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Without the least desire to be tumblr famous, I wish I was well-known enough to get regular asks.
There's a particular kind of boredom I get that is, I think, I lack of interaction. Everyone I could reasonably bother is busy! I ought to be busy, but I don't want to tab through documents. I want to listen to people talk about their niche interests and how their day is going.
#maybe someday I'll fully drag myself back to writing#a good comment can carry one's soul along for weeks#but fandom feels different to me these days#it's harder to engage#and putting original writing out is kind of. hmm.#i feel i've lost a lot of skill#and i don't read nearly as much or widely as i used to#and it's hard to share what doesn't meet your own standards yk?#same reason the art (what little there is) doesn't go up#not that it's bad? but it's not of a quality i'd want to show people#alas the lure of showing people is part of the draw to create#so i end up not writing or arting much which means i don't improve much which you would think i could get around since i recognize the issu#but no#brains are jerks like that
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I've played the Fire Emblem Husbando Dating Simulator Games
#what is it about flawed media that makes fanart so compelling#awakening was a much stronger game than fates but i wanted to draw Corrin more than Robin#sometimes... things that are better written... are harder to draw funny doodles for rip#carrying over my posts from twitter choo chooooo#this one was posted to twitter so long ago im so sorry#anyway favorite protag: Shez#she's so stupid and explicitly so#If I were to rank the games... hm....#Houses for character writing but Engage for gameplay#Fates for map design#Awakening has the strongest core story I think#and Hopes has Shez#so there are no clear winners#i know there's going to be ppl asking where the other femc's are#answer: i cannot play as Kris in the west so i dont know her she's a stranger#secret confession i have no idea why anyone would use the friendship seals in fates i dont get them#also i still think Alear asking OG Army Breeder Sigurd how he feels about eugenics is funny thank u#fe3h#fe awakening#fe fates#few3h#byleth#corrin#shez#alear#there is no way robin has her own tag
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#fire emblem#alear fire emblem#female alear#fire emblem engage#working smarter not harder#my art#i do what i want
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Horrible thing to say but I think there's a real chance Jiang Yanli was both of her parents' least favorite child and knew it and just kinda. Had to go on with her life knowing that.
#mdzs#jiang yanli#yunmeng siblings#madam yu's favorite kid is jc. she doesn't. um. SHOW it in a very affirming way but he's clearly the one she's emotionally most invested in#jfm's favorite kid is wwx. is he even one of his kids? doesn't matter. he's the favorite#(madam yu does NOT see wwx as her child so he doesn't factor into the calculation for her.)#i think jfm's neglect of jc is talked about. mostly because the both jc and wwx are clearly aware of it and so it's mentioned in novel#but um... DO we see either of yanli's parents give much a shit about her? ever?#jfm doesn't even ask if she WANTS her engagement dissolved before doing so#also the reason stated by other characters for jfm not liking jc is that he's madam yu's child. you know who is ALSO madam yu's child?#i think jfm may find jc.. harder to get along with. but i also think whatever discomfort from his marriage he projects onto his kids#it also extends to yanli. it's just that he's not constantly REMINDED of yanli like he is jc#(because madam yu keeps yelling about it)#and so he just... doesn't think about her much at all#madam yu meanwhile treats yanli with this air of disappointment. she seems to resent that she's 'weak' and gentle and quiet#and that she cares so little about status so as to treat wwx like her little brother#i think yanli is just fundamenally so clearly... not the child either of her parents wanted. and it shows.#i'm slightly peeved fandom doesn't talk about this as much as they talk about the effects the jiang parents had on the two boys.#but to be fair to fandom the book doesn't either#which is probaly just danmei-typical misogyny. but to give a slightly more watsonian reason#i think the yunmeng bros are genuinely unaware of this. yanli is PERFECT how could her parents not love her?#(of course they notice something like zixuan's initial dislike of her but that's blatant.)#(vs the attitude of the jiang parents towards their daughter which seems to be mostly... disinterest and disappointment)
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This is my first time asking but I'm going to ask anyway (and English is not my native language) I'm curious to know how your OC and the destined one met (I mean how was their first interaction)
hi hi! thank you so much for your ask, this is the first time I have received one about my OC <3
probably something like this (read right-to-left)
Gonna use this chance to talk a bit more about my AU lol
Wrote in a separate post here that Oz has met Sun Wukong before when she was a child and he was buried under the mountain.
So when she got whisked back into fantasy ancient China, she landed where Yuan Shoucheng aka Gourd Grandpa (the old man carrying a big gourd on his back) was already waiting there for her. He foresaw her arriva. The vague gist of my AU is that the the reason why this Destined One succeeds in retrieving all artifacts and becomes SWK is because he is also sort of the manifestation of that childish promise 5-years-old Oz made that she will save SWK one day (from under the mountain but clearly that didn't happen lol). But also since her ancestor is from this world, her descendants were fated to return back here one day.
Gourd grandpa updates her on her ancestors and their roles in the Celestial Court and the shitstorm that happened that ultimately let to the clan being massacred and one person escaping to "our" world, where magic doesn't exist and all those people are just characters from myths and stories. But also her ancestor isn't the only person that traversed through the two worlds - over the centuries more have come and gone. This is also why people in her world have those myths and deities. In my AU Wu Cheng'en also escaped from fantasy ancient China into her world and then wrote Journey to the West. He took artistic liberty to change some things for his novel, hence some things in BMW are different than in JTTW (like the ZBJ and violet spider love story or how SWK had a romance with White Bone Demon).
Anywayyy, Oz task on the adventure is to document their journey together, and she is responsible for using the magical gourd to suck in the will of the defeated bosses in.
And 2-3 days later the Destined One shows up. I don't think Oz was very happy about leaving gourd grandpa and join the Destined One on his travel, but if he is her best chance to find a way back home to see Taylor Swift live, then she will do it.
The Destined One is indifferent to mildly annoyed about this, but doesn't protest too much, as long as she doesn't slow him down yadda yadda. I do think that DO did feel some sort of special connection to her, because he is sort of a manifestation of that promise. it doesn't really take long for him to get used to her and also to care for her. One of Sun Wukong's massive core trait is that he cares so much for his loved ones and does not hesitate to do the impossible for them, and I like to imagine that even though SWK senses have been split into 6 different parts, the caring part stayed with each Destined One reincarnation.
#szynkART#the ham talks#yes#the DO falls first#but Oz falls harder#also also Oz is a splitting image of her ancestor that fled the celestial court to her world (not a reincarnation)#the celestial court blamed the clan for something they wre innocent of hence#but it was an excuse to slaughter the clan#gourd grandpa was a friend of her great great great great 10x grandma#and Erlang Shen saw the injustice in this all so he was the one who obtained the portal scroll and helped the ancestor to escape#after BMW it think it's on brand for him to do that#played with the idea that maybe they were engaged but it was a one-sided love (erlang lol) but eh#it would be weird to see their descendeant that is a splitting image of your loved one LOL#anyway. I have liks SO MANY lore ideas for Oz if you wanna know more feel free to drop and ask!#cepheus baskerville#black myth wukong#black myth wukong oc#sun wukong#sun wukong x oc#sun wukong x reader
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Get Ready for the Traffic Shipping Tournament of 2025!!!!!
It is time to vote for your favourite ships again!!!
The top 32 ships from the 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series fandom on ao3 was chosen to take part in this tournament (The stats of which you can see here)
However unlike last years match placements, which were random, this year we're giving everyone an opponent of their size by placing them in pairs by their order (Basically: 1 with 2, 3 with 4, 5 with 6,... so on and so on)
Every round of polls will last a week
Finally and most importantly, be kind to each other. This is just a silly tournament
Tags for easy navigation:
The actual match polls -> Polls
If you want support your ship by more than just voting, you can make your own propaganda posts and ask me to reblog them (with the link to the posts) or send me your propaganda in the asks to share for you! Propaganda could be anything from stellar art to incoherent yelling about your faves to bribing -> Tournament Propaganda
Fun stats about the polls for those who enjoy them! -> Tournament Stats
#trafficshipping#traffic shipping#trafficblr#Also copy pasting last years tags here as a reminder that#i don't know if this needs to be said but: all of these ships are of the fictional characters not ccs#another thing that i don't know if needs to be said is: do not tag ccs about the polls. your purpose does not matter. don't bother them#if a cc finds this on their own and wants to engage with it that's fine they can do whatever they want#not that i think this tournament will get big enough for that to happen anyway but i am simply prewarning just in case#this is just a silly tournament about block people ships i've decided to make so we can all have some fun as a fandom#so just remember to be nice to other people and their ships. if you see one you don't like simply root for your own ship harder#also if you do not like this blog or tournament simply blocking this blog will be better for us all
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the idea this game posits that just as much as or even more so than lucanis is having a demon problem, spite is currently having a lucanis problem. is everything to me. spite voice bitch you live like this???
#'rook. talk to him >:('#<- both people in this ongoing one person family therapy session. thank god my rook is a watcher I think they might get it#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#spite#it's a good metaphor for trauma AND it's excellent da spirit lore building on a lot of things already established#and also. frequently hysterically funny. mary kirby has such a knack for Thematic Depth sneaking through#she did it with varric and storytelling and here she is again 'what like it's hard' style. god fuck EA so much#having to admit that the thing happened and was not in his control and that he's different now and can't go back is harder to deal with#than the actual ways he's different now when engaged with honestly. I mean. yeah. yeah. trauma breaks and rearranges a self#and no one goes 'great love this I'd like some more' right after that#add all the cultural fear and shame around demon possession in andrastian thedas and I would not be doing well either haha#but also. poor spite in the middle of all that being like physical reality is already so weird but I really don't want this to be happening
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What really bugs me as the sins is how they are portrayed as "Nice" and "virtuous", which not only misses the point of the being embodiments of evil, but also conflicts with the show wanting us to like them despite them perpetuating the systems of hell. Like they want to designate Asmodeus and Beelzebub as the "good, fun" sins, whilst also in the same breathe admonishing Mammon as an evil one "Because he's relatable evil as a scummy boss".
(This also regards the shows habit of wanting to portray Hell as this cool location where you can do whatever you want and not a place of suffering and evil but that's another topic.)
Thing is they could've potential had there cake and eat it too with the Sins being fun characters, whilst also beings to be feared. Just make it so that the Sins don't operate on traditional human/hellborn morality. As embodiments of evil, they operate mostly on what will spread their respective sins more; "what can I do to cause and bask in the most Greed/Sloth/ Gluttony/ Lust/ etc. at the moment". And they can be cordial and fun at times with some of the people they meet, but only under the pretense of them being currently interesting to them at the moment. Like one moment the Beelzebub is having a party with hellhounds, and the very next day she's eating one of them from the same party and never bats an eye. Make them less good or evil, and more incomprehensible, which leaves the door open to portray them as both funny and imposing at the same time.
honestly really agree with this, it reads as so...painfully childish? the way they're written now. they're so scared of you disliking vivs favourite ocs. it baffles me that there's a distinction between the 'good' sins and the 'bad' sins at all - all of them would've been much more interesting characters if they'd just been portrayed with some nuance.
all of them operating on their own 'morality' i guess that's centred entirely around indulging in their sin could've been a super interesting and fun character trait. i feel like the 7 deadly sins should be something so easy to write in a fun and unique way, and yet...
still totally baffling to me they introduce the sin of gluttony, have her sing some very on-the-nose lyrics encouraging over-indulgence, then write her hitting the 'woah bro you've had enough' in the same ep.
#ask#helluva boss critical#it's such a waste of potential that Some Of the Sins Must Be Nice#cuz like...none of the deadly sins are inherently evil to indulge in i think. like irl. morally.#every act of gluttony lust envy etc is not inherently evil. even in extremes. that grey could've translated to every sin in the show#but i guess it's harder to write greed and wrath as simply dubious and not Bad?#not impossible. but harder. so its easier to be like 'oh these are the bad ones'#and then the good ones will discourage unhealthy engagements of their sins#when imo they should be encouraging any and all extremes...even the horrible ones#sorry the way they went about the sins is incredibly interesting to me i love to yap about them OTL#of all strange narrative choices the one they made for the sins is the most baffling to me
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the real problem with the Veilguard score is not that it's bad (because it isn't) it's that they didn't put all of the stuff on the soundtrack
#I know some people legit just have a taste difference / preference and that's totally fine.#But I think a LOT of the criticism is unwillingness to engage with the score as PART of the game and trying to take it as a standalone item#and also being super married to the idea of what a Fantasy Game Score is supposed to sound like and then further what a DA Score does#and becoming unwilling to tolerate anything that doesn't sound like that especially if it sounds too “modern” or “anachronistic”#and I'm talking beyond matters of taste and more just the overall kneejerk backlash about it and recalcitrant unwillingness to engage#and again like you absolutely cannot tell me the Inquisition soundtrack is good. it's mediocre EXCEPT for the DLC addition#the rest of that score is so forgettable. unlike Veilguard's imo.#anyway the synths in the unreleased Blight-related themes are so unsettling#and the more electronic undercurrent in the unreleased Neve office tones have such a great Blade Runner vibe#imo Minrathous should've gone HARDER on the Vangelis vibe if anything. FULL synthesizers.#DATV things
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Nice to see this
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and love how Magda basically don't know how a camera works for the first 1o seconds of the video
Article
And we got a close up of Magda's ring
#magdalena eriksson#pernille harder#engaged#engagement ring#something to cheer you up#😍😍😍#lgbtq#fc bayern frauen#Youtube
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I love these two sillies with all my heart ♡
#ikepri silvio#from: engagement story event#ikepri#ikemen prince#silvio ricci#ikemen prince silvio#my post 📫#aerin.jpg#l'hôtel.ikepri#ikepri.silvio#she fights hard but he fights back harder... with love ofc 🤭#my two stubborn affectionate lil shy tsuns
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WELCOME, TO THE TRAFFIC SHIPPING TOURNAMENT OF 2023!!!
Where 32 trafficblr ships will be going against each other to find out who comes out on top, so vote for your favourites!!!
The 32 ships chosen for this bracket are the current ships with most fics on 3rd Life | Last Life SMP Series fandom on ao3
All of the ships were arranged randomly for the bracket
Every round of polls will last a week
Finally and most importantly, be kind to each other. This is just a silly tournament
Tags for easy navigation:
The actual match polls -> Polls
The propaganda made by people with hopes to sway your votes! You can support your ships with your own propaganda by sending this blog an ask with the link to the propaganda post you want to be reblogged! -> Tournament Propaganda
Fun stats about the polls for those who enjoy them! -> Tournament Stats
The tournament is over and our winner is GemPearl!!!
#trafficshipping#traffic shipping#trafficblr#I don't know if this needs to be said but: All of these ships are of the fictional characters not CCs#Another thing that I don't know if needs to be said is: Do NOT tag CCs about the polls. Your purpose does not matter. don't bother them#If a CC finds this on their own and wants to engage with it that's fine they can do what they want#Not that I think this tournament will get big enough for that to happen anyway but I am simply prewarning just in case#This is just a silly tournament about block people ships I've decided to make so we can all have some fun as a fandom#So just remember to be nice to other people and their ships. If you see one you don't like simply root for your own ship harder#Also if you do not like this blog or tournament simply blocking this blog will be better for us all
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I do wish sometimes that Top surgery (specifically the removal of breasts) wasn’t so synonymous with term transmasculine. Obviously a lot of people who have top surgery are transmasculine and this is in no way saying that they shouldn’t talk about it or their own experiences lol but it does feel very . . . I don’t know . Isolating. Strange. As a person without gender who has had top surgery, to see all resources for it beforehand labeled with transmasculine language; even as far back as binding days, to have the binders I used be called gc2b (short for girls changing to boys) [<- and once again, not a knock on the company itself; it was founded by a trans man. Just another thing of everything gender affirming for a young genderless person being presented in binary terms]. I genuinely felt surprised when the gender clinic I ended up going with even bothered to mention nonbinary people in their section about breast removal procedures.
From a purely, staunchly binary perspective—sure, the surgery I had “masculinized” my body. That is to say, if we’re adamant on forever committing to the “masculine” body meaning no boobs, and the “feminine” body meaning boobs. Which personally, I am not. I did not have my surgery to masculinize my body. I did it to live a more comfortable life, help back problems, wear clothing more comfortably, and stop binding. I did it to shape my body into the image I fancy. No real good way to end this, it’s just a public diary entry dropped into the void. I guess if I can say anything, it’s that people who operate entirely within the gender binary would do well to think of those who do not, especially when making sweeping generalizations.
#kite.txt#just classic kite rambling lol#I understand that the consequence of my refusal to really engage with labels is that I (and people like me)—#—will kind of always be the forgotten leftovers because of a need to attach labels to everything. and because it’s harder to summarize—#—and make assumptions about one’s life if they don’t use a convenient label. but that’s just life#this isn’t really an angry or heated post more of an observation. a sort of feeling of not being able to belong even in the places I’d hope#but there are people to whom I can belong and that’s more than enough for me
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made my own version of this post
#text#i forgot the post-dinner popcorn making . which i am excited to engage in soon btw#also wait i lied. i usually have the edible and then eat. WHICH IS BAD I KNOW. but it makes it hit harder#which means i can have smaller doses which means i can buy less
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i think cottagecore is like the ultimate anti-rape culture white woman fantasy. it's a vision of reality where Girls* go to picnics and feed each other strawberries and kiss behind the willow trees, where nothing is ever bad or hurtful in a truly meaningful way, where love and safety is the unifying factor of reality. i'm frankly more surprised that some people ever thought this had anything to do with actual rural country life or farming-- at it's center, cottagecore is not just interested in getting away from the city to get away from capitalism or the other struggles of modern life. it's also, fundamentally, about getting away from Men, to a utopian garden of eden on the outskirts where Men simply do not exist, and therefore cannot harm or rape you.
*white, cis, skinny, traditionally attractive, etc.
so many of the Comforting aesthetics and purity politics that we have come to cultivate online in recent years come down to this idea, in my opinion-- a desire to find a Safe Space, to fade away into the fantasy of your Comfort Characters, to find the one singular location of true Stability in a world where everything else is fated to be horrible and terrible forever. it's the negative space of doomer culture, the pessimism that blew up after trump's first election, after the color-blind ignorance of the obama era was sufficiently destroyed by a horror so visible and blatant you simply cannot look away from it. it's no wonder so many of these aesthetics and ideas blew up to the degree that they did during 2020, in the midst of so much global instability and hopelessness. people wanted, and still want, something Pure and Good to take shelter within in the face of all this Evil-- a shell you can hide inside where everything will be perfect forever even as the storm rages on outside, beyond your control and beyond what you want to think about.
it's a flawed way of thinking, of course. black and white to an extreme. you can never find a place that is truly Pure and Good to the intense standards that you set, simply by nature of how those standards themselves are made and enforced-- not only are people simply too complex and nuanced, but the desire for something Freed From Evil itself inherently creates a more and more impossible standard, that is either overly-regulatory of anything that could be even a speck of Problematic™, or is necessarily blind to its own faults and biases (e.g. cottagecore as white lesbian tradwives). and, on the other side, the world outside is not Pure Evil either-- there is still hope to be found, ways in which we can make our systems work For Us, and ways in which we can change them (though those approaches may be difficult or require collaborative effort we, at the moment, simply have not coordinated).
#astronaut rambles#cottagecore#you can see this with the kidcore/nostalgia bait stuff too#it's like a softer version of a pre-natalistic desire to return to the womb (of childhood) where everything was safe and cared for#bright colors and toys from a world before everything went to shit#you are not immune to propaganda about the desire for a golden age when everything was perfect and good etc. etc.#anyways. i think this is why i much prefer the push to engage with the Weird and Uncomfortable#to tackle the Specific topics that make me uneasy or examine myself n others and the ways in which people fail#but the danger really comes from assuming that there is an easy way out of this#from assuming that if you just find the One (1) Right Answer everything will be perfect and good and okay again#it's incredibly alluring to think that Something or Someone out there will single-handedly fix you#as long as you can just find it#the reality of small steps of sometimes painful self-reflection#of guilt and grief and letting yourself sleep early tonight to wake up and do better tomorrow#is a lot more effort and a lot harder to stomach#we're all too willing to give up that long-term happiness if it means assuaging our discomforts in the short term#i could probably add more to this about OCD-like thinking specifically but i should probably go eat my dinner now aklsdjflks#red tag#rose tag
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