#they should excuse me from personal fitness for ramadan as a treat

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so sleepy rn dude aaaugh

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Season 4 Episode 5: “Escalation”

Sam: My head

Hanna: How you sat in the deck chair with the champagne and said it was your baby

Kiki: Yes, and how Abdi was super jealous of the champagne and just threw it into the neighbours’ garden

Abdi: You’ve never looked at me the way you looked at that champagne

Sam: Amira if you’d been there I wouldn’t be so hungover now

Amira: Why?

Sam: You’re our mum

Kiki: Oh wow

Amira: What?

Kiki: Nadia, your friend, asked me if I want to come to her henna-evening

Sam: What’s a henna-evening?

Kiki: It’s like a bachelorette party 

Sam: Oh cool

Kiki: Yes, I’m so happy. Is it okay for you if I go there? You’re weirdly quiet, something’s going on. Is everything okay with Mohammed?

Amira: I let it be

Kiki: What do you mean?

Amira: We’re not meeting anymore

Kiki: Because of your parents and the alcohol or what?

Amira: No

Kiki: Amira I was so happy for you that you have someone

Amira: It’s fine, we just didn’t get along like you don’t get along sometimes

Kiki: Really?

Amira: Yes. It’s sad, but that’s the way it is. You wouldn’t start a new relationship right before you go abroad for a year either

Kiki: So you do like him

Amira: Just leave me alone, Jesus Christ

Sam: What about Stefan, by the way?

Hanna: Ugh, Stefan. For him this is totally long-term

Kiki: What do you mean?

Hanna: He wants to move in with me

Kiki: Really? 

Sam: Have you already looked for drapes and strollers?

Kiki: Hey, maybe he’s just scared because you and Jonas get along so well and needs a bit of safety

Sam: But Abdi’s the same way. Whenever I talk to other guys (didn’t get that part but something about him not liking it). He needs to decide whether he wants anything serious or this

Kiki: The question is why you don’t want to be with him and just want whatever you have

Abdi: Guys, I’m right next to you, you know that, right?

Sam: See?

Amira: Hey guys, do we want to play anything?

Kiki(?): What?

Amira: Volleyball, some people over there are playing. I also brought cards

Text from Mohammed: I don’t believe that you don’t want to see me. I want to talk to you

Amira: Or city-country-river (very popular game in Germany)

Hanna: Let’s just keep laying here

Amira: You? What are you doing here?

Mohammed: I wanted to see your brother

Amira: Why aren’t you going inside then?

Mohammed: Amira…

Amira: I don’t think this is the right place 

Mohammed: I wanted to talk to you. Because I’ve never experienced anything like this with another person. Really! I just can’t believe that you want to throw all of that away

Amira: But it doesn’t work that way

Mohammed: We can work it out somehow

Amira: How do you imagine that? Ramadan, for example. Will you just eat? Or what will you do when I pray?

Mohammed: We’ll find out then

Amira: But I have to know now

Mohammed: Oh come on. This between us is strong enough

Amira: That’s not enough for me

Mohammed: Not enough?

Amira: Maybe it just doesn’t fit between us

Mohammed: Okay, I’ll pray with you if you wantAmira: But then you’re only doing it for me

Mohammed: Yes

Amira: But it isn’t real then. You have to do it for yourself or for Allah

Mohammed: But how can we be together?

Amira: Okay, but apart from me, what if we have kids? How are they supposed to live? Should they come to the mosque with me to pray or should they stay home with you? What should they believe in?

Mohammed: That’s so far in the future, why do you think so much?

Amira: Why do you think so little?

Mohammed: Why can’t we just be now?

Amira: Because that will never work for me

Amira: Mohammed you know, religion is home for me. Maybe you can do without, but I can’t. It just isn’t meant to be. Forget it. I don’t want you! I don’t want you!

Mohammed: You don’t want me?

Amira: No!

Mohammed: Well, okay. It’s your decision

Amira: Can I play with you?

Girl: Who’s that?

Kiki: She belongs to us

Hanna (?): You can serve, Amira

Amira: Okay

Girl: Well then, let’s see what you can do. Dude! Why are you laughing so stupidly?

Amira: Sorry

Girl: That really hurt

Amira: Give me the ball, I’ll do it again

Girl: Apologize properly

Amira: Give me the ball

Girl: How are you even talking to me? I want you to apologize

Amira: I already apologized. It’s not my fault you’re being so dramatic, okay? Now give me the ball

Kiki: Just giver her the ball

Girl: Nobody asked you

Amira: Talk properly to her

Girl: I don’t want to play with someone who obviously didn’t learn how to treat other people

Sam: What?

Girl: Get lost!

Kiki: You get lost!

Girl: Isn’t it getting a little hot under that thing?

Amira: Hands off!

Kiki: Are you dumb or what? Keep some distance!

Girl: No wonder you’re going crazy

Sam: Excuse me? 

Kiki: Watch out how you’re talking

Girl: Honestly, if that stupid wog doesn’t know how to throw a ball…

Kiki: How are you talking?

Amira: Get lost!

Girl: She should go back to her shit hole country

Amira: What shit hole country?

Kiki: Just get lost!

Amira: Don’t touch her!

Sam: Don’t touch her!

Amira: You get lost!

Girl: Stupid wog

Kiki: What’s wrong with her?

Girl: Shut up!

Kiki: I’ve never experienced anything like that

Amira: Just leave it, okay?

Hanna: Amira what she said about you is not okay

Amira: Oh you have no idea! Stupid racist I’ve never experienced anything like that fucking hijab blah, in the end I’m always the one to blame because I wear a headscarf

Kiki: We just wanted to help you

Amira: I don’t want any help from you. What am I even doing here?

Kiki: Amira!

Kiki: What’s wrong with them?

Hanna: No idea

Kiki: What even was that?

Trainer: Mohammed, can you take over for me, please?

Trainer: Everything okay?

Amira: Yes, everything’s great!

Trainer: Is really everything okay? Don’t be so hard on yourself. You just had a bad day. You’ll get there

Amira: Come on, we’ve seen everything, can we please go now?

Kiki: No, I still want to get a henna tattoo done

Amira: But Kiki, I really have a bad headache

Kiki: You need to drink some water, you haven’t drunk anything today

Amira: I’m also not in the mood anymore

Safaa: Amira, Hi

Amira: Safaa!

Safaa: Long time no see. How are you?

Amira: Good, how are you?

Safaa: I’m fine

Amira: This is Kiki

Kiki: Hi

Amira: Safaa and I were the coolest in Quran class

Safaa: Definitely

Amira: Talk Arabic to her, I taught her some

Safaa (in Arabic): How are you?

Kiki (in Arabic): Good. I thank Allah

Safaa: Wow

Amira: See?

Kiki: But that’s all I know

Safaa: Hold on. Elva (? I could be wrong about that) hey, over here. Look, Amira is here

Elva: Hey, everything okay sister?

Amira: Yes, you?

Elva: Sure

Kiki: Hi, I’m Kiki

Safaa: I just wanted to tell them about Haneen (?). She was on the train and was spit at in the middle of the day and nobody did anything. You really don’t feel safe sometimes

Elva: My sister still can’t play basketball

Safaa: For real?

Kiki: Why, what happened?

Elva: At might on Herrmann street. Three against one

Kiki: Oh god. But yesterday there was someone like that at the lake. She told Amira to go back home. I was so shocked

Elva: Yes, welcome to our world. But you don’t understand that anyway. Don’t know that either, do you?

Safaa: Don’t think about it sister. We’re strong, we’re sticking together

Amira: It’s not even that bad

Elva: Not that bad? Did they brainwash you? Every day at the tram people look at me or talk to me stupidly. You can’t tell me that it’s not the same for you

Amira: Elva, just chill, okay. Most people are cool

Elva: Didn’t you listen to me? Or her? Don’t you care about what happens to my sister?

Nadia: Na ladies?

Everybody: Wow

Amira: The bride is here

Nadia: Everything okay with you?

Safaa: Let me tell you, Achmed will be impressed tomorrow. He’s gonna be a happy man/husband

Nadia: How was it at your wedding?

Safaa: Look, he wanted to, but I was way too tired. I fell asleep right away

Kiki: No way

Nadia: By the way, what’s going on with you and Mohammed?

Safaa: Wait, isn’t Mohammed the one that’s always chilling with Omar?

Amira: It’s nothing

Elva: That’s not true. Fatima said something like that

Amira: Yes, but there’s nothing between us. I had a look at him, but that was it

Safaa: You know he’s no Muslim, right?

Elva: You look at someone who’s no Muslim?

Amira: Jesus, I said there’s nothing between us. Are you even listening?

Elva: What are you talking about? Fatima saw you two making out at the park last week

Amira: What are YOU talking about? What is your problem?

Elva: I just want you to stop being such a hypocrite 

Amira: What?

Elva: Just admit it! You want to be an Alman. Just like that Kiki. You’re only hanging out with them now, aren’t you? You changed so much Amira

Amira: Excuse me?

Elva: And now you’re sleeping with that heathen. Cunt!

Kiki: Amira! Amira wait! Amira what’s going on with you?

Amira: Don’t touch me!

Kiki: What’s the matter?

Amira: Stop interfering with my life! What do you even want here? You have no idea what’s going on here. Elva was so right. You would never understand something like that. Just fuck off!