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arcadia-of-pluto · 2 days

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More LADS ideas

Hey guys! I'll definitely write some more drabbles soon BUT I have a really good idea that I wanted to share with you all!

I'm not sure if it's been done before (and if it has, then that's okay), but my idea was to have a LADS x reader but the MC is still present. It's probably going to be difficult to workshop this idea– but I'm going to really try!

So my idea was that the reader (you) possibly just wake up in the game. Maybe in a field of flowers just outside of Linkon to really show that you don't belong here, instead of waking up in a nice, warm bed. It really sets in that you are stuck here and have to work your way from the ground up. In a world where the main character shares your name and appearance.

That's right, the mc is still going to look like you and have the same name as you, but that's where the similarities end. She will have her Anhausen Class evol while you...You'll have your own Anhausen Class evol, a direct opposite of hers and your level can be determined unlike her's (since her evol is unstable and the level can't be measured).

That's all the ideas I have so far, since I just wrote it all up, but I know what evol you'll have! I just don't know if I'll have it be a specific x reader or with all of the guys or just have an ending for each of the guys. I feel like it's going to be a bit difficult to pull them away from the MC since she's their reincarnated lover, but I'm going to try.

I also think it would be fun to have the reader think they've become the mc and then you see her from aware with one of the male leads and you're like "...what the fuck–". So then, you go into panic mode because you're worried they'll kill you if they see you. You realize that if someone wants to kidnap mc, they might kidnap you on accident. Stuff like that. It's honestly going to be a stressful ride, I feel. But I'm torn between the reader wanting to hide out and live a normal life, so you just get a job or trying to literally flee the country. Maybe living in Snowcrest would be fun. You could hide out there and live with the elderly doctor (I genuinely forgot his name) and his fox, Pie.

I definitely got to come up with more ideas before I can write this one though– let me know if there's anything you want to see! I've definitely been slacking on my oneshots, I haven't written in any of them since I posted their teasers 😞 but don't worry, nothing is discontinued! I'll work on them soon (or eventually)

That's all for now though! 🩷

Edit; now that i think about it, I'm going to add a poll for if the mc should look like the reader or not! Since some LADS mcs are just your ocs and you didn't model them after yourself. This information would definitely help me when writing this in the future, so if the highest result is "not looking like you" then I'll just come up with a name for the mc and describe her as "looking like your mc" instead of identical to you.

In retrospect, this is probably a dumb question, but I just wanted to make sure! Because, of course, it would be cool if she looked exactly like you and had the same name, but if she didn't, you wouldn't have to hide and try to disguise yourself so the male leads don't potentially kill you, you don't get kidnapped, people don't think you're her, and stuff like that.

Because it would probably be very difficult to get a job in a world you just wound up in. Especially if you have no form of ID or birth certificate, so I've got to really think about this tbh—

#lads #love and deepspace #love and deepspace x reader #lads x reader #lnds x reader #lnds

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zentriii · 5 months

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omg…mikashou analysis………tell me more…….

mikashou my belovedss <3

woaw this got long, i have a Lot to say tho tbh i could always say More,,,

this started with me thinking abt their relationship in canon, and how little we see of it but how much is implied. like, i think they're adorable but to be clear i'm staying firmly pre-timeskip canon here lol

it's basically a non-linear exploration of how they got together and how they fell apart?? like in canon we see them as exes with a healthy/friendly relationship and i wanted to poke around more with that and the fractures in their romantic relationship >:3c

why'd they break up? how much into that can i dig? what other contributing factors are likely to have been there that weren't mentioned? how do those factors influence their developing high school relationship? how much does the little we have on their personalities affect whatever situations i put them in?

i suppose it's just about growing up and maturing, about expectations vs reality, about relationships [of all sorts] and finding ones that make you happy + that you're at peace with – tricky as that is.

oh and here's your snippet [from one of their first dates]:

“Boo!” Mika claps Daishou’s back lightly. He jumps a little and spins towards her. It’s a shame – she would’ve liked to feel his back for a little longer. “Yamaka-chan, when did you get here?” he asks, opening his arms shyly for a hug. She doesn’t hesitate to snuggle right into him; she’ll get him used to hugging her one day. Mika briefly imagines Daishou greeting her with wide opens arms. Neither of them are quite that bold – but it would be nice. “Just a moment ago, I didn’t want to interrupt.” She smiles sweetly, thinking about the way that girl got her worked up over nothing. She wants to complain, to tell him that she’s the only one allowed to flirt with him, to be in his space, but she doesn’t. Mika doesn’t have the right to claim him for herself yet despite how much she wishes she could. It’s fine. She’ll take all that Daishou’s willing to give her. “Nah, you wouldn’t be. She was just a bit lost.” Daishou’s words don’t change Mika’s feelings in the slightest. Shouldn’t it have? “Come on, let’s go this way.” He leads her off to the start of their date. She manages to stop thinking about that other girl, somewhere in his excited smiles.

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#it's been a while since i've worked on this tbh #it was a spontaneous fic born from my procrastinating on writing elderly skts banter #mildly jealous mika my beloved. such a petty teenage girl reaction and one that i think fits bc of the way she's like.#yea you're an ass but you're a good bf. with an implied: and that's what made me stay sooo.#idk idealizing people and setting herself up for disappointment is sumn she's gonna be navigating through this fic <3 #ftr i say odds are 50-50 they get back together. and 50-50 if they're endgame or on and off #idk sometimes healthier relationships are the platonic ones. sometimes people are happier in those and i think mikashou deserves that #i have no idea if half of what i said makes sense but yea <3 #haikyuu #yamaka mika #daishou suguru #mikashou #maz answers #answer game answers #eurydicees #thanks for the ask ^_^

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raiiny-bay · 8 days

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considering... changing the boys' hairs... again.....

#it's been a while since i've given dusty a new style tbh #realistically he would've changed the color ages ago. blue & blond would probably be 50 dye jobs ago by now #but idk if i'm ready to let go of the blue & blond just yet.#as far as kel goes... i do want to give him longer hair bc i think he would grow it out #but i've said before his hair never grows all that long. like. it just doesn't. genetics.#(the bandAU is an exception)#but i think this is an achievable length for him. esp if he flat irons it #i do think... he parts it on the other side though so #gonna have to flip it but that's ok #i still need to make new lashes for dhes too #i've been away from my pc for so long that i forgot everything i was working on lol #rainyrambles

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blizzardfluffykpop · 1 month

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alright~ a few updates about everything! so this weekend I'll be seeing changkyun in chicago- so I prolly won't be posting until after I'm alive again from that 😂😅 (I am vv excited about it- I just know I'll be vv tired when I return home). Anyways, I have a few fics in the works~ one of them that is a request 🤭 I'm vv excited to work on them! But I think I'm going to change my masterlist a bit when I come back. I'm going to retire a few groups from the main masterlist and I've been debating for the past year about it... But I think I'm going to add a yearly masterlist- So it would go from most recent to the beginning of this year~

I'm also thinking about changing my pfp- I haven't been really into stray kids for uh... years- But I will be sure to make an update about that if I go thru with that too- (It may be ji changmin next 🫣🤭)

Anyways those are my few updates 🥰💖

#in general my brain is so muddled outside of talking to my three closest and my mom i'm just... fogged- but god how i want to be #writing rn- i have 4 smuts and 1 fluff in the works (who would have guessed my fluff writer self has moved from not only plain fluff to #angst & smut this year? not me- but i'm happy about it) two are poly aus and the other two are about a certain 🌙~#kate rambles on from here #altho there is another vv big potential fic~ but i'm only counting ones i have lots of progress on-#and then the masterlist thing i've been thinking about forever- hwvr again i do not know if i'll have the energy bc i might be knocked #on my ass for another month after this trip (i'll be pretty much solely driving for 4 & 1/2 hrs there and another 4 & 1/2 back the next day #but the pfp thing has been on my mind for a while too- again idk when i'll get around to it but jinkoh has given me a vv good #idea esp for winter~ with mr. ji~ so i'm sure to have changed it by december~ (unless the change is too much for me- i haven't changed it #since 2018... so i'm kind of attached to it- even tho i don't even bias him or stan the group anymore...)#anyways this is full of me rambling- i could really go on tbh- bc i'm really trying to get my mind into gear- but these are my updates #let's see if i fulfill em- i'm bound to fill the fic ones- but the other two... yeah- we'll see-#kate rambles #blog updates #should i bring babydoll q & juyo to the concert bc if it wasn't for kyun getting me into dominic fike(and being into tbz during stealer era #i wouldn't have been a tbz ult... (outside of some other factors i haven't really disclosed) bc atp i'm vv close to packing them with me #i mean tbh a tbz pc was going- but now i'm 🫣: should i bring them to see the guy from my first ult group that caused the spiral-#that made me get into my newest ult group? (i love this butterfly effect more than i could ever express tbh- even tho i express it often)#anyways if someone actually reads these- i'm bound to bring babydoll q- legally that's my buddy- but juyo?? 👀

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evilkitten3 · 2 months

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someone's been liking a lot of my old posts relating to my attempts to rewrite fairy tail.... which, and this may astound you, is not actually a cancelled project in spite of the fact that it's been nearly a decade since i first started trying to figure it out

#fairy tail #fairy tail rewrite #ek3 rewrites ft #i knew it would take a while but. it is taking wayyyyyy longer than i thought #likely in part bc of the hell that is rotating special interests/hyperfixations #tbh i'm actually kinda ok with how long it's taken bc i've had some pretty good ideas since that i wouldn't have when i first started #unfortunately that also means some earlier ideas have been scrapped #oddly i'm actually having more trouble with some of the earlier arcs #the macao and daybreak arcs are still overall the same plot-wise but i'm planning to use them for world-building and character introduction #i've also gotten a bit more comfortable leaning into some of ft's more soap opera-y nonsense #like the constant surprise family stuff #just. hopefully less stupid #also. and i'm sure i've said this before. every character who dies was planned out well in advance #like even now when i'm still in the early stages (*sound of sobbing heard in the distance*) i know who's not making it and who is #probably the hardest part will be dealing with the last few arcs tho bc by that point it'll look pretty freaking different from canon #actually the hardest part will probably be handling the balance between fanfic-as-fanfic and fanfic-being-written-like-an-original-work #also i'm still firmly refusing to acknowledge the existence of ft100yq #i can't see it. i don't know her

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kyouka-supremacy · 8 months

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#random rambles #Technically I'm done with this month's header since yesterday.#Practically I've been feeling so insecure about it I've been procrastinating looking for an icon or uploading it at all #Like it *was* natural to have a downgrade in themes I've said it myself a lot of times. After 24+ themes it's understandable I'd run out–#of inspiration (or even simply material) for the very cool stuff #That said. I did very much spend the whole entire day from when I woke up to when I (started studying at past 2am) went to sleep on it #That's what I get for working with the anime tbh. Bones artstyle is ugly there's little to be done about it #While making it I also came up with other two themes concepts.#One is probably going to replace September's plan and the other idk will probably slid to the next year #Idk looking at this year's planned themes lineup it all feels full of things I'm not skilled enough to make...#On top of everything this February's theme wasn't even what I had initially planned!! The one I had initially planned was a chapter 33 pane #Idk why I didn't follow up with it. Maybe I've just grown to think manga panels are too simple (terrible choice) (rip)#I think the thing that bugs me with both the initially picked image and the anime header I made yesterday–#is that there's no smooth transition with the blog. And I know it's not a big deal but pretty much all my themes do and it's bothering me..#And it shouldn't. Like nearly everyone uses an header that is sharply separate from the blog and they make it work #Uhm..............#Idk I should be studying besides.#I think I'll either go looking for an icon and see how the overall theme looks on the blog. Maybe I'll like it better then.#Or I'll just start over and see if I can use the ch 33 panel I had in mind and see if I'll like THAT better #It'd just be a shame if after all the time I've spent on it yesterday I'd just let it lie unused on my computer #There's also the fact that black and white of the manga doesn't feel very February-esque... (Don't ask)#Ugh. I hate looking for icons it's always the worst part 😭😭😭#I was considering the last Beast Atsushi illustration (because ofc I was) but idk. Idk if I can make it work.#And part of me is also like “don't use beautiful Hoshikawa Beast Atsushi on an ugly theme” LOL #But I also suffer heavily from the lack of Beast in this year's lineup.#Okay rant over. Shutting up now #Edit: If this month's theme is ugly please be kind #Edit 2: Jk I've found like four icons. Maybe I'm just very dramatic

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imwritesometimes · 3 months

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I think a lot about how if I'd have been born like 200 years ago I would have been sent to the sea side and dosed with cocaine every day for my Mental Maladies but instead I'm walking around in 2024 and ppl are trying to make me feel like shit for not opting into hustle culture or convince me AI & crypto currency are the future...

#don't get me wrong. I'm thankful for my meds. like.... 100000000% thankful. tbh don't know I'd be shitposting on here today without em....#but my goddddddddddd I'm tired also #I don't want 6 jobs. I don't want to delivery drive all night. I don't want to turn shitty doodles into NFTs.#I take care of my disabled mother while also dealing with my own mental health deficiencies. I raised my brother. he still lives with me.#I'm Tired #I want to just take care of my mom and make cakes & desserts and for that to be enough. but it can't #because we devalue domestic work of any kind including care taking for the eldery/disabled #I mean my union has to FIGHT every few years to make sure we can KEEP our jobs #and it sucks cause... even if I lose my job.... I STILL have to take care of my mom so it's like 🤷‍♀️#I'm just Tired bro. so tired. I want my baking to work out so bad but I just... don't know. I know it won't net me gobs if money #I'm just so tired of living under this fuckin strain that is The American Dream USA number 1 woooo!#don't you dare ask to make a living wage!#and since I DO want this baking stuff to go well I KEEP practicing and it feels like.... meh.... I'm baking and baking and baking #I want it to be GOOD! but I'm taking my time! and not hustling and it just feels like idk. I'm going too slow #but I'm not.... I've been baking my whole life for free and everyone raved abt it. I want it to be STELLAR so I can make money #I'm just so fckn TIRED man. I wish I had like.... a crystal ball and I could just know if this was a good idea #erin explains it all

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famewolf · 10 months

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my brain has been really out of whack recently (I think it's the time change among other things) so I'm going to try out some things to see if they help

I might not be on social media a whole lot in the next week or two, but if you're mutuals and want my discord, send me a message

#[static]#I cleared out my queue so I don't feel like I need to keep it going #I'm trying to limit my time on my phone since I've noticed that I've been getting sucked back into it for Hours every day which I *hate*#it's this weird paradox of wanting to keep up with my friends but also knowing that I get sucked into checking the rest of the app -#- that I need to figure out #tumblr is one of the few social medias that I don't get that sucked into but i do like to keep up to date with #for news and friends reasons #but im gonna basically not be using my phone at all except for music for the next while until my brain feels better #it's also the busiest week of the year in my line of work so i want to be sure im taking care of myself #my brain fog has been suuuper bad and being on my phone makes it worse #i wish we all lived closer so that i could just go hang out with ppl instead of being attached to my dumb phone #using phone = less time to do things i like too which also makes me mad when I do it #i dont even like my phone bro ... but tiktok gets me tbh i'll sit on my phone for like 2 hours straight just watching funny little videos

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heyitslapis · 17 days

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Ok

#kinda vent post cause ive been anxious ever since we got coffee this evening #I promise I'm not trying to be weird or anything. I'm just #I just really don't want to screw this up. I know we spent almost the last year avoiding each other #And I know things between us were rocky for a bit before that #and I hope I'm not overwhelming you. I know things won't be better overnight #I know we've distanced so much and theres so much awkward history there. I know things are different now #And I respect that. I respect your relationship and your new life. I'm not trying to impose or make you uncomfortable #I'm just anxious and tbh scared an nervous too. I don't want to fuck this up. If theres a chance for us to be close friends again I want it #Im so so so scared of fucking it up. I feel like I forgot how to be friends & after the way I left things Im scared that I lost my chance #I'm scared that it's not gonna work and that a permanent goodbye is in our future. I'm scared that you won't want me around after all #I would understand if that became the case.. but I really don't want that #I cant text you this without seeming like an overbearing clingy anxious mess of an ex but ive been on the verge of a panic attack all night #just for the fear that I'm fucking up already somehow. Just the fear that this isn't going to work and I shouldn't even try #I think I spent so long avoiding you that now I don't know what to do with myself. But I'm trying to be normal #I promise I dont have any motives other than missing a really great friendship and being tired of missing friends #And maybe I still have a ways to go in the emotional healing department but I think I'm ok enough to try. I've been ok for a while now #If you see this please know that I mean every word. If you never see it thats ok because I just need to get it off my chest before I burst #I don't want to scare you off or lose you again. if thats what it comes to then know I'll always miss and appreciate you for all my days #Thats all. Ive been a ball of nerves all evening & I just needed to air this out cause having this weight sitting on my chest is too much #emma rambles #personal #vent post

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actual-corpse · 6 months

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I'm so excited to move out....

I can't sleep😫

#bruh #i also just realized that I forgot to pack yesterday while I was off #so ill have to pack today #start some laundry #dump my ex's clothes out of my tote #unload dishwasher #pack my clothes #prep stuff for my dad to help me move #KITCHEN TABLE?! FUCK #im definitely moving the cat last to try and avoid issues with her #i need to buy cat food and food bowl #set up the gravity water for my ex's cat (just because you dont like your ex doesn't mean you abuse their pet... I fucking love his cat...*#* She's basically my baby now... seriously I have that cat spoiled lol... If I can work out a living situation where I dont have to move in*#* with my cousin.... Im GONNA adopt another cat. i love cats)#i shouldn't have too much to move since I've downsized... a lot... sold my mini-fridge 😭 made the -easy- decision to leave my furniture*#*(an old power-lift chair that no longer works. some Mainstays shelves and entertainment center - they're almost 10 years old. cost $50 and*#*are made from particle board. they've been moved 3 too many times and they're falling apart) these were hard decisions tbh #im leaving a complete set of Mainstays dishes (cheap. i dont want them. my ex needs dishes. etc)#my mind is awake with all these plans... but I have to work tonight and i need to sleep (luckily I went to bed early)#i need a shower caddy. another (dedicated) dressing gown. a Jeep Wrangler (i hate them but they can tow mid sized campers and like. if I en*#*enjoy living like I will... Maybe I'll just make it my lifestyle) I know well-off people have made unconventional living trendy. but like.*#*Im a poor and it's more viable to live in the camper my parents bought on relatively cheap campgrounds #bro

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machidielontheway · 10 months

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#3615 my life #tbh this is quite weird because it's been a long time since i've been so deep (and fast and long) in a funk like this #water close to the surface #everytime i miss my therapist i go to see her website / places hoping she magically began working again #she does not. but i found a link to a list of 'safe' therapists and while there's none of those listed in my city #there are a few that do meetings by video #i read the website of one and honestly i'm interested in a hopeful way #the way things are written what it says and how she work i like / i think it would fit #i'll go see if the others have website too and if need be chose #but i plan to contact this lady in the future in any case #which also help the brain feel like we're doing something so we can stop crying (for now)

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prismaticutie · 1 year

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I've been watching a lot of Omega Strikers guide videos lately and the one thing all of them have in common is that every single one of them highlights the importance of "just have fun".

That's something people say all the time, about any game. But there was one guide I watched yesterday, and in addition to giving that tip, also mentioned the importance of not being toxic and blaming your losses on your teammates.

This is genuinely the most helpful tip of all time. Like this guide really grilled into me just how horrible having that toxic mentality is. The full first minute of the video was dedicated to that. He also talked about how being toxic and playing w that mentality actively makes you worse at the game, period. Full stop. And he explained the reasoning for that as well.

I've heard this said and yeah I believe it as well, but this was the first time I'd ever had it thoroughly explained to me. It really put things into perspective for me.

Hoping I can improve at both Omega Strikers and Splatoon by keeping this in mind 👍