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ptolemaea starts playing and i rise from the ground through my ceiling
#ptolemaea#ethel cain#preachers daughter#hayden anhedönia#music#it started before and i screamed#its literally SO GOOD#like omg#the vocals are gorgeous#i love ptolemaea#sooo much#i genuinely get shivers when i hear it omfg#ITS THE DEATH RATTLE AT THE END
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50+ deaths at 5 am got me yelling absolute nonsense to the bosses kicking my whole entire ass
#ultrakill#v1#gabriel#doodles#art#ultrakill fanart#fastest death was like. 6 seconds. maybe less. i was playing on normal#and then my brother told me the secrets of Spamming Slide Like Your Life Depends On It and i got him in like. 15 tries#max0r wasnt kidding this guys entire strat is Teleporting Behind You#so the contrast of nearly killing him first try and then beating his stupid gay ass real fast in his second fight was REALLY funny#i learned bitch#i dont think i've ever yapped and screamed and yelled so much during a videogame before. dont ask me about the noise i made when#the mannequins started moving like coked up little spiders#''i dont believe people are genuinely this loud when playing lethal company they're making this up'' me playing ultrakill:
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heroes always stop
#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#aizawa shouta#tenko shimura#bokunohero#au where 2nd year Shouta finds a kid on the street in need of help#and has to go on the run with said kid when the authorities he takes him to#have clear questionable intentions/allegiences#and he realizes that he can trust no one where this strange blood-covered near-catatonic child is concerned#I know this au has been done before but I wanna take a crack at it too#it takes place when Tenko is 5 and Aizawa is 16#just after Oboro's death#he's pulling away from Hizashi and Nem and obsessing over his training#it's a fun dark horrible teen Aizawa and baby Tenko are on the run from AFO not realizing they both have been under his eye for a while#and Aizawa has to figure out how to take care of a child when he's still basically a child himself#and also has to figure out who he can trust when everyone around them is suspect#screams quietly into my hands#how many more aus can I start before I go mad
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beloved!!!
#neither of these characters r women >:3#mine#fan art#rote#fitz and the fool#fitzloved#realm of the elderlings#i was screaming reading golden fool let me tell you that. 'you thought i was bringing you flowers?' fitz what if i bit you#i am on . fools fate now. oh dear#after this im gonna. wait a long time before reading fitz and fool trilogy...good lord#also. u would not believe the amount of GRIEF. this drawing gave me. ive been staring at colour variations for like an hour#th pose is based off an Artus Scheiner drawing i saw n was like. thats fitzloved#i hvent read liveship traders i know i know. smite me down. listen. i dont care for boats i really dont.#i started reading it n was like i dont respect any of these people and then. stopped skdfbsdk#anyway. why is it 30 degrees. relax. its cooler next week thank god. this better b th last of th heat or im gna start biting
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do you deserve to be loved?
#*smashes thru the wall like the kool aid man* im fucking back#we're so back. it's joever. i'm screeching into the sun i'm ILL i fucking sobbed last night i cried during work#i sat and drew during my lunch i finished the lore drop at 7am and didnt sleep and drew until work started at 9#i. um. i dont even know where to start for making shit. i feel adrift i feel lost in the sauce of misery#the way he screamed at his baby self that he didnt deserve to cry. that he didnt deserve to be loved. im fucking ILL#ive talked before abt his bad relationship w his own mortality but ngl i REALLY underestimated how deep this ran...esp w the new dad knowle#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#ch7 spoilers#book 7 spoilers#he got a new rigged expression!!! all the new animations!!!!!! as a rig animator by trade i was v impressed and pleased#silver nation. fuck every other book like im sorry this one wins u cant deny it#suntails
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as part of the getting-worse-before-it-gets-better portion of aziraphale and crowley's season 3 relationship arc we NEED a desperate "i love you" from aziraphale met with a hissed, spiteful, and quickly regretted "i forgive you" from crowley
#good omens#ineffable divorce#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#i really want things to get as bad as they can possibly get before their relationship#is saved and actualized if you couldn't tell.#like yes i want them to make up and have a big fabulous kiss together sheltered under a canopy in the rain#and then spend the rest of their eternity together on earth in blissful love#but i also want them to be really unstable for a bit#spiteful crowley. aziraphale blurting out a confession no buildup no apology#because he thinks that'll fix everything.#more miscommunication to give more weight to their final climactic episode where they actually work things out.#crowley has to give him a lift and they start arguing and he blasts queen in the bentley#and takes them careening down oxford street at 120 miles per hour#grinning and laughing manically while aziraphale screams and hangs onto the baby basket he's holding#containing the second coming of jesus for dear life.#crowley just terrifying him to spite him.#i want them to do and say fucked up things to each other! do you get it?
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dandelion casually dropping traumatic information while insisting that instead of killing the problem wizard they simply burn his tongue
#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd character#dnd oc#dnd art#dandelion treehollow#warlock#drow#all he does is talk... and talk... and talk#they did not actually burn the wizard's tongue it's cool#instead dande used his disguise magic to look like a sexy vampire and promised the vampire larper wizard the dark gift if he behaved#love when dande gets to put on a show because he says wild shit like i hate when people beg for their lives it makes me want to act out#dande had a wild episode#start of the episode: gets to pretend to be a sexy domineering vampire#end of episode: screaming and sobbing in pain after the curse-bomb in his head went off because he broke one of the curse-rules#where he can't sneak away from the party because the last time he did that be betrayed them big time#it's complicated... and delicious#also right before that the paladin was telling him he needs to find god LOL because he's worried about dande's soul#and dande blew him off saying he has plenty of time he's not gonna die (again)#only to then be convinced he's being killed by the curse in his head......#embarrassing.................
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i'm quite normal about dark beginnings, good stuff, enjoyed, had a time for sure.
#started this soon as i saw last ep uhwhwhjhgf#EVERY DAMN FRAME IS SOOO PRETTYYY#i wanted to draw the others too but the brainworm is fixated on the hedgehog#UGHHH THE MISSILE SCENE OK???#i must stop myself before i scream abt every fuckin scene PLEASE#i shall run off for now#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sth#dark beginnings#shadow dark beginnings#shadow#sonic x shadow dark beginnings#sonic x shadow generations dark beginnings#sonic x shadow generations#sxsg#sth shadow#sth fanart#fycodraws#im violently clawing the bars of my cage
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JAMIL VIPER HALLOWEEN SSR I LOVE YOU IM ON MY KNEES FOR YOU YOU’RE PERFECT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU DESERVE THE WORLD
The other cards are neat too
#in all seriousness though they all look really good#I just personally jumped up and started screaming and running around when I saw Jamil#ALSO! there’s an Azul R but he didn’t fit anymore due to Tumblr image limits#guys I’m going feral though Jamil looks so good#and Leona too and Sebek too and everyone too#I didn’t have high expectations for this event but this goes so incredibly hard I’m blown away#and our glorious Jamil finally got a Halloween SSR#he will SHINE this event you guys I know it#I’m going insane btw#twisted wonderland#twst#Jamil viper#leona kingscholar#sebek zigvolt#riddle Rosehearts#trey clover#malleus draconia#jade leech#idia shroud#azul ashengrotto#vil schoenheit#epel felmier#twst spoilers#twst cards#ramblings#ディズニー ツイステッドワンダーランド#ツイステッドフンダラーンド#ジャミル・バイパー#nightmare before christmas#disney twisted wonderland
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oh sure when agnes montague is brought into the world only for the purpose of ending the world and has her story told by snippets shared by other people it’s “tragic” and “compelling” but when i, nikola orsinov,
#this is a joke btw#sometimes I think about how similar these two are and i start shaking like a little dog#cicada screams#tma#nikola posting#nikola orsinov#sure we’ll maintag this#i feel like I’ve made this post before. oh well
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reposting some old doodles i still enjoy a bit
#a doodley#guys im having realizations i dont really know what to do with#ive said this tons before but my main issue with art rn is like#i Know anatomy. and what it's Meant to look like. my issue is straying away from Correct and going with Good like how some of my stuff was#before i really started learning. loose and not restricted#but my obstacle is that nobody draws the way i want to draw. and im bad at coming up with my own stuff...i need to copy and osmose off#someone else. well. it turns out there is someone who draws the way i draw. and its cheye of the past.#dont get me wrong if i look thru the rest of the art in the (year) folder these came from; 80% of it sucks#i wish i cld have what past cheye had but with current cheye tweaks and refinement#but idk how to do that. something weird has happened to my mind i really cant envision and make art the same way anymore#idk how he did it back then....i wish i Knew bc current me cant make anything out of sketching or thumbnails or just going at it#arghhh#i try and force myself to draw stuff like this now (interactions) and it looks. so stiff. and bad proportion wise but idk how to fix it#which isnt to say the proportions (for example) in THESE drawings are perfect but they dont scream Wrong or Bad or Incorrect to me ykwim...#idk! idk what to do with this. ive never known how to go back and study my own stuff
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!! QUICK PSA FOR TESTOSTERONE TAKERS !!
warning this is a bit gross so i'll put the photos under the cut but i think it's important because nobody told me about this before i started T
if you're taking testogel/any other T that you put on your skin, please for the love of god moisturise the skin you put it on
gel REALLY dries out your skin and as someone with dry skin anyway it caused my skin to flake and scab and break out more which has left a lot of scarring on my back/chest/shoulders
(yes, T causes acne anyway, but for me personally my skin didn't get that much worse after i started and it's improved since i've been moisturising more so that was the problem for me)
obviously there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with having acne or acne scarring or anything like that (it just makes me a bit insecure and means i have to put off getting tattoos there until it gets better), i just wish i'd started taking care of it earlier
also i would Never want to scare anyone off HRT if they want it because it's been a wonderful magical thing for me but there are some uncomfortable aspects of it and this is just one that i didn't know about
#tw scars#ramble#tboy swag#trans stuff#luckily from a distance it just looks like freckles but it's like. an insecurity i didn't have before#i've always moisturised my face but never my body and i didn't think it would make a difference#spoiler alert it DOES#again hrt is AMAZING and i've NEVER regretted starting it#but. puberty is awkward and uncomfy y'know#at least it's the RIGHT puberty this time#the benefits make all the bad parts SO WORTH IT#also for t takers you do just. have to wash more. because at the drop of a hat your skin starts SCREAMING#also bad combo if you're a scab picker. it's just not nice to go through
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"Y'ready to go, V?"
#cyberpunk 2077#johnny silverhand#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#cp2077#glitchcaps#virtual photography#cyberpunk photomode#cyberpunk 2077 vp#silverv#<- implied but idc tagging it anyway#i'm mad at myself for not checking my settings before starting this shoot because they were not turned up where they should have been#shot this on “balanced” instead of “quality” and i want to scream#oh well#his scars decided to work today though so i'll take that win#fun fact: every time i edit in smoke i start from the exact same stock image
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The butch economy is in shambles. Some people really out here really calling Falin Dungeon Meshi and Imogen Critical role butch. Are you people okay
#critical role#falin#I love falin#ALSO CR HAS HAD BUTCH WOMEN DJDJDN KIMA AND KEG#the butchest girl twitter can handle before they start screaming#dungeon meshi
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totals ur drama
#shut up. dont say a word. total drama lives in my SOUL but that wasnt how this started.#so i talk abt it privately a bit but im currently Drowning in ideas. ive never had this happen before. i have a backlog of ~25 drawings#and then i thought 'oh maybe it WOULD be fun to build a silver rig! a simple one! like the chihiro DR rig i built!'#and then i SCREAMED INTO THE VOID because i do not have TIME!!!! even a SIMPLE RIG IS MINIMUM A FULL DAYS WORK#but does reason ever stop me??? NO. so i fuckign. DREW THIS AFTER TODAY'S BG SERIES WORK. YKNOW. JUST IN CASE#im smashing my head with ROCKS i am DERANGED. i am CURSED. i do not have TIME FOR THJIS. HES SO CYUTE#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#suntails#oh yea but also im obsessed with total drama and always have been and always will be and have watched the reboot seasons#multiple times each and i have them downloaded just in case and i read the tumblr webcomic total trauma and have for years and and and#gripping ur shoulders. leave. get out of here before i keep yapping
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“Spider-Man: No Way Home” was released one year ago today ❤️🕸️ (December 17, 2021)
#marvel#marveledit#filmedit#spiderman: no way home#tobey maguire#andrew garfield#tom holland#userdiana#tuserpolly#userlaurianne#useranimusvox#userlindir#nikolatexla#i watched it again and i clapped and screamed when matt andrew tobey showed up lol#i remember in cinema i was sitting there i lost all my hope i was like 'nah no one's coming' after matt showed up (i legit screamed)#then my brother started tapping my shoulder excitedly i was like what the hell#next thing i knew everyone was shouting and screaming and it was such a magical moment 'cause we never experienced that in cinema before#even in endgame so... wow
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