#it’s just about the frequency
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#I need somewhere to scream#and be just so cringe#anyways#man love is so fucked up#love is everything and nothing at all and everyone has their own individual interpretation of it#there will never be one definition of that and that’s so beautiful but also so terrifying#and it’ll change over time as well#I think I’m realizing like how insanely different I am when it comes to love and the aspects of it people might be more beholden to#I’m running in circles but basically man.. I’m more poly than I thought#at least in at this stage of my life#which sounds hilarious bc I’ve been making poly content FOREVER#but understanding the differences in how I perceive love is different is new#the way I feel like. I want to give out love that is intimate and aching to more than one person??#like I wrote about this shit but like… the way love to me is roses in a garden and how some people get a single rose#and others will get a bouquet but it’s still the same kind of intimacy and intense love that u would give to a partner#it’s just about the frequency#like if I like someone why not give them a kiss#and if I like someone else why not give them also a kiss#if everyone is willing why not share that experience with others if people are happy why limit that to one person#AHHHHHHH#I’m so stupid of course I’m fucking poly I’ve been writing about it for years#but being in open relationships have spooked me for so long#but now I’m at a point of my life where I’m kind of ok with that#?? god
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Watching this again, it becomes incredibly clear in s3 that Nate is teaching Parker how to run her own crew. He fully anticipates that she will be his legacy, and more than anyone else---more than Sophie or Hardison, more than Eliot (though I would argue that Eliot never even slightly wanted it)---he is teaching her how to take over, think like he thinks and plan like he plans. He fumbles some of the emotional stuff, never actually tells her explicitly...but by the time you reach s3 he's clearly all-in. He's decided. Parker is going to be Nate 2.0, with different more exciting bugs than the 1.0 version.
#there's a handful of scenes in subsequent episodes where it's the two of them standing in the control room#and poring over schematics and documents#discussing between them how to move chess pieces around the board. it's subtle but it stands out.#(aftshadowing? I guess? not sure what foreshadowing is when the shadows didn't exist at the time.)#anyway I'm just fascinated by nate and parker. two people who are different in every way except#their weird. it vibrates at the same frequency.#they like art but mostly for non-artistic reasons. they think a lot about insurance plans and security systems.#they don't....really understand people except the 3-4 humans that are sometimes okay.#they both go weak the moment you introduce a child to the mix - but it also throws their alien strangeness in sharp relief.#anyway.#leverage
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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rewatching with the benefit of distance from the actual viewing - it really is so loud at how much tommy treats buck like a child - like literally every single interaction they have in 805 is like a parent talking to a child.
Combined with the shows decision to have Tommy call Buck 'Evan' all the time, feels like they're really trying to convey that this is the relationship equivalent of Buck's childhood and young adulthood - before he became Buck. When he was figuring out his place in the world and who he wanted to be. Its very much feeling like in combination its leading up to him getting to the same place in his bisexuality as when he started at the LAFD academy and changed his name to Buck - that he will make the choice from a bisexual perspective to become Buck and leave Evan behind once more.
#the way he talks to Buck is just super jarring and at this point its getting very loud and feels like its increasing in frequency#theres something about people pleaser Buck - in his first queer relationship not fully understanding that he's being treated like a child#plus there is the metaphor of tommy being a parental figure in queer terms (not being derogatory at all I just mean in terms of buck being#a baby queer and being 'brought up' in the same way a baby is brought up and parented)#it plays rather nicely into the way we might get Bucks feelings realisation about Eddie as well#that he'll dump tommy as he becomes Buck - then spend his 'probie year' being single and exploring (Buck out on the town at gay bars etc)#and then when we get to the point when Eddie turns up - we get a whatta man redux and the feelings realisation clicks into place#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 abc#buddie#anti bucktommy#anti tommy kinard
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musing to myself this morning about the idea of penpals in fantasy settings like XIV
I miss my penpals from college, we used to send each other tea and plant clippings and little drawings (several of which I keep hung up by my desk space yet), and it makes me wonder what that would look like in Eorzea - there IS a mail system, after all, and I wonder what people include for their friends in different places
do you think dragonets would find penpals? interacting with the wider world at large by learning to hold a pen and scribbling away in a language they don't totally understand?
I think I'd like having a little dragon penpal. I wish we got mail from the characters we've met in the past
#ffxiv#ff14#I don't totally know what I'm rambling about here I just miss sending and receiving mail with any frequency#I miss buying stamps#I stopped the habit because I moved like three times in a year and mailing became very difficult#wonder if there's like a website to find penpals
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let me cook. picture me this.
we're about 12-14 months into hermitcraft season X and people's seasons are starting to wind down. finishing touches on megabuilds, games are being played and episodes are mostly spent with the hermits just screwing around for fun, (snails, gigacorp, cleos story for their base, etc. are all wrapping up)
however, one thing that has been prevalent throughout the entire season, so much more so than seasons' past, was the fact it seemed it was always raining. not just little in-game showers that lasted maybe 20 minutes no, i'm talking rain that would last hours, days even! and this has been very notable with multiple hermits addressing it in their videos and not being able to get around filming during the times when the sun was out, because it never lasted too long.
anyways, this doesn't matter that much, and many hermits learn to enjoy the rain! gem's trident shop ends up selling out quick as people realize riptide 3 tridents are much more efficient for elytra travel compared to rockets, and with the right shader packs many are able to make their videos more atmospheric and ✨aesthetic✨. so overall, the rain isn't a huge issue, just a minor inconvenience.
until the river starts flooding.
it's inconspicuous at first. very few hermits have builds that are right at sea-level so even fewer even notice any huge change. plus, the water only rose by one block so who cares. days pass by, then a couple weeks, no change, no worries. then it rises again. again, only by a block, but now the waves are starting to lap at the foundation of some houses, shorelines and property-lines becoming closer to being one and the same. now, while not too fussed, some hermits are starting to become slightly paranoid about the water.
the next water rise comes quickly, mere days after the last. still one block but now the hermits are taking quick notice. the race to high ground is swift, many building new bases on nearby mountains, other more dedicated hermits moving their entire bases up onto stilts to avoid their beautiful builds being drowned by the ever-expanding ocean deep. and the water keeps rising.
redstone farms are destroyed, the shopping district has become a capitalistic lost city of atlantis, grian and gem are unsurprisingly thriving in their new aquatic environment. the only safe dry areas are the nether and the end, because how would you flood the void.
we've reached the near end of the season, the sea expanding out for thousands of miles, as far as the eye can see, with the tops of mountains having become islands, sanctuaries from the deep unknown blue of the ocean. grian, gem, impulse, skizz, scar, joel and mumbo all sit on what used to be magic mountain, now just a few blocks above sea-level, looking out across the endless ocean skyline through the near eternal rainstorm.
"grian," mumbo begins. "yes?" grian sighs, tired and weather-beaten from the endless downpour.
"is the ocean big?"
#hermitcraft#glowsticcc rambles#someone else pointed out the frequency of rain being mentioned and my brain just rolled with it#hermitcraft season 10#hermitcraft season 10 theories#anyways i like the idea of the ocean just slowly taking over the server#season 8 had the moon#season 9 has whatever multiverse shenanigans were going on all the time#now season 10 can have the ocean :D#its just really cool to me i love the ocean and i LOVE ocean-based horror#anyways if i am in anyway slightly right about this you all owe me $20#or a smack in the face by a dodgeball
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When Arcane season 2 drops, I know I'm going to have to apologize for the person I'm gonna become. I will be unhinged on main. I will be absolutely inconsolable and insufferable.
#its months away but just thinking about the next teasers has me moving at a frequency unknown to mankind#prepare to be sick of me#arcane
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I love that you're kind of a Magpod information kiosk. Why Google or check the website when you could ask Tumblr user Annabelle Cane? /lh
Rusty Quill should be paying for your services tbh
they call me one-man-wiki marina. the archive of the archives marina. extremely niche beholding avatar marina.
#on a slightly more serious note the frequency with which I get asked about this stuff has made me realize#that it's not really a norm for fiction podcasts to have easily referenced material around about their release schedule?#pick a currently releasing podcast and see if you can find a place on its website where it says when it drops eps or how long seasons are#most of em don't have that! imo they should.#I know some do social media posts with release schedules but if you aren't following the right accounts then you just miss em#answered#anons#tmagp
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As a certified lizard keeper™️ i should implement some handy dandy traits for future dragon Sylus content:
-Headbobbing to assert dominance
-Feet stomping for the above+attention
-Settling onto warm spaces with a wiggle for sleepies
-Third eyelids
-Head tilts, especially at Objects above him
-Tasting new things to learn about them
-Stink eye? Stink eye
-Strong tail grip
-Chewing is a learned habit, this guy WILL eat things whole
#tae talks#im like halfway joking#im also certain Sylus can hear/feel animals who communicate at high and especially low frequencies#an alligator bellows and he's just like 'excuse you. there are children about'
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Hi
Under eighteens need not open this post
#killer frequency#marie campbell#fanart#peggy weaver#forrest nash#if you’re gonna ask where Henry is#just go draw him yourself#i had enough on my plate#plus idk I feel weird about it
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yoohoo, I just need you to know you've ruined my life✌️ /j but like. finished reading frequency, what three days ago now? and since the moment I put it down, I have been. directionless. listless. I am consumed by, not DESPAIR, because despair is too passionate a word but. dissatisfaction? I miss the life I lived while I was still reading it. which is honestly rather appropriate considering some of the themes in the fic. I miss the person I was when half of my mind existed in the realm of the au. I fear I may never get over it and I may never recover the life I once had before this fic ruined me for all others, but I also cannot bring myself to regret reading it even if I never feel satisfaction again. I have tasted ambrosia, and the bread and wine of men shall forever be ash upon my tongue. pay my therapy bill.
i know these asks were sent in july but i love them and want to immortalize before they get buried in my inbox
first of all thank you so much!!! frequency has been one of my favourite projects to do over the past couple years i love that ppl are so into this absurdly niche fic. (i cannot pay ur therapy u simply must reread it forever rip (i mean writing it was like 50/50 self-indulgence and catharsis which means maybe reading it does the same thing lmaoo))
second yes! yeah it was Six who changed the timeline. a big old theme, possibly the main theme, of the whole fic is about change and who gets to create it. Six mirrors Thad in the ways that he believes himself unworthy of importance, and that the capacity to create change is inherently barred from him because of who and what he is.
so it was really important that Six was the one to make the choice to try change things - the guy whos entire powerset relies on being as inconsequential as possible. it shatters the original timeline, it results in his death, it causes a lot of very bad ripple effects, but he also saves Nathaniel. who saves Jude. who together both save Thad - who saves Bart and CRAYDL and defeats Three and discovers his own capacity for change in the process.
that was sort of the point of the whole "the spectrum of change is a horizon, not a tower" litany. there's no hierarchy. anybody can go towards it, they just gotta choose where they're going.
Six doesn't really save the day, but by wrenching the prewritten tragedy off its course, he creates the opportunity for Thad & co. to save it themselves.
#asks#frequency fic#morriganmisbeth#genuinely fell so in love with Six while writing frequency and it definitely shows lmao#but at his core he's basically just Thad's fixation on ''importance'' taken to its logical extreme#Six doesn't think he can do anything about anything so he doesn't even try. because he's - in a very meta sense - not the main character#in the same way that Three - in a very meta sense - has decided his only escape is to Become The Main Character#it matters a lot when Six ''goes linear'' because (by fostering real connections with Jude and Nathaniel) he has become part of the story#and therefore has to experience it like everyone else#and has the capacity to affect the narrative like everyone else#like Three's whole speech to Bart about ''if the universe didn't want me to kill you somebody wouldve stopped me by now''#is basically 2 degrees away from a kinda meta awareness that - purely by virtue of being the main character - Bart has plot armor#Three knows that if he becomes Bart Allen he can basically do anything and everything#because there wouldn't be a fucking story otherwise#and then Thad's ultimate realization in the end is that. yknow. hes a person. and Bart's a person.#and obsessing over who gets to do x or y because the ''universe'' says so is bullshit#hes literally part of the universe he gets to do whatever he wants because HE says so#tags went long sorry i like talking abt this
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i know everybody hates it but I think it's funny as fuck itto keeps showing up for no reason cause why the hell was he vaguely mentioned in arlecchinos story quest
#'yeah weve met an oni' GO AWAY LMAO#higher frequency itto cameos just means we're one step closer to a xinyan itto meet up (im still pissed about this#not happening yeah. im not letting it go)#mhy#kae.txt
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🚨🚨what is happening whAT IS HAPPENING??!!!🚨🚨
i. i was just having a peaceful day. making my way downtown walking fast. y'know, the usual. and then this drops in my notifs like a nuclear blessing and absolutely obliterates all sense of sanity like-
Horikoshi buddy you better have some fat bills in your bank acc for all thE THERAPY I AM GOING TO NEED HHOLLYYY FFFUUC-
#hori when i catch you hori when i get you-#he did all this and for what#the way i ascended just to scream about them#i am vibrating at inhuman frequencies rn#theyre back my lil gay boys are back!!#not me being ressurected from my hiatus cause their eyes met lmaoo#bnha#mha#bkdk#horikoshi#bakugou katsuki#ktdk#bakudeku#my hero academia#izuku midoriya
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It's my birth right as an asexual to be irritated all the time
#allos stay away from me#😐🫵 you are the problem /j#no but if i had a nickel everytime someone i just met asked me if i masturbated id be able to pay rent 🤪#some butch i think is super cute : so can i ask you a question? no worry if not#me : ahah go ahead ive heard it all like people are always wondering if i masturbate#the butch : 😃 that was my question#LIKE HOW DOES YOUR BRAIN WORK FOR THAT TO BE THE FIRST THING ON YOUR MIND#AND WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN ALL THE TIME#is this a me thing 😭😭😭😭#MIND YOUR DAMN BUSINESS#like wow ok maybe think about why you feel comfortable asking me this? would you ask that to someone who just told you they are bisexual.#do you ask them about the frequency of their rapports???? do you ask lesbians if theyve ever scissored when they come out to you????????#what is it about telling people you are asexual that make them see you as lesser 🤔 gee if only i knew..........#and it sucks so bad because this can come from anyone 😭 queer or not
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there is something so. intensely frustrating about feeling incapable of showing up for people the way that they want you to
#i wish people understood that it's so hard to be present in their lives and that closeness for me isnt about frequency of contact#but how open we feel during that contact#my brain is such a difficult place to live in it is so loud and so busy all the time#24 hours a day is a constant monologue and argument with myself for everything and it means that i just dont have the capacity to talk to#others most of the time#and like. i know this is so unreasonable. obviously we have to be present in the lives of people that care for us#but it just feels like every day i have to like. get on a stage and perform to every person in my life that cares about me so i can meet the#criteria of being a Good Friend or Good Girlfriend or Good Fan Artist or Good Mutual or Good Server Member#i feel like it is such a blessing to be seen by others as someone to expect things from#but as more people have started to love me it feels like i have to 'go out and perform' more and more and i am very exhausted#i wish i was someone that was easy to love and care for in the way that i am. and i dont mean that self deprecatingly it's just#i know im very hard to care about and love. because i disappear all the time and come back in a big flurry as soon as i get the energy back#and im just feeling it a Lot More lately because im starting to think this isnt going to be a short term thing i have to do before i start#feeling comfortable with a person#this is going to be my whole life#if i get married im going to have to 'go out and perform' and be a good wife and be affectionate and happy and not closed into my own brain#for days#if im going to make friends with colleagues I'll have to go out when they invite me and have to reply ro their texts and i cant just go#silent for weeks while i try to negotiate with my thoughts and then reappear once i make the slightest breakthrough#im very tired and sad. i want companionship but i feel like the kind of person i am is not fair for people who would be my companion#vent post#♡alizeh talks♡
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i feel like the cosmic horror of the retroact rain needs to be expanded upon and the fact that tacet discords can be aware and intelligent enough to do things the human population would never be able to fully explain is slept upon a little too quickly
like what do you mean the mourning aix is incredibly aware and intelligent and seems to have some understanding that humans can equal help
what do you mean that in the retroact rain i could literally be standing there and people i have known, seen, and regretted not having more time with, can just appear and seem to be aware of me and i am aware of them regrettably
how many resonators lost their damn mind on the field with their own shame, regrets, and pain, laid bare before them and them alone, hallucinating the bonds of what could have been and what would never again be, because of the retroact rain???
and there's literally nothing to stop that??? at all??????????? we just have to deal with it and try to prepare our soldiers and resonators for the worst?????????
anyways i've been thinking about cosmic horror a lot
#wuthering waves#wuwa#comsic horror tag i suppose#i just have so much thoughts about tacet discords specifically#especially with them proving to be surprisingly intelligent#or at the least reflecting former intelligence of those they felled#and devoured their frequencies#or alternatively of resonators somehow turned into tacet discords forcibly#hey kuro games have you ever considered horror as an option
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