#it lingers

[hersurvival]

it wasn't a surprise to hear it said. the idea has been in the back of mind for several years, the way i suddenly am functioning at increased speed and energy then fall out of it just as abruptly. and he's known something was off this whole time, getting so angry, so frustratingly helpless asking what was wrong with me, if i needed help, "like professionally." so though i was expecting it, somehow it still felt like a loaded gun. thinking back to how he begged, "no, stay, this is because of your meds." that when i was evaluated, diagnosed, told to immediately start tapering off the pills i have been taking because they are "bad," "wrong" for me.. what if he was right this whole time? what if he was right?

[studyaxis]

🕮 Read in August

“All this time I told myself we were born from war—but I was wrong, Ma. We were born from beauty. Let no one mistake us for the fruit of violence—but that violence, having passed through the fruit, failed to spoil it.” ― Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous

[littlelunarrunaway]

Lunar doesn't like closets

Lunar smiled happily among the gaggle of children that swarmed around him. he listened to each one carefully. Sun can’t help but watch as Lunar begins to handle the children. He gets each one of them what they need. Sun is frozen at how personable Lunar is. He carefully approaches lunar as the children scatter beginning to play some game or another.

“You seem to really enjoy working with the kids, don’t you?” Sun asks.

“Yep. Something about it just seems right. Kinda like when I look at moon’s funky math equations.”

“You can understand those.”

“A little bit. But sometimes it gets a little confusing like when he mixes in letters with his numbers.” Lunar mutters with a light blush.

Sun turns from Lunar as he hears a group of kids screaming in the arts and crafts area.

“You ruined it!” One of the girls cried out as she points at her glue and glitter covered drawing.

Sun rushes over at the same time as Lunar.

“Hey come. I’m sure it was an accident.” Lunar begins to comfort the little girl.

Lunar soon gets the little girl settled down with another piece of paper and some fresh crayons.

Sun pauses and notices that they are a little short on some of the crafts supplies.

“Hey, Lunar, do you think you could grab some more crayons and construction paper?” Sun asks.

“Sure where is it?”

“It should be in the supply closet.”

“Alright.”

Lunar strolls over to the craft supply closet and freezes. He looks at the door to the closet and feels a sinking feeling in his core. He slowly brings his hand to the doorknob but as he touches it he can't seem to bring himself to turn the knob.

“Hey what’s the problem?”

Lunar jumps as he hears Moon behind him.

“I don’t know I just have a bad feeling. which is kinda stupid I mean it's just a closet” Lunar replies uncertainly.

Moon lets out a soft sigh as an unpleasant feeling drifts through his core.

“Yeah pretty dumb. Why don’t I handle the crafts closet.” Moon suggests gently.

Lunar shoots Moon a grateful look.

“Thank you. I just need help getting out though.”

“Um yeah sure. What do you need from here anyway?” Moon brushes it off.

“Construction paper, crayons, and glitter glue. One of the kids made a bit of a mess.” Lunar admitted.

Moon hands Lunar the supplies as Lunar thanks him once more.

[breadhalfburnt]

too mutch,,,, vanilla extract,,,,,,, ,

[brokenangelwings22]

Help I’ve started a WIP while I was writing another. If you don’t hear from me in a few days, you can assume that my muse has taken me hostage until I publish the first chapter.

The blame is squarely on @gina-chan1979 for probably cheering my ability to hyper-fixate on a shiny too long.

AKA��� I’m on my RE fanfics bullshit again. @tyanis pray for me. You understand the dilemma.

The story is called It Lingers and it’s an RE Vampire Slayer AU.

[greyplainsttrpg]

Taking suggestions

Any idea how I can write a TTRPG session the way Ween's, The Mollusk makes me feel (the song in particular, but also the album)?

[pigeon-feet]

my hands smell like fish guts

[anthroparis]

for everyone here who didn't know me in 2021 madagascar was my main media interest

[skywerse]

screaming, crying, throwing up, shaking you violently

I need everyone to read those two... I NEED YOU TO KNOW IT'S THE ENTIRE FICS that fucking haunt me every time I open ao3...

we've all fallen short in some way (please understand i'm ashamed) by here_there_be_drag0ns

AND

lips on an open wound by goldpines

has anyone else ever had a fanfic that just... haunts them? like it's been months and maybe even years since you read it, but it just lingers with you and you can never truly leave behind the imprint it made on you? and maybe it's just a single line, one sentence that you can't shake off, that takes up residence in your mind and stays there, feeding into your psyche and subtly influencing your brainspace and maybe even your writing or other works?

[wronglennon]

remember when i was obsessed with naruto

[regulargoose]

[nashvillethotchicken]

White People on tumblr who dont listen to rap, ignoring all the racial and historical context of why Kendrick is going against drake to just make it a fun trendy meme/ Kendrick being a hater is the same exact reason Kendrick called drake a colonizer

Edit: I actually Do Not Want resources on this post! I made this post to complain about a specific type of white person cluttering up my notifications saying that they didn't know what was going on and that they didn't care about rap and now those same white people are cluttering my notes again! Like I don't want to give white people who read my initial post the space to say it doesn't apply to them cus they watched a couple of videos. It still absolutely applies. You can have all the historical context in the world but you are still a colonizer and outsider in this space. I don't want you adding videos or anything explaining the beef because this post is not about that. There are literally hundreds of other posts explaining why this is happening and you don't need to come onto a black person's blog to ask them to do so.

[onomatapeanut]

Stranger

/strayn-jr/

noun. A person whom one does not know or with whom one is not familiar.

[aquilaofarkham]

THE WAIT FOR PATCH 6 WAS WORTH IT OUGH LOOK AT HOW SWEET THEY ARE

[brokenangelwings22]

Sneak peek of It Lingers, my new Leon/Claire Carlos/Jill fic, inspired by Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

Here’s the playlist of songs feeding my muse.

“I’m guessing that you are avoiding your brother.”

Claire rolled her eyes.

“Ever since I was chosen,” she drawled, using finger quotes. “He’s been ridiculously protective. It’s been at least two generations since the last woman in our bloodline was a Hunter. He's setting up PowerPoint presentations and demonstrations while you and I train, go to classes, and patrol.”

“You’re all the family he has left,” Jill pointed out. “This is probably scary for him. Plus I don’t think he will get a good night's sleep until your first Hunt is over and you come out on top.”

“Pretty much why I snuck out to train with you instead,” Claire muttered as she stretched her sore legs.

“But did you?”

The redhead swung her head around and glared at her partner.

“You in cahoots with Chris now?”

Jill laughed and crossed her arms over her chest.

“No,” she shook her head. “But I’m pretty sure that he knows. He’s not exactly busting down the door.”

Claire snorted in amusement.

“Hey, I’ll take it. I’d rather do this with you.”

[catfindr]