#it hits deep
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I don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you I don't wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you I've been sleeping so long in a 20-year dark night And now I see daylight, I only see daylight
#sims#ts3#sims 3#photoshoots#character verse#gwen astra#hasan wilkes#I'm pretty sure I used this song in one of the photoshoots a few years ago but what about it#the photoshoot was supposed to be inspired by mine but daylight kept playing in my head during it and it's so fitting#so I thought why not both#I'm catching feels from gwen's upcoming story#her former relationship made her believe she's unlovable and a problem until she met hasan#it hits deep#her old story where her ex was portrayed to be in the right and she was “dramatic and clingy” didn't age well at all#in fact I think it was one of the reasons (not the only reason tho) why I made it private and didn't want to keep it on my blog anymore
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psa: the guy that made you feel like maddy perez from euphoria is not your soulmate
#personal#whenever i get caught up i tell myself this psalm#maddy perez#euphoria#i always think of the scene 'did you know that i loved you?'#it hits deep
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Tfw your family on the sims is getting older and the children are growing and you make a birthday party for your adult to become an elder after a life well lived surrounded by their also aging friends and family….
#it hits deep#the sims#the sims 4#the sims 3#simblr#calaboca miguel#I GET TOO ATTACHED TO MY CHARACTERS#I HAVE A GAY COUPLE WITH A TRANS GUY AND THEY HAD THREE KIDS AND NOW THEYRE DAYS AWAY FROM DYING#AND I LOVE THEM SM 😭😭😭
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People liking your personal OCs is still such a crazy feeling, I've been doing this for years and ppl asking about them still fills my entire heart with warmth and idk how to handle it
You enjoy this fictional guy I made up for fun?? Whose only content is random artwork or writing made by me and a handful of other artists at most? They have no show/book/game with a large fandom, it's just one person with an art blog?? I love u
#i do the same to others OCs I like I will ask all about em#if its my friends OC they probably have a free seat in my brain#kott talks#edit: ppl tagging this post with how personal and important their characters are to them as creators#and positive feedback hits deep because of it#I see you and I'm so happy for u
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neurodivergent and queer people how are we feeling?
#dimension 20 hitting me deep in the chest again#d20#dimension 20#neverafter#brennan lee mulligan#the beast#d20 the beast#la bete#neurodivergent#adhd#autism#queer#lgbt#my fucking parents fr fr
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when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess
#book 22#im verh drunk#hi#greatest hits#not really sure why this one resonated. are u all ok#is everyone just at the shiva#yall need to stop saying you arent gonna eat then in the tags#i love that a lot of you are getting beautiful things out of this#but some of yall need to know i wrote this while incredibly drunk#this isnt meant to be all that deep this is just shitty iliad posting#more comments like this is just judaism. surprise surprise im jewish#but again this isnt about sitting shiva#this is me drunk talking about the last 3 books of the iliad#idk what to tell u man#legendary warrior
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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class swap design masterpost for convenience (from top to bottom: bard!riz, cleric!gorgug, sorcerer!kristen, barbarian!fig, artificer!adaine, and rogue!fabian)
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhfy#fhsy#fhjy#riz gukgak#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#my class swap stuff! oh yeah I think I got a tag for that I'll call that#fh class quangle#gna slowly go back and get that tag on relevant posts too. for organization's sake#even tho I didnt really intend this blog to be that kinda blog lmao. we were all just gonna be out here dealin with that at our own pace#anyways uh! they! u know all the lore for the designs already I put em in tags. but otherwise this also collects like the#color keys kind of for these. mostly the things that change between designs#doing this did make me realise half of these are a Lot more consistent in color keys than the other half lol#like kristen's palette stays pretty much the same. and fabian's. the hit's mostly in the construction#a lot of this is overall like an exercise in remembering what high schoolers would actually wear and how to work in Costume pieces#on this point at least I straight up have No relevant recollection lmao all the basic education establishments I went to have uniforms#and outside of school I was. well kind of a shorts and tee guy. so#on that topic I feel like fabian's is the furthest stretch lmao. like if a guy in high school wears the same bright yellow raincoat#to school every day that's like. people would Not like that guy. fabian really is saved by being cute and a rogue#he will still have stans when he's deep in his fishing arc in junior year he's the manic pixie dream bf#anyways uh. things to do! stuff to get done. sleep first tho. have a good night lads#I have not caught new nsbu yet! seems I mostly catch them like two to three days late nowadays.#so please uhh. don't reply on my posts with nsbu spoilers? we are all excited and having fun but that's rude#ok thank u. signing off for the day have a good night#!!
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would you still love me if you knew what goes on in my head?
#self mutalition#styroblr#tw styro#shblur#hitting styro#styr0blr#made of styro#ed but not ed sheeran#s3lfharmm#sh cvt#depressing shit#sh things#shitpost#self h@rm#cvtt!ng#cvtaddict#i wanna cvt#arm cvts#sh pics#baby cvts#cvt#cvtblr#cvutting#deep cvts#healing cvts#i need to cvt#new cvt#small cvts#thigh cvts#starv3
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"None of your past experiences helped prepare you for this consequence."
#skeledraw#artists on tumblr#star trek ds9#deep space nine#benjamin sisko#captain sisko#star trek#sketches#rewatched the tng families ep recently too#star trek hits harder now as an adult#and its always the episodes I thought were boring as a kid
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I am both of these people
#i am not trying to be deep or call anyone out#i just rly like him and i couldn't figure why at the start and then it hit me#bg3#astarion#baldur's gate 3#bd3 spoilers#baldurs gate astarion#baldurs gate 3 spoilers#astarion ancunin#baldurs gate#baldurs gate 3
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ok. years have passed and we've had some distance, so i'm finally gonna take the leap of faith that tma fandom is finally ready to hear me on this. let's talk about tannins.
161 was the first tma episode i heard on early release, and i felt the bit where martin declines wine and cites tannins was pretty obvious in its implications. cool, got it, say no more.
imagine my surprise when i was one of maybe three people i saw read between the lines there, in a fandom famous for red stringing--a fandom that immediately caught the much less obvious thread of ignition sources in the same episode. i'll spell it out: alcohol is an issue for martin.
maybe it just felt obvious because addiction is a pet issue for me--as it is for jonny, who has said everything he writes is filtered through a lens of addiction. i don't know if that's due to his own experience or a loved one's, and i won't speculate; i also don't know if martin personally struggled with drinking or just avoids it for fear he would, but alcohol would fit what we know of his family. his dad walking out and his mum spiralling into bitter wallowing and verbal abuse? i'd bet one or both of them drank, yeah.
on a basic level martin tries to decline alcohol, and that alone should have raised eyebrows given what we know of martin and, again, a fandom that dissects everything. we already knew martin "K" blackwood lied about his personal life and his family in particular, especially pre-canon, which is when this flashback took place. i was shocked that everyone took his flimsy excuse at face value with no further questions.
and the excuse is flimsy. martin turns down wine by--nervously--exclaiming tannins are "a proven headache trigger!" which sounds like trivia from a magazine cover and not the words of someone who actually has headaches--and it hasn't come up before or since. jon, confused, points out that tea, a drink martin consumes to a degree that is memetic both in- and out-of-universe, also contains tannins, and martin squawks a panicked, "what?!"
if tannins are enough of a concern for martin that he knew they're in wine and so avoids it, why didn't he know they're in his drink of choice? why does he still drink tea at the time of canon, and why doesn't he struggle with constant headaches from consuming 'a proven headache trigger' day in and day out? why, indeed, would someone avoid wine and not tea?
when sasha insists martin drink he caves and agrees to 'just a drop'. i imagine him pouring it in a plant, which admittedly he could have done if tannins really were the issue. i will say that i, for one, would be less likely to falsely agree to something that makes me physically ill than to a private issue that i'd rather not be pressed on any further. this scene also establishes martin's birthday was an ice cream party instead of the more traditional visit to a pub.
also, this scene was in the first episode of the final season, as one of three flashbacks that could have been to any pre-canon event in the archives. prime narrative real estate. not really time one would waste on establishing the important character context that martin has... headaches. which never comes up before or after, even regarding the week he spent in spiral town. but you know what is pretty crucial character background...?
it felt like a no-brainer, and yet all i saw was h/c fluff about jon attending to martin's headaches. and i hate feeling bitter about disability representation. i want folks with chronic headaches to feel seen and have fluffy escapist fantasies. i don't want to be mad about people portraying a character with a disability. but, guys? you got the wrong disability. jonny sent a clear message, and it went over fandom's head.
#martin blackwood#tma#the magnus archives#tma meta#the magnus archives meta#tma 161#mag161#sage speaks#sage original post#meta#im sure others caught it that i didnt see but listen. i was DEEP in the fandom. people getting it made up maybe 1% of the response i saw#and i had people fighting me for saying it#alcohol cw#alcoholism cw#addiction cw#greatest hits#wonderful news: tma fandom WAS ready to hear me say this!
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If I hit a can of baked beans and said ‘used to that’ would you laugh? No, you wouldn’t understand, but my people would.
#988blr#988twt#s3lf harn#s3lf mutilation#s3lfharmm#$h tw#cvtaddict#hitting styro#beansblr#hitting beans#chiyekokurea#kureasvent#tw self destructive behavior#cvtt!ng#tw self destruction#slef harm#tw s3lf harm#made of styro#styr0blr#styro#tw styro#tw sui ideation#$h h4rm#cvtblr#sh cvt#cvt addict#cvtting addict#deep cvts#slef harn#self mutalition
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ᓚᘏᗢ Yes, Cat Caretaker ♡
#love and deepspace#恋与深空#love and deep space#祁煜#qi yu#rafayel#xavier#沈星回#shen xinghui#qin che#秦彻#zayne#黎深#li shen#sylus#*4#dailygaming#dailyvideogames#gamingedit#3d animation#video games#otome#otome game#paper games#chinese game#i gotta say the japanese trailer hits different lol the cat butler just..fits#although not very impressed with banner after banner bc i simply cannot generate diamonds fast enough
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QUARK: You remember back there when I told you I hated you, and you told me you hated me? ODO: Vividly. QUARK: I just wanted you to know I meant every word of it. ODO: So did I.
Read more about how I drew this because I'm Going There
So yes I'm going to go to the filming location for S5E9 The Ascent, Whitney Portal, in November (weather permitting) as part of a big trip I'm making to the US!!! This is the penultimate stop on a big solo trip going through Utah, Arizona, Nevada, Oregon, and Northern California.
I always thought the filming location looked so amazing in the episode and then I found out that it's close to Alabama Hills and Lone Pine California which is the shooting location for the Voyager 2-parter Basics (and a few of the ST movies) and I knew I had to take a detour. It's a slightly insane thing to do because it's a multi hour detour from a sensible route from my previous stop going back to Vegas before heading home but I'm literally SO excited. If anyone has been to Lone Pine or Whitney Portal before and has any tips, let me know!
#ds9#quark#odo#star trek#pixel art#deep space nine#the ascent#I think the ascent might be the funniest DS9 ep?#Quark screaming 'FASCIST' at Odo#Odo hitting Quark on the head because he panics and thinks he's dead
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I honestly don't understand the problem people have with self harm... It's just a coping mechanism like any other. I don't want to k!ll mys3lf so it's not like its dangerous. Nobody has a problem with smoking and drinking even tho they are terrible for you but as soon as I decide to pull out a blade suddenly everyone's panicking.
#sh things#cvtt!ng#self h@rm#sh cvt#s3lf mutilation#its not that deep#calm down#I dont wanna get better#leave me alone#thigh cvts#hitting styro#made of styro
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