRYULAKEJLKA#ps she doesnt know anything about rgg. aside from osmosis but we get the point#genuinely love my non rgg friends who do send me rgg stuff when they can tho#VERY heart warming... like thank you champs..... im glad im in yalls hearts...#however aint no amount of doki doki kiryu gifs is gonna get me on imessage 8ball#i dont PLAY LIKE THAT. also i never get notifs when its my turn soooo#oh yeah. btw. i havent drawn shit#too busy thinking about Pure and staring at the fire i lit. after my other candle burned out of course#might just give up on it for the night and watch kyouen for the rest of the night <- absolutley will not and will stare at a blank canvas#boooo my moms home tomorrow so that means i have to leave the house at like. 3AM. cause she ALSO gets up really early#laaame. ok bye
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i am suddenly grateful that all steps don't have to hear the Bee Movie Script style Thoughts(tm) that Ortega is having when they're in Deep Thinking Mode(tm)-
however i bet chargestep!step would enjoy their ramblings- i knew anita would, they just like her thoughts and her voice, but anywaY-
#fhr#chargestep#sorry this just prompted me to think about it after seeing autumnfangirlers post iM SORRY KSHGHJSHDJG#myramblings#im too lazy to use my other one so new tag!!!#its 3am and im just GRABBING ORTEGA WITH AFFECTIONATE AND JUST SQUEAK THEM LIKE A SQUEEZE TOY#but also put jules kissing neets-
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