#its a mess but its My Mess
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Trying to dissect your attraction and why you choose to identify and use certain terms and labels that are inherently really complex (and often seen as completely contracting) is truly something else lmao
It's also a really beautiful work through imo. It's like learning things about yourself in a deeper way, especially when it comes to an identity that's always and sometimes rapidly even changing for someone and completely static and non-moving after finding a certain label to some. It's a lifelong thing after all.
#. lgbtq+ directory#its a mess but its my mess#if someones interested in hearing about my attraction labels and why i identify with them ask away ill answer. :3#mspec mspec#mspec straight#mspec mono#lesbian#lesbiflux#mspec lesbian#mspec gay#gaybian#bi#biromantic#abroromantic#abro#omniromantic#omnisexual#omni#lesgay#lesboy#abrosexual#bisexual#lgbtq+
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here's my school's cats poster!
Oh this is so cool. a lot of the characters are actually caught quite accurately considering the fact that I'd say most of the makeup was probably done by the actors themselves.
okay heres my attempt to name the cats. considering the cast is like... 40 people i have to assume theres some oc's in there but also I'm going to pretend thats not an option and start naming them increasingly obscure swings
From left to right hese are Grizabella, ???, Victoria, Old Deuteromy. Considering these are the uhhhhhh plot relevant characters I assume ??? is Jemima
Misto and Tugger!!!
I thought this was Tantomile and Coricopat, but looking at the pose its actually likely Mungojerrie and Rumpleteaser.
this is deff the other set of twins. the colouring says rumple and jerry, the fact that we cant have two rumples and jerries says tanto and cori. I have no goddamn clue who the middle guy is. I'm going to say victor. because hes grey.
Oh hey its "victor" again. and Bustopher Jones. and other unidentifiable swings. I want to say the second from the right is The Rumpus Cat, mostly because the costume has a cool design, but I think YAE doesn't have his song. And the final guy is *spins wheel* Tumblebrutus.
LIGHTNING ROUND. Alonzo. Skimbleshanks and Munkustrap. Macavity.
Oh hi Cassandra. How i can I tell its Cassie? 1. shes less fluffy than the others. 2. shes doing a really good impression of 1998 Cassie's "Do something really weird and look straight into the camera and try to pull it off as cool and fail miserably" act, which i consider a fundamental part of her character.
.... gus? the theatre cat? Wearing clothes means songcat, and i read these clothes as "English Teacher" but also i genuinely cant tell if this is a boy or a girl. if this is a girl ummmmmmmm this is Jennyanydots because griz and rumple are accounted for. and this is objectively the best makeup in the cast omg the lines are so neat.
this one vexes me personally. my first instinct upon seeing the makeup is Quaxo from Shiki productions. however it is unlikely that this American school production is drawing inspiration from japan. so then I think Jellylorum. and then we have the dress. on one hand i sorta think its just that this person arrived a bit late and didn't have time to change into their full costume. on the other hand it reminds me of Bombalurina or Demeter in some non-reps. considering the colouring of the makeup is far closer to deme than bomba I lean more heavily towards her.
For the funsies I'm saying this is Deme
shes grey. shes a cat. this ones Greycat.
we have now reached the end of Solid Ideas. so now i'm just going to speedrun all the "important characters" that i missed and assign them at semi random
Jennyanydots, Bombalurina, Jellylorum
and my favourite girl chorus cats: Electra and Etcetera. decisions made entirely off of ear colours.
wait i actually think "electra" is "jemima" from the very first picture. my favourite girl chorus cats: Jemima/Sillabub (because this is an American production and i a little bit forgot but i will not be changing to the Broadway names) and Etcetera.
#is mise an crann#asks#i had a lot of fun with this#Definitely Not Married#its a mess but its My Mess#also this took most of a day before i gave up and said 'thats a kitty alright'#long post#i wrote quite a but under the cut
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btw my locker as of rn hehe ^_^ im waiting for harmony to sell the wooden locker skins to me
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more ford and mabel bonding because i said so :)
bonus ford under the cut:
#gravity falls#stanford pines#mabel pines#sort of a sequel to my previous post. sort of. or a prequel? an inbetweenquel.#op art#comic#ford may be a bit ooc here i just wanted the joke of him doing garish makeup from other dimensions on mabel and her loving it#meanwhile its a mess#but somehow still somewhat looks good?#as for how ford knows how to apply makeup? uhhhh#he had to disguise himself somehow across dimensions...
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Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either
#sooooo fucked up being a teenage boy just messing around with friends one day#and the next weird monsters are after you#and suspicious guys youve never met before start telling you you shouldnt even exist#and even the gentle girl who seems to know SO much that you met#says you have to disappear#all for the sake of this one boy youve never heard of#who apparently everyone loves and wants back#even if it means essentially killing someone else(you)#and youre expected to just. follow along and sacrifice yourself for him#even though you are also a real perosn with real friends (or so you believe)#and at the end you do it#because youre tired and confused#and part of you feels like it should do it#that its the right thing to do#even though you still dont know anything bc no one will tell you#except for the girl but everyone always goes out of their way to stop her#anyway im rambling the kh2 prolouge is so fucked up when u think about it#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 2#kh#kh2#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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i love normal guys doomed by the narrative
#either that or hilariously dysfunctional or both#tf one#orion pax#d 16#megop#megatron#optimus prime#my art#saw one post pointing out in the trailer that a like5 frame shot of megatrons cannon that was snuck between their mahoushoujo type transfor#mations and like.messed up deeply messed up u see how goofy best friends orion and megsy are theyre just silly guys but in every telling of#their story they always end up enemies ok like in a meta multiverse hopping way think about it.like oh my god prewar tfp megop was already j#juicy and earthspark divorced-remarried megop is like.RGHFH tf one is going to destroy me bc this is what they had Before do u get me#before the war before they fell apart before friends became enemies and hands were stained before the beginning of the end im so so normal#like ok.this silly tight goofy buddy dynamic thats shown in tf one so far is.is what they had before. its what they could have kept if only#if only things turned out differently. but in every world optimus prime and megatron end up leading opposite sides of the bloodiest war ever#ok.its a universal fact and everyone who knows any transformers knows this BUT THE CHARACTERS DONT THEYRE POWERLESS TO PREVENT IT#ill clean up these tags in the morning but like im so.so normal about fictional robot guys#anyway i was intending to draw a background for this but i got lazy and also spent too long on the hands!!!!so whatever
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Finally drew Sage ☝️
#ITS BEEN A MONTH AND I FINALLY FINISHED#this is a damn mess man#sonic#my art#fanart#metal sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic au#amy rose#sage the ai#sage robotnik#eggman empire#organic metal sonic#sth#silver the hedgehog
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looking through old tf2 stuff again + felt like reuploading some of my favorite (mostly spy) art throughout the years
#seeing the water themed ones makes me want to draw more of those lol theyre always so fun.... i just like messing around wit lines and color#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#tf2 pyro#tf2 demoman#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#tf2 sniper#tf2 scout#tf2 soldier#tf2 engineer#miss pauling#tf2 miss pauling#spycrab#fanart#might put together a small artbook / zine of these as a sort of archive for myself / showing my art progress over time#i still have stuff back when i first started drawing digitally bc of tf2 (its rly bad)#bright colors#eye strain#- just in case
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thinking about the shitty sci-fi I watched growing up, because I was explaining it to the beloved last night, and I want to write a freaking crossover.
like why not, Dark Angel x Ruby crossover fic??? as if I didn't already have a zillion ideas for fics.
anyways here's my DAxRWBY thoughts:
Ruby is our Max, an escaped genetic experiment/weapon turned bike messenger in post apocalyptic Seattle.
Emerald is her roommate, they squat in an empty building. Ruby pays the rent with her meager earnings from Pony Express Bike Messenger service and also does some cat burglary on the side. Emerald probably helps, probably taught her the best tricks.
Em is better than Original Cindy in every way because she is not a caricature, and like, she has more like.... agency, I want to say? plus, I think it's better if Ruby has an ally from the start that knows what's up and like has a more active part in her life other than occasionally being the sassy black roommate who comes in to be like "gurrrrrl, this is out of my depth".
uhhh, lesssee, I keep going back and forth between making Weiss or Blake Logan/Eyes Only. honestly, I think Blake has more of a social justice background than Weiss, so ultimately Blake would be the brains of the operation and the one doing the legwork and Weiss would be the benefactor/funding the work and being the piercing Blue gaze. ultimately, it's a good team effort, and I can build some Monochrome chemistry into it, which is spicy and delicious!
Yang is probably the Zack character, big sibling vibes, much more hardened than Ruby because she feels responsible for the other kids that escaped and has been watching over and keeping track of every single one of them from the shadows. pppprrrrroobably not gonna do the whole ship thing that sort of happens in DA between Zack and Max because I'm not really feeling enabler vibes. Also I'd have her stick around once being revealed instead of driving off into the night. Team RWBY has got to bring the fight to Manticore or.. maybe I'll call them Remnant? hmm yes maybe, anyways they gotta bring the fight to them and free all the other genetic experiments and stuff!
I have no idea who I'd cast as the military people because I don't want it to be James, I don't want to make him a bad guy at all. maybe ozpin? I dunno I haven't thought that far ahead. I only just woke up with the idea after all.
Oh! Mercury would be Alec, that's for sure. Jaune would be Sketchy, Ren would be Herbal, Nora could be..... Kendra? I think that's pretty chill.
I was trying to think of who Cinder would be, and then I was like, she'd be that character in season two that started a mini cult surrounding her blood. yep. that one.
I dunno, they're ideas I had to write them down.
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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Yelena and Kate from Marvel Zombies come back to me
#look I did art!#its a mess but it is THEM#mine#art#marvel art#yelena belova#kate bishop#bishova#marvel#when will my marvel zombies news come home from the war#I need my giiiirlsssss
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"Shhh Link... I'm right here. We're home. It's okay... "
♥ Hurt & Comfort time ♥
Post-Totk Link is still plagued with nightmares of the Light Dragon, Gloom Hands, Phantom Ganon...Puppet Zelda...loneliness.
He wakes up at night screaming, hyperventilating, sobbing. But Zelda is there and she comforts him with love, kindness and patience! Like Link did for her Post-Botw.
It's gonna take time...but Link is gonna be fine ♥ Zelda too.
They are all gonna be fine and live happily ever after!!!
And Hateno domestic fluff resumes.
Gotta love when Zelda comforts her knight
#my art#zelink#legend of zelda#zelda fanart#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#loz fanart#zelda#botw#princess zelda#botw link#hurt/comfort#totk link#link needs a hug#hateno house#hateno village#he loves her so much#the power of love#Link is so freakin PTSD#Zelda has trauma too but without invaliding it#I think Link is waaaaay more of a mess than her#Link took care of Zelda Post-BoTW#Zelda takes care of Link post TotK#I have a crush on both of them#sheik fangirl#its her tunic now
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my interpretation of mrs. and mrs. cipher. yes you read that right. bill has only been mentioned as having a mom as of now so whos to say he doesn't have... Two Of Them?
[image description: a drawing of designs for two unshown gravity falls characters, scalene and euclid. scalene is a red triangular euclidean with a black bow tie, black boots, and a diagonal brick pattern. euclid is a blue triangular euclidean with black gloves, a top hat, and a light stripe pattern. both of them have their eyes located on the edges of their bodies. end id]
#rlly like the idea that bills eye being “messed up” is just bc its in the middle of him#its neat#anyways. wow what fun beings i hope nothing horrific occurs to them#doc talks#my art#my characters#gravity falls#book of bill#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#gravity falls spoilers#book of bill spoilers
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first dance
#honkai star rail#acheswan#acheron#black swan#my art#oopsie my posting schedule is a mess#penacony is so fruity im biting my fist#if u know u know#i want every character there... its over for me....
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Train ride
#crunchchute art#my art#sam and max#sam & max#unfinished but i dont have the energy to finish it so#its good as is#if you vaguely recognize the train interior youre a real one#i kinda messed it up tho in some parts but its ok. like the distance between certain things isnt correct#but its okayyyy#also the windows being different is correct ok not a mistake lol
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It's always "Relativity Falls" this. "Relativity Falls" that. Guess what??
#gravity falls#dipper looks goofy#so does stan#i messed his hair up#but its 12 30 am#haah#relativity falls#dipper pines#mabel pines#stanford pines#stanley pines#my art#gravity falls fanart#or#edit?#my stuff
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