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me: I could write some fic around the new characters and relationships we've got so far! After all, Sam's clearly got some history with the Magnus Institute, and Alice is amazing and I love her--
also me: screw you, the angles cut them when they try to think.
#snarky speaks#i have had yet another fic idea#tmagp spoilers#tmagp#the magnus protocol#it's like i'm back in 2020#tma#the magnus archives#snarky's snippets#snarky's fic
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We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross is mercelot's song. idc what anyone says. I will fight on this. it is their song.
you cannot tell me that these lyrics don't remind you of them
#i've fallen down a rabbit hole of finding songs for song fics#it's like i'm back in 2020#remus talks
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bunch of portraits
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#ryomen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#gojo satoru#nanami kento#choso kamo#nobara kugisaki#yuta okkotsu#fanart#crying im so tired....#busts aren't hard on their own but 8 of them ???#i should have stuck at 6 if i knew what was good fr me#but lucky fr choso n yuuta enjoyers i dont know whats good fr me and tacked on the extra 2 last minute#i did a bust piece waaay back in 2020 early jjk days and it was this crowd minus choso/yuuta so i wanted to like. do a kind of redraw#im happy choso n yuuta made the cut tho they r fun they look as tired as i feel#i've been having a lot of fun w the more semirealistic skin render so i wanted to stretch those muscles a bit more#took the better part of 3 days but u know i'm pretty happy w these i dont think i have a hard least favourite#fun game guess my favourite characters based on how i draw them it is Glaringly obvious 2 me#ik i said i dont have a least favourite but i certainly have A Favourite#uhhhh misc notes i tried rly hard to make sukuna's face look like yuuji's and only rly change the expression#i think i was successful??? i hope?????? like i didnt want to make him look like his own person as bad as that sounds#he is Wearing Yuuji that is Yuuji's Face#also i rly . wish there were more women . but as much as i like maki as a character i fr some reason don't find drawing her very fun ?#so nobara out here pulling her weight fr the girls my goat my queen <333
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I moved recently to start a new job and part of my commute now involves one of those high capacity toll booths where a two lane road suddenly flares out into 5-7 lanes of total anarchy with no lines anywhere, and then narrows back down to two lanes again, and we're just supposed to sort ourselves out? Who designed this
anyway I dreamed up this helpful anatomical guide on the drive home
#thought of flipping it upside down for it to read correctly but then it didn't feel like the driver pov#oh also yeah aside from generally pulling back from online spaces for the most part I've started a FAST-PACED full-time job#after on and off contract/part time work since 2020#I am WIPED#all the time#exhausted#I'm told I will adjust and I am trusting these people but holy shit I'm capital B Bushed#you will not see me frequently anymore but do not mourn for me#I am adjusting to my new fish tank...#I will be thriving#by the time I turn 30 next year I will be able to hit my 30s at a run#I'm feeling it mr krabs
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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Trying out a post for Repostober!! and idea by @marlowedobbeart!!
The top one was an old FFXV post I'm honestly still quite proud of! The second image is actually one I never got around to posting. I thought it needed more work/that it wasn't good enough. Looking at it now tho I think it looks fine aldskfjLSKDJGSD. So sharing it now :D -NO ROMANCE INCLUDED-
#Repostober#Final Fantasy xv#ffxv#ff15#final fantasy 15#prompto argentum#noctis lucis caelum#ignis scientia#gladiolus amicitia#isa's fanart#insertsomthinawesome#October2023#Art created in like 2019 or 2020 not sure which#I need to replay this game so bad. its been so long alskdfjLKSDJSGD#I'M SO BUSY RN MAN#Its kinda nice to be able to look back on these and not care about the flaws :D Gives me some hope for the perfectionism I struggle with no#and I really do think these are both neat#I was originally intending to at least one more with the boys in the Ceremonial uniforms#alas. it never happened#but i'm still glad for what i did :)#Maybe if I get in a mood I'll redraw them all.#but honestly i have a long list right now lasjdFLKSJDFLKJSDG#I don't think I ever posted the original version here? I could be wrong and if so oh well SDLKFJSDLKFJSLDG
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i can't believe i opened tsc thinking i'd ship jerejean and walked away wanting jean with fucking KEVIN DAY so bad it makes me nauseous
#aftg#the sunshine court#all for the game#all for the gay#kevjean#kevin day#jean moreau#nora please make then get back together I'm literally SICK#I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY'RE CANONICALLY EXES AT THIS POINT HOW IS THIS REAL#if you would have told me in 2020 i would end up not liking jerejean because im shipping something OTHER THAN kevaaron right now-#i would have died
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i hope that you finally save up enough to buy the dream car you’ve been wanting for years. i hope that on the drive home, at least 30 minutes from your destination, you suddenly get explosive diarrhea all over the pale suede seats, staining them forever. i hope the smell is so overpowering & rancid that you immediately projectile vomit in all the little crevices of the center console. i hope youre wearing your favorite clothes, too. i hope the smell & stains linger forever. suffer.
#submission#the return of the ShitPost#(tm)#anyone remember that saga back in like 2020?#BECAUSE I DO#IS THIS AN INTENTIONAL REFERENCE TO IT?#I HAVE NO IDEA#I'M SCARED#read the tags
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Since atla is again having an extra surge of popularity, I'm shooting my shot:
[ID: (Rest of image description in alt). At the bottom of the image sits the text: "Zuko: Okay. Well, I can't remember how it starts, but the punchline is "leaf me alone, I'm bushed."" ID end].
Did we ever find out what the setup for this joke was? I feel kinda haunted by it. If not- anyone wanna make their best or worst guesses?
edit: I now know what "I'm bushed" mean, but go ahead anyway 👍
haunted thoughts in tags ↓
#atla#the way I was early out for this next surge in popularity 🤗 I was in a different phase by 2020#it's not like it haunts me day and night but it does bother me thinking back on it. please tell me I'm not the only one 🧍♂️#I'll have to reblog the 'closure is a myth' post jk#what kind... of joke is it? leaf pun on leave i get. I'm bushed however I dont get. it implies the punchline sayer is a bush at least I#think. but what prompts the 'i am bushed' I dont get. is it not contextual? is it a phrase ive not connected like 'leaf me alone'?#is there anotger layer between leaf and bush? again what kind of joke (social:joke purpose. what is funny? only pun?) + (in-joke set up)?#is it about the kind of bush it is? is it between two plants? the plant & someone picking on the plant like a teamaker collecting?#is it about a plant that has grown into bush and thus (somethingsomething)?? is it not a plant at all? other elements? iroh *what*.#if the creators actually had a setup in mind- I fear it will be lame. but yet I am haunted#it must have cracked someone up for him to try relay it. (set in term of endearment here) 🧍♂️👈 *poking him*#either way. me 🤝 zuko @ being bad at remembering & relaying jokes 😁👍#at least in that instance anyway#I mainly stick to irony & sarcasm. running along with an mistaken assumption or replying w something silly & blowing it out of proportions.#puns if I'm lucky. ect. fun when I can reference it later tho I try not to overdo it. not like I'll likely remember it for too long anyway#now to lay in wajt see if anything happens....#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla zuko#a:tla#my rambles#its lie and not lay is it not.....
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i've been thinking about SR1 a lot recently
#lyrics are from audience of one by rise against#i often picture these hazy summer nights with them all#after a mission#too hyped up to go home#i'm not saying they were all besties but they spent at least some downtime together you know?#just young people running towards the horizon as if they're never going to reach the end#and then i also picture that point in 2020 where they've all “died” in one way or another and casey's sitting there all alone#before she knows johnny is still alive#way before she knows dex is still alive#and she looks at the world around her and wonders if she ever really came back#because she remembers what being alive felt like#and this was it#and it was so long ago#lin#sr boss: casey clark#dex jackson#johnny gat#troy bradshaw#saints row 1#saints row#stuff i drew
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The last Sess I posted was in 2018 I think, though this time he gets manga colors.
#my art#inuyasha#sesshomaru#the tag scared me away for quite awhile ever since cough cough 2020 but it's settled down now so I've returned#thank u to anyone in the tags that have been drawing a lot of inuyasha content lately it brought me back#and while 2018 is the last sess art i /posted/ anywhere it was not the last art i drew haha#i've drawn many ocxsess pics so it's not like i'm out of practice drawing him (tho i'll likely never post those..)#i like sess with one arm i think him overcompensating for it in a fight is a fun visual to match with his ego ..
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Lately, when I talk about someone I strongly disagree with, I think about my friends.
When I interact with someone who regularly rants about people, and tends to take things in the worst ways (without any attempts at self-reflection or grace), I feel more on-edge. I'm nervous to voice opinions. I'm always over-thinking everything I send them, worried about how they'll receive it.
On the other hand, I feel much safer during conversations where someone is speaking neutrally about those they feel at conflict with. When they feel upset about a situation, but without talking aggressively about the other person. Because I know that if we're ever in a disagreement, or have some sort of conflict or misunderstanding, they won't hurt me or suddenly hate me*.
I used to speak much more aggressively about people. My personality disorders, combined with online toxic environments, were big factors in that. I was stressed and angry constantly, and I felt justified, and I felt afraid and ashamed to respond with anything but anger. But to make a long story short, I had several big painful interpersonal experiences where I realized how my attitude was impacting my friends.
I remember the nervousness in my friends' eyes. I remember the people I've met who are much older and never grew out of that reactive communication style, and I don't want to be that person. I want my loved ones to feel safe around me.
So nowadays, I do my best to speak compassionately (or at least neutrally). Because I want to signal to my friends that I'm not going to be cruel to them, or to automatically believe the worst of them, during a conflict or misunderstanding. I try to vent about situations and my fears instead of people.
I wish I'd realized this before.
*(I discuss splitting in the tags)
#actuallynpd#actuallybpd#actuallyautistic#relationship advice#communication skills#I added the autism tag because we missed the social cues that would have alerted us of this early on#and that sure is a big thing we talk about in therapy.#Accidentally hurting people is so painful. We learned this back in 2020 and have been#practicing it ever since. We've wanted to share this with others because honestly a post like this would have prevented a lot of pain and#conflict.#And as promised; about the splitting-#This isn't a post meant to shame anyone for struggling with intense anger or distrust or splitting or any other symptom#My partner and I both have PDs. I've learned to self-regulate intense anger before venting. I've learned how to use more neutral words even#when I don't feel them. And when he splits on me he tells me he's having a BPD moment and that he needs some time alone#That's okay and healthy <3 Mental illness is tough. PTSD is tough. I often jump to the worst conclusions because I'm scared of being hurt.#I've just learned to handle it differently.#I wanted to clarify that because I don't want anyone to think they're inherently bad for having trauma reactions. My goal was to make the#type of post I needed back then when I lacked that social awareness. I had to work through a lot of guilt and shame and that was really#really hard. But it was so worth it. I'm so so glad she told me.
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Hey everyone!
I'm still (somewhat) alive!! 🥳
I did this way back in 2020 actually, but it was meant for a zine (which, to my knowledge, never saw the light of day) and since I've been going through my computer and saw this, I figured I might as well post it now. At least it might fit the summer vibe (not where I'm at though, here it's only rain all day long...)
Hope you guys are all doing well x
#yes this is like a personal blog post okay#I'm done playing the cutesie clean and sorted social media profile thing. That died with the start of my unending hiatus back in 2020.#also what the heck happened to this place#this is not the tumblr I remember#I'm too goddamn old for this#insert old-man yelling at cloud meme please#anyways#reylo#reylo art#ben solo#rey#star wars#summer#digital art
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sorry to keep posting about all of us strangers a film i have not seen since like uhhhhh february/march but during my occasional review scrolling before thinking about it made me too upset to continue what i noticed was that some seem to identify the scene where adam goes into his parents room and it cuts to him in what is presumably an adult-sized version of the pajamas he wore when he was a kid as something that was somewhat ridiculous + works because of how sincerely the moment is played by the cast and of course performance has a lot to do with it but also that moment to me is one of the most heartrendingly sincere parts of the whole film. it's very much about grief and wanting to go back to something that doesn't exist anymore and so the fact that the movie takes a somewhat dreamlike direction with this + has him dress like he would've when he was a kid speaks to how desperately he wants to be able to go back to that sense of safety. like he loses his parents really young so his relationship with them is kind of frozen at that point. that visual alone is such a clever way of communicating everything + the performances are devastating in this scene + this is the moment that had me physically shaking in the theatre so uhhhhhh
#neon has thoughts#Hi. Welcome Back To. It's 11 PM I Am Sleepy And I Am Posting Analysis Of A Media Featuring Famous Actor Andrew Scott. tune in next time for#i fuckin. watch fleabag and develop new problems. i guess.#like truly artful fuckin way to communicate a characters emotional state also ive never really recovered from it ok thanks goodnight#movie tag#all of us strangers#as neon trees said in their 2020 song going through something: i think i'm going through something
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I am afraid.
For myself as a woman and queer person.
For my clients who are elderly and/or disabled and rely on programs like Medicaid and Social Security.
For my colleagues (and myself) as employees of a nonprofit, especially with Jewish in the name.
For my POC friends. My queer friends and family. My disabled friends and family.
For my friends and family who are teachers and crisis counselors and medical professionals, whose careers and possibly lives will be threatened even more by pro-lifers and conspiracy theorists.
For my friends that are specks of Blue in places that we slowly and with horror watched turn Red.
For this country. For the direction things are going to go. For the light at the end of the tunnel turning out to be the tikitorches of a MAGAt rally.
But I am also here. I love you. I support you. I want to help you however I can.
And I am not going down without a fight.
#personal#post election 2024#U.S. politics#current events#remember to breathe and to grieve and then to get back up and fight back#I am genuinely scared. I can't pretend I'm not like I did in 2016#but I'm not without hope yet#(and remember if you're like me and doing okish to still practice self care today. and to check on people in your life who might not be)#(also you know how they challenged 2020? wr can do that too. and in some states have actual evidence to back that unlike them)
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AU where Noir gets hired to investigate a sudden string of missing property/legal issues that's damaging local businesses in Brooklyn (think Museum mission from Insomniac's Spider-Man 2), and Hobie (Prowler) is his main informant
(^ these versions of the mfs, for visual reference)
Spiderman has a violent encounter with the Prowler and sees Hobie unmasked- then later, Robbie (reporter for the Bugle) manages to drag Peter into taking on a case for his neighborhood, where he's introduced to the man closest to the action: Hobie 🙂
Sidenote, I think it would be Very funny if Peter’s civilian identity is a private eye but everyone knows about The Spider always helping him. Like, "yeah Im a private eye and so is that vigilante guy and yes he for some reason only gives ME his leads but we are totally not the same person"
#bring back Peter’s superman level of an obvious secret identity#where the ONLY reason nobody suspects him is because he's Whimpy Nerdy Parker#despite the insurmountable coincidences between him and this The Spider dude#Also plz imagine: Peter being introduced to Hobie like “well i cant say he's a criminal rn or Robbie will punch me in the mouth”#playing the “OH CUZ I'M/HE'S BLACK??” card will never not be funny#hobie brown#Prowler#spiderman prowler#prowler hobie#spiderman#spiderman comics#spiderman 1969#spider noir#spiderman noir#peter benjamin parker#spiderman noir 2020#Spider-Man Noir: Eyes Without A Face#spiderman noir 2009#AU#idk what I'd call this AU#open to ideas 🤔#spider speaks
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