#in my head tonight
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in my “my dreams are real and tangible. i can make them realer.” era. working hard because i want to, working towards a goal i can see and feel and hold in my hands. all my stumbles and all my setbacks? roadblocks. i can find another route. i can get there. i will be ok.
#my literal whole life dream is to live in a big city and be immersed in all the things that i can be#i’ve dreamed of living in la or nyc my entire life and now it’s slightly different.#the dream is shopping at a bodega. it’s finding a local restaurant i love. it’s local shops and people.#the dream is being in a place with things i love#the dream is having love and life and laughter in places i’ve only dreamed of#the dream is life. whole. real. good.#and i *will* get there. doesn’t matter if the dream adapts to my new needs and wants.#i will bite and claw and kick and scream my way there no matter how much i seem to be shoved down by the world.#i will get there and that is all i need to remember#lizas rambling again#in my head tonight
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OK! I've been enjoying a lot of the Thai BL's that have come out this year. Pit Babe, Last Twilight, and of course The Sign. So, even though two of them are not quite finished yet, what comes next? What kind of story should we do next with our favorite boys?
Up first, PavelPooh or PoohPavel, whichever you like. I'm wanting them in a traditional love story where Pavel is friends with Pooh's older brother, like a BL version of Hidden Love.
Secondly, Last Twilight. I have been in love with JimmySea since Vice Versa and they just got better with their second outing. I'm wanting forced proximity mixed with enemies to lovers. I totally think they could pull off forced to work together with a bit of You've Got Mail/Shop Around the Corner.
Last but not least, BillyBabe! What to do with these two? I think they do great as a bickering couple. Kind of like the couple that burned super hot when they were young and then broke up, but still care about each other. And get together again as adults to try one more time. Lovers to enemies to lovers, like My Girl Friday.
What do you think? What kind of story are you wanting to see?
#poohpavel#pavelpooh#pooh krittin#pavel phoom#pavel naret#pit babe the series#last twilight#jimmy jitaraphol#sea tawinan#jimmysea#the sign the series#billy patchanon#babe tanatat#billybabe#thai bl#too much wine#in my head tonight
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some of the head coms from recently <:^) indefinitely still open for these !
#my art#furry#anthro#illustration#oc#unicorn#hyena#look at this colourful bunch. this rendering style is a lot of fun (most of the time. lmao. sometimes it gives me road blocks)#neeed to fully open slots and make more examples but finding the time has been rough#lord give me the patience to make a website and the wisdom to make a website and the willpower to make a website and the#anyway it's gyoza for dinner tonight lads. gyoza and salad and my special homemade dipping sauce#being good and having something light because phish food changes me into someone i don't recognise and i consumed half a tub of it#effortlessly. could've had the whole thing. don't know who i am when phish food is in front of me#just kidding i recognised myself. i am ever allured by the love of a treat#of course i know her. she's me#ALSO god i do truly hate to say it. i haven't seen the movie but bye bye mufasa lion king. kind of slappy#kind of in my head forever. make you go bye bye. make you go. bye bye.#lion king villain songs man. will they ever miss? (ignoring the countless obscure spinoffs)
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Willem Dafoe in Streets of Fire (1984) dir. Walter Hill
#streets of fire#willem dafoe#film#filmedit#my edits#junkfoodcinemas#a Look#nowhere fast and tonight is what it means to be young have been stuck in my head for 10 years
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DPxDC Prompt #13
Danny was born in Gotham and ended up for adoption shortly after. The woman who birthed him listed the father on his birth certificate as The Batman. Everyone laughed it off as a joke from a woman who didn't know or didn't want admit who the father was. They left it be, but no one really thought it was true. It couldn't be. Right?
#DPxDC Prompt#DPxDC#Thought about going into more detail with the story my head is building here#But ultimately decided to leave it more open for anyone to take and build in any direction they please#That said if anyone wants to hear more about the version I got going on in here#Feel free to ask#I can do a reblog with my thoughts#After I finish work for tonight
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screenshot redraw from the last ep hehehehe
#kaiju no. 8#kn8#hoshina soshiro#my art#still not over tight shirt will never be over tight shirt#last ep went so hard i am still sick in the head over it#will i ever be normal again after this anime probably not#hope someone gets to rest their head on his chest tonight bless#you'd think he's my fav character by how much i draw him lmfao
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double ?? upload ???? yeaaaahh i've gotten FASTERRrr for whatever that's worth so complementary blyla because guess what i miss them too (nobody was surprised by that)
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#blyla#artists on tumblr#listen i just have a thing for jedi + clones it seems and we cannot forget dartain the ogs (i will draw that tonight + tomorrow not now)#tcw made aayla so cool bro i love her#can you tell i've been on a mellon_soup kick !! i love her references so much bro#one day i will draw foxiyo. that day may be tomorrow i don't know#prequel-era ships are elite sorry everything else is Lame except for han/leia rebelcaptain and kanera (reylo's fine ig)#tcw is also the only thing that salvages anidala for me however! this is not an anidala post i am getting so off-topic whoa#i am unmedicated.#anyway yayyyy double upload#by the way in my head the accelerated aging thing just straight-up doesn't exist#cuz it's one of the dumbest things star wars has ever done i think it just doesn't make sense#anyway ^^)b#listen i'm not ALWAYS gonna go the cheap route and do the gradient thing instead of color i just don't wannaaaa. too much work#“jedi can't have attachments!!!!” and you can't have fun apparently#besides attachment and .-+ love +-. are different things and the jedi USED to know that before they contracted stupid disease#aayla secura#commander bly#would've drawn bly's armor cause it's cool but friiiick dude i already did it for rex and I AIN'T DOIN' IT AGAIN#(will do it again for darman because i'm a masochist)#hey. he's a commando it's different#at least i finally get to throw my etain headcanons into the ring#why am i talking about other ships on a blyla post. whatever#i'll color something eventually. sketching is just significantly easier and more fun#actually scratch that heck y'all i'll do what i wanna do#(affectionate dw)#my art
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Been getting into yellow lately
Dirk ranting from Curious cat asks under this cut


Thanks to these people for speaking with me.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#So much Dirk recently. My bad#I need to draw genuine backgrounds more it’s embarrassing… it’s not even like I can’t do it I’m just lazy.#Anyways writing this right as I head to hit the honk shoo#goodnight. Cast a spell for me that grants me good dreams#I’m eating fries for dinner tonight… ooooh I’m so excited.
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A missed apology.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#veilguard spoilers#spoilers#Emmrich volkarin#da manfred#my art#I just finished the game and am too full of feels rn#so I couldn’t draw tonight#it was just full of angst#so this is what I can muster ahdidhdj#I’m like#both happy and sad af#post series depresso is hitting so hard rn ahaha#I’ll be drawing more after I’m done marinating in my feels#drawing bigger stuff I mean#insert keyboard spam incoherently here#that fight pre final battle is still in my head so doodle#my thoughts are all over the place
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finally digging through some art I forgot I made a month ago! Fighter!Siffrin and Researcher!Mira are very important to me. The Feeling Buddies dynamic was established very early on their journey, which might be one of the reasons F!Sif ended up remarkably well adjusted by the time they got to Dormont. Bonnie definitely approved of this development, anyway!
#my art#in stars and time#ISAT Role!Swap AU#head empty. no thoughts tonight!#hopefully I'll get some sleep. it's very underrated and I need more of it I think
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hockey moments that make me insane: THAT double hug
#jeremy swayman#linus ullmark#swaymark#boston bruins#nhledit#bruins#hockey#the rituals are ... just goalies in love#nhl#this was a nightmare to gif bc my patience with photoshop and editing is at ZERO tonight#but it lives rent free in my head#and my adhd said i had to gif it now or i'll never gif it ever#j made a thing#arth fach🐻#calon bach#gifset series: hockey moments that make me insane
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it shall be cuboided soon
#just something fun and new for my little sad and tired brain tonight! not meant to be perfect#ULTRAKILL#v1 ultrakill#ultrakill v1#KRITA#ALL ART#FANDOM ART#DOODLE#TWO TONE#THE GEIGER COUNTER#SMALL CAPTION#TAG YAP#V1 NO!!!!! YOURE IN THE SHRINKING BOX !!!!!! FUCK IT CANT HEAR US IT HAS NOISE CANCELLATION ENGAGED /ref#GOD THIS. THIS FUCK. INSIGNIFICANT. IT WAS ONLY AN HOUR AND 1/2 BUT IT FELT LIKE IT TOOK ME 3 HOURS TO FINISH#kept changing stuff and then i wanted wings and then i wanted all arm variations and then i blanked out and woke up with this#i mean- i like it so i dont mind but i just was half concious halfway through this#BTW YES IT IS TRANS. I HIT EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE WITH MY TRANSGENDER BLAST !!!!!!#i love my transgender blast beam#the moment i realised i had the trans beam right i started fucking utilising it at every moment#i get it now....... trans happiness..............#i finally fucking get it#anyways uhmmm#heavily inspired by dect/mothcpu#can you fucking see where i got lazy#its pretty easy to tell#also has anybody else had the deer anime intro song stuck in their head because of#the ultrakill rendition (my machine friend nikontan) of it#because i know i have#ITS NOT HEALTHY IN HERE#PLEASE GET ME OUT!!!! DEER HELL !!!!!
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sometimes you just gotta draw a kitchen instead of using your own
#i was hoping to have a funny caption for this one but all my jokes are funnier in my head#i also didnt think I'd actually sit down and finish this tonight oops#as finished as its gunna get at least#anyway these colors were fun#i also dont know wtf the plant is its whatever you want it to be ig#skip draws#hetalia#spamano#hws romano#hws south italy#lovino vargas#hws spain#antonio fernandez carriedo#🍅
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fuckkk offff its literally abt coercive control its about armand hurting daniel and looking louis in the eye and saying im hurting him because i want to do this to you and i cant so think on that some! its about letting him know that hes one inch away from turning it on him too im not hurting you but i could be. this isn’t violence but it is. and you can’t complain about it because he didn’t hurt you see? he didn’t touch you. i swore i would never hurt you and i never have
#well yeah. thinking about this tonight. kill yourself armand oh my godd#sorry its just that s2ep5 literally lives in my head on fucking loop#loumand#armand#e.txt
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happy red valley-ntines day!!
[ID: Chibi artwork of Gordon Porlock from Red Valley in front of love heart, in scrubs and a cardigan with a breathing tube, winking and making a heart with his hands. Next to him is a blood bag, and the connecting cable twists into a heart shape. Bubble letters read "You're just my type" End ID]
#HAPPY VALENTINES i thought up this joke a couple hours ago and had to get it out of my head#was gonna do an aubrey companion to this but unfortunately i do want to sleep tonight. so just gordon it is ^_^#sat art#red valley#red valley spoilers#gordon porlock#garden#fanart
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Potential answer if you ask how he lost his arm
#this was funnier in my head#2 arms left#rottmnt#follow up dialogue “what did I buy? this prosthetic ofc”#ight back to drawing the finale with me#that will probably be out tonight#ish
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