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The part that gets me is how BROKEN he looks.
The guilt punched him in the face like a 20 pound brick
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Last Unicorn quote stuck out to me so I gave it to Spider-Fox
(the only person willing to be your friend and he didn't show up until long after you already lost all trust in other people)
#i won't post about the movie yet but i WILL post more sonic prime heyooo!! there's no escape!!#sonic prime#sth#nine the fox#miles nine prower#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#tails the fox#my art#baby fox do do do do do do#poor sonic though: imagine raising a kid like family only to see how the kid would turn out if you were never in his life and its BAD#the guilt that would crush him for not being there for him (even though it wasn't his fault) so he tries to make it up to the kid#by doubling down on affection and praise and trying to let the kid know he's worthy of love#but ultimately he's NOT the same kid; you missed your chance a long time ago and now all you can do is watch as your baby brother#fades into a shadow of pain paranoia and loneliness and everyone keeps saying that the only thing left to do is give up on him entirely#but you CAN'T DO THAT you'd rather die than give up on this kid#but it keeps biting you in the ass because he's NOT YOUR BROTHER and he's hellbent on isolating himself at any cost— even from you#I'M NORMAL ABOUT NINE I SWEAR
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actually more on my buck loves gushing with ravi rather than just to ravi agenda. he's like so relieved not only to have someone who understands but someone who won't accuse him of being in love with eddie if he speaks about him a little too long. ravi never even accused him of that in the first place before he got the whole eddie thing which means it's so totally normal to be so !!!! about eddie and that was never a question to ravi so buck is just enjoying his carefree isn't eddie great time. meanwhile ravi is like i'm not in love with eddie but i'm not not in love with him and the only reason probably is that i don't have a chance when buck's here. and he thinks buck is just really enjoying having someone to vent to about being in love with eddie which is so completely the opposite of what buck thinks is going on. and one day ravi is like desperate for a new story he hasn't heard about eddie before and it doesn't even have to be heroic it could be like that he went out to get orange juice for breakfast because buck really wanted it so he goes buck hey buck when did you realise you were in love with eddie like is there a story behind it. and he's soooo excited to share this with buck who is like actually a really good friend now he thinks and oh. buck just threw up everywhere. huh. weird.
#sami rambles#anyway this leads to ravi taking buck home which is of course eddie's house still but it's late and eddie's asleep and so ravi drops him#on the couch and goes and grabs him a water and comes back to find buck crying quietly and he sits down next to him like you want to talk#about it? and buck goes i dont think i know how. and ravi says you've never had a problem before. and buck says but it wasn't.#before it wasn't this. or i didn't know it was this. i don't know how to do this ravi i don't know. i had an answer. i had an answer as soo#as you asked. and he's really crying then and then eddie comes out all sleepy and takes one look at teary eyed buck and scowls at ravi#what did you do to him? and ravi's like noooo it wasn't me eddieeeee pleaseeeeee it's not my fault forgive meeee#meanwhile buck is possibly dying because eddie is crouched in front of him with his big hands on buck's knees and it's all he can do not#to cry like 10x harder. maybe throw up from sheer want.#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#ravi panikkar#buddieravi#buddie#buck x eddie#buddie ravi#buddie ficlet
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tfone au where OP is created as the last of the primes but way after them, a sparkling born at what were thought to be the last days of the war against the quintessons, the beginning of a new generation of peace after eons of war. a child meant to be loved and raised knowing nothing of war nor sacrifice.
he's kept mostly out of the spotlight by his siblings, who don't wish to expose him to everyone's optics so young, and want to wait until the war is done and over to properly introduce him to their people.
except of course the primes are betrayed and murdered by sentinel, the war is lost and everyone who knows and cared for the truth is either banished or outright killed in order to suppress it.
and the high guard, the ones the primes trusted the most, the ones that were supposed to protect them, the ones who failed in their most important duty, have to make a choice. to take the last prime, their last hope, with them to the surface, a hostile environment where there's little to no supplies and where they'll be hunted down by both sentinel and the quintessons as the biggest threat to their regimen.
or hide him in plain sight. place him where sentinel won't think to look for him. one more sparkling among many. and hope it will be enough to keep him alive. pray to primus that he'll protect his last child long enough for them to come back for him when it's safer (even if most of them have already lost their faith on him when he allowed the rest of his children to be massacred like that)
they almost lose their resolve when they realize they will have to take the little one's cog away in order to make him blend in with the rest of the newborns (and oh do they burn with murderous intent when they see what sentinel has done to their people but it's not the time yet-) but in the end they decide an impaired little prime is better than a dead one.
and so in the chaos of thirteen dead primes and a sudden energon crisis, a little sparkling who very few mechs really knew about and even fewer had seen completely vanishes. and in the depths of iacon a mech in charge of a new batch of newborns scratches their helm in confusion as they realize they must have miscounted the first time.
optimus prime is quietly erased from any official records by sentinel, written off as dead when they find a sparkling's frame mangled beyond recognition after an attack on the base of those rebels that insist on being a thorn on his side. killing the sparkling hadn't been precisely in his plans, he probably could've found some use for it after all, but he's not particularly upset about it either.
and orion pax grows up with an ache on his spark that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog and dreams of gentle and loving hands, cradling him against the frames of mechs he cannot recall the faces of.
#i talk a lot <3#transformers#transformers one#optimus prime#orion pax#baby prime orion au#this is mostly an excuse for me to draw the primes and baby OP later on. just to be clear.#i WILL be drawing this at some point lmao#tbh i'm a little uncertain how i want things to progress#because on one hand it would be very tasty and tense if sentinel recognized optimus during the race#but that means a lot of changes very early on in the plot and i would have to do a lot of Thinking on how to justify getting the gang#to still pick up bee and elita. cause i love them <3#i do think it'd be very funny if the high guard's plan worked like a charm except for the very tiny fact that they didn't count#on orion being an absolute hellion. like. this kid is Not Going Unnoticed and it's completely his own fault lmao#in this version maybe a member of the high guard stayed behind to keep an eye on orion and is able to get them out before they're killed#but instead of taking them to where the primes fell they take them directly to the high guard#which is very awkward because it's a very moving and emotional moment for the high guard who are finally reunited with their little prime#all grown up and healthy and blessedly *alive*. except orion doesn't fucking remember any of them and is very confused as to why#the legendary warriors of cybertron are getting all weepy over him. they finally explain the truth to him which is a Fucking Bomb#to drop on anyone but especially a group of kids who almost got killed by the person they all thought the world of just hours ago#they also return orion's t-cog to him which would create some tension between him and the rest of the gang because this time#he's the only one getting his cog back. add to it that they were just told he's the equivalent of a demi-god and... well.#there's a gap between him and them that wasn't there before#on the other version of events that follows canon more closely everything goes the same up until the gang finds the primes in the cave#and wake up alpha trion who now not only has to deal with the fact the rest of his siblings are dead but that he missed fifty cycles#of his baby brother's life. that the only sibling he has left does not remember him or his true identity at all.#he has to choose between telling him the truth which has the risk of unbalancing him in a critical moment where he cannot afford to#be distracted because they're being hunted down. or let him remain unaware. let him forget their family and the love they had for him#but letting him remain free of the knowledge of what he lost and the heartbreak it would bring.
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Impmon, as he appears in Aurora~
Described by others as a weird-looking mix of a cat, bat and rodent, he rarely appears in this form after first evolving, and is most known to others as his Adult form, Caedemon. In the dark, he is often mistaken for a kind of ugly-looking cat by people.
His main evolution line is Impmon -> Caedemon -> Varjamon -> Beelzemon/BM. He also has alternate evolutions, much like Tailmon and Dorumon do.
Impmon first found himself in the human world without any memories and knowledge of who he is, and a scarred body he didn't recognize. Like with Tailmon, he eventually gained back his lost memories, though in his case it was triggered by first evolution.
His real identity, however, also brought with it his actual personality - haughty, distant, self-centered, quiet, and observant. Though his usually very calm and serious demeanor hid a much more beastly and terrifying side underneath.
Uncertain of his place in the new reality, haunted by guilt from a time long gone, Caedemon also had no desire to deal with him being bound to a Tamer, refusing to assume the role of a guardian to a human child.
That, unfortunately, initially created a very strained relationship between him and his Tamer, as she also refused to deal with his shitty personality, and the two of them being too preoccupied with their personal issues.
#him ending up bound to a human was a freak accident#not to mention the whole issue with him being the reason his Tamer's mother died LOL#It wasn't his fault at all for once nor was he even aware of it#but BOY does it add to the issues once that whole government experiment gone wrong thing is revealed#for someone SO fucking OLD he has the emotional maturity of a brick wall at times though#at least at first#he also has zero tolerance levels for any bullshit as his probably main personality trait lmao#if you want the general vibes of his after he evolves past Impmon into any next forms#think of Resident Evil bosses lol#Digimon: project Aurora#Digimon#Impmon#Beelzemon#beelzebumon#demon#monster#my art#my doodles
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them...............................
#lil animation practice#might clean this up later. if i feel like it#lizard draws stuff#in stars and time#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#out of all the friendquests bonnie's is definitely my favorite#i like their relationship just in general#feral child and their totally mentally stable adult my beloveds#and also how they stopped talking or even making eye contact with siffrin after he lost his eye???#because they couldn't bear to look at him#because they felt so guilty even though it wasn't their fault???#how they both thought the other one must hate them???#<- .... I Think. that's my interpretation at least#ourghhhhh.............#thanks for coming to my ted talk btw. you're free to go now
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Are there things that you've suggested to Joe that's he's like 'ehhh I can't go that far.'
There are a few things...I think this happens with a lot of athletes, it's like, 'are you winning? are you losing?' It really kind of then dictates what you're wearing. You know, one time I brought over a fur coat, and he was like, 'not right now. Not right now.'
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#loved this whole interview tbh#kyle's background is very interesting. i had no idea he came from the nfl network styling team and then kind of#transitioned from there helping athletes (joe being one of the first guys to work with him)#also love that he immediately was like 'i didn't style joe last night' aka not MY fault hahahaha#and then the fact that he wanted joe to wear a fur coat lmao. i would have loved to see that tbh!!#but joe being like...read the room we are losing i cannot wear a fur coat#which honestly when you think about it explains a lot of his lower key looks last year#they were losing and he wasn't feeling like going all out!#(perhaps we can all stop vilifying kyle over this now? and other things....but that's just my opinion!)#joe burrow#kyle smith
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Thinking about the word kinslayer at the aftermath of Alqualonde and how it might mess up any immortal living in the Undying Lands but maybe not someone who has been carrying the guilt of being the cause of his mother's weariness and subsequent death his whole life
#obviously it wasn't his fault but if his family worried he was going to kill himself after finwe's death (also not his fault) imagine how#much self-resentment he was carrying all the years he grew up without a mother#feanor#silmarillion#tolkien#meta#alqualonde#either feanor already saw himself as a kinslayer before or he did not consider teleri close enough kin (like mom) to truly be a kinslaying#srry for rambling i have two moods when it comes to feanor 'ugh this bitch' or 'my poor meow meow🥺'#feanor just feels like a character who hates himself very much he constantly sabotages himself and sometimes he's even aware of it
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God, if you told me a month ago I would be knee-deep in a Grantaire and subsequently Grantaire/Enjolras and subsequently Enjolras obsession.....
#this is the fault of mr. grantaire in the production i saw#kyle adams#he was so good#like grantaire and gavroche killed me#drink with me 'could it be your death means nothing at all? is your life just one more life?' killed me#god the way grantaire like helplessly went from person to person after gavroche's death. until he ended up at enjolras's side#god the way enjolras cupped his cheek in a moment of comfort. of tenderness. of dare i say love#only for enjolras to turn to the barricade#for his first love will always be the cause#but after all wasn't enjolras's devotion to the cause why grantiare fell in love with him to begin with?#god but the way grantaire reached after him for a moment after enjolras turned towards the barricade?#ugggghh#anyway#between this and my rekindled obsession with phantom i am truly going back to my roots#shoutout ramin karimloo gina beck and simon bailey you will always be famous#shoutout mr. grantaire kyle adams#and shoutout mx. riotstar on ao3 for beautiful & good aka the best enjolras/grantaire fic of all time#if anyone has any grantaire/enjolras fic recs PLEASE#rip jordan donica javert though#so eternally jealous of people that got to see that live#get👏him👏in👏a tour👏so i can see him#les mis#musicals
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Shishiba pausing midfight to watch Shin getting bonked in the head, in a fight against two, no, three of Slur's power packer members, just to simp over how great osaragi is and how much he misses her right now is just... *swoons*
Shishiba is suddenly religious now. he has converted to [Osaragi] and religiously follows all its rituals and superstitions, as you see.
Where are you right now? your superstitious gremlin of a workwife is hiding in the bathroom because she saw a ghost.
and yet, these two having some sort of soulmate or smth connection that he thinks about her and she answers his call and even gets over her fear of ghosts to come save him??? like???
look at her crawl crawl after ripping a man to chunks. lmao what a gremlin.
she doesn't, more like never, wears any kind of expression on her face and this is probsbaly the most we get to see her despair
goth chainsaw wife x punk hammer husband okay nothing can be better

#sakamoto days#shishiba#what's his first name anyway?#osaragi#shishiosa#skdy manga spoilers#i am sold with that last panel#sincerely wish the fight wasn't wrapped up as abruptly#but okay#at least they both got out alive and well#when a man meets a woman and loves her with all her faults#etc. etc. etc.#shishiba watch out for the foreshadowing you gotta listen to your mentor sometimes
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Idea!
Whomst???
So, let's take canon Danny Phantom. We can even take the AGIT, that would only make him canonically 16-17is for this scenario. (Btw, poor Val. I'm seriously so sorry for her)
Danny is flying around the Infinite Realms to familiarise himself with it better. Look, if he decided to be the Bridge, he has to learn more about the Ghost side of his life. Their customs, quirks, limits, world... from someone who isn't a Fruitloop or his parents. He is still ashamed that it took meeting Dairy King to finally realise that not all Ghosts are evil.
He got to a section of many, many, MANY, natural portals that led into completely different universes. Most of them even had Heroes!!!! He was so exited!
He visited many in the next few months. Made friends, confused the heck out of locals. Made some enemies, cause that's just his life.
Spiderman was cool! Iron Man was so fun to prank, the guy was a billionaire and hilarious.
Even if he never was able to speak with the vast majority, those Japanese Heroes with cool superpowers were awesome. He was kinda glad his world was normal-is tho. Call him judgmental, but come on, look him in the eyes and tell him that you wouldn't be weirded out by some of the mutations.
And now, he spotted his new target. From what he gathered, they were an urban legend of the gloomy as heck city. Robins,... bats? or something. Time to make friends!
And close the leakage of the Raw, unfiltered ectoplasm into here. He had only been around one for an hour and he saw how problematic it was.
Aka
Danny is a gremlin in canon. He found cool portals. He will make it other's problem.
Yes, he keeps his identity hidden. No, he doesn't stay invisible all the time. Only initially to get some info. After that? You'd spot him openly bothering the superheroes. And rogues. Can't let them be left out.
What are they gonna do? Kill him? They can't even touch him most of the time.
#dc x dp#dpxdc#dp x dc#dcxdp#Danny isn't at all concerned about being seen#he's not from here#there are no weapons or laws against him#he's vibing#the locals are collectively getting grey hairs#especially the older and/or rich ones#look#the guy can turn invisible#can spy on you and you won't know#that's dangerous!#How do you not see that Flash?!?!#No! you are not buddies! get back you traitor!#P.s: Danny won't try to find their civilian lives. he has some respect#Iron man's identity literally wasn't a secret when Spiderman reffered to him by his actual name all the time#not his fault#dc x dp prompt 4
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I'm glad that Eddie and Chris are finally taking the first step to reconnect.
But I just hope they can finally address the ele-Kim in the room. Y'know, since that was the catalyst of their whole separation in the first place.
#911#911 abc#911 on abc#911 show#911 season 8#911 s8#911 s8b#911 s8 spoilers#911 spoilers#eddie díaz#christopher diaz#911 eddie#911 christopher#diaz family#diaz boys#buckley diaz family#I'm glad that they finally hugged#it's been too long#but that's not the only thing Eddie has to apologize for#we all know that the Kim thing wasn't his fault#but he still needs to explain his actions to chris and work through his feelings on shannon#I feel like that's the only way he can actually embrace his gay era#he just needs to address the Kim/shannon issue and then everything will be good#and of course there's his parents to worry about but we'll get there#don't know how long this arc is gonna be but hopefully it's done justice#then gay!Eddie will come#the diaz boys will return to LA and the buckley-diaz clan will be reunited#and then buddie
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doomed yaoi for pride sponth
#forcing partner to rewatch all da movies with me again :3#Final destination#alex browning#Tod Wagner#I misremembered the movie being lamer and more dated then it was it's still very goatee#I very like that tod wasn't like pissed a Alex for something that WASNT his fault they were cool!!!! They could've been friends..yaoiful#Final destination fanart#Don't get me wrong I like clear alot just yk..look at em..LOOK LOOK I SAY!
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Friend, discussing the IWTV finale: I don't understand why Louis would just leave those tiny rocks in his feet this whole time Me: You have to remember, Louis is Very Catholic
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#louis de pointe du lac#armand de romanus#theatre des vampires#amc iwtv#spoilers#finale spoilers#don't @ me on this I went to Catholic school and all that#doing extreme penance for something that wasn't really his fault is SO on brand honestly#this is also why he attempts to murder Lestat since he can't get a divorce
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hey what if I fuckin cried
#blitzø getting a little too relatable; blaming himself for a parent's death even if it wasn't entirely his fault#the fact that I've had nightmares like this with my mom before just makes it all the worse/hj#I mean I never really knew her so they weren't as clear as this scene but still#gahhdamn#also the fire starting fROM HIS HAND oml-#and the “Mom please I'm sorry!!” hit like a damn TRUCK to me#I miss my mom too Blitzø let's be trauma brothers#kk enough tag rambling lmao#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva#helluva spoilers#hb#hb spoilers#blitzø buckzo#blitzø#tilla#tilla buckzo#blitzø helluva boss#tilla helluva boss#bty3 talks
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there is a difference between being born to a throne, maliciously vying for a throne, stealing a throne, and having a throne thrust upon you when you are already in the midst of an identity crisis. And I fear Loki's place in the line of succession has people unable to differentiate between any of these
#you can't really argue he planned the extent of Thor's downfall#that was all Odin#Loki didn't force Thor to invade Jotunheim he isn't even the one who gave Thor the idea -- Thor did that all on his own!#that he was doing waswasa @ thor didn't help but wasn't really crime worthy on its own#Thor himself took time convincing the other warriors to be okay with the trip despite the treason and danger involved#like. what. Thor can't differentiate good advice from bad and is emotionally volatile and reckless and that's Loki's fault?#THOR was the one who got them past Heimdall too#the entire ordeal inadvertently showed off the favouritism Thor was receiving in comparison to Loki#even though Loki was the one supposedly so easily influencing Thor to such an extent#call Thor a puppet the way he--wait. no. that sounds weird. uhhhhh#you get the point#people will claim Loki was all up in there rearranging Thor's mental processes to cause his downfall#when really it was Loki doing the bare minimum instigation and watching things only devolve from there#because Thor WAS reckless and immature ?? and he WAS quick to anger and enjoyed exerting his power with violence ??#Loki didn't STEAL THE THRONE FROM THOR he literally just is implied to undermine the coronation#that's not even confirmed but we assume it's true that he let the frost giants in near the casket etc.#Loki has his own actual crimes that he did against Thor and hugging his bro's arm and saying 'you're soooooo strong and correct' was not on#even if you manage to argue Loki was cheering Thor on for the invasion (he wasn't) it was clearly to dob Thor in with Odin#which he did when he had some guard inform Odin#that Odin's chosen punishment was for Thor's disobedience aside stop blaming Loki for the damage ODIN inflicted on him#focus on Loki making up lies to Thor about how Odin died instead like at least Loki DID SOMETHING for that#you can even ascribe as evil a motive as you want there bc Loki was slipping fr#twirling his hair and telling Thor he's smarter about the realm's safety than the king was on the normal scale#you want to talk morals go look at how eager Thor was to invade mass destroy and massacre in the other realm#and expected Odin to 'finish them off! together!' bc he was power high on whatever bloodlust pheromones battle apparently imitates for him#sigh. this is why you can't have nice things Thor. no Loki you're barely any better. sit down. have a cookie.
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