#it just really frustrated and disappointed me lol
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i really wanted to like bones & all but... for such an interesting premise the characters and story were kinda tedious imo lol... like idk maren is supposed to be the main character but i feel like the film is more interested in lee & his story than hers which is mildly frustrating lol...
#personal#+ the romance element was kinda boring lol... i honestly kinda think this wouldve been more interesting from maren's mum's pov#like... having that killer instinct but having to stop urself hurting ur own family? ur own child?? like... that's such an interesting thin#but 'conventionally attractive teenagers go on a roadtrip' just... didnt do it for me lol#also kinda a nit-pick but as much as i really like the soundtrack (the guitar playing is really pretty) it's so REPETATIVE lol#also what the fuck was sully about lol?????? what in the fucking scooby doo ass villain was he about lol??#how could u make mark rylance legend of stage and screen be some weird caricature of a person lol... idk#i mean... i dont hate it as much as cmbyn though so that's a plus in my book pfft#but it does suffer from the same 'let's focus on how everything looks and ignore making a compelling story' imo pfft#no shade to anyone who like this tho (which is.... a lot of people according to letterboxd)#it just really frustrated and disappointed me lol
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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universe, grant me the patience and mental bandwidth I will require to edit my wip tonight 🔮✨️🕯🕊🌠🤞
#marchly halloween fic this month or I throw myself off the roof (I'M KIDDING I'M SO KIDDING PLS KNOW I'M KIDDING)#(and I only have a single story home I'm fine lol)#I'm just really frustrated that it's taken me THIS LONG to write like 3.4k words and it's STILL not done#and I have to edit it and polish alit and re-read it like 700 times now to make sure it's coherent and it flows#like. I put SO MUCH into fics that by the time I'm done with em I've read em like a dozen times#just to make sure it reads smoothly and sounds in character and is good#on top of spelling and grammar corrections#I am excited and disappointed and nervous and thrilled and disgusted 🙃 all at the same time with this wip#erin explains it all#i write sometimes
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#rant#honestly it feels so frustrating and disappointing to see this but i knowwwwww theres nothing i could have really done#i talk a lotta shit like fuck this county fuck eveyone but i like america despite it's flaws and i want to see the best in people#but ough they make it so hard#like the majority of the country........#makes me tired#im in ny so whatever but it feels so disgearening and i feel so powerless#I KNOW ITLL BE FINE AND LIFE MOVES ON#but for right now i feel awful#i also feel kinda embarrassed that i was so positive before#but i stand by it bc i have to bc the thought of other option felt unbearable#but its happening now so wtf was the point of all that#at one point it really felt like they were gonna do it and change and win#its so easy to point fingers and blame everything but honestly i feel like its too late for that#bleh#im just a little wary of the presidency bc we were still feeling the repercussions of his last one#ALSO?? HES A FELON????? LIKE LITERALLY CONVICTED??#there was so much wrong with it that im honestly appalled that this was even possible#I'll survive#subway rat post#more like subway rant post LOL
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Ahh, tv shows where I can't tell apart the male leads, my beloathed.
Seriously either we need to go back to lighting our sets more, or long hair on men needs to come back into vogue, because I can't keep living like this.
I can't keep taking two seconds to try to determine who is who every shot because I miss what's going on in the scene!
Controversial opinion, but you need to follow the silhouette rule in live-action projects too, at least in regard to characters in the same show or movie! If you absolutely *can't* hire actors with different heights, hair, or builds, you need to work something out with the costuming department to get a distinct shape!
#fan wank#ignore morg#It doesn't even necessarily have to be that long smh just pick a man to not have the sides short?#I mean I'd like it longer because it looks better imo but for functional reasons changing the shape of their head would work!!!#Also the better your lighting is the more effective smaller changes to hair or costumes (or the actors faces lol) are likely to be.#Sometimes it's not even a lighting issue that creates an issue with the costuming.#Like I respect the use of a color filter for setting mood but if you use one you NEED different silhouettes!#Like this one appears to have *tried* with the guy with the earring but it's not enough.#There are few enough of that kind of fun-spooky type of romp that I feel left out by not being able to watch Ghostbusters.#(not that OG ghostbusters doesn't have other annoying elements but this one actively interferes with comprehension for me)#It's really disappointing running into another one.#I guess I should be grateful I don't watch a lot of a certain kind of anime because a few studios have a very similar problem.#Though in that case they're more likely to use the hair to fix the comprehension-affecting part of the problem.#Yeah I'm not making a particular effort to *hide* what show I'm vagueing. Just like I'm not doing much to hide my disappointment.#god fuck these unnecessary accessibility issues in live action seriously it's so goddamn frustrating.
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i feel very disappointed and sad right now 😞
#my three cousins (that i took care of a lot when i was younger) and i were supposed to go to breakfast and shopping in a v pride friendly#town tomorrow and we’ve had this planned for over a week and i’ve been looking forward to it every day since#and i just texted them letting them know when i’ll be at their house in the morning to pick them up#and one of them goes what plans? as if she didn’t agree to the plans last week and tells me it’s her bfs birthday tomorrow and she’s going#to his party. lol#and her brother just flat out cancels as well#i was so excited to have a day with all of them and show them around during pride month because the usual pride is turned up to the max#right now so it’s really cute and fun esp because the brother and the cousin i haven’t mentioned so far are queer#i just feel very disappointed and sad and honestly frustrated that they cancelled at the last minute and that i had to reach out to them to#find out that they were cancelling bro. who does that#so we’re going to go to breakfast at another place (not the place i was planning or wanting to take them) and then the 1 cousin who didn’t#cancel on me and i are still going to go shopping where i wanted to take her#>:l & :(((((((( i’m disappointed ☹️#it will still be fun but :(#it’s not what i had planned or wanted and i looked forward to it for a long time and had my hopes up high 😞#and sorry not to be that guy but i wish i had a gay or queer older sibling/cousin when i was younger so i am trying to be that for them#knight rambles
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man i’m still so hung up on the way that this professor handled music in the philippines. there were Choices made and though i agreed with a few of them, i found most of them straight up fucking baffling and it was disheartening to not feel heard or invited to contribute to the discussion despite this subject matter being uhhhhhhh my fucking lived experience just because i didn’t pay a twenty dollar membership fee to the fil-am org
#if ppl actually walk away thinking kulintang = progressive and rondalla = conservative i’m going to scream and bite things#BARELY touched on actual music happening in the philippines. most of it was fil am stuff#like sure apo hiking was mentioned but THAT WAS THE ONLY ONE#and it was to juxtapose american junk with something a child of the diaspora made#which was filled with like AAVE appropriation and was mostly in english like hello?#and the point was ‘see this is male dominated and the new one is intersectional feminism’ YOURE MISSING THE POINT#OH MH FUCKING GOD#AMERICAN JUNK SUCCINCTLY CRITICIZES AMERICAN PHYSICAL AND CULTURAL HEGEMONY#ITS FRUSTRATION AND LAMENT AND RESISTANCE BUBBLING UNDER OUR ‘FRIENDLY FACES’#the new song the fil am woman made covers WAY too much im sorry#i couldn’t understand it and i showed it to my parents and they were like we don’t understand this either lol#half of its not even in any dialect of filipino language#so we’re appropriating Black American art—music created by another oppressed group—and calling it SEA music. cool cool#the only thing i liked was this assigned book i need to finish it but it criticized the activities of fil-am uni orgs#it helped me verbalize just what put me off joining these group#NOT EVEN BAYAN KO. WE DIDNT EVEN TALK ABOUT BAYAN KO?#AND NO ASIN EITHER I WAS SO MAD#UGH i’m glad we’re done with this unit i was really really disappointed by it#NO WAIT THE FUNNIEST THING IS WERE GONNA CALL BAYANIHAN DANCE COMPANY CULTURAL APPROPRIATION#BUT WERE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT HOW FIL AMS CASUALLY APPROPRIATE BLACK AMERICAN ART WHILE ANTIBLACK RACISM IS SO PERVSSIVE IN THE COMMUNITY#HELLO?
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guys procreate dreams kind of sucks ass :(
#bobtalk#truly i do not understand so many of the design choices made here.#it’s like procreate but way worse and with a buggy hard to navigate timeline#where’s the lasso tool? why can’t you rearrange layers? or edit brushes? or save brush sizes?#why did i have to try really hard to find the preferences menu?#when i lower the opacity of a drawing when it’s the only layer it instead lowers the opacity on the timeline so i have to go and change it.#the keyframes it creates when you ‘perform’ are tough to edit#Where’s The Lasso Tool Procreate Dreams.#i mean it just came out. but like….this is disappointing and frustrating!#i mean part of why it pissed me off so bad to use is probably bc i hadn’t eaten in like 8 hours but it’s also just. not good. it’s really#sad. lol
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I have never been this fucking tense in my life. ashton. TALIESIN. WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKINGGGGGG
#like there’s a part of me that’s like. internally pissed cause I was really looking forward to ash and fearne#having this cool duality between them by each holding a titan shard#and like. I WILL get over that disappointment. it’s their game.#but oh my GOD I’ve also just had this lil bit of annoyance with ashton lately cause of the whole ‘destiny’ thing and them buying into it#I love ash but the way taliesin plays him lately gets on my nerves which is probably 100% what he wants LMAO#idk it’s a fucking huge thing and now ash is even more of a special chosen one and I. kinda hate it lol#I’m excited to see where tal takes this but yeah. I’m disappointed and a lil frustrated atm#sarah watches critical role#personal#cr spoilers
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i had such an awful day today but luca is so cute on stream rn lol
#man. u ever get really disappointed with how ur friend acts.#like she's my best friend and how she acted and treated me today doesn't change the fact that i love and care about her#but i know she's better than this yet she does it anyways and that's what hurts the most#ik it's her depression and stress making her act out like this but i didn't deserve that#man#i thought abt texting her bf and asking him if she's actually communicating with him#but at the end of the day it's not my fault she refuses to act like an adult#she just reverted back to her hs habits and it's so frustrating. like it's been years. i thought we were past this. we SHOULD be past this#all i really wanted was an apology for her shutting me out today and making me stress bc i thought i did something wrong#instead of actually communicating and just telling me she's upset#i walked on eggshells all day today bc i didn't want to set her off#sigh#anyways#enough me dumping in public#luca's 3d streams are always so interesting i like seeing his body language and how he carries himself#he's talking abt his jobs when he was a teen lol#so cute. kithes him#he's so boyfriend today#i wanna sit on his lap and play with his hands while he tells stories abt when he was younger#sol.txt
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small rant in the tags, feel free to skip. talk about the hp game
#a yt channel ive watched on and off for years just posted a video of them playing the game#and its just irritating me#ive decided to unfollow them but its just disappointing ig#like. i get it. back in the day one of his things was playing shitty hp games#like the old ps1 games and hp rp#but come on#youre really gonna look at the things that have been said and done#and see what the game is about#and then buy the game and play it and post your funny videos about it#its just frustrating to see the lack of caring lol#allie.txt#dl#cw harry potter
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reverting back to my 13yo self
#by this i mean using kpop idols to motivate me to do stuff lol#when i was 13 i used a pic of snsd seohyun being mad watching a student sleep in class as my ipod homescreen#and wrote “seohyun would be disappointed in you” so i would not use my ipo during class#and now i'm 20 printing a pic of le sserafim sakura with something she said during an interview at the bottom#she said “effort is a shield to protect yourself”#i sometimes have trouble putting effort in things cause i fear doing my best and it not being good enough#i absolutely hate that i do this like me not applying myself to things is probably number one source of my anxiety#cause it turns out that because of not putting in effort things are rarely good enough for me since i know that i could do better#so i just get more frustrated and angry at myself#so this quote really resonated with me: putting effort into things is a shield from my own (and others) criticism#if i know that i did my best then i can't keep blaming myself for whatever shortcomings there may be#maybe it's a bit silly to print it out with a pic of sakura and put it in my wall#but i wanted that quote to be somwhere i'm looking at frequently so i can be reminded of it and the pic serves to drive my eyes to it#plus i don't mind being silly it's what we humans are made to be#my post
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fewer than I thought there was going to be!
#if you play anything from this list play dragons dogma!!#it's so fucking gooood#also finally played the RE games beyond 4 lol#still not finished 8 but they're really good!#besides 6#althought RE6 is way more fun with other people#generation zero i wanted to like you!! but you're just bad#maybe if i had friends to play it with it'd be better?#also starfield!#you were a disappointment#i enjoyed my time with you but i don't think I'll replay you for a very long time#far cry 2 was good but you're v repetitive#Greedfall!!!#oh you were so good!!#even if the colonialism kept pissing me off#combat was a bit frustrating at points but I enjoyed the story! and the characters#looking foward to the sequel#red faction guerilla i tried so fucking hard to like you#everytime I thouht I was you just did something to piss me off!!!
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Had a very bad day Gotta eat gravel
#had to work a shift with only one other coworker and we were in this same position last weekend too and so like last time#he had this Moment where like as we locked up he was yelling very frustratedly about an annoying customer#which is fair but lol we dont know each other well enough for him to yell and rant like that to me like i get it but#god i hate yelling and just felt like shit and wanted to die#then tonight i was legitimately kinda scared cuz uh liiike. he had a lot more little Moments#i think like some kid dropped something and it broke and he had to clean it up and he got frustrated#and like. went in the back where the custom framing shit is and there was loud banging with a hammer and glass shattering#and he went back and did this multiple times and customers heard it too and were like uhhh 😰#i was already in a bad mood coming in and this really didnt help its honestly a miracle i didnt start having a meltdown#i guess ive just had to deal with so many man babies at home that all i can do is look at them like a disappointed parent and ask if they#would like me to take them to daycare#so yeah that was fun i uh dont like this guy hes always wearing very cutesy clothes and all i can think of is the bit where its like#‘there is nothing little about your things’#also i got money problems and keep getting fast food cuz i got eating problems and theres not much here i can eat and obviously#buying food so much wastes money so i was gonna try to make a sandwich today and like we dont have half the shit needed#and the bread was moldy obviously and theres so many bugs in the house cuz ive been too busy to clean and my sister was here#and the cat is here and my mom does everything wrong and then i spilled water everywhere and everything just went wrong#im also in a horrible place mentally doing so so bad so unbelievably stressed rn#just like. im repressing very bad and literally procrastinating having feelings like everything is going so wrong but i cant feel bad#because i dont have time for that so ill feel bad later when i escape which surely will happen someday ahahaha fuuuck#dont know whats real anymore maybe ive made everything up maybe the abuse is just me being dramatic maybe im the worst child in the world
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sigh
#tea's boring life#I was supposed to have a date tomorrow and I got ghosted#and I'm not currently talking to anyone else#it's so fucking frustrating#I'm turning 29 in a month and I've never had a girlfriend#despite being on dating apps for 10 years now#I just want to be in a relationship so bad#and I'm just really disappointed cause I was looking forward to this date#it just really sucks#at this point I lowkey wish I could become one of those tumblr success stories#where someone just messages me and we end up dating lol
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mfw i try to draw something but it looks like something i wouldve drawn when i was 12 when i havent drawn since i was 12
#i hate it so much but also what did i expect??????#yeah i dont think imma be getting back into actual art ever again lmao#like doing the occasional manga colouring is whatever (not that i post any of those really)#but part of me feels so let down cuz this was the only thing i was good at for so long and people expected me to keep doing it#so ig i just feel like a disappointment#thats not new to me but it feels so much worse now#oh well ig#i have no drive or motivation to improve and trying to draw gets me so frustrated cuz i havent drawn in like 7 years lmao#i dont think im ever gonna bother with this again#feels weird to say that and its kinda like im letting go of the last thing i used to genuinely enjoy#but i genuinely have no reason to try getting back into it#side note#i think im depressed and spiralling again and idk if im gonna try to stop that either at this point#the past month has been shit and idk how much longer i can take it lol#vent post#yoshi talk
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