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Grindeldore Headcanon #10(more of a 9.5)
Albus actually never loved lemon cake or lemon candies that much. He liked the taste. They were fine. But he was never that obsessed over them as Gellert thought he was.
But he always got so happy when Gellert brought him some. Not because it was lemon candy, but because Gellert brought it. He felt like the candies tasted better when Gellert was the one that got it for him.
So in time, he had grown to like lemon sweets more. He loved how something sour can be yet so sweet. He also loved how Gellert always had some for him. Just because he thought Albus loved them so much.
After that summer, lemon candies never tasted that good. But Albus started to like them more. Because then, he realised what he loved about the candies.
They tasted like loving Gellert.
Sour, yet sweet.
And eating them was just like remembering all the things they did together that summer. All his memories with Gellert.
Sweet,
And yet sour.
#idk why im doing this to myself#again some painful thoughts#but it's grindeldore so of course it's painful#grindeldore#albus dumbledore#gellert grindelwald#fantastic beasts#jamie campbell bower#the secrets of dumbledore#albus x gellert#mads mikkelsen#gelbus#harry potter
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werewolf pondering
#werewof time. in july#hands are already hard to draw and makin em werewolfy is ever harder#idk why im doing this to myself#ignore the 3 and 4 the 1 and 2 turned out kinda dookie and i cut them out#😭😭😭#my art#werewolf#werewolves#id in alt text#i think next time imma make the werewolf fingers shorter#should be intermediate between human and wolf but . instead i made them longer than both 😭😭😭#🤔
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this is a thread of me watching the r.wrb movie. fair warning im going to hate it
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Idk why i'm getting into so many long form pieces of media. First of all i am reading superhero comics (from the beginning, most of the time). I've gone through the new teen titans and superboy, and now am trying to get through like 80 issues of batman (late in dicks robin run through jasons death) so i can read tims robin run. So i can read huntress then the outsiders then teen titans 03 then a billion other team-ups. And also steph/cass as batgirl and babs as oracle. And dick grayson nightwing. (And probably a lot more that i am forgetting right now) and i am reading the 80s wonder woman run. I'm also considering getting into Green Lantern and/or the Flash. Also i want to know so much more about Kara supergirl ever since i read Woman Of Tomorrow (i love and adore her). Then with marvel i want to get into spiderman/fantastic 4/daredevil, plus possibly the xmen. I have been reading comics so much this past year and have so much to read before i even get close to my goals of being knowledgeable.
Then i went "yeah, i will start one piece"
#idk why im doing this to myself#i will have so much knowledge at the end of this#i keep on going 'i should find a superhero themed trivia night'#even though i probably wouldnt know a ton bc it would be something super obscure ive never heard of#im trying so hard to get to jasons death though#i have like 25 issues. it is just a lot for something i am not super invested in#(i like him fine. it is just pre-retconned backstory and not my favorite)#and i would rather be reading tims robin run but i cannot read two gotham comics at the same time or my brain will explode#but in other news one piece is good#theyre early in the grand line exploration and are trying to save the princess#i think they are so fun and silly#i love the commitment to theme that the characters have#the different pirate crews kinda remind me of gotham rogues#everyone just chooses a theme and sticks with it#buggy the clown. kuro and his black cat pirates. the merman arlong. etc#super fun theming#anyways i still have over a thousand episodes to watch. than hopefully will catch up in the manga#if the plan works out and i dont get super bored and stop watching it at some point#i will not force myself to get through the whole thing if i am not enjoying it#that is reserved for my need to complete comics (to a certain extent)
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HERES SOME MORE!!! the attacks i did on @silvermizuki , @strawberryitzi , and @golden-buddle !!! i know im super delayed in posting all these oop. BUT HERE THEY ARE! GET DUNKED ON I LOVE YALL
#artfight 2023#arfight#artfight attacks#mesa six#ryp#mari#silver sona#my art#other peoples ocs#LETS FUCKING GOOOO#do yall see how instead of winding down each fucking attack gets. more and more complicated#idk why im doing this to myself
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I have been without weed and sleeping pills all week. And my there's a busy freeway right outside my hotel room. It's so loud that even I, an LA resident, think it's a bit much
Surprisingly I have still been getting about 5-6 hours of sleep. Not super restful sleep, but it's sleep
#idk why im doing this to myself#to prove that im not an insomniac?#to prove that i dont need to smoke and drink and pill myself to sleep?#or maybe its because sleeping pills are so expensive
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bad news. my next stephen king hold came thru from the library
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Gonna start posting memes why not
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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uh-huh
#I NEEEEEED TO GET COMFORTABLE SHARING SILLY DOODLES AGAIN idk why i stopped#my art#firestar#fireheart#sandstorm#waca#wc art#warrior cats#warriors#in my brain im doing a backflip. u guys just have to trust me its really cool#half of this is me poking fun at myself LOL u guys know how it is
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whoever invented the sport of cross country is a special kind of evil
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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)
#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright#here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really#im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting#the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one#like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans#and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall#it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf#i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear#also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#nov.aart#nov.junk
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How do people know when they're writing smut that it's not just super cringy
#writing dirty talk makes my skin crawl tbh#idk why im doing this to myself#im 100% going to need a second opinion on this fic lmao#little scared to show it to my usual beta reader since that's my bf and i dont even want him to see the content tags on this shit#rambles
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Steve Rogers // Captain America
and his habit of putting his hands on his belt
#marveledit#dailymarvelgifs#chris evans#captain america#steve rogers#marvel#steverogersedit#the avengers#three of these are from age of ultron btw. usually in front of thor and/or tony#almost like hes projecting or peacocking or something#also that movie is yellow as fuck#like shockingly yellow all the time why was it colored like that#trying to get these gifs to match was a huge pain in my ass#also this is my first gifset! let me know if you have any tips idk what the fuck im doing im just having fun and being myself#anyways more gifs incoming im having a fucking blast#my gifs
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Beautiful trans man for the lads :3
#gave him a halo towards the end cause why not lol#thot about angel wings then realized im not drawin all that#art#digital art#drawing#illustration#artists on tumblr#trans man art#top scar art#the top sacrs are kinda hidden maybe ill draw a piece that features them better#but i made them like stylized lol#artwork#could the body hair be drawn better? shore. couldi have looked at myself as a ref? absolutely. did i? eh sorta kinda#i like glanced at my arms and wa slike yeeah this is probably fine#the thing is some people stylize body hair really nice but idk how to do that lol#anyways need to draw dudes wearing short shorts so i can draw leg hair lolol#and ladies too of course of course#ill try my best i am mostly an artist that draws portraits lol#lgbt#transgender
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If someone correctly guesses what Jungkook had written on the other card for dinner, I will write their first smutty goodness. 🤪
hi I miss the ffy couple and I was wondering if you'd write a drabble for their first official date. thank you 💕
Jungkook takes you on a first official date as boyfriend and girlfriend.
✨ title: fool for you | drabble; first date ✨ pairing: jungkook x f!reader ✨ word count: 974 | ✨ rating: pg ✨ genre/au: fluff, cute | est!relationship ✨ warnings: mentions of sex, kissing, hugging, being cute ✨ a/n: hi friends. Omg, i didn’t know how much I missed this couple??? I low-key want to write a small one-shot. I toyed with the idea but we’ll see if it actually happens. I literally don’t need more on my WIP list lol. But anyways, enjoy this fluff cute couple. ✨ have questions or want drabbles? drop them here.
[ SERIES MASTERLIST ]
Jungkook double-checked everything he wrote to ensure the options were fitting for both of you. Before getting out of the car, he stuffed the scraps of paper into his pocket. He pulled on his black Supreme jersey shirt, flattened his joggers, and ran his hands through his hair. His palms were sweating as he approached your door.
Even though the two of you had been together for a few weeks, he was still concerned that one small mistake could set the two of you back a few steps, which he didn't want to happen.
When he knocked on the door, he heard shuffling from the other side. You were scurrying around, slipping on your shoes and hoping not to fall on your face. When you opened the door, you saw your very cute boyfriend holding two pieces of paper. You recognized it right away because you had seen it trending on TikTok. Then you noticed his phone, which was recording what you assumed was an interactive 'choose your date' game.
Your mouth's corners also curled upward to mirror his. You were glad you chose a cute outfit to wear since this was being recorded. Jungkook wiggled his eyebrows, waiting for you to choose.
Jungkook must have used thick cardboard to prevent you from cheating as you deliberated between the two, squinting to see if you could read what was written on it.
“Come on, baby. You gotta pick one.”
You waved your finger back and forth before selecting the one on the right, checking to see what you had selected: sushi. You squealed at your choice, muttering a ‘yes’ as you stepped out of your door.
“Good choice,” Jungkook smiled.
“What was on the other paper?”
“I can’t tell you that,” he scowled, opening the passenger door for you, in which you rolled your eyes.
The sushi dinner was scrumptious—you could eat sushi all day if you could. Toward the end of dinner, Jungkook pulled out another set of choices, dangling it in front of you. Hmm. You had already chosen the right side before, maybe you should go for the left. You tried plucking the left card from his grasp, but he wouldn’t let go.
"Hey!" you protested in pout.
He darted his eyes to the right card, hoping you’d catch his drift. You chuckled, shaking your head. You thought it was your choice, not his. Regardless, you chose the card he desired: ice cream by the pier, but not before taking the other card to see the second option, a DIY S'mores bar. You'd have been happy either way, but Jungkook must have been craving ice cream.
The pier was surprisingly tame for a Saturday night. A few kids running around, parents chasing after them, couples and groups of friends laughing and walking around. And then there were the two of you, newly dating, and getting to know each other properly.
Jungkook held your hand, placing a kiss on the back of it. The sentiment made your stomach flutter. He had been so sweet to you these past few weeks, being attentive to your wants and needs, and leaving you small gifts here and there. You appreciated the gestures but he didn’t always have to spoil you.
You peered at your cute boyfriend, happily licking away at his vanilla and chocolate swirled ice cream cone. He couldn’t choose just one, so he chose both. You figured he’d get the best of both worlds.
The two of you stood outside your door and he stopped you before you could go in. He held up two more cards, awaiting your decision. You sighed before choosing the card on the left, which was: a hug. You could only guess what was on the other card.
Jungkook crouched down, embraced his arms around your thighs before lifting you up, causing you to squeal. You quickly snaked your arms around his neck.
“Jungkook! What are you doing?” You protested.
“Giving you a hug,” he smiled.
“This is not a hug!” You countered, lightly slapping his shoulder, uttering for him to put you down.
He chuckled. “Sorry, I’ve always wanted to do that to someone I was dating.”
You grinned. “Weirdo.”
“Your weirdo.”
“Mm, my weirdo,” you whispered, wrapping your arms around him for a real hug.
You nudge your nose against his, pulling him flush to you. "You don't want to stay?" You hadn't gone past second base but you were itching for just a bit more from him. The tension was killing you for the past few weeks.
He understood what you were saying and was tempted to say yes. He'd love to stay and cuddle and kiss you all night, but he knew where that would lead, and he didn't want to rush anything with you—he wanted to take his time. To be honest, he was sure he'd want to have sex with you all the time if things between you got physical, but you were different, and you made him want to do things differently. You deserved better, better than the previous relationships he’s had.
"Mm, I want to, but I shouldn't," he murmured, lips ghosting over yours.
You frowned at his remark and he couldn't help but chuckle at how cute you were. He placed a kiss on your neck, making you shudder at his effect on you. You were surprised by how long he had been holding out on you, but you didn’t want to ruin such a new thing with him.
“Mmkay.”
“Did you have fun tonight?”
You nodded and grinned. “Can I plan our next date?”
He hummed before capturing your lips with his. “Mm—you make me wanna stay.”
You tugged on his bottom lip, shaking your head, and gave him a devilish smile. “You made your bed, gotta lie in it,” you said, kissing him once more. “Good night.”
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