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ireblongstuff · 2 years ago

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Being a writer is working on the same chapter in the first draft for nearly 5 months, then remembering that you still have that one chapter from January that’s only halfway done, and still somehow having ~50 more chapters to go

#writing #writeblr #complaing #why do i do this to myself?#it's fun and my brain's tired but its still fun!#but i hate it #not really but still #Maybe it would be done if i didn't procranate on fighting scenes #and spend half of the time planning in my doc #or listeing to all those songs and somehow realting them to my oc #yeah i think that's what did it #oh and getting reminded on vol 3 #that definatly also did it #what am i putting agian oh yeah right writing sucks and i hate it but not really #but granted vol 2 may only be nine? but also maybe more #9 at best vol 3 proably is going to find someway to be atleast 13-15 #so maybe 49-ish>#By the time i finish this fanfic the gotg fandom will proably be dead #and i'll be a senior #in college heh #i could quit anytime i want but I don't want to #ah well we're only on book 1 we'll get to book 5 eventually #or six?#i need to check my docs

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sesamenom · 10 months ago

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saw this shirt thing and just had to put it on finrod

(aka maedhros and feanor are Not Cooperating so i am doodling around with some less difficult characters lol)

#silm #silmarillion #finrod #idk if the extended skirt part looks cohesive but i am very tired #also melestasflight sorry for how long its taking but your art is still toodling around in my wips!#feanor is refusing to stay still :(#i think i have like four feanor pieces in wips? drawing him is always fun but wrangling him is somehowworse than forty middle schoolers urg #every time i find a good pose for him in my brain he gets up and moves! i cannot visualize the scene because he keeps rearranging it #so yeah still going along but much more slowly than i would have liked

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witchqueen · 6 months ago

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Does anyone have any tips to help stop yourself from comparing your artwork to others, or equating your value as an artist with likes and reblogs?

I've struggled with this for a while and it's getting old, I don't know how to just shrug it off. Any genuine advice would be nice

#its just bygging me bc i know rationally they dont matter i knoe they dont #but i still feel it in my bones that im not good enough because my work doesnt circulate on platforms #i paint for fun and then i post and i get these feelings and theyre so goddamn annoying #i know to just keep posting anyway and try to enjoy the ride but my Depression Brain is such an asshole #i wish it would be quiet #i never used to feel this way either until likes and reposts/reblogs became so integral to social media #on top of needing commissions to get by while looking for work and attending school soon #idk maybe this is just a vent and ik no one can Fix it that simply #i guess im just speaking 2 the void rn and maybe others feel the same #*bugging #and i really am so grateful just to know anyone likes it or comments on it and reading feedback really really means so much #but i feel like unless im pumping out specific fandom stuff that doesnt really happen #but the negative thoughts and feelings can b rly strong sometimes and im just tired #im sure this is a depression thing too #hoping i can get into therapy thru school but it depends on finances as everything else in this world does 🫠#ill keep going tho #and please if you are someone who does comment or reblog and say something about the work please do not ever stop #it means so much to me and others im positive it does #i see you and i appreciate you so so much #thank you and thank you to anyone who reads or comments some ideas

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greasydumbfuck · 7 months ago

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also just for the record. no matter how much utterly stupid shit i say or draw about him, frank actually makes me so deeply sad. this old man should be picking up his grandkids but he cant. i think about him too much and im so sad

#marvel #frank castle #the punisher #this is true for like most of these guys [gestures vaguely to comicbook men] but frank is the one that makes me want to chew on rocks rn. s #like yeah i selfship with him for fun and i like to think about cutesy or funny stuff involving him but the reality is he makes me so sad #ig thats part of why i do it. you make me so sad old man. but youre not real so in some version of not real you can be a little better #not happy but yk better #but like. just. fuck man hes so deeply damaged and hurt it drives me up the wall. my hurt person hurting people #as always i struggle to string words together this isnt news if you know anything about him you know exactly what im getting at #he would have been a wonderful father and husband. the way hes so devoted to them still. always. its killing me #sometimes i see canon moments of him where how just fundamentally deeply broken as a person he is and augh #nothing can help you nothing can make things any better but my god you cannot be left alone in this state #eh maybe thats it. i cant help him i cant make him feel better. but i cant let him be alone like this #i dont think he should have to be alone like this #bleh sorry word vomit. im tired and sleepy. i wrote 4 essays this week. need to write 2 more. going a little bonkers #brain is fried.

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phayz · 6 months ago

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hmm ueah maybe this website really isnt for me. a real human being will say something like hey guys maybe displaying an overt sexual attraction to animals and glorifying age-different incest is not such a good thing to normalize. and everyone will say theyre wrong and that transgender people wont like them for thinking like this. holy fuck go outside.

#i was this 🤏 close to deleting my account this morning and actually the more i think about it the more i think i might #like its been fun here but maybe i should grow up finally. maybe i shouldnt be an adult in my 20s on tumblr still.#people on here have rotted theur brains beyond saving and im actually tired of acting like some takes on here are not.....#uncomfortable. to say the least.

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thompsborn · 1 year ago

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i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.

#situations keep happening and i am TIRED #had to restrain a kid at work today which was AWFUL but he was trying to run into the road so i literally had to #almost cried bc of it but got the situation under control #but then when on my way to meet w coworkers to carpool to a meeting #my tire popped #super fun times super awesome super great #i mean my mom helped and we got it all fixed and handled #but basically from noon to like 6pm my mom and i were dealing w it bc everything had to be COMPLICATED #so i only just got home like 45 mins ago ish and i am SO tired holy fuck #but im eating left over orange chicken and then gonna shower and then just gonna be lazy and read and maybe write #if i have the brain power i will work on hb chp17 #but i also have a 4 hour training for work tomorrow so yeehaw #its 12:30-4:30 which isnt that bad but still #im also going to my dads afterwards to stay the night and visit him and my siblings #which is a good thing dont get me wrong i love visiting them #it just means i wont have a lot of freetime this weekend to work on writing and cleaning and stuff #not the end of the world and definitely worth it to see my dad and my baby siblings #but i wish it was a 3 day weekend so i could also have a day to just stay home and do things that i havent had the time to do yk #oh well. tis life. adulthood. having to handle situations and finding the best out of shitty circumstances. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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quarklynx · 4 months ago

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Casually flirting with the idea of fucking around and getting a master's degree. The time will pass anyway, right?

#lynx thinks #oh nooooooooooooooooo #nooooo i can feel the urge to be crazy and act on my hubris #ive just been talking to the grad students in the theater program and theyre taking like 9 credits a semester #and its all stuff that seems interesting or fun or at the very least useful unlike my undergrad degree #and im like... i can already sew as well as if not better than these grad students. i can for sure draw better for any designs i come up w #heck i can draw better than the current head costume designer faculty member for the university #so the little overcommitting gremlin in my brain is like ''yoi could totally do it. do it.''#and the other part of me is like ''im already so tired just from working again after needing to recover from burnout. how would i even?#so I'm sitting here Thinking about it...#a masters degree in theater might be better for finding work at a pre-existing institution than just a bachelors in art #and it might be better than a masters in art too #I'd have to stop taking commissions completely probably if i did it for the sake if time #but if i somehow got an assistantship position? then maybe?? i could do it?#oooooooh i hrm so hard y'all #its only been a week since moving and ao much is still in boxes. im only working part time but I'm tired now so much #idk if its just because my stamina levels have atrophied or what but im so. tired. these days #and by these days i mean in the last week.#maybe a week isn't long enough of a sample to work from.#im hoping my energy levels will even out a bit but with the time zone change and the fact that I'm almost 30 I'm not sure if it will?#so thats worrying #i actually kind of see why people seem to drink coffee every day now #I've definitely been eating a lot more normally since i started. both in timing and quantity #i still have projects of my own to work on i cant afford to be so eepy orz

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flamboyant-king · 1 year ago

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Ya know what inktober or cringetober, what have you, I'll be drawing all these Isaac au shitpost nonsense baby. I FEEL ALIVE. WITNESS MY CRINGE OR LOOK AWAY IN DISGUST. IM LIVING! WRAAGGHHH

#i have not been able to draw this much in years dude #i went thru a whole sketchbook in just two weeks its freaking epic #my brain juices my hand juices theyre coming to life #too bad my fmla will end in november. god i wish i was paid to draw nonsense like this #and trust me you do not need to know or play isaac to know what the heck is going on #im the master of not knowing whats going on and the master of catfishing. i dont know anything and you shouldnt either #its all about wink wink nudge nudge but i take full creative liberties. im taking the reins and going into maximum overdrive #and i hope my new followers enjoy what im spitting. please take a gander at the other things i draw because i have bursts of hyperfixations #i just want to be free to draw what i want ya know. i always feel held back because it doesnt go toward with improvement or making money #but i really think i am improving right now by drawing all this stuff my brain is spitting. my hand tryna keep up with my thought patterns #its nice. and my hand isnt cramping. why? cause i keep taking breaks. me taking breaks yet still drawing this much #youll know you improve if can get thoughts and sketches down fast and comprehensible when you go to clean it up #im rambling but i jsut want you to know that i am happy. even if no one really pays attention to what ive beeb doing. be it this or my ocs #im having fun. genuine fun. i am so tired so goodnight. i lov e you guys

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problemcore · 11 months ago

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i miss this game already

#took me. over 220 hours to finally get through the ending of the game #i kept quitting right before the end and starting a new playthrough #something about act 3 as a whole.#the start of the game is just. so damn fun......#i love creating my character and meeting the companions for the first time. getting to the grove and saving the tieflings #over and over again #im not sure how i feel about the ending. i think my brain is just soup so maybe I'll have thoughts on it later #it was. confusing? fun. unsatisfying? cathartic #i have to stop myself from. going back and trying to change the ending i got.#for the last 3 hours i was just agonising over all these small choices that really. just robbed me from the whole experience #its um. almost 6 am. lol #one thing i can say for sure.#completely unforgettable game. through all its flaws i can definitely name after 220 hours. i still thoroughly enjoyed it #forever altered my brain chemistry #i should. sigh. probably take a break from this game.#at least move on to a different game good lord. bg3 has completely consumed the last month and a half for me #i wont stay away for too long probably. i want to start my dark urge run finally #oh god its 6 am i have not slept at all #ok. goodnight dear followers. so so so tired.#chris noises #bg3

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#feelin weird. feelin real weird. in a bad way? no i guess not but more like im a haha wtf is happening here?#like i should maybe track my mood just so i can be like wtf is this? more bc i think its interesting #bc like i mean im spending ~11hrs in the lab and the stress has been real high and ive not been sleeping well #but like currently? i feel like i wanna run a mile. like i wanna run around in circles and scream and laugh until i cry #too much energy. too much energy. but y? where is it coming from? its weird #its like the edge of a headache. the cusp of turning. it doesn't quite feel bad yet but like i woke up at 4 #and was insane until 6 when i had to get up and then i was in the lab all day until 6.30 #and immediately i went for a run like empty stomach. i need to run now. and i still feel like that. like i need to run and run and run #but like y am i not exhausted? im not even tired? im vibrating #i watched the new successi0n episode twice and im losing my mind abt it #so its weird and i dont understand. but its not bad. it feels out of control like it feels fucked up but im not being like irradic #like if i was standing beside someone i dont think theyd notice. except maybe my sister bc i think if i talked id be noticeable #energetic. idk maybe im just exhausted and brain is pumping me with stress hormones so i csnt stop but i also csnt feel it #but i suspect its something to do with estrogen and progesterone levels changing which isnt great bc ive got a cycle that borders being #concerningly short but like idk rn its fun. im sure itll break and ill split apart but rn everything feels hilarious #its also weird bc im always like: y do i have so much energy after i dont sleep? is not sleeping thr answer. and today i was like hm #maybe i cant sleep bc i have too much energy. hm. idk its not bad. it doesn't feel bad #it just feels interesting and notable so im noting it. weird stuff. hopefully it pulls me thru tomorrow #bc my back fucking hurts lmao and its monday so ppl r back in the lab as i stand around for 11 hours #unrelated

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simsfromupthere · 1 year ago

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i was trying to make some recolors for fun n to hopefully upload some of the good ones as cc here w/o having to open my messed up game and then i realised if i do i NEED to open n fix my funky game no matter what for preview pics 😭

#kill me. kill now. me a kill needing a lot right now #i might try to do it when my brains better bc atm its absolutely waaaay too cluttered to focus on fixing my ts4 game #like im mid adjusting my ADHD meds so im not takinf any atm theres NOOO way i can focus on trying to fix this hell games lmfao #i also am in a depressive epusode soooo thats fun too #which suuuucks cause i have so many good recolor ideas aaaaaaaa #and i cant even open my game to run CAS so i cant even take preview pics in CAS -____-#so yeah im gonna try to as soon as my brains a little better n i have adjusted my adhd meds #but for now its still slim pickens TS4 content wise i genuinely apologise 😭#im rlly sorry like no joke but also rlly tired just exhausted #legit i apologise #but also like cmon #i just want to play my silly life simulation game and its like NOOOOOOPEE #i hate this game #pain. suffering even #nonsims #im losing it #non sims #shitpost #shit post #shitposts #shit posts #text posts #textposts #textpost #text post #jester posting

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dirtytransmasc · 2 years ago

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(mild vent)

when your autistic and someone gets mad at you for not doing a thing, because you've been paralyzed all day (and for the last month tbh) and yell at you, partially justifiably, because you were asked multiple times over the span of days to do it, but you couldn't get your brain to work, so while yelling isn't the best solution, you understand their anger, while doing the thing they wanted you to do, and not letting you do it or them, so now you feel stuck, because you can't move on without "making it up to them", so know your crying like a little kid in the bathroom, over something you know for a fact they aren't even mad about anymore, and would probably apologize for yelling at you for if they noticed you were still upset, but your brain is literally fixated on the event, and your to afraid to start a conversation, because you know you'll probably only make them mad again, cause as much as you love and trust the person involved, they aren't perfect, and are neurotypical and will only see your explanations as excuses.....

not me, no, not at all.

(I'm fine don't worry, just having a funky little moment where my brains trying to implode over a little more than nothing and I'm trying to logic it back into staying vaguely calm)

#the childhood trauma in me is currently shaking crying ripping their hair out sniffling unconsolably #its been almost an hour since this event happened #the logical and vaugly not traumatized part of my brain is attempting to deescalate my brain space and the breakdown im having #its not working #autism #so fun and quirky #im gonna lose my marbles #I love havjn disproportionate reactions to things #and trust me #im being nice to myself #but I can acknowledge when im acting irrationally and still be kind and understand my trauma responses/autistic behavior #I can say:#this is an accepted and ok reaction to an event I faced and how I perceived such event. getting overwhelmed and feeling big feelings is ok #and #you've been crying for the last hour over something that could have been fixed with a 5 minute conversation you're too scared to have #both are happening #they're cohabitating in my skull #still not doing too hot #lucky me 🥲#I'm too tired to be autistic right now #my throat hurts from crying #I dont even really know why im crying anymore #so thats nice

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flovverworks · 2 years ago

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(in bed) one more nonsense post. did i talk about this....for the produce au im still weighing between taking more stuff from the school april fools, cuz putting more ppl on the behind-the-scenes (like chloes fashion designer ways...rustica songwriting.....the list goes on) makes..sense...?? + i think makes things more varied too for me in interactions.....rather than having akira life the tru imas-p life of a billion units<3

#stardust speaking !#also cuz i think the whole mithra being scouted to be a model was ssuuuuch a good idea still #school april fools is SO silly but its so dear to my heart #I HAD MORE THOUGHTS for kait but when it approaches midnight my brain goes 💤#aughhhhh i wanted to write more things today but we shall see tmrw...if i get time earlier.......#. wait kaitlyn wouldnt this au work for minori interactions too............like canon theyre freelancing still but ?#im sure it could work out somehow........for meetings................#uuuu i wanna interact w tsukasa tooT_T i do Not think akira could handle wondershow they have way too much energy #emu is like a meow-less murr #when ure in ur tired twenties n meet the loudest teens on earth #NOT TO SAY THEY WOULDNT BE FOND OF THEEEMMM i think seeing ppl try rly hard for something they love and have fun #makes it very easy to go :] how nice. n i think that goes for akira too #especially since how mucj tje wizards loves music n dance.....#..........head in hands faust asking akira to sing twinkle twinkle little star or whayever hhAAAAAUUUUUUUUGHHHHHH #im not alright but im done

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pears-trinkets · 2 years ago

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I had such a shit day yesterday 🥲

#at work my colleagues made racist and transphobic remarks and then made fun of me for calling them out on it #my neighbors were super loud until 1 am and the police actually came but didnt do anything about it #my mom sent me papers that indicate that i might have a heart condition she just never told me about #on top on everything i feel like im going to have another lumbago or herniated disc bc it hurts in my hip/back when i step on my left foot #my brain is also not a good place rn #i feel like i need to cry it out big time but its still cooking and i just have teary eyes all the time #im so tired #ive also complettely bitten through my new mouth guard what the fuck is wrong with my mouth

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elibeeline · 2 years ago

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Its 'i woke up too early and fell back asleep and had a crazy dream' day 🙃

#two dreams actually! i was still too tired after the first one #where i had moved into a block of flats? in which i had one of my managers share a kitchen with?#and in the magical world of dream land i had a drive thru window #and i dreamt i was working bc i do that too much and then an angry customer comes up and says something angrily #like he's stood in front of this car at the window and i get scared and turn for my mom (because the family all moved into this flat)#and when i do over to her thjs guy at the dining table (dont know who or why he was there) and he grabs my wrist and presses a knife to it #nothing happens injury wise because apparently im more worried about the guy at the window and i just shrug this guy off #and the dream ends when the guy at the window pulls out a gun and starts shooting but i wake up before anyone can get hurt :)#and the second dream! was about a scarecrow #i feel like its an actual movie bc that what the dream told me it was? like we were on the island where they shot the movie #and the scarecrow was still in the water #so we're on this boat ride (one of those touristy ones with a slide) and im hanging on for dear life bc wtf the scarecrow is in the water #and my stepdad had told me there's this really scary scene where he reveals his like. hollow face behind the mask/hood thing #and one fun detail that didn't end up being important is that he's meant to be scared of carved pumpkins?#like there's a border around the island keeping him in the water #and this is a fun detail because my brain only included it bc in between the dreams i checked my notifications #and someone was looking for a pokemon called a pumpkaboo for the next gym and it stuck in my brain bc idk what that was #so ah yes halloween pumpkins and scarecrows in February. thanks brain #but yeah after the boat ride the island floods and allows the scarecrow to come on land #(which was p smart kudos to u scary brain)#and we're all declared as missing bc idk we werent meant to leave the boat place or something when the flood came #and then brain finds all the action boring and skips straight to both my dad and stepdad bringing us back to the flat to mom #where i assume we probably live happily ever after but idk that flat was creepy and felt very unsafe #i do like that brain thought it was necessary to include it in both dreams rather than. yknow. the house we actually live in.#but if anyone wants to analyse those you're more than welcome too hehe ive always found that interesting

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teapartiez · 2 years ago

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WEREVGOING TO EATVTHE AMONGUS BURGER

#AGAAAAGGHA I CSNT DO IT GIRL #I AM SO TIRED I STAY UP TOLL LIKE 2 WVEEY FUCKING BIGHTH FOING HOMEWORK #I HAVE SO MCUH TO DO DTOLL #BEVAUSEBI HAD TO READ 100 PAGES AND ANNOAYATEBAND ANNAKAYS AND THEN I HAD TIBELABE SHOOL EARLY FOR THERAPY AND GOV #ASSIGNEMR A BUFE HW FOR RTONGIGHT AND I HAVE TO ORAPRE A SPEECH TOR TOMMROW AND I HAVE TO KAKE #5 SKETXH BOOK ENETIRES A PAINTING SND NOW ABUNCH OF DRICKERS BTBMONEDU #I AM LITTERALKY AT MY LAST FUCKING STRAW #I CANT DUCKING EAT BEVAUSE IM WORKING SO MICH AND IN SO STREESSED MY FUCKING SIZE SMALL PAKTS NOW FUCKIGN FALL OFF WTF #AND PEOOLE STILL HAVE THE BALLS TO MAKE FUN OF ME FOR EATING ONE OREO LIKE IK SORRY IMM SOREY OH NO SUGAR SOBSCARRY I WEIGH 80 FUCKING POUND #U SHIT FOR BRAINS AAAAAAGG AND MY ELTEAXHERS ACT LIKE IM SOOOO FUCKING LAZY BEVAUSE IM TARDJE ONCE HAHAHSHSHSHS ONE TIME AND THEY ACT LIKE #I ASKED FOR 5000 DOLLARS AND TO KILL THEIR FUCKING GRANDPABAND FIVKING I ASK FOR AN EXTENTION OOOONCE IN ENLGLISH AJD I HAVE A 504 IBOAY FOR #THAT BUT NO HE JUST GRILACES AND SAYS JUST THIS ONCE ONE WHOLE DAY AFTER CONGRADUALTING ME FOR BEINGG THE MOST PROFUCTIVE STUDENT IN HIS CL #CLASS THIS YEAR AND THE FUCKING GOV TEACHER IM ONE OF 5 WITHOUT KISSING WORK 5 I FUCKING AND THEN SHE GETS MAD BECAUSE I WAS LATE DUE TO A #FUCKING PRACTOCE AP TEST AJSJSJSJDLFKTJ AND MY FUCKING CERAMICS TEACHER OOOH MY GOD #HAVE U EVER WOKEN UP AND DECODED TO CRUSH A KIDS DREAM? WELL HE DID!! I STAYED UP TIL 5 AM DOING WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE ASSIGNMENT BECAUSE #HE DOESNT PIST JEW ASSIGNMENTS ITS THE SAME VLASSROOM FROM 2018 SO I YHOUGHTS THATS WHAT I HAD TO DO SO HE TOLD ME TO JUST QUIT ART BECAUSE #‘I DIDNT HAVE WHAT IT TOOK’ BECAUSE I FIDD THE WROG GFIFIKVING SSOSHNEMTN SHDHDJDKFKFKFJFKKFKF AHAHAHHA HAHS #AND I PASSERD OUT EARLY LAST NJGHT SND DIDNT GET TO PACK MY BAD SO I WAS A FEW MINUTES LATE SO MY MOM YELLED ST ME THE ENTIRE DRIVE TO SCHOO #CUZ IT WAS SOOOOO ITESPEOKSIBLE OF ME AND I SHOULD HAVE KNOE TO PACK UP WHEN I WAS TIRED BUT HERES THE THING!!! I ALWAYSBSTART PACKING EHEN #IM TIRED! I WAS JUST EXAUHAAYED FROM GETTING 3 HOURS OF SLEEP EACH NIGHT AND FEEL ASLEEP SITTING UP DOING MY HW ONE TIME!! AND THAT WAS SOOO #LAZY OF ME HDJFKFKTKTKK I BOUGHT A WEIGHTED BLANKET RECENTLY BUT SHE WONT LET ME HAVE IT UNTIL MY ROOMS CLEAN AS IF I WVEN HAVE FREE TIME #TO DO STUFF I LIKE IN THE FIRST PLACE FHFJFJFJ AND NOW I CANT PARTICIPATE IN SPLATFEST BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT THE HOUR I SPEND WORKING ARE #SPENT ON MY PHONE SO SHES DRAGGING ME TO THE MOUNTSINS EVEN THO I TOLD HER I CANT EVEN SKI FOR A FUCKING DAY DU TO HOMEWORK #AND FUCK FJFJFJF EVEYRONES JUST SO PISSY ST ME FOR TRHIJG MY FIVKING HADRESY EVEN MY FROEND GOT FUCKING MAD BECAUSEY WORK LOAD MADE IT SEEM #LIKE I WAS BORED LISTENING TO THEM TALK FOR 12 FUCKING HOURS STRAIGHT EVERY SINGLE DAY EVEN THO THE SECOND I TRY TO SHARE NAYTJING THEY GO #OFFLINE OR JUST GLAZE OVER IT OR NOT EVEN READ EVEN THO ITS LIKE 30 MINUTES OF ME TALKING EHEN THEY SPEND EVERY SINGLE DAY TALKING #AND THEY GOT SO MAD I TOOK AWHILE TO RESPOND BEVAUSE I HAD 70 PAGES TO READ AND ANNOATTE 3 PAGES OF ANALYIS TO WRITE AND 5 ARTICLES TO READ #WEITE HALF PAGES EACH ON ALL DUE IN INE DAY #i cant do this man i’m actually like this is it HSJDJ eveeyones so disappointed and mad at me for taking school seriously but having my #struggles i think i’ll just jump off a bridge the next time some one drags me down. ANYWAY XOXO LOVE U TUMBLR 💖💖💖💖

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