#IM GONNA FUCKING PERISH
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"Italy is kinda his home"
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“I’m coming for you Newt” he said ever so softly no one could possibly hear him. “I’m coming for every last one of you.”
(Ik that’s not the exact quote I tried)
'Cause I've got to cleanse myself of all these lies ˚જ⁀➴
'Til I'm good enough for him
Fiona Apple - Criminal
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“I’m coming for you, Newt”, Thomas whispered, so softly that no one could possibly hear him.
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This song is literally Thomas in the Fever Code - he feels so guilty about letting Newt down, especially after his attempt, that he betrays WCKD and all his work just to save him.
And this is canon. I’m sick, they’re so in love.
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the place me and my roommate were supposed to move into today was so disgusting and uninhabitable we just took our stuff and left and now we're gonna be staying at airbnbs and hotels until further notice/until we can find a new place hopefully quickly...........im in my homeless drifter era y'all!!!😍😍so if im not as active then thats why LMFAO
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#bro was literally trying to rent us a silent hill apartment#we already paid first and last too which was 2700k and he said hes not gonna refund us EVEN THO WE DIDNT EVEN MOVE IN!!#like first month i get BUT NOT EVEN THE SECOND MONTH?? all landlords go to hell#looking back at the og listing like.....yeah i can see why he never took pics of the outside......literally looks like a landfill😃#we're SO LUCKY that uhaul allowed us to keep our things stored with them bc if they insisted on our shit still being dropped off#we woulda been so screwed/forced to move in and then would have had to hire ANOTHER uhaul to move back OUT lol#AND I HATE MOVING the idea of unloading all of our stuff just to pack it again literally makes me wanna perish#but even tho i may be a homeless drifter rn that wont stop me from also working on my oneshot between searching for places😍#the oneshot has a smut scene at the beginning LMAO and smut takes me forever to write so id been putting it off#but now that im over that hump (pun intended) i think ill be faster now brrrrrrrrrrr 9k words so far#its probs gonna be like 40k LMFAO maybe longer... idek#but also ill be hella busy trying to find a home so LMFAO who knows...chat im so fucking TIREDDDDD🧎♀️🧎♀️#my moms trying to see if she can fight him and get our money back but it aint lookin good bros#if i randomly open commissions then youll also know why LMAO
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Sitting at my desk writing like
#personal#been on a fucking roll the last few days#got nearly 5000 words over the course of today#and gonna keep going at work#the trade network au? getting finished within my lifetime? perish the thought#some of these chapters im so fucking pumped to share them
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Now why would you say this.
YOUR BREAKING MY HEART. ☹️
me when newt wouldn’t mind being in love with a boy if it didn’t mean being in love with thomas but thomas wouldn’t mind being in love with newt if it didn’t mean being in love with a boy
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JUST DISCOVERED “THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT” FROM THE OG HAZBIN CAST SCREAMING CRYING DYING THROWING UP
#hazbin hotel#hazbin fandom#hazbin hotel season 1#KILL MEEEEEEEEE#I WANT TO die#ITS SO FUCKING GOOD#IM GONNA PERISH#KILLING MYSELF#WHYYY
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i write a fair amount of fanfiction, and while i like and am happy with everything i’ve published on ao3, i’m rarely ever proud of it. a couple days ago i published the first thing i’m genuinely truly proud of in almost a year
He pauses in the doorway, turning to look back at Dean, hardly able to tear his eyes away, even after all these years.
He cannot bear to not look back, knows he cannot help it. He is the metaphorical pillar of salt, and Dean in all his naked glory is Sodom.
For the first time, he understands Orpheus, knowing that he will always turn back to look.
and it’s i wrote those words! and i’m proud of the words that i wrote! thats fucking insane
#is this what it’s like all the time for people who aren’t severely mentally ill#thats fucking insane#anyways im gonna be riding this high for the foreseeable future#so enjoy it or perish ig#fanfic#destiel fanfic#destiel#ao3
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Everyone in the neighborhood putting up privacy window tint or frosted glass ok more for me you will not stop me from changing in front of my window in the night
#bask upon my fat ass nasty body and perish so i may return to my bedchambers and slumber in peace#im actually lying i hate how close ppl built the fucking houses in our neighborhood it used to be private#there used to be a big field and now it's stuffed to the brim with windows all facing each other.#but i will not surrender and put up privacy stuff they just gonna have to occasionally see me naked when i forget to close the curtains idc#why would i ever put up privacy glass? my cat wouldn't be able to look out anymore & that's just cruel
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ineed jimmy to die immediately.
#this is unrelated to source inhave a stupid crush on him and i need him to perish for it#do you know how frustrating and stupid this is im literally a sy.skid#im going to kill him in his sleep uold on#pk;m daisy���#i actually cant do that im having a sleepover w him and curly and cloudy rn and they're all asleep I'll wake them. fbfndnffnfndn#like can you fucking imagine#you invite your friend over for a sleepover and he kills your husband/qpp in the middle of the night for seemingly no reason#i mean they probably wouldn't question it that much. fhdjshfnfndnffn. and death here ain't permanent so#man i wish—nvm i forgot about the explosion. anyway.#. i am going to kill this man. i am going to kill him im going to kill him jimmy when I fucking get you jimmy ii swear to god#**** ****'* ** ** **** ******** *** * **** ** ***. oops anyway#I'M HAVING A NORMAL ONE im gonna bash his face into the fucking wall tomorrow.
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on one hand autism is cool but on the other hand sensory overload
#oh my godddd i feel like im gonna start sobbing#robotics comps are so loud#freakish screams#istg im gonna cry this is so stressful#everything is going on and i have so much responsibility on my shoulders rn#some responsibilities i wasn't even supposed to have#but i need to be there in the stands to support my team#god#fuck#i want to perish /nsrs
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckfuck
#oh ym god#im never wearing that dress again#oh my fucking god#im so embarassed im gonna perish#oh my god
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Me and Her set a time based boundary on when we would Actually Make It Official ™ to avoid rushing cause we both have ~trauma~ and that time is Fast Approaching and it's kinda hitting me that "holy shit this is real and she's not going away and she's actually gonna be my girlfriend soon" and it's skyrocketing my anxiety way off the charts
Like, this is good! I am happy and excited!! But also I wanna vomit!! Someone please kill me!!
#im seeing her this weekend and then im busy the weekend after and then its THE weekend!!!#THE weekend we discussed that marks the end of our silly little timeline!!!#after this weekend the next time i see her im gonna ask her to be my girlfriend and i think i might simply perish!!!!#holy fuck this is real and is actually happening and i suddenly do not know how to process that#fuck#it speaks
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damn bro of all the parts of slbu I could fixate on now that I've been able to write again it just HAD to be the darkest one that ALSO happens to be the best fucking commentary on reality
#... i also had to go buy new sketchbooks and pens#because i mean. doodles are inevitable but i cant stomach drawing on my phone atm#OK BUT FR. WHY THAT ARC.#i mean. i love it.#but MAN. theres so much shit#and the whole 'commentary on reality' thing? fr. shits fucked.#i actually address so many issues in it. its actually awful :)#... and confronted a lot of my own shit with it#so idk. this is the biggest one thats keeping me from posting more of it. scawwy#also like. im in full on manic mode. cant sleep#which is terrifying bc i already know how bad the crash is gonna be when i run out of motivation again#will prolly actually perish#akdjfkxbdkfhf stop rambling damn
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my country was eliminated from the euro on friday night and I've been feeling like absolute caca since Saturday.....coincidence? i think not.....
#and the worst part is idk if its covid flu a cold or allergies fuck my stupid baka life#all it took was going to lisbon and being on the subway then suddenly im completely knocked out lolzzz#and im supposed to get my period next week when im on vacation and its rly bad....i might actually perish#god pls stop giving me your toughest battles im not ur strongest soldier LMAO#can i pls get a breakkkkkkk#and its gonna be like 40 degrees there next week FUCK LOL#this is so twisted#wow anna said something#anna's shitposts
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tumblr is my place to overshare abut things that happen in real life. one would think real life is the place to overshare about things that happen on tumblr. but that’s how they get yo
#i wanted to make a silly little text post and then remembered it directly relates to someone now FOLLOWING me so i CANT 😭😭😭#im gonna make it in these tags here anyway. then nobody will see it#if u are a mutual seeing this go away go away go away no you aren’t#anyway i rb’d someone’s post earlier saying I couldn’t figure out whether i had gender envy or was attracted to them#just in the tags#assuming nobody would see it bc im an idiot who forgets i absolutely read the tags of everything ppl rb from me#eventually settled on Yea Nah They’re Just Fucking Hot and tried to go on my merry way#not five fucking minutes after that decision guess who fucking follows me back#anyway now i have to go lay down in a hole and perhaps perish??? i guess???#please gods of tumblr do not let this teeny tiny overshare make it to the ONE person im going to fucking combust
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oh god tumblr says i reblogged k*nk (censored cuz tumblr rules) material but i cant find the reblog here im hoping its just a bug cuz im SO embarassed dude i did not mean to do any of this this is a sfw blog oh my god
#no greater fear than accidentally reblogging someting en ess eff double u#i have got to stop staying on my own normal account when i look at things good fuck#im gonna perish
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