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reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head
#i can't reblog this from everyone so this is just me giving all my mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head#if u see this#*muah*#soft lil kissy on the head#and if u don't want one u can have a head pat#or i can lovingly send soft lovey vibes your way#all options are valid#idk i just#need to spread some love today#i'm tired and sad and stressed#so i'm giving u all some love#bc i need to fill myself with more of it#love u all hope u have/are having a good day#mutuals#not stargate
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Last scribble for the night. He just makes me smile.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#scribble scribble#needed something light after the sad doodle so#I drew too much today I think#my hand is gonna cramp tmr for sure#all my faves make me smile and he’s my current one#current fixations are the strongest#keeps me going ya know#hope it helps some of yall too
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Look what we've become.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)
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are they wrong?????
no.
#sorry zorobros your fat tiddied man is gay for this canonically dude had my jaw drop when he started acting like a kid about this#one piece#fanart#myellowart#strawhat pirates#zoro#roronoa zoro#zosan#<- implied so sad no kissing men on your tl today#f slur#that too ig
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would anyone listen to this? the ramblings of a lunatic?
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise leonardo#rottmnt leonardo#has the idea this morning and drew it all today#had motivation for the first time in a while#long canvas go brrrrrr#yall have fun with this one#theres a lot of symbolism here#if anyone wants me to explain the main stuff i can- like the colours and who they represesnt#bpd leo#also idk what this design is but i was vibing with it#so i kept it
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#david tennant#millie gibson#dw spoilers#:D#ok i decided i needed to make some gifs today before the work week starts!!!#3 more weeks until it's summer break!!!!!#this week is going to be Very Busy AGAIN#but i have to hand in the report cards this week so i hope i won't be too tired to make more gifs later on#ANYWAYS#rogue was great#sad that they didn't get jonathan groff to sing in this episode though#can't believe we're coming up on the 2 parter finale already :(#but i cannot wait to find out who susan twist actually is!!!!#ok i have one more gifset i want to make brb
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It runs in the family
#an art#super danganronpa 2#sdr2#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#peko pekoyama#Fuyupeko#Kuzupeko#Thinking about them and their terrible childhood today. Kind of terrible lives in general huh#Neither of them could help each other when things got dicey in the household#Peko because the Kuzuryūs are NOT afraid to 'discipline' her. Fuyuhiko because it literally only makes things worse.#Both of them because if they show off how close they are the agents might rethink keeping Peko around. So they grit their teeth and bear it#I somewhat hc that the parents also aren't above involving the other in a punishment. Like.#Fuyuhiko can take a beating but he hates seeing Peko be hurt. Same for her. So if they REALLY wanna beat a lesson into one of them.... ykno#BUT THATS SAD. SO I ADDED THE NICE PICTURE AFTERWARDS#Child abuse cw#Cw child abuse
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Everyone agrees, Tommy has the biggest ______.
@118dailydrabble Day 13: Volunteer
bucktommy; featuring henren & madney
Rating: T
“Who has first round?” Chimney asks.
“Don’t everybody volunteer at once,” Tommy mutters, gesturing for Buck to let him out of the booth.
“Hey, you have the biggest wallet,” Chimney counters.
“No dependents,” Karen agrees.
“And the biggest hands,” Hen offers.
“So you’ll have no problem carrying the drinks,” Maddie says.
“And the biggest —”
“Buck!” They all groan.
“—heart.” Buck rolls his eyes. “You didn’t let me finish.”
Tommy smirks and kisses Buck’s cheek. “Thank you, baby. I’ll be back.”
Buck watches Tommy make his way to the bar, admiring how his ass looks in his jeans. He turns back to the table. “He also has the biggest dick.”
Chimney throws a peanut at him. “Damn it, Buck.”
Also on AO3
#118dailydrabble#bucktommy#henren#madney#one day i will write something that is not 99% dialogue but alas today is not that day#sad-girl-hours23 118 daily drabble
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— Queen of the Damned
#iwtv#iwtvedit#interview with the vampire#queen of the damned#armand#anyway. woke up today and chose sadness.#quotes that hit one way on their own and in a broader context hit wayyyy differently.
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team wasteland this is how we can still win
#sky cotl#ik this is old news at this point but whatever#kinda sad about how unbalanced the teams are it would be more fun if forest and wasteland werent so far ahead#last time i checked prairie had a chance at getting silver in one of todays challenges i hope they pull through#my art
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now this is the face of a cat who got the cream. the max cream specifically. maxream.
#lestappen#remember how sad and miserable charles looked yesterday?#BOOM. one night spent bouncing on max verstappen#and he is all smiles and giggles today#truly that glow can only be blamed on the absolute mock facial he received yesterday
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70s (?) Damien and Veronika are KILLING ME they're so adorable!! Were they vampires then or were the photos from before they were turned?
these are from when they were still human!! they got married in 1966 and were turned sometime in the late 70s
they had to go into hiding for a few years but then in the 80s it got easier because a lot of people started to look like them
#ramble#the damsons#drawing them 'normal' is so weirdly uncomfy akdhdh#except for damien his shag cut is so cute#poor veronika's hair has been through so many decades of trauma#i need to draw more pre-vampire stuff but i want it to be like. infrequent#bc they're supposed to be silly and the origin story of their vampirism is really sad#oNE DAY not today though
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Vault of Knowledge got me really sad while seeing spirit’s memories but these two in particular just made me so so sad.
And others in that place, I really loved their backstories and how they all became friends even after losing important people.
They found light within each other and I think it’s so beautiful.
Found family trope never disappoints
#artists on tumblr#fanart#sky children of the light#sky cotl#vault of knowledge#illustration#these spirits made me so sad#also it hits home so hard#since I’m a war refugee#and seeing them losing loved ones#and finding new friends… man#I can’t do this today#art
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re last reblog I do see fanfic culture pushing/replicating a certain model of "what trauma looks like," "how trauma works"
this is a problem across all areas of society obviously, but transformative works are, well, transformative. they're about crafting and modifying narratives where the fan-creator sees a flaw or a lack -- often for the better! don't get me wrong, I've done my fair share of "I take a hammer and I fix the canon," it's the main thing that gets my creative gears spinning -- but what happens when that "flaw" is simply a narrative not conforming to popular expectations?
some people just don't get PTSD from events that sound obviously traumatic. they're not masking, and they're not coping; they just straight-up didn't get the permanently-locked stress-response that defines PTSD. they walk away from a horrible experience going "well, that sucked, but it's over now." some people do get PTSD from events most people wouldn't find traumatic. we don't really know why some people get PTSD and others don't. but fandom has an idea of events that must be traumatizing, of a "correct" way to portray trauma. you see the problems with this lack of understanding in e.g. fans pressuring the devs of Baldur's Gate 3 to add dialogue where the player character badgers Halsin about his own feelings on his abuse -- because he must be traumatized, and his trauma must fit a certain mold and presentation of sexual trauma, under the mistaken impression that anything outside that narrow window is somehow "wrong" and disrespectful or even harmful to survivors.
take, for another example, the very common trope of a traumatized character who hates touch or sex "learning" to like touch or sex as a part of their healing process. certainly that can be healing for some people; other people will never like, or want, touch or sex, because of trauma or because they just don't. the assumption that someone who doesn't want sex or doesn't like to be touched must be traumatized, must be suffering from this perceived lack, is seriously harmful -- to asexual people, to people with sensory issues around touch, and to people for whom healing from trauma means freedom to refuse sex or touch.
and there's a secondary trope, one that's slightly more thoughtful but ultimately repeats the problem -- that once someone has learned that their boundaries will be respected, they'll feel it's safe to soften those boundaries. once they feel safe refusing touch or sex, they'll feel comfortable allowing it on their own terms. but many people don't, and many people won't! many people will simply never want to be touched, and never want sex, and they are not suffering or broken or lacking because of it. the idea that proving you'll respect someone's boundaries entitles you to test those boundaries -- the paradox is obvious, and yet this is something i've seen hurt (re-traumatize) people i care for.
people are imperfect victims. people don't heal in the ways you expect. many people have positive memories of their abuse, of their abusers. many people hurt others in the course of their trauma, in ways that can't easily be unpacked in a 5k oneshot. very few narratives of trauma and recovery actually fit the ones put forward by popular children's media and romance novels -- which are the ones I most see replicated in fandom spaces, because they provide the clearest narrative and easiest catharsis, and so they're easy and soothing to reach for.
that's not necessarily a bad thing! i am not immune to goopy romance tropes. i am not immune to teary catharsis. not every fic has to grapple with ugly realities. but there's a problem when these narratives become predominant, when people think they're accurate and realistic depictions of trauma, when the truth of trauma is unpleasant and uncomfortable, and doesn't fit any single narrative, let alone one of comforting catharsis
#bird original#see also: the murderbot diaries#murderbot does not like to be touched. murderbot does not like touching other people#physical contact is an unpleasant necessity in emergencies or to feign being human (something murderbot also hates)#at one point murderbot uncomfortably offers a hug to someone it cares for because she's upset and needs one --#and she refuses. because she knows it doesn't really want to; she won't ask it to do something it hates for her benefit#& yet murderbot fic often has it learning that touch ~isn't so bad~ and maybe there are a COUPLE people it likes to cuddle with.#the differences between vash in the original trigun anime and trigun stampede --#tristamp!vash is your woobie who hides his sad and traumatized heart under goofy behavior;#who copes and avoids through silly indulgences#2011!vash ... is not that#2011!vash isn't coping or masking. he feels immense grief yes; he also feels immense joy; the two are inseparable#he pursues joy moment to moment because he knows how fleeting each moment is#he loves people so intensely because he knows that he'll lose them -- so he has no time to waste with them#his grief is real and profound; so is his joy#i find that much more compelling and i feel like that's not a character i'd see in today's media environment#anyway#fandom#trauma#fanfic#throwing a golden apple into the tags with this but fuck it we ball
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today was….not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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