#it's making me so upset send help

[hiswrlds]

❛ i’m not like you. i can’t just… move on. ❜

@vandalizedheart

A loose fist moves to cover his lips, momentarily at loss for words .  Grief has been a constant in his life for a while now ;  it lingers in the dusty air of abandoned homes torn down by war, it resides within hearts of many he has grown to care for ( he would gladly carry their suffering if he could , could he really do it even if he wanted ? can he ever understand ? ) , he can only watch as it encompasses the lives of many, and decides to simply linger at the margins of his vision, idle & still, waiting .  A ghost that shies from haunting him yet .  A feeling that slowly but steadily builds a place for itself within the hedgehog, readying for when it's time for the clock of death to strike ... and take away a precious smile or a significant heart .  

As if it's inevitable, as if it's as unstoppable as the renowned hero himself .  

“ Right, we're not the same . ”  There's little emotion to his voice, but perhaps it's better than accusations, better than judgment .  He doesn't want to go there, spiral down in doubt & denial, in what-ifs & experiences in other people's shoes .  The gap between their realities only stretches, such is a certain darkness that spreads in his mind at the thought of sympathy for the tyrant .  And Sonic hates it, he could find it in his heart to love every scar on his body, but not the murky stains left on his conscience from being at the mercy ( or lack thereof ) of their sole enemy . 

And she doesn't understand,  the weight of what they have lost, the desperation he felt in that cage, a prey animal's fear that flares in bright green eyes, mutilated and convoluted into something viscous and mindless, merciless .  

“ You don't have to compare yourself to anyone, not even me . ”   He will never understand her, not anymore, he's passed a point where he could .  “ But it's alright, isn't doing things our own way just our deal ?  This shouldn't be any different . ”   There is semblance of comfort in a new smile that he offers, he wonders if it reaches his eyes as much as he intended, he wonders what could possibly cloud bright eyes and kind heart but a certain, different kind of grief . 

[addictvettel]

Womp womp😭😂👎🏼

[slutdge]

my brain is not on so i hope this makes sense but forced institutionalization of all kinds will never be leftist and it will always do harm like i know yall cryptolibs that get all your knowledge of leftism from memes and think you dont need to read any theory think some forms of institutionalization are ok but like. no they are not. the answer will always be compassion and rectifying the symptoms of society that, by current laws, forces someone into institutionalization in the first place. yes this includes psychiatric institutionalization. psych wards and institutions do very little to treat people, and in a lot of cases actually make them worse. youve never experienced psychiatric abuse and it fucking shows. have a nice day.

[f1nneas]

Boyfriends are scary what if they don’t fuck with my Minecraft pyjamas ☹️

[numberoneanika]

Honestly the roleplay blogs are stronger than I am because if I saw a post where people were saying my blog was annoying and calling me corny I would jump in a large pit and rot away

[specialmouse]

You know .

[lesbiansanemi]

I’ve been trying not to think about it and get my hopes too high up but I realized that it’s been over a week since I’ve like, felt that “the world is caving in on itself” hurt, anxiety, and sadness. Tbh I’ve felt more…. Stable? Steady? Don’t feel like I’m wildly swinging between extreme moods every couple hours to couple minutes and I’ve been like huh that’s cool but also waiting for the other shoe to drop and for it to come back but then I realized this started a bit after all my med dosages got doubled and now I’m like. Holy god….. are they working???? Do meds actually fucking work???????

[anotherpapercut]

came up with a great idea to take the teens at work on a camping trip to a national park that's designated as an international dark site where you can see the milky way and it's right on a river so we can fish and maybe even kayak. did all this research looking for the right spot and the best dates to do it and some other cool stuff we can do to prepare them for the trip. aaaand admin has decided to steal my idea and open it up to the other teen centers in our organization and if we don't agree to that they probably will not let us do it at all

[arrietty-rune]

Sometimes i feel useless and annoying

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

I'm part of an Unknown Armies campaign run by my girlfriend, and it's driven me to strange madness. Today I made a conspiracy board for it. I've made memes. I'm painting a map of the setting. I started writing a novella loosely based off of my character, which feels like fanfiction. There's an NPC I'm in love with and her existence makes me want to create fan content. I've never created fan content before, for anything. I'm considering writing fanfic for Blorbo from my girlfriend's head, that's where we're at right now. What is going on

[moonlit-orchid]

good evening to everyone except a certain few fucking anons

[kateis-cakeis]

people are really so weird and so fatphobic huh

(and oops most of my commentary is in the tags XD)

[sagetheenbymage]

pov my search history all the time:

“how to set boundaries”

“how to set boundaries and still have friends”

[skitskatdacat63]

I hate when apps temporarily block your acct bcs "suspicious activity", yeah yeah I understand it's for security measures BUT PLEASE IM JUST BAD AT REMEMBERING PASSWORDS, LET ME LIVE 😭😭

[binders-and-beanies]

If u tell a trans disabled person to call the cops or tell someone else to call the cops abt them u do not care abt that person’s safety

[kincoo]

A random rant on how unlucky I was when getting my Miles Kane album. I had ordered a bundle with the yellow vinyl, the 7 inch, the signed print and the CD.

So first, it took FOREVER to get to my country. Like literally, i received the message that it had gotten here almost 3 weeks after the release.

Then, i had to pay 16 extra euros in customs taxes, even after paying for shipping and taxes when i first bought it.

Then today it got here and guess what??? The CD and the signed print... were not here???

BUT WAIT it gets worse, because when i play the 7 inch, it stops near the end of See You On The Water, leaving me without the last 20 seconds or so...

I'm just... HOW AM I THIS UNLUCKY WTF???