#newtmas my beloved

[troyssix]

NEWTMAS NEWTMAS NEWTMAS

(books)

"newt squeezed his hand tightly"

"thomas realized how much newt meant to him"

"what's up, tommy? you look bloody great for 3 in the morning"

"i knew i'd follow you anywhere. and i have" (this is just the films ik but still)

also newt only trusting thomas with the note

also the TENSION

also newt being confirmed fruity

historians say "they were great friends" THEY WERE GAY BITCHES

[madieflaw]

[moonysgoldenstar]

rip newt from the maze runner, you would’ve loved the tortured poets department

[blushingsastiel]

the maze runner is such a good dystopia series like omggg. i, unfortunately, have not been able to read the books but the movies are always playing in my head. newtmas has me a chokehold. their friendship dear lawrd. i could never forget about minho either <3

[atbondolas]

the backbone of society fr

[meteor-moon]

why is newt so lana del rey coded

[zer0brainc3lls]

My opinions on tmr ships :D

I have seen a few people do this and I thought why not :) keep in mind these are my opinions and I don’t care who you ship (as long as it’s not like a pro ship or something yucky) the whole point of a fandom is to have fun!! :> any ship names i dont know ill just say “character x character”

Newtmas: take one look at my page and yk how I feel about this one 😭 idk I just love it so much ESPECIALLY IN THE FIRST BOOK OH MY GOD. Book one newtmas my beloved ☹️🫶 I just love them so so much 😔 bi Thomas is canon in my heart

Minewt: I prefer them platonically but I see it!! I really like this one, I don’t read fics of it often buts it’s super enjoyable and I understand the hype 100% like childhood best friends who were separated then when they finally find each other again an hour later the other dies?! Tragic. ☹️

Thominho: I kinda like this one, it’s tolerable I don’t mind it and I’ll read funny inncorrect quotes about them but that’s about it, i kind of get this one but it’s not my favourite :( still like it though :D

Thomas x gally: uhhh.. depends on if it’s movies or books honestly- movies I get it!! Enemy’s to lovers is one of my favourite tropes after all but books? Nah sorry I just can’t 😭

Brenda x Teresa: in canon NO. In fanon? (Like fics and whatnot) YES. GIVE ME MY LESBIANS GODDAMNIT I WILL COMMIT CRIMES.

Thomas x Brenda: second favourite ship, I love them so so much they are so near and dear to me oh my fuck 😔 THE BOOKS HAD ME GIGGLING THE WHOLE TIME I WISH THEY WERE ENDGAME IN THE MOVIES. WHY.

Thomas x Teresa: …. In the movies I get why people like it, but in the books? It just kinda grosses me out because Thomas saw Teresa as a sister before the swipe, then Teresa implied they could’ve been lovers and it was a whole thing and it’s just.. why? It’s kind of forced in my opinion (don’t get me wrong I’m not saying Thomas DIDNT love her. He did I’m not saying that at all. He did love her but still!!!)

Frypan x Brenda: OH MY FUCKING GOD I LOVE THIS SO OSOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH. In the movies I prefer them over Thomas x Brenda through and through!!

Brenda x gally: I see them as chaotic besties ngl but the scene with the bus and they were talking about the immunes like they were THEIR kids and the “I like her.” Scene 🫡 I like this ship literally only because of those scenes

Brenda x Minho: this is one of my friends fav ships and I’m slowly being pulled into it. Send help. Immediately. IM BEING SUCKED INTO IT GODDAMNIT

[fili-is-gone]

After not writing a lot over the summer (other than for my German gays) I finally sat down and finished some wips I've been sitting on for way too long so if you miss Newtmas as much as I do, here are new fics for you to read: loss of my life [general audiences] Thomas made it to Safe Haven, Newt didn't. Yeah, it's as sad as it sounds.

This Place Is Ours [general ausiences] Thomas never knew true friendship before Newt. Most of his days he spent lost in his head, quiet and alone, while the world around him just felt too loud and too fast. But then Newt came along like some kind of whirlwind—blond hair always messy, and a smile that shook Thomas' world in the best way possible. (because Newtmas and Bridge to Terabithia aren't gut-wrenching enough on their own, I had to combine them. Thanks to @kestis-advent and @fandoms-princess for bringing it up in the Glade)

And since we're already talking about sad, I finally finished that second chapter of one of my all-time favourites: THE LONELIEST [explicit] Sometimes when someone dies, their soul may latch onto a beloved object from their life, becoming inseparably linked to it. Just as a human's existence is defined by their heartbeat, the spirit's existence becomes tied to this object. or: you know how sometimes you masturbate about your dead best friend and accidentally summon his ghost? (i read this prompt under a steddie fic and thought this might be fun for newtmas too... spoiler, this wasn't fun, this was sad)

I am also months too late but I can finally contribute to @mazerunner-rarepairs with my first Teresa/Thomas/Newt fic: Every Night Has Its Dawn [explicit] And Thomas—Tommy—was blue, a steady and reliable force, like the endless sky above or the rhythmic consistency of waves breaking on the shore. Newt had always been yellow, consumed by cowardice and jealousy. But together, they were green. Green like life, like hope, like the memories they clung to in a world so full of loss. As for what Teresa brought into the mix? Newt couldn’t quite tell yet. (This was quite challenging to me as Newtmas has my whole heart and I never really could imagine Teresa ending up with Thomas as long as Newt is around but I really wanted to explore their dynamic and I actually like how this turned out?)

Then I also finished I Kissed A Girl (And I Liked It) which I originally started for @themazewomen over a year ago, dedicated to Sonyarrriet, and uploaded my first ever Minally fic When You Call (I Answer)

Last but not least, I updated another all-time favourite: A Newt Hope [explicit] Thomas is a Rebel captured by the Empire and Newt Skywalker and Min Solo come for his rescue while not bothering to answer any of Thomas questions. I'd love to read from you in my comments and hear all your thoughts 💛 until then I will go and try to finish more wips before @mazerunnersecretsanta season starts, taking me over completely.

[chodzacaparodia]

🌵🍄🥤🎲🪐🥐🦋☁️🌸 some more if you have free time ofc

Hiii <3 I will always find time to answer questions (usually with a slight delay, but I will always answer them lmao) 🌵 ⇢ share the link to a playlist you love

I really like this Shinso Hitoshi Kin/Simp playlist

(and this is longer, spotify version of this playlist)

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

Maybe Hiorin this time?

Hiori and Rin like spending time together at home, watching movies (horror movies) and playing games together (not only do they play the same game together, but they also play alone, but next to each other). But apart from that, they like to go to haunted houses together or visit places that are believed to have paranormal activity. Rin not only likes horror movies, but is interested in paranormal phenomena, and Hiori, who became fascinated with Rin's hobby, suggested such trips to him. Hiori pretends to be scared and hugs Rin, asking him to protect him, and Rin, knowing he's joking, calls him an idiot and hugs him too.

🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love

Maybe Sakuatsu fic this time?

People Will Say We Are in Love by tirralirra

🎲 ⇢ what stops you from writing more in your free time? 

ME LMAO Seriously, it's my fault that I browse YouTube, tumblr, ao3, manga, books, Facebook, everything when I should be writing

🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now

I still have almost a week of vacation!!! Man, how I love having time off from work! And I can sleep little longer

Sooo I have time for my family and friends! Today I'm supposed to meet my friend! As long as these temperatures don't melt us sooner

Suo Hayato and Newt. My beloved characters. I'm in the middle of reading "Wind Breaker" and I just finished "Crank Palace" by James Dashner and will be starting "The Maze Cutter". I love these guys with all my heart. And now I've fallen into the Newtmas hole hahah

🦋 ⇢ share something that has been on your heart and mind lately 

🥰🥰🥰

☁️ ⇢ what made you choose your username?

I once got an ask about my username and I answered it here

But basically song "Therapy" by All Time Low made me choose my username ♡

🌸 ⇢ do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them

This is JJ!!!

Have a nice day! 💖

Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game

[star--anon]

We Could've Changed X Always Bound To Happen tragedies my beloved

this is a post about Thomesa and Newtmas

(no no but seriously. Newt and Thomas fighting for their last moments together because they know they won't have anything left. Thomas and Teresa being torn from each other by each other because they never know what they have left. The contrast between loving someone wholeheartedly for naught versus loving someone cautiously for naught. It just always goes wrong, no matter how much Thomas loves them, no matter how much Thomas tries to convince himself he doesn't love them... AHHHHHH)

[heliads]

20 and 38!!

yes yes yes...

20: Describe your perfect writing conditions.

all i need to function is a good little playlist and even the barest scrap of motivation. that can be synthesized in a time of need by just listening to 'midnight city' by M83, that song changes me fundamentally every time. perfect writing conditions involve me being alone somewhere so i can make random hand gestures as i try and fail to come up with the right word for something. i like to handpick my playlists based on character/vibe so i've got the right one on. perhaps even a cup of tea to really make the whole experience exquisite.

38: Talk about a review that made your day.

literally anything by @thatfangirl42 @retvenkos @starlit-epiphany @locke-writes makes me LOSE MY MIND, you guys are insanely nice to me and i am in awe of your kindness. also on my one newtmas time loop au (still one of my fave fics i've ever written), @hiya-its-amber (my beloved) said that she was crying over the angst and that really made my day. like, i literally think about that every couple of days. it just made me feel like maybe i actually am having an impact on people, you know? like although i am Just Some Guy on the internet, there's someone out there who can having deep emotions based on what i write. me. that's crazy.

anyways thanks for sending these in!!

[yourfavtoenail]

We’re gonna ignore the fact I reblogged it cus at this point I didn’t even know what a reblog was 😭

[moonysgoldenstar]

trapdoor by twenty one pilots is so newt coded i wanna kms

[newtstommy]

Kenopsia, a Newt/Thomas fanfic by @newtedison on ao3

Kenopsia n. the eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that’s usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet—an emotional afterimage that makes it seem not just empty but hyper-empty, with a total population in the negative.

When Thomas awakens, he is already running.     

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Newt’s binary reads: FIND ME

Thomas’ binary reads: I WILL

[spookylostboy]

Thomas: How did you find me?

Newt: Well, I saw this huge explosion and wondered “Now who could that be?”

[lesbiradshaw]

so sorry to flood your inbox with this but since we're talking about anderperry/stevebucky parallels i have to ask if you've seen the movie maurice (theres also a novel). its about two gay men in uni in the 1910s and it was written in the 60s(?) it features the classic emotionally damaged insecure blond and emotionally damaged brunette with daddy issues. i don't wanna say too much bc if you haven't seen it i don't wanna spoil. they remind me so much of stevebucky especially with the brunette always being confident and 'getting the girl' and the blond always being left behind and having to pine from afar. i think anyone who likes dps and stevebucky should watch it tbh, and it was specifically written to show that queer people could have happy endings which is nice

yes i have !!!! the book was actually one of my textbooks last semester for my men and masculinities class and we also watched the movie. i love it ... good queer media in general is difficult to fine let alone queer media with happy endings so it was really nice to see something (esp a period piece) end nicely. oh stevebucky and anderperry .. what should have been ...