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Hypothetically speaking, If curses ceased to exist all of a sudden, would gojo be happy/relieved?
Since it was mentioned/insinuated by nanami I believe in the afterlife chapter that gojo enjoys and gets a sort of thrill from exorcising curses and that’s his motivation to keep going? Idkk I’m kinda confused abt this tbh…. 😭
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I’m gonna be real with you. I haven’t read that chapter yet KDKFKKFKFKFOF I am reading the manga just not there yet, I’ve taken a break as I’ve been busy but I’m past the anime part so. I do know what you’re talking about, I’ve seen stuff about that. Here are my thoughts. ITS MY OPINION but. Yeah.
So I think it’s very different if curses Didn’t exist and if they Cease to exist. I think if they didn’t exist gojo would just be normal. Well, as normal as his personality allows. But if they cease to exist I think….he would be very confused. His entire life and his entire purpose has been to exorcise curses. He’s never been Satoru Gojo, he’s only ever been Satoru Gojo, the sorcerer with the six eyes and limitless. So I think he may struggle to figure out what to do from here on out. I don’t wanna say he would struggle to find his purpose, cause I don’t think he would ever think it’s that deep, but I do think subconsciously there would be a part of him that would be like Now What. Like he’d have all this free time. He would for sure try a bunch of different hobbies to fill his time. That being said, for someone who was basically groomed into being a sorcerer from birth, I feel like he already has a good foundation of personhood. Like he isn’t this blank slate. I think he would just need to build on that. I could see him enjoying traveling or getting into sports.
I think it’s interesting to think about whether or not he’d still be a teacher or something like that. My gut reaction is No KDJKDJDKDK but maybe. I’ve talked with my friends before about how helpful Gojo is as a person. I think a lot of the reason he’s a teacher is circumstantial, so I’m not sure if he’d like. Want to help students or whatever. But I do think he’s used to being useful, because he’s been treated like a tool his whole life (whether or not he acted like one is up to you, I would say he didn’t. He’s more like a stubborn nail that wouldnt get hammered down). But helpful and useful possibly could go hand in hand…. I don’t know, I’ve heard good debates from both sides, and I don’t really have an opinion. But if he was a teacher, that could be another way for him to fill his time and to be less bored, or to feel useful.
Anyway. I think Gojo would see it from an objective point of view. Curses are bad. Curses cease to exist. That’s good, right? He would see it as good. I think he would have two outlooks. On one hand I think he would be happy because curses are bad. But on another hand I think a part of him would be like hmmmmmm…. But not in like a disappointed way. He would just have to figure out how to live his life. I think above all else he’d just be bored. Of course he would be happy that curses ceased to exist, but I think he wouldn’t have a major reaction to that part. I think the main thing is now he has to figure who he is as a person and what he wants to do. He’d finally get to be Satoru Gojo, whoever that really is. Did this answer your question? I hope so.
#asks#anon#it seems I’ve rambled#anyway#this was a fun question thank you for asking#I’ve thought about it a lot. How fused together are gojo and his identity as a sorcerer#what traits would go away if he wasn’t one and what traits would he gain#honestly I don’t see him as having a strong reaction either way if they go away or never go away
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Give me a Percy Jackson who hates swim team. Who went to a public pool for swim lessons once when he was five and started to sob the second his skin hit the water
give me a Percy Jackson who is always just the slightest bit unsettled at pools because water is never meant to have the life sucked out of it and be divided into lanes or put in boxes in the ground
Water isn’t meant to be contained.
a percy jackson whose skin feels like it’s slowly beginning to burn when he tries to swim in chlorinated water, who hates any set swim stroke with a passion and can’t stick to one for the life of him
who doesn’t understand why you’d want to keep only to the surface of the water, when being cradled under the surface is everything
because swimming is supposed to be like the tides, maybe patterned, but never identical, it’s supposed to be flowing with the world around you as you please
Give me a Percy Jackson who loves the sheer nature of water so much that he can’t help but quietly despise our “pools” and their dead water with their constricted sides and restrictions on what it means to change with the world around you
A Percy Jackson who is the child of water in its most natural state, and who can hardly bear to see the way society has attempted to contain it and sterilize it and strip away its power
He hates swim team, but that’s only the half of it
#projecting just a little lol#But also I’ve always been surprised that so many people seem to think Percy would like swim team?#Maybe it was mentioned offhand in the books or something#But Percy always struck me as a person who would hate being stuck swimming laps for no reason#Like he loves swimming but he hates being forced to swim a certain way#This kid gets one whiff of chlorine and “rules” for swimming and he is OUT#Rambling mood#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#percy pjo#hoo#heroes of olympus#pjo headcanon#rick riordan#pjo hoo toa#pjo fandom#pjo#headcanon
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As much as I love “Zoro fell first” hc’s I feel like “Sanji fell first Zoro fell harder” tickles me more because hear me out: Sanji’s emotional intelligence would allow him to spot Zoro’s crush on him a mile away but this man understands everyone’s emotions but his own! He would slowly develop feelings for Zoro under layers of denial, self hate, internalised homophobia and insecurity, and he’d (unconsciously) show these feelings for Zoro through how he and Zeff had been interacting, AKA very emotionally repressed “insults as affection” “begrudging acts of service” Asian immigrant dad type love. What’s worse is he’d already accepted the fact that him and Zoro would never be a thing, both on his end (MEN?? In love???) and regarding Zoro’s reciprocity (he’d never love ME). With Zoro being a blockhead he’d never pick up on Sanji’s thoughts =/= words =/= actions type love.
Zoro on the other hand is someone who once realises what he wants, would 100% pursue it hell be damned, so pining insecure Zoro doesn’t feel that probable. At the most he’d be scared that a rift between him and Sanji would harm the crew, but this would be quickly solved by him consulting Luffy and getting the green light. Anyways I think SOMETHING has to happen for Zoro to suddenly see Sanji in a different light, then his respect-bordering-on-crush feelings for Sanji just whack him in the head like a brick, and he never goes back. Something like Sanji sacrificing himself for Zoro or a similar traumatising incident that makes him go “shit, I gotta marry the cook.” And rest assured Zoro would confront Sanji about it because he doesn’t need anyone’s permission to like Sanji and he doesn’t care what Sanji thinks about it, if he’s grossed out by it then he can fight him like a man!!
#idk what I’m trying to achieve here but I’ve been mulling over how zosan would get together realistically#and sanji fell first zoro fell harder and starts chasing sanji like a psycho seems the most probable#one piece#zosan#black leg sanji#roronoa zoro#ramblings
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I have read Fellowship of the Ring more times than I have cared to keep count and every time I read Boromir’s, well, possession for lack of a better word, I have read it in fear, in discomfort, in horror, indifferently.
This was, I think, the first time I read it in pity. I looked at all the plans Boromir was making, how he would save his beloved city, how obstinate he was in his belief that the men of Minas Tirith would not be corrupted when wielding the Ring against Sauron —and I felt sad. He’s waving his hands and hollering and part of him is desperate just for the Ring, of course he is, he’s been traveling beside it with no hope for months, but he’s also desperate for hope. He’s desperate for a chance to save his people, save his brother, save his city.
Moreover, every time he calls out the Elves or the Wizards, you have to remember that he doesn’t know them. All he knows is that he traveled almost a full year to get their advice and they send him on, in his eyes, a hopeless venture. The one hope they give him is Aragorn, who promises to return and help save Minas Tirith with him, but even that all changes once Gandalf dies. They come to Lothlorien and of course it’s a welcome break, but they cannot, or maybe in Boromir’s eyes will not, help his people. And once they leave, Aragorn assumes his role as leader of the Fellowship in Gandalf’s stead more permanently and suddenly even that one, brief, uncertain hope of his is gone. Aragorn will follow Frodo. And it’s almost certain that Frodo will not go to Minas Tirith.
So is it any wonder, really, that tired, desperate, hopeless Boromir, out of his realm, out of his depth, already hanging by a thread when he joins the Fellowship and having been gnawed on by the Ring for months upon months afterwards, finally snaps once it’s clear that he will have to return home empty-handed and almost certain that somewhere far away Sauron is capturing the Ring and killing the companions that he had bonded with? Of course part of the Ring is making him lust for power, but it’s also his only “reliable” (in his mind) source of hope left to save his city.
And so I read Boromir’s (intelligent and thought out, mind you) raving and I don’t feel scared for Frodo, not after reading it so many times and knowing what ultimately happens, but sorrow for Boromir.
#hey yeah sorry if I keep repeating myself in this#I can just never seem to find the right words to properly express what I want to say#So I ramble on until I think I’ve thoroughly covered it#So sorry about that#but also friendly reminder that Boromir is an intelligent military leader#Whose fatal flaw was deeply loving his city a bit too much#And an inability to accept hope after so long being denied it#I’ll probably make a separate post after I read his death on his relationship with hope and how Aragorn “Estel” Ranger factors into that#but for rn it’s sad Boromir hours :/#the lord of the rings#kiki re-re-re-reads the lord of the rings#just yelling into the void#boromir#the fellowship of the ring#minas tirith#aragorn#gandalf#frodo baggins#elves#the ring
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just discovered that while i was contemplating watching house md my parents have been fans of it for years and my dad rewatches it all the time
im in actual shock because the reason i would’ve wanted to watch it is for the characters and the possibly non straight (?) relationship between wilson and house and my parents are scared of gay relationships
so i guess the queer coding of the show kinda flew over their heads a bit
#anyways i really need to watch this show#but i’m stuck on umbrella academy atm and diverting from one hyperfixation to watch a new piece of media is extremely difficult for me#but i wanna watch so bad!!!!!#also i hope it is clear that i want to watch the show for more than just hilson#i’m exaggerating for comedic effect#the show seems generally good#i’ve just seen so much about hilson that i want to watch the show so much more because of it#hope that makes sense#ok cool glad that’s clear#laur says stuff#laur rambles#house md#house#dr house#gregory house#greg house#dr wilson#james wilson#hilson#house x wilson#wilson x house#tua#the umbrella academy#umbrella academy#tua s4
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‘Danmei is mlm fantasy written by and for straight women’ is a lie. It’s written for transmascs and lesbians obviously.
#for real tho most danmei fans I’ve come across seem to fall into one of these categories#straight women are a rarity#or maybe they just huddle in their own little circles while we queers live it up in ours#also I could’ve expanded the joke to include mlm trans men and non binary ppl and trans men who don’t realize they’re men yet#I also know of some cis mlms who enjoy the genre#but the wordier a joke is the less funny it is I find#also it’s worth noting that we don’t actually know the personal identities of most danmei authors#so assuming that they’re all straight seems like a pretty big stretch to me#danmei#mxtx#tgcf#mdzs#svsss#2ha#Oliver rambles
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i was trying to find tan youyou himself to see if i could talk to him in the overworld (edit: i found him!! thank you!!) but inside the dye workshop does have spindle's personal log and it does at least confirm what i thought, that tan youyou is not native to stoneville! while most likely not the next map we’ll unlock, i wouldn’t be surprised if we visited the linlang empire sooner rather than later.
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#the Mage rambles#infinite nikkis#infinity nikki#tan youyou#tagging in the main tag bc idk if anyone’s brought it up yet#there is more but the mention of tan youyou’s home is the important patt#*part#so far no word on how he got there from what i’ve seen#also i still have no clue how old he is. spindle calls him 'kid' but spindle seems like the type to call anyone under 40 'kid'#like i said his vibes and looks gives me a range of 16-27. which i get is huge but i genuinely don’t know#i’m erring on the lower end of that range. most likely 17 or 18. leaning more towards 17.#i was hoping to find him in the overworld to see if i couldn’t get more lore out of him
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My favourite thing about Leia is how fucking soft she is.
Like she is a little lady. She speaks very gently. She cares so much. She’s protective and warm. She just smiles and looks so happy. With Luke. Like, only Luke.
In the movies, this is also the case, but it really is one of my favourite parts of the 2015 run of the comics. They’re like, Leia: “Luke is doing great” while Luke is in the background getting thrown through a wall.
Sana (I love Sana) says she’ll won’t take Leia to Nar Shaddaa (to Luke) for free and Leia immediately offers her credits. When Sana is like “nah, just give me Han” Leia immediately agrees, and like. It’s funny for a variety of reasons but my favourite one is that Leia is trading Han for the Chance of seeing Luke.
And like, the comics show Leia telling Luke that she supports him even though he has to leave and she is very sad about it. She’s super disappointed she doesn’t get to go on the long probably meant-to-be boring mission with him. She just wants to hang out with Luke and make sure he’s okay and try not to lose him in the first fifteen minutes (again) or fifteen minutes after finding him again (also again).
I mean, it isn’t just Leia, I fucking adore Chewbacca’s relationship with Luke because. “Who would be stupid enough to volunteer to go on a doomed rescue mission for Skywalker-“ and it’s Chewbacca, Chewbacca is stupid enough, Chewbacca has the ship idling in the hangar, Chewbacca has had a Luke Rescue Kit in the ship since Luke left a week ago, Chewbacca is so ready to go on a doomed, borderline suicidal rescue mission for Luke.
Chewbacca just beats up a bar full of people to get them to tell him where Luke is. Like, that’s amazing. It’s adorable. He makes C3PO come with him. A wonderful idea. Chewbacca eventually picks Luke up like Like is a big cat. My favourite panel of all time.
Chewbacca and Leia are both over there like “I’ve only had Luke for three and a half months and if anything happened to him, I would kill all of you to get enough blood to perform an ancient ritual to make him perfectly alright again and I would start with Han.”
Han, meanwhile, is over there like “rude. Understandable, but still. Super rude.”
And I just think how soft Leia is with Luke is really sweet and how soft Chewbacca is with Luke is really cute and how both of them are so sarcastic to Han for literally no reason other than that they Thrive with his annoyance-
It’s great. If nobody else gets the characters, the 2015 run comes the closest.
#the inane ramblings of a madman#star wars#luke skywalker#leia organa#chewbacca#luke and leia#star wars comics#i’ve always like luke and chewie’s relationship#it’s absurdly sweet??#and i will never get over leia trading one (1) han for a trip to where luke is#these two are so 🤝 about luke it’s amazing#long post#artoo as well don’t get me wrong#but early run is where i’m at rn so it’s mostly leia and chewie#what’s luke’s response you may be wondering#luke does not seem to notice#like he knew leia wanted him to go on a mission with her without her even saying anything#implying it’s a common occurence#but he is just over there trying to figure out how he threw a box without his hands#he’s a bit distracted#i like to think luke only realizes they’re partial to him like#20 years later#he’s just walking along like :|… :0#i think leia and chewbacca should plot luke’s kidnapping#luke gets kidnapped a lot anyway#they should get a turn#i’m so tired
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deep in the mines of solavellan playlists on spotify trying to pick a few songs to steal and wow do i not belong here. i’m sorry but a breathy woman crooning over 3 notes at 15bpm is simply not gonna do it for me
#i need lyrical cohesion but ALSO a real melody and instruments please please please. just let me have a reasonable bpm#who ARE all these all-caps artists on spotify i’ve never heard of before but who all seem identical#im beginning to suspect it is some sort of scam or industry plant deal#anyway sorry i am usually a lover not a hater but boy. i know i have diff music tastes than most of fandom#but the gap is so much wider than i thought#ramblings#no offense to anyone who likes that sort of music but i sure don’t#at least we can all agree on Howl. thank u florence for everything you do for this fandom#solavellan playlist
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yuki and majima have merciless cain instincts toward one another like true siblings. 10/10 impeccable dynamic
(bonus: slightly more hq profile pics)
#yuki#majima#yakuza#rgg#goro majima#majima goro#I hate that Yuki doesn’t have a canon last name it INFURIATES me one of these days im gonna just Give her one#ryu ga gotoku#my art#rambling#I’ve learned over the past few weeks that I fucking hate drawing eyepatches. wonder who’s fault that is#I know this is just a stupid little meme doodle thing but I still hope I did maji’s nose justice#sometimes I have trouble simplifying it in my style without making it too small or too straight and I don’t wanna make it seem like that’s#at all intentional#I try my best 😔#and YES I KNOW SHE HAS GLASSES BUT. LOOK. I HATE DRAWING GLASSES. OKAY. SHE TOOK THEM OFF FOR THIS PICTURE. LEAVE ME ALONE
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GOOD MORNING HAPPY FRIDAY TO YOU ALL!!!! ITS THE END OF THE WEEK WE PUSHED THROUGH ILY ALL 💞💞💞
#nina rambles~✦#I haven’t done one of these in a bit#BUT#updates#on my writing and stuff#requests are closed in the meantime#my inbox is open to your thoughts but full on requests are a Nono#I have over 30 asks that I’m going to sift through tonight and weed out the requests from the non requests#and over the weekend I’ll be writing a bunch of requests#I really want to clear my inbox of any and all things#because I want to do a follower event#I’ve had one in my drafts since fucking January#and I’m well past the milestone it was meant for#but yeah the next time my requests will be open again is for that follower event#and I’m excited!!!#I’ve been busy these past two weeks but this weekend seems clear enough to write for a while#teehee#okay#enough rambling#back to work I go#adios
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Pretty proud of how far I’ve come this year
#I have struggled with crippling anxiety for a long time and this year I really wanted to overcome it and become more independent#like#I used to be absolutely terrified of leaving the house#things like driving and going places alone would make me have crazy panic attacks#but this year I’ve done a lot and I’ve overcome a lot and gained so much confidence#I’ve flown across the country twice this year#driven on some pretty intimidating roads like the highway and freeway#gone on solo bike rides for miles through the woods#eaten tons of new foods#I know those sorts of things might seem very simple and normal everyday things#but I have ocd and it can make my anxiety pretty bad#it can also make a lot of my fears rather irrational#likes like trying new foods and going new places are genuinely intimidating for me#bc it makes me feel like I’m going to die lol#but I’ve done ALOT of things I was scared to do#I’ve come along way#and it may seem like boring basic stuff to some people#but considering I couldn’t leave my house two years ago without panicking to the point of losing feeling in my hands and feet#I think I did pretty good lol#I’m starting to feel like a confident person again#I’m starting to feel like I can LIVE again#and it’s pretty nice#just wanted to write this out somewhere lol that’s all#maybe it will be helpful for anyone struggling in similar ways#to see that improvement is possible#lol anyways happy November#mae rambles
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you know even though it’s important to acknowledge how sexist/homophobic the writing was for Isabella and how shes definitely not good for edward(her actions in the dress up scene can easily be interpreted as rape since Edward is consistently mentally ill in this show and literally went to Arkham for it) but to paint her as someone intentionally malicious is very ????? Strange to me.
it paints her as someone calculating, someone who know what they’re doing is wrong but does it anyways which isn’t like how we see her act in the show at all. We see her risk her life for a man who she’s only dated (AND KNOWN!!!!) in the SPAN OF A WEEK!!! A WEEK PEOPLE!!! The first time she risked her life was when she found out he used to be in Arkham and killed his previous girlfriend and stayed with him nonetheless and the second was when she risked being strangled to death while she was dressed up as Kristen to prove he wouldn’t hurt her. Both of these events happened within the same week. If you were planning to intentionally abuse someone in order to make yourself feel more in control and powerful, why would you pick a man who went into Arkham for killing his previous partner LET ALONE DRESS UP AS HER TO PROVE YOUR LOVE TO HIM???? Someone doing this intentionally would at least wait and pace these events around in order to ensure their safety, not do that all at once. Isabella does them all at once.
even with the clone theory attached to her it still just. Doesn’t really paint her as someone who is mature enough to know what her actions are doing. The clones are at most around a year old, and I don’t think you ever get a good grasp of morals in the span of only a year alive even if you were born as an adult. Even if you head-canon her behavior to be motivated by the court of the owls as a intentional act to separate Ed and Oswald, the blame still wouldn’t fully be on her because of the fact she is a clone whose barely lived a life. This would be her just following orders, not fully understanding the morals of it because this is all she’s ever known!
I know it’s because she doesn’t have a lot of content so she’s more flexible as a character which makes you be able to make her whatever you want her to be but it’s like !!!! We like the same show right??? Why aren’t you not utilizing the little bits of characterization we do get of her in canon for your version of her? What’s the point of writing for such an underdeveloped character if you only keep around one to two traits in the end?
it just feels like wasted potential. With a character like her you can explore how sometimes not all abusers know what they’re doing. You can explore how sometimes abusers are hurting their own well being with their abuse. You can explore how sometimes abusers are also victims. You can explore abusers who aren’t the most standard basic idea of abuse with someone like her and yet it’s the route not taken!!!!
#rambles#gotham#gotham fox#gotham 2014#edward nygma#Isabella#Isabella Gotham#Character study#I guess????#im willing to like elaborate on anything that could be confusing in this post btw#im not offended by questions i love yapping. Vague posts are what boil my blood since you completely control what I say opinion wise#just try to be good faith to me and I’ll try to be good faith to you#I know these tags seem way too paranoid but I’ve gotten vague posted twice for my Gotham takes and both posters demeaned me in their posts#this is just to make you guys know I’m not some rabid dog you can’t debate with I don’t want to be like that at all#ALSO YES I DO KNOW I DEMONIZED HER MORE HEAVILY AT THE START OF THIS YEAR BUT OPINIONS CHANGE!!! I AM DIFFERENT!!!!#This last month or two changed me I’m a changed man when it comes to Isabella….#Long post#DISCLAIMER THIS ISNT ME SAYING YOU HAVE TO LIKE HER AS A CHARACTER. SHES FICTIONAL. IDGAF ITS NOT IMMORAL TO HATE HER#this is just me talking about my personal view of her and how I wish people would explore this more with her#TW rape#Nygmobblepot#Gotham tv
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in my “my dreams are real and tangible. i can make them realer.” era. working hard because i want to, working towards a goal i can see and feel and hold in my hands. all my stumbles and all my setbacks? roadblocks. i can find another route. i can get there. i will be ok.
#my literal whole life dream is to live in a big city and be immersed in all the things that i can be#i’ve dreamed of living in la or nyc my entire life and now it’s slightly different.#the dream is shopping at a bodega. it’s finding a local restaurant i love. it’s local shops and people.#the dream is being in a place with things i love#the dream is having love and life and laughter in places i’ve only dreamed of#the dream is life. whole. real. good.#and i *will* get there. doesn’t matter if the dream adapts to my new needs and wants.#i will bite and claw and kick and scream my way there no matter how much i seem to be shoved down by the world.#i will get there and that is all i need to remember#lizas rambling again#in my head tonight
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How fucked up would it be if the real experiment of the Social Experiments beyond Showfall testing out a live audience with their show was them actually genuinely shutting off their control on Ranboo and maybe temporarily(?) Charlie’s during act 3 (while having the full ability to flip it back on if/when wanted) to see what they would do and how they would react if they ever actually started to broke free, so Showfall would be able to predict and squash any attempts at getting out if something ever went wrong with their fan favorites in the future.
#if we think that Ranboo tried to escape once before the events of TSE this could be a product of that#yeas this ties in to my last genloss post. act 3 isn’t for the audience it’s only for Showfall/Hetch to both test and take some anger out o#I’ve been hardcore mulling over genloss again and this time I’m actually making a post or two about it lmao#Sneeg breaking free was a real glitch. Austin freaking out because he could See was real. Showfall doesn’t have as locked down control#as they would like to. so if they can predict to prevent that going to far if it happens…….#*Rod Serling voice* anyway wouldn’t that be sooo fucked up?#and of course I mean stop them in a way that isn’t JUST ‘let’s set the giant fuckin security monster loose on them’#cause it kinda seems like it’ll go for Showfall employees too if they aren’t careful#unless of course. we want to think Sneeg killed that guard. either way it’s about effectiveness lol#robot rambles#genloss#generation loss#gl ranboo#gl charlie
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I need a kind of innocent name for Dark to have initially in the Incredibles au. Like how Syndrome’s real name is Buddy. Like something like that. Except I haven’t thought of anything good despite stewing over it for ages
#everything I’ve thought of was kinda weird#briefly considered Dink but that just didn’t seem right (I’m using it as a joke in a later part)#so idk#I need an innocent sounding name#but something that fits Dark Link too???#you see my problem#rambles from the floor#incredibles au
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