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anyway in light of booblr (i don't actually know what it's called on tumblr be nice to me please /lh) going crazy over That Theory (i know. im. yeah.) but here is a list of not so great and/or out of pocket things he's said/done/etc
#genloss#ranboo#spinspoon speaks#ugh i hate when he wildly mischaracterizes characters and/or media im really passionate about#but yeah i just wanted to make this available to people bc. yeah#it's why ive stopped watching him#also some just sorta personal grievances - like - he just comes off as someone with a huge ego -#maybe thats just me but. idk#plus i really dont like how convincingly he presents everything#like#he'll make a theory of the wildest thing ever and you'll be sitting there nodding and smiling until you start thinking about all the things#he left out or just looking at it from a different angle#maybe it's just me being easily swayed by someone speaking like they Know what they're talking about (?) but it partially scares me how#easily i used to believe everything he said#mainly bc it's similar to a. past situation#anyway#matpat neg
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one of my favourite aspects of supernatural that you very rarely see in paranormal shows is that sam and dean are already versed in the world they live in. there’s no sudden discovery of ghosts and demons and now they have to learn about them along with the audience; they are born into it and already know all about it. it allows the audience to follow their personal story instead of also trying to figure out this new world and its rules
the first season is full of knowledge we never see them learn; “w*ndigoes are in the minnesota woods or- or northern michigan. i’ve never even heard of one this far west.” […] “great. well then this [his gun] is useless.” (1x02), “you don’t break a curse. you get the hell out of its way.” (1x08), d: “it’s a god. a pagan god, anyway.” […] “the annual cycle of its killings? and the fact that the victims are always a man and a woman. like some kind of fertility right.” […] s: “the last meal. given to sacrificial victims. d: “yeah, i’m thinking a ritual sacrifice to appease some pagan god.” (1x11)
almost every episode in the first season is a monster they’ve faced before that they then explain to the audience in a way that should feel patronising; like it’s the same speech given over and over again but instead, the audience almost feels included in the knowledge. it’s stated with such an innate confidence and comfort in said knowledge that it feels like we already knew it too; “spirits and demons don't have to unlock doors. if they want inside, they just go through the walls.” […] “the claws, the speed that it moves; could be a skinwalker, maybe a black dog.” (1x02), “it's biblical numerology. you know noah's ark, it rained for forty days. the number means death.” (1x04), “no no no, not the reaper, a reaper. there's reaper lore in pretty much every culture on earth, it goes by 100 different names.” […] “you said it yourself that the clock stopped, right? reapers stop time. and you can only see 'em when they're coming at you which is why i could see it and you couldn't.” (1x12)
they already know and, at least in the first season, already have what they need to kill whatever they’re hunting; already know to salt and burn bones for spirits, fire for a w*ndigo, exorcisms for demons, a silver bullet to the heart for shapeshifters. there’s only three times in the entire first season that they run into something new to them; 1x14 when sam gets his first vision that leads him to another psychic, 1x16 when dean calls caleb for help on the sigil he put together and he tells him about daevas, and 1x20 when they find out vampires are real- and they only don’t know that bc john thought they were hunted to extinction and not worth mentioning
(there’s also technically two half instances if you count one of them knowing something the other doesn’t - sam figuring out the tulpa in 1x17 and dean already knowing about the shtriga in 1x18 - but those still rely on sam and dean having prior knowledge)
even when they’re uncertain about facing something, it’s not bc they don’t know what it is; it’s precisely bc they know what it is and acknowledge that it’ll be a difficult hunt (“i don't know, man. this isn't our normal gig. i mean, demons, they don't want anything, just death and destruction for its own sake. this is big. and i wish dad was here.” 1x04)
so much of the tension in paranormal shows typically comes from the main character(s) not knowing what is happening to them/the people around them and having to find out how to resolve it. supernatural is unique in that it operates more like a police procedural. the tension comes from solving the clues and identifying patterns to figure out who (what) the killer is and intercepting before they can take another victim
it’s such a different tone to go for when compared to other shows that came both before, during, and after its run. it sets sam and dean on even footing with each other since they both have the same knowledge going in, and it puts them in a place of authority usually reserved for an outside character
the shows i compare spn to most is charmed, buffy and teen wolf; every main character in those shows are brought into the paranormal world knowing nothing, putting them on the same level as the audience, and they have their mc interact with others already knowledgeable about that world in order to overcome their problem/monster of the week. the audience organically learns about this new world as the characters learn about it. it’s a sound writing strategy that prevents “as we already know”-style exposition but something that complicates it is if your world building isn’t unique or intriguing enough, this slow introduction can become boring
we’ve seen shows like these before; sitting through the same tropes of characters learning to use their powers, struggling with no longer feeling normal/relating to the regular world around them, and not knowing how much they can trust the people already involved in this new world gets repetitive. all three shows eventually reach the same level of comfort with their new world that spn starts with but if the characters aren’t enough to draw you in, you can end up dropping it before they reach that point (and often, before the overarching plot can really kick in and evolve the show beyond the villain of the week format)
it’s the superhero origin movie in tv format; dragged out and overplayed. dropping the audience into an established world of course comes with its own problems but you also have the benefit of pre-existing established character dynamics that let the audience slot in like they’ve always been there instead of just getting to know all the characters while the characters also get to know each other
sam and dean already knowing about the supernatural lets the audience immediately get to the core of the story; the conflict between sam and dean, the search for their father, and the mystery of what killed their mother
#i could go on forever theres literally so many examples#dean figuring the ‘two dark doubles’ is a shapeshifter sam figuring out the changing ghost is a tulpa#also peak how many of these examples come from dean despite them pushing so hard for sam to be the one knowing hunting theory#this format is why i cant stand watching the first season of charmed despite loving it so much#i just cant be bothered watching them have the same struggle ive seen a hundred times play out again#different genre but sons of anarchy does this well too; all the characters are already in the club life and already have inner conflict#spn having such a natural introduction makes me so glad they didnt go with the original plan of sam not knowing about hunting#that wouldve been Painful#watching spn so young has really shaped my view of media bc i legit cant stand things with a learning curve#give me an established world damnit#lord of the rings never stops to explain what a dwarf is! you just go with it! and it rules!#dean is just as theoretical and lore savvy as sam and id go as far to say he actually knows more#instead of trying to do this bullshit brains v brawn divide they shouldve done new tech vs analogue#sams laptop is famous and he also knows how to hack thing where the second dean doesnt know something he defaults to books#have dean be the one where if its written down he can find it almost like a proto bobby#they even kind of support that by him being the one to find the phoenix in s6 when they go through all their books#but this was 2005 and characters could only be so conplex and theyd already decided dean needed to be the hot one and sams the nerd one#side note how many of these metas am i going to write on this rewatch? tbd#side side note included all the quotes and episode numbers makes me feel so academic#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#meta#supernatural meta#spn#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#save post
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the way I was introduced to dc was teen titans in which nobody ever uses their secret identity ever. They never use their names, only their pseudonyms and that has stuck with me for some reason. Idek if they know what Robin looks like. Robin is Robin, Starfire is Starfire. Stop calling him dick grayson stop deadnaming him
#ive been watchingggg oh god ive been watching non stop im on s2#now#love them so much I wanted to read fanfiction#i was slapped in the face with their civilian names#stooppp thaaattt he's robin :(#i kind of have my own hcs on why the teen titan tower isn't really a safe place for ppls secret identities#don't ask idk anything about dc if anyone knows ANYTHING about anything they will get mad at me#i only know basic stuff ok? I've never read the comics or anything I only watched s1 of yj#and the one batman cartoon#but idk i adore the idea of a hero completely abandoning their original identity snd just taking#their hero name as their name and just being someone else you know#robin is robin to meeee#but i do think there should be a scene where his masks falls off in front of like. star or something and she just fucking#covers his face with her hand before she sees him#i like that#teen titans#robin
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White ppl who aren't even Italian acting like it's so horrendous to make pasta or pizza a lil differently need to kind of just shut up forever
#THEYRE NOT EVEN ITALIAN!!!#watching a cooking video and godddddd this guy is irking me#oh boohoo someone made pasta in one pot get over it my god.#thing is ive watched this guys other videos and he has cooked a lot of dishes “untraditionally” or whatever. so like#why do you draw the line at pasta#this guy in general irks me hes so pretentious about food#god forbid some ppl are busy and cant spend 7 hours on one meal#like if you wanna make high class food that takes ages and expensive material be my guest you do you#but the way he words it its like#LOOK AT THIS DISGUSTING AFFORDABLE FOOD??! WHY WOULD ANYONE EAT THIS!!? LMAO YOU SHOULD ALL BE LIKE ME AND SPEND $700000 ON WAGYU STEAK#i used to really enjoy his content and then i stopped watching him#came back to look for a pasta tecipe and my god. he vexes me
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im scared i dont like thisi really dont please shut up
#he scares me sm bc he was a really big comfort character and i never ever want to support him again but im scared i will he scares me#hes evil but hes so sick why couldnt he just admit it#id support him if he admitted being a terrible person and really fully apologized to shubble and if he went through extensive counseling#even then itd take me a coupke years#i can't believe an avuser was the only person keepping me from killing myself in 2021 i would watch him with a blade in hand slicing up#my wrists and then stop because it was so parasocisl id imagine him coming to me and saying “hey please dont do that kiddo”#i hate him i hate thid please i hate him sm why did he have to do this i love shubblr so dearly but this man litterally kept me alive#and im not jjst saying that i genuinely mean it his music and videos kept me from commiting suicjde i cant do this shit i cant#omfg i wish hed delete all his socials i was so close to forgetting he ever even existed why did he come back im gonna relapse ive been#8 months clean i cant do this dhit why why why omfg please pleae stop please yii csnt i hate you i hate you i hate you i gate you#why is he so sick why does he get my empathy poijnts he doesnt deserrve ANYVENPATHY but hes so sick i cant do this im gonna throw up#summary: i dont support him i never will hes like a leach i hate him#.txt♥#im sorry i hate even daying this please dont get mad at me im not defending anything hes done i think hes a horrible man these r my feeling
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I love Hyun sm, he looks like an NPC half the time then he looks into the camera like 👁👁 I hope he never finds out he's real /lh
#i love his big clueless eyes and his RBF i wanna eat him#i love watching fan call videos of him cus hes so sweet wtf#there one where he was like why do you like me im so shy🥺🥺 and the fan was like because youre really cool and he was like omg thank you☺️#all of xlov they remind me of teenage girls but like in such a positive way#like all of them literally just look like they're having fun#and theyre such divas too#ill literally be watching a video (that ive probably watched 1000 times over) and theyll just do or say something and im like okay girl💅🏾✨#okay diva💅🏾✨#hes just a girl your honour#lord stop me from tag ranting this post was supposed to be about hyun and I started saying random shit#xlov#xlov hyun
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sick day today :-(
#usually pulling a sickie is kinda fun cuz i can like watch movies or play videogames all day but ive been feeling rl off#possibly have a uti lmao i went to a pharmacy and they gave me an antibiotic course and told me to see my gp if it gets worse#but idek if it is one i havent been having pain/burning on peeing. they said its not standard to do urine tests unless its suspected to be#complicated.. i just have like. pressure and difficulty fully emptying my bladder. they took my temp and i dont have a fever either#just really badly fatigued and struggling to think straight. maybe it is just overexertion from yesterday or like heat exhaustion#trying to stay rly hydrated and ill see how i feel after eating.. if i start taking antibiotics i have to finish the course entirely#but if i get sick from them ill have to miss my concert tomorrow :'(((#man. idk if its just anxiety from the haze of being ill and pained but i feel like the friend im going with doesnt wanna go w me anyway#i feel like hes either having a bad time of his own and not talking abt it. or ive pissed him off somehow. smths just been off lately#im not in a state of mind to play guessing games ill just work myself into a tizzy but if i have done smth i wish i knew so i could fix it#and if its his own shit going on i wish i knew as his friend like even if i cant solve it i want him to feel like he can talk to me abt it#ik hes a private guy and me too but sometimes u gotta share some of ur worldly burdens w ppl in ur life or what's the point#we dont rly get much time to properly talk cuz we're usually at work or if we call my flatmate can hear everything i say cuz thin walls#or lets be real when we call im often in a lot of pain and a bit high to cope with it so not especially conversational lmfao.#maybe thats why hes annoyed. idfk. well itd be nice to get to talk to him tmr but seems like he doesnt even wanna take the same train#and wont be much talking at the gig...maybe im being childish and stupid for wanting to spend more time with him when we already do hang#out a fair amt. i think hes less social than i am maybe. but i miss him snd i miss when our schedules were more aligned so we got to hang#more and i miss feeling like i was getting to know him and understand him better but now the walls are back up and im hitting a ceiling#im not gonna have a tantrum over it like if he wants space ill respect that. ik he was annoyed at another friend before for having kinda#unreasonal social demands of him.. i dont wanna be that person i just like him a lot and like being around him is that a crime#okay so i am being anxious but its mainly just the pain. ugh. whenever i catch feelings for ppl i get so worried im not being#respectful enough of their boundaries bc ppl have accused me of being predatory or even just needy before and it fucking stings#and its not fair to involve him in all that when he didnt even do anything im just projecting i doubt im even in the ballpark of his type#i dont knoooow i dont know anything at all. im gonna stop ruminating and drink more water and open up steam so i can have somr fun#.diaries#at least my roast chicken came out real good..letting it rest b4 i carve it up :-)
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suspension of disbelief can only do so much sometimes lol
#watching the wolverine and laughing my ass off#like i am genuinely gasping for air oh god#LIKE I GET IT I REALLY DO BUT#i cant stop pausing and cackling please send help#yeah i get why so many people say the movie is bad#its funny for me at the very least so lemme finish it and i'll get back here to the tags#ICAAANT#well at least i can say now that ive watched the wolverine fight ninjas#WHAT#btw sorry but its pissing me off how they keep dangling women without developing their personalities in front of logan as if this-#motherfucjer would give an actual fuck HE WOULD NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH NONE OF THESE WOMEN IN DAYS#wait is it my aromantic ass not getting it....#I CANT TELL APART WHAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE MOVIE ROMANCE LOGIC FROM ACTUAL REAL LIFE ROMANCE HELP ME BAHSHAHSH#i think i accidentally made logan aroallo in my head... apologies.....#WHAT IS THAT THAAANNGGG#yukio ure theonly one that can save this mess cmon girl#WHY ARE THEY DECLAWING HIM KITTY NOOOOOO#what#I CANT BREATHE THIS SHIT IS HILARIOUS OH GOD#okay damn well#yuck yuck yuck <- it keeps seeing logan kissing underdeveloped women with no personality that they clearly put there for the malegaze#anyways that was a silly movie it was alright#dont care too much mostly bcs i was already told it gets retconned in the next movie so#vanya strawberry flavored
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So which of these bitches die and why do I think it's Ronon
#(i know exactly WHY i believe its ronon)#liv watches atlantis#stargate atlantis#final episode of the show!#if its actually rodney that dies im going to laugh in shock cause i went into this thing expecting him to die and somewhere along the way#ive stopped expecting and wanting him to die
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i need eddie to get another guy friend in season 8, and buck loses his shit about it (again), so he breaks up with t because he's convinced that the weird feeling he gets when he sees them together is because he is Really attracted to the new guy.
#like things with t are fine cuz he likes exploring this new side of himself even if t doesnt always match his energy but whatever its fun#and maybe at work chim is the one who brings up eddies new friend and he is immediately just. what new friend?#chim laughs and says. tbf last time eddie got a new friend you attacked him so you could date his friend. hes probably keeping it to himsel#and bucks like. dude what. that was. yeah it was shitty of me but it was a one time thing. i wont do it again...#and when eddie shows up for shift buck immediately asks about his new friend and eddie tells him about the guy without hesitation#after shift tho buck is like. why didnt you tell me about him? after t i get why you dont want to but im just. you dont have to worry man.#buck. i know. im not worried. anyway he and i are gonna head to a bar to catch the game. you want to come with? you can bring t if hes free#oh. thats. thatd be okay? i dont want to idk ruin the vibe by bringing a date#nah man. itll be fine#and so he and t go to the bar and eddies already inside with the new friend and its Fine. its Great actually because t gets along with eddi#and the new guy and the new guy makes eddie laugh and doesnt miss a beat and knows more about the teams record this season than buck and#buck is doing Fine. this guys smile is big and his eyes are bright and when he laughs he sorta leans into eddies space alittle and its Fine#the night ends and buck and t go back to his apartment and buck cant stop thinking about that guys hand when it clapped down on eddies#shoulder or the look on his face as he teased eddie about the beer he drinks (cuz its kinda bad but only buck can say that) and buck Cant.#he wants that guy. he wants his hands and grin and teasing voice all to himself and not on eddie.#so he breaks up with t and ts confused af cuz i thought things were going good?#yeah. i just. i want to explore my options yk now that ive uh figured out i like men.#and its a clean break. not dramatic or messy. t tells him to call if he every changes his mind. buck wont.#bucks trying to not pry about eddies new friend and he doesnt grill eddie or anyone and just waits and listens to all the new info he gains#and eventually eddie invites him out to watch another game because whatever team they were watching made it to the playoffs#and when he gets there eddies like. no t tonight?#nah we. uh. we broke up.#eddie says sorry man that sucks. and the new guy is like. honestly he didnt even seem that into you which what an idiot. youre great.#and its good because the new guy splits his attention between the two of them now. eddie isnt the only one getting hands and grins and eyes#and the third time theyre at the bar the guy follows him to bathroom and kisses him hard against the door before pulling back with a#panicked sorry and leaving and when buck finds eddie after hes like. what happened? new guy ran out of here without even saying goodbye#he kissed me in the bathroom. i think uh. i think he was kinda freaking out about it and thats why he left.#and eddie just blinks at him before being like. buck. buck you said you werent going to do this again.#i didnt mean to! and buck means it. he just saw the way that guy made eddie laugh and put his hands on eddie and had eddies attention and#oh.
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Idk why i'm getting into so many long form pieces of media. First of all i am reading superhero comics (from the beginning, most of the time). I've gone through the new teen titans and superboy, and now am trying to get through like 80 issues of batman (late in dicks robin run through jasons death) so i can read tims robin run. So i can read huntress then the outsiders then teen titans 03 then a billion other team-ups. And also steph/cass as batgirl and babs as oracle. And dick grayson nightwing. (And probably a lot more that i am forgetting right now) and i am reading the 80s wonder woman run. I'm also considering getting into Green Lantern and/or the Flash. Also i want to know so much more about Kara supergirl ever since i read Woman Of Tomorrow (i love and adore her). Then with marvel i want to get into spiderman/fantastic 4/daredevil, plus possibly the xmen. I have been reading comics so much this past year and have so much to read before i even get close to my goals of being knowledgeable.
Then i went "yeah, i will start one piece"
#idk why im doing this to myself#i will have so much knowledge at the end of this#i keep on going 'i should find a superhero themed trivia night'#even though i probably wouldnt know a ton bc it would be something super obscure ive never heard of#im trying so hard to get to jasons death though#i have like 25 issues. it is just a lot for something i am not super invested in#(i like him fine. it is just pre-retconned backstory and not my favorite)#and i would rather be reading tims robin run but i cannot read two gotham comics at the same time or my brain will explode#but in other news one piece is good#theyre early in the grand line exploration and are trying to save the princess#i think they are so fun and silly#i love the commitment to theme that the characters have#the different pirate crews kinda remind me of gotham rogues#everyone just chooses a theme and sticks with it#buggy the clown. kuro and his black cat pirates. the merman arlong. etc#super fun theming#anyways i still have over a thousand episodes to watch. than hopefully will catch up in the manga#if the plan works out and i dont get super bored and stop watching it at some point#i will not force myself to get through the whole thing if i am not enjoying it#that is reserved for my need to complete comics (to a certain extent)
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it's still sooo funny to me how the party is fighting for their lives in the astral prism and shadowheart is just having her magical girl transformation somewhere out there. lynn jaheira wyll and gale having a few breakdowns while shadowheart is dying her hair for emo reasons. astarion probably helping her
#playing bg3#lynn is half illithid now guys yeahhh 👍#i wanted to try this path but my tool bar is literally dead. so many actions and spells and stuff#and illithid powers etc#but it will be fun. lynn is literally doing Such a bad job at trying to be a hero my poor babygirl...#so many things wrong with them... yet they keep trying to be good#this is why the wyllmance works#although the 'well met' greeting is absolutely killing me. can you guys hurry up w the patch for this particular reason pls#also due to meta reasons i gave up on the necromancer multiclass yesterday. it became unmanageable for my ass#my tool bar is already dead pleaseeee#i will always have the thay book that's what matters... im sorry wwx#also really not at all struggling w tactician lately so. not going crazy w the multiclassing for now#didnt even do the gloom stalker rogue thing this time (although it's been some time i have him in my party 😔😔😔)#(which is absolutely unbelievable but ive playing so scarcely and slowly lmfao#i had a moment in mind where i would switch my party but i still couldnt make it to that point ;;;;;#bc im progressing saurrrrr slowly :< i miss him dearly i watch his videos every day#which is embarrassing but it's the truth. can't live w/o that bitch at this point in my life)#also realizing if i wanna squeeze 1 more playthrough this summer i gotta hurry the fuck up#and stop playing this scarcely/slowly lol#but also realizing it's so Hard for me to play fast like i physically have to loot everything and read everything and do everything. ugh#anyway. we will see
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RGG ironic as hell for necking tsutsumi’s lips when modeling sawashiro once i think back on how ttm emotes a lot through his lips
#snap chats#‘snap what the fuck are you talking about’ im not insane listen to me#as a niche micro celebrity who makes mid comics 70% of the time i gotta pay attention to my subject material#IM JUST SAYING its just what ive picked up on when watching ttm stuff#like when he smiles or is angry his upper lip just kinda pisses off#bonus points for him when he’s mad his jaw skews a bit. i FEEL the tension i FEEL the stress there gg#but he also likes to pout semi-often- esp in his more comedic roles#he pouts his lips a lot#Evidently in his more serious roles he doesnt express nearly as much so its not as notable#..which is why rgg had to nerf em there woulda been too much time to look at em while theyre neutral 😩#im outside and yet i feel like i need to Go Outside im not ok i promise#anyway leave me alone this is just something ive thought about for a while#nakai doesnt really have any super notable acting quirks- well he does to me. but i guess thats a diff post idk#this the only one thats Valid to talk about. i think LMAO it cause i complain bout his lips every other week#ok im gonna continue my walk maybe then ill stop thinkijg about a mans lips for five minutes bye
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the funny thing about drawing robits at least for me is after i got the hang of it (pain in the ass) it actually becomes more fun than drawing regular humanoid anatomy because the geometry of it is just so much more… regular and intuitive like no Weird Muscle Curvature here! just orbs and cylinders
(anyway i recently remembered that theres a guy at my school who runs a printing station where you can print (among other stuff) stickers if you provide a design so guess whats my next wip)
#asto speaks#rwd#ive drawn so much rwd robits in the past few weeks its actually influenced my own oc design#like im no mech engineer (lol) and my original stuff is mostly fantasy but god i LOVE playing with inhuman characters#im one of those people where the way i avoid burnout is i just keep like 3 separate projects ongoing at any given time#so every time im sick of one i move on to another#also like re: the printer guy#im gonna need to check with him if this is like a shirt printing situation where the colour complexity increases the price but i doubt it#ive got a rough design sketched out and its a. starship b. a lot angstier than i initially envisioned while bored at work#as is my wont apparently for some reason#also probably because of my previous drawing i now just permanently associate ad astra per aspera with starship now#i would imagine the old CotPA wouldve probably used it as kinda their slogan#at least to some extent. i mean they named their ship after it#but moreso its just the. despite everything you still have to keep going but also ill be here watching over you of it all#see this is why i cant stop thinking sbout them. why are we here if not for the brainrot#fun fact my high school astronomy club is holding an event/reunion and the theme is ad astra. fuckin lost my mind when i found out
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How it started:
Both hot on the trail of some mysterious kidnappers, a new adventurer encounters a self proclaimed "naturalist" monitoring the local aether. They are ambushed by those who's plans they attempted to foil and the two have no choice but to take up arms against a rampaging goobbue. A comfortable sense of familiarity bubbled to the surface like sea foam on water's edge as they fought side by side. It's as if this had happened once before... but that couldn't be true. This is the first time the two have ever encountered each other. So then why did this feeling linger? Perhaps some turn of fate may prove itself the answer to this mystery. Until such time there were far more pressing matters to attend.
It was odd. She thought she'd be angrier when it was revealed her race for the elemental aethersand was all in good jest. Had she not been so consumed with the anxiety of letting her friend Cid down maybe she could have enjoyed the race a bit more. Yet when G'raha flashed her a playful smile upon his grand entrance any semblance of a grudge nesting in Arsay's gut was quickly replaced with a fluttering feeling. She didn't know why but she couldn't take her eyes off him and, strangely enough, it seemed as if he couldn't take his eyes off her either. His gaze always darting back towards her even as he addressed the group of expeditioners. When it came to scholarly-types there has always been a degree of hesitancy from Arsay to engage in conversation; but that clear display of adventurous spirit gave her some hope. Someone as keen on Allag history as him would surely appreciate seeing the summoner soulstone she possessed. It's been some time since she felt this excited to talk to someone.
A man unable to bare the full truth of his circumstances to others and a woman unwilling to be lied to nor led astray; needless to say, the two were at odds from the moment they met. The Exarch claimed he had only the best intentions- that he wished only to prevent catastrophe- but the way his tone shifted when speaking about her the warrior of light gave her pause. It did not take long for Y'shtola to strike out on her own. Until he could prove himself trustworthy, she would not be made a unknowing pawn. That he could not win over Y'shtola did not surprise the Exarch, Urianger warned him it was a fruitless effort; however, he was stunned to learn that his guiding star kept company with someone who possessed such a sharp tongue.
How it's going:
How could someone be so lucky? That's the question Arsay asks herself every nearly everyday. Nearly three moons have passed since they all privately exchanged vows of commitment to each other. It's not as if they really needed to, their love for one another was more than clear, but after a slip of the tongue it became inevitable outcome. As G'raha once said: "Promises are what keep them together.". So together they shall be, from now till forever.
Hey... hey anyone with wolships or other FFXIV ships (since I know not everyone's characters are WoL).
Show me your "How it started // How it's going" can be gpose, art, writing. I just want to know about your ffxiv ships. Can be OCxOC, OCxNPC, Polyships, multiships, or anything else I didn't account for.
#ffxiv#graharshtola#why yes I did make new gposes for this because i needed something to fill the grashtola section#and because ive only done one graharshtola gpose so far in dt dropped and i wanted to make another one#Graha is desperately doing everything to not look at yshtola since shes buttass naked on the floor and hes a gentleman#also anytime i watch the graha intro cutscene i just see arsay who is making goo goo eyes at him the whole time girl has it BAD instantly#meanwhile the thing she had with shtola was a much longer slower burn for both of them#it was far more focused on both of them needing to let down walls and be more authentic about themselves to someone else#graha and yshtola find a comfortable love for each other with arsay as the catalyst#but they have their own things to connect on as well#honestly the three of them are a perfect match im always saying this and ill never stop
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Oh man I don't really like the show that much (mostly for personal nerd nitpicky reasons) but oh man sometimes show fan are really fucking funny, so glad yall are here
#i get why a lot of peopls like it i just personally dont#my emotional attachment to the books is too much#that being said i do really like jacob anderson as louis. like i wouldnt change anything about him or his preformance#i have weird grief reasons#its mostly other things about the show that bug me#i didnt watch the whole thing. cause i. didnt like it that much#most of my problems are actually with lestat which is a shame cause im happy theres a real vamp freak playing him#im not gonna tag this ive got no interest beefing with show fans or anything. i get why they like the show i just dont#they make a lot of dope ass fanart#and its cool that more people are getting into both versions#and. its better than lestat the musical#im not gonna block the tag though. mostly cause it is still the title of my favorite book#i just have a really strong emotional connection to the books. specifically the first two#fuck it ill just say it my dad named me after lestats mother and so i grew up hearing about these vampires books#i read the first one and part of the 2nd before he died. and ive actually never read past that point. ive reread the first one a few times#louis being turned while so deep in grief that he cant live means something to me more than words can describe#that book brings me so much comfort. i fear that a piece of my soul may be in them#i understand why anne rice had to basically stop writing that character after a while. you cant stay in that state.#but theres a part of your soul that will always ache. a coldness that never escapes you
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