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f1inl3ey · 6 days ago

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I haven’t had a dream this traumatising in a while

#love it when my own brain traumatises itself #so basically I was being gangstalked by 3 men #and the broke into my backyard and killed 2 people that I couldn’t identify and a dog about the size of a human head #like gunshot wounds to all three of them #full puddles of blood and brain matter coming out of all 3 of them #like not even saw could do it justice #anyway #my brain tried to blur it out in a way #like when you’re watching YouTube crime documentaries and they blur the crime scene photos #it was like that #but I could still see straight through it #so anyway I was the one to find them #and I had the responsibility of keeping my brother away from the backyard #and then my nan comes down and sees the scene #grabs one of the shirts at the scene and chucks it in the bin #and I go ‘nan you gotta give that to the police’#and she just says ‘don’t bother’#and then I woke up #I’ve been thinking about this dream since 8:30 ish this morning #it’s now 11:30 at night

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pushing500 · 7 months ago

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One last hug for good luck, and then...

(Patch was a refugee, I don't know who tf Stanley was. Also in memory of Vance, who isn't dead, but was cool while he lasted. Less in memory of Curly, that guy sucked.)

The end.

I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did. Thanks for sticking with the gang until the end! May Ecthuctu smile upon you ❤️

Not pictured here - Toddler Gangster and Baby Butternut

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lionbearfox · 10 months ago

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i had a moment

#my art #genshin impact #nahida #umm happy nahida rerun everybody #started this at 11:30 last night in a haze and stayed up way too late working on it #and now i have a headache #but. worth it #id in alt #haha wow tumblr SLAUGHTERED the quality on this one #i will try to fix that later

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bucephaly · 2 months ago

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Honestly real sick of everyone seeming to be ok with wasting other people's time

#i have a friend coming over and he promised to get here nice and early so we could hang out since hes only.staying one night #said he would leave at 9. ended up leaving at 11:30 #then he picked someone up and they took ages getting ready too #so i was expecting him to be almost here by now and im sitting here waiting and hes still two fucking hours away #and ive just had lots of that shit in the last few days and im so tired of it #people just not realizing how much theyre inconveniencing people. not being considerate at all. not thinking of others #it pisses me off

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marsixm · 3 months ago

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i made fried eggplant! and i only burned myself with hot oil once!

#food cw #never made this before never even fried anything before i dont think lol #they taste Fine #also despite the cheese topping i otherwise used egg replacement and gluten free breading/flour so hopefully easier on my stomach lll #*lol #ive been trying to be more gluten free lately and its helping #anyway this was at 1 am last night now im at work at 11:30 am and im tired lol

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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 8 months ago

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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more #I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s #the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything #that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da #lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how #get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to #and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not #be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much #of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in #bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it #into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it #but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted #any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself #not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha #usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day #because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere #I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s #just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway #this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this #bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school #vent tw #yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely #disability #chronically ill #i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho #i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to #anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse #I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours #I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework

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2leggedshark · 1 month ago

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Turns out I'm gonna miss next dynamite because of work but at least I have a job 🥲

#still sad tho because.. ITS FRIGHT NIGHT.......#ok now i gotta decide if im gonna end up. staying up to watch it as soon as i get home #because im literally working from 6:30-11 pm (*_*)

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roaringroa · 2 months ago

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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end

#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask #december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery #and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc #and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh #every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night #oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes #and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester #and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu #oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well #and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also #pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc #so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal #honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know #like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc #but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated #also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm #is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is #incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship #so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year #at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately #i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new #my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper #and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been #like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare #idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling #and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa

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dormiloncito · 2 months ago

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nothing ruins my mood more than seeing that i'm scheduled to close

#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #it's in two weeks lmfao but still #and i'm the idiot here bc maaan i have class the very next day quite early too #i could've told management hey don't schedule me at night anymore bc of school but like :p me being me (an idiot)#didn't because i felt like i had already given them so many 'buts' so they could've been like damn do u still want the job or nah #so i didn't mention not wanting to work nights #and now it finally happened #euuuurghhh. like it says til 10:30 but i just fucking know we'll end up going home at 11:30 #plus the commute. i want to shrimp meself <- the guy that always worries WAY ahead of time #sorry. they call me the complainer

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ilkkawhat · 2 months ago

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just when i was celebrating not having to go to work tonight..........now i might have to go in. at 10pm. i just wanted to fucking drink tonight 😭😭😭

#UGH FUCK i hate this job #as i typed that now it's a little up in the air #cause my employee who's there right now was like 'they might run till 1am'#then i call her and talk to the production lead and he says 10:30 and she said she could stay till 11 #so idk where the fuck she got 1am from and i feel bad cause i couldn't hide my frustration #but i'm not gonna let my department get blamed for not being there when needed #even if that means i ruin my saturday night and sleeping schedule to go in for a few hours #and not get paid for it cause i'm salary #(something i kinda like...guilted my staff about when i was trying to get someone to work next saturday)#(but they need to understand i can only bend over backwards so far before i break)#(when they're the ones who get the extra money for going in)#and i mean i could still have a drink or two tonight....#i did give my tech a deadline of 9pm to tell me if i need to go in #mk's work woes

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stuffedboy · 3 months ago

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last night daddy told me the reason he prefers using his hands rather than a dildo is bc he can feel my cervix lower when i'm abt to cum. apparently i like it when he cups his fingers around it (i was not aware of this but i'm not aware of much when i'm abt to cum so that tracks fjdjsks)

anyway, getting rid of every dildo we own now, that's the hottest thing anyone has ever said to me. i feel so intimately known and loved and i'm so fucking in love with him 🥰

#you ever get so overwhelmed with love you want to throw up?#yeah #also we fucked from like 11-2:30 last night and then again from like 11-12:30 today i feel dizzy #in a good way #i was supposed to be working this morning tho so like. gotta try to get some stuff done now 😬

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anotherqueersnailowner · 7 months ago

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YES I have work in the morning and YES I'm scrolling through tumblr too late for my own good and NO I probably WON'T do the right thing and go to bed soon and there's NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP ME!!!

#if I go to bed now how will I churn out the absolute Bangers you guys know and love?#I can't deprive you of that loves <3 #it's only like 11:30 it's chill #sleep #night owl

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howldean · 1 year ago

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i’m so fucking pissed rn