#it was so uncomfortable to watch tbh
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Serendipity should be required viewing material before anyone tries to analyze Homestuck; not only is John Cusack a universal constant, but the themes and vibes of Serendipity are so fundamentally woven into Homestuck's DNA that several of Serendipity's thesises and conversations could be lifted directly from one to the other.
In particular, the way Serendipity utilizes coincidence and circumstantially simultaneous events in order to suggest - nay, decree - that the two leads belong together, is highly reminiscent of the way Hussie uses foreshadowing, and not just for romantic couples. It's also a major window into the ultimate stance Homestuck takes with regard to romance, fate, and destiny, and also more specifically, a really good look at Karkat's own personal philosophies of romance. There's a running theme in his movies of meeting someone that perfectly matches your freak, someone you don't ever need to compromise yourself around, who brings out the best in you.
Also, some of yall need to watch a shitty romcom every once in a while and develop some emotions
#I'm genuinely not joking#if you want to understand Karkat and Homestuck better you need to watch Serendipity#at the very least so you can understand what the comic means by soul mates#i mean it's literally NAMEDROPPED during the troll romance section as the ultimate expression of finding your soul mates in every quad#people literally will be like 'i like karkat' and not watch serendipity smh#anyway the karkat movie list is serendipity • hitch • 50 first dates#he calls serendipity and hitch specifically 'pure magic' and yes. yeah.#i know we all love to clown on karkat's love of embarrassing romcoms and we're right to do so it's hilarious#but hussie also unironically calls it the best character trait he gave karkat and hes soooo correct about that#and you can tell from the way serendipity and even 50 first dates are described that those are kind of hussies genuine feelings toward them#hes right 50 first dates DOESN'T make you want to punch adam sandler#despite the occassional uncomfortable lowbrow comedy segment everything about the romance is played so straight and so genuine#maybe this shitty adam sandler romcom made me cry maybe im man enough to admit it#and idrk how else to describe serendipity besides 'pure magic'#tbh just watch it for yourself#homestuck is like 30% serendipity by volume
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Okay, but hear me out, what if Batman V. Superman was Superman annoying The Bat into friendship.
#sleep? what's sleep#crack fic idea#batman v superman#been watching the live action films.#not a huge fan tbh#but I watched lego batman to make up for it#Like first of all Clark is supposed to be Jewish. Fight me on that#the christian vibes in these movies are so uncomfortable#Second of all when I sit down for a superhero movie I expect nice people saving cats#and maybe brooding a little#if it's batman#superman#Batman#lets admit it#it'd totally be suberbat#superbat
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#jekyll and hyde#jekyll and hyde the musical#i saw this and immediately thought of this and it was too funny not to post lmao#Musicals#funny#comedy#Currently watching cuz i never have b4 ? And im auditioning for it in the next few days so why not you know?#Also just auditioned to be in cabaret as emcee and holy shitttt#Dream Role right there#For Jekyll and Hyde dream role is def Jekyll but it seems like too much work so id probs just audition to be an ensemble member#Also being nonbinary and auditioning for shit is hard#Cuz im not going back into the closet just to play a role you know#Or any other gender that isnt mine cuz tbh even playing male or female roles makes me uncomfortable#Its gotta be nonbinary or like no gendered roles#But also looking thru auditions and seeing only male and female roles is disheartening ://#Might just go into acting school if i cant get anything#Also just being in residence in my own space and like around like minded people would be wonderful#Ive been lonely tbh and would love to perform with people and be with other actors again :3 but like on a regular basis
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I'm so angry at the hate some stays are sending Hong Seokcheon. Stop projecting your own homophobia onto Felix. I'm literally so angry. Like what the fuck
#maja talks#just say YOU are homophobic and go#“the hosts were too gay” “they were too stereotypical” THEY'RE OPENLY GAY#there's no such thing as “too gay” and if you think there is YOU are the problem#stop painting felix as a homophobe for fucks sake#“he looked so uncomfortable the whole show” no he did not#did we watch the same show??#he looked awkward because he was with new people and he was alone and he was showered in compliments#stop fishing for fucks sake#also the last clip was clearly a skit?#you're all just weird and homophobic#fuck you tbh
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[Image description: A digital drawing of Angie from the film R.H.I.N.O.; Really Here In Name Only. She is on the left of the piece, wearing her first shown outfit of a jumper and shirt, a woolen coat, and a checkered scarf. Her hands are in her pockets, and her expression is blank, but leans a tad dour. She stares off to the left. Next to her right shoulder, there's the phrase "really here in name only" which descends with each word. In a panel which molds it borders around the words, there's a drawing of a fire escape. Though their upper half is obscured and unidentifiable, Angie can be seen descending the spiral staircase with Charley in her arms, as denoted by the small blue jacket there. There's a green expanse behind it. The background of the piece is purple and the lineart is a dark green. The colours have a purple-tone to them, and are fairly dim and desaturated.]
Inktober - Day 21 (Rhinoceros)
Film - R.H.I.N.O.; Really Here In Name Only (Jane Howell, 1983)
#inktober#inktober 2024#r.h.i.n.o.; really here in name only#r.h.i.n.o.; really here in name only fanart#rhino really here in name only#rhino really here in name only fanart#digital art#this is a made for tv film so keep in mind 5he budget and that but i thought this was actually pretty good#love angie as a character and by far the best performance in the film - the end scene in particular is so uncomfortable#the sort of film that makes you really annoyed and pissed off which is what any good social realism film should do 👍👍#its a shame that films like this often have one time actors 😓#this is the second of 3 films that i watched for inktober cos tbh what the fuck was the prompt rhinoceros about...#there was a bunch of films to do with rhinos that i was debating watching and this one stood out the most <3#also fun fact its a part of a series of 4 films called out of school - made in britain is the most famous of them#need to watch the other 3 methinks#this one is on youtube and its quite short (10 or so mins over an hour)#which i think is the same for the others in the series#would recommend 🙏#song of the day is i live off you by x-ray spex <3#listen to the full album it is so so good#love everything about poly styrene 🥰
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okay turning off anon for a bit! might turn it back on when i feel normal again
#with misha on his chaos tour across european cons...#lol no but i really need a min to like. breathe and return to what brings me joy here#cause apparently i'm now a medium/big blog in this fandom??(?) and that feels wrong tbh and i feel.. watched? so i overthink everything#not explaining this well but basically i feel a bit uncomfortable and like there's more responsibility now#which is a little bit silly cause it's not that serious!!#super honest moment at 1 pm on a tuesday ✌️#anyway <3
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this watcher stuff is an absolute trainwreck that i cannot turn away from
#i finally watched their goodbye vid and shane looks rly uncomfortable in it esp when they're on the couch together#and the way ryan recoiled when shane was like 'share passwords for the streamer' lmao#you always gotta be mindful not to parasocial too hard here#but i would like to believe that shane 'eat the rich' madej has always been sincere about his beliefs#and i appreciate that sometimes your ideals conflict with your reality#i just struggle to see him actually being on board with this#and the handful of 'oh so you don't think artists should be paid' comments i've seen#you fucking knuckleheads it has nothing to do with that#plenty of people want to make sure they get paid!#hence their very successful patreon!#it's about being completely out of touch with your audience#no one watches for the slick production#it's for the banter and the chemistry#and tbh although fuck buzzfeed i enjoyed the unsolved format more than the ghost/mystery files format#there's TOO much production in some cases#i like the boys a little unrefined#anyway if they follow through with this move i'm definitely out#shows: watcher#t: wench.txt
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I have such a love/hate relationship with HH...
love the huge step forward it has taken for indie animation,
hate how crazy it makes people
#merz talks#not meant to be flame#but people who love LOVE it can be... a lot#and people who hate HATE it are also too much#my take is the combo of biblical ideology and themes that make people uncomfortable sets people off especially on the internet#where opinions have to be so black and white and insanely polarizing#but i think like if you remove the context of the extreme love and the extreme hate for HH#you get just A show#and at the end of the day its not objectively awful but not flawless either#whats fucked is how small children are obsessed with it and i know this first hand from being in elementary classrooms and hearing the kids#sing the songs and talk about it#but its not the childs fault when their parents are the ones that shojld be paying attention#and its not like its gonna destroy the kid to have them watch HH#but in most cases theyre probably gonna have a point where they realize as an adult#that it was super fucked for them to have consumed that content so young#anyway im rambling now#oh and tbh i thing a lot of the hate for the creator is based on random inferences people are making from the show#like “creator romanticizes sex abuse” but like really its just that the topic is presented in a flashy way#and when you watch it its very clear that the audience is supposed to root for that characters escape from that situation#rather than want that character to keep being abused#but because its flashy and in such a stylized manner people think its romanticizing#how long can i keep going#this is why i love tumblr#if ur still reading thank u#for being at my ted talk
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Ok I didn't want to say anything but I need to get this out: don't you think its weird that the anime changed the most meaningful moment between atsushi and aku (and even some small moments such as akutagawa's shock expression when fukuchi tells him to kill atsushi) to make it looks like he doesn't care about atsushi at all(and even added that line of "ango told me everything" taking away atsushi's moment of reflexion in the manga) but then changed that scene of aku and higuchi(which was supposed to be terrifying in the manga) and made it look way more suggestive???
... I think I'm not the right person to ask this to. I mean, I have evident sskk bias, so it's pretty hard to tell whether my judgement is objective or not.
I've considered the scenario the Fukuchi vs. sskk fight was adapted like it was in order to water down the queer subtext - I mean, that scene in the anime does feel straight, in a way the same scene in the manga definitely doesn't -, but in the end I feel like it's too wide of a stretch to say it was done intentionally. It is hard to believe Bones steps away from homoerotic subtext (Dead Apple is literally out there), and it's probably more likely this has just been an instance of sskk being very very unlucky to be adapted in one of the seasons with the least budget destined to them.
I'm not sure what to think about the Higuchi / Akutagawa scene. It was very pretty, definitely better animated than the entirety of the previous episode, but I'm guessing it kept consistent with the quality of the rest of ep 4, so I doubt it got some kind of special treatment? ... And even if it did, idk, I feel like the problem isn't when scenes are animated well, it's when they aren't. The problem shouldn't be the Higuchi / Akutagawa scene being animated well, as much as it should be that all the other episodes should have met the same standard, which they didn't.
#I'm not sure what to think about the Higuchi / Akutagawa scene tbh#That scene made me uncomfortable when reading the manga and it made me uncomfortable when watching the anime and to an extent I guess it–#was meant to make the audience uncomfortable so#I'm not sure if I'd say it's more suggestive?#From what I can tell the dialogue is exactly the same compared to the official English translation#people asks me stuff
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#tw abuse/csa mention whatever#otherwise a positive post tbh#but umn!! have now told a Second person ever (excluding our parents) who the person who did that was <3#also at work of all places lmao#ider how the convo- OH no i do. talking abt TV shows -> mentioning one sounded triggering -> talking abt triggering media -> talking abt#our trauma together lmao#anyways were gonna watch a weird show together later <3#also just. fr i havent told anyone who it was since i was. 13? 14? and i was like super drunk#and now here i am! sober at work talking to my friend abt it <3 hehe#hehehe <33#boring penis disorder#also wanna say its insane how i can like. generally think about it now yknow. bcs for so long it was like instant panic attack#segregated to only specific alters. super super stressful. and like its still deeply uncomfortable but... most of us can remember it. and we#can generally think about a decent amount before it starts getting too much. so its way easier to regulate#its just so insane genuinely how far weve come with that
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#i saw the tv glow made me realize i want to start binding#kind of. it made me look inwards and realize i have so much dysphoria and i want to do something about it#i havent thought about any kind of physical transition in quite awhile#bcuz it can be difficult or take money and i thought i didnt have enough dysphoria to warrant it#but now im kind of realizing i have a shit ton of dysphoria and i want to do something about it#i want to take actions to make my body a home that i can feel safe and comfortable in#fuck that movie for making me do inner reflection and realizing that i dont feel right and want to take steps to change that#not sure what the long term goals are tbh. or if there will be any. but binding feels like a good start#dont watch i saw the tv glow unless you want to reevaluate yourself in uncomfortable ways#(thats a glowing recommendation btw)#this post is kind of nonsensical i think. i dont make sense generally but especially now#idk dont pay attention to me im just fairly excited at the prospect of binding thats the main point#just need to measure my chest tonight and order the binder!
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is it worth to watch any of the other biopics?
#thoughts#i watched nowhere boy last night#it was. a very uncomfortable watch tbh#really did not like it#so i wanna get some opinions here before i try another#i've got the hours and times; backbeat and two of us on my list
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I doodled Conan last night bc this dude has been saving my ass during these daily hospital ventures I’ve been on :P
#aj art#Not to say im not grateful for physio#Iyam i mean I’ve literally gotten my ability to walk back#But it had potential to be really stressful and retraumatizing#Instead I watch conan clips on the bus and in tbe waiting room and it’s really chill#Like i look forward to my visits bc of him#Hes out here making what would be an uncomfortable triggering few weeks really fun instead#I might doodle him more tbh#He has really good character design#Bc also tbh I only have time for silly doodles like this rn hahahahahhaaaaa kills myself#So any art from me is gonna be conan and dulcieeddie doodles probably#Maybe redraws of old art
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it has to be said though, I had a lovely rest of the day after my breakdown this morning. it was very cathartic. painted for like eight hours after that, and had a good time doing it.
#also watched Sad Boyz for... well that entire time tbh#maybe that also helped. probably. Jarvis in particular is always incredibly calming to me. I relate to him so much so it helps when he says#something very eloquent about his feelings or whatever. idk it's just good#big feelings day today I guess#alsooo had a......... long shower... for the first time in a month/since I've been here. if you get what I'm saying. because I'm#uncomfortable saying it lol. anyway that... also helped#removed a lot of the way-too-horny anxiety lol.#annnnnyway no one needs to know that but whatever 💖#then I rewatched the night court episode with the law club where Dan is really just. selfless. and does something so nice for Christine#man I love that episode#he's my good boy. I could totally fix him and show him that he isn't the worst person on earth. that'd be fun#it'd fix me too tbh#or we could make each other worse 💖 I'd be okay with that too#anyway it's bed/daydream time. so that'll be fun haha#it is very frustrating that I can only realise things about myself and my own life through fictional characters and random guys. but#whatever I'll take what I can get#personal
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I wrote a big long analysis of a movie (it was already like nine paragraphs and I only got through the opening scene) and some images glitched when trying to paste them in so I hit ctrl+z and it deleted everything. im fine. this is fine.
#probably for the best tbh it was a clockwork orange#GOD there's just so much symbolism and themes and it made me so uncomfortable that I HAD to talk about it#that movie made me feel so gross I was genuinely uncomfortable making contact with my own body for like an hour#felt so yucky#one of those things that people tell you not to watch and then you do and you're like “I could've gone the rest of my life without this”#BUT THE SYMBOLISM#THE JESUS MOTIFS#THE EYES#THE MILK#I could go on for hours and I almost did. but I shant#also do not watch this movie being so real right now#but also do#but like. don't#chris's creations
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last magireco bitching post for tonight i promise but i think all those people who complain that sayaka and homura are abusive and horrible and unreasonable for the crime of being manipulated and traumatized 14 year olds in awful situations and arent perfect little victims about it should go watch magireco and have their brains implode bc i think yachiyo is like. so much worse
#like yachiyo is actually an adult first of all they say shes in college and has been working for seven years#and i wont deny shes been through shit. shes felt guilty for her wish and watched her friends die#shes still a sympathetic character where u get why shes cold. but GOD the way she treats mifuyu makes me uncomfortable#like she regrets the worst of it when her doppel shows up but the narrative and mifuyu still go#''oh no yachiyo you ARE right to say that tee hee''#yachiyo gives me the vibe of someone who's like ''well IM suffering because of my choices. so should YOU''#also how she gets pissed at mifuyu for getting taken into a cult when shes at her lowest#and again keeps calling her weak like. good lord leave her alone#like. at least sayaka has a clear reason for acting the way she does and we see that in the show#shes guilty and traumatized from mami's death and is selfless to a fault#she blames homura for mami's death because of her own prejudices that have been instilled in her by then#she basically self sabotages and hurts herself because she thinks shes worthless compared to mami#she lost her childhood friend who. tbh really WASNT treating her well like obv he doesnt owe her a romance#but hes her childhood friend and he basically constantly brushes her off in the show#and we see more of that in rebellion where he does the same to hitomi#like. sayaka fucks up she gets cruel but you GET why she does it and it feels earned and good for the plot#yachiyo though. part of this is just character bloat and the weird pacing but her nastiness doesnt feel earned#yes season 2 shows that she wants to distance herself from others because her friends died. thats fair#that explains why she was cold in season 1. sure. thats fine that works as an arc and i usually love arcs like this#but then she's cruel to the lower grunts who were absolutely manipulated into the magias#and constantly implies theyre weak#and berates mifuyu (her best friend apparently) for breaking down after learning the truth#because ''oh well we DID accept this. we were idiots after all. lmao get over it and fight again''#and mifuyu is evil incarnate that must repent forever for. getting dragged into a cult at her lowest moment#after her friend was a dick to her fresh off her trauma. and of course leaving her which gave her Abandonment Issues#god sorry maybe the rest of the show will save it for me maybe itll call out this behavior from her#also it bugs me how even her cold behavior isnt really mentioned and shes just fawned over by the rest of the cast#like. sayaka and homura's behavior was called out as unhealthy and bad for them and the others!#echoed voice
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