#it's fucking frustrating as hell
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it is not a buyout and it is incredibly frustrating the media has spun it as such. it is a scare tactic to get us to "resign" so he can obliterate the federal workforce bc he cannot just fire 75% of us like they want. they want to make the government appear inefficient so they can argue that it always was and then privatize everything for their own profit. they do not care about the average citizen. they do not know what it means to be a public servant and they have villainized us for simply doing our jobs for the taxpayers. they only care about deepening their pockets.
this last week and a half has been exhausting and terrifying. federal workers just want to do our job and help the people despite the constant villainization and utter hatred we receive from the general public.
I do not plan to give in and give them what they want, but I am miserable and utterly exhausted. while my closest friends try to show support, without working in government it is so hard to fully understand, especially going off of headlines.
the every day federal worker is not your enemy. most of us became public servants bc we love the work that we do. and we just want to do our jobs.
#i am beyond frustrated and incredibly sad#every day is a new fresh hell#they said they would make our lives hell and they have succeeded so far#but i do think they underestimate how committed a good portion of us are to our work#us politics#american politics#trump administration#fuck trump
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girls when their issues get dismissed as anxiety for the millionth time
#futaba sakura#persona 5#p5r#p5#fanart#futabadoodles#chat i am SO losing it#went to get diagnosed w adhd wasnt diagnosed because and i quote “it could be anxiety” omfg#neurotypical psychiatrists especially white ones die in a hole 🥰#also because i “wasnt struggling enough”#like hi so i have this thing called emotional intelligence a good support system and access to coping skills hope that helps!#god forbid a neurodivergent person has tools to manage their condition and isnt in hell everyday i guess!#hate her ass!!!!!!!#i wasnt looking to get diagnosed for medication or support bc i already use a lot of like adhd specific supports and shit#and w accommodations my anxiety diagnosis can cover what i need for the most part so it was rlly just a validation/confirmation thing#like idk yeah. i am managing. im not particularly struggling. because ive been selfdx for a while and have implemented changes in my life#and i happen to be in a very very good place rn and im very lucky. so like. ???#rlly felt like “you have all the symptoms but youre not struggling enough with anything to be able to diagnose ypu” ok thanks fuck you#cuz ppl w adhd can manage being unmedicated by choice i js wasnt officially diagnosed before i guess its deemed “okay” to not live in hell!#dunno im frustrated. i have difficulties but i manage them well and i am very lucky to live an easy life for now so like 😭??
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At this point I feel like Marvel is never going to give Moon Knight an appearance in the MCU ever again. No season 2, no movie, NOTHING SINCE THEY APPARENTLY FORGOT THEY MADE A WHOLE ASS SHOW AND ESTABLISHED A WHOLE ASS CHARACTER(S), LEFT IT ON A CLIFFHANGER AND IT'S BEEN 3 FUCKING YEARSSSSSSS
We can never win
#sorry for being a negative nancy and being pessimistic#im just frustrated#like it's fine or whatever that not everyone we want will be in avengers doomsday#but it would be nice if they put in moon knight hell even layla too#it's hard being optimistic when they're just going to waste a character on a 6 episode series with one season#one very short appearance in what if#and then completely forget about moon knight entirely.#fucking waste of a character#sorry im mad and yapping and it's not even that deep or an issue at all i just wanted to say my thoughts on the avengers doomsday casting#its awesome to see those who were casted are going to be in it#but im just sad#anywho#moon knight#marc spector#steven grant#jake lockley#oscar isaac#marvel#mcu
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Only Bells Hells could lose a game of chess against a corpse
#it's only bad when the villain does it#when we do it it's heroic and for the greater good#critical role#critrole#critrole memes#bells hells#bell's hells#gru#ludinus da'leth#predathos#cr spoilers#cr memes#cr shitpost#courtesy of me#cr campaign three#crit role#critrole meme#cr3#cr c3#i'm really fucking cranky for some reason and i'm taking my frustration out on bh#they're an easy target tho on account of their stupidity
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hate hitting the point in doing a thing where you're 90% done but the last 10% is a wall because it's about refining everything you've done prior
tedious!!! don't want to!!!! someone take the last bit and make it pretty!!!!! and finished!!!!!!!! please!!!!!!!!!!!
#stirring up trouble#wish i had money to get someone else to polish my shit...#the amt of almost-done-just-needs-refining shit i have sitting on the back burner is so frustrating#writing I'll probably never clean up bc realistically i need a proper editor to tell me whats not clicking#art that shouldve seen the light of day literal years ago buried in a wip folder. not *quite* done enough to send/post/etc#sitting down to handle my backlog and getting choice paralysis from the sheer amt of stuff i wanna finish so none of it gets done#and then just end up making a spreadsheet or to-do list i'll never reference again. or staring at tumblr. or laying in bed rotting.#literally sat down to do one thing the other day and instead made a spreadsheet that converts eorzean calendar dates to gregorian dates#and added a section for calculating character birth years based on their namedays and ages when ARR started#i had to stop taking half my adhd meds bc my blood pressure was out of control and correlated with severe pain. but the tradeoff is rough.#bc now my brain just. does not fucking do shit it WAS doing with those meds. but my blood pressure was BAD.#so my options are like. struggle to finish tasks. or have a heart attack/stroke (either bc of blood pressure or anxiety abt blood pressure).#the weather lately has also kinda been hell on my head and joints so im Extra not getting shit done. exhausting.
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While I don't headcanon Law to have any other piercings I do think tongue piercings are pretty cool so he can have one as a treat.
...I do, however, headcanon that Law has really good head game. Interpret that (and Sanji's reaction) as you will.
#one piece#trafalgar d water law#trafalgar law#lawsan#black leg sanji#recycle bin#suggestive#this was frustrating the hell outta me then I realized I fucked up his eyes (yes they were worse than that)#after six hours dropped some hard shadows on it and decided “there done” I'm calling it a night#this is why I don't do “painterly” type stuff if I try again stop me before I embarrass myself further#I did accidentally create a star shaped brush in the process though
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You never changed! You never change.
#wrestling#wwe#smackdown#solo sikoa#roman reigns#the bloodline#wweedit#wrestlingedit#my gifs#long post#i love 1) that as frustrating roman finds solo he never considers that hes looking at a mirror of himself. a tamer version too.#like bro hes literally just mimicking you lmao#beat for beat and even him doing so IS YOUR OWN FAULT#and 2) that even though solo is a product of romans abuse and even the twins say hes brainwashed#roman still cant manipulate the brothers all the same and least of all solo bc he didnt grow up with roman like the usos did#not really happy with this but i had to remake it 4 TIMES FUCK IT#@ whatever part of my brain impairment that causes me to take 3 days what takes other people 5 minutes: go. to. HELL.
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when i talk about a serious political issue or literally anything i think is important with adults and i have to fight for my life to be heard is such a horrible feeling
#but the moment another adult says the same thing the whole room erupts like okay#hell is a teenage girl#this is a girlblog#girl blogger#girlblogger#im just a girl#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#i hate being ignored#politics#girlhood#its so rude#just girly things#thought daughter#i get so frustrated too#female rage#femcel#especially trump administration policies#i just wanna be heard#trump#fuck trump
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turning off anon asks until the gaza bots stop because i can't fucking take it anymore
#muzz mumbles#it's 2-4 in my askbox every fucking day#i don't have money to donate and even if i did i wouldn't because it's#so fucking obvious that it's bots#the same exact format+message from a different account every time and#the blogs are never more than an hour old#i can't do this anymore it's so frustrating#my empathy is already fatigued to all hell right now#i want to reserve what little remains for the people who actually need it and not#some deadbeat hiding behind a tragedy to make a quick buck
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i NEED NEED NEED people to start to understand that Bethesda Game Studios and Bethesda Softworks are not the same fucking company, and that just because something has fallout or tes slapped on it doesnt mean todd forged it himself in his basement instead of working on tes 6 or fallout 5 or whatever the fuck else you want. the oblivion remake isnt todd, it isnt Bethesda Game Studios, its Virtuous making it, with Bethesda Softworks publishing it. is todd involved to some degree? probably! but his fucking team is not making this game so please fucking stop acting like because this remaster exists that theyre not working on the other games you want. todd works at a different company
#oblivion remaster#pixel rambles#pixel talks gaming#im so fucking frustrated with this bullshit#its been a constant thing in tes and fallout communities for years and its so easy to show as wrong but no one gives a shit to point it out#i guess cause its just easier to say well but bethesda bad or whatever#but fucking hell at least try to be right about the shit youre complaining about
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Helaena was such an irrelevant character in the book the show writers had to make her a dreamer to make her interesting but it flopped so hard because here's this girl who has foresight and knows most of the terrible things gonna happen and just...doesn't do anything about it. She's like oh my mother and grandfather will have my brother usurp the rightful named heir, force me to marry my abusive rapist brother, and my son will die? And I'll commit suicide??? The realm will be torn apart and destroyed because of Hightower greed and ambition??? IT FUCKIN MAY AS WELL HAPPEN HAHAHA IM JUST VIBIN WITH MY BUGS BRUH
Like fucking WHAT?!
#anti hotd#anti house of the dragon#helaena critical#anti greens#anti alicent#anti aegon ii#anti team green#pro team black#pro rhaenyra targaryen#pro queen rhaenyra#the first of her name#helaena as a character frustrates the fucking hell out of me
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for real if we continue on this path of hating and excluding cisgender + heterosexual people we will all descend down into the path of terf rhetoric. you cannot be accepting, you cannot create a welcoming space for people while focusing your efforts on mocking others. where do you think the phrase "kill all men / men are trash" was born out of. not love and acceptance that's for sure! why do you think terfs so commonly uplift feminity as this Pure Separate Totally Specific Category Only A Few People Get To Reach? why do you think a specific group of people get to be inherently lesser? what are you doing
#pig originals#genuinely its just . so frustrating.#just because you understand that there is a history of queerphobia and violence does Not mean you get to fucking#use their ideas for your own. like what the fucking hell
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Just wanted to make a post to say that I don't plan on being active in this fandom anymore.
I started posting in this fandom because I saw a problem, and I wanted to fix that. There was a severe underappreciation and negligence towards certain characters and aspects of the show which seemed unjust to leave untouched. I wanted people to full appreciate everything this show had offered and what it meant to me. I really wanted change.
However, as time went on, the more I stayed, the more I realised that was just wishful thinking. These days, I swear I'm just screaming at a brick wall. I'm trying petition for certain characters/AnB, and people simply do not care. Although I guess that was foolish on my part because I'm trying to change a group of people who are effectively incapable of it. Change is a good thing, and if that's something people in this fandom are unable to do, then I don't want to be part of it.
Hatred was a problem in this fandom when I came into the fandom, and it still is now. People taking things that other people put genuine time and passion into and using it in inappropriate ways that OBVIOUSLY don't sit right with the creators was a problem then and still is now. People destroying the love of this show for others was a problem then and is still a problem now. This fandom only caters to certain type of fans, and judging by the cycle, I really do not think it has the capacity to change.
I'll still answer Octonauts-related asks, and I might post a whim-of-the-moment thing when I feel like it, but I don't want to dedicate any more time and energy to this fandom because it's genuinely become joyless.
I'd prefer to just protect my peace.
-> AJ
#octonauts#the way yall decided to blow this “drama out of proportion wash final straw#honestly though the AnB hate coming from a lot of people has been irking my for awhile too#but it’s the way you didn’t even understand the situation before commenting or why I was upset by it either#I mean it’s not everyone in this fandom is horrible which is why I’ll still do asks and I might finish off someone of my drafts#but I don’t actively want to be a part of this community anymore#I actually decide to post something meaningful and personal and not even a week later it gets used to support hate#which effectively goes against everything and I stand for and what that post was about#then to top it all off people just use my frustration as a way to clout chase by creating extra drama#it’s just horrible and I don’t want to be part of fandom#all this fandom cares about is its main 3 and anything else they’ll just shit on#no but genuinely I reckon if that post was hating on barnacles yall won’t stand for#you would’ve reacted the way I did but obviously it wasn’t so nobody had#I’ve literally seen posts saying you’ll go to hell if you don’t like barnacles mean while I have that reaction for dashi but no I’m#the bad guy like the double standards in this fandom are next level#some of yall so two faced as well like I don’t wanna fucking stick around for ts#this fandom is the biggest red flag I wish I read those signs are warning to stay away because the people in this fandom have genuinely#ruined posting about this show for me#ts pmo
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every time i find out Something New about rcg (specifically the r in that acronym) i start violently beating my head against the wall
#this is so frustrating lol#the capital letters in something new are to mean something bad#some things I learn about rcg i'm like what the hell sure#idgaf about your sports team or whiskey#why are they LIKE THAT#fuck man#iasip#its always sunny in philadelphia
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