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#jekyll and hyde#jekyll and hyde the musical#i saw this and immediately thought of this and it was too funny not to post lmao#Musicals#funny#comedy#Currently watching cuz i never have b4 ? And im auditioning for it in the next few days so why not you know?#Also just auditioned to be in cabaret as emcee and holy shitttt#Dream Role right there#For Jekyll and Hyde dream role is def Jekyll but it seems like too much work so id probs just audition to be an ensemble member#Also being nonbinary and auditioning for shit is hard#Cuz im not going back into the closet just to play a role you know#Or any other gender that isnt mine cuz tbh even playing male or female roles makes me uncomfortable#Its gotta be nonbinary or like no gendered roles#But also looking thru auditions and seeing only male and female roles is disheartening ://#Might just go into acting school if i cant get anything#Also just being in residence in my own space and like around like minded people would be wonderful#Ive been lonely tbh and would love to perform with people and be with other actors again :3 but like on a regular basis
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When you suddenly cry in front of them :(
Riddle, Vil, Kalim, Malleus x gn!reader (riddle's and vil's are explicitly post overblot tho it's not super important)
i'm back to entering tartarus every day (school started again) so i thought i might as well distract myself with some hot twst guys :)
i havent been very active i know, i just cant get myself to do anything at all these days ši am so so sorry for making a kinda lazy short collection of blurbs but i need to get back into my writing groove somehow
(as a sidenote, i'm worried some of these might be ooc? i sincerely apologise if they are :( )
RIDDLE honestly doesn't know what to do with himself. He never really got the comfort he needed whenever he cried as a child so he had no idea how to comfort you now. He scolds himself internally for not immediately acting and just kind of freezing up beside you so he panics and tries to recall of all the times he saw someone else comforting others in order to end the extremely awkward tension as quickly as possible. He pats your back somewhat rigidly and says "There, there." In an all too awkward manner. You're caught off guard so hard by the sheer akwardness of Riddle's comfort technique that you burst out laughing, troubling Riddle even further. "W...Why are you laughing now?" The dumbfounded expression on his face is the perfect medicine for forgetting your troubles just now. Riddle unintentionally just cheered you up. After the incident, he seemingly becomes less strict with you and starts asking about how you're doing umprompted, which always pleasantly surprises you. Sometimes, Trey even shows up at Ramshackle dorm, holding a tart of your favourite flavour and saying he got orders from Riddle to deliver it to you.
VIL drops his usual strict nature for a bit. Of all people, he would be the one who could tell you were constantly acting strong and unbothered by everything going on around you. He thought of it equal parts admirable as he did foolish. Such intense emotion is not something to keep bottled up inside you and you made him realise that. His expression is surprisingly soft as he places one arm on your back, gently stroking it. He talks you through your feelings with a big sense of maturity and care and you're suprised by just how much he cares for you and your feelings. You don't exactly get that same impression when he's scolding you for not sitting straight or not wearing your uniform properly... regardless, you're very thankful for his words, even the harsher ones about needing to tell someone about things like this. "Tell me, if you must. I will always listen." After the incident, nothing much changes, really. Atleast from the perspective of others. He still gets on your case for not wearing your uniform properly, but he also asks about how you're doing when he gets the chance and does not accept simply "fine" or "okay" for an answer. You simply must elaborate why that is.
KALIM enters big brother mode. He's comforted crying siblings for various reasons before so what makes you any different? He gives you a tight hug, gently rubbing your back and trying to cheer you up with comforting phrases. He'd also try making jokes you to cheer you up and the puns are so bad you might as well start laughing. He didn't even start asking what's wrong but instead waited for you to tell him yourself. He surprised you with how mature (or perhaps just experienced) he is when it comes to crying people. You feel much better even only after a few minutes and you ask Kalim how you can thank him for hearing you out. "Seeing you smile again is reward enough!" He replies and you feel like crying again (but this time not from sadness or stress). After that incident, he always personally invites you to Scarabia parties, hoping they might inject a little joy in your life and keep your mind off things. If you're not a fan of parties, he takes you on carpet rides around the dorm instead.
MALLEUS is shocked into silence. You were smiling at him as sweetly as you always do just a moment ago... He knows how to comfort someone in theory, but now that he has to put it into practice, it feels like he's forgotten everything. He needs to show you that you can rely on him when it comes to your comfort, and that includes crying around him. This might just be one of the most heartbreaking sights he's ever had the displeasure of witnessing. He vows to himself that he never wishes to see you cry again (unless it's at your wedding) and would do anything to prevent it. He wordlessly pulls you into a secure hug, worried that if he does anything else, you might start crying even more. You hug him back and just sob in his arms, thankful for his warm embrace. "It will all be okay, child of man. I'm here, after all." And somehow, you can't help but trust those words with every fiber of your being. After the incident, Malleus ends up confessing what happened to Lilia and Lilia goes into one of those "Oh, how my baby has grown..." rants. But he also does say that Malleus should start inviting you to new places to keep your mind off things and help you let loose. So he does just that, with an added sprinkle of gargoyle-hunting and gargoyle facts. You're now very well educated about gargoyles lol.
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š½šššź±#twst x y/n#twst x yuu#twst x reader#twst x you#riddle rosehearts x yuu#riddle rosehearts x reader#vil schoenheit x reader#vil shoenheit x reader#kalim al asim x reader#kalim x reader#malleus draconia x mc#malleus draconia x reader#malleus x y/n#kalim x yuu#riddle x yuu#vil x yuu
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ą©ā”Ė³ boyfriend Isagi ļ½”.ļ½”:āā”
summary: cutsey headcanons for everyones favorite egoist Isagi Yoichi (HIMsagi GOATichi) a bit of a school AU but you can add your own nuances to it ofc I just tried to be general
warnings: purest of fluff (your heart might explode)
BLUE LOCK M.LIST | enjoy š¤ - aria
pre!boyfriend isagi who shows his feelings through sweet acts of service before heās ready to tell you head on. Need a partner for that project? Heās already slipping into the desk beside you, a smile on his face. Left your pencil case in homeroom? Heāll run however many miles to ensure it gets back to you. (couldāve texted you but he wants to hand it to you like Prince Charming). Forgot your lunch that day? heās already splitting half his bento to give to you.
pre!boyfriend isagi who may be afraid to confront you about his feelings off the bat but will go so far out of his way to form a friendship with you first. Immediately introduces himself as soon as you catch his eye. You guys exchange numbers and socials and the rest is history: late night phone calls, weekend hangouts, walking you to school every morning. This boy wants to be your bestie before he swoops in for the goal (and steals your heart!)
pre!boyfriend isagi who wants to immerse himself in your interests and vise versa. No matter what it is youāre into he knows that understanding your passions will help him further understand you. Loves seeing you in the stands during his practice or games. Will literally melt at the sight of you cheering for him. āClean up on left field, this boy just turned into a puddle of mush!ā
pre!boyfriend isagi who canāt help but brush his hand and arm against yours when you walk together. Canāt help but press his leg to yours when sitting together. Canāt help but offer to carry your bags or books. Canāt help but pick that ālintā out of your hair or that āeyelashā on your face (totally not an excuse to touch you). Canāt help but tug you closer to him in crowded spaces. Canāt help but stare endlessly into your eyes everytime you speak (the BEST listener ever btw)
pre!boyfriend isagi who realizes he doesnāt want to waste another second of his life not being able to call you his. Uses the first moment he gets alone with you to take your hands in his and give you the most honest and heartfelt confession. Heās blushing lightly but confident in the connection heās worked hard to build with you.
boyfriend!isagi who cant wait to be able to hold your hand in public, pull you in for quick kisses, wrap his arm around you whenever he wants, hold you close to him on the couch or in bed, tell you how perfect you are everyday, and never let you forget that he feels like the luckiest boy in the world when heās with you.
boyfriend!isagi who canāt wait to introduce you to all his friends. You meet Bachira first (obvi) and the three of you become an unstoppable trio. Loves having you at post game celebrations and having you as his personal cheerleader (this boy would do anything to win the game and make you proud)
boyfriend!isagi who dies at the thought of you referring to him as āyour boyfriendā and getting to say āmy girlfriend/boyfriend/partner. he loves talking about you to his parents! Theyāre so happy to meet you and so glad that he has someone who cares for him. His mom def shows you all his baby photos (babysagi!)
boyfriend!isagi who takes you on the cutest dates and loves when you take him on dates too (makes him feel like a special boy). He always tries to do something where the two of you can spend a lot of time talking or have a nice experience together. Heās so open and willing to try new things with you, having you in his life has opened him up as a person. Heās also never not happy to just spend the night in snuggled up watching a movie/tv show/anime. (Aside: I have an isagi x reader one shot idea where they go on a date to a butterfly garden that I may potentially post Idk yet)
boyfriend!isagi who is constantly worrying about your health and wellbeing. You canāt tell me he isnāt the kind of guy to constantly check up on you, making sure youāre ok physically and mentally as often as he can. If ever youāre feeling upset or in pain/sick he goes into doctor mode and will do everything in his power to help. If all else fails he will just hold you and promise that his love will make it all better (heās a loving optimist what can I say)
boyfriend!isagi who is the first to admit that he is absolutely smitten and totally wrapped around your finger because he will forever be in awe that he had the chance to share his love and be loved by someone so special <3
Iād love to do some more specific headcanons on him but I kept these as generic as possible and tried my best to capture just how sweetboy coded he is lol.
#isagi yoichi#bllk isagi#blue lock isagi#isagi x reader#isagi fluff#isagi yoichi headcanons#isagi yoichi x reader#blue lock#blue lock headcanons#blue lock x reader#isagi x you#isagi x y/n#blue lock x you#blue lock x y/n#isagi one shot#blue lock fluff#isagi yoichi fanfic#blue lock fanfiction#bllk x reader#bllk fluff#bllk imagines#isagi yoichi imagines#bllk x you#bllk#bllk isagi yoichi#bllk manga#isagi smut#yoichi isagi#yoichi isagi x reader#yoichi isagi headcanons
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The lilithian experience (lilith dominant chart)
Personal experiences w having heavy lilith influence
- Older people being creepy subtly or overtly, but usually subtly with certain looks or touches or comments, especially strangers in public or distant family friends
- Being told Im scary or intimidating, or that I look mean (a girl once told me she thought I wouldnt want to hang out w her and her friends because I looked 'too pretty and kinda mean') [this is esp w lilith/asc harsh aspects]
- Lilith square asc culture is walking into a room a little pissed or in a hurry and everyone shutting up (also works for mars/pluto)
- Now Ive never heard anyone else talking about this but as a lilithian woman Ive always been disgusted by the idea of having sex with a man because in our culture a woman who has sex w a man is seen as having been dominated and degraded by him ("I fucked her" "I hit that" "I scored") also the act itself is very power struggle-ish like no *I* want to bend over a man and make him suck *my* dick
- Being hyperaware of people looking at you (even if youre dressed extremely modestly or without makeup)
- Lilith/moon aspects š¤ your mom making inappropriate comments about you and your body
- Lilith/sun aspects š¤ your father insulting you or making weird comments (more subtle w soft aspects so you might brush it off but its still not okay girl)
- People thinking youre flirting with them or others (esp men) but youre just hot and talking, and you cant help that ppl have strong reactions to anything you say really
- Loving eye contact <3 (w the right people)
- Lilith square saturn culture is not being afraid to stand up to authority <3 and having to quite often because they have a pick on you and try to tear you down
- also w lilith square/opposite saturn grown ass adults will have beef w you when youre a kid, esp those w authority over you like teachers, coaches etc
- Lilith/asc harsh aspects and overthinking whether a fit is too revealing or not (because you dont want to get harassed and looked at again) (but then youll grt harassed even if you go out in a priests suit so š¤©)
- People (esp men) trying to use you for sex
- Always being the one guys want to be friends w benefits with while theyre crushing on another girl
- "I dont like what you do to me" - most men Ive interacted with for a while
- A guy told me he liked me for who I am but he couldnt stand "the effect I have on him"
- lilith in 4th house culture is attracting men w mommy issues and being looked at by guys in relationships
- lilith/mercury and needing to know all your friends bdsm test results
- People liking when youre mean 2 them
- People who hate you often want to have sex w you
- Ive had so many guys in my class literally have to gather up courage to talk 2 me, even for basic things like asking me to help w something, they approach me looking all tense and worked up like Ill slice their head off for asking me to help them with their math lmao
- A classmate (and friend, apparently) of my friend once didnt want to come out and meet me when I went to my friends school to give her something because she thought Id beat her up (for context I found out she said some nasty things to my friend and was not happy about it)
- Being told by ppl (esp men) that I remind them of characters who are villains
- People esp girls not liking me for no reason or being rude
- Guys in relationships being extremely cold and rude to me or even shittalking me to their gfs (you can guess why)
- People trying to 'put you in your place'
- Recognizing other lilithians immediately
- Being insecure about your private parts, your body in general and your appearance
- Sex obsession since a young age
- Sexual harassment unfortunately
#lilith#astro observations#astro placements#horoscope#plutonian#astrology#lilith square ascendant#lilith astrology#lilith aspects#pluto placements#tw mysoginy
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Please do slashers with a reader who giggles and covers her face when they compliment her because she is not used to being told nice things and is extra shy. Thomas Hewitt, Bubba Sawyer, Jason Voorhees and Brahms Heelshire, if it's not too much trouble! šš» If they are too many, feel free to choose whichever you feel like writing for the most! Thank you before hand! ā¤ļø
awwww thank you this one is so adorable!
Slashers with an adorable and shy s/o
Characters: Thomas Hewitt, Bubba Sawyer, Jason Vorhees, Brahms Heelshire
Thomas Hewitt
He is also shy and if you return nice compliments hes gonna be shy about it tooš„ŗ
He really loves how you giggle it warms his heart and would punch Hoyt if he ever says something bad about it
You might act like that with Luda Mae but its very special when its just the two of you
You both were cooking dinner and the dipping sauce exploded in his face. You cant help but giggle
He was so embarrassed and kinda fell in love all over again? like his heart went OAJEJHFFOEBFKDBF
He just looks at you and you get all shy and flustered , he didn't even say anything!
He feels reassured that you feel flustered and actually see him as a man that makes your heart go crazy.
Bubba Sawyer
Also goes fucking crazy
Like youre just so fucking adorable
How the fuck did he even bagged you???
When you go shy he also goes shy
When you laugh or giggle and cover your mouth out of habit or shrink in bashfulness if he does something sweet for you
His brothers even tease him for it like "get a room!" or "those two love birds"
He does cute things too , if you cover your face he pries your hands off just to look at your blushing cheeks
The way he looks at you in pure awe just makes your cheeks even redder
HE TWIRLS YOU AROUND IF YOU KEPT ACTING SO CUTE AROUND HIM
Jason Vorhees
You both act like middle school couples
Like those cringey but sweet things you both do
Although he got robbed of growing up like a normal kid he just feels like a normal human being with you
You are so shy around him and it makes him feel at home
He stays silent but he gives you flowers and little antics from campers
HE WOULD FUCKING CARVE YOUR INTIALS ONTO A TREE
If you cover your face when you're shy he just cups your cheeks and stares at you or pulls you closer into a hug!
Brahms Heelshire
He makes you blush in an old fashion way
He writes you letters even though hes literally just in your walls
He calls you stunning ,gorgeous, beautiful like a gentleman , like those guys in their 40s that are either still single or have a lovely wife
When you blush he caresses your cheek with his thumb and looks at you longingly saying your name so sweetly
He purposely makes you blush like holds you close from the back or pulls you in unexpectedly
HE PURPOSELY BRUSHES THE LIPS OF HIS MASK AGAINST YOUR SOFT LIPS THEN JUST ACTS LIKE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN?!??
I swear he loves how adorable and bashful you are around him so you better not act like that to other guys ahem ahem delivery boy
I'm sorry it's not that long, I got a little rusty after my hiatusšš but hope yall like it
#slasher fucker#slasher x you#slashers x reader#slasher imagines#slasher headcanons#brahms heelsire x reader#brahms the boy#brahms x you#thomas hewitt headcanon#thomas hewitt#bubba sawyer headcanons#bubba sawyer#jason vorhees imagine#jason voorhees#jason voorhees x reader#brahms heelshire#brahms x reader
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šš”š š šš§š š°š¢šš” š šš”šššš«š š¤š¢š! š¬/šØ
šš®šš”šØš«'š¬ š§šØšš - i've had a few requests similar to this so here ya go !! as a performer i love this icl
DARREL CURTIS -Ā
Darry is incredibly supportive with your interests
If you need help rehearsing your lines, he will sit down with you once his brothers have gone to bed and read through themĀ
I love the idea that Darry can dance (totally not bc of dirty dancing) so if you need to go through a choreography, heās the person to help you
He loves it when you sing sm
If he hears you, he just smiles fondly and shakes his head but heāll never bring it up to you
Heāll try to go every single one of your shows/productionsĀ
If he canāt make it because of work, heāll make someone else go and will always be there to pick you up afterwardsĀ
SODAPOP CURTIS -Ā
Soda would adore the fact that youāre an actor/actress
He thinks itās so cool and he will brag about it to anyone who listens
Heāll try his hardest to help you memorise your lines, but he doesnāt have the patience to sit there and wait for you to go through an entire script
He loves it when you sing
Whether its in the kitchen, in the shower, in the car, you name it, he loves it
Yāall will do duets together in his car
Dancing together in the kitchen
Soda will go to all of your shows and will get front row tickets every timeĀ
Plus he cheers the loudest for you !!
PONYBOY CURTIS -Ā
I think Pony would be super interested if youāre an actor/actress
We all know how much he loves his movies and books, and I cant see him being any different when it comes to plays
Heāll help you will your lines, and heāll help you interpret different scenes (he just sees things differently)
When it comes to dancing howeverā¦ maybe he isnāt the best person to go to
Heāll sit and watch you practise for ages and will give feedback when needed
He loves that you can sing so much and will always give you little compliments about your voice
He always tells you that heāll be watching you at the drive-in, on the screen, one day
He might try and get involved in some of the high school productions, but only if youāre part of them
If not, heāll always be watching you from the crowd and heāll be super proud of you !!
JOHNNY CADE -Ā
Johnny is so incredibly supportive of you omg
He loves everything you do and thinks itās so cool
When it comes to helping you learn your lines, he is super patience and will prompt you when needed
He could sit for hours and just read your script without complaintĀ
He adores watching you dance
Unlike Soda, he wonāt join in ā heās more than happy to stay at a reasonable distant and cheer you on from afar
When it comes to your singing, he could just listen to you for ages and he encourages you to sing around him all the time
He finds it comforting in a way
He will come to your rehearsals if you want him to and he always feels so at ease watching you (anything to stop him going home ig)
At yours shows, he will always be somewhere in crowd, and will tend to drag Pony along with him
Heāll be watching you the entire time
DALLAS WINSTON -Ā
Dallas doesnāt see the appeal in theatre
Heās never really cared for shows and performances until he learnt about your interests
Just because you like, doesnāt mean heās going to change his views, but he might not be quite so harsh about it
He wonāt help you with your lines ā if he does, youāre probably better off practising alone anyway bc heāll purposefully try to mess you up
āItās all part of the acting process, babe. Trust me.ā (dont trust him)
He does however like to watch you dance
His eyes will be fixed on your the whole time and he thinks your so hotĀ
He is the type to get jealous if you have an on-stage love interest
Dally is not afraid to brag about you ā everyone knows that Dallas Winstonās partner is a performer. Its common knowledge
He will tease you for your singing, but he secretly thinks its crazy good
Heād never say that to you though
Now when your shows and performances roll around, he probably wouldnāt go to every single one
He might linger in the back for a bit, but heāll probably end up leaving during the interval and waiting outside for youĀ
He does support you though; he just doensāt see the appeal of āprancing around a stageā
STEVE RANDLE -Ā
Steve is your number 1 fan and I mean it
Heās crazy about the idea of you being a performer and will always be there to big you up and support you
Heāll try his best to help you with your lines. He might not be the greatest at it, but at least he tries
He shows you off to everyone and will chew peopleās ear off about you
āThatās cool, but did you know my partner is an actor/actressāĀ
He never shuts up
He will always try and dance with you, but this guy has to left feet
Your choreography ends up turning into a mess of twirls and loud laughter
Uses you as he personal jukeboxĀ
He loves it when you sing so much and will make song requests
Sometimes he joins in, but he never sounds very good bless him :(
Goes to every single one of your performances and shows
Always tries his best to get front row seats so he can cheer you onĀ
You will always see him grinning at you in the crowd like this boys is smiling so big when he sees you on stage
TWO-BIT MATHEWS -Ā
If you thought Steve was you biggest fanā¦ You were wrong
Two thinks youāre the best and he will say that
Youāre better than every other actor, singer, dancer heās ever heard of by a mile
If you two are watching a show or movie together, heāll lean over and whisper: āsure, theyāre greatā¦ but compared to you, theyāre nothinā, babe.āĀ
Heās actually suprisingly good when it comes to helping with your lines ā heās got that theatrical energy about him
LOVES your dancing and never hesitates to join in
Teach him the choreography please and he will practise with you
Probably got kicked out of your rehearsals for shouting praise at you LMAOĀ
Always compliments your singing like he loves it
Sometimes heāll put the radio on just to hear you sing
Two-bit always cheers the loudest at your shows like you know those really obnoxious people who clap loud and whistle? Yeah. Thats him.
At the end, heāll run over to you and spin you around, gushing about how great you were
He loves everything about you I swear
#the outsiders x reader#darry curtis imagine#darry curtis headcanons#darry curtis x reader#darrel curtis x reader#dallas winston x reader#dally winston x reader#dallas winston imagine#steve randle x reader#johnny cade x reader#sodapop curtis x reader#soda curtis x reader#sodapop x reader#ponyboy x reader#ponyboy curtis x reader#pony curtis x reader#two bit matthews x reader#two bit x reader#two bit mathews x reader
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aaaahahhhj ur already one of my fav writers ur so funny š reading ur work makes my dau sm better
if u dont mind can u write hcs of kaito being shuichis wingman? shuichi tells kaito he has feelings for the reader but is too nervous to ask them out, so kaito decides to take matters into his own hands and help him plan moments where shuichi can confess his feelings
also can I be mochi anon?
ą¼ matchmaker ! ą¼
synopsis turns out other than being the ultimate astronaut, kaito ends up as shuichi's wingman to help ask you out. warnings cursing, kaito (platonic!) x reader, no love triangle lol authorās notes THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY TYSM I CANT STOP RUNNING LAPS AROUND MY HOUS TY ANON AND YES YOU CAN š btw this request is so CUTE UGH
off topic but i was about to post this accidentally lmao
ok sorry giys back on topic
when kaito hears shuichi tell him he has feelings for you, he immediately whacks him on the back, congratulating him
ācongrats shuichi! youāre becoming a real man!ā
cue shuichi debating whether or not he regrets ever telling kaito about his lil crush
now when they both see you around, kaito tells him to go up to you and just confess
āoh look thereās y/n! go ahead and tell āem how you feel!ā like some dad or something
shuichi refuses, feeling too nervous to even go up to you, so he tries to avoid you and kaitoās pressure to just confess already
which might give you the wrong idea that he doesnāt want to talk to you :(( heās just so overwhelmed with his feelings that being around you makes his heart want to burst
its ok though kaito motivates him by giving him long pep talks and support, thinking about ways shuichi can get your attention and like him back
although they both dont know you already do lmao
it does help shuichi but his confidence goes away the moment he sees you
āokay i think i got this now, im nervous but im sure i can tell them how i feelā
kaito feels so proud and pushes shuichi further as soon as they spot you nearby
āyou got this! remember what i taught you!ā kaito says to him before going to hide somewhere to watch the scene unfold
shuichi nervously walked over to you and took a deep breath, closing his eyes
āhey shuichi, do you need something?ā you asked with a smile
as soon as he opened his eyes it all went away
poof
just freezes entirely not saying anything
āare you okay?ā you asked after a solid minute
āi....have to goā ran off lmao
kaito is so disappointed š
āyou almost had it man! it was your chance! what would y/n think about you now?ā kaito sighs
so now they have to think of another plan
kaito probably turns into a secret detective, watching you from afar to see what your likes and dislikes are
has to be careful or heāll be called out as a stalker š
as soon as he knows enough he gives āhintsā to shuichi
āoh wow, looks like something y/n would likeā trying to be all sneaky about it
kaito would also āarrangeā hangouts between the three of you and suddenly give some shitty excuse to leave you both alone
āyou have to learn my sonā
ākaito what the fuāā
jk that wouldnt happen
imagining shuichi saying that though is so funny for some reason
sorry i got distracted
back on topic
scolds shuichi for chickening out at the last moment, saying how he had a lot of work to do and stuff
eventually gets tired of shuichiās bullshit
āalright shuichi do you want to earn y/nās love? then man up! you arenāt some little kid anymore to run away from your feelings, today is the day youāll confess, got it? iāll help you outā
kaito makes shuichi write you a note and leave it in your locker, about meeting each other at the schoolās rooftop
before you arrive kaito supports him by telling him what to say, and act towards you
ālisten shuichi, this has to be perfect, ya hear me!? itās now or never! if you donāt man up now, someone else will steal them, do you want that?ā kaito got stressed too š mans wants this to be over with already
as you got there, shuichi was standing there mentally preparing himself
āthe view is so pretty from up hereā you said, trying to make conversation
shuichi took a deep breath, āyeah..um, y/n, i invited you here because...well...uh...i need to tell you somethingā shuichi starts, trembling slightly
this guy is sweating bullets and his face feels so hot
you, on the other hand was patiently waiting for what he had to say
ā..i admire you a lot. thereās so much to admire about you, reallyāā taking a deep breath he continued, āfrom your strength, to courage and kindness.. and..because of that.. i developed feelings for you...what i mean to say is i like you y/n, more than a friendā
silence
he did it
HE DID ITā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø
kaito can barely contain his excitement as he silently cheered, he just has a sense that told him shuichi did it
you may imagine what your response is lol
shuichis so happy now
RELIEVED ASF
āi finally did it, they like me back what do i do now do i hug them or ask if weāre officially together or or orā ā shuichis mind rn
āwell..do you wanna go out for a coffee sometime this week? just the two of us together?ā you asked
āah..of courseā shuichi is so happy he doesnt even know how to act
all giddy and shi lmao
hes probably the type to scream into his pillow when he gets a text from his crush out of happiness
and acts as if nothing happened afterwards
he needs to show he can be a dominant male šŗ
jokes jokes dont hate me pls
we cant just casually ignore the fact kaito was a w wingman
so once he gets out of his āhidingā place hes already whacking shuichi on the back and saying they need to go out to celebrate
kaito is w
#danganronpa#fluff#danganronpa 3#danganronpa v3#shuichi saihara x reader#kaito being a wingman#kaito is w#ākaito is wā we all say in unison#shuichi saihara x female reader#shuichi saihara x male reader#shuichi saihara x gn! reader#headcannons#this was so long#its 10pm and i quickly had to finish this lmao#kaito momota#anime#game#meracyn
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TATE LANGDON ABCS (sfw)ź§
a/n: HAPPY HALLOWEENš..sorry i skipped some letters im a lazy bitch
A = Affection
physical touch for sure, playing with your hair, holding your hand (or holding pinky fingers because thats cutesy as fuck), kissing cheeks and noses (im a SUCKAA for nose kisses and so is he<3). Im just imagining you leaning in to kiss his nose, but he thought you were leaning in for a lip kiss, and it ends up being kinda awkward and you bump into eachotheršš. Tbh i canāt see him being great at communication especially because heās a literal teenage boy but though he might now be able to say it he can definitely show it with acts of service like helping with chores
You were at school, trying to focus on your worksheets and actually listening to the teacher speak about..whatever she was teaching, all you can think about is getting back home and all the homework and fuckin chores you had awaiting for you.
once you did get home, you opened the front door and you could smell how good the house smelt, on more exploration the entire house was cleaned and all your chores were done. You walked into your room and your homework was completed on your desk..i mean all the answers were wrong but its the thought that counts.
B = Best friend
Im going with alive Tate for this, I have a mood board on Pinterest for this!! (adrienjoyer)
Sharing cigarettes, sharing cds, sharing shoes, sharing clothes, FREE RAIN OF HIS STUFF. He will let you have anything, need a pencil in classā¦actually he doesnāt have one either but he will scavenge around for oneāand if he only finds one? Itās *our* pencil now. (i need to smack that mans ass on the stairs) (i do that to all my friends) Oh? You have 10 bucks? Well he has 7ā¦that mean its OUR 17 dollars to spend on pizza
(based on a scenario that actually happened to me LMAO šš)
It was late at night, you both were hanging out at your house and it was like 2am, suddenly you both have the craving for pizza..you both counted your cash and quarters, you had 13 bucks in total so you thought a small pizza would fine..yeah no. Tate called up the local Pizza Hut and ordered a small pizza with nothing but cheese and pepperoni and it was 22 FUCKING DOLLARS?? And so you both ran around the house looking for quartersā¦
you ended up paying the money in quarters to that poor pizza delivery girl at 2am.
C = Cuddles
Depends on how heās feeling tbh, i can see him as a chest layer. Lying on your chest as you stroke his hair, or the other way around he would be just fine with that as well.
D = Domestic
OF COURSE!! I can see him totally wanting that but like..not till heās like 30. He wants to do all this stuff first before he settled down, but he definitely wouldnāt mind a partner..some kids, a dog maybe. Heās pretty good at cooking, if you count Kraft mac and cheese and grilled cheese or really anything with cheese.. (the man likes cheese what can i say) and he REFUSES to use a dishwasher, he will be washing dishes old style and you cant stop him.
E = Ending
no.
G = Gentle
Sometimes he might go to far, if you two are just friends and hes joking around and he actually hurts your feelings he would squeeze your shoulder and tell you a quick āsorry.ā And it usually makes you feel better. He is very gentle with you when youāre having a bad day maybe just upset or stressed about exams he will maybe rub your shoulders or something and maybe get you to laugh to calm your nerves. If you are in a good mood, hes still gentle, holding you, holding your hands, being careful.
H = Hugs
He loves them!! I dont even care what you have to say or as much as he tries to push you off when you hug him he LOVES HUGS. If you two are just friends and you hug him he might be a little hesitant but he will hug you loosely back. This is totally pointed towards me because im very physically affectionate with my friends and hug them after school everyday, if you, like me, run up to him at his locker and basically throw yourself at him he will laugh and let you hug him and yap. If youāre dating and you hug him he will definitely hug you back and kiss your head :)
I = I love you
He thinks the whole ā3 month ruleā is bs. Heāll say that shit whenever he wants to. If he wants to say āI love youā immediately after you starting dating god damnit it will happen!!! He definitely says he loves you if youāre just friends to
J = Jealousy
Actual jealous baby
Im just imagining someone flirting with you in class do you immediately tell him as soon as you can because you tell him everything and he genuinely TWEAKS THE FUCK OUTTT, like hes actually geeked
like wdym someone else might have a little crush on youā¦NO. That person will become his biggest opp and you are told to stay away.
You were in 1st hour and you were assigned partners, luckily you knew the person you were assigned with thought they were a little strangeā¦but they started subtly flirting you. They said sorry for being awkward and they āget nervous around people like youā which sounded like a flirt to you
so when you got to lunch, you immediately told Tate, he literally could run to that kids class right now and fight but he just whips his head around at you
āI hated that guy anywayā¦stupid.ā
K = Kisses
Can range from sweet little ones to full blown makeouts hickeys..he prefers sweet ones on the face in the daylight but at night this man is freaky asf. His kisses are soft and slow but he can be a bit quicker if you really want him to
Q = Quizzes
he had a notebook for stuff about you, if you accidentally drop a little fun fact about you he will know about it and he will write it down, ranging from your favorite juice or if you have a mole under your jaw. He knows it all. If he ever forgot anything and i mean ANYTHING about you I dont think he would forgive himself
T = Try
Tbh i dont think he would put a lot of effort in, he just likes to be around you. (Though the mcdonalds dates are FIRE.) he likes having sleepovers with you at tour house only, watching movies, eating snacks till you feel ill, cuddling, if youāre down to get Applebees that would be even better and you would both ask the waiter for the gummy sharks in your sweet drinks separately (yes ive done that before). But if you really really wanted anice romantic date maybe he would give you flowers or something
U = Ugly
Nail biting (you put bandaids over his nails so heāll stop :)), excessive social media usage (this guys is chronically online holly shit freaking 4chan user), ive always imagined him little tics, like twitching when hes anxious.
X = Xtra
i want to bake him a cake
Z = Zzz
THIS MAN CAN NEVER SLEEP ISTG
he tosses and turns but no matter what he cant sleep without you or if you give him a stuffed animal
OHH MY GODD IF YOU GIVE HIM A STUFFED ANIMAL I CANT
imagine him holding and cuddling it, and i know this doesnt relate to sleep but imagine him being all sad and crying into it because it reminds him of youš
#films#american horror story#ahs murder house#ahs#ahs fandom#tate langdon#tate langdon x reader#tate langdon x y/n#tate langdon x you#evan peters#evan peters x reader#evan peters x y/n
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Heya!! Could I please ask for hc with Bakugou, Kirishima, Denki and Dabi (if you cant do that many feel free to cut any one of them) and meeting their s/o's parents for the first time? How do you think the encounter would go? (Ps I'm so glad your requests are open but dont overwork!! Take care of yourself and stay hydrated or I WILL make you Ć²wĆ³) š
Bakugou
he does NOT want to do this.
he genuinely pushed this off as much as he physically could. like youve probably been together for like a year already, you met his parents, he secretly thinks youre 'the one' or whatever, but hes scared to meet your parents
he doesnt want to deal with trying to put up a nice attitude for them, but he also doesnt want them to think hes a dick or mistreats you because they might convince you to leave him
however, this meeting comes without his consent, as you two are out in town and you bump into your parents at a store. They see you before you do them, so you couldn't even warn him before your parents were coming over to you, very openly eyeing Bakugou
they knew what he looked like, they had bugged you for details multiple times, so they knew who he was right away
Katsu immediately felt himself getting a little sweaty under his clothes, he couldnt help he was naturally sweaty already and now hes overthinking every posibility in his head
Luckily, you talk about him like hes the sweetest most perfect person on earth, and so your parents don't really have anything negative to say or act on
They just go "Oh, Bakugou, right? It's so nice to finally meet you!"
He tries to be as polite as he can, he tries to smile nicely (even though he makes such an ugly face when he forces a smile), and luckily they are on their way again soon
He literally sighs in relief once theyre out of sight and you laugh at him, asking if hes doing alright after meeting your 'oh so scary' parents
he is not amused
Kirishima
Honestly he probably was excited to meet them, and probably asked you if you could introduce him fairly early in the relationship
Not too early, but like once he was sure this was a serious relationship and that he really loved you, he wanted to do things 'the right way' (as hed heard)
So you tell your parents about your boyfriend who things are going great with, and how he really wants to meet them, so they invite him over for dinner
He wasn't stressed about it until it came time to get ready to go, then suddenly he's overthinking everything and doesn't know what to wear, what if he smells, what if he says something dumb
Hes ready to go find a suit to wear before you tell him its not that formal
You also assure him that people love him naturally, as long as he stays calm everything will go fine
and as expected it does, your parents love him. He is definitely a little awkward and a bit too polite towards them, but your parents take it as a good thing
once he relaxes though it really does go great, your parents adore him and 100% accept him as your boyfriend
afterwards he acts like he wasn't overreacting the entire time
Kaminari
also nervous as hell to meet your parents
he would never ask to do so, but he wouldn't tell you no if you asked him if hed be okay meeting them
if its important to you, its important to him
your parents had recently brought up that you should bring over your boyfriend whenever youre both free, and you told them that youd let him know and figure something out
and this time came when a school dance came around, obviously Denki was your perfect date. Even though most everyone got ready at the school, your parents lived near by and you realized that you had a better pair of shoes to match with your outfit there, so figured you could stop by real quick and brought denki
he originally was just going to wait in the car, but once your parents found out he was out there they started screaming for pictures
hes kinda awkward in them, because how does one pose cutely with their s/o in front of their parents. He feels wrong for even touching you for some reason
some pictures he kinda looks like he was electrocuted in, with a goofy smile and a thumbs up
but some of the pictures came out really good and he was happy that your parents forced you two to take them
it also helped that the pictures became the main focus of this meeting rather than getting to know him, he got to do the basic introductions and leave
he knew that next time he saw them hed probably be asked more questions, but he felt more comfortable having already seen what theyre like
plus he got cute pics
Dabi
adamantly refuses to meet them
genuinely hed have to be insanely in love with you to even consider it
he knows full well that even based on appearance alone no parent wants to see their kid with someone like him, and he simply doesn't care enough to try and be nice to some rando just because youre related to them. He likes you, thats it
Hed be more likely to 'meet' your parents if they were awful. Because if theyre nice, then he wonders how you ended up with someone like him in the first place. But if theyre awful, he would totally get rid of them for you if you want
plus after years of holding onto his hatred for his own parents, its hard for him to conceptualize parents that dont suck
so unless he's going to kill your parents, and by some stroke of luck you do actually have great parents, hes not meeting them unless its by accident
and he will not stay and chat with them either, only if your parents are incredibly important to you then he'll make sure to tell them that he knows he doesnt look it, but he loves their kid and he'll do anything for them. but thats it
and his face is everywhere, hes a villain, so even if theyre okay with the idea of you dating a villain he reminds them to not say anything that would jeopardize your safety
#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bakugou#bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#bakugou headcanons#kaminari#kaminari denki#kaminari x reader#kaminari headcanons#kirishima#kirishima eijirou#kirishima x reader#kirishima headcanons#dabi#touya#touya todoroki#dabi x reader#dabi headcanons
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KINKTOBER day 2
pairing: stalker!amber x fem!reader
summary: you have only one friend, chad, but maybe you have another one, that you donāt even know about.
warnings: dark!amber, light choking, dark themes, swearing, dirty talk, use of a puppy nickname like twice, smut!!!, possibly bad grammar, if anything else, let me know!
word count: 5.3k
an: second day, yay! this one was bit harder to write, so I hope you like it! You know the drill, if there is any typo here, let me know and Iāll fix it!
an2: thank you for all the support! It means a lot!:)
(italics = your thoughts)
ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+!
!MDNI!
Enjoy this spooky time and be safe!
Buzz buzz.
Your phone buzzed again, you picked it up and notice that itĀ“s your friend, Chad. You and him had few classes together and basically get along just because he was annoying you for such a long time, that you basically couldnt resist any longer. He was the charmer, extroverted football player who act like a big puppy of bernard. And you were the quiet, reserved type of a girl, who needed to charge before any social event.
Chadinator
7:11AM
Imma pick you up in 10!
You always chuckled at his nickname, since he came up with it himself. Chad was so proud of that, that itĀ“s basically the law to leave it like that and donĀ“t change it. I mean how could you, he would whine and maybe even shed a tear if you changed it to something so simple as his name.
ItĀ“s was pretty common for you two to walk to school together this early. Chad either had his practise or some football meeting and you liked to go to the library before the first period. Today wasnĀ“t exepction, so after you quickly just brushed your teeth and took your bag, that you suprisingly prepared the night before, you were already waiting for him in front of your dorm. Both of you preffered to walk to school, especially when it was such a pretty weather as itĀ“s today.
"Boo!" Chad jumps from one of the trees that were dacorating the street.
"Asshole!" You yell as your heath skipped a beat. Slapping his arm was truly an instinkt by now, being with Chad was the same as having an older brother. Flinching everytime he came close.
Chad laughs, he look refreshed even at this time. "Works every time! You gotta keep sharp, (Y/N)! You never know where the danger will came from." Chad started to pucnh the air. "Left hook, right hook and pow pow pow! And heĀ“s down!" Chad stated as you two began to walk.
"WhoĀ“s he?" You asked looking at Chad.
"I donĀ“t know, (Y/N). ThatĀ“s for you to decide." he just shrugs and kept walking.
As soon as you came to school, youĀ“ve said your goodbyes and both of you went separate ways. Not like you didnĀ“t talk in school, you did. But you prefered to be alone and enjoy your time in silence. Chad was the other way around, he had a friend group, that he always told you to join, because he would appraciate someone who would shut Mindy, his twin sister, up and since youre into movies too, you would do a great job at it, at least thatĀ“s what he always says. But youĀ“re too shy to come over and say hi to people. It gives you instant flashback to the days in middle school where youre trauma was created. That moment you had to say your name and three funfacts about yourself.
Having Chad as the only person you talk to is quite great. No drama, at least not with you two. You often gossip about people in school, but in non judgmental way, of course. He was always kind and you two basically complete eachother. A lot of people might think Chad is just another jock who cant count to three, but itās the other way around, actaully. Without Chad you would most definetly fail math or chem. You hate these subjects will all of your hearth.
Speaking of math, you were just on your way to the library to borrow another book with mathematical quadrations. So you wonĀ“t fail your math exam next week, you wanted to do this on your own, at least try it and then the night before call Chad with panic in your voice that he needs to tutor you asap, or the world will end. As this was normal scenario before every math exam. As always, you put your headphones in and played your "study session" playlist, with soft instrumental music. You turned a corner and as you were in your head you bumped into someone, their books fell down. And you immidielty pull your headphones off, as you took them off you heard a little "shit".
You look up and notice its Amber Freeman. A girl you know from ChadĀ“s storytimes. You quickly look her up and down, which she in fact did notice, but you didnt realized that. She was portrayed by Chad stories as someone who dont give a flying damn about anyone and anything. Her outfit was pretty suiting on her. Black on black, with some cute silver nacklace.
"Oh shoot! Sorry! I didnt notice yo.! Let me just..." you crouched down and picked up all her fallen books. She probably just visited the library herself. You notice one of the books were a mathematical quadrations. You chuckled in your mind, being little happy that youĀ“re not the only person who was having problems with that.
"No worries." Amber smiles.
You made eye contact with her again, she doesnĀ“t seem that unfriendly as Chad said, she look actually pretty welcoming.
"Here." You smiled at her as you give her the books.
"Thank you..." She prolong the word as a gesture of not knowing your name.
"(Y/N)!" You state awkwardly as you though she know your name from Chad stories as well. Maybe you were just wrong.
"(Y/N)? Huh, are you new?" Her question throw you off guard, completly.
"N-no, uh Im actually ChadĀ“s friend." Trying to explain who you are was even more humaliating to you.
"Oh really? My bad. Well pleasure to meet you, I guess I see you later." She winks at you and with her many books, she left.
You stand there for a couple of second, not knowing what just happened.
Did she just wink at me? Did Chad never mention me before? Should i socialize more if people think im new? Math exam!
After you enter the library, you were trying to find another edition of the math book and of course you canĀ“t find it. So you asked the book lady and she said that the last edition was just borrowed by one of the students today.
Amber.
You canĀ“t go bother Chad again, not when he has practise, so either youĀ“re gonna fail, or youĀ“re just try to socialize. It would be easier to move to Mexico, change your name and just dissapear from the world. You sigh, looking at your phone, you still have some minutes till the first period. So your next task is to find Amber Freeman.
After walking for another ten minutes, you decided to go to second floor. You walk there and thanks to your luck, Amber is there, putting her stuff into her locker. You start to walk little faster and you awkwardly stand next to her. The dark haired girl closed the locker and look at you.
"Well I guess that later is sooner then I expect it." She chuckled.
"Yeah, I need that." Poiting to the book she was currently holding in her hand wasnāt actually the maturest idea. "I mean..." You clearn your throat. "Im really shitty at math and this is the only way i can have at least D."
"Why donĀ“t you ask Chad?" Amber tilts her hand, looking at your face.
"Um he has a football." You shrug. "I donĀ“t-" Before you can finish your sentence, Amber speaks up.
"Wanna bother him." She rolls her eyes. Now you were starting to understand what Chad was saying about Amber. "I bet youāre one of those little cute shy girls, huh?" Amber smirks.
"I... just think I can do this on my own." You say, but it sounded more like a question.
"Can you?" Her brown eyes are watching every single one of your facial expression.
"I donĀ“t-"As you want to answer she cuts you off again.
"IĀ“ll tutor you, tomorrow after school?" Amber doesnĀ“t care she started talking over you again, she doesnt look so welcoming at all anymore. More like this whole converstaion is beyond her and she has to deal with the most annying thing.
"I- uh.. yeah! Sure. Thank you." You nod, being shocked at how fast her behaviour changed.
"Good. Anything else you want?" Amber looks away, now not even looking at you. You feel more and more humiliated around her.
"N-no, no." You shake your head and with that you just leave to your first period.
After you left, Amber smiled to herself. After long nights of thinking about the best plan ever, sheĀ“s finally doing it and everything works just how she wanted too. With just the right push you gonna fall in love with her, just how she wants you to. How you want to, but you donĀ“t know it yet.
Of course Amber knew who you were, of course Amber knew that every morning you go to the library before your first class. And of course she knew how much you suck at math. She knows way more than just this, even way more than a normal person should know. But who said she was a normal person?
She had you as her little project over the summer, when you and Chad became close friends. Analyzing your posts on social media, zooming in to see every detail, saving every photo or video of yours, just in case your little overthinking head will decide to delete it someday. Which happened a lot, but she was always a little faster than you. Amber was the first person who liked your photo, viewed your story, see what youve been up to. She gave you subtle signs that you two are meant to be. Of course she had to make sure, not to be so obvious - so she made a couple of fake accounts, for her to actaully work on her little project better. For exaplme account "mathe_F" was made when Chad said you had first problems with math and that he canĀ“t hang out with the group, because he has to tutor you. "emily_didi" was made right after you shared on your story that youĀ“ve just finished a show called "Dickinson" and all of the other account were in the same vibe. Meaningful subtle messages for you and only you.
After a few classes that were nothing else but boring you were at your locker, when one of the professors addresed you. She asked you if you could give this to Amber Freeman since she saw you guys talking, it was just some small books that she was interested in. She handed you two small books and walked away.
"This is just perfect..." You mumbled to yourself as you had mixed feelings about that mysterious girl. You werenĀ“t sure if she was nice or if she was mean. You want to figure it out, but definetly not today, since youĀ“ve been up her ass twice today. Twice.
But it would be better to already have it done, so you walk up to the second floor and hope that Amber will be at her locker again, but sheĀ“s not. As you turn away ready to walk away and catch her later, you saw some long dark hair dissepearing into the womans batrhoom. So obviously you made your way there, you opened the door and wait for her next to the sinks.
After few minutes the door opened and you were right, it was Amber. She looked up and it was suprise even for her. She tilt her head and walk to the sinks on the right side. She made eye contact with you through the mirror and because you havenĀ“t said a word, she just smiles
"Are you stalking me or just following me like a lost puppy?" She took few towels and wipe her hands. Then take a few steps closer, sudenly you feel how your back hit the cold wall. "IĀ“ve asked you a question, didnt I?"
"I... IĀ“m not stalking you, I just- Mrs. Darott asked me to bring you this. Your books from her class." You explain, but you were pretty nervous by her comment, that it sounded like a poor excuse you just made on the spot.
Amber smiles and nods, taking the books from your hands. "So if youre not a stalker, then that leads us to our second option and thatĀ“s a lost puppy. Cute." she steps closer again. "If i didnĀ“t recognize these books I would truly think that youĀ“ll find any excuse to be at least 2 minutes with me."
You donĀ“t know what to say to that, you simple just stare, completly like a confused puppy. She steps closer, now fully blocking a way out, literally by her body. She press agaisnt you and who would have thought she would be that strong. Her hands are next to your head, her eyes never left yours. You can feel her breathing on you, you can feel her levander parfume, it is like youre intoxicated by her.
"You wanna go?" Amber barerly whisper to you. The truth to be told, you donĀ“t want to go, you just want to stay, because... you donĀ“t even know why, but you want to stay with her. But because you donĀ“t want to look desparate you nod your head.
"Then beg." And there she is again. The harsh Amber you donĀ“t like that much, but your body does.
"W- what?" Confussion is heard from your voice, it can be also read from your face.
"You heard me, if you want to go, you can just beg. ItĀ“s not that hard, (Y/N)." Her lips are so close to your ear, meaning her whisper are running right down your body.
You mumble something, that you donĀ“t even understand.
"Speak up, (Y/N). I canĀ“t hear you." she said in mocking way.
"Please, may I go?" Your eyes avoid hers, looking everywhere else than her is the smartest way to survive, whatever this is. But she has something else in her mind. Her left hand comes closer to your face and her fingers softly touch your chin. The sudden feeling on your face is making you look at her. Once again her plan working exactly how she planned. Your gaze met and you can see on her face that she is not happy at how badly you just beg. So intiitively you correct yourself.
"Please Amber, I came her to give you the books. May i go know? Please." Her looks is not satisfied. "Pretty please?" You add with the most puppy dog look, that just breaks even someone as Amber Freeman herself.
She pull away and for some confusing reason, you already miss her being so close to you.
How the hell does she do that?
"Yes, you may." She smiles and like nothing happen she fully pull away.
"T-thanks" Stuttering words were left out of your mouth as you left the restrooms.
The whole day was this feeling in your stomach every single time you thought about Amber. You try to shake it off, you donĀ“t know what happened in the restrooms, you didnĀ“t know if it was a good or bad feeling. Youre first thought was to tell Chad, so he can help you understand this, but it was Amber. His friend. You were alone to figure it out, like you were with the math test.
Who even is Amber Freeman?
On your way from school you took the bus, Chad had his after school practice and you didnĀ“t feel like walking anymore. And you were also pretty interest in finding out who Amber truly is. You looked at her instagram and the number of followers she had shocked you.
Is she that popular?
You scrolled down her feed and youĀ“ve seen some pretty selfies. Some group photos, some nice instastrories about travelling. Oh and some pretty good music and books taste, almost the same as yours. What a coincidence, right?
As you scrolled lower her account, you noticed that she used to be a horse lover. A lots of pictures when she was like 10 on a horse. Looks like she didnĀ“t care if anyone sees this, what a confident and non insecrue person. She owns every signle photo. As you scrolled down you missclicked and you like one of her old photos on a horse, by accident.
Oh no. No, no, no, no, no! Fuck!
You unlike it in a second, but youre not entirely sure if itĀ“s in time.
Fuck! She will think im really a stalker now! Fuck me!
You yell in your head as you panic on the bus. It was few stops till your dorm and you didnĀ“t care at all if Chad has a practice or not. This is an emergency!
You
4:19PM
CHAD!
CHADDDD!
SOS!
911!
Chadilator
4:22PM
Are you okay?
WhatĀ“s wrong?
(Y/N)???
You
4:22PM
IF YOU LIKE SOMEONES OLD PHOTO ON INSTAGRAM AND UNLIKE IT WILL THEY SEE IT OR NOT??
Chadilator
4:23PM
OMG WHO DID YOU LIKE PHOTO OF?!?!?!?!?!
You
4:23PM
ANSWER THE QUESTION!
Chadilator
4:23PM
PROBABBLY THEYĀ“LL SEE IT
WHO IS IT?
You
4:24PM
NO ONE IMPORTANT THATS WHY IM FREAKING OUT.
And that was a lie. Probably the first lie that you told Chad. After few texts with Chad, he went back to doing whatever football guys do, but he promised he will bombard you with quiestions later. Great.
Amber was just going from school as a notification pooped up, (y/n/n)_ liked your photo.
She doesnt recall posting something very recently, she opens the app and chuckle as she realized what just happened. You had to dive deep, really deep. Amber smiled to herself knowing her plan is working even better, than she imagined.
...
You wake up with a jolt, your heart pounding in your chest. The sunlight break a way through your curtains, casting a warm glow on your room, but it offers no peace to your restless mind. Last night, sleep avoided you due to a dark haired girl.
The anxiety builds up within you as you remember the countless equations and formulas you struggled with. Your tutor, Amber, is a person you canĀ“t really imagine tutor someone and donĀ“t yell at them. But at the same time, she can be nice, sometimes. But will she be nice when you liked her old picture?
Maybe she didnĀ“t see it. But what if she did?
As you groggily roll out of bed, your stomach is buzzing with nerves. You wonder if sheĀ“ll notice your sleep-deprived eyes, your shaky hands, your breathing. With each step towards the kitchen, you try to shake off the uneasy feeling. Maybe today will be different. Maybe you'll have a normal study session and it will be like nothing ever happened. You force yourself to eat a small breakfast, though the knot in your stomach makes it difficult to swallow.
The clock ticks relentlessly, drawing closer to the time you have to get out of your dorm and to face Chad.
Oh my god, Chad.
YouĀ“re not ready for his teasing, at least not today.
As you leave, you take a deep breath, trying to quell the nervousness that courses through your veins.
Oh what am I thinking? Today will be hell, but itās okay, one after school session with Amber canĀ“t hurt me, right?
As you open the door Chad is already waiting there with big smirk on his face.
"Soooo?" He skips to you. "Spill the tea!" Chad giggled like a small boy.
"Spill the tea?" You tilt your head and look at him as you two began to walk to school.
"Mindy says it a lot" Chad answers as he shrugs. "But donĀ“t change the subject, go on and talk, (Y/N)." You have to make something up, quickly.
Shit, shit, shit. It was your friend. And we had this situation in bathroom... what it even was? I donĀ“t know, but it was something!
You thought to yourself as you internaly panic.
"(Y/N)?" Chad nudge your arm.
"It was uh... do you remember the story about the girl at a bar? Well..." You and Chad made eye contact and his mouth falls open.
"The one you made out with?" Chad asks.
You simly just nod. And that was a second lie in less than 24 hours you told your bestfriend.
"No way!" Chad laughs.
"Yes, way." You sigh.
All the way to school Chad had many teasing remarks at you and how funny this whole situation was.
Yes, Chad. ItĀ“s absolutely hilarious.
...
You rush through the crowded hallways, your books in hand. First, it's history lecture. Then, off to sociology and lastly for the day englist literature. As the clock ticks, you barely notice the passing of time.
Suddenly, all your lectures are done for today, which means your tutoring with Amber is here. Your stomach grumbles as the nerves are back kicking in. As you get out from school, you notice Chad, Amber and the rest of the group sitting near the parking lot. You walk up to them, looking only at Chad, not wanting to make eye contact with Amber, at all. Not now yet.
"There she is! The lucky girl!" Chad announces.
"Hm?" You tilt you head not knowing what he meant.
"I was just telling them how you liked the old picture..." He laughs.
"Oh..." This was the moment you shared a look with Amber, she was already looking at you, but you didnĀ“t see any hint of her knowing anything else, besides what Chad just said.
Maybe she really didnt saw it.
"DonĀ“t worry, (Y/N). It happenes to the best of us." Mindy smiles.
"Yeah, (Y/N). She probably didnĀ“t even see the notification." This time it was Amber speaking. But there was this smile again. This cruel smile of hers, which she had in the bathroom as well.
Shit. She knows.
"R-right." You nod.
After a few minutes of just hanging up, all of you went to different ways. Mindy went back into her dorm to her girlfriend. Chad went to his football practice as always, Tara went with him as a "cheer up". So it was just you and Amber. And you already know that itĀ“s gonna be a memorable tutoring.
"So... puppy, are you ready for tutoring?" Amber asks.
"Can you not call me like that, please?" You take your backpack as a sign of ready to leave.
"I thought you like it, guess I must heard something, if im already seeing things." She shrugs and smiles at you.
"I uh- about that-" You look at her.
"About what?" She takes her own purse and the both of you start to walk towards her dorm, you donĀ“t question it, you just follow her. Like a lost puppy.
"About- you know..." You nod towards her phone.
"Oh! Give me your phone." Again, you donĀ“t question her and just passing your phone to Amber sounds like a good idea. You look at her nervously and after a few second, she pass you the phone back. You look at it and notice that she added her number into your phone.
"I- didnĀ“t... thanks." Smiling was the only good idea you had right now.
"So itĀ“ll be less weird if you like my old photo again." Amber winks.
"Shit! I- sorry. It was on accident. I just- was-" You immidietly blush and stutter your words like a kid who just been caught.
"DonĀ“t. ItĀ“s cute. And donĀ“t worry, weĀ“re cool." It was again, the nice Amber, the same one as the first time you met her. "We should study, for your own good, (Y/N)." You liked this Amber a lot.
...
You sit across from Amber in her cozy dorm room, textbooks and notebooks spread out before you. The math problems on the page are challenging, but Amber's suprising patient is really making you at least try. She's been an excellent tutor, who would have thought?
As you both work through the problems, Amber's focus is strictly on you. Her dedication to helping you succeed is evident in her every word and gesture. However, as time passes, you notice a shift in her demeanor. She starts to glance at her phone more frequently, checking messages and notifications, her attention gradually drifting away from the math problems on the table, from you.
You clear your throat, trying to refocus her attention on the task at hand, but Amber's responses become distracted. She apologizes, but you can still feel her attention away from you. It seems that, for now, the math problems will remain unsolved, overshadowed by her phone.
You try to make the conversation back to math, asking questions and showing her the problems you're struggling with, but her attention keeps slipping away. You find yourself making more of an effort to capture her interest, right now youĀ“re trying anything, hoping that she'll put her phone down and pay attention to you, like she did at the beginning of the session.
"Just so you know, I didnĀ“t like like the picture, it was on accident. Horse girls are... scary." You mumble, being annyoed as she doesnĀ“t even look at you.
"What did you say?" She looks up from her phone.
"You heard me, Amber." You shrug.
"Oh so thatĀ“s how you gonna be now? I donĀ“t pay attention so you gonna attack me for my posts?" Amber chuckles. "ArenĀ“t you the one who is obssesed with Marvel ladies? Or should I say... fanfiction?"
How the hell does she know?
"I donĀ“t know what youĀ“re talking about." You sit up more straight as to help you come of as confident person. Which doesnĀ“t help at all.
"Natasha Romanoff x reader, smut, bdsm-" Amber is cut off by your hand.
"Shut up." After a second youĀ“ve just realized what did you do. "Sorry." You pull your hand away as your face is now red as a tomato.
"So I was right." Amber has this cheeky smile on her face. The one youĀ“d like to kiss away from her face.
Kiss? Am I attracted to her? No, IĀ“m not. Maybe. I mean sheĀ“s hot. God i like her. Maybe? Do I?
"No youĀ“re not. I donĀ“t like these stuff, who even is Natasha Romanoff?" You chuckle.
"God, youĀ“re such a shitty liar. Besides you had an essay on the MCU like a few months ago plus I saw Wattpad AND Tumbrl on your phone." She nods towards your phone.
"So you knew who I was, when we met!" You basically yelled at her. "WhoĀ“s lying now, huh? Miss mysterious!" This time it was Amber who lost her words. "Hm? Cat got your tongue?" Your smirking made something in Amber switch.
"Fuck this-" Her hand grab your shirt and pulled you towards her, her lips crashing at yours. The kiss is electrifying, sending shivers down your spine. It's both sweet and intense, like a long-awaited release.
Amber's hand finds its way to the grab your neck, fingers harshly threading through your hair, while yours rest against her waist, pulling her impossibly closer. The world outside melts away, leaving just the two of you, lost in the heat of the moment. Math was long forgotten.
Emotions swirl within you - confusion, longing, and a spark of undeniable passion. It's a kiss that feels like both a beginning and an end, a moment of surrender to something you can't quite define but desperately want to explore. As you finally break apart, breathless and wide-eyed, knowing that this kiss has changed everything between you and Amber. At least for you, for her? Nothing have changed and everything is going by her plan, maybe itĀ“s little fast forward, but how can she wait, where youāre basically on her bed.
Amber looks at you with a hint of exitment in her eyes and admits. "I've been wanting to do this for a long time, you know? I've imagined this scenario so many times."
You feel a mixture of surprise and curiosity as you respond. "Really? I had no idea."
A faint blush colors her cheeks as she continues, "You never do, pretty girl."
You donĀ“t notice the nickname, but only the feeling that it make you feel as she said those words. So you quickly move close to her again, blushing like a crazy as you already miss her lips on yours.
What could these lips do? Oh my god-
"What?" Amber tilts her head, "If you want anything, ask for it. DidnĀ“t they learn this in school?" There she is, the mocking Amber you thought you hate, but your body says otherwise. You have to clench your thigs, to get at least a little friction. Because Amber, sheĀ“s looking at you with her dark eyes and youĀ“re are positive if she says few sententes it could make you come right at the spot.
"Nothing." You mumble as you look away.
"Oh, okay. Then I guess, we can go back to studying-" You cut Amber off, pretty harshly, that was suprising to both of you.
"No! I donĀ“t want to study..." YouĀ“re still looking down, knowing if you look up, youĀ“d met her gaze.
"No? So what do you want to do?" By her voice, you can tell she has the smirk on her face.
"You know..."
"I donĀ“t, (Y/N)." She knows. "You mean you want to fuck?" She chuckles.
This made you look at her. "Amber!" And that was a mistake. "I- uh"
"Hm? Say it and IĀ“ll give you what you want." Her hand is caressing your cheek, slowly going up and down.
"F-fuck." You mumble out.
"Whole sentence, pretty girl. Come on." Her hand slowly squeezes your neck, which makes it hard for you to think.
"I want to fuck." You say very quietly, but Amber let it be.
"You forgetting something." She whispers in your ear.
When did she get so close?
You clench your thighs together again, now one AmberĀ“s hand slipping into your pants.
"I want to fuck, please." You clear your throat as you can feel her hand pushing your drenched panties to the side. "I want you to fuck me, please. Pretty please, Amber!" You buck your hips towards her. "Fuck, please- I need you."
"You need me?" She looks up at you.
You nod. "Yes! I do! So much- a lot. I need only you, please." Your words were so pathetic, but Amber is loving every one you let out.
"You do need me, only me. ThatĀ“s right. IĀ“m keeping you safe, sweetheart. I always had." She wispers in your ear as her finger is slowly playing with your sensitive clit.
You donĀ“t pay attention to her words, at all. But her finger is doing the gods work. SheĀ“s speeding up, but itĀ“s still not enough.
"M-more..." you whine. "Please, im begging you, Amber. I really need it." You quickly add.
"Do you think you deserve it?"
You stay quiet, only letting few whines out, you donĀ“t really know how to asnwer to that.
"Of course you do, my precious girl. Aw, you want more fingers, two? Oh three? We want three fingers? Okay." Amber nods as she whisper in your ear, you donĀ“t control your hips anymore, itĀ“s just going by itself at this point.
As Amber insert three fingers into you, itĀ“s so easy as your wetness is dripping by your thighs. It takes you less than two minutes and youĀ“re feeling like coming.
"Amber!" Is the only thing you are capable of yelling.
"I know, I know, shhhh" she shushes you. "I got you, I do."
"Please, can I? I- please!" You close your eyes, hoping she would say yes.
"Look at those pretty manners, of course. Go ahead my pretty girl." She smirks knowing this is better than she ever imaginated. Way better.
As you ride your high Amber just hold you close. Not ever letting you go and making sure all the danger in the world is secured by her and only her. It was like this before and it will be like that forever.
Thank you for reading!!!!
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Gonna ramble about a movie I watched because it ended up far more interesting than I thought, and reminded me of a few things. It has some spoilers tho so (long ass post....)
It's kinda like Dead Poets Society, but if it was set in ww2 nazi boarding school for history buffs
ŠÆ ŃŠ±ŠµŠ¹ŃŃ Š±Š»Ń. It reminded me so much of dps. The scenes, the characters, legit everything with just a few changes here and there. I honestly just viewed Friedrich and Albrecht as best friends, but some people apparently see them as romantic interests, and honestly, I can't even argue with that. A few scenes felt like it. Still, no matter what your views on them are, it's still pretty devastating.
It also kinda hit close to home, which may be a weird thing to say for a film with nazis ā ļø, BUT I meant specifically how the school and teachers acted and Friedrich's roommates. Obviously, it's not as comparable. Napolas were literally teaching teens to kill, but it reminded me just a tiny bit, k??? The strict ass teachers, and don't even get me started on the humiliating punishment. That one scene with the instructor and shit reminded me of my own teacher. Whenever we failed a test or quiz, he'd make us chew the paper and spit it out. We'd also get hit sometimes in front of everyone, among other things.
Another thing it reminded me was my friend. I think one of the main reasons I mainly viewed them as friends was because I might have been projecting from how much Albrecht reminded me of a friend lmfao. This shit is very personal but well whatever. It was mostly their personalities. He was also reserved, kinda soft spoken and quiet, like Albrecht. He had some family issues, mainly with his dad, and because of his personality, he wasn't severely bullied or anything, more like outcasted and ignored by the others. I was the only one he actually talked to casually without purpose, so I suppose being his only friend, I kinda influenced him too and vice versa (since it was also a pretty shitty time in my life where I was a bit stupid lol). He really stood with what he thought. Friedrich and Albrecht were like mirrors to me, almost. But unfortunately, too much alike. Due to some stuff happening, I also ended up losing him to suicide. I wasn't even able to attend his funeral, so the scene where Friedrich requested an obituary and they refused to give Albrecht a funeral in the school???? Ouch. And I also already felt a bit guilty with what happened, so when that fuck said the parents blamed Friedrich to be partially responsible for Albrecht's death, uhh, double ouch. It got me thinking a bit.
I'd be lying if I said I don't miss him bad, but shit, enough of that. I rambled about it wayy too much.
Yeah, this movie is great as hell. Not only is it a good film, but it'll probably hold an important place in my brain. I'm gonna think about this for the next week thx. Super cool movie. There should be more films where they allow guys to have more emotional relationships than just "oh, I'm super masculine. I don't care about others." Yeah, most of us are raised to be more emotionally reserved and probably cant be affectionate for shit with friends or let alone anyone, but don't lie when you say you haven't atleast had one friendship where you let go for once damn. "Bromance" or not, some ppl need to learn how to care. You can be masculine and still care for your friends deeply, ya know.
This movie might have some intentional or unintentional homoeroticism in it, but ŃŃ
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whatever.... Gay or not, we can all agree it's depressing in both ways someone can view it
(Just realized I probably liked this film due to more personal reasons than a cinematic view LMAO)
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Random mouthwashing headcannons
All sfw, enjoy!!
Anya
Had a goth phase, still really likes the subculture but doesn't dress like it for work reasons.
Her parents are divorced, and during the divorce she tried self harm to make her parents feel bad but she never did it again
She has a fugly cat at home that she leaves with her roommate while she works. She is very defensive of francis (the cat) and hes her pride and joy
Shes on the aroace spectrum, shes never had a partner and never thought it was necessary.
She values skincare and has so many skincare products on the ship that curly said were āunnecessaryā
Constantly warm, she hates the uniform because she gets so hot.
Shes not actually shy and quiet, shes just afraid of slimmothy jimmothy
She gets very heated when its game night and is a sour loser
She doesn't like having no roommates, but is glad she doesn't have to have a boy in her room.
Shes good at nursing, shes just bad at test taking and working under pressure
Her main coping mechanism is retail therapy
Daisuke
Is a dog person, keeps photos of all his dogs on his shelves
All his dogs are from the same litter, a mama and 5 babies. They are all retrievers
Has skincare nights with anya, and if hes lucky she will do his makeup
He likes working out but he likes playing his nintendo ds more
Pretty lazy but is still athletic
He buys multiple of any clothes he likes so he can keep wearing them longer
Dropped out of high school but his mom made him get a ged
Dropped out to be a livestreamerā¦ it didn't go well.
Paints his nails
Hes genderfluid, but mainly sticks to masc presenting and he/him pronouns
He likes sanrio
Is constantly freezing but refuses to put on a jacket (he didnt bring any)
Is roommates with jimmy and hates it because jimmy leaves piss around the toilet and is overall a slob
Loves dancing but is embarrassed to dance in public. Luckily tulpar isnt public so he boogies and grooves
Cheats at every game they play
Curly
Is transmasc but had top and bottom surgery and a hysterectomy so no one can tell
Hes brittish :(
Is very forgiving and kind, always giving 2nd and 3rd chances
Is a workaholic
Super organized, hates clutter
Is a cat person, and has an orange main coon named oakley on earth
Can draw really well!! He doesn't let people see his art though
Likes to work out to release stress, specifically boxing
He likes listening to anya and daisuke talk while they do skin care because it reminds him of when he was young
Likes teenage girl type music
Still gets really insecure about his body shape and face being āwomanlyā and cant tell anyone but jimmy and jimmy doesn't want to hear it
He and jimmy were childhood friends and jimmy still occasionally misgenders him despite curly transitioning when he was 9
Grew up on a farm
Allergic to shellfish and had to go to the hospital once because of it when he was a kid and it traumatized him so bad he doesn't eat anything that might have touched shellfish
Swansea
Has a wife and 3 kids on earth, two girls and one boy
He loves his wife so much, theyve been married for 30 years
He and his wife got sober together as they were both alcoholics
Is 100% a girl dad, he lets them do his makeup and goes to their dance classes, anything they want
He and his son dont get along very well because he got into drugs and swansea keeps taking him to rehab
Swansea loves Daisuke to death but acts tough to ākeep professionalā
He feels like daisuke has 0 qualifications for the job but teaches him as best as he can
Gets along with anya but on a surface level, but was there for her when she told him about jimmy
Gets angry easy but has been to therapy for anger management and can keep himself from getting too angry
Genuinely a great guy in bad circumstances, we need more people like Swansea
Jimmy
I hate him
He needs to die
I dont like him one bit
#mouthwashing fandom#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing#mouthwashing swansea#mouthwashing curly
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Hii! I loved your aizawa fic with his daughter dying, and after reading thatā¦i started thinking, how would all might react to his daughter getting killed while going on a lil patrol during an internship? :0 or something like that!
ur work is rlly good! Cant wait to go through your blog :D
-š anon :3
A/N: Thank youuuu! The post mentioned can be found here. I honestly havenāt written All Might in ages, but I hope this turned out okay
ā¢You and your father didnāt get to spend much time together when you were a kid, because of his hero work and dedication to being the symbol of peace
ā¢So when he was forced to retire, you were happy about being able to spend more time with him, even though you hated how depressed losing his quirk and all the stuff that came along with it made him
ā¢So now that he was a teacher at UA and you were living in the dorms at the school, you actually got to spend a lot of time together
ā¢He helped you train and was there for you when you were having a hard time, as much as he could be for a stubborn teenager such as yourself
ā¢You went to your internship and on the second day he got a call from the agency you were with
ā¢He thought you were just calling him through one of the office phones, but it was the hero you whose agency you were interning at
ā¢The phone call was quite awkward, the hero was quite young so he had never had to make a call such as this
ā¢All Might listened, thanked the hero for calling him and just hung up
ā¢He was sitting on the bench outside 1-Aās dorms and he couldnāt even hold onto the phone
ā¢It fell on the ground as All Might looked up at the sky and just cried silently
ā¢He didnāt make a sound, the tears just streamed down his face quietly
ā¢He didnāt blame you for a second, it wasnāt your fault that youād died, it happens in that line of work, but that didnāt do anything to ease his pain
ā¢And besides, you were just a student, you werenāt a pro-hero, this wasnāt supposed to happen
ā¢All Might sat there for hours, he didnāt even notice how much time had passed, before it started raining
ā¢It was as if the sky itself was crying for your loss
ā¢Someone had to tell your classmates, but he could only bring himself to tell the principal, so Aizawa was the one who had to break the news to your class
ā¢Midoriya tried to talk to All Might about it, but he just acted overly cheerfully and tried to not show how heartbroken he was
ā¢He didnāt want to put this on Midoriyaās shoulders too
ā¢All Might put all his energy on teaching after your passing, especially with Midoriya
ā¢He was of course avoiding dealing with his emotions and grief this way
ā¢He didnāt want any other parent to have to go through this, he didnāt want anyone else to lose a child
ā¢Realistically he knew he couldnāt guarantee that, but he wished he could, he really did
ā¢He tried to act cheerful, but when he thought no one was looking, he looked incredibly sad
ā¢Some people noticed, Midoriya especially, but he couldnāt bring himself to say anything
ā¢All Might didnāt know what to say when people offered him their condolences, nothing felt honest
ā¢There were no words to describe this immense hole that was left in his heart after you died
#bnha#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#all might#toshinori yagi#bnha headcanons#mha headcanons#bnha angst#mha angst#bnha x reader#mha x reader#bnha fanfiction#mha fanfiction
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Hey so I'm also an artist and a gainer and I was wandering do u have any tips on drawing fat men
Well, it's all about shapes - at least to me. Keep the shapes connected in the right way, with the right volume, and heaviness. That's what I try to focus on. Fat goes over the top of regular anatomy, so learning how that works first can really help.
What I did was just draw whatever and I learned as I drew more of it. It's all about trial and error, learning and evolving and recognising what you want to improve, rather than being discouraged by "this looks bad". Don't compare yourself to others, only yourself.
But, as with anything to do with art, collect inspiration, collect a huge amount of references. Print out your favourite artworks from other artists, smack 'em through a holepunch and keep em together with a treasury tag. Never be afraid to use yourself for a reference picture either. If you cant find something, just save the time instead of mindlessly scrolling image results on your search engine of choice. Especially since you're a gainer, you can use your own body to study how any niche angle or pose might look with your body type.
To add onto this, of course it'll vary from style to style but exaggerate your shapes, (coming back to the shapes thing) for example, I'll use this artwork of my DND guy that I recently did:
See how the shapes of certain parts aren't necessarily more muscled or fatter? The feet and hands for instance, they look better and read clearer if you exaggerate them a bit, and I already set the hands and feet on the 3D reference model I used to almost maximum. You can do this with heads to an extent as well, but it could make the character's proportions feel off. That part is a balancing act and you can find basic proportion guides for the body online to help with that. But - the thickness of the arms and legs and even the neck pulls the figure further from realistic proportions and more into a cartoony illustrative look. I could go on for ages about this but that's the basic gist of it.
One thing I think is exceptionally under-represented in art advice that I've seen in my time is DON'T UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF HAVING ARTIST FRIENDS! Learn from each other, talk about stuff, gather and share resources amongst yourselves, etc etc. You learn more when in groups, that's why school isn't one-on-one.
These are just some tips off the top of my head, there's always more out there and I'm sure one of these things won't work for you and others will, but make the leap like you've done here and ask other artists too. Lots of people would be willing to give some advice to help you get going, and you asking will also benefit others who might be too shy to ask so even if you don't take my advice, you can be happy that you've pulled it out of me for others to see at least XD
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I'll never forgive this show for how outright emotionally toxic they made Marinette. She's like an abusive boyfriend who tells his girlfriend to always tell him if something is wrong and then makes everything about herself and tells the gf what to "truly" feel because HE is so "mature and experienced" unlike the gf
Didn't Marinette do exactly that with Shadybug when she dared to say that Marinette has a great life in comparison to her? Marinette outright told her "you're wrong" and acted as if she's kind for invalidating her opinion and feelings because she thinks SHE KNOWS BETTER and doesn't have anything good in her life
Anyone who thinks they know pain thats bigger than Marinette's is "wrong" and Marinette a kind martyr for telling people how to be and what to feel to be "correct like her". I despise how Marinette treated Shadybug, but no one talks about that. Marinette as good as bullied Shadybug into giving in jn shame and do whatever Marinette says is the next right thing for her to do and be to be "better". Marinette should have a restraining order against her, she treats people like playdoo in her hands to validate her hero and victim complex.
That's all Marinette ever does in s4 Ladynoir too. When Chat speaks up about not liking something Ladybug "teaches" him that his feelings and perspective are wrong and petty and that he has to get over it cause she's right and a benevolent goddess and he's just some pathetic cat who needs to be taught how to exist "right" cause she cant ever be truly in the wrong. Didn't she scream in his face in Glaciator 2 as Marinette that HIS feelings don't exist, and it's all about her? That's textbook definition of emotionally abusive. Telling others their feelings and perspective doesn't exist and it's all about you. It's crazy that Marinette is being supported for this by the fandom, I hope her fans aren't in relationships...
Or in Revelation, Marinette decides for the whole class that Chloe doesn't get to have a chance and effort anymore because SHE says so due to HER experience. And the others were made out to be naive backstabbers for not instantly falling in line with Marinette making it her class president speech to make support now conditional on HER opinion of the person. Cause that's not fucked up at all, no no no. Let's hope she's never truly angry with a friend cause she might just decide that they're unworthy of the whole support system she rules "cause she says so" (funny, isn't that what she did to Chat?)
She did not ask anyone WHY they think Chloe still deserve a chance, she just decided that SHE knows better and must teach everyone what to feel and think again.
And then she was pissed when that didn't work.
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It all boils down to the same thing I keep saying: Marinette is always the one whose problems are the most important, and her minor grievances are more important than whether or not other people die. Of course she's going to tell Shadybug she has it just as bad as her, if not worse, just because she doesn't instantly get everything she wants every day of the week and sometimes some ineffectual mean girl says bad things about her. The most popular girl in school with all the local super celebrities as her friends and a loving, well-off family, who's also a superhero with a 100% approval rating sometimes has to be inconvenienced and she isn't constantly macking on her desired boytoy, so she's just suffering so much, it's unbearable for her. We should feel sorry for her.
Marinette is the icon of any dissatisfied little girl with no real problems who's just frustrated at still being a kid with little freedom and takes it out on her friends by giving them the silent treatment because they didn't agree with her over something. Marinette is the fantasy of being the single most special and important person in the universe, where everyone else is little more than an NPC that exists to praise you or serve as a minor obstacle that you can easily overcome in order to feel good about yourself. The thing about this kind of fantasy is that you have to be completely uncritical in order to enjoy it, the instant you start to wonder if perhaps someone else deserves some glory too or if the other characters should get to have priorities outside of the protagonist's wants, the game is lost. That's why Marinette stans only think about her actions in terms of how they can excuse them. It's about enjoying the power fantasy.
A lot of power fantasies get defended with the claim that such protagonists aren't meant to be emulated, that it's purely cathartic. But kids try to emulate everything they see on TV, sometimes even when it's something they āshould knowā shouldn't be applied in real life. This is why you don't see punches connect in children's cartoons, the impact shot instead gets cut away with a jump cut or replaced with an impact graphic or flash. Kids will see the characters they relate to punch people and it being a good thing, and the next thing you know they'll be punching someone for real as part of a game of make belief. There's a reason kids' power fantasy media usually involves harmless scenarios like your belief in the Easter Bunny and Jack Frost saving the world from the Boogeyman and not the kind of stuff you see in an isekai harem anime or the stuff you'd expect from the villain of a school story.
Marinette constantly treats the people around her as unimportant, and she really does act and talk like she thinks their concerns are nonexistent in comparison to hers. The one time Marinette can be bothered to think about others it's when she has nothing going on first, and even then she just forces her ideas on what others need on them like, you know, a power fantasy isekai protagonist. She also does act as the leader of the friend group. I know she's the class representative, but that doesn't mean she should be giving orders to her friends and telling them what to think, but, as of the retool, that's exactly what she's doing. She's literally the Queen Bee archetype, and it shows in how she gets away with committing a literal crime at school in 'Confrontation'.
I don't think a protagonist for a kids' show should be shown consistently treating the people around her like shit, simply because showing and addressing such a storyline over several seasons takes so much time that it makes it harder to connect cause and effect. It's just a hard lesson to teach in such a format. Kids would see something being shown uncritically/as not that bad for potentially years before the show turns around and says itās bad, actually. The fact that the narrative doesn't even go for this, but instead expects us to side with Marinette is more annoying, though, than if theyād just been that incompetent. Now the actual point is to be uncritical of Marinetteās self-centeredness.
This is why the target audience for Miraculous being so unclear annoys me so much. Do they expect the audience to see Marinette as a role model or is the audience meant to see that what she's doing is actually bad in real life but to also enjoy it as a fictional fantasy of being the most important, specialest person ever? You can expect the latter kind of more complex thinking from teenagers, who enjoy power fantasies possibly the most out of any demographic, but that means that Miraculousā target audience jumped from preschoolers to middle schoolers because they decided theyād rather be uncritical of Marinetteās personality flaws. But the biggest part of merchandising for this show is still toys aimed at preteens, and even the toys reflect the new āThe New Adventures of Ladybug and Ladybug Aloneā approach of the show with the latest, insanely overpriced, Magic Heroez Transformation Surprise toy line being nothing but Marinette with the other charactersā Miraculouses. āIf you like any hero other than Marinette, fuck you, you stupid kids!ā
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Rant about my sweet boy Tommy Kinard.
So if you are one of those āOmG JuMp ScArEā or āim blocking you for posting a picture of Tommyā
Just go ahead and scroll or block me, idc.
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Iām going to start this off by when i first started watching 911 and we shall go from there.
I started watching 911 in 2020 when covid started and it was senior year of high school so we were doing NTI.
I stopped watching it specifically on the episode where they responded to the guy at the car place getting blown up like a balloon.
Why?
Because I couldnāt stand how Buck was treating Eddie.
It was generally pissing me off how Buck was so ājealousā of Eddie in the beginning because he was ābetterā than him and was able to do things he couldnāt.
Because thats how life is, there is always going to someone who comes into your work space and knows how to do it better than you no matter how long you have worked there.
And yes its a Tv show, i know.
I picked up watching 911 in late 2023 and finished where i left off, so forgive me if what i said wasnt quite accurate.
I literally stopped watching in the middle of that episode and picked right back up in the middle of that episode three years later and never re-watched S1-S2.
I genuinely just forgot i had even started watching it and i knew why i stopped but figured i would give it another try.
I also kept seeing it on my fyp on tik tok and figured i just had to watch his character development.
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So what gets me so aggravated about Tommy is when i see and edit of him then it switches to Eddie and i open the comments and everyone is like:
āOmg put a jump scare warningā
āI was abt to block youā
āEw temuā
āGet him off my screenā
If you dont want to see Tommy then stop watching 911????
When Tommy was introduced in 911 he obviously was an unlikable character.
No one likes a sexist, racist, homophobic.
And I understand why we wouldnt like him.
He was working under Gerrad and we all know how Gerrad is if he were to not follow along with his fellow crew then he would wouldnt of been able to go on calls and would get stuck on cleaning duty.
The whole āhe didnt have to follow in their footstepsā
Thats all he could really do back then.
He was introduced as a bad character.
But
Character development.
Haha i like doing the small to big text.
Anyways.
He left the 118 and went to harbor. We had years of not seeing/hearing from him other then that time when Chimney called him.
Obviously he had character development helping Chim.
Dude couldnt stand him in the beginning. Even when Chim carried him out of the building that one time.
So in that time he had time to change his view of things and im sure if was able ro go back in the past and change how he acted he would.
Why?
For Buck.
Both Tommy and Buck had major character development and thats what we like to see!
If we all love Buck now why cant we love Tommy too?
I do hope see Buck learning how Tommy treated Chim and Hen. Yeah Buck will be upset but he will see how Tommy has changed since then.
Gerrad will probably have something to do with that.
Buch changed.
Tommy changed.
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People also need to learn
Actor vs character
Lou is NOT Tommy.
He portrays Tommy.
Just because an actor plays a character you dont like doesnāt mean you need to go say hatful things about them.
Lou would never say or do anything racist or sexist.
And if he did/does the internet isnt going to let that slide.
Like come on, we know once something gets said the whole internet will know.
Isnt that right Ryan? (He apologized i know)
And not everyone likes apologies but the thing is people pick and choose if an apology is accepted or not. So either way if someone apologizes it might not even matter in the end.
The internet is going to be the internet.
You dont have to agree with me this was just a rant.
I probably missed somethings i was going to say or maybe i said somethings that are wrong.
Oh well. ļæ¼
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Im going to go clean now. My brain hurts.
#911#911 fandom#911 cast#911 fox#evan buckley#oliver stark#911 abc#tommy kinard#lou ferrigno jr#911 show#911 discussion#911 rant#911 discourse#911 season 8#911 season eight#ryan guzman#eddie diaz
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