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realizing that my problem is i LOVE to describe scenery and shepard’s reaction to it, and then i like to write dramatic dialogue. That’s It.
#starts to understand why i never finish my fic anymore sjkdfhsdkj#ESPECIALLY long ones#idk HOW im gonna finish this one either#it's essentially a retelling of the WHOLE FIRST GAME but nihlus is there#and obviously it's like. the intro then 3 main missions then ilos then endgame#so not SO bad ??#but aaaa#it's so much sjdkfh#oh and i forgor virmire#smdh!#anyway wish me luck sdkjfhskdj i am having so much fun describing the citadel rn sdjkfhks'
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"This unit is pleased to see you!! :D"
Prototype E.I.C.A.H (Experimental Independent Companion And Helper) is a strange little golem. Thrown away by it's creator for its glitches and behaviour, they could have had no way of knowing they had accidentally created a truly sentient and sapient golem. Despite the way it was treated, it still loves people <3
#prototype eicah#i love this little golem SO much sjdkfhs#its being used in rp right now and i love writing for it#it got called scrap and trash so it doesn't realise those are insults sdfkjhs#it's also a little bit of a crime bot cause it likes to access databases it shouldn't just cause it likes to learn dsjfkhsf#chunky screens
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lego dragon (flags)
#icons#for me <3#speaking#my edits#i think the only one of these i dont like so much is the bi one but im not bi so its also the least relevant to me#i am technically all those other things sjdkfhs#anyways i just wanted one but then did all of them bc my hand hurts from removing the background#transparent#dragons#here she is for your purposes.
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sleepwalking has a place forever in my heart now, it's confirmed. there's so much history between these two... of course they're in love and together forever...how could they not be. anything else is out of the question. it's so painful knowing you can love someone and still make such irreparable mistakes and still not have that love lose its meaning. but it all comes back at the end in the story, so one can only hope reality is as beautiful! i love love love the scene where jk listens through the playlist. in both this story and your other jk fic you've used music so meaningfully -- are you in some way professionally involved in music or is this out of hobby, I'm curious? it's so beautiful regardless. I've made a list of these songs and I'm going to listen to them one by one now. can't wait for that fic playlist when it drops! love rocker jk and manager oc to death <3
love, thank you so much for this, you've put it all so beautifully 😭 music is very important to me, it's one of the most beautiful forms of communication, and i've always loved incorporating it into my writing. i know not everyone enjoys the "musical intermissions" in fics, though, so i'm incredibly touched that you did, my love 🥹🤍🤍
these are my favourite songs, too, so you don't know how excited i am to hear that you're thinking of listening to them!! i hope you find some that reason with you 🤍🤍🤍
#ask#heyitsam15#taexual; sleepwalking#thank you so much again!!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍#and see now this playlist.......... i'd make a proper one for you to listen!!!#but i'm going for a hannah montana situation here on tumblr#in terms of like staying as anonymous as i can#and sharing my personal spotify account would kinda throw all that out the window sjdkfh#so if you could make anonymous playlists on spotify that'd be amazing...................
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woke up feeling ruffff but took my meds and went back to bed for a while n I feel a bit better
#only slept 4 hrs yesterday so was rly hoping to get a solid nights sleep today bc i probably won't tonight....#but i didnt sigh. but my options are either to plough thru w today and make myself do this even tho i dont rly feel like it#or cancel plans and stay in and mope which will inevitably turn into self harm so rly the latter is a non option lmao#its all okay ill get into the swing of things n have a good time once im thereee#and i always knew i was gonna feel a bit like this like its an open wound for me i just need to be careful not to touch it#bc how i feel isnt based in reality its just insecurity n vulnerability n ik it can take months to fully recover from a previous episode#and part of the recovery process needs to involve facing potentially triggering situations instead of avoiding them#bc otherwise ill get increasingly worse bc its not possible to always avoid and ill be defenceless again when it does happen again etc#like its part of rebuilding my sense of self n confidence n hopefully i can eventually start to trust other ppl again n lower my guard#bc it sucks being contorted into this defensive pose all the time and i would like to allow myself to feel genuine connection w others !!#and to stop instinctively flinching and waiting for the hit im tired of my mind telling me ppl r lying + trying to hurt me when theyre not#im being a bit dramatic like i am doing a LOT better than i was a few weeks ago. n i def can handle this one#and the risk of triggering myself is much much lower anyway in this specific situation. so long as theyre not hiding shit from me again#i can think of several ways that risk could skyrocket n unexpectedly spiral out of my control n it makes it hard to breathe just imagining#but i need to believe that it wont. so if-no WHEN it doesnt then next time ill have proof that i can navigate it n i wont feel so anxious#it makes me laugh how stupid this is from an outside perspective. my brain causes me so much weird n 100% unnecessary distress#but its the only brain ive got n will always have so i need to work with it!!#anyway all that aside i genuinely am rly looking forward to this afternoon!! ive rly wanted to start doing more nice things for myself#n the fact it coincides w missing smth that could incite my rsd is kind of for the best even if it is making me anxious#i cant let my life revolve around anticipating how ppl might upset me n basing my decisions off minimising that damage#n while it would be nice to have company.. well ik its just as fun going alone bc ive done it before! n i need a reminder of that#ah im gonna turn myself in circles if i think much more. i dont need to justify anything#i hope they have a nice time and i hope i have a nice time and i hope that eventually someday we can have a nice time together instead#of separately. and i hope that someday ill feel included and wanted by other ppl and wont be posting on tumblr every time this happens LOL#this comes across like im saying i need to learn how to enjoy my own company or whatever but i prommy i already do..#what i actually need to learn is how to trust n enjoy the company of ppl i care abt without constantly being scared theyll hurt me....#but thats not happening today cuz i got other plans woooo OKAYY im gonna stop ruminating and get some chores done sjdkfh#.vent#<- well not rly a vent bc its not like im channelling feelings here im just rambling bc i have a lot on my mind. but still#this is prolly incoherent i keep putting my phone down and doing other things and then adding another thought LOL
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hi i'm new to this fandom so this might be a stupid question but who is responsible for vecna's death spree? is it brenner, or edward, or the other brenner? or is it a metaphor for something?
Hey! Welcome to the fandom :saluting_emoji: No stupid questions.
I guess I'm just wondering what you mean, exactly, when you say "Vecna's death spree". Like...the 4.07 massacre? The 4 teens in 1986? Because there are a variety of different possibilities no matter which one we address, and I can't give you a singular answer with the information we have.
For example: Assuming that the 4.07 massacre was real, TFS brings into question the influence of the Mindflayer. Was Henry/Edward responsible for the kids' deaths? Where does that line get drawn? How much influence does Brenner have here—not even supernaturally, just as a function of his motivations with the lab overall? There's no doubt that "Henry" was cornered during 4.07. Assuming the Mindflayer wasn't involved...can we blame him for being that situation with its subsequent lack of options he deemed "good", or do we blame Brenner for creating a situation like that in the first place? Do we blame the government for funding this kind of laboratory? Do we blame Virginia for putting her son in a position where he could end up imprisoned in HNL?
And alongside that, if the Mindflayer was involved, do we blame it for targeting Henry and putting Virginia in a situation where she turns on him? Do we blame the US government for messing around with dangerous things they don't understand all the way back in 1943, if that part of TFS happens to pertain directly to filmed canon? Where do we draw the line? Who is responsible?
...Does it matter?
My point being: Everyone had a hand in it, and it's kind of useless to try and point fingers like "well, if he hadn't done xyz, then it wouldn't have happened." "well, if she hadn't done xyz, then he wouldn't have been in a situation where he would do xyz." "well—" so on and so forth.
The same goes if you're talking about the 4 teens in 1986.
Say, for example: "Edward is Vecna, thus Edward is responsible, not Henry or Brenner". Yeah, but only insofar as "Edward physically committed the murders". The strictness with which he adheres to personally killing only as many as he needs tells me that that was a means to an end to escape the inhumane prison that is Dimension X/the UD. Who put him in that prison? El, as far as we know. Is she responsible for those deaths, then? No, as far as we're told she was a frightened child when it happened. We can't blame her for that. Then...is Brenner responsible for her being in that situation? And who made Brenner the way he is? It sounds like his father had a hand in it. Does that matter? The man's been dead since 1943. Should I exhume him and put him on trial for things that happened 43 years after his death?
And, tangentially, if the Mindflayer does have influence here, can we even say Vecna/Edward is responsible for killing the kids, regardless of who physically did it? Do you blame the knife or the one who wields it? The gun dealt the gunshot wound that killed the man, but we put the one who pulled the trigger in jail. If Vecna is a weapon, can we blame him?
Assigning blame ends up doing us very little tangible good. The point is figuring out how to stop what's happening now, and if the person doing that is Edward or Henry or Brenner...it doesn't particularly matter. Whoever it is needs to be stopped, whether that means freeing that person from the influence of the Mindflayer and saving them or putting them out of their/our misery.
Feel me? Sorry for getting philosophical with it sjdkfhs
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oh i agree SO much!! there literally is not a bad shade of green in existence and lilac is just so.... mmh. chefs kiss. congratulations on the excellent preferences x)
im going to have to brainstorm some more questions now just to see how much our tastes overlap (/half-silly) but while im doing so i just wanted to say sjdkfh apologies for liking Every One Of Your Posts In Existence that's just my way of demonstrating my unyielding aura of friendship towards you :3
NOOO ILOVE IT AND WILL NOW DO IT TO YOUUU IF YOU DO NOT MIND!! I love making friendz and mutualz
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behind the scenes of Lovely Writer ep12
#lovely writer#nubsibgene#kaoup#lovely writer ep12#lovely writer finale#gene x nubsib#kao noppakao#up poompat#นับสิบจะจูบ#sjdkfh that weird bro handshake lmao what#dont forget to bro it out after making out#lol#anyway#this was so wholesome AAHHHH#FCK i miss them so much :((((((#<3333#special ep where u aaatttt#i need it now#also that romeo + juliet part cracked me up so much lmaooo#bye
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if we're getting into og yogs stuff, the fact that a ton of new mcyt fans probably dont know about early rp series like Shadow of Israphel is mind-boggling to me, especially when it was one of the earliest/largest minecraft roleplay series i can think of? meta-wise it was played really similar to an adventure map, where Lewis and Simon (Xephos and Honeydew) ran around this huge world finding shit, interacting with NPCs, and eventually defeating Israphel, who was this creeper looking motherfucker. I remember it being this huge world with steampunk-type shit that they and their friends built from the ground up, and they interacted with NPCs only through game chat but all the NPCs were played by their friends? its been so long that i cant fully remember the full plot but it was my first introduction to like,, storytelling through minecraft as a kid and it was so cool
blackrock chronicles was also a yogs series by rythian and zoey that was less improv-based and more scripted? it was definitely still improv but you could tell they had a clear cut story they were telling. i vaguely remember rythian being an angsty, broody wizard who served an ender deity (ender queen? ender dragon?) who was madly in love with zoeya, ray of sunshine, light of my life, heavily involved in fungal politics and led a rebellion against the reigning mushroom empire, and also she had a baby who was a straight up volcano,, iirc it was also on the same bigs yogscast tekkit server
also bringing in non yogs, the only long running minecraft series ive consistently watched has been by achievement hunter? who has consistently been putting out weekly minecraft lets plays since the game came out on console. over the years theres been a bunch of different arcs/series within it where theyve been like, Kings competing in challenges and passing around the crown, repeated gods of new worlds in different skyblock series, and recently theyve done a ton of hardcore survival series that have been SO INCREDIBLY dramatic and also so easy to consume bc all their povs are condensed into one nice pov
i think we should make a trend of telling dsmp-exclusive (and hermitcraft-exclusive for that matter) mcyt fans about like. how wild other series get? i don’t want them to have all the fun for their fandom being confusing for outsiders. i think they deserve to know that other mcyt series get Just As Wild, If Not Wilder
#SJDKFH SORRY FOR THE DUMP LMAOOO#between this and that post going around looking at ur earliest subs on youtube#im really feeling the nostalgia tonight#FLUX BUDDIES AND BLACKROCK MY BELOVED#i wanna go watch og tekkit and kingdom of the saplings and the voltz series#and everything#theres so much mcyt history its so fun
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Chapter 10 - I Ruin a Perfectly Good Bus
Theme of the day: Foresight
Foresight can basically have two meanings: prudence or provision for the future, and being able to see the future. There was a bit of both in this chapter!
We get a look into what the trio packs for their quest, including items that Chiron/CHB provides. They get useful provisions like ambrosia and nectar for wounds, mortal cash and drachmas for all their regular and godly transactions. Percy has very few possessions with him at the camp, as was already mentioned when he moved to cabin 3, so he just has basic essentials. Annabeth has a cool hat and a wicked dagger, but also a book bc a girl’s gotta stay entertained somehow while stuck traveling with two boys across the country lol. Grover has his items to disguise himself as human, a reed pipe for his goat magic except he only knows two (2) songs, and lots of snacks for the long roadtrip. Although most of all this gets destroyed at the end of the chapter sjdkfhs. But just when you think Percy is going out their weaponless, he receives good old Riptide! Whoever enchanted her must’ve been like there’s a kid who’ll use this in the future who can’t keep pens on him for the life of him and they’re probably the realist person in this series. Did Percy a solid lol.
The Hermes shoes Luke gives to Percy, at face value, is foresight on Luke’s part. Seemingly, he wants them to help Percy in someway on his quest. I completely forgot about the shoes tbh, but they’re an important part of the plot later on lol, and a clue to who the traitor is. Because they’re programed to drag the wearer into Tartarus when they enter the underworld and deliver certain godly attributes to a certain Titan. So ig the shoes are Luke’s foresight, just not in the way we might initially expect. Although he definitely didn’t have the foresight that Percy wouldn’t be the one wearing the shoes lmao. Should’ve thought about how a son of Poseidon can’t take to the skies! I wonder if Luke’s awkwardness in wishing Percy good luck was bc he knew that he shouldn’t care, but did anyway. I’m not a Luke apologist in anyway, but he’s such a complicated character that he’s fascinating to analyze lol. And the way Percy admires him!! It’s so cute. Makes the betrayal so much more tragic ;A;
There’s lots of foreshadowing this chapter. Besides the shoes, Kronos is mentioned, Medusa is indirectly referenced, the hints with the Furies saying where is it, and Prometheus is also mentioned although he’s not officially introduced until book 5. I’ll even include the tourist that takes a picture of crazed Percy fleeing the bus in the list too lol. There might be others I missed.
Backtracking a little, I know Grover meant well when talking about Sally, but I wouldn’t tell someone that they should be grateful when a decision or action results in abuse in some way. Like yes, Sally having the foresight in keeping Percy around someone that could mask his demigod smell was a good thing in the long run, but they both suffered from it. I don’t blame Sally at all, because all she wanted was for her son to survive. And who knows what she herself had to deal with when Percy wasn’t around. Maybe he was around for the worse parts and it’s just not narrated. Maybe it wasn’t the best decision per se, but the other options were either Percy dying or Percy growing up without a father and a mother, so 🤷🏾♀️ Can you imagine how he would’ve felt if Sally just left him at camp as a small child. Like they still could’ve kept in contact but Percy probably wouldn’t feel good about it. We might’ve gotten a different story if that was the turn of events. There would be no blue in Percy’s life! Like.... what would Percy be without his obsession for the color blue??
Anywho, it’s late and I’m ranting 😂 I’ll end it with a pondering over what exactly Chiron heard in these prophecies he keeps mentioning 🤨
Small things:
I’ll never get over when we found out Riptide is a girl and the Sword of Summer proceeded to flirt with her lolol
I can’t tell whether Argus is winking at Percy for his pizza joke or charmed by the preteen flirting lol. The very first Percabeth shipper xD
Have I mentioned I love their banter lol
Once more, we get a glimpse into Percy’s extreme loyalty. He can never leave a friend behind 🥺
I had a realization that Hilary Duff’s “So Yesterday” only came out a few years before TLT did and I don’t think I fully comprehended how old this book is until now sjdfhskjdf
Previous: Chapter 9 - I Am Offered a Quest
Next: Chapter 11 - We Visit the Garden Gnome Emporium
#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#chiron#luke castellan#pjo argus#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#the lightning thief#tlt analysis#pjo meta#pjo analysis
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❓ - Ben Wyatt (Parks and Rec) or Chidi Anagonye (The Good Place) :)
Ahhh this was such a good question thank you for sending this in!!! <33 It was really hard to choose because I relate to both of them so much sjdkfh
Here's the post!!! I ended up just rewatching parks and rec by the end of making this gifset lmao it really is the comfort show of all time
#ems got mail#penbeatssword#i love both shows so much fr but ben wyatt holds a special place in my heart since i watched parks and rec first :')#hes a human disaster and hes MY human disaster#chugging along the 1k gifset train im getting them out slowly but surely
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hi mack! first off i just wanted to say thanks for the follow, you're one of my favorite blogs since i've found my way back to tumblr lol. and secondly, i'm outing myself to you as the creator of pickle gerard. i too despise him now but he is my horrible creation much like frankenstein's monster. i made him when i was 12 and after mcr broke up i fell out the fandom for a while so i had no idea the cultural impact he made until i started seeing him everywhere. i still have th e fb page too
omg ok i meant to answer this and then i completely forgot lets pretend it hasnt been 24 hours
you are a LEGEND...for a period of time we had a pickle gerard emoji on my server but i got rid of him sjdkfhs no offense but pickle gerard is like exactly 12/13/14 year old humor so i never found it like...funny....but like i said i cannot discount the cultural importance of pickle gerard...never thought i would know the creators identity...this is thrilling...your impact
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Today is our 11th anniversary! 11 looks like two sticks of Pocky! It’s the pocky anniversary uvu
sjdkfh I didn’t know what I was gonna draw for our anniversary this year but then this popped into my head and I thought it was fun and cute TuT we have a lot of fun together and get silly! And that’s something to be celebrated today too <3
To be honest, and I think I say this every year, I get really nervous in writing the description for our anniversary pics because...well, how do you put 11 years into words? I don’t think you can. There’s far too much to talk about, I couldn’t possibly write it all down...I couldn’t possibly capture all my feelings in simple words. So I hope as always that my art does some of the talking ;////;
It’s funny. All those years ago I was so afraid that we wouldn’t last. I wish I could go back in time and tell myself that there was nothing to be afraid of.
He means the world to me. I love him so, so freaking much.
Happy anniversary, Soul <3
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But like 7 whole fics do sound great 🫣 they were all amazing, i missed reading your work especially about my fave boys ♥️♥️
don't tempt me!! 😭 i love this trope so much, it's hard not to indulge more 🙈 but thank you so much for reading, love, i hope you liked this one!
#ask#minniesvenus#i probably love the fake dating trope as much as i love enemies to lovers#that is all i ever think about when it comes to fics :'))#but i also have the attention span of a squirrel on drugs so#sjdkfh#so although i would love to start a full-length fic about someone#i would probably have to make several sacrifices to ensure i actually finish coming up with the whole plot before i lose interest shdfjh
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for all the shit we went thru I do still think of my ex fondly tho, we had a good run of it. part of me wishes they hadn't dropped our friendship so suddenly + dramatically like I was happy with us being friends + liked having them in my life :-(
#they really hated me in the end like they said some pretty nasty shit abt me and told me never to talk to them again#but for some reason they never blocked me on discord or facebook. just spotify and duolingo sjdkfh#so I still see them active on discord sometimes and I dont have the heart to unfriend them#if they came back and apologised id probably tentatively try to be friends again tbh. but we could never be close again#dunno why im thinking abt them so much today. we broke up almost 3 years ago and havent spoken for a year and a half now#okay for real dropping it now i prommy this is the last ex post#.diaries#i just hope theyre doing alright regardless :-)
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Ichigo and Berry for the ask thing
Ichigofavorite thing about them:She! Loves! Her friends! So Much! She really ties them together and helps all of them out a lot and I love that! Also..how stubborn and vocal she is. That's so delightful. She's so loud when kisshu is on his bullshit, god bless, what a perfect role model for 10 yr old (and Now Years Old) me
least favorite thing about themuhhhh, shes a pink sparkly magical girl cat, theres nothing at all I dislike about that? Shes A perfect girl!
favorite linethis is corny but anytime she uses the phrase "For the earth's future, I'll be at your service Nya~!" im like. Thats it. thats the Phrase. The CatchPhrase (tm). Also anytime she talks abt loving her friends or boyfriend, those lines are so sweet..
brOTPher n ryou are nice as bros, just chillin, they have such a teasing dynamic but I feel like they respect each other a lot as project leader/team leaders by the end of the series which is. Nice
OTPmasago and ichimint !! I also like her w berry tho, very cute
nOTPKishigo Bad
random headcanonI know she has all these Cat Abilities mentioned but I don't think seeing super well in the dark was mentioned. But ya she can see SUPER well in the dark for sure. also when she grows up she becomes an environmentalist..something...like for sure works at some kind of conservatory helping animals w/ her boyfriend
unpopular opinionthat kishigo sucks, 90% of the fandom likes it but I want him 4000 ft away from her unless its post series, even then, stay friends At Most lol
song i associate with themwHATS NEW PUSSYCAT WHOAOA ok im kidding but tbh anything to do with cats or strawberries comes on and im like 'oh thats ichigo?' and ofc, the entire tmm soundtrack...
favorite picture of themI love all the offical art!! I don't know if I have a fav necessarily tho..it's all good...??
Berry:
favorite thing about them:we have a lot in common!! I relate a lot to her, her sense of style is a lil Extra, she loves cute things n Good Food (she can apparently eat 10 cakes in one sitting which. Girl. talk abt a sweet tooth, can relate) and just..her personality...its Good shes so cute. also I love bunnies...anytime theres a character associated with them I lose my MIND
least favorite thing about them:Same w ichigo, it's..hard for me to nitpick the mews ok I have so much nostalgia...
favorite line:yknow I cant remember any lines at the top of my head?? When her first manga opened with her saying she picked the school shes in bc of the Cute Uniforms. Highly relatable
brOTP:her n ichigo are bffs noone can change my mind...when Ichigo got back she 100% showed her the ropes of leading and was really thankful for her filling in n just. they love each other ok
OTP:her and tasuku or her and ichigo!! ive also seen berry/mint which is super cute
nOTP:uhhh her/any of the crusaders I guess? not that I've seen those ships but ya if I did I'd die instantly
random headcanon:if we had been given an anime LIKE WE DESERVED of la mode I think when she's curious abt something. her nose should twitch like a rabbit. how cute would that be
unpopular opinion:I guess a lot of people thought she was a mary sue? Which is Wrong and I Love Her
song i associate with them:any cutesty french songs sjdkfh I stumbled across a spotify playlist the other day that was cute french songs only and my first though was 'berrycore!'
favorite picture of them:theres this official art pic of her and ichigo and the rest of the mews in the bg, on a rainy day splashing around, and theres a rainbow in the bg and for the life of me I cant FIND IT but its literally the cutest thing ever. also that official art where all the mews + berry are in white dresses with ribbons?? Love that one
tysm for asking Erin 😭💖💖💖💖💖💖
#tokyo mew mew#tmm#sanchoyoanswersasks#long post#ship hate#i guess for the kisshu bit lol#fuschiaghosts
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