#it wasn't for appearances
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this is weird and overly personal but blogging about it anyway. i started a silly project at the end of may this year to exercise every single day (with small exceptions for exams etc) until the first sleep token show - idk why i chose that (i do, it was 'do it for vessel') but having a finite goal is so much easier to work towards than 'i will continue this habit for the rest of my life'. long story short i've done it and i'll continue on even though the first show has passed (do it for papa v this time?) but just saw myself in the mirror in the hotel i'm staying at for the next ritual and jdbdhjdbdj i've got some defined muscle i didn't have this time six months ago thank u vessel
#i don't have a huge mirror in my uni house so didn't notice but. yeah. sorry for rambling about this#just a bit thrilled#of all the great things that becoming a fan of some bands has done for me#this is the most surprising#it's not a crazy schedule btw it's just one thing per day no matter how intense#so could range from a full muay thai class to just walking to campus#it's so much easier than saying#'i will complete this specific exercise every single day no excuses'#because 'do it for vessel' has its limits#so. stayed very flexible but consistent#it wasn't for appearances#genuinely happier with that than i ever have been in my memory#(thanks copia)#just for overall health#and i do feel physically great#mentally better too now that i'm prioritising it#sorry again wow cant shut up#yeah im . jdbdjd :')#been quite a day of doing new things#and it just hit me that i've stayed consistent for 6 months#with visible proof that i didn't intend#and genuinely without a shred of doubt it's all because of vessel#i think i must have seen how healthy he's looking nowadays and thought wow <3 wish that were me#now it's beginning to be#bye to the engineering stick muscles jdbdjdhd
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The power of magic baby :B
I'm enjoying doing the very loose sketchy linearts. It really helps with not falling into perfectionism buuuuuut it actually creeps back up with deciding to color XD It's unending battle.
But sometimes you need to lose it...
#mary jane watson#mj parker#peter b parker#mayday parker#miguel o'hara#spiderman#spiderman 2099#spiderverse#atsv#with a guest appearance of#spider with a top hat (blast)!#also please appreciate my consistency!#on addendum to previous comic I said that from now on miguel is uncle kitty#he likes it (yes) or not (officially)#and no#that totally wasn't like 20% of why this comic happened ;P
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Hmmm just gonna spit this headcanon out in text post form since A. I don't think I could exposit it well enough in image form and B. It's not actually textually/thematically substantiated and I don't like actually staking my stuff on just vibes alone*
But anyway. I'd say it's pretty evident that all the islanders forgot their names, right? King obviously. Because why the hell else would he do that, but also Siffrin No Middle Names No Last Name.
They're 'pretty sure' they've 'always' been 'Just Siffrin' 'as long as they can remember'. It's a pretty cruel twist of the knife to say that they don't even get to keep their birth name as a memento, which is why I'm saying as such.
My utterly unsubstantiated claim is I think it'd be cute to say that Sisyphus *is* the name Siffrin initially picked, assuming the myth of King Sisyphus is recontextualised as idk, just a play or something in the setting. But I like the idea of Siffrin going 'oh shit 🫵 he's just like me fr' at a tortured fictional character long before the irony kicks in.
As for how Sisyphus -> Siffrin. I think that chronic mumbler and emotional doormat Sif just did not correct people who misheard the name during their time travelling, and went through enough places with incompatible phonologies (pronounceable sounds in the language) without ever really writing it down that it just got kinda. Changed until it was unrecognisable, and Siffrin just went with it until the earlier pronunciations slipped out of their swiss-cheese brain. And they just kinda don't remember any of that.
Also, something something the horrid realisation that Siffrin also named themselves after a King. Just not as blatantly.
*(though I think there's something here about Siffrin, a guy from a belief system that seems to thoroughly disincentivise autonomy and self-motivated choice continuously having their hand forced to make changes/choices they don't want but have no choice but to... It's not solid enough to really back this up tbh, but it informs it.)
Anyway.
#theres also something one of my french-speaker friends said about siffrin's official pronounciation being the feminine way to pronounce -in?#which i dont know enough about to really corroborate and theyre busyyyy and havent started the game yet so i cant really ask#im sure someone else has already voiced this easy-to-come-up-with headcanon anyway but just in case nobody has i decided to post it#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat loop#i also personally picture sif (and loop especially) being more hostile to the concept of changing themselves after The Encounter#both of them being big grudge-holders and that 'want' to control your own destiny being clearly against how they interpret the universe#as for whether they should be so hostile? probably not! but they appear to be anxious in fear of some kind of divine retribution should#they like. ever even dare to Want. and uh. well. that certainly went well for Loop. not sure they'd be gung-ho to do it again#so Loop being able to go 'oh well it wasn't my REAL name' as a salve for having to make a new identity AGAIN....#while sif is explicitly clinging to it as an anchor for Who They Are If Nothing Else.. they can upset each other and also mirabelle i think#lucabytetalks
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some of the tags on my edit are making me think:
do you think random sinners who watched everything in stayed gone and never met alastor in person have like fan interpretations of how he looks like based on this one shitty drawing and his voice.
some draw him with a full body of fur. some draw him with a nose, some draw him without a nose. they come up with their own colour palettes too and they all look very different. there are some popular, agreed on interpretations of him too that are commonly drawn
some have interpreted the monocle to be a goofy mismatched eye so there are a lot of people who draw him like that too with one big eye and one small eye
vox has seen all of them and lost his mind about them because they're so WRONG AND INACCURATE (okay maybe he laughed at some of them, but how the hell is he going to enjoy sexy alastor art if they all draw him wrongly? and val doesn't care enough to draw him often) and he wonders if he should have just used the actual picture he had of him for his news broadcast instead so he wouldn't have to be subjected to these horrendously inaccurate interpretations of him. this is why he sent a proper reference when he commissioned luci--
#osrs.txt#there is something I wanted to say here about turning a voice with no clear appearance into a sexyman like cecil from wtnv#btw are we sure viv wasn't at least a bit inspired by cecil when she made alastor#you know the og canon queer radio host sexyman. with the fanon tentacle motif?#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor#alastor hazbin#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#hazbin hotel vox#vox#vox hazbin#vox hazbin hotel#radiostatic#staticradio#onewaybroadcast#sorry#lucifer's commissions saga#yeah sure#for the last part
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OIKAWA WITH GLASSES ON 👓
ハイキュー!! S3
#post wasn't appearing in the tags so i kept deleting it :“)#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#oikawa tooru#tooru oikawa#anime#animeedit#usermica#userdabiluna#usertorichi#userartless#useradrienne#useraki#fyanimegifs#dailyanimatedgifs#fyanimanga#animamgahive#anisource#animangaboys#kilruas
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you want a new kind of guy, fine, i raise you: the lady i was briefly roommates with in college who once smoked a blunt at a party and then spent an hour confessing earnestly to me that she genuinely preferred reading detailed episode recaps over actually watching the tv show in question
#she sounded so remorseful & i just stood staring like an anthropologist watching their phd thesis spontaneously manifest before their eyes#apparently she would watch the pilot episode to get a feel for the characters#and then just read a bunch of recaps & episode reviews instead of watching future episodes. what fresh steaming hell#this conversation took place like a year and a half after we were roommates btw. i had seen her maybe twice in that time period#i thought she was a standard frat girl but then 18 months later she appears in the wild grass to reveal unhinged character background to me#and i'm just standing there nodding feeling like i missed a weird opportunity i did not want or ask for#honestly thought i was the weirdest person in that apartment situation but now i'm wondering what our other 2 roommates were hiding#not my strangest college experience at ALL but like. definitely top 20#this wasn't the same person as Aquarium Girl btw but oddly enough they were roommates actually#(not at the same time that Recaps Lady and i were roommates but at different intervals idk)#anyway i probably should have interviewed at more than one apartment before taking over a sublease but summer sess is a weird time u know#oh and this happened in Hong Kong btw
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Absolutely sending me that vasco sleeps butt fucking naked with his weird little Victorian doll boyfriend
Different strokes for different folks.
Vasco finds sleepwear kind of unnecessary and restricting. He doesn't insist on sleeping nude and can go to bed decently dressed if the situation calls for it, but if it's up to him and he's comfortable and in trusted company, he prefers wearing very little.
Machete gets cold easily and has weird body image issues, not being properly covered tends to distress him. Plus he has a thing for high guality garments and wants to look pretty or at least passably presentable even in bed.
#Vasco grew up smothered in luxury so even though he enjoys dressing flashy and taking care of his appearances#he still ends up prioritizing comfort and convenience especially in private#the thought of somehow falling from his high lifestyle scarcely crosses his mind#Machete grew up in ascetic surroundings and wasn't allowed to have nice things until he began earning his own money as an adult#when he eventually started being able to afford silk (the softest fanciest material around but outrageously expensive)#there was no turning back he wants to wear that 24/7#Machete thinks Vasco is hot (easy on the eyes) and hot (warm to the touch) so he may sleep butt fucking naked in his bed all he wants#and Vasco thinks Machete looks cute in his silly frilly nightgowns and he knows he wears them to feel better about himself so why not#everybody wins#answered#anonymous#Vaschete lore
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Dude can we see more of Jed’s reaction to Brokeback Mountain? Pretty please?
Taking this a bit more literally and drawing his reactions to watching the movie is so in character for me.
Continuation from this post
Famous last words
Jed 28 minutes in the movie
Totally not my reactions while watching it, definitely not...
He goes through the 5 stages of grief and then some
Alone with his thoughts
Oh no indeed
He's in denial
#did anyone else cry when they watched brokeback mountain? just me?#sorry this took long. I drew a lot of things and more drawings -> more time needed#ask#answered#not anon#brokeback mountain#night at the museum#natm#natm octavius#Octavius#gaius octavius#natm jedediah#jedediah#jedediah smith#jedediah and octavius#jedtavius#fanart#art#traditional art#I reached the photo limit on the app (it's only 10 photos. on the browser is like 30 or more)#long post#sorry#honestly when I was watching the movie I wasn't expecting them to do the say gex until later. I got jumpscared#also I was almost yelling at the tv 'not right outside your house! your wife will see!' and when she appeared I started laughing#it was almost comical#then for the rest of the movie she really went 'being delulu is the solulu' and ran with it#Anyway this isn't about me#comic
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MAYA BISHOP IN EVERY EPISODE OF STATION 19 SEVEN SEASONS (2018-2024) 104/105 EPISODES
#station 19#station19edit#maya bishop#mine#this started as a 100 episodes of maya bishop gif set#and then i painfully remembered while doing it that she wasn't in 4x13 at all#kinda crazy that's the only episode she didn't appear in#but glad i was able to turn it into this since it was only 5 more episodes after 100 anyways#best character arc/journey/growth on the show hands down#so grateful to danielle for everything she added to maya as a character#i miss her so much already ❤️
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patrick stump appreciation post: feat. pete – 13/∞
#i hate (love) the way the looks directly into the camera (my eyes)#i am BLUSHING that felt too personal#patrick stump#fall out boy#patrick stump appreciation post#my gifs#used ariel rounded because the banter + the way i positioned the captions gave buzzfeed unsolved vibes lol#// i've had this in my drafts since april because i wasn't happy with how they came out#so i recently went back to remake them and you know what? you get the originals. i'm not doing that again lol#anyways my last appreciation post was in september and i haven't stopped appreciating (adoring) him i've just stop gifing it appears#as i've said 47290 times: i've had videos lined up to gif for months now. just no motivation.#i'll get back at it eventually
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I have never seen this man in my life.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangyao#jin guangshan#xue yang#nie mingjue#Surprise guest appearance from Xue Yang! It feels so nostalgic to draw him.#I love how chipper he is here. Genuinely being such a bro to JGY and celebrating his achievement.#After all his trials and tribulations - Our Little Yao Yao has acquired the recognition he wanted.#I sure hope no further twists happen with his political career and/or marriage!#NMJ *does* strike me as a 'babe' guy. I don't know what it is about him.#He has one term of endearment. Unlike LXC who has a terrifying arsenal. You'll never hear the same one twice.#Xue yang's terms of endearment are 'murdering that guy for you'. And slapping your ass affectionately and platonically.#God damn it I miss Xue Yang. This wasn't supposed to happen
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Dr. Ratio is a wild character to me because he's supposed to be the holier than thou smart guy, and he is, but he's also... not? He wants people to worship knowledge and not the person who possesses it, which is a really refreshing take on his character archetype. Screwllum is right when he says he's more of a medical doctor than a professor because he sees ignorance as something that can be cured and he's determined to do it, that's why he follows the Hunt because he's always seeking answers.
He also really looked at the Trailblazer and went "I can fix them" which is just... iconic of him to immediately prove that despite everything he believes he's stupid as fuck too
#yuri honkai star rails#dr ratio#he's neat i really like him and i wasn't expecting too#curious to see whats up w him and adventurine since stelle appears to have become his sugar baby atm#and i don't think ratio is going to be impressed by that at all#he's trying to fix her and while i don't know much about adventurine he seems firmly in the#“i can make her worse” catagory
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SVSSS is a novel with a fandom.
[ID: A Scum Villain edit of the "missing the point" meme. A bullet arcs from velinxi art of child Shen Jiu kneeling while furiously glaring. The bullet says, "People are not entirely one thing or the other and holding them to these extremes ignores the complexities that come with their humanity." It arcs over the head of a person across from it, who ignores the bullet and exclaims: "Wow!! Shen Jiu's only crime was being mean and was wrongly hated!" End ID]
#i have so many thoughts about him but he is SO mischaracterized in a lot of fics#like just 'he would not fucking say that' on repeat#because shen jiu's entire thing is that he was CANONICALLY a terrible person#yes his backstory was sad but that doesn't make him Suddenly Good#shen qingqiu is an incredibly complex character but can y'all not pretend that his only flaw is being mean#like shen jiu failed original luo binghe in every way#as his caretaker as an adult in his life on EVERY level#'the tea had healing medicine in it!!' no it did not#shen jiu poured boiling hot tea on a child as a grown man because he was jealous. of said child.#like the entire POINT of his secret backstory was to showcase his complexity!!#and to see so much fandom stuff that's just Shen Yuan in the Opposite Direction is Hm#like he's fun to analyze but let's not pretend that he wasn't a terrible fucking person#while I'm ranting shen jiu would not casually talk about his trauma either#shen jiu's entire thing WAS appearances and even post character arc i think he'd struggle to open up to others#so like NOOOO he would not just tell someone something terrible that happened to him in his past#he'd rather die#okay rant over but this phenomenon is just SO frustrating to me#svsss#shen jiu#scum villian's self saving system#original shen qingqiu
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I sat in on an organizing meeting that spent some time just processing election feelings and I noticed that nearly everyone spoke of a desire to provide support, but no one spoke of looking for support, despite many of them looking like they were in serious need of it
of course it's admirable to offer help, and it wasn't necessarily the time or place to permit oneself a breakdown, but there was a lot of talk about "holding space" for this or that and I thought: if everyone puts a brave face on things and no one asks for help, are we holding space for anyone to do otherwise? is there permission to ask for what you need and offer nothing in return?
it was a lesson to me about several things -- how good it is to see everyone thinking of others at a time like this, and how easily they could overexert themselves out of an earnest desire to be doing
#in case you're wondering: no i didn't ask for help either#but neither did i offer any#it appears i was such a wreck that i sparked a conversation about vulnerability and not pretending you're okay#wasn't my intention i just don't mask very well
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honey we have guests, bring out the fine china
#i'm curious if you can tell what the groups of spirits are#I wasn't going to draw the second version at first#but then my cat came to watch my screen#and i started playing with her by drawing random lines#and so the first mold spirit under the archway appeared#my art
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Here's the final product! Watch it on yt if u want
I tried my best to capture the essence of those early 2010's lps music videos, from the visible hands puppeteering the dolls' movements to the video editing. Hope i did okay ^_^
#repost bc it wasn't appearing in the dash for some odd reason#logan whitehurst and the junior science club#littlest pet shop#film#music video#filmography#videography#toys#moon#polymersart
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