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wicked ever after high au where their fairytale is the wizard of oz and galinda upland (of the upper uplands!) is the next good witch with the inflated sense of self-importance and nigh-unshakeable belief in the fundamental goodness of a system that proclaims goodness as her birthright to match, while her roommate-by-chance elphaba thropp, born to become the next wicked witch of the west, is desperate to defy her destiny and spurn the wickedness thrust upon her for the chance to become something good. and in falling ass over teakettle in love--despite galinda's best attempts to to keep them both on that yellow brick road--they discover that they were perhaps not the first good and wicked witches who kept a candle burning for each other, but that however long those witches held out, the course of the narrative still ran destructively, unyieldingly true. and that it still might for them, too--unless.
#wicked#gelphie#elphaba thropp#galinda upland#ever after high#mine#we always say rapple is gelphie. it's high time for gelphie to become rapple#this is how book!gelphie can still get their happy ending btw. w their meddling grandkids discovering their life-ruining situationship#and dragging book elphaba out of wherever the fuck she's hiding so book glinda can please stop crashing out every two seconds#yeah i said grandkids i cannot in good conscience let galinda be raised by glinda are your kidding. bonus points this makes b!glinda the#grandmother who made her the ugly hat. that was her coping by recreating one of the last things she ever saw her elphie wear#is this anything. mashing my favourite doomed by the narrative universes together#edit: apparently it's everything to me since between making this draft and posting it i wound up in the ballpark of 3000 words#should have expected that. ever after high does things to me
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yes, lee know-ya i see you aging along with me you're the second oldest but, to me you'll always be the maknae~♡
#collapses. lino's only hyung#stray kids#bystay#staysource#bang chan#lee know#minchan#skz#my gifs#cbbc2023#d-10!!!!!!!!! if u even care#the thing abt minchan is they r everything to me. lmh sudden damsel in distress whenever chan is around is so important especially#i could write an essay on any and all chan duos tbh im obsessed w all of them a normal amount#btw what's this site's problem w small italics asking for a friend why does it always ruin a letter or ten
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Okay, but it's TRULY the way this is very much giving Jon as King Beyond The Wall and Sansa as Queen In The North diplomatic ~relations~ & after-dark shenanigans. Blessed be.

#thank you sophie for having the VISION TM for asking kit to do this movie with you#cause it's basically set in medieval times too#jon x sansa#sophie turner#kit harington#like sophie was DEF online during the jonsa craze. tbh they both knew what was up. this PROVES it lol#aint no way they were totally unaware of their accidental romantic tension chem as jon and sansa#they was just giving YALL time to catch up. but a lot of US *been* here since jumpstreet#the way i never lose woow#it should be studied#if i don't get it upfront. i always get it on the backend.#im one of god's favorites and my ancestors don't play bout me#cross me at your own peril ig#the dreadful (2025)#txt#unfollow me now such and such blah blah blah#game of thrones for ts#I GUESS LOL#cause i know a few people who had their WHOLE DAY RUINED BY THIS#and lmaoo it's been awhile but the north remembers but i still wish yall nothing but the worst.#like the beef is still so real and im so happy yall gotta stomach this in 2025 on top of everything else lol#while me and mine doing victory dances and planning out all the edits we finna make with this movie
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they would get divorced in one universe just to find eachother in another one
alternatively titled: sometimes you're the level-headed token flesh-head impulse-control-and-polycule-member of a stubborn, eccentric, and hearty telephone-headed drug addict, and there's cruelty in the world you deem fit to suicidally fight, and that either goes about as well as you'd expect it to, or you learn about love and the value of your life and junk along the way
#scribbles#milton r wallace#callum crown#phonegingi#sgt norm allen#norm allen#dialtown#dialtown a phone dating sim#..uh idk if callum and milt have a ship name orz#normgingi#milton norm parallels save me. Save me milton norm parallels#very specific but its why i prefer to look at the callum-milt-marla situation as like tragic polyamory#as opposed to a cheating one#it adds to the callum-gingi parallels. theyv both got polycule situations C:#though i suppose you could call a cheating situation a dark parallel to gingi's polycule the same way you could call#milton's entire deal a dark parallel to their relationship with norm/the narrator#However i just like tragic polyamory. my visions of milton and marla ALSO being in love yet having the mutual#realization that they hate callum more than they love eachother (esp milton) is highly specific yet also everything to me#misery loves company and all that jazz. a THIRD combination of people having divorce shit going on#this guys ruining my life IM GONNA FUCK HIS WIFE! (They are already in a consensual polyamorous relationship milton is just making it weird#Sorry these tags were going to be like meaningful discussion about this art and then i was enabled to talk about THIS AGAIN#OH YEAH this art in particular i discovered halftones and also started actually using blending brushes#milts face isnt drawn. obviously. but im imagining a kind of 'oh you!' exasperated fondness#as opposed to norm who's just a cranky little tsundere. jokes on milt though HIS relationship is HEALTHIER#also i will never pass up the chance to draw gingi and callum together#theyr both characters i adore drawing gingi's round shapes and different textures and callums cute little bolts#but also they do look soooo similar and yet so different its always really fun to do#and theyr just. my favs lol. my top 3 favs go gingi-mingus-callum hehe#Ok thats all. thank you for coming to my rambles#fig said i should post my art at better times and so i am and that means when i post my art im AWAKE ENOUGH TO RAMBLE ABOUT IT LOL
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Skelter Family Portrait
#Burglary and Bobsledding#Sfth#Helter Skelter haunts me a little bit like fr#and this idea wouldnt get out of my head so#*jazz hands*#Genuinely am obsessed w/ how fucking tragic b&b is and how fucking tragic Helter is like#His father dies in his arms and he has to support the dead weight of a man whos just admitted#that every way he ruined Helter's life WASNT to support him like he always claimed like Helter knew it wasnt#and the play ends w/ Helter holding his dead father as he is presented w/ a gold metal#Victory LITERALLY cost him everything and AAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!! and now hes alone a one man bobsledding team w/ a fucking#ski chattel(?) or smthg to run alone#Burglary and Bobsledding has sooooo fucking much backstory in it that is just glossed over that drives me insane#the mom left bcuz of the dads gambling addiction and at some point died Jörgen went to wales for several years for a job 2 pay off the debts#but Helter stayed and like what did it get him? nothing but watching his father spiral further and further#AND ALSO the dad being like 'hey yknow that sick af feeling u get when bobsledding yee i only ever got that w/ ur mom'#as Helter's last person dies in his arms feels so so much like the dad telling Helter that he's never going 2 b fully happy again#like the dad never was#and I dont think Helter would take up the gambling addiction but i KNOW that man already has a hidden booze stache somewhere and#hes never gonna b the same again!
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If somebody in your life offers to knit or crochet or, really, create anything for you, please be an active participant in the creation of the piece they are making. I adore making and gifting things, but nothing bums me out quicker than a person who passively just goes "okay," to my ideas about what I'm making them - it can send the message that they won't like it, or that they don't care, even if they're happy about my offering. The back-and-forth feedback is a great way to make sure that you are being gifted something that was truly worth the time, effort, expertise, and money that will inevitably go into the gift!
I know it's really hard to be an active participant, believe me, I'm an anxious ball of horror, but it will only do good for both parties to interact in this situation. It is a big deal to be offered a hand-crafted gift, but it's also something we want you to love and use, and that can only happen if you tell us what would make you fall in love with what we create.
#advice#relationships#art#fiber art#knitting#crochet#i always try to remember that some people's responses to something big is to clam up and become more passive...#..i just want to remind you that you aren't in danger of Ruining Everything by suggesting things or asking questions or saying what YOU wan#like i asked my dad specifically how he would feel if i made him items SPECIFICALLY so i could gauge if he would like them for instance#i don't just want to create something i want the recipient to actually LIKE it#which is why i typically (not always) ask how somebody would feel about me giving them a specific gift#i know some people genuinely don't care in the sense that they would appreciate ANYTHING but sometimes that doesn't always translate i gues#im crocheting a set of coasters for my dad and i really hope hell truly like them because i'm not sure based on how he responded to my ideas#it makes me so happy to gift things but it's with the caveat that the recipient will think it is An Amazing Gift That Is SO Good And Useful
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hey rememberthe reverse iterators au. are you ever going to post about that again because i think it was pretty cool!
pebbles when he didnt even get to try
[More of my reverse iterator au if anyone is wondering what is going on!]
#rain world#five pebbles#hi! gonna answer you in the tags :))) hope you dont mind!#so first of anon you should concider buying a lottery ticket. the chances of me answering an ask is very very low but here we are!#second of all awww happy you like my silly little au!!!!! have a rough comic!#i admit i think what i have posted is generally a fairly complete run down on what i think about for that au. i mean theres many things i#can expand on but well i cant really do that in any coherent way so you know :) it is what it is!#so instead im giving you a snippit of pebbles angst about it all because i have missed being inside the head of this guy. he is sooo unhapp#in any and all ways rhat matter and i genuinally dont think theres any universe where he would be satesfied#and while i do overall think of this as a very silly au there is alot to be said about a pebbles rhat dosent get the chance to be his own#ruin and deal with what happens agter he fails. my pebbles in this will forever live with the what ifs and nothing more. which i find very#compelling! i think it would take him alot longer to come to terms with anything seeing as he will always have this small part of his mind#that is calculating what could be if this didnt happen. even if we of course know what will happen and it will be much the same as everythi#what happened in this au. i also havd alot of thoughts about how iterators process emotions. i think its fun to toy with the idea thatthey#do feel them but have a certain distance from them and pre programmed ideas about how they apply to themself. i dunno!!!#anyhow anyhow thansk foe the ask anon! i really should have doen this in proper text but i love me some formating so oh well!#god hope you didnt want more about moon. she is just chilling if your wondering. im not sure if she can feel things like remorse.#reverse iterator au#anyhowsis hope you have a lovely day anon! i just used this as an excsuse to draw pebbles so you know thanks for that!#and of course we are listening to it was a monstering by everything everything today i think! :D#my art#i have more doodles if anyone is curious. i should probably add.
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#Taylor Swift#Don’t Blame Me#Reputation#The Eras Tour#Reputation Era#Reputation Stadium Tour#Rep TV#Taylor Nation#Swifties#Miami TS The Eras Tour#Miami Night 1#Getty images#take us to church mother#when she hits the high note#you look like Taylor Swift in this light we’re loving it#I think I’ve seen this film before#I will never change. But I’ll never stay the same either.#Your on your own kid. Yeah you can face this. Your on your own kid. You always have been.#Say you’ll remember me standing in a nice dress.#I once was poison ivy but now I’m your daisy.#Flashback when you met me.#There goes the loudest woman this town has ever seen I had a marvelous time ruining everything.#I can feel the flames on my skin. Crimson red paint on my lips.#So they filled my cell with snakes I regret to say Do you believe me now? I was onto something they all said nothing.#And in the death of her Reputation she felt truly alive.#Who’s afraid of little old me? You should be.#I said remember this moment in the back of my mind the time we stood with our shaking hands the crowds in stands went wild.#I was screaming long live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders I’m not afraid. One day we will be remembered.#I said remember this feeling I passed the pictures around of all the years we stood there on the sidelines wishing for right now.#What if I told you I’m the Mastermind?
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the more i embrace who i actually am at heart (an unapologetic wrestling + other fandoms i like fan who has been for a long time now and has always felt a bit embarrassed by it but not anymore since i surrounded myself with likeminded people), the more i realise that the mcr fandom ruined my mental health
#not my mcr mutuals since yall r chill but the fandom. like the whole fandom#always felt left out or not good enough or wild enough or dark enough or bloody enough or just everything 😭#its like i cant even look at mcr in general the same without feeling a bit toxic bro 💔 i think my obsession is fading#but maybe its for the better bc the amount of times i wanted to delete my main blog is wild i feel so happier over here#idk i may actually delete that acc now that i think abt it and just not tell anyone … if they find out then they find out LOL#srry for this yap damn but i had to get my feelings out … i still like the band but the fandom kinda ruined me#shoutout to wrestling for saving me ong#punkoween yaps
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Sona Given Form💚
#hollow knight#hollow knight oc#my art#my ocs#character design#Everyone say hi to Archivist!!#A non-local bug that's here to harvest/speculate/analyize any and all things Hallownest has to offer#Lore: Native to Pharloom; Found out about the ruins of Hallownest; Archives; Has a great time; Returns to Pharloom to do the same thing#They specialize in analyzing land fauna but they're here to do just about everything!!#Archivist has always been one of these character I've kept in the back on my mind but never drawn#BUT that's changed now; He is now real#Seeing her like this makes me wanna ramble about my HK speculative biology however I shan't...for now
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what have i become
#it took me over an hour to get the torchbearer letter right bc i did it in the most unnecessarily convoluted way imaginable i hate everythig#would’ve been quicker to trace it idk what i was thinking#anyway it’s 4:30am bc i told myself i couldn’t sleep until i posted this and then i got stuck w final overlays and the text for Hours#so tired that idgaf that the values r kinda outta wack true tone black setting on iphones ruined my life as a moody artist#‘you should never use pure black’ IDGAF I WANT TO!!!!!!#god i need sleep ok bye#art2 and craft2#clique art#tyler joseph#clancy#breach#twenty one pilots#…. can i get away w using the cb tag bc of the Implications of torchies letter#clancybearer#my number one cause of rage in life is the fact my ipad and phone screen display different colours#everything i draw always looks completely different on my phone and it drives me up the wall bc there nothing i can do#believe me i’ve tried Everything#anyway i know the colours look wack but the sun is almost up i need to be Done with this
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Aegon, Aemond, Helaena, and Daeron looking at Alicent after she washes her hands of a war, that she (and Otto) dragged them into, and the throne, that she (and Otto) forced them to grasp/fight over even though they obviously didn't want it, and goes off to live her best life while they are all still stuck in a cycle forced on to them without their input (obviously this is about the s2 final):

#anti hotd#like....what were they doing with alicent in s2? like-#in s1 they had great foundation for pushing her character and her belief as to why her children would be under threat from just existing#(even if u like rhae- understandable- it's not hard to take a step back & understand some of ali's pov#especially when daemon comes into the picture)#there's buildup for why she's forcing this on to her kids (murky but still) & still shows that she loves them in a complex way#heck there was even room to show her after all this also wanting to be close to the throne trailing into s2 whatever#but then s2 shits on that by making everything that happened in s1 hold no weight & ali (& otto) basically ruin their kids lives#like i like alicent but s2 makes no sense characterwise & makes her just...a bad character overall#like ive always felt bad for her kids bc ali was wrong a lot of times but u understand it bc toxic/complex family relationships where the#love is still there but it's complicated#but now post s2? i feel sorry bc their mother pushed them down a path and then left them to live her life?#HUH!?#fanfic writers save me!#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#heleana targaryen#daeron targaryen#alicent hightower#kind of...anti alicent hightower too?#hotd showrunners really ruined this family & it frustrates me so bad#dni if you can't have a collected conversation about this#like “sorry sweeties mommy wants to makes amends with her childhood crush so rip!”#(& this is from someone who ships rhaenicent)
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jacksksksksks
#if jack (howl) doesnt appear in this event.fine. ill have to cook my own food. again. as always#i got the jack (skellington) plushie at disneyland when i was a kid 🥺#(back when it was humanly possible for south americans to go to the US before capitalism ruined everything)#hes such a comfort to me 😭#jack howl
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never thought I’d say “y’know what Thrawn so true, you and me both, omg girl same” and yet

he is all of us in this moment
—from Thrawn by Timothy Zahn
#sw feels#prequels girlies stay winning always#this book is so freaking good#book quotes#thrawn#timothy zahn#‘everything about that era interests me’ thrawn 🤝 me#love to see it love to see it#he’s right though tcw era is amazing and I love it#this book would be a big hit for leverage fans I think. I mean like. masterminding competency kink etc#also eli vanto is such a poor little meow meow and so unintentionally funny I’m deeply enjoying his train of thought#this is my first time reading these books btw but I am having FUN omg#Thrawn is sooooo fun here and he’s making everyone so uncomfortable and reluctantly admiring it’s great#also oh my god pre-(fully)-ruined-by-corruption Arihnda Pryce… girl you’re so tragic….#anyways. deeply deeply related to this moment and had to save it for posterity#huuuuuuge tysm to my moot lending me this book 🥹😍 it is so good I am having so much fun#personal#(basically)
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i’m never getting over how shovel knight decided to make a love story about a socially anxious mad scientist plague doctor bird guy trying to impress a hot goth girl by crafting a potion of unlimited power and then it ended up being the greatest romance ever conceived.
please play these games.
#shovel knight#shovel knight plague of shadows#plague of shadows#plague knight#shovel knight mona#they are and will always be everything to me#ough…i’m falling in love with these games all over again#also shoutout to donovan and luan#those two are my favorite example of queer stabbing (GONE WRONG)#they put the romance in necromancy <3#and how can i neglect to mention the iconic ship of king knight x himself#the guy literally saw someone hitting on his mom and then decided to ruin everyone’s lives because of it#king of cards is so funny to me#like you spent the entire series up until that point thinking the evil demon sorceress is the cause of everyone’s problems#and then it turns out it was literally just this one dick#he’s basically this series’ version of louie from pikmin and i don’t know whether to respect or condemn him for it#oh yeah and obviously shovel and shield the ogs#it’s genuinely amazing that despite them having so little screen time together they manage to fully convince you they love each other sm#anyways once again go play it we have a whale who is also an apple who is also a god
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I feel so guilty
#i didnt mean to#well i kinda did#but not really#i didnt think#which is exactly the problem#oh my gods shes gonna hate me#is this as bad as what they did to me?#i dont think it was as bad#sure it was a breech or trust but not in the same way#but still#why do i fail everyone good that comes into my life#maybe if i harmed myself in the same way ive harmed her it would be better?#but then again she did lie about that one thing#so would we be even?#i dont think so#ive ruined everything#or at least i will#once i tell her#im not gonna lie#why did i do this#it was all going so well#i seriously think theres something wrong with me there has to be#ive fucked up every human connection ive had#why do i always do this
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