#idk why im doing this to myself
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Grindeldore Headcanon #10(more of a 9.5)
Albus actually never loved lemon cake or lemon candies that much. He liked the taste. They were fine. But he was never that obsessed over them as Gellert thought he was.
But he always got so happy when Gellert brought him some. Not because it was lemon candy, but because Gellert brought it. He felt like the candies tasted better when Gellert was the one that got it for him.
So in time, he had grown to like lemon sweets more. He loved how something sour can be yet so sweet. He also loved how Gellert always had some for him. Just because he thought Albus loved them so much.
After that summer, lemon candies never tasted that good. But Albus started to like them more. Because then, he realised what he loved about the candies.
They tasted like loving Gellert.
Sour, yet sweet.
And eating them was just like remembering all the things they did together that summer. All his memories with Gellert.
Sweet,
And yet sour.
#idk why im doing this to myself#again some painful thoughts#but it's grindeldore so of course it's painful#grindeldore#albus dumbledore#gellert grindelwald#fantastic beasts#jamie campbell bower#the secrets of dumbledore#albus x gellert#mads mikkelsen#gelbus#harry potter
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this is a thread of me watching the r.wrb movie. fair warning im going to hate it
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Fine, i'm about to read le bordel patriotique. Let's see if i can handle it, i'm supposed to be preparing a final project but curiosity strangled me, so here we are. Wish me luck buddies.
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Idk why i'm getting into so many long form pieces of media. First of all i am reading superhero comics (from the beginning, most of the time). I've gone through the new teen titans and superboy, and now am trying to get through like 80 issues of batman (late in dicks robin run through jasons death) so i can read tims robin run. So i can read huntress then the outsiders then teen titans 03 then a billion other team-ups. And also steph/cass as batgirl and babs as oracle. And dick grayson nightwing. (And probably a lot more that i am forgetting right now) and i am reading the 80s wonder woman run. I'm also considering getting into Green Lantern and/or the Flash. Also i want to know so much more about Kara supergirl ever since i read Woman Of Tomorrow (i love and adore her). Then with marvel i want to get into spiderman/fantastic 4/daredevil, plus possibly the xmen. I have been reading comics so much this past year and have so much to read before i even get close to my goals of being knowledgeable.
Then i went "yeah, i will start one piece"
#idk why im doing this to myself#i will have so much knowledge at the end of this#i keep on going 'i should find a superhero themed trivia night'#even though i probably wouldnt know a ton bc it would be something super obscure ive never heard of#im trying so hard to get to jasons death though#i have like 25 issues. it is just a lot for something i am not super invested in#(i like him fine. it is just pre-retconned backstory and not my favorite)#and i would rather be reading tims robin run but i cannot read two gotham comics at the same time or my brain will explode#but in other news one piece is good#theyre early in the grand line exploration and are trying to save the princess#i think they are so fun and silly#i love the commitment to theme that the characters have#the different pirate crews kinda remind me of gotham rogues#everyone just chooses a theme and sticks with it#buggy the clown. kuro and his black cat pirates. the merman arlong. etc#super fun theming#anyways i still have over a thousand episodes to watch. than hopefully will catch up in the manga#if the plan works out and i dont get super bored and stop watching it at some point#i will not force myself to get through the whole thing if i am not enjoying it#that is reserved for my need to complete comics (to a certain extent)
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HERES SOME MORE!!! the attacks i did on @silvermizuki , @strawberryitzi , and @golden-buddle !!! i know im super delayed in posting all these oop. BUT HERE THEY ARE! GET DUNKED ON I LOVE YALL
#artfight 2023#arfight#artfight attacks#mesa six#ryp#mari#silver sona#my art#other peoples ocs#LETS FUCKING GOOOO#do yall see how instead of winding down each fucking attack gets. more and more complicated#idk why im doing this to myself
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I have been without weed and sleeping pills all week. And my there's a busy freeway right outside my hotel room. It's so loud that even I, an LA resident, think it's a bit much
Surprisingly I have still been getting about 5-6 hours of sleep. Not super restful sleep, but it's sleep
#idk why im doing this to myself#to prove that im not an insomniac?#to prove that i dont need to smoke and drink and pill myself to sleep?#or maybe its because sleeping pills are so expensive
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bad news. my next stephen king hold came thru from the library
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Gonna start posting memes why not
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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uh-huh
#I NEEEEEED TO GET COMFORTABLE SHARING SILLY DOODLES AGAIN idk why i stopped#my art#firestar#fireheart#sandstorm#waca#wc art#warrior cats#warriors#in my brain im doing a backflip. u guys just have to trust me its really cool#half of this is me poking fun at myself LOL u guys know how it is
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thinking about the little push/pull you and satoru do during a make out session…
he has a hand on the back of your neck while you cup his cheek. it starts slow, but you always need more of him. you need to be closer, as far in his space as he’ll allow. you shift your weight into him, forcing him back, and he grins against your lips because he knows what you’re doing. he does the same, pushing forward until you push back. it quickly turns into desperation, like there’s something to be won, to be consumed.
the sounds get to you—heavy breaths, low hums of satisfaction, the softest hint of a whine when you pull back a bit. he lets out a protest, barely audible, before chasing you again, like he can’t stand the distance. when you tug at his hair, just a bit too hard, he groans, something that makes heat curl low in your stomach. and when you sigh into his mouth, melting against him, he swallows it down like it’s keeping him alive. the room is filled with the sound of lips meeting, of shallow, uneven breaths, of the quiet, desperate noises that slip out when you forget to hold them back.
your breath is shaky when you finally part. his lips are swollen and shiny, cheeks warm, pupils blown wide, and it only makes the ache worse. your body thrums with the heat of him, your hands still fisted in his shirt like you could pull him back in, like you should. and maybe you will.
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#idk why i do this to myself#i need him so bad lmao#im supposed to be working#⎯ writing#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x you#jjk fanfic#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo x reader#satoru gojo smut#jjk gojo#gojo satoru#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo#satoru x reader#jjk satoru
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whoever invented the sport of cross country is a special kind of evil
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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)
#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright#here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really#im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting#the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one#like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans#and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall#it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf#i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear#also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#nov.aart#nov.junk
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It felt like i was tearing myself apart with my own hands
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@keferon ‘s tragic blorbo
(Tumblr ate quality so click for better view :D)
I have another variant let me know your favorite please :)) under the cut
#transformers#maccadam#spellbound#spellbound au#mythological universe#senator shockwave#shockwave#my poor poor Senator……#I tried to lock in for this one ! found some cool tricks#like the texture#hi !#im alive Im just#I’ll be more uh#free idk#more ‘haha Im going to do that because why not#and not trying to enslave myself with my own expectations#i will be more slow maybe#or more fast but on things I chose#I mean already like I’m doing right now but I’ll try to feel better about it#anyway SHOCKWAVE#AAAAAH#drawing him is incredibke#incredible
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How do people know when they're writing smut that it's not just super cringy
#writing dirty talk makes my skin crawl tbh#idk why im doing this to myself#im 100% going to need a second opinion on this fic lmao#little scared to show it to my usual beta reader since that's my bf and i dont even want him to see the content tags on this shit#rambles
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a quick doodle with not much thought behind it. My personal hc is that leshy is a yapper. Like he is physically incapable of shutting up lmao.
#idk why but I like it when people design the bishops with four arms I decided to do it myself lol#i went a little overboard with the color and light but honestly I couldn't help myself lol#also i realized after drawing this that I have a tendency to draw one specific body type so im gonna try to change that up in the future#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl leshy#leshycat#cotl yellow cat#digital art#illustration#myart
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