#it won't let go of me
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Bear with me for a second here, but I have been thinking about the curse that Gaius Ateius Capito uses on Crassus as he is heading out of Rome towards the East, especially in the way it is described in Plutarch:
But the thing is that Crassus does "escape" the curse. He and his son both die in Parthia, but the curse cannot die there. So Cassius survives, against all the odds, he should not have survived, but the curse needs someone to survive and to take it back to Rome. He drags that curse back, drags it back with the corpse of Crassus and with the corpse of Publius, and with the corpses of all the other Romans who died at Carrhea Parthia. Back to Rome to finish what it started - destroying the triumvirate that has divided Rome amongst themselves. So Cassius is the hand by which the curse operates - he organizes the plot against Caesar, he strikes a blow against him, and then, when another Caesar raises their head he leads the main resistance against him.
But! Killing Caesar is also an aberration in Roman politics. Killing Caesar is also a threat against the Republic. You can't just kill a senator and get away with it, and you've also released an even worse threat, a worse Caesar. Cassius also becomes a threat to the Republic, so at the end, the same hand of Cassius has to turn on himself.
#this week has been LONG and i am operating on too little hours of sleep so this is not the most eloquently worded thing in the world but!#the idea of Cassius and Brutus as both empty vessels through which forces larger than them are operating#but in completely different ways#and cassius as the curse bearer who drags the body of that curse drags the body of crassus and drags the body of publius back to Rome#it won't let go of me#also cassius stabbing brutus is like a gentle reminder - do NOT fuck around with the republic brutus#anyway#qui posts#gaius cassius longinus#LIKE the idea that cassius comes back wrong#he s always been a little wrong but after Parthia he is definitely not cassius anymore and brutus is the only one who can see it#just wait brutus it will be your turn soon
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can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024
#ramble#if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands#you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things#some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible#the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think#i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex#this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!!#how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about#yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian#you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate
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the story of humanoid typhoon and the punisher
here we are on this platform too, heh
#never getting over them#vashwood#vash the stampede ur my everything#wolfwood give me my heart back#trigun#trimax#guys#i need a break but they won't let me go because i still keep drawing them and this work is just a distraction from what i prepared
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does Wade ever tell Logan that if Mary Puppins is a Deadpool variant, then somewhere out there, Woofverine exists
#tumblr won't let me upload pics so here you go with textposts#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#deadpool 3#mary puppins
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the fact that irving canonically survives through the end of asunder to be at wynne's funeral is so fucking funny to me. nothing but love and respect for MY unstoppable cockroach morally grey machiavellian mage dad!!! he's survived in his position through multiple attempted rites of annulment and blood mage plots popping up left right and center around him. the chantry keeps trying to stamp him out but his dodge game is simply out of this world, divine. civil wars, political machinations and minefields, chantry atrocities, this wily old motherfucker is dodging and weaving his way through it all, not-quite-no-hits-taken-running-it-but-honestly-close-enough-under-the-circumstances style. if solas does succeed in tearing down the veil I would fully believe that one of the like three people still alive at the end of it all would be a very weary 90 year old first enchanter irving going 'oh this shit again huh'. the maker has cursed him for his hubris and his paperwork is never finished (affectionate, it's fine he canonically loves paperwork)
#we should have had the option to leave him in the fade instead of hawke or a warden#he would've just annoyedly shuffled his way back out of there a week later#dragon age#dragon age origins#first enchanter irving#he must be SO annoying to the chantry because it's heavily implied he's made his playground#out of tirelessly finding technicalities and loopholes to exploit that they can't *quite* call him on without domino effects going off#I think first enchanter in the circle system at origins times is a position that invariably and inevitably leaves you morally compromised#but I feel he really does his best within the rules he's given to play with and personally i love him a bit for that. and also#for being an unkillable lil shit. insufferable. inconquerable in his 'I'm about to be such an annoyance to you' impish spirit.#the I'm going to suffer but guess what. so are you of it all. traumatize the chantry back#I just imagine sophia sending letters home right before the vote for independence like '...dad I am hearing some INSANE rumours out here#what the actual fuck is going on back home???'#and he's like 'nothing that you need to worry about sweetie just keep living your best life and have fun killing darkspawn <3'#(there's something that makes me feel So much about how consistently his stance is like... 'you'll always be welcome here#but the circle doesn't *need* you; go be a warden and live your life'. he managed to fineagle freedom for you somehow and won't let you#turn and glance back. not even once. I feel somehow both so abandoned and so incredibly loved it's wild)#oc: sophia amell
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The best kind of characters Brennan Lee Mulligan plays (objective and true):
sentimental henchmen
single mothers
the most pathetic person you've ever seen
a CEO (bonus if monologue)
just a little guy that's also a little fucked up actually
insane old men (bonus if wizard)
the one normal guy here
(if I missed any feel free to add them in the tags or whatnot 🕺)
#they all live in my head rent free#he makes me wanna be more fun with dnd!!! they're so goofy !!!!!#I've been going so insane watching nsbu and rewatching a bunch of others#the hyperfixation....it's got a hold of me.... it won't let go !!!! 🕺#nsbu#fhjy#acofaf#tuc2#dimension 20#d20#d20 fantasy high#d20 the unsleeping city#d20 burrow's end#d20 tuc#d20 tuc2#d20 nsbu#never stop blowing up#a court of fey and flowers#the unsleeping city#fantasy high#burrow's end#the seven#d20 the seven#a crown of candy#d20 a crown of candy#d20 acoc#neverafter#d20 neverafter#a starstruck odyssey#d20 a starstruck odyssey
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being fwb with soap for months as idk a medic or something and it's fine like no one knows and if they do, no one seems to care until you got the big guy about to knock your door off its hinges talking about "it's my turn, sweetheart," SIR! THAT IS EXCLUSIVE but please do come in
#ghost said lordt i see what you do for others#now let me take it for myself thanks#omg then after he leaves you with hair in disarray and his spend dripping onto your rug he's telling you to stop seeing soap#how angry would he be if you tell him that no you won't because hes ACTUALLY your friend#and it comes with benefits go be bitter somewhere else#harrumphs but now you're what he stomps towards post every mission#rip your holes
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#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#criminalmindsverse#proceduraledit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#cmverse#cmverseedit#criminal minds evolution#cmevolutionedit#tvedit#filmtvcentral#dailyflicks#ladiesblr#femalecharacters#bitchys#mine#edit#*#internal*#evidence*#p r o o f#i have been struggling for AGES with how i wanted to do a set pairing the lauren arc and the 'play along' scene#and then cme just gifted me this perfect container scene *chef's kiss* i know there's hella nuance that needs to be read into this set#(like the warehouse scene is really just representative of her mindset undercover) but i think you guys Get It#otp: you are who you pretend to be#(feels so ... to use that tag on this set specifically but it's also exactly how i ship them - as emily's coping mechanism - so!!!)#someday i will let go of the lauren arc. someday. (no i won't.)#criminal minds evolution spoilers#(tag issue resolved!! sorry for the duplicate set guys you'll never guess what the issue word was)
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ISAT & Dungeon Meshi swap!
#in stars and time#ISAT#Siffrin#Loop#Dungeon Meshi#Thistle#Mithrun#This is incredibly self indulgent art but I've been doing commissions for other people - I can have this treat.#Two series that have me in a death grip right now and boy did the realization of the parallels between these characters hit hard.#Siffrin and Thistle are the “Forgot what it was all for” duo. The “I'm scared to let it go (it must be let go)” duo.#Loop and Mithrun are [REDACTED] [GO CHECK OUT THESE SERIES SPOILER FREE]#God I have so much to say about the Loop and Mithrun parallels. I won't here because I refuse to spoil people on ISAT.#What I *will* say is that both these characters had a similar curve in my interest in them.#Which is “I was ambivalent until the near end - where they then shot up to become some of my favourite characters ever.”#We love characters with an incredible arc that reframes them so intensely that you the reader will never be the same after.#Anyways! (rotates both these crossovers in my head at a rapid orbit and gazes at them fondly).#This is my sandbox and I get to eat the sand!!!#I've got some MDZS/ISAT swap content coming soon as well. My sand eating knows no limits apparently.
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I do enjoy dressing her entirely in canon outfits/cuts and the occasional top she's borrowed from nami and being like ye canon!sanji sure does own a pair of 3/4 pants with ballerina loafers he sure did wear that before with his whole cishet man ass and we didn't bat a single eye at it
#one piece#trans!sanji#sanji#sanami#zosan#nami#zoro#the two wolves that live in my head are in constant conflict between#'trans!sanji should be butch to live the gnc trans lesbian dream and to maintain the previous wardrobe sensibilities'#and 'canon!sanji is visibly straining against the limitations of male fashion she'd be way more femme than u think once freed from them'#like I feel like I'm not doing sanji as a character justice if I only ever dress her in the butchest possible stuff#but also god it'd be boring to just dress her straight-passing#I think we're going with 'dresses comfy at home and for practicality and goes all out femme when an occasion presents itself'#edit: it's not fucking showing this on my feed why tumblr it's fully sfw why are you like this I can't cut this one up to solve it aaahh#I tried different file format and resizing it and neither one worked smh#update: I cropped like 5 FUCKING PIXELS off the edges and it solved it WHY IS IT LIKE THIS TUMBLR WHY#is nami's hair now tangenting with the border oh boy it sure is but alas tumblr won't let me show you this post otherwise apparently smh
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my art style is too simple for this but just know that when i draw post-ttt hunter, in my mind he has central pink-brown heterochromia. like this, kinda:
#just..... so neat to me#i love the brown but sometimes i miss the pink + it being a visible grimwalker feature so THIS is how i cope#also To Me his eyes also absolutely reflect pink in the dark still#the owl house#hunter toh#toh hunter#my art#?#my sketches#my doodles#hunter#my toh talk#headcanon#nicole talks#there's also the quite popular complete heterochromia headcanons where his right eye is brown and left magenta#but i can't FULLY commit to those cuz ig the logistics of it depends on what fully happened and WHY hunter's eye color changed. magic-wise#and we don't knowwww! and i'm not sure what to go with and it's gonna bother me if my headcanon is not Air-Tight XNSKSJK#and even if it's “he gets flapjack's eyes thus only the right one” it also won't let me sleep at night cuz#there's the fact that we've SEEN flapjack's left eye open! which might've been an animation error but AUYGHGHHH.....#also . 2 different eye colors make color palettes harder LMAO i make them slightly different when i draw him with brown eyes vs pink. so!#but central heterochromia....... oh my mind is SET on this. like it's canon To Me
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Hot Take
Heros of Olympus would be so much better if everybody was single.
#friendship over romantic relationship#i guess percy and annabeth can stay#just because they were already established#man the interpersonal relationships were what i wanted the most#but not like that!#they can start flirting at the post quest party#that would have been fine#but there were so many missed or at least underexplored dynamics#because we had to focus on the couples#piper and hazel are supposed to be besties?#don't tell me show me#more frank and nico!#come on#let them bond over mythomagic#i know nico is kinda too cool for school#but what an opportunity to let him have a little happy time#i could go on#i won't#heros of olympus#hoo#piper mclean#frank zhang#hazel levesque#jason grace#percy jackson#annabeth chase#nico di angelo#leo valdez
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I will just watch this on a loop and call it microdosing serotonin.
#nia long#melissa de sousa#regina hall#sanaa lathan#'come on nini' 🥺#the best man#the best man 1999#the best man holiday#the best man the final chapters#Black actresses#let me go drink some water#and buy some supplements#fuck looking this good in twenty years#i won't even have this much energy in twenty years at this rate
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It was sweet that Astarion was under the belief that no one would figure out he was a vampire before his big reveal. Most of us took one look at him and said "yep, that sure is a vampire right there." Most, however, doesn't include the party members. Some of these characters are supposed to be perceptive and intelligent, and I'm still convinced that if you press your ear against theirs you'd hear elevator music.
Over at Patreon, society6, and redbubble we don't let intellect devourers starve.
#champions and heroes#Baldur's Gate#Baldur's Gate 3#Gale of Waterdeep#Shadowheart#Astarion#Tav#intellect devourer#your secret is safe with me Astarion#mainly because the game won't let me say anything#but I recommend that you bring him to meet the Gur hunter in act 1 before he has his reveal#that nervous energy he brings to the conversation is *chef's kiss*#adding the redbubble link again#because society6 is being a butt and has decided that you only get to have 10 designs going forward#unless you pay for the account#so uh... yeah
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⚔️🦈
#SILVER WAKE UP!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!#abt to be BLUE MUSTACHE CITY over here!!!!! he's a fool. he is never safe from the wrath of one silly silly marker#he's gonna have a mustache and fake glasses and whiskers on his cheeks. and lilia won't tell him when he gets back to diasomnia.#trust#silver like 'phew training today was a lot let me go to sam's shop to get a refresher' then sittin on the stairs. the FOOL#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#floyd leech#i was worried it wouldnt be obvious this was sam's shop at first. i will admit#suntails
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the crazy thing is that malevolent really seems like it's gonna be one of those "there's nothing actually special about this guy, he just has very bad luck." stories but no. there IS something special about that guy. there's a REASON this is happening to him. this story could NOT have happened to anyone else the way it did to him. somehow, for some reason, arthur lester is special. and even more absurdly, this specific version of arthur lester is special. that's insane.
so much of the horror genre is all about how these things could happen to anyone, but malevolent wants you to explicitly know that arthur lester is important. arthur lester is the reason this story is happening. arthur lester is different, in some strange way that even he doesn't fully understand.
and that's what makes him the main character, not just the protagonist.
#when i first started listening to malevolent i really thought it was gonna be like tma. like a guy just going through the horrors#because hes part of a bigger plan#but no.#arthur lester surprised me in such a positive way#this story doesn't just follow him this story is ABOUT him. and he won't let you forget that.#i just. him!!!!#he is my roman empire#he is. the only fiction podcast protagonist i truly care about. sorry not sorry#theres just something so intrinsically different about him#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#malevpod#malevolent meta
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