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corpiote · 29 days ago

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I need to fully accept my self-indulgent needs to get back into writing again. I miss it

#at first there was no inspo now it basically the same scenario with different blorbos BUT THATS STILL SMTH #Y DO I CARE THAT ITS THE SAME THING #I READ THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER #my problem currently is “i cant write on this blog bc it's already its own identity therefore its embarrassing.-#id need to make a new blog and habe be a whole new identity online so no one who knows this blog will know that its me“#HOW DOES THAT MAKE SENSE?!#vent #im working through it #slowly #and then my first writings in this fandom will be a shit ton of cuddling #itll warm me up #bc im good at fluff #and then ill get back into angst bc its my favorite #text #may delete? if this gets too much traction i will but if not ill keep it up #unless i regret posting it #one thing abt me: i am a deleter. i delete things #i post and regret #i delete and regret #i prefer the former for some reason tho

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faaun · 5 months ago

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the way that diff languages sound r so fascinating they're all different and all so vivid

#russian is like the surface of a feather like it's light but not exactly “soft” but still very delicate #german is . cute ? i think it's adorable . it has a lot of momentum it makes u wanna talk fast and talk a lot #like it's squishy . sleek surface w a soft inside #thai is like song . it's like interprative dance or maybe a trust-fall . everything follows from the previous thing #it feels like a little fairy flying up and letting itself fall and flying up again and so on (for fun). its so beautiful but also playful #mandarin chinese is like . idk why but it gives me the same vibe the concept of Observation does . like to read and to see and absorb #and then to translate that into smth else . like . imagine a poet people watching or an artist preparing a canvas w practiced hands. thats #the vibe. soft and elegant and musical but like...in a way that feels lived-in. arabic feels wise ? like music or poetry u read #and feel nothing about then years later u stumble on and it applies to everything in ur life. that kind of vibe. like it knows more than u #and itll make sure ur heart and soul grows as big as its lexicon . polish is like snowflakes falling . it has the feeling of complexity and #elegance but it's also so so light and slippery and...maybe not elusive but the feeling of losing a dance partner in a waltz ? like fun and #light but also an underlying elegance and somberness still . turkish is like the feeling when u get a text from ur crush #and your heart tightens and you cant tell if it's really painful or really amazing . it feels like unrequited love . or a caress #or making out with someone when you know its the last time you'll see them. its beautiful in a yearning longing way #korean is like joking around w ur friends and you've stayed up until like almost 5 AM and youre so delirious that everything is funny #and ur speaking kind of lightly and openly and everything you say holds a lot of weight and doesnt matter at all. you laugh at everything #and youre practically talking in inside jokes and watching the sunrise together . one of them hits u on the shoulder lovingly. ur by a fire #yoruba feels like the metatheory of the matatheory . abstraction until it circles back to intuition or maybe #it feels like plotting the route of a comet or maybe like the soft warm whirr of statistics. trying to verbalise beauty somehow #when you know the best thing you can show it is by telling everyone just look!! look at the sky just look!#anyway yh i think i could do this for every language ever tbh

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quinn-pop · 1 year ago

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how does it feel to be half of yourself

#I got possessed and stayed up until 10am doodling this oopsies #it was supposed to be a warm down…after the other thing ive been working on…#but no #thank god i never finish sketches or you would never hear from me #anyway just playing with some of my thoughts on elfilin #pre-forgo dreams*#the gray text in the bottom left isn’t meta knight speaking idk if that was unclear #i mean you can believe it is I guess. im not committing to one answer #mainly because it breaks my heart imagining anyone being a little (and okay it could be unintentional) rude to elfy #maybe ill come back with more thoughts on this whole thing later idk #kirbyposting #elfilin #my art or something #meta knight #kirby #kirby and the forgotten land #hmm i thought about saving this for a bigger post but then itll never get posted so uhh here #tbh creature #autism creature

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wexhappyxfew · 7 months ago

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me, waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat - if judy becomes the turret ball gunner for rosie’s riveters does that mean she goes down with him???!!!???!!!??

UM SO THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE UMMMMMMM?!???!?

how did it not enter my brain that this was even a POSSIBILITY of what was to come i-

KATE, FRIEND, I’M-

i’m fine. i am. im fine (i just died on the inside reading this but something awakened in my brain at ALL the potential angst because HOLY SHIT I GOTTA START WORKING WITH THIS HEHEHEEEE) um so i’m totally fine about this (dying). totally valid reason to be up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat over because haha SAME.

THE POSSIBILITIES. what if i said seeing this in the morning gave me the ANGSTIEST IDEA HEHE 😭😭😭😭 though the thought HURTS and PAINS me, i am absolutely bowing down and thanking u for this SWEET TREAT. because. ahem. yes. yes yes yes. THIS IS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!

(and you are absolutely correct. she does go down with him too)

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orcelito · 3 months ago

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God, this is fucking crazy

So i only have 3 more classes to take, but it'll cost the same to take 3 classes as 4 classes. So I've been thinking about taking a 4th class just for the hell of it. Something fun and/or easy.

Out of curiosity, I looked up orchestras. I was in it in my first year, but I haven't consistently played since 2016. But I still dream about being in an orchestra again. I *miss it*. So I was like. Well, what if *that* was my 4th class next semester? What If?

I looked it up. This week is the last week they're doing auditions for it. There was only one more spot free after today. And that's *tomorrow evening*.

I haven't really played my violin much in YEARS. I'm so out of practice. But apparently they don't reject anyone outright. Auditions are just for placement. So worst case scenario, I get placed in an orchestra at a lower skill level than I was at my prime. It'd still be an orchestra.

It's crazy short notice, but I don't think I'd forgive myself if I passed it up. Bc I have just one more semester before I graduate. One last opportunity to be in a school orchestra. And if I didn't do this, I'd be left with that What If forever.

So. Crazy short notice, but I have a violin audition tomorrow!!! Hahahaha

#speculation nation #im literally shaking with nerves rn but i want this so so so badly #i remember. how to play. my arms are just so much stiffer than they used to be. and my nails. man im gonna have to trim my fucking nails #at least my left hand. kinda sucks bc i like the polish i have on rn but u cant have any long nail at all for violin.#i need to play two scales of my choosing. ascending and descending in three octaves.#recommended for violin is A C or E-flat major. of course i know A and C but i'd have to look up E-flat. never did much with flats in school #then again i have that One Two Three and a Half rhythm Down. thats how id often warm myself up.#start with the base G string and just do a scale up and down (one octave). go up to the next note. do it again.#again and again until i started running out of room on the E string. & if i was Real motivated maybe id start shifting to continue.#so all id need to do is find the E flat and id be good. it all follows the same pattern.#the harder challenge will be the solo or etude. 2-3 minutes in length. only *one day* to prepare.#i have NO IDEA what id even play. i'll look in my old sheet music to see if theres anything that might work #simple enough for me to relearn on such short notice. and interesting enough to be played solo #(since i was always in orchestras it's not always the best for solo playing. tho i was also first violin section a lot #which is Basically the same as playing solo lmaooo)#if i cant find anything i do have a few sheet music books i could look in. id hate to play smth too simple #but better simple and Right than trying to do something above my current skill level.#which IRKS ME bc once upon a time i was the 4th best violinist in my high school. out of nearly 2k students.#but thats what happens when u go years without consistent practice :p ur arm gets Stiff.#im. still nervous but also thinking about the music is making me EXCITED.#it's going to be a wild time prepping for this thing but itll be over in like 5 mins and i dont even have to worry about Passing #so long as i *do it* i should get into something. i just need to push myself. do it. get out there. *play your violin*#i already cried in a public bathroom for 10 mins today and im feeling emotional Again.#not quite crying emotional tho thankfully. just. i feel like i need to climb onto a rooftop and SCREAM!!!! but like in a good way.#so so so nervous but itll be so so so worth it. i could be in an orchestra again. finally. finally finally finally.#and i STILL NEED TO FINISH THIS ASSIGNMENT.....!!!! hfkahfks today has been. a DAY.#just. keeps going through my head. i could be in an orchestra again. i could be in an orchestra again. at least one more time.

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sanctfy · 6 months ago

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#+#i wanna bawl my eyes out ToT #just found out im going to be working at a different school this year #which is ultimately okay bc i know itll work out #kids warm up to me really fast + i get along with other ppl well #it's just like... im gonna miss my kids sooo much #+ my coworkers too #update three days later bc i saved this in drafts 😔:#i still want to cry about it sometimes but i have made peace with it #im really nervous but ik it will be okay + tbh it distances me from drama that played out last year #i’m really sad that i don’t get to tell my kids bye… they’re just babies (kindergarteners ) so i was excited to see how much they grew #+ ik they won’t really understand why i left. but they’re also so little they won’t remember much #it’s okay though! i poured so much love + care into them + ik they’ll remember being safe and adored #i think that’s the most important thing for little kids to experience and im glad they can carry that with them #i am nervous about being a new environment bc i’ve worked so hard to be flexible and adapt quickly to change #+ i do well with it #but honestly even though i cope well it terrifies me #ill be so glad once august is over and things have settled #but im excited too.. things will work out bc they always do ^^

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gidianthe · 1 year ago

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the culture of stretching piercings is NOT about the actual stretching. what its all about is going on reddit on r/stretchedcirclejerk and making fun of people who do unsafe stretching methods and then going to your own bathroom and doing things that are barely better and still unsafe

#me when my right ear goes red and warm right after going up a size: oh whatever itll calm down in like 15 minutes #me on reddit: LMAOOO IDIOT DIDNT WAIT 18 MONTHS BETWEEN .5 MM INCREASES?? DUMBASS

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yourlocalabstraction · 2 years ago

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I just listened to A Styrian Rhapsody for the first time and I CANT BELIEVE IVE BEEN SLEEPING ON THIS???? LIKE THE HARMONIES MAN. ITS SO BRAIN SCRATCHING. IM GROOVIN SO HARD. EEAOAOAOOAOOOOOOOOOO

#wilhelsjwjssja waltz is also good but i think itll take me more time to warm up to it #yes these are my first non-cccc cj songs #if yall have any more recommendations feel free to hand em over #man the 70s were an awful time to be a lesbian /ref #chonny jash #cj rambling

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nerdie-faerie · 9 months ago

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I've got two family events coming up during term time and I'm trying to decide if the trips are worth the cost by asking if my family is actually going to be attending them and my mum's response was 'I might be able to convince your dad if we know you're going :)' girl I'm not spending nearly £60 just to come down for the weekend only to then find out I'm going by myself

#+Extra #travel tag #one of my cousins has a babyshower coming up in may on a Sunday when i have class on Monday #i already know my mum isnt intending to go to that one and my aunt that lives in between me and them also isnt going so i cant go with them #its the most inconvenient of the two and i have to be home a week after so ive declined that one #but another cousin recently announced an engagement/housing warming party weekend at the end of april #and when my mum told me about it i asked if she was going so i knew whether or not to look into tickets #and she hit me with the 'might go if you do :)' girl im not risking £60 on a maybe especially cus getting there will be a nightmare #its not all the way down south with the rest of my family so its technically closer but if im travelling there i need to know #whether to come early and go all the way home so i can arrive with my family on the day or travel down the day of & get there a little late #in the day in the city where its happening and figure out how to get to the event by myself and sort out getting ready and everything #or like to not bother what so ever and theres no guarantee which day theyll go cus its both Saturday and/or Sunday #ideally id only go Saturday cus i got class first thing monday but i also dont wanna be there by myself #im not close with my cousins and my dad doesnt get along with my mums side of the family so its highly likely id be there by myself #which i absolutely do not want especially if im getting there late cus of relying on public transport #edit: itll cost between £50-£120 to travel o.o depending on how i travel #if i get the train the whole way cus its quicker and times are more convenient itll cost £120 for a return for a 3 hour trip #or i could spend £40ish to get there by train then £10 on an overnight coach back #which is cheaper than the £60ish it would cost to get coaches both ways and the travel times for coaches were ridiculous #but jesus christ 🤦‍♀️

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whoa-where-did-the-pancakes-go · 10 months ago

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Brought my sketchbook with me to guitar lessons even tho I'm probably not gonna draw anything. I need the pages to stop feeling foreign before I can comfortably work in it.

#filled up my first proper sketchbook 🔥🔥🔥#starting a new one and the texture of the pages is different #[insert cool original post tag]#if i carry it around enough itll start warming up to me. like a skittish dog #idk

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lovelybarnes · 2 years ago

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i want polls so badly just to see if you guys would rather i post college au fic or truth serum fic today

#me posting finally #truth serum fic has be doubtful #but i feel like i should post something else before college fic just to warm you guys up #or else itll not have a lot of interaction #and it took a year #so if it doesn't do well it might be my breaking point. not a great day today so far so

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jwooyoung · 1 hour ago

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saw a husky wandering around alone when I took koda for a walk earlier, went back out with the roomie to see if we could catch it, ended up having to leave to go to work so I texted my sister (who has two huskies) and IMMEDIATELY her bf was on the phone like. where is it. how far. send the address. so he's been there for like three hours trying to trap the dog so it's not out all night in the woods 😭

#it seems like someone might have dumped the dog cause its like right next to a dead end street and every time a car came up #it would run closer to see who it was #then run away once you get out of the car #i put some food and a big bowl of water and hes gonna leave it there so if he cant get it tonight at least itll have that #and thankfully its not too cold tonight #im gonna go back in the morning and see if i can at least get it to warm up to me a bit and maybe ill be able to get it #to get into my car cause it really seems interested in doing that but then it gets scared :(#if we do catch it and get it checked for a microchip and the owners did dump it.... 🤼‍♂️🤼‍♂️🤼‍♂️🤼‍♂️🤼‍♂️🤼‍♂️ killing them with my mind #its so pretty too poor baby :((((#j.txt

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two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat · 7 months ago

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Ah thank fuck its overcast

#it was kinda warm this morning which usually means its gonna be hot as fuck #so i left my car windows cracked a bit #cuz it was also sunny #but the clouds have moved in and saved me from being cooked alive in my car at lunch #and thankfully it has not been raining #trying to decide if i should roll up the windows just in case it does tho....#theres a 53% right now. and it wont be back over 50% til 4 and ill already be home by then.........#eh ill take my chances #if i happen to glance at the windows and it looks stormy ill run out and roll them up #but i think itll be fine as long as theres not like s torrential down pour #also just texted in to schedule time off for some appointments and my trip to Minnesota in august #hopefully jessica messages me back about it today lol #idk if i need to tell anyone HERE #they told me what to do if im sick but not if i need to schedule time off for anything #i need to check the document manpower gave me when i started cuz i have no idea who my supervisor is #is it Isabella? steph? somebody i havent actuallt met? idk #they dont seem to know when other people that started with or after me are going to be gone #and several of them are gone a lot

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arolesbianism · 9 months ago

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I've been chipping at a new oni save recently and I have to say I have gotten way less ambitious with my teleporter planet over my past few saves. In a lot of my earlier saves Id dive right in there, but nowadays I find myself ignoring the teleporter for a good while before dipping in to set up some basic utilities there before leaving again and continuing to stall lol

#rat rambles #oni posting #probably because Ive been busy coring out my starting planetoid in my more recent playthroughs #I do want to do some space travel and setting up several colonies but Im not quite sure how Im going to go about it #Ill probably need to use my teleporter planetoid to set up my rocketry program since it has an oil biome but idk #I could in theory go for a steam engine until I get a radbolt engine or a hydrogen engine set up #which honestly Im not sure which I wanna go for since I havent rly played around with either #radbolt would probably be easier to rush but hydrogen would be easier in the long term I think #its all abt the difference between getting a radbolt generation system set up safely vs getting supercoolant #now I usually tend to mostly just stick to petroleum engines but thats because I lack ambition #I could be using that petroleum for power instead #although currently my power situation is actually going pretty ok all things considered #now its a very ducktaped solution given that I am procrastinating on actually properly taming the hydrogen vent Im using for part of it #rn Im using a cool slush vent to produce coolant for the area and using that heat to warm it up enough to be filtered without freezing #but thats a very unstable solution so once I get access to better options Ill likely just fully block it off and call it good #as for my alternative power source Ive recently set up coal generators after getting my obligatory sage hatch farm set up #Im still working on automating it all but itll do it's job just fine for now #I also wanna tap into my cold brine vent soon both for potential extra coolant and for another water source #currently Im fine on water but I wanna get bristle berry farms set up soon so I just wanna be sure Ill have enough #honestly the thing Im saddest abt is that I dont have any natual gas vents #I usually like to get a gas range running quite early so the combination of no natural gas vents and no oil biome is quite saddening #like there are other ways but none that seem particularly worth it to me #anyways Im still sick and exhausted so Im gonna go to bed now #just wanted to make sure everyone knows Im alive

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caffeiiine · 10 months ago

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so sleepy rn dude aaaugh

#i fell asleep at like 9:30ish #and woke up at 1am #and couldnt sleep since #i am having fun #oh god i need to get into the pool next hour fuck #they should excuse me from personal fitness for ramadan as a treat #itll wak eme up for sure but still im so warm and cozy rn #sodaramblestoomuch

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justpollux · 1 year ago

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I've had meltdowns over heat before. but cold? this is a new one

#i cant type fast bc my fingers are slow #but gloves make me feel worse #pollux posts #one day itll warm up

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