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agrebel18 · 1 year ago

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Nimona 🤝 Gwen Stacy: being Very Transgender/Not Cis to the point where you can’t separate it because it’s literally woven into their character arcs and even having trans flags surrounding them in some scenes yet some people only call it “coding” and “theories” purely because neither of them said “oh btw I’m transgender” on screen

#the fact that I'm cis yet I can tell the intention behind the flags everywhere and their arcs being about repressing their true identities #if y'all can't tell I'm gonna say you're fucking stupid #it's an intentional thing atp #also it DEFINITELY would've been cool for them to say that they're not cis on screen but they didn't need to because IT'S OBVIOUS #nimona #nimona movie #gwen stacy #across the spider-verse spoilers #spider-man: across the spider-verse #nimona spoilers #atsv spoilers

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theriverbeyond · 5 months ago

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reposts getting notes sucks and it makes no damn sense when the original post is literally on tumblr. the reblog button is free

#the funnytext post reposts are like ??????? just reblog it???#ur not even doing anything transformative like putting a character w a speech balloon #the art reposts make me 🔪 it is not a new thing that artists do not like that shit #i can only see it as intentional atp and why would i reward that with attention.

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benveydraws · 1 year ago

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i can't love you in this skin

#twittering birds never fly #saezuru tori wa habatakanai #suggestive #<- jic #interpret this as you will #there's A Lot about gender and yashiro's relationship with gender and heteronormativity especially in relation to doumeki #he asks him what type of Women he likes. they only watch m/f stuff together. “i wonder if he's gentle with women”.#the anger and disappointment when he realizes that doumeki is actually attracted to him #unless he's remembering something that happened he only fantasises about doumeki with a woman and not with himself #(same was with kageyama iirc)#except for that kiss in the elevator but that's a whole other conversation. and even then there was a woman present #he even tells kamiya that doumeki is basically straight and he's just a rare exception #yashiro's is so so desperate to push doumeki towards a “normal” life #aka not in yakuza. not with him. in a normal (straight) relationship #just. a lot of self hatred and internalized homophobia #all that being said. i think regardless of the author's intent reading yashiro as a closeted trans person is also valid #the “i could never afford myself to reflect on this and i also don't care enough about living to even bother atp” type of closet #would it contradict some of the things yashiro says? sure. but he contradicts himself all the time #am i projecting as someone who will live and die in the closet? sure #i think it's interesting that the only person who genuinely asks him about gender is ryuzaki #in the same conversation where he asks him about falling in love #and yashiro's response is basically “it wouldn't change much” and “i'm fine with what i have”. are you tho #there's a lot i can say about yashiro and aoi and yashiro and ryuzaki's girlfriend but i can't articulate it well rn so whatever #the way dumeki's lie about dating a woman affects yashiro is also interesting regardless of which interpretation you go with #which is also why i'm using post time-skip for the art. the topic keeps popping up #but yeah uh. take it as you will i just have a lot of feelings about. This #art tag

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daisyswift3 · 2 months ago

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Sorry for disappearing again. I’m popping back on here to give a little update on my life for anyone who cares. August was a really really reallyyy awful month for me. First I was spiraling abt my ex situationship and then the first wk of the semester I started dealing w a lot of harassment from classmates and I realized it was my own “friends” that started it and spread a bunch of awful untrue rumors abt me as well as my private text conversations w them 😃 And the stress from all of that literally caused me to have a psychotic episode and spiral even more so that was fun. I actually came close to ending my life bc it was so bad. I think that was the first time I’ve ever had a full blown psychotic episode and it was absolute hell, like I’ve never been so fucking terrified in my life. I didn’t even know it was possible to have thoughts as dark as the ones I was having. This caused me to fall really behind in my classes so now I’m having to catch up while also being very scatterbrained. And this WAS going to be my last semester but now I’m gonna have to graduate later bc of all of this 🥰 It literally feels like they sabotaged me right before the finish line like I’ve never been so pissed off in my life. But one good thing that came out of it is I’ve now figured out I probably have schizotypal personality disorder or sth similar which would explain why I have such a hard time making friends and maintaining relationships. I think I come off a lot colder than I mean to and so I give ppl mixed signals on accident. It’s kind of awful knowing I’M actually the one that’s caused some of my relationships to implode without meaning to. Like I try soooo hard to be as nice as possible and to listen and be patient w ppl but it’s still somehow never enough bc I’m kinda stoic and am not good at expressing my love for ppl. Like I feel so many things internally but it’s hard for me to show them externally. And I also figured out that I experience apophenia (which can be related to psychosis and schizophrenia) and so I sometimes read way too much into things and see signs and patterns that aren’t there. On one hand it’s great bc it allows me to learn difficult concepts really fast and spot patterns and connections other ppl might not see, but on the other hand it can also cause me to experience psychosis. I’m trying to be more careful now w how delusional I let myself be but I’m not gonna stop analyzing music and I’ll let myself be delulu sometimes as a treat bc life is more fun that way :)) I’ve made several playlists that kind of serve as journal entries since I don’t really journal and that’s the closest thing I have to journaling. These songs are like the soundtrack of my life at the moment

#alone by halsey brutal by olivia and games by lennon stella are also in there #decode and read your mind by sabrina as well #thank you aimee and mean are really hitting different now #istg i just try to mind my own business but i still somehow manage to get sucked into drama #‘i swear i don’t love the drama it loves me’#a likely thing to happen to me #i shouldn’t even be surprised atp #i’ve figured out that a lot of my classmates and friends only do or say nice things bc they want to use me to get good grades and #connections w professors so that hurts #i consistently get the highest grades in my classes so i feel like the timing of all this was intentional and was partially due to jealousy🙃#i think i get now why stem students get such a bad rap lol #the environment in an engineering college is ridiculously cutthroat and competitive #a lot of ppl are social climbers who will use ppl like tools and doormats to get what they want and i was one of those unfortunate ppl #personal #Spotify

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lesbianwyllravengard · 4 months ago

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Tbh I think reposting someone's tumblr post because they turned off reblogs is an asshole move regardless of your intention or the content of the post itself. People don't lose the right to privacy and autonomy just because you decide they deserve to.

#It's especially an asshole move when it's a harmless or funny or nice post and you're just stealing atp #But I think also even when you're attempting to show others how awful someone is or “warn people” it's still Bad.#Because first off all. If you're actually concerned about other people's safety you can just send them the post or account link #But second of all sharing a harmful thing only spreads the harm.#Even if your intention is to warn others or whatever you are still actively spreading harm.#It is less harmful to just. Let the post die. It's a good thing they turned off reblogs to stop the post's spread #and it is not your job to spread that harm further.#Also also. When you cross the threshold of choosing which people you can withold privacy and autonomy from just bc you think they deserve it #you open up a world of Bad. Like I hope you understand how that is Bad.#You do not have the right to decide what other people deserve to lose theirs #And yes it is that deep.

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parkitaco · 1 year ago

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maybe i am dumb maybe i’m smarter than everyone but i thought it was common knowledge that mike did not initially intend for the ‘it’s not my fault you don’t like girls’ comment to have gay implications

#like. ??? i thought that was the point #that he says it not meaning anything by it other that it’s not my fault that this stuff doesn’t seem to matter to you #not meaning it in a gay way just in a like. the girls thing does not bother you but it does bother me there is a discrepancy here #(def still a projection of Some Sort but he didn’t mean it to be he wasn’t trying to pass blame)#and then will Took It as a gay thing #and mike watched him take it that way #and immediately backtracked like????#idk to Me it seemed like it was meant to imply to the audience (and maybe mike too) that will was gay #not that mike was Necessarily #bc that’s where we were at in the fandom and progression of the storyline atp #idk maybe i’m wrong and you can interpret that scene however you want #But. when i see ppl using it as gay mike Proof and saying bi mike isn’t a possibility i go hmmm.#<- not trying to get involved in that discourse ofc just pointing out Again that it’s dumb #ANYWAY. sorry that is just my thoughts and i thought that was the intention in the show but who knows

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yoosung-ah · 12 days ago

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lol I came out of a 5+ year hibernation, wholly ready to love V with a passion, only to find out half the fandom hates him now

... I am a lil upset if I'm honest and the wikihow for How to Not Be Bothered By People Not Sharing Your Sentiments About a Fictional Character didn't help

#personal #v #i'm trying so hard to find v content:(#maybe it's just my feed since it seems algorithm-based now?#you know what #it's fine #king of moral ambiguity and healing #us jihyun enjoyers can rejoice in having more of him to love to ourselves #if nothing else #his character design is pretty #is there nobody willing to draw him without being commissioned atp?#i don't mind paying artists for their work obviously #but i was hoping his tag wouldn't be a desert #and that we could all accept and love this messed up fictional man for who he is #while simultaneously placing him on a small pedestal bc i hate seeing how low his self worth is #he was a victim of domestic abuse and had ultimately good intentions #he may have made several mistakes #and is flawed #but that makes him so much more interesting #no?#because in addition to those trauma-based mistakes #he is also loving/thoughtful/virtuous/kind/gentle and has the prettiest voice #he's also the only one who doesn't jump into a relationship upon realizing he needs to work on some things #not just for himself either but #so he can love you as a healthy partner #fuck y'all i love v #v supremacy

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yeonban · 5 months ago

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If your muse ever thinks their friends suck, at least they're not in Elijah's place

#◜✧ . ❪ muse. elijah. ❫#suicide /#The reason I'm saying this is bc ALLLLLLLLL of his friends are Wammy orphans. Which is a red flag in and of itself god forbid #but what that MEANS is they don't hang out 90% of the time bc they're busy and the one he Does regularly meet up with is Tobias. [gunshot]#I'll forever stand by the fact that everyone who meets Tobias NOW is incredibly lucky bc kid Tobias (who Elijah met) was ten times worse #Elijah after his first heartbreak at age 14; tears in his eyes and hovering over their dorm's window dramatically: I'LL JUMP #Tobias aged 13; calmly reading his book w/o even looking up; not intervening in any way:#Elijah; momentarily frozen in place bc what the fuck kind of reaction is that: ...? I said I'LL JUMP #Tobias; still not looking up at him: Yeah I heard you the first time.#Safe to say Elijah got so annoyed by this that he forgot his antics in favor of throwing things at Tobias JASDHADSJAHSAHSDK #'It's a viable way of taking the person's mind off of what's bothering them by making them angry instead' you might say. and you'd be right #EXCEPT that was not Tobias' intention at all; he just didn't gaf about Elijah at that point in time 😭😭😭#Truly the worst person to pair a theater kid w. Good thing Tobias didn't follow up with a 'do a flip' or Elijah would've defenestrated HIM #Meanwhile Wammy's staff wiping away a tear from their eyes bc that's PROGRESS! Tobias DIDN'T push Elijah thru the window!! 🥺🥺🥺#At least Tobias' gotten better since (...read as: he now has a list of proper reactions that he randomizes based on the situation)#LISTEN HE'S TRYING HIS BEST!!! Dude had to speedrun learning what societal expectations and emotions are he needs a break atp #He gets it (rationally) but he doesn't get it (personally)#◜✧ . ❪ DYN: tobias & elijah. ❫ / you and i will change the world. there is yet hope for it; just none for us.

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thelastharbinger · 1 year ago

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*screams into pillow*

OKAY BUT IN THAT SCENE WHERE PETER B PARKER IS TRYING TO STOP MILES FROM RUNNING AWAY, EXPLAINING THAT WHILE BAD THINGS HAPPEN, GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TOO, "LIKE YOU HAPPENED..." EVEN THO HE KNOWS MILES IS AN ANOMALY AND ULTIMATELY FEELS HE HAS TO HOLD HIM BACK "FOR HIS OWN GOOD", DESPITE ALL THAT HE IS STILL TRYING TO LET MILES KNOW THAT HE IS SPECIAL. THAT HE DOES BELONG EVEN IF THE CIRCUMSTANCES MAY NOT ALLOW IT. THAT THEIR ENCOUNTER IN THE FIRST MOVIE MEANT SOMETHING TO HIM TOO AND THAT HE DOES LOVE HIM. AND EVEN THOUGH HE ISN'T ALLOWED TO ROOT FOR HIM, HE STILL DOES.

SHUUUUUUTTTTTT UUUUPPPPPPPP

#why does their friendship make me so emotional?#also uhhhh #across the spiderverse spoilers #like we know obv that peter is misguided & doing the wrong thing w right intentions but the fact that he's still trying to tell him #that spider biting you even if a mistake was still a good thing and miles being who he turned out to be could never be bad #this is his little way of defying miguel. atp miles doesn't know what peter and gwen know about him so this seems innocuous to him #but AHHHGGGGGGGHHHHHH #im okay #atsv #across the spider verse #miles morales #peter b parker #into the spider verse #spiderverse

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franeridan · 6 months ago

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been going through the sumeru archon quest finally (met alhaitham)(my camera roll is just a hundred screenshots of his face)(I'm perfectly normal about him wym) and i think i get why people say comparing him to ratio isn't exactly correct but talking to him does feel like talking to ratio in a surprisingly uncanny way I can't even lie about that

#most of what i know about haitham atp is what i already knew before playing let's start with that #but from what i gathered the main difference with ratio is that ratio is so ambitious his goals cover innumerable galaxies #while haitham really onlt wants to be left alone to chill in peace #given that at least for ratio that's p much the core of his character I'd say it's normal to think they aren't all that similar #but the things they say......the way they interact with people.......the tone they use when talking even...........#if you ignore their life goals i feel like #at least for how much i know haitham now that is #the main difference between them is that maybe ratio is more caring than haitham #but maybe haitham is nicer than ratio #? does that make sense #haithams way of helping is nicer #but he doesn't care to help as much as ratio does #at the same time ratio is harsher with his words and actions than haitham is #but every single one of his actions is meant to care #haitham will sit and look at you and wait for you to find your own answers #which is Extremely ratio of him they both give super strong professor vibes #at more than one point he was like why are you asking when you know the answer #this is something ratio has said way more than once too #but maybe I feel like ratio asks to teach you how to think #and haitham asks because he'd prefer it if you didn't bother him #at the same time tho haitham will more easily hold your metaphorical hand when reaching a conclusion #while ratio will actively antagonize you just to make sure you're truly sure of what you're saying #it's the feeling they've been giving me #how do i say this #it's less their words and attitudes that are different since they match nearly perfectly #and more the intentions behind their words and attitudes #?#then again #I'm still investigating the hospital so this is just my initial understanding of haitham #maybe i got him completely wrong

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fridgedeeznuts · 6 months ago

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thinking abt this video im watching between two artists chatting and how at some point the painting part of painting becomes the easiest part of painting, and most of the work is actually about the preparation of the piece, and anything else that is more work during the piece is shit that u forgot to cover in ur prep work,,,,

#non art blabbering #because. from my own readings of the masters - and these two do take their teachings from said literature - it's exactly this #it's gurney making mannequettes and setting up lighting; it's bougereau making thumbnails and doing material studies so meticulously they #might as well be pasted onto the final painting itself; it's that one asshole who sculpted a whole ass figure and dragon (and had fun doing #it!) and used that for lighting reference. talking about how that one guy who spent most of his time setting up composition and had his #lil assistants do all the painting for him #thinking abt how my s/o said smthin similar to me the other day that he thinks he can confidently paint anything thanks to his experience #it was a good talk but it was also a little wearying bc while i agree w everything that's said (including do not forget ur whimsy! play!)#these dudes definitely sounded like they smelled their own farts though i do know this is not their intention :skull:#it was an enjoyable talk bc they sorta confirmed a lot of things i had to learn and re-learn on my own post-art school #though ive noticed a lot of art shit lately's also been 'dont get caught up in theory mode and just doing studies!!!'#as somebody who just realized i cld do studies of art i like it's just funny af to see this art tip becoming a trend #atp tho - im just trying to be someone who DOES art at all - study or no study or what have u

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vamptastic · 2 years ago

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i think my constant seething rage is honestly very reasonable. i literally live in florida.

#got in argument with a guy the other day abt idk. trans athletes #was basically him trying to explain what the issue is to me (i know. that's kinda step one to having an opinion on it.)#and then going yeah huh i guess you're actually right (i was)#and i was like okay great cool we're done here let me go to class and he starts talking about like #how he still loves trump for this and that reason kinda unprompted (sorry you lost an argument dude go introspect somewhere else im LATE)#and i was like yeah idk abt that. on account of all the corruption. and the foreign policy youre saying is like manly macho man strong is #mostly just wildly stupid posturing that's going to achieve nothing at best and world war at worst #and he goes no don't worry i think DESANTIS would be better for 2024 actually #and i. UNDERSTANDBLY. was like oh okay i cannot speak to you (because i am visibly shaking with rage)#and he goes well i think you are misattributing my intentions (cunt.)#and i said no no i don't think you're malicious i just think you're stupid and wildly misinformed #and then left bc i was about to either hit him or start crying (bc that guy has been like very tangibly ruining my life for months #and i genuinely cannot fathom what fucking tax issue or whatever one would value over like. my right to idk. Exist atp.#and also this coming from someone who just tried to be like no i know so many trans people i love trans ppl im not like those conservatives #like try to dig deep down into whatever rotted husk of a brain is left in your skull and fathom why i might have a strong reaction to your #support for DESANTIS and the SPACE LASERS WOMAN #you fucking idiot.)#and was that civil. No. and now i have to apologize to him bc i feel bad about it even though i fully meant it #idk its what i get for trying to change peoples minds with stupid things like #' statistics ' and ' a utilitarian perspective ' and ' existing legal basis for my argument '#guys so wrapped up in their right wing bubble they just dont wanna hear it #n they always assume i mustve not heard their talking points and its like look at where we fucking live #and look at the state of the world. NOBODY in any form of mainstream news shares my politics lmao #you think i havent heard every conceivable argument abt trans people??? also you think im dumb enough to form an opinion without looking at #the other side? yeah man i know about the three trans women who have ever won a sports competition ever. do you?#do you even know their fucking names or sports or trial outcomes.#GOD just fucking. pseudo intellectual facist horseshit like pragru and infowars masquerading as legítimate sources #are making so many dumbass illiterate (i truly don't think they have the reading comprehension to decifer a study or even long article)#guys think they're gods gift to politics bc they listened to someone else tell them what a source says through ten layers of propaganda #just. uh. everyone should die forever and also learn to read.

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foxmulderautism · 9 months ago

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purple prose might be another term that needs to be put on the high shelf of writing advice cause why does nobody seem to agree on what it actually means 😭😭😭

#atp does the ‘correct’ definition even matter? within community it’s already wildly used ooc and unhelpfully #like is it all ‘elaborate’ prose or is it when prose is overdone? who decides when prose is overdone?#I don’t really use the term at all for myself personally bc I think like pantsing it doesn’t say anything #and is too broad you know #I also don’t think it’s wise to have a term that’s essentially going to be used to mean Style Is Bad And Invalid #teenage me felt fucking awful when I realised people would consider my prose purple!!!#and even if my prose was in hindsight hard to understand - purple prose as an idea didn’t give me the tools #to unpack that for myself and understand better how to approach the balance of style and clarity #(I’m even gonna go and say clarity is not an objective thing either and in some cases #writers will have the intention to challenge clarity #also I think clarity as an idea is interesting when you think about prose vs poetry #imagine a guy who reads a poem and says well that’s purple prose )#overall I just hate the idea of categorising and adding value to prose styles #prose is such a fluid thing #I like the spectrum of maximalist to minimalist but I’d say even then I go across it in a single project sometimes #also prose style and what is popular and what ‘works’ is something that #is very often connected to culture and language #what if we told writeblr how many ideas of good writing are just rooted in anglo/western centrism LOL

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toothmarqed · 1 year ago

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fallen prey to saying stupid shit on the internet without thinking and coming off as incredibly rude and insensitive. i feel sick to my stomach. never commenting on anything else ever again. deserve to be squashed under someone’s shoe and ground into powder. in all seriousness this has shocked me so much that i am quitting every platform but tumblr for however long it takes for me to get some sense knocked into my dumb fucking skull