#it no longer brings me joy
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me taking silm-pronunciations back behind the barn
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#I’m going to be sooo sad if I can no longer sit like a gargoyle ok#gargoyle sitting is my whole thing#the number of time I’ve been compared to L in sitting posture brings me so much pride and joy#I put on a salonpas 😔
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Talking about cogs and gears and such.
#this was going to be a comic but I got distracted and started making an animatic instead#he was not initially talking about cogs and gears and such#but it brings me joy to think he likes to do that#describe different kinds of bolts and what they are used for#but he can’t quite find the words he needs so it’s a deeply overcomplicated explanation#fantasy high#d20#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#d20 fanart#fh#fantasy high fanart#d20 fhsy#fhsy#could be jy too but my jy Gorgug has longer hair#so technically sy#I love big droopy ears gorgug#gorgug thistlespring#gorgug fantasy high#undescribed#my art
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#listen guys.. ive had a lot of free time lately...#I'm going to go try and work on longer projects now so i can stop spamming you every 24-48hrs....🏃♂️#they really do bring me a lot of joy though 〒▽〒#guriten#naoki urasawa's monster#wolfgang grimmer#kenzo tenma#monster anime#drawing#sketch
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just a heads up, i'm gonna need to take a little step back from interacting so much in order to get ahold of my mental health. don't be alarmed, this isn't a goodbye post! i'll still be around, just a little less active. maybe you won't even notice the change. (who knows, maybe it'll even be a positive change with a higher frequency + quality of writings!) i need a bit of a cleanse from kinda the interactions/social part of this, but writing makes me happy so i'll still be doing that anyway. it's like i'm putting an insane amount of pressure on myself to talk a lot in this space instead of just write, and as a result that's making my already unmanageable anxiety (and other things) just skyrocket to heights i don't wish to test the limits of. maybe it'll be only a few days or longer, maybe i'll go back to chit chatting with yall loads eventually, i don't know. tldr: limiting chitchat, continuing writing. basically just had to make this for my own peace of mind. but yeahhh that's it, hope this makes sense and hope y'all understand :3
#feel free to keep reqs and thoughts coming though! just may take a bit longer for me to get to them#i have moments where i have the urge to delete everything but writing brings me joy so i dont think i could do that just yet...
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if you pick s5, do me a favor and tell me what’s your second favorite in the tags!! I’m just asking as someone who’s still really new to the fandom - I’m curious what the general consensus is on the most popular season :))
#my guess is that s4 is the general fan favorite but I honestly don’t know!! I’m curious!!!#malevolent#malevolent podcast#sunny polls#so far I am a s5 girly honestly. the medieval escapades just bring me such joy#but I won’t truly know until it’s finished#second favorite I’d probably have to say s4????#I wanna say s3 since it impacted me the most. but it also just makes me rlly sad and mad at Arthur 80% of the time so#but s4 is a fun time#idk. honestly I don’t know!!! I feel like my favorite is just whatever’s the most recent lmao#bc I like John and Arthur more and more the longer they know each other <3
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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RAHHH DO I HAVE THOUGHTS
#idk im a huge overthinker so i have those moments of idk if these count as romantic feelings or not#and i have a tendency to take things really seriously when im into it#in the same way of wanting to do things right and whatnot#i wish i had someone to tell me to think a little less and take it easy when i was really going through it#because i thought about it so hard and worried about it so hard that falling in love was no longer fun for me#it was so stressful to me that it was causing me physical harm lol which is so fucked up that relationship trauma can do that to you#but ig part of it was being an inexperienced queer#the queer experience felt so hard to come by in the first place that i really really wanted to do it right and for it to work out#ig in a sense we're luckier to be in an environment where it's not as bad as like. idk.#like ig it's not to the point of i would date someone just bc it's so rare to run into someone else with the same identity#uh#wait#actually.#huh#hm#well. ok maybe like the majority of. the people i got into a relationship with. was bc they shared the same identity.#and i felt like i wouldn't. be able to be understood by someone who didn't share that identity.#anyway though. anyway.#we're working on not. doing that.#but yeah i forgot my point teehee#yuri rambling#kk rambles#i just yk. keep on having to remind myself that falling in love should be fun and not scary#having a silly little crush should bring me joy and not fear#i should enjoy the feeling of being present and enjoying life and even if im doing it my way and being intense i should have fun with it
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3l!grian is frequently depicted as a tragic figure and sometimes i wonder if we even watched the same series
#like yes he is tragic. every character in the series is tragic but i think hes easily the least tragic of the winners#(except maybe cleo. i have my own thoughts about how cleos victory plays into her core themes and why its not as joyous or triumphant as#cleo the players and the fandom at large make it seem that i will have to make a real post about at some point)#grian dies Laughing. he smiles and calls it a dual victory before the final fight. his last words are “its been amazing.”#to me Grians arc is about how he came in with this sense of mirth. had it ripled away by the reality when his joke gets Scar killed.#and then rediscovers it as he learns that the horror of their circumstances doesn't need to keep him from delight#plus also ive never seen a man more delighted to explode three of his friends#ill also bring up that Martyns lore has Grian involved in the games explicitly to COMBAT the angst#that Grians inherent silliness and joy makes the players less hopeless as they meet their endings#and theres obviously parts of martyns lore i can take or leave but this is one area where Eyes and Ears lines up very well with what actions#the characters take and so im happy to bring it up#unlike other parts such as “limlife pearl and cleo retained more trauma between seasons than any player has before”#which i do directly refute as it doesn't seem to line up with the way the characters act and the story plays out#thats for another post though#my point here is 3l grian was having the time of his life and i think there are some fanon interpretationd that disregard that#which theyre free to do im definitely someone who has ignored canon plenty of times in the past (glances at worm)#but i think this is the sort of thing that makes the canon more interesting and compelling#anyway. um. rambled longer than i meant to there#grian#trafficblr#3rd life#3rd life smp#3lsmp
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Me two months ago: Veilguard sucks. I saw leaks and it just completely broke what they were building since origins. Surgery scars make no sense, just as non-binary term. Everyone is flatly written and there is no depth in story.
Most of fandom two months ago: You are just a hater! And transphobe! And bigot! And not true fan! You're a fucking grifter!
Most of the fandom nowadays: I tried Veilguard and it sucks! Writing is bad and series downgraded so much! Bioware ruined it!
Me:
#Post#Wow suddenly i am no longer a bigot! How odd!#veilguard critical#bioware critical#But it does bring me joy to see fandom get sparta kicked right into it's narcissistic teeth#Anyways back to enjoying warhammer40k and other older games#Origins da2 and Inquisition among them#Cause y'know... I am 'fucking tourist' for being critical over veilguard..
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change of plans | master list
fuckboy!sero hanta x fem!reader
summary: Sero Hanta is a fuckboi if you've ever seen one. A smooth talker, tireless confidence, an amazing kisser... But you know he's going to become a much bigger headache than he's worth if you play into his little game. Problem is, he is way too good at luring you right back in.
total wc: 79k
NSFW 🔞 / tags / cw: university!au, no quirks, playboy!sero, slow burn, excessive flirting, fluff, slight angst, denial of feelings, pining, miscommunication, recreational drinking, recreational drug use (marijiuana), reader knows french, sero knows spanish, past relationships, meddlesome friends, smut, porn with (a lot of) feelings
you can also read on AO3
and special thanks again to leo @4xesp for helping me with the spanish in this fic and mia @pageantdisaster for helping with the french. i appreciate it so very much 🥹🙏
table of contents
🔞 — contains nsfw content
part 1 — birdfeeder
part 2 — aphrodisiac
part 3 — spider-man 🔞ish
part 4 — allons-y
part 5 — consequences 🔞
part 6 — sympathique 🔞
part 7 — reason
part 8 — mistletoe
part 9 — chance
part 10 — honest 🔞
part 11 — surprise 🔞
part 12 — querida [final]
#sero x reader#sero hanta x reader#sero hanta#bnha x reader#ya figured it was finally time for a master list for this giant series#also the art/banner is mine don't mind the wonky coloring i swear it was supposed to resemble some sort of 'style' lol#I’ve really enjoyed writing it and seeing people’s love for sero 🥺🙏#tysm esp if you’ve been leaving replies/reblogs/comments they bring me so much joy 🥹🌹#ngl tho it is a lot of work to post on both tumblr and ao3 so I don’t think I’ll be doing this for long fics again lmao#this was a special case tho since I started it here and didn’t expect it to get so much longer#but thank you again so much if you’ve been enjoying it 🌹🙏#mine#self promo
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The🛏Bean🛏Bed
It's in the perfect spot. It's just about the perfect height. It seems to be comfy. Herz lays here when I'm out working. The window (sun bonus) looks right out to where my car is so I can see Her when I pull back in!
#beans beans the magickal fruit#its got two regular king sized blankets at the base#then a pillow on top#with two queen size comforters#she also has a pangolin and manaee for buffers and pillows#it brings me such joy#it needs to be a tad longer#so Her poor bum isn't hanging off
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I used to think I could contribute beautiful things to a fandom. I have since reevaluated this
#mp100#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#reigen arataka#Dimple#meme#shitpost#fanart#art#my art#This took longer than I want to admit#but it brings me joy to look at still so there#did NOT think this was going to be my first art for the show but#there ya go
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The ADHD/OCD comorbid struggle of being prone to both obsession (good, makes me happy) and obsession (horrible, makes me ill) and sometimes they combine on the same topic as a horrid ball of spiralling distraction
#yayyyyyy#love it when my hyperfixations become embroiled in moral scrupulosity until they no longer bring me joy without anxiety#adhd#ocd#pure-o#neurodivergent#nd#neurodivergence#obsessive-compulsive disorder
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just realized it’s almost the one year anniversary of me getting back into bleach and discovering my love for the grimmichi fandom and I’m excited
#king’s court#bleach#it’s been a long long time since I was in a fandom this consistently for a year#the last one was marvel/stucky#which… no longer brings me any joy#but bleach does! so I’m happy about that#it’s Wednesday btw at least I’m pretty sure#that’s when I made some post on my main account about not liking the ending so presumably that’s when I finished the manga
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If you’ve noticed a re-occurring pattern of me drawing the same idea of them being sweet and snuggly over and over again, just slightly different nuzzles each time - congratulations, you’ve got cavities.
Finished WIP of the sketch from last night~
#i will no longer apologize for these this is just what this account is now#also i have more or less learned crowned magolor's design so i can draw him without refs for the most part#the master crown still causes trouble but#i cannot begin to describe the joy they bring me listen#i just enjoy drawing them being super super sweet im dragging all of you down#mine#my art#magolor#crowned magolor#inki#kirby#kirby oc#fan character#maginki#oc x canon
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