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yeonbam · 14 days ago

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thamepo is actually physically healing something in me while being a concoction of every single trope I love somehow brewed to perfection. the way they expressed such a necessary process of getting over fears and restarting with the same thing you've failed at while simultaneously executing the most perfect jealousy + feelings realisation arc ever by adding that sense of two members of this boyband fighting over the same person.... like why does this show literally have EVERYTHING damn

#going crazy if anyone cares #something about people who have overcome a personal struggle identifying and helping others do the same with similar struggles...#it's very personally moving to me ig #also i love how i would've found a character like jun annoying but i just find him so funny #either he has repressed feelings for thame or po (OR BOTH 😍) OR he is doing this just to be a little shit and idk which i want this to be #the end of every episode makes me immediately want to die like a denied addict bc wdym i have to wait ONE WHOLE WEEK for new epsiode #thamepo: heart that skips a beat #thame po #williamest #thamepo ep:5

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cookiekitkat8484 · 4 months ago

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It has come to my attention that people who haven't read the comics don't realise Wallace was the one who harassed scott into being his friend. Like he saw that nerd at uni and went oh yeah that's my guy now. This bitch would not shut up and showed up at his house uninvited to hang out till scott gave in and befriended him, then they got suuuper drunk and scott let him crash at his. He comes to family dinners, is best friends with his sister, and chats to his mum.

He despises envy more than anything and is furious when she tries to mess with his life again and scott gets hurt, so he cooks him breakfast and comforts him. He coaches scott in fighting and helps with strategies so he doesn't get his ass kicked. He bullies him to leave the house because there's a heatwave and he wants to make sure he doesn't get heatstroke. Like they're close enough Wallace walks around in his underwear (though scott whines about it).

I've seen people assume Wallace supports scott out of pity but that man is a bitch and morally questionable (affectionate), I do not think he would put up with it at all if he didn't want him around, especially given he can barely afford to support them both. When they stop living together he doesn't just kick him out it's because their landlord kicks them out, he actively enchorages scott to move in with Ramona out of care for him and offers to stay with him if he needs it, though ends up signing a lease with his boyfriend (in his defence scott didn't ask for him to stay and decided to try make things work with Ramona) but still let's him stay at the new apartment with them when Ramona kicks him out.

Yeah he's mean to scott sometimes and makes fun of him/is brutally honest but he basically became part of Scott's family and part of that is calling people out when they're being a total jackass and teasing them, he's that kinda guy and scott knows that he doesn't actually hate him or something. Yeah scott will do puppy dog eyes if he wants something but wallace is frequently nice to him on his own initiative and scotts not a suck up to Wallace, he can be a bitch right back at him.

They're a really important part of each other's lives. though I can understand people not familiar with the characters who watched the show thinking Wallace doesn't care about scott being gone, literally all the characters reacted super casually. Bryan has tried to clarify his way of trying to cope is him "being a jerk"/disconnecting/acting apathetic. Also in the show o'malley basically confirms Wallace had feelings for scott and that was why he had the affair with Todd and you can quote him on that, aswell as scott admitting how they became roomates was "somewhat gay" in the comics, so there's definitely some weird more than friends emotional mess tied in there.

comic panels i reference under the cut

TLDR wallace lives with him because he cares about him, whether you read that as still somewhat romantic or now platonic, with either interpretations fitting better with different versions of the story

#scott pilgrim #this comic means a lot to me if you cant tell #it made me less scared of growing up reading it for the first time in middle school and countless times since #because it makes it clear that yes scott starts off as an immature selfish self centered asshole #it is made very clear and if the reader still idolises him imo it is 100% on them and a reflection of them as a person #but the comics give him the time and care to give him real character development and shows him realising all the shitty things he's done #he learns from and owns up to and faces his mistakes and in turn matures as a person #and I know mid 20's isn't old but to 13 yr old me I was supposed to have my shit together by 18 man #so seeing him be shitty and fail as an adult and still become a better person meant I wasn't doomed if I messed up #also that relationships suck sometimes and thats ok #you can fix it or move on #anyway #ig this includes scollace ?#scollace #wallace wells #hi its me

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hermitcraftx · 4 months ago

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just got a dm abt one of my posts and y'all please don't try and show the hermits (or any minecraft youtuber or content creator for that matter) my posts, i'm uncomfortable with it and don't want any of my posts shown to a cc. if they stumble upon it naturally that's unfortunate but i can live with it since i do maintag a lot (something i REALLY need to stop doing tbh i already know i need to make a tagging system just for my blog that wont clog results) but going out of ur way to show a cc is entirely different and something i am not comfortable with.

no hate to the person at all but even if i wasn't a little silly and weird with it sometimes i wouldn't be comfortable with it, i want my blog to be a purely fandom only space with none of the creators involved <3 please respect this

#which is imo how a fandom space should be #i'm old fashioned and it breaks the fandom etiquette rules i stand by #i ship and stuff and absolutely NO cc needs to be subjected to that please and thank you even if it's a non-ship post #not saying hermits and others cant hang out and interact if they wish hell no but like....#if you as any person with a following willingly go into a fandom space you have to expect to see some things you find weird #doesn't even necessarily mean ship just stuff the cc finds weird :v idk im not phrasing this right but like #the rule with shipping around any sort of media has been to keep it away and not show the creators anything !!! and thats fallen out #of practice the past few years with ppl getting more and more comfortable demanding boundaries and personal info from creators #which isn't right imo bc its like you're trying to see how much you can get away with. u want a guide on how to interact and social skills #which is... huh??? just be polite and keep anything weird away from them like what we were doing #some folks nowadays need “permission” to ship stuff even from SHOWS and shit with no real people and its like wow... huh....#u need it to be canon?? u need everything told to u by the show?? wheres the imagination. the spirit.#the making of everything so far removed from what it once was #like that guy that played nick from heartstopper that had to be outed to play a gay guy. like #idk im so sick of the boundary fandom ppl in mcyt 'what if they saw and made it uncomfortable!! im going to show them!!!!'#you are making them MUCH more uncomfortable than i am by GOING INTO THEIR FACE AND DEMANDING THEY LOOK AT IT!!#AND DEMANDING BOUNDARIES N SHIT... CRAZY.... idk the hermits especially its weird to me bc clearly they understand fandom etiquette #and the dynamic im talking about. most of them understand that by going into fandom spaces they will see things they dont like #which is why a lot of them only like fanart and answer questions asked by fans. even on tumblr !!! where the weird ppl are!!!#they also all seem to understand they are playing characters (citing joel cleo and grian as examples) for their audiences #which is. smth the audience itself doesnt understand most of the time anymore. oh my god they all died in real life in hermitcraft season 8 #idk hermitblr used to be a lot more okay with hermitshipping n then a bunch of ppl from other fandoms moved in and its all more negative #and makes me sad. idk...#i never meant for this blog to gain almost 500 followers i just wanted to make silly little ship posts and now im scared to #bc ive gotten hate and its.... bwugh.... tempted to remake blogs and make one thats very clearly just for me and a few weirdos #whatever i went off on a tangent in the tags as usual just pls dont show creators my posts even non-ship ones for this reason #jamies bad posts #talking in tags #serious posts #<- ig??? idk

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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Back to your blog to look at your wonderful lofe-giving art

Charles looks so cute with the blush on and so sexy with the bdsm and crop top on ajfkakfk awoooga bark bark bark, drooling, looking very disrespectfully, staring, daydreaming, licking my screen afjkakkk

Also following that Charles bdsm and crop top combo (already very deadly) with hot fox haired magneto (ahckskfk deceased)

welcome back to the blog to ogle anon, lovely to have you 😌 !!! thank you for enjoying my bdsm charles art... i do love drawin blush i aint gonna lie ... i dont advise lickin the screen tho ... but everything else is encouraged 😌

the silver fox that erik is IS pretty deadly this is true... and that beyond his ability to fold anyone like an omelette .... thank you my friend ..

#snap chats #charles is very darling and cute but that's just all the time BUT esp with blush #funny thing is The Rare TImes I Draw Movie Charles i like giving him blush all the time ....#whenever i see mcavoy from that time he always reminds me of those like. those really pretty boys from them old paintings #yk the ones ??? bordering on angelic ... so i like puttin the lil blush :] cause thats what they did in them paintins ..#moving on i have one more erik doodle to finish up today . as i said this morning wait im repeating myself vjaeVLKJVKL #last night i wasnt super satisfied with that erik piece actually- AGAIN its not bad i just wanted to do a lil more ig. personally.#so i sketched something before i fell asleep ... and then i woke up to miss baby lady mona monica darling lisa lisa on my neck #and then i couldnt move for an hour because why would i disturb my darling dearest baby lady like that what am i some kind of monster #ANYWAYS ... i should have that finished soon ... its not a grand sketch just somethin silly ...#thank you for enjoying my art anon !!!!! i look forward to sharing more things you'll enjoy . soon ;]

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mossy-rot · 1 year ago

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reading about autistic meltdowns is crazy. in retrospect maybe that time i ended up sobbing self isolating and lashing out at people because I couldn't figure out how to set up my laptop the same way it had been before might've been because of The Autism

#i cannot deal with changes to things I deal with regularly #i need to have my phone and comp exactly the same lest I Suffer bc i use them every day #also perhaps i would get so upset over my mom cleaning my room (although being a nice gesture) is because she would move shit to places-#i didn't know and messed up the system i had #also fuckin. executive dysfunction. that's some shit isn't it #i had to move to a new desk early in my job to run a different room and the desk setup was different and I Was Struggling A Bit #also people trying to calm me down during meltdowns is significantly worse and i read a bit that was like.#'trying to interject into the meltdown may cause additional sensory overload. it's most safe to let the person self-regulate.' well shit #that's about right huh #autistic burnout also seemed very familiar and its a little disturbing just how close everything hits #anyways im probably autistic. good night #mossy's rambles #text post #luci's rambles #autism #neurodivergent #autistic things #autistic adult #autistic experiences #if anyone would like to add to the pile and tell me im autistic feel free ig. ive already been peer reviewed

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daz4i · 7 months ago

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everybody be proud of me i performed today and i think i did really well :)

#to a very small audience but still :P #i was. surprisingly chill. all day really! not used to that 😳 (tbc - with no chemical help either!!!!!)#i need to look at videos and pics but no way i'm downloading it on my phone lol. so. tomorrow 😩#it WAS funny to see like 4 or 5 phones pointed at us during our scene 😭#also we had some silly improvised dancing bits and lots of ppl asked me abt my dancing lately lol #bc apparently i'm decent at it. i still got moves babey #(ig it's a surprise bc i'm ngl guys. i am a very static person. i simply Do Not move. and i don't look very dynamic either lol)#(but my few years of dancing and gymnastics classes paid off in the long run it seems :P)

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vyeoh · 2 years ago

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I sometimes think people who aren't from parts of specifically the US with a very large wealth gap don't quite understand in a concrete way how absolutely fucked college admissions are here.

Please know that my mom and I just bumped into a family friend. And this lady straight up starts talking about how a lot of people pay people to write college essays for them. As if that's a common thing everybody does. And then she started talking about how she didn't know any asian kids that got into Ivy Leagues. What the hell was that interaction who wrote her dialouge options

#vio.txt #politics #literally what the fuck #1) why is this your chosen conversation topic #2) girl what???? what rich person cult are you a part of????#anyways her daughter goes to the same college as me except shes a business major so ig those essays werent much better #anyways i think we made each other very uncomfortable. like my sister in christ just say youre racist and move on the fuck #i cannot stress enough how bonkers this is to me as a 'bumped into an acquaintance on a dog walk' conversation topic #like?? you are admitting cheating your way into a school???

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itsalwaysdark · 3 months ago

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its so embarassing likee. going to talk abt a feeling you have but you already know ppl will be like Oh that sounds like depression lol and its like. well yes . i know . trust me i am so aware i am depressed . but its still like a thing ive been thinking abt and wanting to talk abt but ik itll just be like Ok hun 👍. idk idk what response i would want tho ig FNFNFNF

#not anything serious i was just thinking how like. idk. this is gonna sound rly stupid #but for me personally like. sometimes. How do i phrase this without sounding rly evil #i think obv ppl can spend their money however they want but like. its kind of hard 4 me to grasp sometimes like. there r things that ppl #spend a lot of money on bc it makes them happy like umm. vacations or pets or hobbies or whathaveyou. and obviously thats fine but #i iust feel like its all so. temporary and like. idk. idt im ohrasing this right at all i just likee. the thought of working all year to #afford to take a vacation and then working again to afford another vacation just makes me feel like i want to die. like. idk... i like #vacations we dont need to go on them a lot but ig its just like. everything we do just feels like a waste of time. not in like a Ohh you #should be doing more work Obviously its just like. idk. maybe it is just me. but i feel like im just waiting until i die and can be done #with it i guess. and everything i do is just to fill time until that happens. yk ? which is silly bc of my whole. Thing i cant talk abt #but ppl talk abt like. going out and partying or going on vacation or whatever and i like. I like those things its nice when they happen #but they dont rly make me longterm any happier i guess. everything just feels like another thing im doing. idk. this rly isnt coming out the #way it is in my head. and Again i know this is just depression shit or whatever im just like. its all exhausting. it just makes me feel so #tired. to think abt working and working and working so i can pay to be alive and i can save to do one fun thing every so often to keep me #sane enough to keep working and working and working and i probably wont ever be able to retire itll just be. work. and then ill die. yk.#but i feel like the vacations and stuff dont like. refresh me very much. maybe its just bc ive only been on one 'vacation' as an adult and #it was just like. coming home to see my family. and realizing id have to move back home yk..#+ like. my mom nd my gran taking me out for a weekend when i lived up there #nd those things were nice and all but once its over its like. it doesnt fuel me to keep going it doesnt make me feel any better abt having #to work for the rest of my life #ik im being ridiculous bc im literally unemployed and i cant even get up off my ass to get my stupid fucking ged so i can get a job and be #Useful to my family its just like. idk.... i try so hard to be like Oh nothing mayters and thats why everything matters type thing like. Yes #all things end and the point is to just try to be happy until it does #but i feel like it just doesnt happen for me. i feel like any happiness i feel is so insanely like. it happens and then its gone. and its #back to just. the knowledge that im still fucking stuck here. and i will be until it happens. yk. i play video games tomoass the time until #i go back to sleep then i wake up and i make a spreadsheet to pass the time until i go back to sleep #and everyday just feels like passing the time until i go back to sleep and itll just keep going until it happens. and its nice to have nice #days but whats like. the point. yk. everything just ends #IDK. this is all very whiny im sry. ive just been feeling it a lot lately . i hope this doesnt feel like me being like Ohhh you ppl r so #dumb participating in hobbies and going out and having fun dont you know yr gonna DIE? thats not what im trying to be like #its just like. i feel like it doesnt make me as happy as it does other ppl like. none of it refreshes me or makes me want to keep going

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stemacademics · 3 months ago

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not academic but an update

was doing Focused work on number theoretic functions when my friend (who is also a close friend of The Guy) walked into the studyroom with um The Guy (seriously, I should come up w a better name). and they came up to me to talk. unfortunately I was unprepared and was naturally speechless. my friend understood the assignment. uhm the Guy just looked at my laptop and went "oh number theory nice nice" and my friend went "yes good" and I just looked up at my idiot friend because what the fuck was he thinking, bringing this guy and trying to make conversation with me.

also um did I say that The Guy is in a committed long distance relationship. no? bc it makes me :(((((((((( and slightly teary.

and this guy is my first real crush, I've never had crushes before, never. I've never had celebrity crushes, no kidding. not even Harry Styles (my friend had a HUGE crush, which is why it comes to mind first) and irl I've acknowledged that a few guys were good-looking, or nice people, but not a crush per se. and this guy (let's call him Mr S?) is making me often think about him. randomly. and too flustered when he's around. he also works in the university newspaper where I'm one of the heads now, and I'll have to gather a semblance of a functioning human who is capable of basic human interactions (necessary only when he's around, I'm otherwise fine. mostly).

anyhow. if you've come this far, thank you for reading this short but tiring essay on my embarrassing life, me loves you <3

#I don't see myself being in a relationship with anyone at all #but idk i like him too much but it's confusing and idk how to feel about it or how any of this works :(((#and he's in a committed and a supposedly happy relationship #which is a very recent update according to a reliable source - my friend obviously; he's sad to inform me about this but i #need to hear hard truths to move on :((((#apparently until very recently Mr S himself was confused about their relationship - labels and whatnot #but now it's all clear :((#ok i need to move on #friends help me move on :(((#personal #ig number theory will make me feel better

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jamandjazz · 5 months ago

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Hmmm something’s telling me I’m not right in the head

#it’s my dad #apparently he wanted to get me checked out when I was a kid cause I was too happy #as in I never ever ever expressed negative emotions #I got tired of that and shut it off #and now i can’t express joy normally #is this neurodivergence or trauma?#both?#i don’t even know anymore #I’ve been told my ‘happy expression’ looks like this 🙂#apparently that’s what I look like when I’m overjoyed #so me looking like 😐 is my regular happy face #me personally I feel like I’m going like ☺️ but apparently not #my face doesn’t move that way ig #I feel like my voice is really high and expressive #but I’ve been told REPEATEDLY it’s very flat #I’ve been told I sound like a rude bitch many times 😔#I don’t MEAN to

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koishua · 9 months ago

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small discussion but in the atla universe, which element would the enha boys be able to bend??

#tp #i think jungwon has avatar potential also hee #obviously jay is a firebender #hoon gives waterbender vibes not just bc of his figure skating bg #sunoo also gives off airbender vibes bc of his personality and tendencies #can't put a finger as to what jake and niki would do.... maybe earthbender jake and also firebender riki #okay firebending would make sense for riki bc of the dragon dance and bc of the way firebenders move their body like i think that style of #martial arts would suit riki. plus he has sharp looks that fit fire nation #back to sunoo for a bit bc of his peaceful nature and soft looks like most air nomads!! non confrontational too ig kind of #can't really decide jake tho.... i mean i feel like he is very grounded and idk idk does he have the earthbender mindset??#i feel like he gives off major piandao vibes #hoon i think has waterbender vibes bc of his fluidity and adaptability but also so does sunoo but sunoo's personality is more airbender #but im not sure.....#does anyone from this group give off earthbender????#i chose jungwon as avatar bc he somehow is the most well-balanced. adaptable but also rigid but also peace-seeking but also passionate #jungwon being an avatar makes so much sense but what would his origin be??? i feel like he'd start off earthbending #earthbenders are very direct and headstrong and i feel like heeseung's dance style is very similar to the movements of an earthbender #like his stance is more often than not very wide and stable and idk omg #and he'd push through an issue instead of avoiding it or going around it #anyways jay is a solid firebender that im 100% sure of and have always been ever since i-land #he has this explosiveness to him that's very attractive and SOOOOO fire nation #enhypen #AHHDHDHDHHDFH I IMAGINED HEE AS BUMI HRLP ME IM CACKLINGGGG remember him during that taekwondo en oclock ep ??

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munch-mumbles · 10 months ago

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ive been a little upset about it all night so i need to write out all the things that happened at work today and are bugging me so i can TRY to get it out of my head and actually RELAX bc i just keep pacing in circles around it instead of just accepting it and moving on