#it's a newtmas fic

[that-girl-glader]

There is no way I just spent my morning reading my own fanfiction on ao3, the thing is I kinda wanted to forget it so I can read it as if someone else wrote it, or else I'd hate it. and. AHHHHHHHH!!! Not to be biased It wasn't bad, lol. I suprise myself holy shirt I'm hilarious. Scroll down my blog if you want to feel the same joy. (I tagged the name for you lazy folks)

[fleursfairies]

some of the best fanfics are 735 words long

[troyssix]

NEWTMAS NEWTMAS NEWTMAS

(books)

"newt squeezed his hand tightly"

"thomas realized how much newt meant to him"

"what's up, tommy? you look bloody great for 3 in the morning"

"i knew i'd follow you anywhere. and i have" (this is just the films ik but still)

also newt only trusting thomas with the note

also the TENSION

also newt being confirmed fruity

historians say "they were great friends" THEY WERE GAY BITCHES

[pearlynia]

Please bring back the love of my life (ao3) they had gone to war (down) and I don't know when they're coming back (in like a few hours). I miss the way they made me laugh (me giggling at fics) and their unlimited beauty (fics) and I cannot live without them (I'm dying inside)

[kareofbears]

"You know," Thomas starts, putting the flowers down on the sand as he rolls his sleeves up. "How you yelled at me, back in the Glade, because I wasn't helping out?"

A breeze ruffles his hair, longer than it was a year ago, and the tang of salt doesn't register anymore. "I know, I know. You technically didn't yell. To be fair, I was new, and it's not like I had someone showing me the ropes."

He kneels on the ground, in front of where the tombstone stood. This wasn't the boulder that Vince had set up in the beginning of Safe Haven's existence--this was smaller, flatter, bordering on where the sand meets the dirt. "Now, I feel like all I'm doing with these kids is showing the ropes."

Busying himself with rearranging the flowers, he rubs his thumb on a golden petal idly. "They're doing fine. Between me and the others, things are getting done. Maybe not as efficiently if you were here, but we're trying." He pauses. "I'm trying."

Thomas' voice doesn't shake, not anymore. How can it? It's just him and Newt. His voice never shakes with Newt.

Waves crash somewhere behind him. A bird chirps, its tune lively and bright. The world continues to spin, and it's a long moment before he speaks again.

"I'm throwing myself into work, Newt." His gaze tilts skywards. "I'm working, aren't I? I build homes, I teach, I train the others. There's food, so much of it, enough for years and for anyone who wants to start a family. Last night, I woke up because people were laughing so loud near my bed--laughing. I couldn't even get mad."

Careful not to mess up the floral arrangement, Thomas leans forward slowly until his forehead is pressed right up against the slab, stone cool to the touch. "How busy?" he wonders. "How busy do I need to be until this gets better? How much more do I need to do before it starts to get better? How much more do I need to give?"

When he doesn't get an answer, Thomas lets his eyes slip close. "I'm busy, Newt. I'm busy, and I'm trying, and I'm so fucking sad."

Eventually, Thomas raises his head. He presses his lips to the top of the tombstone, smiling wryly to himself. "At least I can actually reach the top of your head like this, right?"

He gets on his feet, brushing the sand off of his pants, feeling the sun beat relentlessly down on his skin. "Tomorrow, then. Maybe it'll get better tomorrow."

[ssseashell]

“in another universe” but it’s Newtmas

[xnewtiebooty]

Anyone have recommendations for NON-explicit Newtmas fics? The longer the better, and I prefer slowburn. Anyone who's following me knows my tastes and preferences so just lmk :)

[carminegoescrazy]

The DON’T LIE TO ME scene has so much potential. I understand Newt was under the influence of the flare. But what if the flare just makes him lose control and brings out the sealed feelings in his subconscious, feelings that would otherwise be hidden forever? Oh, that brief moment of jealousy and vulnerability…

What if later on the balcony, Thomas picks up the implication? Then tells him that the person he loves also loves him; that he is truly important for everyone. (It’s really sad that Newt thinks so little of himself, and is so ready to sacrifice himself) Things could be so different in the end

[moonysgoldenstar]

if wicked wouldn’t have changed thomas’ name, newt would’ve called him stevie, i just know it

[thomasbrodiesandwich]

i just want all maze runner fanfic writers to know that i will NEVER get tired of reading safe haven everybody lives or newt lives or death cure fix-it aus. NEVER. if u guys ever doubt urself and think nobody is going to read that in this day and age, I WILL !! if u write safe haven newt lives au and u have 100 readers i am one of them. if u have 10 im still one of them. if u have 1 reader thats me. if u have no readers that means im dead. go ahead, write it and i will gobble that up and give u all the love !!

[victoriandrama]

｡･:*˚:✧｡I knew I'd curse you for the longest time✧˖*°࿐

｡･:*˚:✧｡I knew I'd wish you would've changed your mind✧˖*°࿐

｡･:*˚:✧｡I knew you'd miss me once the moment died✧˖*°࿐

｡･:*˚:✧｡I knew to love would be to lose my mind✧˖*°࿐

Taylor Swift - ​cardigan (voice memo)

(I’ve been writing my ff all day so I’ll update soon, I’m addicted lmao)

[that-girl-glader]

Nah, cause I physically have to remind myself that Thomas and Newt are FICTIONAL. FICTIONAL. Because I keep getting Hella depressed everytime I see the longing in Newt's (great job by Thomas Brodie gangster btw) eyes. Like omdays that boy LOVED Thomas. And omdays Thomas loved Newt, BUT BY DASHNER. Newt DIES??? AND I AM SO SO SAD THAT THESE TWO PEOPLE SO DESPERATELY IN LOVE DIDN'T HAVE TIME. AND TIKTOK EDITS ARE NOT HELPING. FOR the sake of my own mental health. I have to remember that they aren't actual people just to stop from hurting so much. It just makes me so sad.

[zer0brainc3lls]

*buys books I have wanted for ages* yay! Now I can- *sees a good newtmas fanfic* …. It’s only 100k words…….

[barryroyco]

“be the change you wanna see in the world” no. write the fic you want to see in the world

[thepersassiest]

woke up at the buttcrack of dawn and wrote a devastating minho finding thomas and newt after you know what happens fic

[ssseashell]

Safe Haven Newtmas because it’s the ending they deserved 🌾