#it smells bad 2 me
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I initially started this Tumblr as a fandom blog so that I could post about LoZ, without feeling too guilty or cringe...Though lately, I've be more inclined to keep my head down and wall myself off to any further nonsense the developers say in interviews.
More and more, these interviews are REALLY starting to sound like bait...I dunno??
I seriously cannot tell if they're trying to shake off old die hard fans, or just muster up some outrage to bolster their relevancy...
Either way, it's a bit disheartening. I hope we get to see a new 3rd party game soon, or at the very least, something fresh!!
#though i don't think we will lmao#the company feels a bit like its going thru a major shift#esp after Iwata passed and idk#it smells bad 2 me#i haven't been very impressed lately#and i am such a nintendo fan#yet#yeeet#the disappointment#it festers
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Based on somewhat real events
I spent way too much time drawing this...
But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you
A continuation (kinda)
#sometimes my skin smells too strongly and I hate it. I wanna crawl up and die. it's not that bad usually#only when I'm already overstimulated#there were 2 times where I was sick and I started crying and almost threw up because the smells were too strong#one time the smell of tge city. the other time it was roasted chicken. I still feel sick when I smell reheated chicken to this day#I'd love to have someone comfort me and rub my back in these moments but 1. I don't want anyone to touch me and#2. I feel like I don't deserve to be touched because it's an inconvenience to others#anyway enough about me. I am now projecting in these characters#I hate drawing their faces so much#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#young stan pines#art#fanart#traditional art#comic#long post#watercolor#forgot to mention but I can't take a shower when the sun is still up except if I was swimming in a pool/sea. no specific reason I just can'#projecting to Ford because Stan would never feel like that :/ oh well#is this cringe? maybe. probably. do I care? no. not really#I'm self diagnosing myself with 'definitely something wrong but not further specified' because this can't be normal#btw sorry if this is disappointing. I tried my best (the first part is pretty neat imo)#wonder if anyone is gonna read all of these tags#is this the worst thing you've seen yet?#teen stan#teen ford
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totally not based on something i did when reading @glitchysquidd's fic. nope. not at all. i can totally pronounce this word and didnt hafta look up what it meant at all-
i hadta look up howta write in cursive tho b/c bro-
#i may be stupid#fnaf#fnaf 3#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#william afton#fnaf springtrap#frighteningly intriguing#in other news i would like 2 beat him over the head with a frying pan#girl SPEAK ENGLISH!!!!!!!!!#OUUUUU HE MAKES ME SO MAD 💢 😡🤬🤬🤬#good job man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#springtrap x reader#y/n x springtrap#never thought id type THAT#hes so gross and he smells so bad thanks for pointing that out bro 💖#its a very important detail#i cant wait ta read more (✿◕_◕✿)#drawing spoinger the way u do was fun#spacie scribbles
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now that natlan is out it's tsaritsa yearning hours again because i am one nation closer to either being horribly disappointed or foaming at the mouth!
creator!reader w a little side of conflicted tsaritsa is such good food I can't not yap about it. a woman who has dedicated so much of her life to severing herself from "love" of all kinds and succeeding and. just being so confident that when she meets you she's bitter and angry and mean. because she can't stand you. she isn't supposed to love yet you worm your way into her heart anyway and you don't even know it.
especially in smth like an imposter au. she tells herself your just a tool for her to use but your treated like the Divine you really are, pampered and spoiled every step. tells herself it means nothing when she indulges you – let's you hold her hand in private, eventually let's you move aside the veil, just a little.
and she hates it. hates how easy it is to let you break down the ice she's built up for years.
all you do is smile and she feels like she can't breathe. because despite how violently she rejects love in all aspects, it always bleeds through eventually. she despises it but the way you brush your thumbs over her cheeks makes her bitter and warm and it infuriates her to no end.
she hates you and she loves you and she can't stand you and if you were ever taken from her she'd destroy every inch of teyvat if she had to go get you back.
and ironically enough I think she'd also be the one to initiate any first kiss. maybe she's still trying to convince herself it's just a fluke and itll make her realize it meant nothing, it means nothing. desperate to fix whatever you've done to her and instead it just makes it worse.
a horrible mess of a woman who gave up on love just to be confronted with it when she finally accepted it's absence.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#tsaritsa#new nation releases. i can only think abt the tsaritsa. checks out.#yearning so bad i cracked my phone screen but im still using it 2 make it everyone elses problem lol#this is kind of similar 2 another yapping session i wrote s while back but ehe#snezhnaya will ruin me istg#constantly torn between manipulative tsaritsa and tsaritsa who is nothing but tender because she is love. even if dhe rejects it#she is both and its horrible 2 try snd write like. okay.#soft tsaritsa is so tasty though....kissing your wrist in mock reverence before the archons#letting you snd you alone see her face beneath the veil. smug and horribly arrogant but so madly incomprehensibly in love it consumes u both#but also possessive tsaritsa is so 🤤#reverts to her old ways immediately. frigid ice cube until further notice. she won't confront them in front of you but lord#she is sending them to dottore STAT#shivering at the cold stare of the tsaritsa on your back knowing shes .7 seconds away from making teyvat enter an ice age#i hc her senses like taste/touch/smell r severely dulled. not related just a small hc :]#a fun fact if u will#soft tsaritsa is good but dhehjssjsjs tsaritsa being overprotective and possessive hits different rn.....#i need her to sling me over her shoulder and lock me away just let me bring my cat and heating pad im set#head empty tsaritsa scaring off any other wannabe suitors while acting innocent (no ones buying it bc her glare is MURDEROUS)#that and the floor is starting to ice over.#n e way 💤💤💤
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im going to be thinking about Uruk cuisine for a while
#i want to have din din with adar so bad#i bed adar smells like chicken and pickle based on his diet as seen here#tolkien#the rings of power#trop#trop spoilers#trop season 2#adar#galadriel#i noticed a typo but its no error#ill bed adar dont get me wrong
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Did y'all have a weird nickname growing up that doesnt really pertain to your actual name? Either by your peers/friends or family members? :)c
#my dad called me and still calls me Squirrel and I was also fondly deemed 'Pickles' by my friends for so many years#tai talks#mostly because I could eat ANYTHING pickled. and i still can#my friends parents had to pour pickle juice on me once when i got bad sunburn so I smelled like pickles for like 2 days 😭#ugh. just thinking about childhood
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sometimes i think about my professor that used to like lowkey have a crush on me (he was at least 55.) last semester and every time i tell my friends about the stuff he did towards me i realize how u incredibly not normal that was
#🎀 - mello talks too much#OKAY NOTHING TOO BAD DONT WORRY#he asked me to take him to the airport one time and drive his car back to his house#he also would stand next to me during tests and just like watch me#like i’m not exaggerating#just WATCH me#at the desk next to me#and then he told me i smelled really good#and then he tried to give me a multitude of answers during the test#and then when i was sitting with my friend he like literally sat on the table i was at and starting talking to me like we are friends#and then he would be like ”he mello TEXT me and remind me to send out homework” like hello?? i’m not texting you??#and one time when i got my haircut he announced to everyone in my lab how he noticed n how good it looked#and NOW i see him sometimes and he steps on my foot and always says hi to me im in front of everyone#and he is so loud#so everyone in my bio class looks at me#also he zipped up my backpack for me like 2 days ago#which doesn’t sound weird but paired with everything else he did#AND THEN he asked for me to come to his field trip with his ecology class#which like#????#what#and he calls me smart like all the time#yeah#he was a strange guy#still see him which is insane#i am totally forgetting more this#things
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#sonic fandub#sonic the hedgehog#eggman#anyway how are y’all doing#my bf and i have been going ham with a deep vacuum for 2 hours because our bedroom flooded with water#and it smells SO BAD#and we didn’t even know that it was flooded because it started in the closet#the normal vacuum wasn’t doing anything so i went over to the neighbours and asked for his fancy water vacuum#AND ITS NOT REALLY DOING ANYTHING#SO IF YOU HAVE ADVICE PLEASE TELL ME#we’re so stressed what the fuck#if i get mold in the carpet i’ll be pissed#the second time i got mold sickness in a year#i am one with the mold babyyy#anyway shoutout to my partner he’s been great#in sickness health and mold poisoning#posting this as i take a break from cleaning my carpet#EDIT: I WASNT EVEN THE ONE WHO FLOODED IT#IT WAS MT BROTHER. HE WAS THE CAUSER OF MOLD TJE FIRST TIME TO#AND OF COURSE HE HAS NO CONSEQUENCES BECAUSE HE DOESNT SHARE A WALL WITH THE WASH ROOM#i needed to defend my innocence lol
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october is my fav month i wait for it literally all year from the second halloween ends i wish i could enjoy instead of having to go back there and relive the worst parts of my life
#honestly it feels like my entire life. i never got out im just . watching it . im in limbo#i never know if ill ever live if ill actually get out#im already in such a bad place this is going 2 destroy me#im gonna have to go back into The Room#im gonna have to see the floors and the walls and the stars on the ceiling#and the window sil#im gonna have to smell it and see the way the light comes in#i dont want to go i want to stay home n play games w my bf#thats the only place i feel safe n alive n separate from it all
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me: *goes to the family dollar to get some essentials to help spread the basics I have until my next paycheck like a good little poor person*
family dollar, beckoning me like the snake beckoned eve in the garden:
#it’s July 😭#to be clear I’m only upset they’re doing it this early because of my bank account#it’s illegal for me to enter a store with a Halloween section without buying at least 2-10 items minimum#I wasn’t TOO bad today I got 3 super cute candles & some cute dish towels & hot mitts#also I didn’t buy wine even though I wanted it I bought the nasty cheap ass vodka you get at family dollar because it’ll stretch more#smart for my bank account not smart for my health but you can’t have it both ways 😇#rose.txt#I’m especially excited about the new candles I immediately lit them & they actually smell good#which is fun because usually cute candles that smell good too aren’t that easy to find
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#these drawings were brought to you by me being pretty annoyed by people#my sense of smell is messed up so all things either 1 just dont smell at all 2 smell bad or 3 are an unintelligible mess. no “good” option#so the “doesn't this smell nice/does this smell good” is such an annoying question. perfume doesnt smell good. neither does lasagna
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my neighbour below me got ‘locked out’ of his flat (the literal door handle broke lol) & he rang my buzzer & asked if i had a screwdriver so i went down there & was like omg hello owo here’s ur driver & i met him for the first time & he is indeed a boy 😭😭 so i was helping him by providing moral support i.e. offering to help him cut the door down as i’ve a saw, & then i remembered alllllllll the fuckin chicken wire i’ve left over from trying to make gloria a lid & we managed to make little hooks & fish out parts but it turns out the turning mechanism is what broke not the bolt so we just had to. turn the lil washer in front 😭😭😭
#stream#he was out there for like 2hrs total & i went there like after 30 mins 😭😭😭😭#ALSKALKSLAKSKKSLS he’s so fucking funny i was looking in his room like WHAT U HAVE A CHANDELIER ??? UR DRAPES ACTUALLY WORK ????? AND UR#BLINDS ???? 😭😭😭😭 ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKS#but to be fair he had black mould so bad that it literally. ate his wall & they had to remove the whole internal wall ALSKALKSALKSLKSALALALA#BUT HE DOESNT HAVE A WINDOW IN HIS BATHROOM SO. HE GETS ANY PRIVACY AT ALL.#there are 3 ‘rooms’ in my house the main portion that’s the bedroom then there’s a door to the kitchen & then on the other side of the#kitchen is a door to the bathroom#there’s 2 windows in the bedroom 1 on each half & then there’s a window in the kitchen that looks directly at the bathroom door & then in#the bathroom there’s another window that looks into the bathroom ALSKALSKLAKALASLAKSLAKSLA#like 😭😭😭😭#I LITERALLY HAVE NO PRIVACY THERES A REASON I HAD TO MAKE THE ROOM DIVIDER OTHER THAN TO SPLIT A BEDROOM#it’s so funny to me but still i love the amount of light that the flat gets#it’s very nice i mean yea the sun goes down at 4.30 but for all the time it’s out im getting solid sunlight in here it’s lovely#‘house’ my glorified studio#idk i don’t like the word ‘home’ for a domicile#like it’s not ‘home’. i’m not home. home is texas lol#take me back to the SWAMP#i still think abt a few months ago when the shitty uni halls were pressure washing everything bc My Birds shit EVERYWHERE & it felt like#mould & dirt#smelled like#& wet & earthy & just omg i was soooo happy it smelled sooo NICE i loved it it was just like being home#it made me so happy
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the biggest thing about X6 is not that he doesn't think of himself as human (though he doesn't, and according to some it's correct) BUT that he doesn't see himself as a Person
#searching through the X6-88 tag on tumblr has not brought me joy#also. 1 thing about is that i hate hate hate the (i think) canon blue eyes he has. like. for fucking what#1st i saw them on tumblr and thought 'well thats stupid. whyd you give him blue eyes? so hed look special? thats weird. at least its uncanon#also. on god. i saw some post headcanoning the companions' appearances and it was p cool UNTIL they got to x6#and they gave him grey 'almost white' eyes for literally no reason. like if you want to go with the scary factor theres so many ways for it#but no. some people think that blue/grey eyes are sooo special. and for what#<- i have brown eyes but im not just being salty. it really sucks. i dont wanna be the one to call fandom racism but it does smell like it!#also like. i didnt want to go on a stupid tirade about racism in the tags again but the way fandom treats x6 AND preston is just upsetting#other people have made some very good points about it and im not going to repeat them here (also noones gonna read this)#but like... theres 3 'main' black characters that i remember: preston garvey (whom the stron majority of the fandom hates/disliked)#x6-88 (basically the players slave? also hated for being mean and unfeeling (which is justified imo). no quest no freedom no nothing)#and gloria (who i havent met in game but ive heard some actual criticisms of (like. the way shes treated ingame) and noone else talks about)#if theres any other Named and Important characters. sorry but i literally do not remember them#coming back to x6 being justified in being unemotional/mean. he was literally raised this way. he doesnt consider himself to be a person#being he was made that way. he is a Thing and hes meant for one job and hes made to inspire fear#and hes not supposed to have emotions so he just. doesnt. if he does he cant express them anyways#1 if fallout4 was a better written game (or 2 if x6 was white) i think thered be SO much fanfiction about him. the possibilities are endless#i have something brewing in the back of my head. i might start writing even though i suck and its going to be bad#ANYWAYS. general fandom thought on x6 are WRONG and im being a HATER. fuck everyone who doesn't like x6. if you dont like x6 get off tumblr#especially if you like gage but not x6. leave fr#i just woke up wtf am i doingggg
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I gotta be honest, I don’t engage with the Criminal Minds fandom (despite having watched all of the original show + Evolution and read up on as much of the spin-offs as I could) because I don’t like how prevalent the racism and sexism and infantilization is in the fandom. There’s just enough of all that shit upfront that I don’t want to dig any deeper than I already have. I’m good, I get enough of that shit in fandoms that I’ve been apart of for years I’m not gonna let this shit sully my love for this show anymore than it already has (especially considering the show’s writing itself is not devoid of these faults).
I’d rather just love the show and dissect it and write analysis and fanfic for it and shit on my own.
My fav characters (just cause & kind of in best to least order): Penelope Garcia (she’s literally me, I love her), Derek Morgan, Emily Prentiss, Jordan Todd, Matt Simmons, David Rossi.
#like I’ll never forget or forgive the amount of vitriol Jordan Todd got and still gets from fans despite barely lasting on the show#the hate is disproportionate and reeks of nothing but misogynoir#criminal minds#just the way I saw Ashley Seaver being talked about and how misogynistic the language being used to criticize her character was enough to#throw me off of the broader fandom— and I don’t even like her like that she was just there#criminal minds critical#then there’s how much of the larger vocal parts of the fandom shit on Derek without taking any of the nuances into account from his#character (like they do with there white favs)#and how much bad faith readings of his character are put into people’s opinion pieces of Derek#and I just don’t fuck with that#like it’s weird that all the white characters in the BAU get whole dissertations when people write hcs but the black ones (even Derek) will#get some generic ass hc that’s not even character specific#like everyone gets these well thought out ‘what they’d smell like’ hcs that’re 1-2 paragraphs long & Derek’s is one line that’s just like:#‘he smells like axe body spray because he’s a fuck boy duh’ and that was it#like just no fucking care or effort (Derek is a black man & a womanizer - he’s too refined for the ‘fuck boy’ title) y’all know he smells#like that good expensive cologne that Penelope couldn’t get enough of and that lingered in a room after he left#don’t play with me#I hate how much Reid gets babied too and while he’s not one of my fav characters I still really like him but how much he’s lowkey watered#down in fandom to be the ‘poor little skinny white boy meow meow’ is annoying as shit and undermines his character (in my opinion)#even how centered the male characters are irritates me to some extent but this fandom has more female leading ships than most#the shipping culture is also just toxic af despite that#but yeah#I could say more but I don’t feel like typing in the tags anymore#BYE HEIFERS#✨trix speaks✨
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i am gods strongest soldier (just endured worlds worst tummy ache and several bouts of nausea)
#pain was so bad I just forced myself to fall asleep so I wouldn't have to deal with it. slept 2.5 hours and through 2 classes yayyy#now im awake and I am feeling. My stomach only hurts a little but i am like. Susceptible to nausea#im eating plain saltines in my bedroom bc the faint smell of food in the kitchen made me unwell#Im gonna try and go to mg last class bc it's my favorite class (statics) and I love it a lot (math :3)#and also bc I dont't wanna try and struggle to do the in class assignment at home lmao#gonna have to email my professor and set up a meeting since I missed all of his classes this week#oughhhh#lilac post
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its me and my inability to compromise against the world
#i hate it when plans are changed i fucking hate it so much#i desperately need to rant about this im having an awful time ..Augh#my dad lost his job and is selling his house. we have at MOST 3 weeks to get out of here#so wrre moving to the house next to my moms. my grandpa owned b4 he died. HOWEVER#i hate that house its dirty as hell. i cant live with my mom theres barely 2 rooms there and i currently sleep on a couch in the living roo#there are 3(?) bedrooms where my dad is moving and they are SIGNIFICANTLY smaller than. literally everything#so well have. not a lot of space. not to mention that all the rooms are shaped so fucking weird. shitty old house bonus#literally everything has the fucking landlord special cause my mom used to rent it except all of the tennants were jerks#so the house has A Vibe. /neg. and its a weird combo of dustu and sticky#Im getting off topic.#i was allowed to choose my room a while back and we all agreed on everything and made plans and thought everything was set in stone#the room i was supposed to get is small asf and has slanted walls. (attic room ig) but it was fine#but my mom was like noo! actually! your older brother is getting that room! we never agreed on anything!!#whicj is AWFUL#i HATE CHANGE#AND. i wish you could see the room im supposed to have now but im at My dad's rn#its so fucking small. the water heater is in there. there's a low hanging fucking duct pipe or whatever right by the door#its pink#it smells like shit#ots right next to the washer and dryer.#there is no light. i hate it so much#ITS SMALL. AND JUST FUCKING SUCKS#i might sound like a dick but everything is so stressful rn i dont want to move school starts in 2 weeks i dont know my schedule i don't#have anyone to talk to. we're all fucking broke as hell and my mom refuses to help my dad because. i dont even know why#sorry. btw#i need someone to talk to so bad#they won't get me a therapist because 1 its not covered by insurance and 2 my dad lost his job and said insurance#i can't get a job because i can't drive and am so mentally fucked up and its so hard for me to do literally anything#i cry at the most insignificant situations and im always on the verge of tears#i get overstimulated so easy i can't fucking do this
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