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This whole review is a C+ to me lol
Did we watch the same fucking Iroh? The entire time he’s watching over and guiding Zuko to his conclusions that this obsession with finding the avatar will not fucking fix his daddy issues. He’s not entirely being direct with it, sure, but he’s doing it in his own way. I mean is he wrong? Clearly he’s not.
Now on the Iroh doing THAT to Zhao. It’s like we forget who Iroh USED to be capable of before he lost his son. Yes it was a bold fucking move to add that in, but it’s pretty telling that Iroh would never allow harm to come to Zuko’s way. I just didn’t take too much issue with this. You say it’s bad because it took Zuko’s moment of compassion away, but he gets that in other moments where he talks to Aang about handwriting and what he did to get the 41st Division.
As for growth, WELL. You��re talking about 1 season written into 8 episodes based on 20 episodes from a cartoon that’s over 10 years old. Katara had a lot of growth within her bending. Sokka was trying to get over his insecurity of not being good enough because of his daddy but that’s not entirely an overnight thing to get over. I think the live action did well in portraying Aang as a literal kid that woke up thinking he just got lost in a storm to the reality his entire race had been cleared, he is indeed the avatar as in his pov he was o ly told just earlier that “day”, and the world is at war. I just don’t think it was unrealistic for him to not have this major growth arc right away in the live action as he was barely trying to understand what it means to be the avatar. They’re all litterally just fucking kids and in this version, they’re barely at step 1/20 at becoming a better version of themselves. Zuko too as we last see him reflect on his journey up to that point and what the entire point even was for him.
Look, how do I put this.
ANYTIME there is a LIVE ACTION of something coming out, especially with young characters involved, it will NEVER be a direct copy of the original because not everything can translate to live action.
For example some changes they made in the event of this gets renewed, they will have to do small time jumps to work with the aging actors. This also goes as to why some “character growth” seemed to lack in this first session, as it’s meant to happen over “several years”. Now sure, you can complain about this too and say how awful it is, but that’s the reality of working with real life kid actors and overall, translating a work like this into a “real life adaptation”.
Ppl complain a lot about the pacing and how it didn’t correlate to the original, but … you’re talking about 20 episodes worth of plot needing to be squeezed into 8… Like bffr right now.
Sure, the easiest thing would have been to not bother committing to even creating a live action because the task will never be easy. I bet you that’s probably also why the original creators left this project too as they realized they weren’t gonna be able to tell or show everything down to 8 fucking episodes and knowing how critical this fandom is, it wasn’t looking good. Then there’s the uncertainty that it will even be received well (as you can see here). In their stand point, it’s wise to move on and distant from this project. Instead I hear they are just making a movie where they are all young adults (but rumors are rumors at the moment).
The show is not that bad. It even had the support of the original voice actors to the new actors. If you watch it blindly with putting what you know about the original to the side, you’ll find yourself to actually enjoy it and interested in where it’s going. If you go in fully expecting a replica of an old cartoon, well… you’re gonna have a take like this post as well as the many others in these notes.
See it as a literal retelling and reimagining because that’s exactly what it is.
Once again, this is the first love vs new partner analogy all over again. They will never be the same no matter how badly you want it to be and a very hard pill to swallow for everyone.
So, uh, Netflix Avatar, huh? Yeah. I guess I'll make a really long post about it because ATLA brainrot has is a cornerstone of my personality at this point.
So.
It's okay. B, maybe a C+.
That's it.
Now for the spoilers:
The biggest issue with the Netflix version is the pacing. Scenes come out of nowhere and many of the episodes are disjointed. Example: Aang escaping from Zuko's ship. We see him getting the key and going "aha!", and in the next scene he's in Zuko's room. And then he just runs out, no fun acrobatics or fights, and immediately they go to the Southern Air Temple where he sees Gyatso's corpse, goes into the Avatar state, and then sees Gyatso being really cheesy, comes out of it, and resolves that conflict. Nothing seems to lead into anything. The characters don't get to breathe.
The show's worst mistake (aside from Iroh fucking murdering Zhao) is its' first one: they start in the past. Instead of immediately introducing us to our main characters and dropping us into a world where we have a perfect dynamic where Aang doesn't know the current state of the world and Katara and Sokka don't know about the past, thus allowing for seamless and organic worldbuilding and exposition, they just... tell us. "Hey, this is what happened, ok, time for Aang!" There's no mystery, no intrigue, just a stream of information being shoved down the audience's throats and then onto the next set piece.
The visuals are for the most part great, but like with most Netflix productions, they just don't have great art direction. It feels like a video game cinematic, where everything is meant to be Maximum Cool - and none of the environments get to breathe. It's like they have tight indoor sets (with some great set design) and then they have a bunch of trailer shots. It's oozing with a kind of very superficial love.
Netflix still doesn't know how to do lighting, and with how disjointed the scenes are, the locations end up feeling like a parade of sets rather than actual cities or forests or temples. As for the costumes, Netflix still doesn't know how to do costumes that look like they're meant to be actually worn, so many of the characters seem weirdly uncomfortable, like they're afraid of creasing their pristine costumes.
The acting is decent to good, for the most part. I can't tell if the weaker moments come down to the actors or the direction and editing, but if I had to guess, I'd say the latter. Iroh and Katara are the weakest, Sokka is the most consistent, Zuko hits the mark most of the time, and Aang is okay. I liked Suki (though... she was weirdly horny? Like?) but Yue just fell kind of flat.
The tight fight choreography of the original is replaced with a bunch of spinny moves and Marvel fighting, though there are some moments of good choreography, like the Agni Kai between Ozai and Zuko (there's a million things I could say about how bad it was thematically, but this post is overly long already.) There's an actually hilarious moment in the first episode when Zuko is shooting down Aang, and he does jazz hands to charge up his attack.
Then there's the characters. Everybody feels very static - Zuko especially gets to have very little agency. A great example of that is the scene in which Iroh tells Lieutenant Jee the story of Zuko's scar.
In the original, it's a very intimate affair, and he doesn't lead the crew into any conclusions. Here, Iroh straight up tells the crew "you are the 41st, he saved your lives" and then the crew shows Zuko some love. A nice moment, but it feels unearned, when contrasted with the perfection of The Storm. In The Storm, Zuko's words and actions directly contradict each other, and Iroh's story gives the crew (and the audience) context as to why, which makes Zuko a compelling character. We get to piece it out along with them. Here - Iroh just flat out says it. He just says it, multiple times, to hammer in the point that hey, Zuko is Good Actually.
And then there's Iroh. You remember the kindly but powerful man who you can see gently nudging Zuko to his own conclusions? No, he's a pretty insecure dude who just tells Zuko that his daddy doesn't love him a lot and then he kills Zhao. Yeah. Iroh just plain kills Zhao dead. Why?
Iroh's characterization also makes Zuko come off as dumb - not just clueless and deluded, no, actually stupid. He constantly gets told that Iroh loves him and his dad doesn't, and he doesn't have any good answers for that, so he just... keeps on keeping on, I guess? This version of Zuko isn't conflicted and willfully ignorant like the OG, he's just... kind of stupid. He's not very compelling.
In the original, Zuko is well aware of Azula's status as the golden child. It motivates him - he twists it around to mean that he, through constant struggle, can become even stronger than her, than anyone. Here, Zhao tells him that "no, ur dad likes her better tee hee" and it's presented as some kind of a revelation. And then Iroh kills Zhao. I'm sorry I keep bringing that up, but it's just such an unforgiveable thematic fuckup that I have to. In the original, Zhao falls victim to his hubris, and Zuko gets to demonstrate his underlying compassion and nobility when he offers his hand to Zhao. Then we get some ambiguity in Zhao: does he refuse Zuko's hand because of his pride, or is it his final honorable action to not drag Zuko down with him? A mix of both? It's a great ending to his character. Here, he tries to backstab Zuko and then Iroh, who just sort of stood off to the side for five minutes, goes "oh well, it's murderin' time :)"
They mess with the worldbuilding in ways that didn't really need to be messed with. The Ice Moon "brings the spirit world and the mortal world closer together"? Give me a break. That's something you made up, as opposed to the millenia of cultural relevance that the Solstice has. That's bad, guys. You replaced something real with something you just hastily made up. There's a lot of that. We DID NOT need any backstory for Koh, for one. And Katara and Sokka certainly didn't need to be captured by Koh. I could go on and on, but again, this post is already way too long.
It's, um, very disappointing. A lot of telling and not very much showing, and I feel like all of the characters just... sort of end up in the same place they started out in. I feel like we don't see any of the characters grow: they're just told over and over again how they need to grow and what they need to do.
To sum it up: Netflix Avatar is a mile wide, but an inch deep.
#it’s funny cause I expected to hate it#but I really didn’t#and that’s such a HOT TAKE to have#i did forget how hard this fandom is to please though#avatar the last airbender#atla#avatar netflix#netflix avatar#atla live action#netflix atla
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The unthinkable happened right when i was going to join in wip Wednesday unprompted @twodiamondhoes tagged me in it
I was going to do something a little more recent but the day snuck up on me so have a really old snippet from a fic i may or may not finish that i wrote in a haze of finals stress while listening to “Sleeping in the Kitchen” by Madilyn Mei on loop

Jimmy Solidarity my beloved
Its a little out of my usual style because music possesses me in a way thats a little concerning sometimes but i had fun with it!
Tagging @gladumfdoodles who i know always has a snippet locked and loaded, @raffi-cat who should share their writing more in my humble opinion, @sincerely-nines because my favorite moot you should write fanfic… if you want…
and my friend ani whose tumblr @ is not working rn so im just going to send this to them but they should share their writing on tumblr!!! Its so fun!!
(No pressure to anyone, tis supposed to be for fun :D)
#i need you to know ive been jumping up and down and spinning in circles ever since i noticed the tag#first time posting writing on tumblr after over a year of writing fic how we feeling#I personally am terrified#my brain keeps going WHAT IF YOU GOT TOO SILLY WITH THE SNIPPET WHAT IF THEY HATE IT#when i know logically no one will hate it#also its funny how kit was like ive heard about your wips i wanna know more :D#and then i drop another completely unrelated never before seen wip on everyone#sorry gang#i have too many wips#if anyone wants to know about anything specific. yknow. you can ask me. i encourage asks. very much. talk to me please.#i love yapping i just dont get an excuse to often#now about the snippet itself#i feel like people forget how jimmy survived for a while in last life while only getting rolled two lives#and not making alliances solely based on how many lives he could get out of it (COUGH COUGH. SCOTT.)#and then how he was immediately put to yellow life in double life#he just starts out the race two seasons in a row getting shot in the foot by the universe for reasons wholly out of his control#and then the emotional weight that could come with that#anyways i think about that a lot#fic:sleeping in the kitchen#jimmy solidarity#team rancher#solidaritek#cause thats what the fic is. what else were you expecting from me.#ash writes#trafficblr#last life#double life#wip wednesday#also sorry to my other moots nines hs been my fan since all the way back when i was posting stupid doodles a year ago#theyre always going to be my favorite
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i genuinely think if moira didn’t interrupt them this scene would’ve built up to a kiss scene
GAHHSHRHEHHW
once again back on my moira mactaggert hate train
erik should’ve shot her the gun is right there
who cares what the president has to say let the gays have their moment! god woman give it a rest!
IM SORRY THIS IS MEAN BUT SHE PISSES ME OFF WHENEVER SHES ONSCREEN
the first time i watched this movie i actually cheered when erik started choking her
crying
does anyone have any fics where they weren’t interrupted? there’s probably a few but idk what exactly to search up
moira has some kinda plot armor
knock charles out and then kill her idk
need to call up magneto for this
they couldn’t show the rest of the mutant road trip cause they were getting touchy feely with eachother 🤨
erik went to go cry in his bedroom afterwards
moira gives me “move over boys! let a real woman deal with this 😏😌” vibes WHILE SHE DOES NOTHING
for some reason i can appreciate moira in other things like the animated series or maybe the comics (i haven’t read many) but with the movies i want to bring back public execution
people write her way better in fanfics honestly
anyway gonna go buy a dart board then print a picture of her and use her face as target practice toodles
#anti movie moira mactaggert#genuinly seething whenever i see her#no hate to actress btw#its the character i despise#i try to be creative with threats cause just wishing someone a quick death is boring#i’ll pour dangerous chemicals in her shampoo#that’ll show her 😏😎#i think im talking like a ye olde villian help#im twirling my ridiculously long mustache send help#im evilly stroking my cat as i reveal myself this isnt funny anymore 😧#Ah! Ms Mactaggert i’ve been expecting you!#But you’re too late! As i have already launched the missiles which will strike america!#MUHAHAHHAHAHA#What! a gun? How foolish of you to think that will stop me!#*bang* NO!! MR.TIBBLES!!!!#SHE SHOT MY CAT#adding onto the list of reasons i hate moira#i got a bit distracted#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#moira mactaggert#xmcu#xmen first class#only good thing about her is she brought cherik together but like it would’ve happened anyway so
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Being depended on is so strange. Am I not still a young child or teenager? Am I not the one who looks up to the people that I find comfort and leadership in? What do you mean I’m That person to people now?? What do you mean I’m being refined into a mentor and leader and someone that young people look to? What do you mean they come to me with questions and concerns and hardships. what do you mean I’m not eternally young
#the past like. four weeks have been crazy#no. insane. they’ve been insane.#it’s funny though#because there’s no part of me that’s like#‘man I hate this’#it’s more of a. ok. Lord if this is your plan for me so be it#not what I expected even a year ago but I’m following You cause I don’t have a CLUE#nobody’s listening L
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when you and the homies catch a hater on tumblr defying their own logic and gotta laugh about it in the gc
#arson yaps#my beloveds#we are also haters but at least we keep it together in the privacy of our gc!!#if you know who we r yapping about i am SO sorry#my message is a reference to when — said ofc rhysand stans r finding my rhysta post cause i used the tag so what was i expecting#and calling me stupid basically but then they make a tamlin hate post with the same tags i used…?#anywayssss!#this is so funny to me good lord i love my friends
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Bro I have to write and record an argumentative speech, write a literary analysis, get started on a short story with a pre-determined theme, write a reflection of the previously mentioned tasks and what knowledge and experience I got from them, as well as start planning for my oral examination which I apparently have to choose a subject for??? and make a powerpoint for???? Why did they not give me more details about the *final, most important examination in my course*?????
All in FOUR DAYS
The only redeeming qualities of these tasks is that I get to choose the movie I write my argumentative speech about (I'm supposed to argue for why it should be movie of the year, aka just infodump about why it's awesome), and that the only requirement I've been given for the short story is that it has to be about "the unknown" in one way or another
But none of that matters because they didn't tell me anything about needing to write a text for the final oral examination???? Or that I need to have a powerpoint???????? What do you mean "What subject have you chosen for your oral examination?"?????? I WASN'T TOLD THERE WOULD BE WRITING INVOLVED
MY ORAL EXAM FOR THE ENGLISH COURSE REQUIRED NO WRITING OR POWERPOINT PRESENTATION, MAYBE YOU SHOULD BRIEF YOUR STUDENTS ON WHAT THE FINAL ASSIGNMENT WILL EVEN BE BEFORE YOU THROW THEM INTO THE COURSE???
Smh I hate private-owned education-based companies
Like bro maybe put some money into an actually comprehensible website, teachers that don't hate their students, and classrooms that actually have heating instead of buying that new car that just entered the market, just a thought
I am very angry about this entire system, this company is ass and it's no wonder they're closing later this year (something I found out ***after*** applying for and accepting two courses and showing up for the voluntary in-person introduction.)
#I hate profit-driven private schools with a burning passion#rant post#rant#vent post#kinda#literally come on#like dude#you expect me to do an entire high school course in the time span of a month??????? 40 hours a week????#and you're gonna give me Es and Ds on my assignments because I didn't follow your understanding of the P.E.E structure????#I've had straight A's on all of my previous english assignments#and never got lower than a C on my swedish ones#and you wanna nitpick my work to the point where a contraction that I left in a formal text on accident gives me a lower grade?????#and a quote that I included in a novel analysis being “too long” (despite only containing vital information) also results in a lower grade??#I got a D on every assignment in english and still ended up getting a B as a final grade#because the person who graded my assignments thankfully wasn't the person who graded my national test#*the national test in which I had to once again write a damn argumentative text*#which proves that my writing is in no way on a D level if it got me from a D to a *B*#you nitpicky fucker#long post#i am so angry#and this shit has caused me so much stress it's not even funny anymore#jfc#I can't wait until this course is over and I can finally just *not have panic attacks over ridiculous criticism and way too short deadlines*#rant over#sorry about that
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Dragon Age 2 companion relationships are so fun to me.
Like...Fenris is close with Isabela and Sebastian specifically. He's also good friends with Aveline's husband, Donnic, and seems to be on good terms with Aveline herself. He also seems to have a decent relationship with Varric (most do, it seems).
However. He and Anders fucking hate each other's guts. Anders more so than Fenris, who I think just like. Doesn't really care much for Anders and distrust him due to Justice/Vengeance. The only time he and Anders agree is when they're joined by their mutual dislike for Merrill.
Merrill gets along great with Isabela and Varric tho. They both seem very invested in ensuring her safety in Kirkwall, and just overall teaching her stuff.
Isabela and Aveline are worsties. They hate each other and it's that hate that you're never quite sure if it's like a friendly hate or if it's a "we have the same friend group so I have to be somewhat civil but also fuck you".
Honestly, out of all of the companions, I think Anders doesn't really get along too much with any of them due to his downward spiral actively causing him to push everyone away. That, and his writing gave him this push of like. Elf rights vs mage rights, so him interacting with Fenris or Merrill is always like. Awful. I genuinely feel like the only reason most of the group puts up with him is because he's their healer and/or Hawke is close to him (depending on how you play Hawke).
Idk I just. Like the dynamics of da2 companions and how they flesh them out as ppl outside of Hawke and outside of what we play or see. It feels more homey and believable than dai or veilguard.
#Dragon age#Da2#I wish Fenris and Merrill were closer tho cause tbh she always seems like she wants to be closer#And I get why Fenris would want nothing to do with her but also I still wish they could be friends#I still think it's kinda funny that Fenris' closest guy friends seem to be Donnic and Sebastian#Anyways in contrast most every companion relationship in dai seems like non-con friendship#AKA coworkers hfjfodjdjdoddj which like fair they technically are all coworkers#There's definitely some shit amongst veilguard companions but like...Rook is expected to mediate and shit#And idk. I think some companions should just. Hate each other hcjdkdjdjdkdkdnd#But I still stand by Spite Assan and Manfred as a besties squad cause I think it's funny#Sometimes a friend group is a spirit possessing a short king assassin. A baby griffin. And a magical skeleton.
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ever since i came out as lesbian/sapphic to a close group friends it’s been okay. except now they dont even talk to me about my hobbies or my life anymore and literally only prod me about my sexuality ahaha. also WHY WOULD YOU YELL IT IN A PUBLIC FUCKING AREA TO EMBARRASS ME
#bird musings#hating my straight friendships (they talk about their dating life all the fucking time)#hating my queer friendships (they talk about their dating life all the fucking time)#maybe i just… need better friends#it’s not that deep except it is! ahahahahaha#like i’m sure theyre queer! but it doesnt give you a free pass to call me a dyke all the time 🤕 time and place for jokes!#and also the joke is meant to be FUNNY!!!#i need to meet more queer people who are friendship centered guys i cant take the dark pit that is this stupid expectation of dating. i cant#im sure this post makes sense somewhere but idk. just in a general fart about my relationships 🫤#especially when i find so many interactions of substance online. cause then its like#fuck people CARE about other shit than who i find attractive?#UGHGGHHGHFGH. and this is why im never coming out EVER AGAIN.#rant over time to go have a jolly day and maybe eat a bagel
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I’m sorry if you don’t want people weighing in here so feel free to delete and ignore - but in a good workplace your boss would work with you to find a solution, rather than just telling you to struggle harder. And idk, maybe your boss is working with you and you’re the one telling yourself to struggle harder - but you DO deserve better than that!
oh i am the number one defender of my boss, she definitely is going out of her way to help me and for that i feel bad about it, i always have when she's had to step in but now it legit feels like...crisis level i guess? which it also did earlier this year and she started dishing out some feedback to me that yeah i needed to hear but it hurts to hear nonetheless and one of my co-workers tried to comfort me in saying that my boss is just genuinely concerned about me but for some reason i can't believe that, any little fucking mistake i make i just immediately worry my boss hates me and i'm gonna get fired. i've been that way since day one. it's a definite me problem lol
hell maybe my techs didn't outright complain about me to HR but maybe it was like, a general statement about the department which is why it escalated to my boss cause i know HR has threatened me that if i don't take it easier on myself that they would tell my boss to force me to take time off and i guess that finally happened?
idk though i just still got the sense my boss wasn't happy about the situation, I don't think anybody is and maybe i am being too hard on myself but...if i'm not, then what am i? i can't let myself get off the hook that easily for fucking things up so bad, i should have done my job right in the first place and maybe we as a team wouldn't be in this mess.
#and it's funny cause yeah yeah my boss hates me but....#she has shown in quite a few ways that she trusts and likes me#even something as small as checking in with me in the morning or getting me a bday gift a few weeks ago#or confiding in me what's really going on in the company (well that's also cause i kinda need to know things about headcount so)#(less of a 'i trust you with this information' and more of 'you NEED this information')#but again any little thing that happens? oh god she hates me#oh god it's my fault#oh god how can i make her not mad at me#cause i can't stand when people are mad at me#even if i'm the one who's mad at them or they royally fucked me over or something#it's this terrible guilt complex cause i just want to be loved i guess#which is funny cause even i don't love myself#so how can i expect anybody else to?#(this is why i was off tumblr the last two days lol cause it's literally been THIS for the past three days in my head)
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First reprimand for shitty customer service <3. Well first one that wasnt just just my boss laughing and saying a local famous person accused me of stealing their wallet [left it on a shelf].
#no. not even a little bit#some shit#MANY EMOTIONS ABT IT. lol#first being not clear if this is the first actual complaint. or if ther3 were multiple complaints. which i just think is funny...#cmon man. spill the deets what they say abt meeeeee#second. my boss does have a language barrier byt more than that qlso just. seems. uncomfortable... being my boss???#like. as in. clearly tries to skirt around telling me what to do..... but vause this was clearly a pull aside talking to...#i decided to not lie when he asks. do you knoe whsy i mean?#WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TOO....#my bosses are boomers who get sad when ppl dont greet them at stores. i think. fhdhddhf. even tho i DO greet customers. whatevr.#cause im on that PHONEEEEEEEEE#take aways..... well im fueled by. CLOSER THAN EVER. to [kym replacement] quiting my fucking job. due to circumstances. ways and means.#and a side of. god so he was trying make me not. worried i guess. so he said. everyone has there own character and i know ur character.#i know your a good person i dont expect you to pretend and smile at everyone.#HEY. CAN WE UNPACK THAT.........#1. I STILL MASK (LITERAL). so. what do we mean by that.......#2.... i HAVE a customer service VOICE. WHAT THE HELL MAN...... it INVOLVES. doing the smiling intonation at I HATE IT.#=_= receiving accomadations at work -> have been clocked/ ASSIGNED. DOUR PERSONALITY......#maybe you dont... get my cust serv persona... cause.... ur not..... a customer.................. and i work the floor by myself??????????#anyways just. little bit of agonized personal writing i kept LOCKED UP. was right. You never Can be Normal enough.....#but. THIS IS EXTREMELY LONG REPORT. to you.... my fellow bloggers. closest things i have to coworkers....#is just that i guess lol... im bored by it now. godspeed peach and love butt also destruction and hate. whatever.#im pretty sure is is not actually gonna affect much going forward i just. WOW. i continue to not elaborate to ppl irl and do share alls#(or somes...) here.#OKAY WhATEVVER POST
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I forgot to say as embarrassing as it is I finally finished gun x sword after putting it off for way too long-shit got in the way of me doing anything else but also I’ve been more demotivated lately-and man I can’t tell if it’s because I just took FOREVER and was just simply turned off by something or not cause I wouldn’t call the show (bad) persay it low key peaks at ep 16 and all the episodes after that- sure are. Like they don’t make me mad or anything, everything concludes well nor do I wanna say it’s rushed necessarily, esp not compared to stuff that comes out now for mecha sadly and I do overall like the ending being on such a comedic note but idk. Don’t hate it or really feel heavily conflicted, it’s a good show yet I wasn’t in love with after ep 16. Maybe I do need a rewatch one day in the far future since I got other stuff to watch but I guess I just overall felt underwhelmed.
#meg text#gun x sword#I’m putting my thoughts pretty vague cause again idk how to feel given I took unnecessary gaps between watches#Ep 20 specifically where it got soured for me but I mean- the following eps after 16 still weird kinda ehhh in some places#I feel bad how I’m numb to most anime bs but I hate how pretty much at like ep 17 they lean way too much into fanservicey shit#And I sorta hate how they put a re-emphasis on two minors crushing over van and while it could’ve been WORSE it’s like “seriously”#It only tolerable cause Van isn’t weird but it’s sad for both ends of it#Wendy a pretty developed character but it felt like after a point she grew pass her crush for van so why lean back into it#And Pricilla I like yet it suck’s they make a big deal out of her character only for her to not really HAVE a arc#She just there cause she likes Van when it should’ve been Van helped her discover she wants to do her own thing#It felt like she was only really involved near the end just so they have more firepower (and again fanservice)#Ngl I think the character development as a WHOLE is my main gripe with this show honestly#It’s like they’re DOING stuff with these characters they’re not flat persay but no arc gets enough time to cook unless it’s the main duo#Ray I feel his death made sense but didn’t really feel anything for him cause we barely have reasons to sympathize with him#Joshua made himself useful near the end so he has a reason to exist- but still just barely and he’s otherwise annoying#Carmen does get to settle things with Fasalina but it doesn’t- feel satisfying when it doesn’t feel like there’s anything more to it#It feels like by the end too many things stay the same despite the LITERAL FACT Van got to kill the man who ruined his life#Maybe I wasn’t expecting there to be more consequences for him killing him ig… especially with one thing a earlier ep did#But yeah it’s not a bad show especially since it does show mecha can very much BE character centric#But also I sorta understand why this show fell into obscurity even if it has substance- things just got a bit lost by the end#It be really fucking funny if this ended up like Kikaider where I was meh at first and then I come back and I’m like GUYS WAAAIT#But also idk. I was only super attached to Van so (shrugs) and even then he’s not on my mind constantly
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Idk if anyone else can relate but when going through grief I've always found it helpful to watch episodes from TV shows I like where the characters are going through the same thing.
For me it's always ep 16 season 5 'the body' from buffy the vampire slayer. I just feel like I'm being coached through it. And seeing the Buffy cry, Anya be confused and Willow stress just calms me down and validates my own feelings in a way.
I feel like seeing all their different ways of grieving helps me.
Honestly the arc after Joyce died is my favourite in part of the whole show, I love the wacky comedy but I feel like all the tragic parts of Buffy are the best ones because they feel so human.
#buffy the vampire slayer#The body#It helps more than watching something happy could ever be for me#Being sad with the characters just makes me feel better#I remember when my grandfather died (a lot later than we expected him to)#It was really useful#My mum just cried. It was heartbreaking#His funeral was honestly tragically funny#Like it was summer and the farmers decided to spread muck#So we were all sobbing and it smelt like boiling cow manure 😭#I hated the funeral#Like it's so weird being in a public space while your family is so vulnerable#I get dead people have friends but it felt like I was on the truman show cause there were all these random old people#Just staring at us#The grieving family
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thinking about. ships
#think it's very funny I went from 'main genshin ship — bardven bc they love each others so much it transends life and death and#leaves a mark forever and love that changes fate and —'#to 'main dr ship — na.ezono bc they don't work out. then k.omahina bc good luck to them. then naeg.ami bc they insult each other#naekirigami (forgot the name) bc naeg.iri is great and sweet. then adding togami there causes psychic damage to all involved.#ko.mamiki bc they're at each other's throats. crack ship maizo.no/kirigi.ri bc they're at each other's throats'#nah there's some sweet ones i like too. asa.hina/sakura is a classic and reALLY like sonia/tana.ka#and kuzur.yuu/peko and nid.ai/o.wari i like both romantically or exclusively-platonically#hi.nata/nanami and hina.ta/sonia i can see the potential same with koizu.mi/saionji#to be fair i do ship kaeven in a way that's like. nice on the surface but passive aggressive below that surface but understanding below Tha#but alas in general genshin's characters doesn't give me too much fun to play around with questionable ship dynamics#bc at their heart genshin playable characters are nice and good people#vs dr whose whole thing is 'anyone can be pushed to do terrible things but they're still people'#looks at my first fandom portal roots. those glados ships truly never left#genuinely though kom.aeda's sweet-but-weirdly-expressed-crush kills me#possibly even more than maizon.o's earnest-but-not-enough crush on na.egi. by a hair#nae.zono just gets the honor of being my first introduction to a ship where they like each other but#not enough to save them from their own actions. fate didn't break them up maiz.ono made her own choice to value her goals over naeg.i#(and I loooooove her for ittttt)#bc their mutual attraction has always been surface level and yet. it is so very sweet surface level. sparkling waves hiding turbulent depth#k.omahina gets more variety though + the possibility of understanding + the easy path of rejection + hate-adjacent era#and i guess whatever the trial reveals who can guess this game is subverting my expectations more than the first did#dr talk
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every few weeks i think abt how i can speak 2 languages but im stupid in my 1st
#of course that 1 is my first language. because that makes such spectacular sense#I also have the reading & writing skills of 1st grader.#& ig its fine cause I was born in the us or whatever. like if i went to saudi every1 id meet would be like 'wow u can speak so well'#(i know this bc they made such a big deal out of my cousin who speaks shitty fus7a apparently)#but its still so embarrassing. like this is my FIRST LANGUAGE & i need to get a grip#it gets worse too cuz i cant really speak arabic at home cuz my siblings (esp my brother) can barely understand it#like the extent of the 'practice' or wtv I'm getting is my parents yelling at my brother & me translating. like that's it#& I live in the whitest suburbs uve ever seen its so badddd so its not like I'm meeting any1 who can speak arabic at school#& I have basically 0 life outside those 2 places like hellooo#it doesnt help that im not even arab like no one expects me to speak arabic#ive had tons of ppl assume im somali & talk 2 me in somali#actually which is so funny cause then i have to be like “no I'm a diff type of east african”#& then they ask what language I do speak & then i have to be like “it should be tigrinya. but actually arabic”#&its not that crazy for eritreans to have lived in saudi & learned arabic#but its stil so bad like i hate it. i cant speak the language i should be able to and the language i do speak. I'm dumb in#anyways this is why i write so well in english its cause im whitewashed AF ✌#nadia has a life#nadia rants
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dude its twice now that ive tried to play origins multiplayer minecraft servers that happen to be mandatory roleplay for some reason and its just wild that they like, want you to come up with a whole entire person before even playing, especially with worlds that feel... bare bones as fuck, from the information they give
like they give an origin story of the world and maybe like one or two sentences on the races or cultures, and then theyre like 'okay now give your character an entire in depth personality, backstory, family history, job, life goal, childhood dream, credit card number-'
like... with what info ?? with what basis??
the second one ive joined isnt as strict as the first one, seeing as i joined the minecraft server before i even realized there was character applications, and no one really paid me any mind at all or acknowledged me
but there was one i joined like 2 years ago that you had to get your application approved before gaining access to the server, and they direct you to their wiki for reading up on the world and stuff... but again, bare bones as fuck. and i exaggerated before slightly, but fully seriously they asked me 'oh, and where did your characters origin come from? their grandparents getting infected? how did they become this way' and its like. DUDE I DONT KNOW, WHO CARES. WHO WILL ASK ME THAT IN THE ROLEPLAY??? like where am i supposed to even get any of this shit from, the two paragraphs you typed about the world origin story??
i didnt finish the application because that was stupid and it wasnt worth it imo. shame, cause the custom origins were cool, but theres always other origins mods and servers
like... i guess other people work different from me, cause clearly these servers have people in them that somehow came up with functioning characters, but that aint me. if i make a character in a game, their personality and story comes to me while im playing, through their experiences and appearance and the choices im given in the world.
and also literally no one is ever going to fucking ask 'lol so how did your bloodline get mutated?'
#my post#mc#coming up with characters in video games is some of the most fun. like how ive been obsessed with my WoW characters lately ahghdhg#but i came up with those characters mostly through playing as them OR finding out about their racial history and culture through the game#or fuck. even through looking at the WoW wiki a bit for clarifications or even for information i otherwise couldnt get#and guess what! they actually describe things there! they have helpful information and go into detail about things!#they dont just go 'oh the gods got angry and now the world is a little funny silly'. they actually tell you the smaller things!!!!!!#im going to go nutso crazy#either the people making these servers dont have more in depth ideas about the worlds they want people to care about or#they just want to stay vague to be appealing or for all these different people to make more sense but its like#okay but at this point its literally. nothing. you made nothing. congratulations.#I FUCKING LOVE MAKING WORLDBUILDING OKAY IT MAKES ME MAD THAT THEY DO SO LITTLE AND EXPECT PEOPLE TO CARE#THE AMOUNT OF WORLDBUILDING IVE DONE. bitch i could make a roleplay server too. i wont for a few reasons though lol#no hate to the second server i mentioned. but like...hate to the first one. not hate as in send hate but hate as in i dont like them#like i want to tell them that they sound fucking stupid. but i wont#and of course i wont say names because that would be shitty but also i dont want them finding this and starting something#like im just complaining rn. not trying to start drama cause idgaf
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Alright it’s that time again, general ramblings post about Ep 5
I never thought certified silly billy Caine would ever actually scare me but I was proven wrong within the first minute. We definitely all expected him to become really unstable this episode but I can’t imagine many of us were thinking he was going to become violent. (And not in his ‘oblivious to the pain he’s causing others’ way.) Really scared for the players in the future episodes not gonna lie.
It’s not like it’s a huge shock a scene like this happened but I do find it very funny I wrote a one-shot with a nearly identical plot to this back in January
Also just…Jax and Pomni friendship!! I’ve been holding out for their love/hate frenemies bond to develop and I’m honestly surprised it’s happening this soon but I’m not complaining. I read them as having a purely platonic ‘bickering best buds’ dynamic but I’m proud of the funnybunny shippers for eating with this episode
Also where do I even start with these two. They’re just adorable. In a sea of messy emotions and messier relationships it’s so refreshing to see these two just…have a healthy friendship, support each other and enjoy each others’ company. They’re so in love I will die on this hill
I liked Kinger pulling Pomni under the desk to talk to her since he thinks better in the dark! Honestly very sweet of him. Their dynamic makes my heart happy
Was just trying to find a good screenshot of the anime segment to talk about how funny it was but then I spotted TGD Easter eggs on the bulletin board! Just thought it was neat
I do find it both kinda funny and fascinating how all of these lines up with the fanbase’s most popular headcanons. I know a lot of this could just be inferred from the previous episodes (and in Pomni’s case her being an accountant was just confirmed outright before) but the fact these all lined up nearly to a T to the most common interpretations of them just goes to show how well the fanbase knows these characters. It took wading through some content farming but Goose struck the right audience eventually
Found it interesting that Pomni didn’t vote for Jax to be put in the maid dress. They bonded pretty damn quick lol
I think all of us were expecting a scene like this at some point but I wasn’t thinking Pomni was going to be involved like this. It’s interesting how Jax and Ragatha are basically doing a tug-of-war over her, denying her of her agency and trying to project their own ideals onto her. I expected Pomni to play peacekeeper but I wasn’t expecting her to be a pawn in the middle of this argument. Honestly that’s just scratching the surface of this scene’s nuances, Jax and Ragatha are such fantastic foils to each other and I am very glad Ragatha finally got to have her crash out moment
Also I know there is a TON of analysis that could be made just off this one expression but just look at him for a moment. stupid man
I did find it very funny that Evil Pomni curses with basically the same frequency I write regular Pomni lol
This fucking mannequin dude…I was on the fence if they were actually plot relevant or just a running Easter egg and it definitely looks like the former’s the case. Can’t wait to find out what this guy’s deal is
Also how dare they call me out like this
#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc spoilers#tadc episode 5#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#tadc gangle#tadc kinger#tadc zooble#tadc caine
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