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i am doing a bad job of blocking out taylor swift, i listened to poets to and from class and im watching an album reaction. im trying to figure out where the line is. a lot of senior swifties still seem comfortable with discussing theories about who songs are about and i feel conflicted now
i want to do the right thing, but i feel like im standing half in and out of a door way, and now that i know something else exists beyond what i've always done, it feels wrong and almost impossible to go back to what i was doing when it made me feel so guilty and embarrassed before
doing that feels like eating too much cake, or more than that like eating beef, or driving just to drive, it makes me feel better in the short term, but interlaced with it is the knowledge that it's going to, over time, fuck up something bigger than myself yk?
still firmly in my swiftie morality/identity crisis,
Quinn and co
#not me comparing my song muse fixation problem to climate change#is it wrong to say it causes a bigger effect that me?#idk#am i like#giant-ising taylor swift? or is it just that causing someone else harm feels bigger that bringing myself joy?#probably both but idk#too many questions too late at night#it's like almost 2 am my time#or is it?#confusing time zones are confusing you fuckers will never find me#(find what ~24th of the world i live in)#swiftie morality crisis#<<new save tag if i remember#taylor swift#poets#help
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The Amazing Devil truly knocked it out of the park with Fair in terms of love songs i mean its got everything. Domesticity, deep adoration, confessions of love when youre sure no one else can hear, a that's what she said joke, yogurt, genuinely dont think there's a more romantic song on the face of the earth
#its everything 2 me you dont understand#the 'him' in that song.... hes so me#need to have a word with joey batey and madeleine hyland abt this one fr#god. the thats what she says joke almost reduces me to tears sometimes.#how unreasonably in love i am with everything you do!!!!#i cant even pick more lines from the verses to quote like its all so. waugh.#they werent lying that devil sure can amazing#their constant ability to marry small ridiculpus mundane things with profound metaphorical epic things really shines in Fair. idk#every time i see a bad taylor swift lyric in the next few days ill just listen to some tad to cleanse my soul#my shit#the amazing devil
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Based on somewhat real events
I spent way too much time drawing this...
But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you
A continuation (kinda)
#sometimes my skin smells too strongly and I hate it. I wanna crawl up and die. it's not that bad usually#only when I'm already overstimulated#there were 2 times where I was sick and I started crying and almost threw up because the smells were too strong#one time the smell of tge city. the other time it was roasted chicken. I still feel sick when I smell reheated chicken to this day#I'd love to have someone comfort me and rub my back in these moments but 1. I don't want anyone to touch me and#2. I feel like I don't deserve to be touched because it's an inconvenience to others#anyway enough about me. I am now projecting in these characters#I hate drawing their faces so much#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#young stan pines#art#fanart#traditional art#comic#long post#watercolor#forgot to mention but I can't take a shower when the sun is still up except if I was swimming in a pool/sea. no specific reason I just can'#projecting to Ford because Stan would never feel like that :/ oh well#is this cringe? maybe. probably. do I care? no. not really#I'm self diagnosing myself with 'definitely something wrong but not further specified' because this can't be normal#btw sorry if this is disappointing. I tried my best (the first part is pretty neat imo)#wonder if anyone is gonna read all of these tags#is this the worst thing you've seen yet?#teen stan#teen ford
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*rises from the dead* thank you pearl for this behind the scenes/exclusive preview!!
[ID: a minecraft screenshot, taken within a trial chamber. Pearl and Etho are closest to the viewer, standing back to back. The minimal armour texture pack is on. Pearl is drawing a bow in full netherite and Etho is wielding an enchanted diamond sword in a mix of netherite and diamond armour. Between them and further away, Tango is walking somewhat toward us. He’s wielding a bow but not drawing it, and wearing full diamond. There’s a whole bunch of blue flame and skull particles in the air between the three of them. End ID]
#tango tek#tango but everywhere#tangotek#hermitcraft#<- presumably#hc10#etho#ethoslab#etho’s lab#pearlescentmoon#i am not dead. i have not abandoned you. i just got really into malevolent changed my name touched some grass and then got really into#wolf359 during which i started my biannual 2 week minecraft grind session which i am very much still in the midst of and then as a whole#kinda almost started dropping hermitcraft but only like excess povs ive been watching mumbo for seven years i’m not gonna give him up any#time soon but like. ive gone from having one hyperfixation to having like. 4. so. this has been on the backburner for a bit#anyway. i will not be stopping posting and i am not going to give this blog to someone else. probably. ive got this
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Was nobody gonna warn me that I would fall a little bit in love with every character in Stardew
#I am literally following them around and getting excited like a little puppy its insane#I cant decide who I wanna marry I like all of them… I was a little torn between Sebastian and Harvey at first but now Alex is an#unexpected fav??? and I like Elliott and Sam theyre so goofy.. and I appreciate how down to earth Leah is#Emily is also quickly growing on me she feels like the valleys manic pixie dream girl to me. or at least Clint’s manic pixie dream girl#the only characters I don’t have much to say abt are Shane and maru.. Shane’s still a little mean to me like I know he warms up to u as#u get to know him but I’m not there yet.. and I’m just not all that interested in Maru sadly#it’s not just the marriage candidates its almost all the NPCs especially Granny Evelyn SHES SO NICE?? shes fun to talk to I love giving#her my best flowers.. I also like saying hi to Willy and Marnie they’re nice!!! I love Marnie’s smile it’s so cute#I’m also fond of gus after seeing Linus’ 2 heart event that was so sweet of him… mister gus I’ll give u my best ingredience……..#I’m too busy trying to finish the community centre and make money before I go around marrying anyone or building up friendship#so I haven’t had a lot of time to get to know everyone ;w; I’m trying to trigger the wizards heart events now that I’m at like 9 hearts#with him cuz I wanna be able to move my buildings around#I actually have 2 saves rn one on my brothers pc and one on iOS. but the one on iOS is cosmos file and it just playing as him as a character#not as myself and I think he would marry Alex. but my pc save is my personal file so I’m marrying Harvey#until my pen gets fixed I’ll be drawing at a snails pace pairing the stupid thing but Im making cosmo a ref definitely#I kinda wanna get to know Pam too.. she’s like rough around the edges but in a jaded way I wanna know what she’s like yk#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#Stardew#yapping
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#it's been barely 2 months i cannot go through this again wtf is this doc doing i don't get it atleast give me something some causes anything#that tells me what triggers this so i can avoid it. i am good at following instructions i will do anything just give me something other than#oh rest and take these meds for 10 days and you'll be good viola ++ again it's almost near to my period time which is HELL#sure i will go to different doc tomorrow but i don't trust any of them anymore like i genuinely feel so hopeless is there nothing else i can#do other than just chugging meds why me always
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messy portrait study
#no cause i made it 10 times worse in the last 5 minutes. whatever whatever#i never draw all in one sitting but i stayed sat for almost 2 hours and i feel like this birch is printed on my eyelids#scarabocchi#anyways its 1 am now and i have uni tmrw. might just not go easy solution🙏
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When I first got into Kirby, I didn't expect to like, actually get into it. I thought it'd be like any other hyperfixation I'd had up to that point, that it would go away within a few months and I'd never think about it again.
Given I was so deeply in denial, I didn't care about being fully accurate and had some stuff that was really goofy and/or underdeveloped and unexplained. Stuff I'd made up to just work for the limited time I would be there.
Still, I came up with a few headcanons that I got attached to, and when I started realizing this was here to stay, I still chose to be stubborn and had to work backwards to keep these stupid headcanons, but adapt them into something a bit more fitting and polished.
It led to some cool stuff, like for example, my orbs aren't very magical, this was something I had settled on early on. But after I got invested, I had to think about what that actually meant and the implications of it like, how can they do this without magic? And what about that? What about this canon thing, how do I explain it?
I found decent enough explanations for all of these. But as a result of my unserious beginnings and continued stubborness, now I get really embarrassed at the time to actually talk about my headcanons and the stuff I've come up with.
Because what do you mean your Galacta Knight is half-dragon?
#what am i. 12 years old. you're making him a fucking dragon? and he barely even Actually resembles one? cringe#so so cringe. everytime i think about how im going to have to reveal that eventually i get so embarrassed#i've been by myself on my lore for almost 2 years. as in i had no friends who were into it#so i was talking to myself and people who only learned kirby stuff from me#so i never fully realized just how cringe an outsider would find it until recently#but it always made sense To Me. with what I'd come up with and how I'd made it work#i fear people wouldn't think his story and the role his dragoness plays into it is enough to warrant it.#they'll think i just did it because i wanted to. and that Is the reason too. partly.#when i started i saw that bit of text about mk's wings not being real. that they were his cape and adult orbs don't have wings#and figured gk's wings and horns mustn't be real either if that was true. but that was weird so i wanted him to actually have them.#but i'd settled on this at the time already so how would i explain him being the exception?#my solution was to just. make him a hybrid. that'd solve it. I didn't know he was a dragon at the time though. so it doesn't#show in his design a whole lot. when you look at his dragon dad he does look a lot like him. but said dragon dad also does not look like#a dragon at all. not a scaley reptile typical one. so that's Another layer to my problem#my thoughts on orb wings and horns have since changed. theoretically I could totally make gk a normal orb now. but#i also decided that the only reason he Specifically can use magic it's because of this half-dragonness 😭#another show of him being the exception. he's always stood out as odd#so there's actually no going back. i'd also have to get rid of his fuzz and who'd want that#text post
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mind can rarely crack his joints bc his bones are metal and whatever and usually run pretty smoothly. but on the rare occasion that he can crack them. it sounds like the entire house is being torn apart by fireworks and violent explosions. his back snaps like a godsamn whip and his neck cracks so hard it's a surprise he didn't break his own spine. every single joint in his body will pop louder than anyone in the house has ever yelled, without fail.
he'll always make sure to do this in direct vicinity of both heart and soul because as he rearranges his internal structures they will stare on in sheer, absolute horror, especially considering that once he's done, he just continues on with his task as if it never happened and as if every atom in his body hasn't been split in two
Headcanon #632
#chonny jash#submission#cj mind#chonnys charming chaos compendium#okay canon to me#maybe more soul since i connect him to the bones but either way ONE of these mfs do this#why? 1. its funny 2. i am the same way#one time in school. i was taking a computer class & it was dead silent in the room. i pop my neck & shoulder which made a hella loud noise#this poor girl next to me just turned and was like “are you okay????? did you just like snap youre neck????”#idk why they can pop so loudly for some but mine do as well#i can see all of them having smth like this#speedrun list time#heart: almost constantly pops or cracks their knuckles. never really loud but just frequently [kinda how he fidgets sometimes]#mind: this post#soul: 1. doesn't rlly like the sound it makes. makes him uneasy or uncomfy 2. mainly his hands n wrists pop a lot. semi painfully too#whole. why not: Mainly just his shoulders & spine#sits down in the same place for too long a lot so his entire back just sounds like pop rocks.#not as loud as minds but still p loud & takes like 5-8 minutes to fully crack everything in his back n shoulders
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of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)
#len speaks#star wars#revenge of the sith#empire strikes back#the force awakens#not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️#i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish#times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it#for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭#i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my#current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches#as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the#spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless#i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all#i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats#it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!!#also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might#also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀#and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something#bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the#scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind#me to the dialogue lmfaooo
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i compiled every time tiny kyle changed costumes bc it was driving me insane
#i fell out of my chair while reading#i am not joking when i say I WAS GOING CRAZY#& IDK Y#stupid choppy hair kyle#ALMOST EVERYSINGLE 1 IS DIFFERENT I CHECKED#LIKE ITS NOT EVEN THAT CRAZY THATS THE WORST PT#Y WAS I GOING CRAZY#THIS IS A VRY KYLE THING 2 DO Y WAS I????????#ughhhhhghhdfg#ok well its time 2#im so srry kyle nation#kyle rayner#omfg does this mean he was teen lantern 4 a bit? /j#keli im so srry#y am i the most intimidated by kyle fans"??? LAMOA aaaaaughhhhhhhh#kyle literally so lame how bad could his fans b.......#im trying 2 reason w/myself here
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ART PARTY BABEY HAPPY PRIDE
Enjoy ur bees, give magic swords to little girls and baked beans to slublings— and be wary of rogue noodles
EU doodles: my own Mehndra, Hey Barbie, Tai of the Order and their cursed snack choices, the never ending bench, Strongessst, Necrotechnician Fip, Soft Skunk, Ruárn and Lux Pyrefaith
NA doodles: Khynain (ft a very tiny goofy version of my lad Draikôs) Wet Gunk, Harley Vuong, Tine of Nice Dreams, Kimber Truthspeaker, Zuutes and Master Dokks
As always, if you would like to be tagged with your toon, please let me know!! Otherwise, enjoy ur mischief
#vsartparty#gw2#guild wars 2#my art#batsy art#twas a slow day and my hand did not want to remember how to put a line on paper but i did it#there was so much mischief tho#its always fun#i cant believe zuutes’ player bullied me tho (jk affectionate teasing)#beloved#i stayed on draikôs much longer than i planned to#but im not mad he’s pretty#it was funny when i did switch to rose#and ppl were like oh ur here!!#sam from game changer voice ‘IVE BEEN HERE THE WHOLE TIME’ >:3#i am v soft ppl got excited to see rose tho#im feeling sappy today it almost made me hapoy cry
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Lucanis Dellamorte why are you so mad with me personally for going to Minrathous instead of Treviso that you refuse to use support moves
I literally sent HALF the team with you. Both of which who are archers only for you to tell me that you couldn't fight off the dragon bc it was... flying around???
Seems like a skill issue to me sorry /j
#I get that he wants me to help his home it's just a bit funny how silly it is#brother you have WINGS#What do you MEAN 😭😭😭#lucanis no longer has time for a romance with you but he does have time for Neve apparently#even though she was also fighting with me in Minrathous#idk if it's a bug or what but I also keep getting those timed conversations markers only for me to go to Lucanis#and have him tell me he doesn't want to talk#like yeah okay buddy whatever you say ig?#stop calling me then if you don't want to speak#I'll be by anyway as I make my rounds but still#don't want to feel like I gotta rush to the back of the lighthouse for nothing (I don't know when timed things disappear)#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#da#dav#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#also destroyed that Minrathous dragon in like 2 minutes#literally thought I almost soft locked myself from beating it too fast (I am on the easiest difficulty and have mods)#but it was also extra funny for Rook to be like “If only we beat that dragon faster maybe we could have helped Treviso 🥺”#like idk if we could have really beaten it any faster
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I'm going to rotate them in my mind.. the angst potential for my poor poor Rook . .... .
#dragon age#datv#dragon age veilguard#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#Alios Ingellvar#they are going to go through so much post game and post Davrin.. they were gonna build a future together#god#if i do keep dav dead then i feel like Rook is gonna get closer to Bellara after everything#they were already pretty close#but i also want to have Dav alive like what i say and what Rook says that theyre almost hopeful Dav and Assan are okay because no body#so im like NO BODY NO DEATH and maybe things happened post Ghilain'ain fight that they survive#or i keep them dead oh my rook is going to spend so much time with uncle and the griffons at arlathan forest#please it was so criminal to have their last convo being about the future#I thouGHT THEY WERE GONNA MAKE IT it makes sense letting a leader lead the other team . i was going with Mass Effect 2 logic#Dragon Age Davrin#ive gotten so much brain worms#the way i drew yhese sketches yesterday before the final and i was SO HOPEFUL#girl im reloading to see the romance scenes at the end i am putting myself through that all over again just for that my god i will#4 hours of hell for this man
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so i've not done one of these yet this month so i'll start us off at the halfway point of the month with a wed wip
Thanks so much to everyone who's still tagged even tho i've not been posting as much i luv'd seeing what you did 💚💚💚
speaking of posting tho i did post 2 fics on monday - an alex/shaan fic - in the kitchen, at kensington, with those threadbare pajama pants & my firstprince Olympics engagement fic bringing home silver - if ur interested 💚
so for this weeks words we're gonna pull from the fic that i call pip had alex first - bcuz that's pretty much exactly what it is - so have a lil pip/alex moment below the cut - it's not smut but smut adjacent and some tags
OPEN TAG FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO DO THIS AS WELL (or that i may have forgot or run out of tags for - it's like 1:30 so very much likely i forget someone on here lolz)
“What can I make you? I’m pretty good at this. My sister and Nora, let me make them drinks when we all hang out.” Philip wants to say they can skip the drinks and take the cupcakes to the bed but instead says, “I’ll have whatever you’re making. I’ve never met an alcohol I didn’t like.” They sit on the couch and sip the whiskey sours Alex mixed for them. Alex tells Philip how he was assigned this conference because the Administration felt they needed a presence, and everyone else was busy. He commiserates as he is also not the one supposed to be here. It was supposed to be Henry, but he was needed at an event with Bea. Alex is a surprisingly great company, and the more they drink, the less Philip actually cares about getting his hand on his cock, even if it also makes him want more. They break out the cupcakes, and watching a tipsy Alex devour and try to fit the whole thing in his mouth gives Philip thoughts about what else he could fit into his mouth. There is frosting on his cheek, seeping out from the corner of his mouth, and Philip reaches over to wipe it off. His thumb sits next to his mouth, and Alex turns his head and sucks it into his mouth. Philip’s breath stutters on the inhale, and he holds it for a moment before pushing it out. “Alex?” “Yeah,” comes out on the breath Alex also seemed to be holding. Philip takes their drinks and sets them on the table in front of them; when he turns to Alex, his eyes are somehow both blown wide in confusion and lust-filled.
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#wip wednesday#red white and royal blue#rwrb wip#alex claremont diaz#philip fox mountchristen windsor#it's a firstprince fic but also alex/pip#but not at the same time#so no incest this time lolz#both boys get alex years apart#it's kinda henry's fault#but ... yeah lolz#i dunno why this stuff keeps happening in my fic either#pip just likes to hang out in my head and get a fic sometimes lolz#so ... that's where we're at#me unhinged at almost 2 am and yeah ...
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NOBODY MOVE *flower petals fly across the screen and music from a romance dorama starts playing*
#AQUARIUS CAMUS MY LOVE<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3#he is the man ever#he is the knight and saint ever too#you got no idea#he saves my life every day#i am yet again trying to depict his divine image🙏🙏🙏#“he is more than just a mentor to him - he is almost a divine presence!”#doodling blushes on him - all stoic and serious - brings me joy🥰#i figure (my take ig) he's actually very emotional in a way... he jumst doesn't show it-#-bc 1. stoic 2. mental illness(es) tbh 3. his face jumst looks like >:| most of the time normally like LMAO#an e way !!!!!!!#“we're so back” (i have returned)#p.s. thankyous to those who sent me bday congratulations while i was away i am looking directly at you👁👁🥰💕💕💕#aquarius camus#unfinished#apollo_kyler#my art#saint seiya#artists on tumblr#digital art#my saint seiya art#saint seiya fanart#doodle
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