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Y'all helpppp a new deliciously tragic ACOTAR fic idea has me in a chokehold
#bookish rambles#i aint got time for that#i havent even updated acohas#writing#but i already have an idea of how it ends#who dies#etc#it starts tragic and then gets WORSE#and WORSE#and then boom everyone is DYING
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Sisters
#starting to think i might have a thing for tragically doomed sibling relationships#also jfc vi can't catch a break man#and it's probably gonna get even worse next arc#arcane#arcane netflix#vi arcane#jinx arcane#powder arcane#arcane fanart#my art
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banging my head against the wall every time I see someone reblogging a post of mine with tags mentioning the ‘unrequited confession’. we have been OVER this it is NOT a case of unrequited romantic love it is completely canonically up in the air as a possibility. listen to jayden revri himself and be enlightened i am begging you
#rambling#payneland#also getting recommended posts with this rhetoric fhdhfjdhd it’s just annoying cause it’s like. misinformation#if that scene was actually a rejection I’d feel a lot worse about this show as a whole like really it Matters that it’s not#do you really think Superhell 2: Escape From Superhell would be a good idea. because I feel like they’re actively trying to counter those#kinds of damaging or at least exhausting and overdone queer tropes#tragic unrequited gay boy hopelessly in love with his best friend suffering forever because he’s gay#is. exactly the kind of exhausting overdone queer trope that almost unequivocally makes me lose a lot of respect for a show#so it is very very very important to me that this is. not that. and the actors have cemented that fact openly#please………..please just listen to the words being said………don’t conflate uncertainty with rejection……..take my hand#that’s not to say edwin didn’t TAKE it as a rejection. because based on what he says to niko he absolutely did#which will make it all the more juicy when what he thinks is impossible starts to become real and within reach. eventually. hopefully#also- less explicit- but Charles’ hand-on-heart thing after their last hug… like you really don’t have to be a film major#(saying this as a film major) to deduce what that means and what its calling back to. it’s pretty easy to put 2+2 together there#but anyway. I digress
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throw back to when a local pitmommy launched a freakishly long lasting campaign against me on nextdoor bc I told her I didn't wanna sit for her XL rescue bully, & also that it's heinously irresponsible to keep that thing in the house with her toddlers. I literally referred her to countless news stories of little kids being mauled by dogs they raised lovingly since they were puppies-let alone her giant beast that was quite possibly raised in some depraved dogfighting ring (though I'm sure the fuckass animal shelter tried to say it was a "bait dog" lol. newsflash, these dogs always go for the kill when theyre set off, if it was a meek little bait dog it would be dead). she literally implied I'm a racist (yes, really) for not wanting to read about her kids horrible painful deaths in the paper. she was like "I don't care about the stats, it's still 1 in 10,000 chance" hello?? if a plane had a 1 in 10,000 chance of crashing would you put your daughters on it or would you choose another goddamn airline that only has a 1 in a million chance of crashing???? fucks sakes
I truly don't understand why these people won't just get a fucking lab or a golden or any of the numerous breeds that are proven to be FAR less likely to snap & kill people out of nowhere. there is nothing you can get from a pit that you can't get from any other breed. I have a theory that they just want to feel like heroes for "saving" a dog that the evil bigots like me would refuse to adopt for silly reasons, like not wanting my family to be mauled. lol
#but you literally cannot reason w/pitmommies until its their child in the hospital or morgue#which has happened. i can name several cases of staunch propit activists having their kids slaughtered after years of insisting its#all about how you raise them. tragic that they have to pay such a horrific price for their willful ignorance#i always tell ppl the same thing. most pits wont bite but the ones that do will kill you or die trying#if a lab snaps badly at your child they might need a few stitches. if a pit snaps you're shopping for kid sized coffins#its horrible but the stats do not lie. in fact the issue is even worse than the stats show bc they dont count ''mixed breeds'' as pits#when they almost always are. shelters just dont wanna label them bc they want to con people into adopting them#dont even get me started on that shit. shelters are FULL of propit propaganda
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even while it was happening, you knew it wasn't going to last
#parahumans#worm#lisa wilbourn#tattletale#feeling BAD about my girl lisa in the club tonite#i am convinced she is the most tragic main character in worm#which is a bold statement i know#but i just cant handle even thinking about her shit FOR REAL#she knew the cops and robbers shit was bullshit! from the very beginning!#of course she did! Coil fucking forced her to work for him at gunpoint and she totally understands that#if she doesn't do what he wants shes going to end up in a torturebasement!!#she knew aall of taylors funny little problems n Issues from the start! she tried SO hard to keep her alive and at least a little happy#struggling and clinging and digging in her claws as she watches this girl somehow get Worse(?)#and every time taylor takes a step towards the void guess who sees it in excruciating detail even when taylor can't/wont!!!!#and in the end it doesn't matter!! all her schemes and plans don't amount for shit!! she doesn't save the girl!#she doesn't save the girl.#my art
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shogun (book) does the 'characters speaking in multiple languages' thing the best ive ever seen its so fuckign. the 'defaults' are typically either portugese or japanese and so those are written normally, with the exception that the japanese we hear from blackthornes perspective is either unintelligible (not direct quotes) or short words and phrases that he picks up (things like wakarimasuka and kinjuru are written just like that, and we the english reader learn what they mean as blackthorne does, so dont need translations evey time). japanese when heard from a japanese character's perspective is written in normal english, because its still the default, its their first, usually only, language. but it gets funky when youre speaking, say, latin, which they do sometimes. because blackthorne knows it fluently, but its not his first language (though neither is portugese) and its not the one he uses the most. so its written recognizably to us, an english-speaking reader, but in a way that makes it clear it is NOT portugese (default). so its written in this kind of old-englishy very elaborate style, with thees and thous and -ith at the ends of verbs and even just a different grammatical structure than normal english. "who giveth the sign? with importance it should be given quickly." <- not a sentence that comes naturally to english but it is A: recognizable as of the meaning and B: clearly Different. it signals theyre speaking latin even when the whole book is written in English and i think its NEAT
#shogun#im really liking this book dude. its a really interesting style but i dig it#the perspective hops around a bunch but most modern books split it cleaner#this chapter is from A perspective and this chapter is from B perspective OR you get a mix of everyone at once (true omniscent)#but this isnt either of those. it flips between character's minds without clear indication when the flip happens#so u read a chapter that starts from blackthorne's perspective and halfway through it switched to mariko's and you can only tell because#the narration now includes knowledge of what is being said in japanese. and then it switches to toranagas and youre seeing him think about#whatever plan hes concocting and then its back to mariko and she doesnt have all the information you just learned#there was a chapter with all the portugese priests together and it flipped between them so much and they got way into like. backstory shit#and thinking about what happened to get them here what they think should happen next and they didnt all agree#and its not CONFUSING but it is confusing sometimes. u understand#its really interesting tho i like it a lot#and also i actually like blackthorne more in the book than in the show. in the book hes worse#hes more brash and messy and selfish and hes just more of a dickhead and hes more clueless#all things he is in the show but they sanded him down a bit to make him a better love interest/main character#which is TRAGIC. hes so sucks in the book hes more fun and interesting. i like eet
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i don't think i've been this mentally ill and full of grief and crying all the time since i was like 10-14 like that was the worst period of my life by far and everything i'm feeling now reminds me of how i felt then and how bad it was
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ISOLDE.
#oh the essay i could write on how much i DESPISE her#alistair started talking about her and all the hatred i had for her came back in force#and now i'm face to face with her and i'm starting to think it's morally and logically correct to sacrifice her#first for being a child neglecter and second for enabling all the chaos and death and destruction to redcliffe#all so she wouldn't disappoint her fereldan daddy who is ALSO a child neglecter but she's worse and i can't kill him tragically#but even fucking. about to enter the castle after saving the village after SEVERAL NIGHTS OF DEATH BECAUSE OF THIS#and she scoffs at alistairs mere presence?? bitch he was 8 when you saw him last and sent him away! EIGHT!!#fuck you and the noble you rode on#dragon age origins#and as for logically correct: if you leave the village at all before battle everyone (except teagan) is killed. EVERYONE. and that's 1 night#after several days of attacks! no one else is left!! but the demon is still alive in the castle and anything can happen#and it takes 1-2 days to get to the circle to get the mages. leaving for up to 4 days to get more help to *possibly* stop more deaths?#and it's clear arl eamons life takes priority over all else....#so yeah time to kill a bitch i guess 💅
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I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.
#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell)#she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill#i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending#i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months#and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc#the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too#it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations#but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities#and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy#like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists#and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child#where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff.#i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either#or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers#they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for#(it just wasn't did)#they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help#but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking#one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties#the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies#but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo#aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam#did#dissociative identity disorder#osdd#ddnos#munchausen syndrome#mass psychogenic illness#ableism
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Have you ever written fanfic where the source material is so obscure that you keep thinking of the MC as your OC?
I'm not talking about a major active fandom where you decide to play in the universe by giving the ultimate narrative to villager number 74 (this is also great!).
This is about a random book from the 30s you found in a thrift store that no one has ever heard of but got its beautiful claws into you.
This is about an early 2000s video game that bombed out but you played it at a friend's house and the worldbuilding won't let you sleep at night.
This is about an episode of 60s tv western that was supposed to be a spinoff into its own series that never manifested but dangit you love that character they introduced and the wildly unfinished story that was promised and forgotten long before you were born, and that MC might as well be your OC because nobody else is thinking about them anymore but they deserve it, and you are compelled to tell their story and make something complete that was incomplete, and you are more attached to this abandoned cowboy than any other character you have recently written.
-deep breath-
So yeah. Reblog if you can relate I guess.
#he's my oc now i adopted him#fanfic#fanfic authors#fanfic writing#obscure fandom#ragamusings#don't even get me started on how this 'oc' by a kinda nobody actor a few years before they became something of a somebody#and *several* years before they were no longer a somebody and reluctantly took on a film they didnt think was any good#and ended up becoming most well known for the worst american on-set tragic accident (pre-dating and worse than the one on rust)#((where the director was almost entirely at fault but paid everyone off and is still making movies to this day 🙃🙃🙃))#.....anyways i have a need to finish this cowboy's story
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The way Merlin is a tragedy disguised as a comedy
#bbc merlin#me 10 years ago: hey let's start this funny show!! surely it won't damage me beyond repair#the thing is. you have hope. the whole goddamn show there is hope.#it starts as being light and hilarious then it gets more and more tragic but there's still hilarious moments and there's still hope#especially after uther dies#you think that maybe things will get better. but no. they get arguably worse.#the lies stack up one after another & in the end the promise made at the start - that arthur will return magic to camelot - is a lie too#i think#it's literally been 10 years since I've seen merlin so maybe i remember things wrongly#i wanted to rewatch it recently but i couldn't#i couldn't watch it again knowing how terrible it all turns out#i support women being evil but morgana becoming the evil sorceress just broke my fucking heart and i can't go through it again#she was betrayed in so many ways and it WOULD HAVE BEEN SO EASY TO REACH OUT TO HER#SHE REALLY WANTED SOMEONE TO REACH OUT TO HER#and when nobody did except the druids and then the druids were killed she was like fuck all of you#and rightfully so#but it still fucking breaks my heart#not to mention the whole... merlin. yea not to mention merlin#you watch this show and you look at the characters becoming better for a short while#and then it's a shitshow in all of them becoming so much worse#except gwen <3
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After playing Cyberpunk and giving it a proper go this time to the point that I'm basically completionist ing it that the game is fun and the random side quests are incredible but the endings fuck you over so bad and I know that's the point like I remember seeing interviews about how they wanted cyberpunk to really be about how you leave an impact but they have basically made it so there is no good end for V even with the new Phantom Liberty ending they seem to really want to push the Silverhand taking over thing and I wonder if it's cause someone wants to use him for stuff in the future or something.
Specifically about Phantom liberty you finally have a chance for a cure but if you do it, V can't use implants even if they hint they might in the future and it causing you to lose everyone despite the fact that you were in a fucking coma. They really seemed to want to make it feel bad and not actually give V a happy ending.
#like im aware that like everything isnt happy and that tragedys exists ect#but its a rpg video game if you want a tragic ending for a character you can have that but when your putting 30#plus hours into a game i feel like you should have the option to have a happy ending or atleast an ending that doesnt feel like shit#like mass effect got lots of shit for killing off shepard but i think cyberpunk is worse#like i was devastated with mass effects ending but it very much was a climax for shepard#V is just getting started and all the endings fucking suck#and the worst part is#i love the world and want to play more in it but fuck anything with silverhand in it tbh#i just want V to be happy#cyberpunk#spoilders#cyberpunk 2077
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i'm if a girl ever tried to be cool but knew she's ballad of a homeschooled girl by olivia rodrigo
#and I don't think I get along with anyone#I'm on the outside of the greatest inside joke#feels like my skin doesn't fit right over my bones#the party's done#and I'm no fun#I know#I made it weird#I made it worse#each time I step outside#It's social suicide#searching “how to start a conversation?” on a website#everything I do is tragic#etc etc#personal
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The tech guys are hanging out in my office again and chatting about $10,000 week long vacations like this is normal.
#Journal shit#Ah yes the life i gave up to be a grunt 3D generalist working on the lowest of the low entertainment \o/#A lot of my friends here get mad at my dad for not being supportive#And i myself get frustrated at him for being insulting about my general life failure#But like....he has a point#I dont think he needed to treat me like yesterdays trash over it but#He was right i probably should have taken a programming job#But poor dad he got saddled with a child who is stubborn and tragically not financially motivated like at all#I mean he is the exact same damn way i feel like my dad forgets that it was just me and him for four years there#I saw how he lived without certain influences and he did not give a crap about status or money or fancy things#It wasnt until the rich bitch came along and started making him like...update his furniture every few years because *style*#and making him buy new designer coats every year so he doesn't embarrass himself in front of the other volleyball parents#Im just saying prior to the introduction of Steves Wife to our family these things just didnt exist to us#It does greatly entertain me that Steves Wife is not allowed to come to the ohio farm because everybody agreed that she just...#Could Not Handle The Poor#Anyway thats my dads idea of a vacation going to visit grandma on the farm this summer#And two guesses he and grandma will just sit around reading and doing puzzles and watching tennis#Pretty much exactly what i did when i went on vacation to visit her#I want to ask my dad if you think i am a failure what do you think of yourself i am exactly fucking like you for better or worse#Well i mean except i also did a lot of drawing of hockey players and grandma would lean over my shoulder#Saying things like *he looks like a nice young man*#yes grandma and he also racks up the penalty minutes like you wouldnt believe
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i keep having Thoughts about how in so many ways LL has so much potential to be a really hard-hitting, messy, no-punches-pulled exploration of what i call moral agency: not the agency to act on your beliefs, but the agency to have those beliefs at all. like, if you're being abused into internalizing a set of beliefs, or indoctrinated in such a way as to make you resistant to outside perspective, or having relevant information withheld from you even if you would be looking for it... you don't have nearly as much choice in the matter of what you believe as someone who isn't stuck in that position.
and like. the central antagonists alone are literally a massive, horrifically abusive cult that spans generations. and i really wish they had actually followed through on that, and done so with compassion for victims who might need to be held accountable, instead of treating them with hatred and dehumanization.
(and also, y'know. hadn't treated some characters who did bad things as if they had much, MUCH more agency, moral or otherwise, than they did at literally any point. COUGH FIVE COUGH COUGH COUGH)
there's just. so so so much interesting stuff to be dug into there, in a way that's deeply fundamental to the narrative where even a lot of stories about moral agency aren't, and i really wish i could scrape enough brain cells together to talk about it properly
#lorien legacies#LL mogadorians#LL number five#LL tag#LL crit tag#the really fucked up thing is how they only make the about-face to#'wow the idea that the mogs had their moral agency stripped away is tragic; evil; and violating'#when that is suddenly the ONLY bad thing that could possibly happen to them that Matters#they can go through genocide and starvation and horrific human rights abuses and be tortured in prison camps for the rest of their lives#explicitly INCLUDING THE CHILDREN. ALL OF THEM#but lol who give a shit as long as they believe the right things now. they deserve it anyway uwu#which gets a hundred times worse because what we see of adam ''giving them the ability to believe the right things'' in the end#SCREAMS cult. holy shit it screams cult so bad#and he explicitly says he doesn't care if his mom is in the camp because she'd suffer too#his reason for not wanting to see her again is that *she might believe the wrong thing still*#and rex fucks me up because his genuine compassion for other mogs and wanting to believe the best of them#ends up with him being presumably the first member of adam's fucking internment camp cult lmfao#which like. we see a dude's initiation involving carving off his head tattoos. rex has head tattoos. connect the dots 🙃#the way this series handles moral agency is.......... very deeply horrifying. don't get me started on five or the vatborn#anyway. regardless there is so much ground to be explored here and i pray to the heavens for the brain cells to do it coherently#it is especially of interest to me as someone who grew up southern baptist lmao#the crit files#cults cw#religious abuse cw#genocide cw#mutilation cw#self-harm cw#fuck off adam#dyn: but i'm helping you anyway
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So. Brook died when he was 38 years iPod. And he was stuck in the Florian Triangle for 50 years.
He has been alone for longer than he was alive.
#its so late but idk I just realized this and I’m about to start breaking things#LIKE THATS OVER A DECADE OF DIFFERENCE. 12 YEARS#now brooks story is already horrifically tragic but like. it really gets even worse when you actually realize how long that actually is#I haven’t even lived for half of the time that he was alone#50 years is half of someone’s life. its more then half of HIS life#I keep thinking I’m done being sad about this silly skelly music man but then something else tragic about him just#hits me over the head like a baseball bat#this has probably been said before but oh well. I just needed to get it out of my system before I exploded#one piece#brook
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