#in my head tonight
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in my “my dreams are real and tangible. i can make them realer.” era. working hard because i want to, working towards a goal i can see and feel and hold in my hands. all my stumbles and all my setbacks? roadblocks. i can find another route. i can get there. i will be ok.
#my literal whole life dream is to live in a big city and be immersed in all the things that i can be#i’ve dreamed of living in la or nyc my entire life and now it’s slightly different.#the dream is shopping at a bodega. it’s finding a local restaurant i love. it’s local shops and people.#the dream is being in a place with things i love#the dream is having love and life and laughter in places i’ve only dreamed of#the dream is life. whole. real. good.#and i *will* get there. doesn’t matter if the dream adapts to my new needs and wants.#i will bite and claw and kick and scream my way there no matter how much i seem to be shoved down by the world.#i will get there and that is all i need to remember#lizas rambling again#in my head tonight
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OK! I've been enjoying a lot of the Thai BL's that have come out this year. Pit Babe, Last Twilight, and of course The Sign. So, even though two of them are not quite finished yet, what comes next? What kind of story should we do next with our favorite boys?
Up first, PavelPooh or PoohPavel, whichever you like. I'm wanting them in a traditional love story where Pavel is friends with Pooh's older brother, like a BL version of Hidden Love.
Secondly, Last Twilight. I have been in love with JimmySea since Vice Versa and they just got better with their second outing. I'm wanting forced proximity mixed with enemies to lovers. I totally think they could pull off forced to work together with a bit of You've Got Mail/Shop Around the Corner.
Last but not least, BillyBabe! What to do with these two? I think they do great as a bickering couple. Kind of like the couple that burned super hot when they were young and then broke up, but still care about each other. And get together again as adults to try one more time. Lovers to enemies to lovers, like My Girl Friday.
What do you think? What kind of story are you wanting to see?
#poohpavel#pavelpooh#pooh krittin#pavel phoom#pavel naret#pit babe the series#last twilight#jimmy jitaraphol#sea tawinan#jimmysea#the sign the series#billy patchanon#babe tanatat#billybabe#thai bl#too much wine#in my head tonight
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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screenshot redraw from the last ep hehehehe
#kaiju no. 8#kn8#hoshina soshiro#my art#still not over tight shirt will never be over tight shirt#last ep went so hard i am still sick in the head over it#will i ever be normal again after this anime probably not#hope someone gets to rest their head on his chest tonight bless#you'd think he's my fav character by how much i draw him lmfao
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DPxDC Prompt #13
Danny was born in Gotham and ended up for adoption shortly after. The woman who birthed him listed the father on his birth certificate as The Batman. Everyone laughed it off as a joke from a woman who didn't know or didn't want admit who the father was. They left it be, but no one really thought it was true. It couldn't be. Right?
#DPxDC Prompt#DPxDC#Thought about going into more detail with the story my head is building here#But ultimately decided to leave it more open for anyone to take and build in any direction they please#That said if anyone wants to hear more about the version I got going on in here#Feel free to ask#I can do a reblog with my thoughts#After I finish work for tonight
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Been getting into yellow lately
Dirk ranting from Curious cat asks under this cut
Thanks to these people for speaking with me.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#So much Dirk recently. My bad#I need to draw genuine backgrounds more it’s embarrassing… it’s not even like I can’t do it I’m just lazy.#Anyways writing this right as I head to hit the honk shoo#goodnight. Cast a spell for me that grants me good dreams#I’m eating fries for dinner tonight… ooooh I’m so excited.
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A missed apology.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#veilguard spoilers#spoilers#Emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#I just finished the game and am too full of feels rn#so I couldn’t draw tonight#it was just full of angst#so this is what I can muster ahdidhdj#I’m like#both happy and sad af#post series depresso is hitting so hard rn ahaha#I’ll be drawing more after I’m done marinating in my feels#drawing bigger stuff I mean#insert keyboard spam incoherently here#that fight pre final battle is still in my head so doodle#my thoughts are all over the place
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apocalypse doodlings aka We Couldve Had Grey Hair Erik And Charles Is There Too I Guess
#mcu#xmen#xmen movies#xmen apocalypse#erik lehnsherr#magneto#charles xavier#professor x#cherik#not really but sssshh theyre in the same post#snap sketches#anyway Be Surprised If You Will i just intended to do practice drawings of charles tonight#charles doodle is a vague redraw of the first charles doodle i made so thats fun i GUESS#its been a hot minute and james' face still eludes me but we're getting somewhere Probably. i hope.#but then i remembered micheal said originally they were going to make erik's hair go white in apocalypse and i crumbled#and i was JUST gonna leave it at the first erik drawing but then i was like 'can i draw him chilling for once' so. pseudo screencap redraw#it was so funny drawing the first two back-to-back on the same canvas cause i had Charming Charles in one folder#and i open the second one and its. Rage. Anger. and then to round it off He Got Better :) vjealkeajvLK#sorry i made the charles drawing look like a dating sim screenshot i was gonna leave the bg blank but i got mad at it being blank#so i cobbled that together. i cobble a dating sim appropriate bg together vjelkjea#its so funny a lot of times ill be like 'i wont draw a bg' and then ill make a quick one anyway i cant resist i apologize#ok im so sleepy so goodnight team my head hurt
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TRACY CHAPMAN | Fast Car (1988)
See, my old man's got a problem
He lives with the bottle, that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
His body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said, somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did
#tracy chapman#fast car#dailymusicqueens#dailymusicians#userbells#musicedit#musicsourcedaily#popculturesource#userbbelcher#chewieblog#userrobin#usermandie#userleah#popularcultures#it's been in my head since the grammy performance#this song will cut me open & leave me bleeding#the lyrics are so relatable and painful#LEAVE TONIGHT OR LIVE AND DIE THIS WAY#1k
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what's the play here, beauregard?
#critical role#cr#cr3#cr2#beauregard#beauregard lionett#caleb widogast#empire kids#I AM STILL REELING FROM THIS#the rest of the episode? a blur barely remember it cause this is living rent free in my head#IT'S ALSO#extremely weird to hear matt imitating them when i'm finally finishing up c2#anyways i am excited and terrified for tonight !
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hockey moments that make me insane: THAT double hug
#jeremy swayman#linus ullmark#swaymark#boston bruins#nhledit#bruins#hockey#the rituals are ... just goalies in love#nhl#this was a nightmare to gif bc my patience with photoshop and editing is at ZERO tonight#but it lives rent free in my head#and my adhd said i had to gif it now or i'll never gif it ever#j made a thing#arth fach🐻#calon bach#gifset series: hockey moments that make me insane
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So much BTS lore feels like fanfiction and I can't get over it
Two of the members hated each other at first. They argued a lot and one time, they threw folded clothes at each other and the member who folded them had to come scold them. And now they keep reminding everyone how long they've known each other for. They wrote a song together where they said that "respect is a higher tier than love" and then called each other "my respect."
The smartest member of the group (one the previous two morons btw) didn't know how to tie his shoelaces until highschool. He doesn't eat seafood because he loves crabs. He's a literal geniues and he's so clumsy and such a dork (and I relate so deeply). And that body, guys, I'm telling you. This whole guy was made by a fanfic author.
Their company was near bankrupcy when they debuted. One of the members, who was getting offers from so many other companies, joined this one because he admired another member who was already a part of it. When these two met for the first time, member two was only wearing underwear and member one said "wow, thighs."
Another member came to an audition, not to audition himself but to support a friend. He was the only person from that audition round to get in. The friend did not.
Another member, who was studying to be an actor, was street cast on a bus.
One of them lost confidence and tried to leave before the debut, but another convinced him to come back, because they "needed him."
The whole industry hated them when they debuted and now they're arguably the best kpop group worldwide. (Arguably, read: argue with the wall)
(Add your own pls, I want to make a collection from this)
#in order#namjoon and yoongi#namjoon#jungkook and namjoon#taehyung#seokjin#hoseok#i feel bad there's nothing about jimin#but i'm literally just ranting off the top of my head#tf you want me to say about jimin#he's a prince??#he's Tiny but Mighty??#he's the perfect love interest??#click clack of chelsea boots??#bts#bts army#bangtan#like wow i really am in a mood tonight huh#fanfiction#kpop
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from what I infer from some of his dialogue, my guess is that while lucanis hasn't had a proper relationship before he has had one night stands and short term flings. and -- listen, I know he's a dick and a menace and probably a hopeless case but please do still spare illario dellamorte a moment of your thoughts and pity for the role of incredulous yet intrepid wing man that he's all but certainly had to play on several occasions for that to happen. there are 100% people out there who were trying SO fucking hard to get no strings attached laid by this stupidly hot emotionally unavailable mysterious stranger who won't be in town for long without lucanis ever realizing it. people who would have remained tragically unlaid if illario weren't there to clue him in.
I'm just imagining Illario staring in pure dismay and disbelief at his dumbass of a cousin failing to pick up what someone isn't just putting down but scattering all over the floor like glittery confetti burning with a magnesium flame brightness to spell out 'SIR PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE RAIL ME THIS IS AN OFFICIAL ENTHUSIASTIC INVITATION TO MY BED' and having to push him out the door after them like 'maker's breath sometimes i don't understand how you have the wits to grip the right end of a knife, lucanis, they were throwing themselves at you and you just stared at them in mild puzzlement until they gave up and went away go fucking GET THEM for the sake of my sanity if nothing else!!!'
#'oh was THAT what that was' lucanis realizes as illario all but throws him onto the person's lap and walks away shaking his head#once he was actually there and the stiuation and what's expected of him were understood I think he'd do wonderfully!#but provably he uh. takes some clueing in at times#illario 'cousin one day you will have fun even if it kills me' dellamorte (dramatic irony edition)#tfw your cousin-brother is SO hot. and so autistic.#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#every day I think about 'get that man to stop yelling at me'. illario snooze that guy for me please. their *Dynamic*.#i finished murder of crows last night and the way lucanis' 'not. now' is so out of proportion to what's actually happened.#he sounds mildly annoyed. like illario blunted one of his knives or something instead of shredded his soul. this family is. something#we never get how much of illario's 'that isn't even my cousin that's a demon' shit is real beneath the. general scarness of him lol#but you know what I call that? free narrative real estate. I'm going to go ahead and make myself so so sad about this for no reason <3#illario loves and hates this guy in ways even he himself doesn't understand. so annoying when abel gets back up again#and still wants you to come to family dinner tonight while your hands are dripping with his blood#if anyone had to listen to lucanis anxiously deciding what would be the best way to court the prickliest man in thedas#and deciding on one of the worst possible options. it was illario. again he sucks and he deserves this. but still. the mind boggles
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aaron just collapsing in bed with you after a rough case :(
he gets home late, roughly the early hours of the morning. the heavy, sinking feeling of the mattress is what wakes you, the sound of him kicking off his shoes and landing onto the carpet. and although you're still half asleep, your drowsy mind still processes it's him, that he's finally home, and you can easily sense it was a bad one.
some days, you hold him. you turn your body to face him, drawing him into your embrace, your fingers running through the short hair on the back of his neck. the others, he's wrapping his arms around you, pulling you as close as possible to him, either burying his face into your neck, or if behind you - right between your shoulder blades. his hand will also find yours and interlock your fingers, his forearm draped over your waist.
for now, there's no talking, he's still in his suit - you'll coax him into his pajamas shortly, sliding the suit jacket off his shoulders yourself, unloosening his tie for him. aaron's gripping onto you as if his life depends on it, and in a way, it does.
but after a while, you ask if he's alright, if he needs to talk about anything, wipe away his tears gently with your thumb if it was that bad. he'll either nod quietly, or mumble a response.
with your presence, and your grounding breaths, aaron finally falls into a fitful, yet calm sleep. he hasn't slept properly since the beginning of that awful case, to be fair. he's just so relieved to be home, so relieved that nightmare of a few days is somewhat over, so relieved to have you, his light at the end of the tunnel, there without fail always. <3
#this is where my head is at tonight#aaron hotchner#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner imagine#criminal minds#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds imagine
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a/n: so this is just a silly thought so have fun cause this is just crack and nothing else
you pinch the bridge of your nose as you stare at your loser of a husband, “satoru, stop using gen z slang if you don’t know what they mean.”
“no cap.”
“the kids will literally make fun of you.”
“bombastic side eye.”
you roll your eyes and he grins mischievously, “criminal offensive side eye.”
you walk closer to him and glare at his face. he gasps loudly and pulls back, “and he stands there MENACINGLY—“
“satoru, I will hit you!”
“bussing,” he salutes you, “ate and left no crumbs.”
exasperated, you turn around to walk out of the room, but gojo clicks his tongue, “lots of beige flags I am seeing here, love.”
“that’s not what a beige flag is!” you groan.
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#this is so stupid#but I couldn’t get it out of my head#I will post a serious post later tonight tho#okie byebye#gojo x reader#gojo satoru x reader#jjk x reader#gojo imagine#jjk x you#jjk imagines#gojou satoru x reader#gojo x you
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being an adult means we can buy or make as much self-indulgent shit (as we can afford) and unironically have trinkets of our fave things cause our teen years was bullied for liking things and hiding/denying we were ever neurodivergent to the point of suicide. sucks for anyone that thinks its weird cringe but I'm going to try and allow myself to love myself in little ways now
#wish i could tell younger me that i wasnt fucked up i was just autistic#even if youre not nd i still think having things you enjoy around you is important especially for your space#so i make a notable effort to get fandom stuff for my younger siblings now#like my lil sister thinks getting demon slayer stuff is cringe cause anime and what not (havent read it sorry)#but her face still lights up when i get her a pin for her#or a blind bag with a character keychain#and very slowly the self hatred and whatever it feels like that youre not allowed to like anything and that anything you like is bad#starts to diminish#my qpp is obsessed with birds and chickens and has so many trinkets around the house for it#or my friend who loves how pretty stained glass looks that his walls are covered in thrifted stain glass pieces#i know an elderly couple who are obsessed with star trek and they have a room in the house purely for shelves stacked with collectables#my friend's dad is so obsessed with spiderman that he has 3 walls full of figurines and posters and collectables that prob amoutn to tons#like i dont get it but i get it#maybe its because im sick rn but im in my head tonight about human loving things and stories and cocepts to the point of comfort#sara shush#ramble
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