rabid-transcendentalist

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how it feels to wash your hair and brush your teeth and have clean clothes on

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idk if anyone has ever told you this before but going to college as a "non-traditional" student is actually a lot easier than going fresh outta high school.

like my tuition is far cheaper than the first time around because i'm returning to finish the degree i abandoned at the end of 2020, the degree i'd been working on since the fall of 2015, the degree that was a little kid and i was a dad running to the store to get milk, the degree now being offered to me minus 20%.

me going to college was never an if in my family, it was only ever a when.

so i went and struggled and self-sabotaged because i didn't know what happened next and it feels safe to control your hurt.

but now i'm going back and i'm married and have a 401k and a husband and i'm a bestselling author who got there even though i didn't have that pesky english literature degree and i'm going to be like a decade older than my classmates.

because apparently fafsa has no problem giving me not only enough to cover the cost for the whole semester, but enough for me to get a student refund, too. even though when i was a "traditional" student i had to fork over thousands to cover what fafsa wouldn't.

the whole "going to college because that's what you do and it should only take four years" thing is utter horseshit. if they'd made it this easy the first time around, it probably wouldn't have taken me over ten years to get my bachelor of science.

tldr: the "traditional" college student image is propaganda and your life can be wonderful and fulfilling without a degree and you can take your time and move at your own pace and doing those things doesn't make you a failure.

it makes you human.

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astonishing how good it can feel to get some chores done sometimes. you’ll be sitting there like damn i am some type of horrid little smeagol like creature who should be crushed to death. but then you do some laundry and you’re like wrow. im actually gods most fuckable soldier.

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december 2nd?? what the fuck. what’s next? december 3rd?? a 4th of december???? give me a fucking break.

[rabid-transcendentalist]

twenty years across the sea

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WICKED (2024) + REDDIT TEXT POSTS

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I remember watching Supernatural for the first time and feeling bad for sexualizing Castiel because he’s an angel and also my best friend

And then all at once I understood why Dean Winchester is the way he is. And it made the line ‘the very touch of you corrupts’ hit so hard. Just look at how both Dean and Cas react here…

If they had only loved themselves as much as they loved eachother

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gelphie tag trending just under the bisexual tag, as it should

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would you like a nice glass of

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Many edgy and super deep pieces of art have been made wondering what happens when a god dies but in Norse mythology it’s pretty clear. They go where everybody else goes. Down to hel. Ruled by the goddess Hel. Dead Norse gods are just down there. Being cold, eating, hanging out.

Like imagine dying in some sort of famine and making the cold icy trek down to Hel and down there waiting in line with you is Odin. Oh, so that was the end times, got it.

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can't get over what guillermo said about dean because it's so soft and true and should've been one of the messages that the show left us with:

“I think that this was how it was intended, everybody says if you want to be a real man, you have to be like Dean Winchester, and Dean Winchester is in love with Castiel” (X)

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It’s crazy and fucked up that being yourself is actually the solution.

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every time i see someone call kirk and spock the oldest ship, i'm filled with the urge to go "hmm actually the holmes and watson girlies have been here for a hundred years now", and i refrain because i know the natural conclusion of this game is gilgamesh and enkidu

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it’s monday i’m in the labyrinth

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Certain words can change your brain forever and ever so you do have to be very careful about it.