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butteronabun · 2 months ago

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11/16

a diluc ragnvindr x female reader, college au / chat fic

notes: i had way too much fun with this lmao!! informing u now that diluc & the reader are in an established relationship. also it gets a lil suggestive in the end so uh. proceed with caution ⚠️ I RECOMMEND Y’ALL READ THIS WITH A FULL SCREEN + rip ur wifi because lots of pngs below😘

this is actually a lowkey kinda sequel / future fic of my big big diluc college au that i’ll prolly never got to post 🥴 ( also pls tell me if there are stray photos somewhere hh )

#diluc x reader #diluc x female reader #melted.butter #college au my beloved #i srsly took lots of efforts just to make this #like damn its so crazy #i woke up after a long nap and decided to write this in one sitting #oh diluc....#hope y'all enjoy it as much as i did <3333 #the reader's dynamic with diluc in college au is very similar with the previous aus ive written #an example is the lady ragnvindr and her maids mini series hehe #ok i stop yapping now HSDJHD

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thisispoggers · 4 months ago

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HC that Shakes is a shower singer in private

#LIKE BRO WOULD RUN A CONCERT INSIDE THE BATHROOM #WHITE GIRL MUSIC PLAYING #SHAMPOO BOTTLE READY AS A MICROPHONE #Super Bowl concerts couldn’t hold a candle to the shit he’d be doing inside the shower stall #Bro belting out every note and singing word for word better than artists at their own concerts #coming for Ariana Grande’s entire damn career with the way he reinvented her high notes #k I’ll stop I just woke up from a 5 minute daydream while my mp3 was running #anyways Shakes seems the type to sing in the shower lol #supa strikas #supablr

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valeechtine · 4 months ago

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The thing is "forced diversity" only became a real thing after people online got called out for only ever having like white ocs or just Never making women [ESPECIALLY TRANS WOMEN] and now sometimes I see a character lineup and its like Oh I can like actively see the diversity checklist you were crossing off in your head specifically to try and get tumblr woke points because you are being so fucking Weird about this. Like in an effort to be like LOOK LOOK AT HOW DIVERSE MY CAST IS I AM ADVERTISING THIS BY JUST TELLING YOU ABOUT HOW DIVERSE EVERYONE IS YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW GENRE OR THEMES they make it so clear that making characters of color or women or disabled characters etc has to be a Conscious Choice instead of just. Something that comes naturally because that reflects our real world.

#Sorry I started thinking about that fuck ass paranormal park or whatever show #Makes a character who is a fat trans man. Makes his last name FUCKING GUTTMAN.#and again like. The complete performativeness of Woke Anachronisms #Like sorry man. If you make Sir Arthur and his knights do a pronoun circle thats stupid #The fact of the matter is a lot of the terms we use to describe things are new!#Like you don't have to have a character state every minute detail of themselves to be good rep #And frankly as someone who doesn't tend to bring things up unless its relevant like #I want more rep for people like me pleaaaaaase #There are so many of us that don't feel the need to be open with Strangers abt gender/sexuality/abled status/culture #like. It just isn't other peoples business!#I need to log off before I go on a tangent about how much I also fucking hate pronoun circles #I have to do them so much in college. Please. Please I'm so tired of how weird people are #If someone wants to know they can Ask Me stop making me choose between #Outting myself to the whole damn room or misgendering myself if the vibes aren't right #ANYWAYS. Bed time yaaaay ^w^#chittering

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alittleemo · 1 month ago

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mannnnnnnnbb fuck November I’m so tired of feeling lonely in my own life.

#lee’s bullshit #even being in [redacted] will not save you from the depths of November #trying to remind myself things are always changing and I can’t stop putting myself out there but I am tired.#what I am doing clearly is not enough in any respect and I am tired of feeling so worn to the bone all the time.#huge social miss today at the function. woke up late and ruined the schedule. couldn’t make a clear decision on dinner.#haven’t found a replacement roommate. haven’t finished my portfolio. haven’t applied to internships. haven’t finished my final project.#behind on everything and with every step I take I get pulled further and further backwards.#my roommate is graduating early and i feel like it’s my fault.#i shouldn’t blame myself for someone else’s bad behavior but im still beating myself up for being a cause for it.#my other roommate wants to move out to live on her own next year.#also blaming myself for that even tho its always on me to fix the mess of housing every damn semester #I’m just so tired of feeling like I’m not doing enough and even when I am that it just simply doesn’t matter.#saw one of my friends today but only for an hour. texting the group is like sending a blind pigeon out in a gale.#I know that things will get better but it’s just so hard . if someone genuinely asked how I was doing I could cry on the spot.#none of my friends are close enough anymore not at home not at school not in my family. there’s nowhere to go.#just tired. Going to go to bed soon. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

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insufferablemod · 8 months ago

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wowgh.... my first free day in weeks tomorrow.....

#i have finished school.....#graduation ceremony is in a few days....#ill have like..................Actual free time again...#thats Wild #i legit was doing school shit from pretty much the moment i woke up till almost the moment id go to sleep for like #3 weeks?#more?#idk #wild shit #i gotta like.... think about Job shit soon...#but for now....................... i will just enjoy having some time to myself...#might try n do some ask blogging again soon :')c #rambles #was like actually sure id fail for a good while there... cus of how much my hand was limiting what i could do #which made me have to change my project super last minute to something more realistic #but i was pretty much starting from scratch.....😭😭😭😭#whihc.... may not have actually been all that realistic lmao #(hence the 3 week non stop working #ok no i checked n its been like probably 5 or 6 weeks damn ok)#but i lived so 🎉🎉🎉🎉#and got a good grade :')

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motor-city-selfryed · 2 months ago

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so excited for friday to see mcmg (if theyre there) during my mcmg era like when they first came on/won the titles i was definitely into them like i was telling my dad "oh theyre my new favourites absolutely" but i was NOT as hyperfixated and insane as i am now I NEED NEW CONTENT. ASAP. (more in tags)

#falling asleep while watching their matches on my birthday hsd to be the highlight of thst night #I THINK IT WAS...THE BEER MONEY COMPILATION #regardless omg like i woke up and saw that youtube basically paused for me and i was like #damn did i fall asleep watching these married bitches fight two other married bitches #IT WAS ICONIC I LOVE MCMG SO MUCH STOP #AND YALL R SO WELCOMING TOO?#i thought i was abt to get major shade for being a new fan “omg ur new? EWWW”#NO YALL CAME WITH THE SCRIPTS. THE YT LINKS. THE LORE. AND IM FOREVER GRATEFUL #MCMG FANS R SO GOATED OH MY GODDD #IMMA BE ASKING YALL FOR MORE LINKS SOON I MADE A YT PLAYLIST #omg i love.....alex and chris.....furhrhhrje #mcmg #motor city machine guns #alex shelley #chris sabin #punkoween yaps #friday night smackdown

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loumauve · 4 months ago

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the goddamn toast water post just made me utter "history is fucking real" in the most solemn and serious tone of voice, out loud, to myself, in the goddamn bathtub

#life is ridiculous and I'm its biggest clown #in my defense it's not even 9 am and I woke up at 6 for some reason (the reason prob being that I start work at 6 atm)#so I chose (violence) reading Stray Gods fic in bed for a few hours followed by the need to just vibe in the bathtub #I've only just had my coffee and a slice of cold pizza leftover from yesterday and it's such a uni-days thing to do #I've kinda missed it. tho I wasn't drinking coffee back then (how the fuck did I survive mornings without it??)#anyway. feeling very soft and tender abt my past self today. I miss her even if she was just as much of a mess. in different ways #the kind of mess who would openly flirt with some strange dude she didn't really know over the phone #the kind of mess who moved across the country just for a chance at trying with sb she liked who really never wanted to date her #the kind of mess who's always fallen for her best friends and who'll likely never stop #the kind of mess who feel so damn hard for a woman 15 yrs older than her just bc she was kind and sweet and a mess herself #the kind of mess who moved in with a friend she was solidly in love with for a bit who had her boyfriend over most nights #just.. it's not all about those feelings but they're decidedly a big part of why I've ever done anything #and I will prob always miss the friend who'd lie on the train platform with me just giggling into the night as ppl walked past #her head on my stomach and me just feeling so high it felt like I'd never stop floating (just for a while though)#I guess what I'm trying to get at here is that Mi miss just letting my feelings take me places even at the risk of losing it all #I'm so much more hesitant and guarded now. and sure part of it is being medicated for my bipolar. it's good that I don't call strangers #and almost invited them over. or that I no longer walk barefoot through the city at night by myself (usually)#but I do miss just idk. intimacy I guess. and how easily it used to come to me to just try and be open abt wanting it I guess #oh well. best be getting out of the bathtub. it's not a good place to be with these thoughts. and it's too early for this anyway #a day in the life of..

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emailgremlin · 4 months ago

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¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep and now i keep replaying things in my head and wishing i chose differently #like i could have not tried to get dinner i could have stayed at the bus stop #i could have ducked into a store to check my phone #i could have pretended to have a call i could have told like store security before the other person showed up #ugh #i could have lied better #i’m kind of rambling and ruining the vibe but if i can’t do that on my own blog where can i?#anyway. i tried to help and now i’m stuck and can’t get anything back from the banks either #big fear of police and i think they would just blame me anyway so no report and i have to do that via emergency line and i don’t want that #i just feel fucking stupid.#oh well.#i feel like whatever she’s going through she could probably use it more than me but damn i had plans for that

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parakeetpark · 4 months ago

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I am going to loose my mind trying to organise this funeral. And it's just me doing most of it alone so i cannot stop. I have to keep going

Okay.... warning i did hit 30 tags. Like u been warned if u open my tags u will be scrolling

I need a cigarette so bad and I can't drink because health. And I'm SO WIRED

#i slept after doing funeral stuff #had a dream my dad was alive and there had been mistake #woke up 7am did funeral stuff #went to sleep again and woke up with Health Symptoms #briefly sat outside #more funeral stuff #emails #phone calls #planning #checking anf rechecking anf recchecking and rechekcigng my damn to do list and emails bc i am so traumatised by #the amount of times i will forget literally any and every thing of little or great importance #music planning #email #photos and massive crying fit #break to eat #looked through 7 photo albums until my mother got mad bc she doesn't wanna do that #looked through cd after cd after cd for 3 hours of photos and some did not have photos and some had funny childhood things and i learnt a #lot about my dad from the cd from the old Brick Box Computer backup from 15 years ago and laughed so hard i triggered my asthma #and couldn't stop cry laughing hysterically for minutes #more photos #checking obsessively my email again anf adding shit to the to do list #and now....#i .... need to sleep but I'm so fucking wired #this is just like when i was at uni #i would work day in day out until i passed out. fall asleep with my laptop on my chest. dream of essays snd research papers. wake up and #start writing without even leaving bed #no fucking wonder i was so suicidal holy fuck???????#all I'm doing is funeral planning for my father but it's like being at uni again with deadlines just not enough time and the urgency

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cicidraws · 5 months ago

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i keep feelin like im having very tiny heart attacks (by tiny i mean short. but the pain is still alarming and strange and my heart beats extremely hard to where i can almost hear it ): )

#before u say anything i know im well overdue for the doctor and other tests.#im not not going bc im lazy #im too tired to explain anymore either #but god damn i sure am going through things that in a way im not surprised about but i also dont want to be #heart attacks -#shutupcici -#lil while back i had somethig feel like it tore through my heart and then it went away after about a minute #tonight i had frequent feeling of that but little blips of it and my heart awas pounding so hard and wouldnt stop #i also woke up yesterday with that pain and my back hurting too

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windupaidoneus · 5 months ago

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this need for approval is a fucking disease it is absolutely mind boggling that i need feedback on what i say & post or my mind decides everyone takes a look at it & goes yep here goes this annoying freak again talking about his annoying freak things. & im not even like that with everyone. it literally does not fucking matter oh my goddd grow UP! im normal now. i understand my minds machinations. misto is nodding in approval at me

#i do not have this kind of insecurity with anyone in bitches. it is baffling that im letting it get such power on me elsewhere #i know its because of the difference in familiarity & like. knowing bitches much longer. & the fact we are from the same community #it is definitely a trust issue in this case but there isnt really a fix for it. except trying to get closer to everyone i guess?#but that would feel forced. i mean i love making friends & i love having close friends & i do not like feeling like this #but im also not gonna force friendships just so i can stop being insecure. its ridiculous conceptually #not that i have beef with anybody of course. just not sure anybody would care to get closer to me atm #considering what people have seen of me i would very much understand the opposite. not in a self conscious way #though that would be quite the opposite of how i personallt would react probably... my complexes #apologies for ruminating on my thought process in front of tha whole world to see but admittedly u did not have to read it.#i suppose ive gotten worries waap was mad at me in recent ish times but the thing w waap is that if theres an issue ill know #& like. waap & i are like two peas in a pod like they say... its presence makes me overall more comfortable & safe #damn. does it realise how important it is to me. emotional break im tearing up thinking about it fuckkk i love my friends #bahhhh okay anyway... i love my bitches. my god. ppl complain about that server's channel system #but its my beautiful maze where my beautiful friends are... & i can trust them so so much i have a channel for being a hater...#fukkkkckkck did i woke up sappy as fuck what is going ONNNN ahhhh i love mynfriedns collapses to my kenes #IS IT SO BAD TO WANT MORE FRIENDS TO LOVE JUST AS MUCH!!!! & TO TRUST AS MUCH!!

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koneko-chan · 6 months ago

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TMAP 23 SPOILERS////

i've been saying for weeksss gwen and alice are the only people who can match each other's freak!!

#rant in tags lolll #the magnus protocol #the magnus protocol spoilers #ALSO. lena knows damn well that alice didnt give him that paperwork 🤨 i wonder if there's a reason she can't tell him to stop #but yeah alice and gwen are both so overbearing that it's actually cathartic for me to see them link up like this. can they kiss next #you know it's bad when serial truth ignorer alice dyer is like oh i believe you 100% and also it's worse than you thought #also again what is gwen's problem. why did you push yourself to this point girl #do you think jon and martin are torturing her ass with a mr. bonzo themed caseload #sam getting his 100th doppleganger case of the week: i'm sure this means nothing #i'm so curious about what basira is up to #celia yawning.... girl i know you woke up in scotland or some shit this morning #hey. have jon and martin been stuck in windows NT for 20 fucking years #would that mean jonah magnus has also been stuck for 20 years #so he wouldnt have had the chance to do anything to elias.... so why is gwen doing this to herself #wouldn't it be so funny if elias bouchard was [ERROR]. haha just kidding

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elderscrolls4 · 9 months ago

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I got so fucking high and drunk today oh my god how did i do this regularly with no hard drugs (MOST of the time) and hard liqour and still have the energy to stay up afterwards. Maybe i was just 15/16

#i havent smoked that much weed in so long my hands couldnt stop twitching i tried to make them stop too but i couldnt.#my uncle kept making fun of me .#drank alot of coolers and hung out with another side of my family like how it was years ago tho i missed that alot #i wish i could go back with them to the rez but i know its not a good idea i need to stay here unfortunately #when i got home i passed out for 6 hours and woke up every damn hour #im fine now im just gonna drink so much water and juice tonite #being a teenaged alchy took alot out from me i think

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jjsanguine · 2 years ago

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#i was like damn are tae gyeong and hyun woo going to stop being besties :/#but then they did this and i nearly woke my family up laughing in the middle of the night #i had to learn how to make a gif just for this #it came out very blurry even and now i understand even less the people who make the most HD gifs ever for free #like that's real work done simply for the love of the game #the real has come #tae gyeong #hyun woo

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mxdotpng · 1 year ago

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what the actual fuck happens in xillia that judes dad is sweeping over the guy who immediately tried to have his teenage daughter executed for something he was fully aware she had no idea happened. jaw dropped at the ratio on that poll. what the hell did you do derrick

he didn't do anything outwardly evil but at the very least it was clear ingobert loved his daughter. however over the course of xillia its made increasingly clear jude does not want to go back home and the idea of going back home upsets him So Much. and when you get there you immediately find out its because his dad is a bitch. he yells at jude in every single scene theyre in together, he tells him its his fault milla's condition worsened because as a doctor he should know better, and is over all just a huge piece of shit to his 15yo son. every scene hes in made my blood boil

#derrick looking at his 15yo son and saying he should be ashamed for trying to get milla the help SHE WAS ASKING FOR #like. god i hope he eats shit and DIES.#its probably worse over the fact judes mom kept going '...you know he loves you' after these outbursts #as though that stops jude from being miserable. because hes written to the point its very clear jude doesnt like being #around his father.#the one thing ill give props to xillia for. jude is a damn good character #ask #xillia #edit: wow sorrybfor all the edits and typos i just woke up HAHA

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mimiri22-6 · 1 year ago

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You wanna know the worst thing about tomorrow for me is?

I'm gonna be at work when s2 of gomens drops. I can't even induldge and marathon the whole thing because I only get home around 1 am after a shift. And on Really bad nights, wich happen 1-2-4 nights a week? 2am. AND THEN I can't even marathon it the NEXT day because I work the next 3 days.

I want. To Die.

#gomens #good omens s2 #I'm gonna have to do what I did when I watched s1. 1 ep a night NO MATTER WHAT. no matter what cliffhanger. just one.#and THEN marathon it the last night I work. unless something gets planned on tues. T-T I can't have shit.#I honestly might have to quit or ask for like a month off soon because my mental health has been TANKING like nothing else recently #but also i CAN'T because my best friend is gonna go homeless soon because their fam sucks and we still don't have a solid plan for where #we're gonna move in. my life is a fucking mess and this is the worst year of my life and every year becomes worse than the last #god fucking damn it. i need to stop being so sad that my brain hurts now. find me in the w elcome h ome tag bros #go to sleep mimiri #i can't i only woke up 2 hours ago because i slept for less than an hour yesterday and then took 5 melatonin last night #and the melatonin wasn't even the reason i fell asleep last night. i fell asleep like 2 1/2 hours after i took them

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