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nanaloveswo-men · 1 year ago
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pairing: hiromi higuruma x reader (fluffy and suggestive) summary: hiromi wasn't expecting to meet a plushie collection - your children, you explained - the first time he sleep in your bedroom. wc: 1.5k
hiromi was quite nervous. he had been at your apartment a few times before, but all quick visits. like when he was waiting for you to change your clothes from work, or when you had to grab your purse. he even had been here alone when you asked if he could water your plants while you were out of town because of work.
but today was different, this would be the first time he was here to stay the night. all night.
of course, this was something normal for lovers, but still, there was something so intimate about entering someone's house. especially someone you loved. knowing the place where they rest, where they are the most vulnerable. he liked this so much.
different from the times hiromi was here before, now he got his sweet time admiring your home, the furniture you were so proud of - 'i chose all by myself', you would say, and he would always smile and say that you did such a good job.
"a pretty picture you have here" you look back at him from your spot in the kitchen trying to see what photo he was talking about. you got flustered when you discovered.
you were still in middle school when the photo was taken. a selfie you took with an old friend, even though you were kind of weird in that time, that picture was special. reminded you of when things were easier, not better, just nostalgic.
"stop. everyone was ugly in middle school. i bet you were too" you hum and higuruma pondered.
he remembers when he was young. not a time he would like to go back to. problems at home, and all the kids who used to make fun of his nose. not that he cared too much about it, but he didn't like it either. "i think you were pretty. still are, actually." he avoided the topic about himself, you noticed.
"how dare you to lie right under my nose. how can i trust you if you say that i was pretty when i looked like a gremlin, huh?" you tease him when you feel his arms hugging your waist.
he laughs right into your ear "a cute gremlin" he says kissing where your neck connect with your shoulder. "i was definitely an ugly one."
the kiss tickles your skin, and you giggle with the feeling. not expecting, but not surprised.
"teenagers were mean. they used to joke about the size of my nose. can't say they weren't creative with the nicknames tho" hiromi says hiding his face on your neck.
you turn your body to face him, your forehead resting against his own. one of your hands holding his face while the other was caressing his the bone on his nose.
"they were dumb for sure. bet they regret it now, seeing that you are such a handsome man with a handsome big nose" hiromi laughs hearing you. he can't help, you sounded so cute trying to comfort him.
actually, nowadays he couldn't care less about those jokes nor the kids who made them, but hearing your sweet voice complimenting him, he could play the victim for some minutes.
"i still feel kind of bad, so you can continue." immediately, you understood the game he was playing.
classic higuruma, playing with you so he can be spoiled. you did your best to contain the smile forming on your face.
running your hands down his back, you tilt your head to the side a bit like you were thinking. "they were probably jealous 'cause everyone knows that man with big nose are a hundred percent hotter."
"what more?" he asks holding you in place with both hands on your waist.
you giggled looking at him. hiromi stands with puppy eyes, and if you didn't know him better you could say that he was almost crying. he was a good actor, you would give him that.
"and the girls were just trying to get your attention. luck me they couldn't get it" you say standing on your tiptoes almost touching his mouth with yours.
you would have kissed him if he didn't had turn his head to the other side. instead, you kissed the side of his right cheek.
"i need to hear more to heal my heart" at this point, hiromi was just messing with you, running his hands down your body and looking down at you with his pretty eyes.
you groan in displeasure. you were happy to play his little game until you got aroused with the way his hands caressed you and how good his voice sounded.
"hiromiiii, stop teasing me" you begged locking your arms behind his neck.
"you're right. we should eat dinner now, before it gets cold" he says releasing the iron grip he had on you.
you look at the take out placed on the counter of the kitchen. hiromi had bought it from your favorite restaurant on his way to your apartment. the food which you loved, now was the only thing between you and the attention you needed from your boyfriend.
on the other side, hiromi was smiling during the whole dinner, making you even more pissed. how dare he, getting you all aroused and then leaving you with absolutely nothing, not even a little kiss.
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hiromi looked at his reflection on the mirror. after dinner, you went straight to the bathroom to take a shower, claiming that you couldn't wait to finally clean your body after the day.
gentleman as always, hiromi waited patiently on the couch for your return so he could take his own bath. even though you said take he could wait in your bedroom, he didn't feel comfortable to enter your personal space without you.
he swallowed the lump in his throat, knowing that you were on the other side of the bedroom door, already in your cute pink pajamas. slowly, he opened the door, getting a view of your pretty face, the rest of your body covered by the blanket.
"you took so long, i almost thought that you drowned at the shower" you said without looking at him, focused on the phone in your hands.
"sorry, got lost on my way here" he joked, getting under the blanket with you.
rolling your eyes, you finally turned off the phone. "you're not as funny as you think" he only smiled, getting closer to you.
"blame a man for only trying to make his girl laugh, i must confess, i'm guilty" when he was almost hugging you, you suddenly sat on the bed, looking everywhere for something he didn't know. "what are you looking for?"
you got up from the bed, kicking his legs on the process, but only when you turned the lights on, he finally saw what was on the top of your drawer.
a bunch of plushies, in all colors, sizes and types of animals, staring directly at him, almost judging his sins and the things he was about to do.
"sorry, i have to turn them to face the wall, don't want to let them see anything lewd" you explained "can you help me?"
and hiromi couldn't find in his heart to deny you.
"i didn't know you were the kind to collect plushies." he said turning the last one to the wall. he did find a bit weird, but in a certain way, it was cute, and he loved everything about you.
you looked horrified at him, like he had made a horrible mistake. "it's not just a 'plushie collection', they are special, they are like my children."
he wasn't expecting that. noticing the pout on your face, hiromi made his best to not laugh, even though you weren't convinced at all.
"it's the sanrio collection, i even have some that are rare" you explained showing the catalog marked with a glittery pen on the ones you already possessed. "you know, it's not easy to convince a little girl that you'll do better use of a plushie than her."
"did you fight a little girl for a plushie?" he asked, not surprised, but curious.
you denied him with a nod. "of course i did not, i talked with her, just like my lawyer boyfriend taught me to."
it took you about twenty minutes to convince the girl, but in the end, you left the store with a rare one in hands.
"remember me again, how old are you? maybe you're still the cute gremlin in the picture" he teased taking the plushie out of your hands. he looked at it, and to be honest, it was kind of cute.
"thinking now, if they are my children, and you are my boyfriend, you're kind of their father" in your head, this made absolutely sense.
hiromi gently put the plushie he was holding on the drawer again, making sure that it was facing the wall. "i'm not sure if i want to be father of them, but i'm sure that i want to date their mama."
"hiromi!" you slapped his chest, not believing in what he had just said.
still, you couldn't deny that you loved the way he was kissing you with so much passion. poor plushies that had to listen their parents the whole night.
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jellycatstuffies · 2 years ago
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Why do autistic people like stuffies/plushies so much?🧸❤️
Support: Taking a stuffie/plushie with us when we go out in public (especially to potentially scary places like doctor’s offices or places with lots of sensory input like grocery stores and public transport) can help us feel safer. Basically, in any situation that could make us feel anxious, a stuffie/plushie can make us feel less anxious and more comfortable. 2. Collections: Autistic people often like to collect objects. A lot of us also love organizing, cataloging/categorizing our collection. (For example, I have an excel spreadsheet for my personal Jellycat collection and another one for Jellycats in general that has over 1700 Jellycats cataloged and organized in detail) Lining up our stuffies/plushies, for example lining them up neatly on shelves or reorganizing our shelves can bring us joy as well. 3. Sensory Joy/Stimming: Stuffies/plushies can bring us what’s called “sensory joy” as opposed to “sensory pain” caused by stimuli that feel overwhelming or painful to us. A lot of autistic people love soft things, whether it’s a soft blanket, a soft sweater or a soft and cuddly stuffie/plushie! We can stim with them in many ways, for example by petting them or brushing their fur. The way we stim with our stuffies/plushies can vary from person to person. Please don’t stop us from stimming with them. We are just trying to soothe ourselves and not harming anyone.
4. Social comfort/ A friend to talk to: Autistic people are often extremely lonely and fail to connect with people. A stuffie/plushie can be a real friend for us. We give them names, we create entire personalities for them, we ascribe them specific character traits. All of these things bring us comfort and joy and talking to and caring for our stuffie/plushie friends can ultimately help us feel less lonely. In a world where autistic people face rejection on a daily basis, it is a great comfort that they will never reject us and will always be there to listen to us no matter what.
5. Our inner child: A lot of autistic people have an inner child/ a child-like personality and stuffies/plushies appeal to them because of that. (and to anyone who has ever tried to steer an autistic person towards “more age-appropriate interests and behaviors”, you actually make things worse for us not better, please don’t do that)
Finally, this should go without saying, but if you see any of the above-mentioned behaviors especially in public, please be respectful. These things are part of what helps us cope with everyday life and may prevent sensory overload, shutdowns or meltdowns.
Note: This specifically refers to autistic adults who love stuffies/plushies, not autistic children!
In autistic children loving stuffies/plushies is seen as “normal” and “unproblematic” in most cases. In fact, autistic children that don’t like stuffies/plushies or don’t show an interest in them like their neurotypical peers are often perceived as odd.
Let me know in the comments or tags how your stuffies/plushies/whatever your preferred term for them is help you, and why you like them so much!
-Victor
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rainynightmoonlight · 1 year ago
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Plushie Shenanigans | Neuivillette x male reader
Characters: Neuivillette
Summary: You got an otter plushie but your boyfriend seems to be harboring resentment for it
Warnings: Neuvillette being jealous
a/n: This idea came to me when I found a character. ai of neuvillette and the prompt was you bought a otter plushie. Heres the link.
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You had brought home an otter plush home one day, in your shared home with The Chief Justice himself. You walked through the doors of your home with a big smile on your face. Your impulse buy had brought you great joy, and this did not go unnoticed. Neuvillette had seen you walk through the door, expecting you to notice that he was home early. 
You, however, just went straight to the shared bedroom and cuddled the otter plush close. You tossed and turned a bit, feeling so content in the moment. Neuvillette had walked slowly into the room, seeing you cuddling the plush. His eyebrows raised, seemingly intrigued by the scene that had played out in front of him. He coughed softly, trying to get your attention.
You had stopped tossing and rolling around on the bed as you messed up the sheets. His voice had caused your focus to be pulled to him. He smiled softly at you as his eyes glanced down to the otter plush that was held tight in your grasps. He walked closer to you to get a better look.
“What do you have there, my dear?”
You looked up at him with a big, bright smile. You pulled the otter plush in front of him to showcase it. He was confused as to why you would buy such a thing. He couldn’t help but lightly blush at how excited you look. He didn’t understand how such a simple plush could bring so much energy out of you.
“An otter plushie!”
After a few weeks of your attention being solely on the plush, Fontaine’s skies had been more gray and full of rain. You didn’t notice this change, being so focused on your plushie. Neuvillette had had it with you, however, not liking that this otter plush was eating up so much of your time. His jealousy for the plush grew ever second he saw you with it. So he had faced you in the living room, as you guarded the plush away from his grasps.
“My dear, please hand me the plush.”
You shook your head in defiance of his order. His voice was very demanding, and it was odd to hear it. He was never like this, so you didn’t understand why he wanted your plush. But instead of asking why he wanted it, you only protested. His eyes filled with jealousy as he heard your soft voice.
“Noo, he’s my son and I love him! I named him, too.”
As you called the plushie your son, it deeply confused Neuvillette. How could a plush be your child? And you naming it intrigued him more. He got closer to you, wanting you to just hold him instead of the plushy in your hands. You backed away instinctively.
“You’re son?”
You nodded and Neuvillette’s question. He just couldn’t bring himself to understand why you would feel such a paternal connection with a plush that couldn’t give you affection back. The storm outside got worse as his sadness got worse. He only wanted you to hug him, to discard the plush and give him your touch and love to him.
“Yes, my son and his name is Neuvi Jr.” 
He stopped in his tracks. More confusion had made itself present as his face wrinkled ever so slightly. Why did you give it a name like him? His only conclusion was to replace him. His hands dropped to his side as he shuddered a breath out of his lips. 
You looked at him confused, not knowing what his body language meant. You slowly walked up to him with the otter plush still in your arms. His eyes were fixated on the plush, trying his best to burn it with his gaze. You held it out in front of Neuvillette as its black, beaded eyes stared into his. He looked behind the plush to meet your gaze.
“What are you doing?”
He was trying so hard to choke back tears. You only gave him a soft smile, holding the plush expectantly. You urged him to hold it, and he gently took it from your hands. He gently touched your skin, needing to feel it again, as he now was holding the plush. He stared at it, not sure what to do with it. 
“I named it Neuvi Jr. because it looks like you! And sometimes I get lonely when you’re out doing trials all day, so I thought that maybe this would help the lonely feeling.”
Neuvillette didn’t expect that to be your answer, or for you to respond like that at all. He felt bad for leaving you alone all day, but he needed to work. He still stared at the plush as something changed within him. He quickly became attached to it, and he walked up to you.
He brought his body close, his hands still on the plush. He wanted you to wrap your arms around him as his were busy gently holding the plush. You giggled at his now new attachment to the plush he was just angry with a bit ago. You gently wrapped your hands around his neck, bringing yourself closer to him. The rain had stopped as Neuvillette finally got the hug he desperately needed from you.
“So you weren’t trying to replace me?”
You gave him a baffled look. How could he have thought of such a thing? It made you feel so sorrowful when you realize what had been going on. You hugged him tighter as you buried your face in his chest. He blushed, feeling you get so close after so long of being touch starved. Your voice was soft, a melody he needed on repeat. 
“What? Of course not! You’re the only Neuvillette, nothing could replace you!”
Comfortable silence enveloped the both of you. He needed this, especially after the long period of neglect from you. His grip was still on the plushie, but his face nuzzled into your arms, and you held him close. He wanted nothing to break this moment. You giggled, feeling his soft cheek rub against your arm. 
“Can I have my plush back?”
He looked down at you with such seriousness in his eyes. Your arms were still entwined on his neck. He smiled softly at you, and you knew what this meant. He brought his lips to your ears as he whispered ever so softly. His soft disagreement came. 
“No, it’s mine now.”
So you had to go and get a new one, as Neuvillette kept Neuvi Jr. in his office. He finally understood why you bought it, because when he glanced at the otter plush sitting on the couch, his mind went to you immediately. He got done with work a lot faster too, not wanting to leave you alone anymore, knowing how lonely you got. He made exceptions for the new plush you got, as long as he got the needed attention from you and the reassurance that he was enough for you. Your new plush would often find its way into some of your cuddle sessions, however.
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bethanythebogwitch · 25 days ago
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Digimon 2024 tier list
Like last year, I'm doing a tier list of how much I like each new Digimon released this year. My tiers will be A for Digimon I really like, B for Digimon I like but not as much, and C for Digimon I'm not enthusiastic about. There will also be one S-tier for my favorite of the year and one D-tier for my least favorite of the year. Also I covered Tlalocmon last year, so see that post for my thoughts and I'm not covering the Monster Hunter tie-in mons since they're not in the reference book.
Digimon Liberator has given us a flood of new Digimon so let's start with the mascot's line. Yolkmon, Fluffymon, Pteromon, Galemon, GrandGalemon, and Zephagamon. Yolkmon is my new favorite baby Digimon. A living egg yolk with an eggshell hat is brilliant and adorable. Fluffymon is also a good design. I find it hard to get invested in a lot of the baby Digimon because they're usually just bouncing heads, so having these two stick out of the pack is great. I'll give Yolkmon an A and Fluffymon a B
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Pteromon is a great mascot Digimon. It's got that classic mascot look while also looking distinct from all the Agumon expys we tend to get. Archaeopteryx is a great inspiration and we finally get a theropod dinosaur Digimon with feathers, like the real raptors had. A-tier. I'm not as fond of Galemon (B-tier), but GrandGalemon is great. It's a great fusion of the bird/raptor elements and humanoid warrior elements. The armor and weapon look cool and it being one of the vortex warriors (which, as far as I know, were previously only ever mentioned in MedievalGallantmon's reference book entry) is a cool call-back and it even has an indirect connection to Witchelny. An Excellent Digimon deserving an A. Sadly, I can't say the same for Zephagamon. I can't fully explain why I don't really like it. Maybe it's the skinnier design that drops a lot of the bird elements, or its weapons not being as cool as Zephagamon's mace (swords are overdone), or just being tired of Digimon becoming armored humanoid warriors in their final stages, but I can't help but be a bit dissappointed by Zephagamon. The name is also not my favorite. Maybe they went with that to avoid dub name confusion with Zephyrmon/Shutumon. It's gonna be a C-tier.
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Debuting alongside Pteromon's line is Shoemon's line. Shoemon is an amazingly adorable Digimon. A patchwork mouse plushy living in a shoe is a cute and very Digimon concept. I love how it uses a sewing needle as a weapon, too. A-tier. Too bad Shoeshoemon isn't as good. A roller-skating plush squirrel should be a fantastic Digimon, but I just don't like the way it looks. It honestly give me Sonic the Hedgehog vibes and I don't care for StH. The name is also really clunky, especially when Skatemon was right there. That being said, it would have been hilarious if each of Shoemon's evolutions just added an extra shoe to the name until we ended up with Shoeshoeshoeshoemon. C-tier.
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While I don't care for Shoeshoemon, Chaperomon is another story. A violent little red riding hood doll with a knife, molotov cocktail, and basket-mounted minigun that hunts big bad wolves and turns them into shoes is not only an amazing concept, it is peak Digimon. It may be early in the list, but Chaperomon is my S-tier. Not only is this my favorite Digimon of the year, it is one of my favorite Digimon of all time. Cendrillmon is ok. I do like the design in a vacuum, but I don't really like it as a final form for Shoemon. It loses the patchwork plushy and doll appearance that I like so much and it doesn't really have shoes anymore. I do like the simple yet elegant design and the army of doll familiars. I think if Cendrillmon was introduced as an evolution for a different Digimon, I would like it a lot better. B-tier.
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From the web novel side of things comes the new Impmon evolutions: Punkmon, Loudmon, and HeavyMetaldramon. Punk rock variants of the Guilmon line were not something I knew I needed in my life all. They're also a callback to the early planning stage of Digimon Tamers, where Impmon was planned to be the main partner Digimon. I also appreciate the final form being based on Megidramon instead of Gallantmon. Too many Digimon lines end up humanoid at the end. And wings made of electric guitars? Chef's kiss. A for all of them.
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Last year, the D-Brigade got an upgrade after years of just being one evolution line, and this year the Royal Base got the same treatment. It was a good choice, too, as cyborg bees is a fantastic concept. ForgeBeemon the construction worker is a great interpretation of worker bees and Vespamon is a much-needed pre-evo to TigerVespamon. It's weird how many times we've gotten an XYmon years before getting a Ymon. Those both get A. QueenBeemon I'm not as fond of. She loses the cyborg elements and just becomes a woman in a bee costume. It's also weird that like half of her reference book entry is dunking on her like she was one of the bad evolution Digimon. The weaponized throne is a cool idea, but I can't give QueenBeemon higher than a B, which I suppose is appropriate.
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PolarBearmon and Skadimon are really fun. I like them as a reminder that not all high-level Digimon have to be ferocious monsters, armored warriors, or women in their underwear. Some of them can be cute and friendly. For Frontier fans, am I wrong in thinking that PolarBearmon with its snowball artillery and being a bear looks way more like a proper unified spirit of ice than Daipenmon? Skadimon actually being a mech suit piloted by what looks like a YukimiBotamon is a fantastic design concept. A for both.
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Dinomon kicks absolute ass. Dinosaurs are cool, fire is cool, so a dinosaur on fire is extra cool. This thing is the closest we have to a Digimon Godzilla and I love Godzilla. Plus a new mega for Tyrannomon that isn't DinoRexmon or RustTyrannomon is much appreciated. RustTyrannomon leans a bit evil for a heroic Tyrannomon and DinoRexmon looks too silly for my tastes with that giant claw. A-tier.
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Elizamon is too cute not to love. A hot pink frilled lizard in a bowtie is adorable, and its contrast with the edgelord Owen Dreadnought is fantastic. Dimetromon is also really cool, being based on one of my favorite Permian animals, but I feel like it loses some of the frilly feminine traits that Elizamon has and the evolutions will have according to the shadowed shots we've seen of them in Liberator. I give Elizamon an A and Dimetromon a B.
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MarineBullmon and Ryugumonbeing nudibranchs makes the marine biologist in me happy. I love nudibranchs and more people being exposed to these spectacular sea slugs is a great thing. Of the two, I definitely prefer Ryugumon more. It's elegant design and referencing Japanese mythology is inspired. I'm going to give MarineBullmon a B and Ryugumon an A.
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Espimon has needed a full evolution line for a while. It was always weird that it never got an evolution based level 4 given that it technically is a main protagonist partner in Ghost Game. Oblivimon is a fantastic evolution, doubling down on the spaceship design of HoverEspimon and working in UFO stories with how it abducts Digimon to examine them before releasing them with memories modified. The Kuramon drones are also adorable. A-tier. Sadly, after the highs of Oblivimon, it all comes crashing down with Invisimon. Why, why, why did this line of UFO-themed Digimon have to end with a superhero? I am so tired of Digimon lines ending up as humanoids when the rest of the line isn't, and it's especially bad here. Invisimon sticks out like a sore thumb against the amorphous, spaceship-based, stealth and non-combat elements of the rest of the line. The stealth plane thing is neat at least. I get that Invisimon works with the Liberator Espimon's partner being superhero coded, but it fails as an evolution in any other context. If Invisimon wasn't supposed to be the final form of Espimon, it might be a C or B, but as is, this thing is my D-tier.
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As for the new Sunarizamon evolutions, I'll admit that I initially didn't like Landramon, but it's grown on me. I really wanted Landramon to be the land counterpart to Airdramon and Seadramon as a serpentine dragon instead of the silly pile of sand. Once I got over that, I came to enjoy the silliness of Landramon and it is a very fitting Sunarizamon evolution. I'll give it a B. Proganomon is not my favorite and it's another case like Invisimon where I'd probably like it more if it was part of a different evolution line. It's just so out of place in the Sunarizamon line having no sand elements and using technology. I think it would work much better as a Tortomon evolution and a pre-evo to ElDoradimon or even JumboGamemon. I think I'll give it a C. I don't hate it, but I'm not all that impressed either. Pyramidimon, on the other hand, is amazing. It looks like a badass Yu-Gi-Oh monster from when the franchise was still themed around ancient Egypt. I can see it being a great fit with other Egyptian Digimon like Pharaohmon and Anubimon. Pyramidimon almost dethroned Chaperomon's place as my S-tier, putting it as an easy A.
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The other big source of new Digimon this year was New Century and it's a crime that game hasn't been released outside of China yet. I covered Takutomon last year and wasn't impressed. I found it visually uninteresting and the armored human is an overused design. Takutomon Wrath Mode has a more interesting design, but I'm still not that interested in it. I think that humanoid armored warrior Digimon have to do something really interesting to stand out from the her and this one just doesn't. He also loses his little Appmon pet. Maybe that's why he's so angry. I'm also surprised that the reference book art is somehow better than the New Century art, which is angled so that most of its body is covered by its leg. C.
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If a humanoid armored warrior Digimon has to do something interesting to stand out, Erlangmon does that well. The idea of the warrior fighting alongside a flying wolf head is very unique and fun. Plus, spears are underused as weapons, so it's nice to see one here. Erlangmon is also a shapeshifter, which could be a lot of fun to work with in stories. I have a fanfic in mind that I might use Erlangmon in. I give it an A. Unfortunately, while Erlangmon soars, Erlangmon Blast Mode crashes and burns. Turning the wolf head into a part of the armor loses that cool factor and makes it look so much more generic. Down to C with you.
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Nezhamon is also fun. There's a lot of references to the original myth, like turning the wind fire wheel into tires on the ankles and having Nezhamon look young. The merging of the mythology with modern machienery makes for a very Digimon design. Plus, he has a spear and I'm a sucker for weapons where one part floats instead of being attached. I'll go A.
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The last New Century Digimon is Jougamon and I like how this one is based on the same moon rabbit origins of Dianamon while still having a totally unique look. The gold coloration looks nice and I love the giant crescent moon blade and dancing fighting style. I'll put it as a strong B.
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Our last new entry for the year is Cernumon. Well technically Callismon was added to the reference book this year, but that's not a new Digimon, it's an escapee from V-Tamer jail. Cernumon is such a creative design. A musical instrument, foresty deer god is both very fun and very Digimon. Cernumon comes from the horned Celtic god Cernunnos. Digimon had the opportunity to just make Cernumon a deer man and I'm very grad they decided to get more creative. A-tier.
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Here's the final tier list. It's heavily weighted toward the A-tier, which is a good thing. I'm glad that the majority of new Digimon are so cool and likable.
S: Chaperomon
A: Yolkmon, GrandGalemon, Shoemon, Punkmon, Loudmon, HeavyMetaldramon, ForgeBeemon, Vespamon, PolarBearmon, Skadimon, Dinomon, Elizamon, Ryugumon, Oblivimon, Pyramidimon, Erlangmon, Nezhamon, Cernumon
B: Fluffymon, Galemon, Cendrillmon, QueenBeemon, Dimetromon, MarineBullmon, Landramon, Jougamon.
C: Zephagamon, Shoeshoemon, Proganomon, Takutomon Wrath Mode, Erlangmon Blast Mode.
D: Invisimon
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arcane-rush · 3 months ago
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Here's another one of my aus! So everyone remembers the puppet episode where Bill took over Dipper's body. And everyone, I think, also knows that Bill's "doctor" tried to blind him so he couldn't see into the third dimension anymore. And when Bill was possessing Dipper, he poured soda in his eyes. So I have an idea, and here's how I think it would go.
Bill, right after pouring soda in his eyes: Why... Why is everything black? Why can't I see?
Dipper, annoyed: Maybe because I don't drink out of my eyes!
Bill, has begun to panic and not listening: Why can't I see?
Dipper seeing Bill begin to have a panic attack: Hey, just, wash my eyes out with water, and you'll be fine. Oh... You know what, I'll lead you to the sink ok?
Bill nods and lets Dipper lead him to the sink and wash his eyes out. After he's finished, he goes back up to Dipper's room and curls up on his bed. Dipper is still annoyed that he doesn't have his body back, but is more sympathetic after seeing Bill panic.
Dipper: Why did you panic when you couldn't see? You don't have a mouth, do you drink out of your eye? Is that why you poured the soda into my eyes? How do you eat? Do you even need to eat?
Bill immediately has a flashback of Ford asking him a million questions, and being so gentle with him, just like Dipper's being.
Bill: My eye turns into my mouth when I eat. And... Being blind brings back... Bad memories.
Dipper pauses, and realizes that Bill isn't just evil, something must have happened to make him like this. Something must have hurt him so badly to be like this now.
Dipper: If you wanna talk about it, I'm here... You don't have to do this alone. I don't know why you're not acting evil right now, but since you're not... You can always talk to me. As long as you don't try to hurt me or my family again.
Bill leaves after that, and Dipper gets his body back. Mabel's a bit mad at him for missing the show, but forgives him when he explains. They don't tell anyone else about it till later.
Bill visits Dipper in his dreams and they talk about stuff. Dipper always tells Mabel about it, but it's kinda annoying cause he does it every night. Mabel thinks that it's because he can't possess anything at daytime, and figures since Bill said he wanted a puppet, he could possess inanimate objects, and makes a tiny Bill plushie. This works, and Dipper carries the plush everywhere, but he has to be alone when he's talking to Bill, because they don't want anyone else to know. Until Ford comes back.
So Ford comes back, and plush Bill is just clinging onto Dipper. Dipper connects the dots and forgets that there are other people here, takes out plush Bill, and asks;
Dipper: Bill, do you talk to me so much because I remind you of him?
Bill, answering because he also forgot the others are there: Maybe...
And Ford freaks out, but then they have to get rid of the FBI. So here's what happens after.
Ford: Why do you have that? Why do you talk to him, and why do you trust him!?
Dipper: I-
Bill, cutting in: He's my therapist. As you know, I have issues, and he's helping me with them.
Ford: What are you planning, Bill?
Mabel: I think he's just sad because he missed you. He won't stop talking about you.
Ford: What!?
Bill: Wait a minute... The portal is still open... Can I come through it, so I can stop being a plushie?
Ford: No!- Wait... Why did you ask? You could have come through already. Why ask?
Bill: Cause Dipper and Mabel say it's polite to ask for things instead of just taking them, or doing things...
Dipper and Mabel nod.
Ford: ...I'll turn the portal back on, and you can come through, but if you hurt anyone, just once, I'm kicking you out.
Bill: Okay!
So now Bill lives with them, and protects Mabel and Dipper. Ford eventually warms up to him and they get together. Stan and Bill have a friendly rivalry about who takes care of Dipper and Mabel better. And when Bill meets Fiddleford, he gives him all his memories back, except the really really traumatic ones, and fixes his brain. He does this of his own free will, it was his idea, and he does it knowing that Fiddleford will hate him afterwards, and Ford might leave his for Fiddleford because they did have feelings for each other. Fiddleford tolerates him, but doesn't forgive him. Not fully.
Since Bill sees Dipper's dreams, he knows about his parents divorce. Bill simply gives his parents the idea of letting them stay in gravity falls, since they seem happier than ever in their letters. Bill just gives them the idea, with Mabel and Dipper's permission. Mabel suggested it, actually. The parents visit, and decide to let them stay on their own.
And that's the au. I'm calling it the Big brother au,since Bill takes that role with Dipper and Mabel.
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lucenare · 8 months ago
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A letter to the Fable SMP
I'm going to pour my heart out into this post. So sit down, take a breath, and get ready for a walk through all the ways my life has been impacted. This is pretty heavy.
Warnings: discussions of bullying, death of people and animals
If you don't know me; Hi, my name is Rin Silas. You know me better as tumblr user Lucenare.
This starts before Fable began, with a buildup to me losing my love of cosplay, and what brought that back.
When I was in high school, I was a horror SFX cosplayer. I was going to cons all the time, finding my niche in the local cosplay community. Some of my friends came to be professional cosplayers. I did not. When I got diagnosed with POTS, cosplay became hard for me. I wasn't sure how to do it. I stopped being active. My self image plummetted. And one of my "friends" turned out to be an awful person. A professional cosplayer, who was a bully and made that self image worse. I couldn't go to certain cons for years because of her. She would bully people until they left if she saw them-- and she was so popular in the community. It crushed me, to see her rise in the community. It stripped the joy out of cosplay. I didn't *want* to be in this space, and it soured the craft.
I wanted to get back into it, but I was unsure of how. I started working on clothes again, making my outfit for senior prom. At my highest point mentally in all of high school, finally being creative in a way that made me feel good again, with a clear path for college; the world shut down. With all that free time, and multiple generations worth of fabric hordes, I started sewing again. My grandmother got me a graduation present- a heavy duty sewing machine all to myself. No more borrowing my moms. I sewed so many plushies durring that time- but I still wasnt making cosplays again.
And then the DreamSMP happened.
And then I signed up for Tiktok.
And suddenly, I had all of these tiktok cosplayers cosplaying minecraft cubitos all over my feed. No fear, just fun. All different body types- going crazy with it, not being "canon accurate"-- two things my "friend" had strongly ridiculed me for. And it was great. It felt so good, from my heavily sterilized cosplay scene, to see so much freedom and love put into it. I was too scared to cosplay again, but I saw a love put into it that I hadn't seen since I went to BLERD, a smaller local con geared towards minorities. All of these cosplayers- whos names we all know, as so many of them were part of Fable- let me see the love in something that had been taken from me again. And years later, I love cosplaying again. Without this, i don't know if I would have started cosplaying again.
And then those cosplayers started to cosplay their own characters- and they were all *connected*. It was such a pure form of enjoyment- watching people love what they had made enough to cosplay from it. And then I found myself tuning in to Sherbert's streams, mid corruption arc.
And that's how it started. My love for Fable. The impact it had on me- the vessel for healing my relationship with cosplay. I also healed my relationship with makeup in this time.
Throughout 2022, Fable was a source of fun, and something to look forward to. I loved it. It became a hyperfixation. I started cosplaying again, privately. I wanted to show my love for what was bringing me joy. As my grandmother who gifted me my sewing machine's health worsened, I met George witchcrafting in person for the first time, my work closed for remodel, and I became my grandmother's caretaker. Being woken up in the night to help her, until eventually I was sleeping at her house. Stay awake until 3 playing splatoon, wake up and watch whatever fable lore was happening to pass the time around caring for her.
By the end of this, I was waking up at 8 am and going to bed at 3 am, waking my mother up so I could get a couple hours of much needed sleep before doing it all again. Having to call my brother to watch her for a couple minutes at a time so I could go outside and cry. She was only on hospice for a week, that's how fast she got bad. She passed a week before Christmas, the night before my work re-opened. I was the only one awake.
Fable SMP became my escape from the grief and pain. The funeral was the day after my 21st birthday.
In Febuary 2023, I came home from my trip to visit my beloved GB for our anniversary, and my cat was sick. She passed a couple days later. Fable was once again my primary outlet. Being silly on tumblr was my primary outlet. I changed my url on my minecraft blog from craftsunemineku to lucenare. As more random cast members started following me, Ghosty started to mess with me in replies. I never let anyone know my twitch, though. I didn't want anyone to. I wanted to remain an Entity on tumblr.
Until Ghosty send me a meme, with an accidental spoiler of Allerion's mural in it. And that was too funny to pass up. The next time Ghosty was live, I subbed with prime, and hit him with the famed "oh tumblr user ghostyjpg we're really in it now" in my sub message.
I wouldn't be where I am today without that, truly. We were silly goofy, I got goofier on tumblr. I had been wanting to get back into streaming, as I had started to right before my grandmother's health had declined and had to stop almost immediately. I became a mod for Haunt, Ghosty's viewer smp.
In early July, I lost one of my guinea pigs. Jack's partner, Phineas. Phin was a birthday present I got when I turned 17. He was my emotional support for grief especially, and the world took him away when I needed him the most. A month later, the world took away my other cat, too. Three pets, and my grandmother.
Being Tumblr User Lucenare got me through the worst time of my life.
And then I started streaming again. And Ghosty grabbed me by the scruff of my neck and flung me. And because of that, I'm now a streamer, I've made so many friends. I changed my major-- the trajectory my life was on changed.
And here I am.
Without Fable, I would have never healed my relationship with cosplay the way I did. Without Fable, I would never have met the people I have. Without Fable, I wouldn't have started streaming again. Without Fable, I wouldn't have started Terramortis.
I hope that Terramortis can do for someone a fraction of what Fable did for me.
To Heyhay: thank you for being a creator I could look up to. For inspiring me to bring my crazy UV makeup into cosplay. Sorry Rae's Big Naturals ended up being a major bit on my streams, I dont know how that happened. Also thank you for the elytra tutorial on your youtube that is my Rock for texture pack things.
To Sherbert: thank you for helping heal my relationship with cosplay, even before you knew I existed. I will always appreciate that. Thank you for inspiring me to script out CMVs, showing your processes to the world, and inspiring me to change my major to one I actually enjoy.
To Ocie: Thank you for helping me get my dog back from Ethan and Eagle on EOD in season 4. Unbreakable bond of theres a rule written about us.
To Beck: my fellow old bay hater, thank you for joining my smp and all the silly conversations we've had. I cant wait to work with you more going forward.
To Connor: One day we need to make teas together on stream. You are a delight to know and never let anyone tell you otherwise. I can't wait to see where these bugs go.
To Ven: thank you for joining in on the occasional splaturday, even in chat. You are so brave for the costuming you're doing right now, I hope we can hang out more in the future and do cool things
And to Ghosty: Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for everything. Without you, I don't know where I'd be. Thank you for playing splatoon with me, for the silly messages I get, for all the little spoilers, accidental or otherwise. Thank you for helping me through one of the worst years of my life, before you even knew me. I genuinely did not know if I was going to make it through 2023. I did, in no small part thanks to you. I made it through and I thrived and the foundation for it was so simple. A meme. Some jokes. An accidental spoiler.
It's funny how fast your life can change.
So, to the cast of Fable:
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for building this story and this community. This community that saved me, that guided me through the dark. That allowed me to meet my dear friends that I have now. I am meeting so many people at vidcon this year, so many friends that I didn't have a year ago are now some of my closest.
I can't wait to see what comes next, and I can't wait to create with some of you.
Thank you, so much, for everything.
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uknowmesblog · 6 months ago
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How many things can you do in a few hours? Well, with some help from your friends, you managed to decorate your room without catching too much attention. You need to thank your father for helping you evolve your sneak-around-the-base ability since you bring inside lots of toiletries, blankets, pillows, and so on. 
Now your room is the epitome of a pink princess with all the posters decorating your walls and the covers for the bed. Plushies spread around it, even a small TV that you could connect with a laptop so you can watch your romantic series without too much effort.  
“Unbelievable we managed to do that!” Daniele chuckled, sipping from her vodka disguised in a red berry soda can. 
She was on the other side of the wall, sitting on her car hood with Mikael. His hand wrapped lazily around her shoulder, drinking plain soda. Driving safe y’know? 
“Me neither, I think I will get in trouble for that” You laughed, sitting on top of the wall. One knee up, resting your forearm against it. Was this an act of rebellion? Of course, did you see your room? Tragic! Those bastards need to let you leave, either your way or the highway. 
“You sure will” Dani laughed, shaking her head. “I can’t believe they won’t just let you leave this fucking prison.’ 
“Well, their funeral, not mine” You shrugged a shoulder, smirking. 
“Cheers to that” Mikael laughs, throwing a pack of cigarettes in your direction. Barely catching them with both hands, your brow raised questioning him with interest. “You have more in that pink box we gave it to you, take it as a gift to calm your nerves.” 
“What the hell is going on?” Ghost’s voice made you drop your drink, big eyes widening even more. 
“Shit, go!” You whispered, jumping in front of him as soon as they took their escape. “Hi, Ghost,” you said, straight back, eyelash fluttering innocently. 
“Who you were talkin’ to?”  
“No one?” You looked around confused (someone should give you an Oscar). “Are you okay, do you need to see the nurse?’ 
His hand moved so fast, gloved fingers wrapping around your chin holding you under his scorching gaze. Craning your head back until you could hold eye contact, pain already flaring at the back of your neck. He is tall, broad, and now holding you with his strong hand. 
“I don’ know what’s your plan” His fingers tightened, making you whine “But you better start acting accordingly, otherwise I won't hesitate to put you on your knees.” He growled, making you squirm. A small hand wrapped around his wrist, trying to push him away. 
“Let me go” You squeaked, but he only tightened his hold. 
“You reek of vodka, go take a shower, dress properly. You have 30 minutes on the clock starting now.’ He let you go, stepping back and looking at you darkly. His baklava made him look even more serious, that skull making you shiver. 
“30 minutes? I need one hour at best!” You exclaimed annoyed, but he only narrowed his gaze, giving you shivers along your spine.  
“I won’t be shy to drag your naked ass out of the shower and around the base, if you want to learn to discipline the hard way be my guest.” 
Your thighs clenched together for a second, your mind conjuring some freak images in your head. Ghost with his stoic facade didn’t seem to observe, but oh boy! He did, he inhaled deeply behind his baklava, hoping you would provoke him further.  
He is craving to punish you, to make you surrender and be a good girl. 
But since you are a stubborn girl, you turned around and walked toward your room ready to show him that 30 minutes are more than enough. 
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When Ghost knocked, you were already dressed in a pair of cargo pants and a black t-shirt, pulling your hair in a ponytail.  
“Wait!’’ You managed to say with a bow stuck between puffy lips. 
He didn’t wait, entering the room and looking for the first time since you two met, shocked. His eyes took in the whole room, even the bow now secured around your hair. 
“Bloody hell” He exhaled, lookin’ ready to sprint out like your room was about to suck out his masculinity. 
“What? Afraid of a little pink?” You mocked him, chuckling. 
“I cannot believe you did this so fast.” You smirked, following him outside. 
“I can do way worse, all you can do to avoid this is to dismiss me.” He ignored you, walking fast trying to avoid you. You continue to try and assault his mind with endless questions, only to stop mid track when a whistle erupts around you.  
Didn't even paying attention when you followed him inside the debriefing room, a guy watching you hungrily. His mohawk, his beautiful intense and blue eyes, his muscular body, his smirk.. Everything was screaming ‘proceed with caution’, but you watched like he was some kind of prize, mouth opened and eyes wide. 
"You're such a bonnie girl, I'd love to have a wee bit of fun wi' ye." His accent almost made you drop right there, ready to spread your legs and let him whatever he tried to say. 
“Not now Soap, let the doll at least meet you before you slobber all over her” Another rich voice coming from one of the prettiest man you had ever seen. Dark like chocolate skin, short dark hair and shinning eyes. “Come on, we don’t bite” he nodded towards an empty spot between him and the Mohawk guy, your eyes widening. 
"Ah dinnae want tae scare her, jist want tae gie her a warm welcome." Soap grumbled, and you moved before thinking, making yourself comfortable and stiff simultaneously. 
“Just so you know, Price is a reasonable guy” He whispered in your ear. “I’m Kyle, but you can call me Gaz” His finger wrapped around your tail, swirling a few strands softly. “The meathead next to you it’s Johnny, but you can call him Soap.”  
Soap’s fingers wrapped around your knee, tightening so slightly you barely felt it. 
"Be a good lass and we'll take care o' ye." He whispered and you tried to break the spell these two put on you. But it was like a wave pulling and pulling, chocking you with all the pressure. 
“Aight, let the girl breath” Price’s voice saved you, both of them sitting straighter and giving him their full attention. You blew a breath, not observing Ghost who’s already imagining you trapped between you and his good Johnny, or Price’s smirk when he seen Gaz wrapping a protective arm around your shoulder. Your cheeks flaming as he whispered something, making you whine and hide behind your hands. 
Your plan needs a new idea, since you stumbled on two powerful men ready to stop you from leaving. You’ll be their doll; you just don’t have an idea yet. 
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Also! Thanks to everyone who read this, I m a happy girlie now hehe.
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foundmars · 1 month ago
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Alright time for another dca theory rant at early am... bc im tired of the community sleeping on the dca lore implications and not talking about it.
So today I was playing Security Breach, I recently finished my first run and working on getting afton ending and/princess ending. And being the completionist as i am, i go to all the areas to get all the gifts and bags with notes. But some caught my interest.
I was going underneath the backstage tunnels (the ones where you see the "Freddy you're supposed to be on lockdown" scene with Vanessa) and i found a little ally you need Montys claws for, as i do, i open them and to find a small room filled with twisted looking trees and branches with a projector in the middle of the room to a large screen upon orange tarp covering circular objects. I find it more strange because it first reminded me of the Dredbear games in Help Wanted vr games, then it reminded me of Fall Fest but also of the theater room in the pizzaplex. Weird right? Well the present on top of the projector was a Sun figurine.
Does that count as Sun being more connected with Fall Fest? Far fetch for something of a vague room but it was just odd to put something like that in there.
Then as I got lost adventured along the hallways, I found the area were you get chased by Monty, Chica, and Roxy in those misty hallways near those same tunnels. Well. I found another Monty claw access room where it looked familiar. It was the same or VERY similar layout as the frankinstine mini game in Help Wanted VR where you put the bot pieces together. It was literally the same room. tvs, conveyerbelts and all. And thats where I found the Moon figurine.
And typically you find these character figurines in related areas, like alot of chica stuff will be in the kitchen or her bakery, Roxy stuff in raceway or near any chase sequences. Stuff like that, its relevant, it makes sense. So why put Sun and Moon, one of the most vaguest characters (that has collectable items mind you, i dont see any vanny or music man plushies anywhere) in spots that reference completely something else but also familiar to the player/fanbase?
Also, now knowing what we know now about fall fest? We have seen a lot of references to it at this point and who is the recurring character to show for it? Sun and Moon.
Moon (physically) in carousel games in Help Wanted 2
Sun (as a voice) in first carousel game as announcer in Help Wanted 2
Jack-o-moon in carousel on fire in Help Wanted 2
Jack-o-moon in secret level of Foxy's ride in Help Wanted 2 (and i point this out as like a maybe thing, I know this was in the Plex but i can also see this as a carnival game, but also, why Jack-o-moon? his clothing and look is so vintage, it would be more accurate if it was just moon because he was chasing us through the plex, not this jack-o character)
BB World arcade. It takes place in a carnival as well. And as one of the few playable minigames thats even tucked away and hidden that takes alot of effort to get to, has to mean something. You have the Sun and Moon in the background starting with Sun happy, then goes to Moon whos mischievous and evil looking, then back to Sun who looks mad and so on. Thats also where we make our first impression on Eclipse. Well maybe not so much its Eclipse...
When you follow the glitch line in the BB world minigame, what happens at the end? We found that the creepy looking sun/moon replacement covers the screen and prompts in purple "good night". We deemed this sprite Eclipse. Which fair. Thats what we knew at the time. Look at it again. Please. It does not look like Eclipse. It looks like Jack-o-Moon better. It has the correct coloring compared and even has an odd mouth coloring like who we see in Help Wanted 2 than to the Eclipse we see in Ruined. So the "Eclipse" we see in not Eclipse, it is Jack-o-Moon. Which makes sense because that may the dca was at the time of Fall Fest was.
Everytime we see Fall Fest, its Jack-o-Moon (vise versa).
I hope this made some slight sense or you saw where I was going with this because Im actually loosing my mind.
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indras-wife · 8 months ago
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Hiiiii
it’s my first request, so congratulations cause you take my first time!! . So, now I wanna request about only my man Shisui! (You may add a someone else, if you want to) headcanones to his yandere version <3 Maybe it’s like alphabet?? NSFW part allowed and mostly welcomed ~ have a great day sweetie, love you and Elysia ~
Thank you for trusting me with your first request sweetheart~! Another Shisui request yayyy! I get so happy that underated characters get the love they deserve and Shisui is too good to be ignored sooo...THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING ABOUT HIM! I did full NSFW alphabet with some yandere headcanons, hope its okay with you~. Enjoy reading and feel free to request more of this fine man. Elysia and I love you toooo~ Have a splendid day<3
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Yandere Shisui Headcanons
As a Yandere, Shisui is a very calm one, so calm that you would not even think he is a Yandere. He was always a sweet, calm guy who loves joking with you and occasionally flirt with you. Knowing his easy-going nature, at first you were ignoring his jokes, not taking them too seriously. Sometime you would even flirt back with him as a joke, which later on would be the reason of his yandere behaviour change.
You started noticing those changes when you got closer to one of your mutual friends to whom you always had a crush on. You stopped spending much time with Shisui, desiring to spend time with your crush and learning more about him. This of course, upset Shisui, making him angry too. Why you did not want to spend time with him. Is he that boring? Did he go overboard with his flirting jokes? He could not help but wonder about it all the time, resulting in becoming more and more obsessed with you.
One day, you found him standing in front of your house, with flowers in his hand. You approached him, wondering what is he doing here. He gave the flowers to you along a note, his cheeks blushing slowly and looking away.
A love letter...As you read it, you could not help but laugh. This was definitely one of his jokes and you got used to them. "Shisui, your jokes are really not ending." you said. Shisui, now looking more serious let you know that his letter is for real and that he likes you.
Of course you pushed him away because you confessed to your crush and wee now a couple together. When you let him know, Shisui could not hide his disappointment. A loser like him did not deserve you and he would make sure you become his instead.
He makes this cruel plan in his head, asking one of his girl friends to help him. His plan was simple: ask the girl to seduce your bf and have you witness him cheating on you. Pretty easy, considering your boyfriend would not let the chance of fucking someone slip from his fingers.
As he desired, you witness your boyfriend cheating on you in your own house. You were returning back from a mission, hoping to relax a little bit before meeting your boyfriend, but you see him fucking someone else in your bed, which crushes you. You drag them both out of your house and life, sinking into the world of depression.
The only person there to comfort you was of course Shisui, who came to your house after knowing his plan worked. He brought you chocolate and a small plushie, knowing you love soft animals. He was more than satisfied when you hugged him hard, crying and saying how much you hated your ex now for doing this to you.
After Shisui helped you get little better, he started to spend more time with you, which eventually led you to falling in love with him. This was of course what he desired. Once he got you, he won't let you go ever.
His brainwashing words and actions helped him, because now you wanted to do nothing but spend more time with only him. You cut your connection with your friends and spent your time with Shisui. He would be very jealous if a man dared to look at you when you were walking down the street, so he tried to put you away from the spotlight as much as he could.
NSFW Alphabet
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Shisui is very attentive to aftercare. When you both are done, if its still light outside, he makes sure to grab a towel and help you clean up (he turns you into a literal mess), change your clothes and feed you. A happy girlfriend means happy life and more sex to come! If its nighttime, he always cuddles you and kisses your skin till you fall asleep. He is a softie when it comes to taking care of you <3
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
Shisui's favourite body part of his is his shoulders, arms and chest. All are connected with you. He loves his shoulders and back because your legs look nice resting on them. He loves his arms because he manhandles you PERFECTLY with his toned arms and he loves his chest because he loves seeing you lay on it everyday. He finds it cute seeing you fall asleep on him when you are tired.
His favourite part of your body...Well he loves every inch of skin, but he has special liking to your ass. He is an ass guy. LOVES pulling your dress up and watching your ass as you move. Your ass is his favourite part also because they serve as good pillows for him when you laying on your stomach and he places his head on your ass. A sweet paradise is what he calls it.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
He is the type of man who doesn't let any single drop of cum go to waste. He makes sure to always empty himself in you just so he can later watch his cum drip out of you. There something so hot in it that he simply cannot get enough. He loves to cum inside you, but loves to cum on your body too. Face, tits and stomach are usually covered in his cum when you both fuck. He turns you his cum slut in every way possible.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Shisui's dirty secret involves him keeping few of your panties with him during his missions. He cannot function without your sweet aroma, and your panties help him keep his sanity till he comes back to you. You never notice your panties missing which makes his job of stealing your clothes more fun.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
He was experienced but not as much. Shisui is demisexual and cannot have sex with people he doesn't feel connection with. He experienced a little bit with his first partner before you, but with you he took more liberties. He took his time to study your body, making him more experienced in the sphere of pleasuring you.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Missionary. This man LOVES staring in your eyes when he has sex with you. Seeing your face in pleasure gives him more energy. He loves doggy style too, but missionary has a special place in his brain. He is obsessed with seeing the pleasure he gives you, it boosts his ego.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He is both! Shisui can be very goofy in sex. He may crack a joke or too while inside you, as he believes having sex without talking to each other is very dull. But dont expect him to crack a joke when he is too gone into pleasure. He would be focused on making you orgasm and him filling you up. MAYBE after sex he will say things such as "I burnt more calories by fucking you then I ever could with training. We shall add this to our daily schedule"
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He is very groomed. He loves smooth skin both on you and him.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Shisui is one of the guys who is very romantic. He loves initiating intimacy with you every chance he got. He starts off slow, with making food for you, or gifting you flowers or other things you want. A true gentleman indeed. During intimacy he loves praising you, whispering dirty things in your ear. "Oh you take me so good baby..~" or "Your tight pussy feels perfect arouns my cock!!". He isnt afraid to let you know that you are doing a good job.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
Shisui prefers spilling his seed in you, but when he is out on a mission and cannot take any longer, he takes matters into his own hands. He fantasies about you, the different positions he put you some nights ago. He memorised your moans and face during sex, so he uses them every time he jacks off.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He LOVES choking you. It's one of his favourite things to do. Shisui also loves melting wax on your skin, preferably on your back. Another kink he has is tying you. He loves seeing you all helpless and at his mercy.
Another one of his kinks is edging you. Words cannot describe what type of satisfaction this man gets from it. He will edge you so much till you are a crying, horny mess, begging him to finally fuck you and let you cum.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Short answer: EVERYWHERE. Yes, he is a full freak who fucks you where he wants. However, his most favourite places are on the bed and...in public. In his or your bed, he haa the freedom to do what he wants to without feeling ashamed. In public however he is limited. Though he loves being sneaky in public, placing you on his lap and fingering you under your skirt. "Can't be loud baby~ You dont want people around to know what a dirty slut you are right~". Literally tortures you and gets enjoyment from it.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Your pretty face is enough to turn this man on. But as an ass guy, the minute he sees you wearing a tight dress or a short dress, he instantly gets turned on.
During intimacy, your loud moans give him the energy he needs for fucking you. The louder you are, the harder he goes.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Shisui has no specific limitations as he is open to anything, but will never do anything you dont want. For example, if you tell him you dont like anal, he would never force you to have it. He respects your decisions and choices and as a honorable man, he will do anything to make you feel safe with him.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He LOVES receiving oral. Seeing your lips wrapped around his cock is an euphoric sight and feeling for him. Absolutely loves when you cockwarm him with your mouth. If he is angry at something or someone, expect to be on your knees and his cock in your mouth for some time. It relaxes him.
He is big on giving oral too! This man loves having your legs wrapped around his head, suffocating him as you grind on his tongue. He eats you out daily. Loves waking you up with it.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
For Shisui it depends on the type of sex he is having. If he is in the mood for romantic love making, expect slow and sensual one, with lots of soft kisses on your skin. But if he is aggravated and needs to take his anger off, expect to have rough and fast sex. He will break some furnitures here and there trying to satisfy his hunger and the anger he is feeling.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
If he is too busy, or if you are too busy then quickies will be part of your routine. He cannot go a day without touching you so quickies are a good way of helping you both.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Shisui is up for anything. You want to do something risky? Count him in. He will do anything connected with risk. If it correlates with sex too, thats even better.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Shisui has a great stamina! He can go for many rounds, as many as you can take. He trained himself to last long, so he isn't your typical man who lasts a short time. No. With him, you may even get annoyed at how long he can last.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He does not own toys at all. BUT~...He is not against using them on his s/o. In fact, he is very likely to buy toys himself to surprise you during intimacy. "See what I got for you..~" he says while showing the toy. He is fully open to the idea of having toys used on him too!
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He loves teasing you, especially when you both are in public. He pretends to be an innocent guy doing nothing perverted, but under your clothes, his skillful fingers play with your clit without any shame. He mostly does it to see how long you can go without making any moan or cumming. Of course, when you fail, he takes notice of it to punish you later.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He one of the few men who love being vocal. Grunts, moans, whimepers, everything that can cross your mind. He isnt afraid of showing his partner how good she makes him feel and he isnt ashamed for being vocal. In fact, he is quite proud of it.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
You want to know how to get him weak in his knees and get him desperate? Ride him to oblivion. He LOVES when you ride him, it drives him crazy! When you get on top of him, Shisui becomes this obedient man who wants nothing else but see you ride him. His hands would guide your hips first, then when you feel more confident he will let you take the reigns.
Another weakness he has is being tied. Yes he loves being tied. Anything hotter than his s/o tying him and making him her toy? No. He loves it. Do it always, he would be grateful forever.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
Shisui has nice toned body. He takes his sweet time with practices to not be out of shape. He doesnt love being too muscular, as he thinks it makes him look weird. He goes more for a softer muscular size as it suits him better in his mind.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Wild...very wild. There's like no break in between with him. His sex drive always puts him in bad situation and makes you tired.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He falls asleep mostly when you fall asleep. Shisui has to make sure you are in deep slumber before sleeping. Also he loves staring at you when you are asleep, so he tries to enjoy your cute face before dozing off.
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quietlyblooms · 2 months ago
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alright, friends, it's time for a lil heart-to-heart.
for quite a while now, i've struggled with feeling like the rpc is an actual community. there's a few things that contribute to this feeling, but it mostly comes down to a lack of interaction and visible interest. sometimes i feel very one-sided in my interest and attachment to my mutuals bc when i see their ooc posts or headcanons, i like them or comment, yet this isn't reciprocated by everyone. i can usually guess who i'm about to see in my notifications, and to be absolutely clear, i'm very grateful for those people!! it's a handful or two of you, but it could be just one and i'd be grateful. it's not about numbers whatsoever but rather growing uncomfortable that not all of my mutuals are all that interested in my character or me.
i write on here to share the excitement of creating with other people. i write on here to create together, too, but i'm also here to share characters and ideas and lore with people i know are happy to hear me ramble. i'm just getting to the point in which i'm questioning how many of you are actually happy to listen, and that's just not a good feeling at all. i'm not a mind reader, y'all. if you don't tell or show me that you care about the things i talk about or even about interacting, there's no way for me to know. eventually, i'm going to question why you're following me if i never see or hear from you, and eventually, i'm going to softblock and move on. that's the only way forward i see right now because i just do not feel comfortable on my own blog. i feel like i'm retreating into this quiet bubble to avoid discomfort, and it really sucks. it's killing my muse.
i'm not perfect. none of us are, and we can't be online at all times to catch every little post. but if we're a community, then we should be supporting each other when we can and liking headcanons, liking/commenting on those lil ooc posts that remind us our writing partners are humans with lives outside this site, reblogging their promo posts, sending in that meme they've reblogged even if we're nervous to reach out first -- if we're a roleplaying community, then we need to act like it. " community " implies connection, and a connection doesn't really begin when you follow each other. it begins when you reach out, even if it's in some small way.
tldr: i think we can all do better to support our mutuals and to connect, and i'm going to softblock people rather than continue to feel unsure where i stand with my mutuals. i won't start until sometime next week, and i won't make one of those " like this to remain mutuals " posts. they're not helpful to me, if i'm honest. if you're worried, just reach out. i'm literally a 4'9'' gremlin who sleeps with a m.unchlax plushie -- i promise i'm not scary despite this post uvu
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mae-i-scribble · 4 months ago
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I'm so so so happy that the anime is finally here!!!! I watched it as soon as I could even being exhausted after work and it was so worth it. Literally just a direct shot of happiness into my veins. I had a good feeling about the show after the trailers but as a long time manga fan I really am overjoyed that the show is doing it justice!! As a romantic comedy almost gag manga the show absolutely delivers. Some cuts feel a bit abrupt when they didn't need to be but there were also some perfectly timed shot cut aways that made everything so much better. I also really loved the little sound effects, like the beeps of confusion and the little angry noises in time to Hagi's angry expression signs dancing around him when Suo is revealed to be the "prince" of their school. Overall the animation is incredibly well drawn, with minimal motion in favor of putting emphasis on expressions. It can be a bit noticeable at times that they're def cutting down on production costs but overall it never took me out of the show or took away from the enjoyment of the comedy. It's more something I notice because I really love animation and will always keep an eye on it when watching any animated media. The voice acting in it is also fairly standard in regards to my expectations. From the initial trailers I wasn't too sure about Tokiwa's voice but watching this episode made me really appreciate it. I love the near constant underlying anxiety/confusion when it comes to him interacting with Suo, and in general his anxious noises are great fun. Kohaku's voice I was also pleasantly surprised by. From the trailers it sounded like they were going for a more stereotypical tsundere voice archetype for her. In the show itself though it's not nearly as aggressive and the inflection overall feels very true to her character. Everyone else's voices were excellently done! Those two are just the ones that surprised me in a good way. I also love love loved seeing the scene at the arcade that wasn't there in the manga. It just flowed so seamlessly and gave me more character moments with everyone which is exactly what I want. Anime please give me more of this in the future I will eat this up like candy. I want to do an anime/manga comparison sometime for fun but that's for another post. The opening/ending are both very fucking cute. I don't much care for the song choice but the animation for them both is perfect. I also love the way the two connect with the dancing aspect. In the opening in particular each pair is: Suo is as cool and collect as always while Tokiwa is high key embarrassed and having a time (tm)
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Hagi and Kohaku who are both very bewildered (Hagi is definitely having another internal crisis) but doing their best
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Asagi and Fuji who are just vibing together having fun
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They also then do a really cool ending sequence with the girls in casual attire and the boys as plushies that also is just a great showing of their relationships. Kohaku choosing Hagi out via claw machine as a callback to that little dog he gives her during their first meeting and in the way that neither of them really appears to be the others type when it comes to attraction but are choosing to pursue something with each other for vairous reasons (spoilers but not so obvious with kohaku at this point but story definitely is leaning in that direction). In that regard Kohaku's nervousness is a really cute thing.
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Then you get Fuji at the convention hall floor with Asagi sitting on her table when she pats his head. Really showing his dedication to helping her with her passion while showing Fuji's reserved way of expressing affection. For me it's also a fun way of showcasing his ignorance of what she actually draws XD
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Notably, Suo is the only one of the girls still in drag- and spoilers ahead in this but that is most certainly with purpose. She's the one who changes her persona the most drastically between work and casual life with none of the struggle Kohaku has. As the manga goes on it's also incredibly clear that Suo keeps many walls up between herself and the people around her. And even when approaching Tokiwa, she is far more outgoing/pushy when masc presenting rather than fem presenting. Even in this shot, they're at the bar, her job, where she can be safe to express her interest under the disguise of her work persona coming on a little strong. But when left to her own devices, she just wants to watch Tokiwa fondly, not even reaching out to him or anything. (When are we getting the explanation for why Suo fell for Tokiwa so hard PLEASE i am on my hands and fucking knees)
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Overall the anime is 11/10 I am so in love and am waiting eagerly for episode 2. I'm also so excited to see more fans who find this story via the anime because yes it deserves so much
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lucy---lou · 7 hours ago
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Part 7 Lucys-hdg-story
I turn and turn and turn in my bed. I grab my plushie and try to sleep. Sure it's only around 1pm, but I just can't. Not even a short nap. All my thoughts are spiralling around Miss Duralis and Ellie and I just want a break.
Sure I'm angry at them for ignoring my consent, but they won't leave my head. "aaaaaaaaaaahhhhrrgg"
*donk*I hit my head on the table.
"Cutie don't hurt yourself otherwise I'll have to call an affini to check on you", Habi reminds me, my Hab Ai. Yes of course I gave it a name. It's the only thing I talk to all day.
"I'm alright habi"
The affinis urge to help anyone is sure fucking annoying and their Ais too.
My tablet dings
and dings
and dings again.
I already know who it is and try to ignore it. Leave me alone I think to myself.
I manage that for ten minutes.
Ah fuck it what do they have to say. First check Ellies chat. That one won't be as bad.
Elonly:Hiiiiii, I miss you. I know we only met yesterday, but you're just so cute. Especially on Class-As you just wouldn't let me go. I hope we could cuddle sometime again.
Elonly: I miss you
Elonly: Come back and cuddle meeeeee. I want you
Elonly: And kitten is such a cute nickname
Elonly: Be my kitten and cuddle me
Elonly: I'll chat with you later Mistress tells me to leave you alone. Such a meany
Well I was sort of expecting something like that. But wow thats alot aaaand I'm blushing again. Can they just not make me feel like this all the time. No I'm not cute. But she's going to be sad if I don't answer.
Lucy-lou:Heyi, I was literally in your hab two hours ago how can you already miss me. You know I didn't want to be on Class-As
*ding*
She's really desperate °-○
Elonly: Yay you're there. Btw your username is really boring. I don't care you were cute as fuck on them. And you didn't tell when we will cuddle again.
Lucy-lou: Just 'Lucy' wasn't available so I chose this. Simple but everyone knows who I am. I'll maybe cuddle you when I'm no longer mad at miss Duralis.
Elonly: That's even moooore boring. How about cuddlekitten that's soooo cute and fits you really well.
Elonly:pout, I'll tell Mistress to make you happy again so that you will cuddle me. I demand that!
Lucy-lou: No that name is to embarrassing. I'm not a cuddleslut.
If you want to cuddle so bad why don't you cuddle some other floret.
Elonly: But pleeeaaaseeeee that name is so cute. I will get you to use it ♡♡♡♡♡♡. But I want to cuddle you, not just any floret.
Lucy-lou: Yeah right well see if you can convince me to change it. I don't think I'm that special to cuddle you'll find somebody better
Elony:First of all you didn't want to let go of me. Second your appreciation noises are just so unbelievably cute. Third you melted in my lap even without xenodruggies. Oh and you're hot aswell, I'm not supposed to say that but you're hot and cute and I want you.
Lucy-lou: Well thanks I guess. Sorry I have to go to an appointment. See you later
Elonly:Owwwwwww see you later kitten ♡♡♡♡♡♡ miss you♡♡♡♡♡♡
I don't actually have to go anywhere I just can't cope with her flirting with me. Aaaahhh stop doing things to my brain. She's making everything even harder. I can't become a floret and I won't. Just need some distance to them, thats it. Then those stupid thoughts will go away again.
I glance at my tablet again, atleast not getting spammed by Ellie again There's a message from Duralis she wants to make up to me and says she sorry for upsetting me and bla bla bla. I don't think she truly sorry. I ignore the message for the time being. Time to play some games again that'll sure keep any thought at bay. I turn on the TV and connect my controller and everything else vanishes.
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alicepao13 · 4 days ago
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Hudson and Rex S07E02
Got a bit too long.
There is no way those guys manage to balance episodes better when they have a multitude of issues to deal with than when they have none. Are you kidding me?
Rear Window/Home Alone episode? What crazy genius thought of that? Where was that crazy genius in all the other seasons? I’m starting to think that these writers perform better under the immense stress of having to come up with logical plot lines for explaining character absences.
Before I forget. Dear promo department, just because the episode starts with the end scene (almost end scene) doesn’t mean you get to put that scene on the promo. 
Oh, by the way, did we ever do that? Start with a major scene and go backwards? I love that I just did a rewatch, by the way.
Charlie and Sarah moved in together (and she’s already deciding what to keep for the household, watch out, Charlie), and they just… moved in. No explanation. I guess the house was on offer? Too good of an offer to pass up, so they were like, what the hell. Can this even be aired on Up Faith and Family?
Charlie working the electronics in the new house. Lord help us. The "it's very tough to hear because you're barking" to Rex was funny.
Rex was "like that" with the old house? No, he wasn't. You're lying. Also, he's been trying to find a place to sleep because THERE ARE BOXES EVERYWHERE.
We have a great word for when a house is not yet finished and still looks like a constructions site and there is no English equivalent! Ugh.
Sarah has already started throwing away Charlie's stuff!
Lochlyn Munro was on White Chicks with John Reardon. I haven't watched that movie in some time but I still have the feeling I wanted to punch both their characters there lol
"I don't think she's coming back after that cruise". Well, you definitely jinxed her, Sarah.
I love Rex at home montages so much. And the music.
After more than 100 episodes, we finally see a cat. I wasn’t sure they existed in this universe. Also, Rex's cat plushie is 100% new.
Guns? You guys were shipping guns? What are you, Americans?
I like the throwbacks already. Even though I despise those two characters. Now I'm actually glad that I did the rewatch because while I'd remember Porter, I would definitely not remember ginger cop.
What do you mean the SJPD assigns the password purely based on someone’s name and birthday? Without any random numbers or characters??? I’m sorry but then the shitfest that inevitably followed is on the IT department. Everyone knows that most people, cops or not, will not bother to change their password. That’s why the password assigned must be RANDOM. Jesse, I’m blaming you. You’re the only IT guy in there I know.
Porter. You trusted Porter. Joe, I don’t know what to say, honestly.
Speaking of, what the actual hell do you mean IA found no further misconduct in Porter’s other cases? That’s impossible. Just this month while on my rewatch, I was writing that there is no way they won’t find anything, not with the way he handles cases. Did they even look?
“I look forward to meeting the real Rex”. Ohoho, buddy…
I like how affectionate Sarah is with Rex. 
Sarah to Rex: "Charlie understands your signals better than I do." Charlie: *attributes Rex’s barking to him smelling fertilizer, which if I recall has never happened, and almost washes away the blood off the murder weapon by accident, because he’s well versed in Rex speak* (I’m not mad. It was funny. Although I definitely called him an idiot there. Welcome back, himbo!Charlie.)
Hey, we got Charlie on his bike! On the seventh season.
I wrote a lot of things on my rewatch, most I’ve already forgotten. One thing I remember writing, was that if there are two cases that start as separate, they will magically connect at some point in the episode in almost every crime show. I feel like this show lives to prove me wrong.
Pet peeve. Jesse has his finger on the trigger the entire time during the arrest scene. It is 2025. Why did they bother to teach Justin Kelly the proper stance and didn’t bother to tell him that the index goes on the side of the frame of the firearm when they have to shove a camera on his face and arm. I'm not mad at the actor, by the way, it's not his job to know, that's technical stuff. What’s weird is that I’ve seen 100+ episodes of Hudson and Rex (102 now) and I think John Reardon has never done this? And I think that because I’d have reacted like that. In fact, I remember pointing out that he did hold it properly numerous times. So, silly me, I thought they had someone to tell them about stuff like that, at least for the main characters.
They remembered police vests! I might shed a tear.
You cannot set up a Home Alone scene and put dramatic music. Or, I guess you can, but I will still laugh. It was funny. I know that realistically, you can’t put on something like a Benny Hill music there because the entire scene will eventually lead to finding the body, but that part will be funny no matter what.
Did anyone think that something was going to happen to Charlie’s bike while on the stint? Because I did.
I’m glad that Rex turned out to be goading Arnold when he was holding the meat tenderizer and that he had already set up traps in the house because in the promo it seemed like an idiotic move. Yes, he’s a dog, but he’s a superdog and I’m used to him being smart.
The sheer amount of plush toys that Rex has... Oh. My. God. I think they moved to have more space for his plush toys, actually.
Charlie: *accusatorily* "Why is there blood on your tenderizer?" Oh my god, don’t pull out your handcuffs yet, Detective!
Thank god Rex thought to throw the paint on Arnold because it would take Charlie and Sarah another episode to figure it out, with the way they were going.
"She was gonna leave me". And... what? Now you ruined both your lives. Good job, shithead.
They're worried about the impression they made on their new neighbors? What about their old neighbors who turned up as murderer and victim?
Since when are Charlie and Sarah such proud Newfies to have a Newfoundland flag up?
Easter egg: Felipe Rodriguez's name is on the "For Sale" sign.
Yes, John Reardon’s reduced screentime is noticeable. And I’d be a liar if I didn’t admit that I missed Charlie and Rex’s partnership in this episode, especially following a Charlie/Rex focused season. But it is what it is. It’s also good to recognize it and to be a bit more appreciative of what he has offered in all these years to the show. On the other hand, we get to see more of Sarah, Joe, and Jesse. I know not everyone is tuning in for that, yes, the show is called Hudson and Rex. Well, tough. And I'd find it difficult for anyone to try to criticize how this season's episodes are structured without sounding like an asshole, for many reasons.
Promo: Per IMDb, there's an episode that doesn't credit John Reardon at all. I don't really see Charlie in this promo so it might be that one (although that's supposed to be the bees episode and I also don't see bees, there's only mention of oyster farms). And I'm not sure I even see Diesel in this promo, although I see Rex. Ah, the sadness of not being 10 years old anymore. They can't change dogs without me noticing.
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luimagines · 2 months ago
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That Dragon AU Part 18
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Chapter 18 : Sleepy Conversations
Enno shook their heads. “Yours… came out when I took another break from the series. So no, I don't have a physical copy of your story.”
They hung their heads down in shame. “Honestly Link? I didn’t go through it until. I want to make that clear. I actually had no feelings other than you were one of the Links, while I did form a connection towards I knew it wasn’t that strong like Winds was. The kid reminds me of my older sibling. Obviously not anymore but- When I met you and the others physically, I had this feeling that if you knew this it would make you uncomfortable or untrusting of me and pinky. Which is why I asked before if you knew since she did say something about it.”
Warrior stood in silence, listening to Enno as they spoke. He didn’t feel the need to interrupt. Something told him that should simply listen instead.
“That’s why I yelled at Cia the day in the throne room that she didn’t care that you and the others were your own people. That she only knows these things about you guys because she was watching. I only saw your adventures yet I still wanted you guys to tell me about things from your point of view because there's a chance that I didn't have the full picture. Even from my point of view, all of you are different from how I saw it in this world. So to me, I separated what I did know from the people I wanted to at least get along and get to know properly with. Romantic feelings with you were not on my mind at all, it just happened.” 
Enno started tearing up. Their anxiety was kicking in, making them talker faster than necessary. They had wished Warrior could have stayed ignorant, but the vault was open and they won’t be able to close it again. “I was really trying not to do anything. I’m so sorry. I should have been more clear about what I meant before we ran straight first into this.” A part of Enno wondered if this is what Cia wanted, for Warrior to stop trusting them. “if- if your opinion of me has changed I understand. I’ll- stop interacting with you or go by the boundaries you put up. Let me continue helping you all please. It’s the least I can do now that I’m able to.” 
Enno didn't know how to fix this.
Warrior hugged them. "...I was going to make a joke about you having favorites."
He nuzzled into them. "But no need Sweetheart. Cia never laughed at me being an idiot so you were different from the start. I'm just curious. You're not in trouble."
Despite his words, Enno tried to push him away. "No, this is a big deal, Link. You should be mad at me for not telling you in the very beginning." They said, trying to give him space. "Just because I was 'different from the start' doesn’t mean that I didn’t keep this to myself and hide it from you. If you knew about this, would you still want to be with me? Would anything in the past week still happen?"
"Well.... Pinky already told us." Warrior admits shyly. "So I can't say I'm surprised. The truth is that I knew part of it already, so yes. It would have happened. Not to mention that we've already had this discussion. Remember? I fell for you anyway. And this isn't going to change that."
"Hng- '' Enno dropped their head on his chest, "I still should have been clearer. It's still not fair for you with what you went through." They sighed, taking the gamecase from him to put it back, "I still want to learn about your adventures from your point of view."
"Are you sure about that?" Warrior grimaces. "It's probably not as sugar coated as you're used to if someone else tells the story."
He pulled them closer again and sighs. "But I appreciate it."
“I’m sure. It’s better if you guys tell me then me assuming I know everything.” Enno swayed a bit before pushing him onto the bed “I want cuddles.” They mumbled, climbing in after taking their shoes off and taking some of their Baymax plushies off to make room. “If it means anything I only vaguely know what happens in your adventure, anything outside of it I have no idea about.”
Warrior laughed a bit, taking his shoes off as well and getting on the bed to accommodate them. "I supoose that's fair."
He takes them into his arms, wrapping them up in them and intertwining their legs together. They can hear his heartbeat. "We have time to talk. You need to rest, My Love. Just forget about things for a moment. Just be here with me. Ok?"
"I'm not going to disappear on you." Enno said, letting him move them to how he wanted. "I don't want you to leave me. I've accepted two facts at the same time. I am willing to leave here for your world, and if you didn't want to be with me, I would let you go. I'm scared of being similar to Cia. There are already some I don't want there to be more. And god forbid she finds out."
"It'll be our little secret." He says beside their ears. He bites it playfully and retreats with a chuckle. He lays down fully on the bed, resting. "There.... might not be enough room for the two of us here." He says and wiggles a bit more. "....I didn't get to talk to Mask... Everything happened so fast. And now he's far away again and Time is going through who knows what."
Enno shoved the rest of the plushies off. “I’ll clean them up later.” They wiggled back to give him more room. “I know Pinky and Time are talking in the other room through my iPad, a device that can communicate. If you want to go say hi you can.” They took his hand and kissed it. “Look, I'm going to be honest with you. I have no idea why this past week I’ve so anxious. But don’t let that stop you from talking to me about your worries.”
"Don't tempt me like this." Warrior pouted. "As much as I'd like to, I also don't want to intrude on Time and Pinky. He needs it more than I do."
He sighed and played with the hair at the back of their head. "I can wait. I'm sure we'll see them soon enough. You're from here, what's the worst that can happen?"
"Mmmmm not much, I live in a small town. It's nothing like the city. If we were there then we would be in a bit of trouble." Enno sighed. "Not sure what we can do. It's really boring around here."
"Well boring is good." Warrior snorted. "At least in this case. We don't need any more interesting things happening, thank you very much." He snuggleed closer to them. "Let's just stay here. Let's not do anything."
“I have to do something soon…. For food…. I don’t trust Wild to figure out how to use my things.” Enno leaned on him sighing again. “I would love to just stay here and sleep with you her-“ Enno cut themselves off with a groan, remembering something, “I need to warn you guys to not wear armor or bring around swords and stuff here. No need for it.”
"I see." Warrior dragged his fingers against theirr scalp gently, pulling their hair back as he moved. "But what’s one day?"
He moved his arm and took off his shoulder piece, placing it on the floor by the bed. "Not many of us have armor.... and the swords have been put away since the walk. I can’t speak much about magical items though... and we may need to help Time."
“Mhm….but he is probably bedridden until we get Mask figured out…” Enno started to slur their words as they relaxed further. They nuzzled and got more comfortable as they held him. “If it's one day, then it’s everyone’s day off including you, right?”
"Yes, Sweetheart." Warrior hums. "Mine too."
"Stay with me?" He asks quietly, letting the quiet of the night drift over them both. He had not once stopped playing with their hair, giving miniature scalp massages as he goes.
“You don’t have a choice.” They said, leaning up to give kisses. “You’re making me fall asleep when I just want you to relax too.” Enno rested their head on his chest, paying attention to his heartbeat. “Weird that you’re not just extremely warm.”
Warrior wanted to make a comment about how they had actually woken up a few hours ago but he wasn’t about to stop them from taking a nap.
"You think I'm warm?" He said instead. "I havn't noticed. It would probably be my fire… magic...."
No magic = no power
"Huh..." Warrior blinked, still playing with their hair. "Yeah... That'll do it."
“You’re still very hot though, and I’m living for this. Like I said before, Time can’t feel the mark.” Enno blindly looked for his hand because their feel like opening their eyes. Once they found his hand, they put it on where their mark would have been. “We don’t have them either. I still consider you my husband though.”
Warrior frowned. "My magic is gone....."
He made a face but returned to playing with their hair after a beat. "My feelings are still very much the same."
"What a concept.... the mark is gone but I'm still alive...." Warrior hummedagain and sighed. "You are my partner. I won't change it for the world."
Enno’s breath hitched. They didn’t expect him to say that. 
“I…” They nuzzled into him. “Mhm, perfect, amazing, wonderful. Thanks. If I could I would get you a ring. So no matter which world we are in it would still count.” They ignored the fact that they would need to go through the courts and such but still.
"What's in a ring?" Warrior tilted his head against the pillow. "Who said it had to be a ring?"
He smiled. "I gave you my mother's headband. And I think that's good enough."
“Well no one said it had to be ring, but that’s what I think about when I think of traditional human wedding gifts.” Enno said, smiling. “It is good enough for me too but I want to gift you something that you can wear.”
"I'd like that." Warrior said. He kissed their forehead and poked their head with his nose. "It can be our thing."
Enno enjoyed the affection. 
“It could.” Despite the notion that there were probably already people who had done that, but it’s fine. “But like what do you want? Or should I surprise you again?”
"Hmmmmm... Surprise me." Warrior closed his eyes with a grin. "It should come from your heart... something that called to your soul. I'd wear it every day."
“Hubby nooooooo.” Enno whined, getting on top of him more. “I want you to wear it and it be safe while you work.” Enno listened to his heartbeat some more, before turning their head to their collection of pins. “Unless I have something that you can pin to your scarf or tunic.”
"As long as I can have it front and center, enough so that everyone I meet can see it, I'd wear anything..... Even if it's some ridiculous hat." Warrior giggled. "Believe it or not, I'm do paper work quite often. Safety shouldn't be so hard to establish once we settle down."
They nod, imaging what to get him. “I want it to be more subtle but you want to show it off. Maybe we can compromise and say something simple but noticeable?”
"Of course. I trust your judgment to not make it too gaudy or obnoxious... You're not that kind of person." Warrior yawned.
“Get something SUPER gaud-“ There was a knock at the door and Enno instantly groaned.
“Enno teach me your kitchen!” Wild called out. Enno sighed and got off of Warrior.
“I’ll be back.”
Warrior whined and held on tighter. "Noooo.... I was comfortable."
They still managed to leave since he didn't fight them, knowing that leaving Wild alone doesn't bode well when heat or flame is involved. 
"My Love, come back to me."
Enno turned back and gave him a teddy bear, kissing his forehead like a kid. “I’ll be back soon.”
They left the room. “Ok, come, come.” They gestured to Wild. 
They went downstairs where the other boys were actually playing board games with Howl’s Moving Castle in the background. 
“Not going to ask-“ They turned and went into the small kitchen. “Ok, so, this is the oven and stove. See these dials?” They turned one and the burners turned on. “You can go high to low heat. This one can set the oven temperature and timer for how long it should take to cook.” Enno moved to the fridge. “This is where perishables are,” then pointed to the upper counters. “You can find other stuff in here.”
Wild got an excited look on his face. "Awesome. Free reign!"
"Moma!" Wind cries. "Four's cheating!"
Warrior for his part looked at the bear and pouted, but he kept holding onto it. He simply rolled over and stared at the ceiling, thinking.
Back in the kitchen, Enno pointed at Wild. “No, you don’t. I will be standing here to put out the flames.” They went to the opening of the kitchen. “Four be nice to Wind.”
Four stuck out his tongue at them. “I’m not, he is just mad.”
"You are too!" Wind shouted and stood up.
Sky shook his head. "Legend is the one who is actually cheating and you don't see me calling him out on it."
Legend said nothing. He just smirked.
“How are you cheating in Disney Monopol- actually you can. Carry on. Wind, if you don’t want to play you can play with Gingersnap.” Enno said as the cat in question jumpped up onto the counter next to them.
“Enno do you hav- never mind.” Wild found the pots and pans. “This is easy!”
Wind's jaw dropped and he pointed to Legend. "But he- you-!"
"Ha!" Legend rolled the dice. "Three blues please."
Sky snorted, handing over the money.
Four rolled his eyes and frowned. "Are we even playing this right?"
"Doubt it." Hyrule shrugs. "But does it really matter?"
“Probably not.” Enno said, watching the movie. It was still at the beginning. Gingersnap went to Wind, giving him cuddles and moral support. Twilight came in with Time, sitting him down on the couch. “Welcome back to the living world. Old man.”
“It’s nice to be here.” He joked back. “Your thing is on the table.”
“Oh my iPad? Thanks. I’ll go charge it so it wont die on you next time if you use it.” Enno said, leaving the kitchen. “Twi, make sure Wild doesn’t burn the house down for a few seconds?”
They ran upstairs, grabbing their IPad and plugged it into the charger on the nightstand. They headed back downstairs. As they passed, Enno looked into their room door for a second before heading back down.
Warrior laid in the bed, vaguely hearing the conversation beyond the door. 
"They left me here." He pouted as he spoke to the bear. "Now what?"
"Let's play a different game!" Wind cries. "You guys aren’t being fair!"
"What game, then?" Hyrule folded his cards.
"One where Legend can't cheat!"
"Impossible." Legend smirked. "How ya feeling, Old Man? How's the Mrs.?"
Time rolled his eyes. “Pinky is doing well. She is in her home with Mask.” He looked at the board game, trying to figure out what exactly was happening.
Enno stopped at the bottom step. “Are you guys going to need me?”
“No, go back to lover boy.” Legend waved them away. “I’ve figured out a lot of this stuff.”
“Jeez, ok, bye, I guess. Let us know when Wild is done?” Enno huffed, going back upstairs and into their room.
"I will never understand how you do that." Sky huffed, helping to clean up the previous game as Four chose the next one.
Twilight smiled and got comfortable. "If you need to Old Man, just say the word and we can go back upstairs."
"I've said it before, I'll say it again" Hyrule smirked. "Too much fun stresses him out."
"Everyone is situated." Enno opened the door, closing it softly. Going to the desk, they picked up their blood glucose receiver wanting to check where they were at. Everything was fine so they turned back around to the bed.
Warrior pretended like he wasn't having a one sided conversation with the bear. He saw the meter and tilted his head. "What was that?"
Enno looked back at it. "Oh. Remember I told you I have an issue with this body? That is what tells me if my blood sugar levels are to high or to low." They explained, crawling back in. "Everything is ok."
"Le...levels?" Warrior's brow furrowed, easily taking them back into his arms. "Hm.... what happens if your too high or too low? Anything I should look for while we're here?"
"Uhhhhh a quick death or coma then death." They shrugged. "I've been dealing with this for awhile. You don't need to worry to much. Honestly, it's why I'm more pissed about having more medical issues in your world rather then being turned into a dragon. At least in your world it's more barrable."
Warrior goes shock still. "Thats... an issue here?"
He pets them as he pulls them closer. "Man.... No wonder you were willing to leave this world behind... Thats.... yeah.. all things considered, that's the easy part."
"What? No, I would leave here to be with you." Enno corrected him. "Medically, I don't care. Ether way, I don't care about what I have to deal with medically. As long as your here with me, I'm satisfied."
"But it is a bonus." Warrior laughed. "You can't deny that..."  Then he sobered again and sighs. "And then Cia had to go and make things complicated again."
He paused and froze mid-stroke through their hair. "Oh.. that's a weird feeling.... I can't purr anymore...."
Enno burst out laughing, turning away from him with a hand over their mouth to stop it. "Thats- oh my god." They started laughing harder regardless. "I'm sorry for laughing at you but that was so cute??"
They turned back to hug him. "No honey, you can’t purr. I assume you’re not a dragon currently. Welcome to being a human, babe."
"Hmmm." Warrior made a face. "I can... feel myself trying to reach it but nothing happens. It's a weird feeling..... Shame."
He raised an eyebrow. "How sad it is. I can't do my dragon things....." He paused. "You know... when I was younger, I wanted to be just be a human. Nothing else. Everything seemed easier."
Enno propped their chin up on his chest to look at him. "Hm? Is it? Honestly, I feel like being human is more annoying then anything. But considering all of this," They gestured to their body. "-I am bias."
Warrior huffed with a laugh before he seemed to grow bitter about something. "At least you've never accidently set something on fire. Or burned anything down by sneezing or laughing too hard. Kinda hard to do that as a human unless you were dealing with heat already."
Enno stayed quiet, not knowing what to say. "You’re not wrong..." They said, shiftinga bit to hold him better. "Do you want to talk about it?" They asked, putting his head on their chest so that they could play with his hair.
Warrior closed his eyes and hummed. He was thinking about it, getting lost in their touch.
He took a while, which led them to believe that he wasn’t actually going to answer.
He took a deep breath and let it out.
Enno coild hear a bit of commotion downstairs. It sounded like someone lost and was pissed about it. It would have been funnier if they knew what was actually happening.
"I killed my parents." Warrior says quietly.
Enno frose. "What-" Biting their tongue, they started playing with his hair again. They were thrown for a loop for a second as Cia's words came crashing into the forefront fo their mind.. Why was she so adamant on throwing this information around like it was her life? 
"May I ask what happened? I feel like I am missing pieces because I don't think it was your fault."
Warrior took another deep breath. "I set the house on fire. My father.... wasn't a dragon, but my mother and sister are. He... was kind but a bit strict."
Warrior nuzzled into Enno. He may have appeared calm but they got the impression that he was paying attention to their every reaction.
"I've never been able to control my fire very well. It's too linked to my emotions. We... I was young... angry...volitile. I ran out with my sister and before my mother could get my father out of the burning house, it collapsed."
"So because you were a teenager, aka in the time of your life were you are the most emotionally unstable, you accidentally burn your house down?" Enno asked, not accusing him at all. More so wanting to stress that it was an accident more then it was his fault.
"I can't agree that your to blame for that. Especially since you were a child." They kept brushing his hair out and letting it fall. "You said you were unable to grieve this right? I'm all ears and I'm more then willing for you to let loose." They gave him a few kisses. "I cant change the past or fully help you heal from it. But I want to support you through the process if your willing to go through it. Holding this all in for this long can't be health for you."
Warrior stayed quiet for a moment before he looked up at them. His voice was quiet and wet, even if there were no tears in his eyes. "I love you."
He let out a shaky breath and leaned up to kiss them properly. "I... didn't even try to stop it... My sister was so little... she doesn't remember. Eventually, I joined the army and she stayed with our Grandma."
He gulped, hiding his face from you. "My father.... it was an argument. He....never understood why I wasn't more like him. I tried-"
The words got stuck in his throat.
Their heart shattered. "Oh, Link..." They held him tighter, trying not to cry. "If you need to cry, you can." They whispered. "You don't need to keep it together anymore, you can let it out."
"I don't know..." Warrior admitted, even as his face twisted. "It's been so long.... I don't even know if the tears have all evaporated. I couldn't... I couldn't cry then and I've moved on..... I have people that I have to look after. There's work that has to be done. I couldn't just.... I never could be left alone with my thoughts. And when Cia-"
He cut himself off, his grip on the bed tight enough to make his knuckles white.
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age-of-play-i-say · 2 years ago
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Daddy's Plush Replacement, pt. 1
A big shoutout to @justpottytime for the inspo, hope you like it!
"I know, Peanut, but it's only for one night," Daddy invokes my name in littlespace, and I drop like a stone.
No longer the independent, loving partner who is handling a brief separation with a stiff upper lip, my eyes immediately well up.
Daddy's baby isn't meant to be resilient or supportive, and why would a baby hide their emotions? Sometimes when Daddy's having a hard time getting through to me when I'm big, he'll remind me that I have the option to be his good baby, rather than try to people-please for him. This headspace helps me receive his love and support without my hang-ups. I stop stone-facedly re-organizing his travel stuff on the coffee table and curl into a seated ball on the couch. The tears begin flowing immediately, sniffles and howling sobs soon follow.
Daddy drops on the couch beside me, tugging my legs over his lap and leaning me into his chest. He expected this, but his heart still aches at my distress. Still, he takes pride in my vulnerability with him. He understands that all of this reaction is based on my trust in him. I hiccup and he chuckles kindly and kisses the top of my head. His hand wraps around my back and he lightly circles his fingers up my spine.
"My Peanut," he murmurs softly in my hair, "I know it's scary, I know," he rocks us both gently back and forth on this stationary couch, tracing soothing circles on my back.
Already, my chest is less tight and it's getting easier to draw breath. Daddy hears my sobs die down and pats my back firmly to make sure I'm not dissociating out of my emotions. I'm not, I don't dissociate much anymore now that our dynamic is so secure. Having my needs met is truly changing me for the better, and I love him so much for that. I raise my head to see him.
"There's your sweet face!" Daddy grabs a handful of Kleenex and gently wipes my cheeks, "Daddy has a present for you, for being so brave about your night without him! Wanna see, Peanut?" 
I nod, childishly distracted. He takes my hand and we head to his study, where he works from home most days. Every month or so, they need him in the city for a presentation and normally this is a day trip. 
For those outings, I've always stayed big, not comfortable being alone in littlespace. As soon as he arrived home, however, I'd drop intensely, requiring a lot of care and attention. Daddy loved giving me that attention, but it was an intense drop for both of us. He'd been suggesting I stay in headspace while he's away for awhile now; making the point that if I stay connected with my needs during his absence, having him meet them wouldn't feel like such an emergency when he arrives.
And this time he's going overnight. His presentation is early in the morning and his colleagues want to meet ahead of time, so driving into the city and staying in a hotel is best.
I have shied away from staying Little in the past, terrified that I'd feel that empty ache in my chest, spoiling my headspace. I saw his point, but I didn't know how to stay Little without his voice, his hands, his smell. Knowing Daddy isn't there when my mind iss fuzzy and simple had sounded like punishment to me.
He stops, beaming in the doorway, gesturing for me to enter.
The daybed is turned down with my favorite pillows and blankets and my little nest under his desk has been pulled to the center of the room and sports a TV tray laden with dry, toddler snacks and sippy cups. The DVD player is set up and already playing cartoons on mute. Around the rest of the playpen are stim toys and all my plushies.
He's glowing with pride while I take everything in, wide-eyed. My heart flutters and I turn to face him.
"Thought it might help you stay Little if you have a safe space. And I don't want you walking around the scary apartment all alone at night." He is carefully reading my expression, making sure his instinct to encourage this headspace is landing with me.
I think it over. "wha'bout potties?" A trip down a dark hall would certainly require me to be Big again.
Daddy points to my little bee potty in the corner, with a new basket next to it. From here, I can see the diapers poking out of the top and my breath catches in my throat.
"I've thought of everything, Peanut."
I want this. I want to stay Little. I wriggle excitedly and make to run to my playpen before Daddy catches me by the waistband and pulls me into a hug from behind. I giggle and squirm against him.
"I have one more surprise for you, baby, and once I show you, I'm gonna get going, okay?" He steps forward, guiding me in front of him. We stop in front of the bed, and I finally see it.
An enormous plushie head pokes out of the duvet. A teddy bear's head. I pull the duvet down to reveal the shirt Daddy's worn as pajamas all week, wrapped around a massive teddy bear. The teddy was huge, around Daddy's size or even bigger, considering how the t-shirt fit.
Daddy grins at my astonishment, leaning around me to pull the duvet down the rest of the way. I gasp. Teddie's strapped up, my favorite thick dildo proudly jutting out from a harness.
"I got you a playmate, Peanut!" Daddy's arms withdraw from my sides, and I faintly feel him place a kiss on my temple, "As a special treat for being so good, I made sure his cock is a bit bigger than you're used to."
Wordlessly, I yank my pants off and scramble to Teddie, curling into his plush side and kissing the soft fur of his neck and the collar of Daddy's shirt. Daddy's scent fills my nostrils. My little nipples go hard and a sticky heat pools in my undies. 
I sigh dreamily and flip to straddle Teddie's huge plush thigh, trapping his silicone cock between our plush bodies. I shiver happily and hover blissfully before grinding on his thigh, snapping my hips back and forth.
Daddy reappears above me, jacket on and keys in hand. He's radiating joy, thrilled that his little one has taken to his 'baby sleepover' plan so quickly. He wraps an arm around my waist and guides my little hips to slow way down and press in, grinding my little tdick so firmly into Teddie.
"Okay, baby, just a few more details about your space," he stills my hips, letting me loose enough to bounce, but not to grind, "Daddy will be back by 11am, if you need to leave little space, just leave and close the door, I'll take care of everything else."
"But if you stay," he breezes along, "just do your best not make potties on Teddie, okay? He's a little hard to clean."
Wordlessly, my eyes flick to the diaper basket and back to Teddie I nod, undies even stickier all of a sudden while my cheeks turn pink. He lets me go, tapping my bottom with his open palm to restart my grinding.
"Love you, Peanut! Make sure you check Teddie's tail later for a special surprise." He turns my ocean sound machine on, having moved it from our bedroom. Daddy's thought of everything.
He lingers in the doorway, heart full at the sight of his baby pleasuring themselves. He feels his cock stir. For a fleeting moment, he feels jealous of the night Teddie gets to have in his place. He shakes the silly thought out of his head and silently wills himself to leave.
With this, the door to my new playroom closes softly, and a few moments later, the front door locks faintly. 
I don't hear any of it. Glassy-eyed and slack-jawed, I'm facedown on Teddie, breathing in Daddy's musk and humping my little brain away, banishing it until Daddy's return.
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ssruis · 6 months ago
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A good sekai can’t be made alone.
The wonderland sekai was obviously manifested by Tsukasa alone, there’s no arguing against that. However I think a lot of people understate the connection the rest of WxS has on it - whether it’s due to Tsukasa’s strong bonds with emu/nene/rui or them actually influencing the sekai, they do have an impact on it. After all:
Rui: (For Tsukasa-kun, his friends’ happiness is his own happiness.)
(Pandemonium - TL Tsukasa’s #3 fan)
Additionally, the first time Tsukasa experiences anything to do with the sekai (that we know of), Miku appears to already know of emu/nene/rui despite Tsukasa having never met any of them before.
KAITO: Also, if you ever find this SEKAI somewhat nostalgic, please...hold on to those feelings.
Tsukasa: Nostalgic? Why would I find it nostalgic?
Miku: Come with everyone else next time, Tsukasa! Let's all sing and dance in a show together☆
Miku: I'm sure everyone else has the same feelings as you too!
(WxS Main story - Opening)
Rui:
Rui’s impact is probably the easiest to see, given that the wonderlands sekai has to spoonfeed him his own emotions in the form of an easily digestible conflict one of the plushies is experiencing.
There’s the disagreement between the kitty and doggie plushie in Wonder Halloween:
Len: I organized a show for the plushies, but they all started fighting again!
Doggie Plushie: I want to make the show better! Why aren’t you letting me?!
Kitty Plushie: But you’ll get hurt if you do something like that!
(Wonder Halloween)
Kitty Plushie: I want to be friends, but I'm worried that I'll say something weird and end up being an outcast... That would hurt me more than being alone...
Kitty Plushie: That's why I...I just can't bring myself to speak my mind...
KAITO: Ah… you’re afraid of being alone.
KAITO: But you shouldn’t worry, because you already have a friend right here, don’t you?
Kitty Plushie: I do?
Doggie Plushie: …
KAITO: Doggie's always trying to get you to speak up because it wants to know what's on your mind. This means that doggie is concerned about you.
KAITO: That also means that it wants to get to know you better, don't you agree?
(Wonder Halloween)
The fact that Tsukasa had no idea why Rui was holding back in Wonder Halloween but the concerns of the kitty plushie mirror emotions Rui himself wasn’t even aware he was feeling is probably the strongest case for “yes wxs themselves impact the sekai as opposed to it being a result of their impact on Tsukasa and his feelings about it. KAITO even mentions this connection:
KAITO: Yes. At the time, I felt like Rui’s solitude was somewhat connected to the kitty plushie.
KAITO: That’s why I wanted kitty to realize that it had a friend who was concerned about it.
(Kaito’s Wonder Halloween 4*)
The situation with the birdie plushie could have just been a coincidence, given that its struggles aren’t too similar to Rui’s, but I think that with the context of Wonder Halloween you could make the case that it’s another instance of Rui influencing the sekai.
Birdie Plushie: But I can do it!
Birdie Plushie: I don’t care if no one else can! I’ll do it by myself!
[…]
Rui: As much as they want to do a show, no one else is willing to participate…
Rui: That sounds like the old me. I wish I could help out somehow…
(Curtain Call)
On the surface that doesn’t seem to have much to do with Rui + the Arkland offer, however:
Birdie Plushie: *Sob* If only someone would help me...
Miku: Bird…
Birdie Plushie: No! Now's not the time for that!!
Miku: …!
Birdie Plushie: I said I'm gonna do this show! And only I can do it because it's too dangerous for the others!
Birdie Plushie: I have to do it! I have to show everyone just how much fun it is to fly!
Birdie Plushie: It's so sad that only I know what it's like to fly. So, I'm gonna show everyone how great it is!
Birdie Plushie: I wanna show them how great it feels to rip through the air! I wanna tell them about how fun it is when you become so light as you fly really high into the air!
(Miku’s Curtain Call 2*)
I think there’s probably some parallels that can be drawn between the birdie plushie’s mindset and Rui’s mindset as a kid in RMD and the mindset he probably carried with him when he began doing solo shows.
Little Rui: Everyone, what’s the matter?
Classmate A: Rui, doing such dangerous things all of a sudden is really strange, you know…
Little Rui: Eh?
Classmate B: That’s right! We can’t do those kind of things!
Little Rui: B-but…!
[flashback]
Nene’s Mom: H…hold on, what are the two of you doing!? You’re dripping wet!
Rui’s Mom: Just when I was wondering what you wanted to do with a vinyl pool… Hey, Rui! Don’t put Nene in danger!
[end flashback]
Little Rui: (Certainly, it might be dangerous, but…!)
[flashback]
Little Nene: It’s fine! I want to do it!
Little Nene: I’m the little mermaid, so in order to meet the prince, I have to swim!
[end flashback]
Little Rui: (The scene I came up with that time, it really improved because of that… and Nene was super pleased too!)
Little Rui: (Together, with everyone, just like that—)
Classmate A: Rui, why do you want to do something that dangerous?
Little Rui: — I want to create an interesting show!
Little Rui: If we made an interesting show together, I’m sure everyone will—!
Classmate A: I can’t do that just because it looks interesting!
(RMD - TL Arvon Oven)
Regardless of how connected the birdie plushie’s issues and Rui’s issues in Curtain Call are, the birdie plushie’s situation still leads to him having a realization:
Birdie Plushie: And… it was kinda lonely.
Rui: What?
Miku: Yeah, I bet…
Miku: Putting on fun shows is a really wonderful thing…
Miku: But it’s gotta feel so lonely when the people you care about aren’t there with you.
Rui: Oh.
Rui: (That’s it…)
Rui: (Despite already having an answer ready, the reason I’m still dwelling on this is because…)
Rui: (I still want to…)
Rui: (I still want to keep doing shows with them.)
(Curtain Call)
Also, for a lack of anywhere better to put it, Luka is sleepiest when everyone around her is happy:
MEIKO: This is somewhat unrelated, but I think I've figured out when Luka tends to fall asleep...!
KAITO: You have?
MEIKO: I think so. She seems to feel sleepiest when everyone around her is smiling.
MEIKO: When they're having fun or enjoying themselves, she starts falling asleep.
Rui: I see...
MEIKO: The opposite seems to be true as well since she's almost never sleepy when something is bothering someone.
MEIKO: She'll attentively listen to what someone has to say.
(Luka’s doll festival 3*)
And one of the first instances we see that confirms this is when Rui is struggling in the cheer squad event.
Luka: The thing is... I haven't been able to sleep much lately.
Luka: Zzz... See? I just can't seem to fall asleep.
MEIKO: What?! But you've always been able to fall into a deep slumber given ten seconds!
MEIKO: Why didn't you tell me this sooner? Are you okay? Do you not feel well?
Luka: No, I don't think I'm sick or anything.
Luka: However... I've been getting this strange feeling in my chest whenever I try to fall asleep.
MEIKO: A strange feeling...? Hmm... You certainly don't seem sick or unwell…
MEIKO: Is something on your mind by chance?
Luka: On my mind?
Luka: Oh…
[flashback]
Luka: Hmm... Something you want to say, but can't... That's a tricky one...
Luka: But you told us about it, didn't you, Rui...?
Rui: Well…
[End flashback]
MEIKO: I see… You’re worried about Rui.
(Luka’s Cheer Squad 4*)
& then after everything goes well and Rui has a good time:
Luka: <Zzz...♪ Zzz...♪>
MEIKO: <Hey, Luka! Wake up!>
Luka: <Mhm?>
MEIKO: <Don't give me that... We were definitely about to lose you there. What happened to you having trouble falling asleep?>
Luka: <Hehe. But it looks like everyone’s having so much fun.>
[…]
KAITO: <Hehe. You have that look on your face, Rui. I'm looking forward to what you have in store for us during the cheering competition.>
MEIKO: <Hehe. You seem just as happy, Luka.>
Luka: <Yes, that's because...>
Luka: <It looks like Rui found a way to break that spell.>
(Luka’s Cheer Squad 4*)
Off the top of my head, Luka is also the one to speak to Nene when she’s thinking about having to leave WxS behind one day (Mermaid Admiration) and she helps Meiko comfort Rui during his gleaming stars card story - both instances occur at night (prime sleeping hours).
& then of course there’s his chapters in the WxS WLE, which includes a bunch of Zombie Plushies that mirror Rui’s conflicts in Wonder Halloween and RMD.
Zombie Plushies: We can tell you’re just pretending to be friends! Deep down, you’re probably scared and disgusted by us too!
[…]
Zombie Plushies: We’ll never fit in with them anyway…
Rui: …! (Never fit in with them, huh…)
[…]
Rui: When I look at them… I remember how things used to be.
(WxS WLE, Rui’s section - TL Haruka’s penguin)
Rui: I was the same a long time ago... I gave up on fitting in with anyone.
[...]
Rui: If they don't understand me, that just can't be helped, if they disagree with the way I think, that just can't be helped... I would think like that.
Rin: Rui-kun...
Rui: - in reality, I really did want to put on a show with someone else. But people didn't understand the shows I was making. On a subconscious level, I convinced myself it wasn't going to work out and gave up on the idea.
(WxS WLE, Rui’s section - TL Haruka’s penguin)
Nene:
As a disclaimer, emu and nene’s sections will be shorter because they have self awareness wrt their emotions & therefore don’t need the wxs sekai’s help to puzzle things out with plushies. said fondly. there are less examples to pull for them. For no specific reason.
The virtual singers all adore emu/nene/rui and I dislike the implication that they show blatant favoritism to Tsukasa just because he made the sekai (which is a take I’ve seen quite a few times.) Just look at Emu’s relationship with Miku, Nene’s relationship with Rin, or Rui’s relationship with Len.
One of the best examples that proves my point is this conversation between Nene and Miku:
Nene: Okay, well... I've been wondering about this for some time...
Nene: This world was created based on Tsukasa's feelings, right?
Nene: You and KAITO have been inviting us here to see your shows, so that Tsukasa would remember what his true feelings were, I guess...?
Miku: Yup, that’s correct.
Nene: So this is what I don't get...
Nene: Tsukasa's already discovered his true feelings, and I'm just performing in the same troupe as him so...
Nene: Why do you and KAITO care about me at all?
Miku: Hehe, that's simple! It's because we want to see you blossom as an actress!
Nene: Huh… that’s it?
Nene: But you do so much for me and encourage me every time I visit...
Nene: It's not that I'm worried about Tsukasa getting annoyed with me getting so much support from you, but I feel like you're spoiling me with this being his SEKAI and all...
Miku: We’re absolutely not, Nene!
Miku: And besides, you have a connection to SEKAI too!
Miku: Tsukasa's wish of bringing joy to everyone with your shows is also your wish!
Nene: Oh…
Miku: Tsukasa also needs you, Emu and Rui to create the shows he dreams about!
Miku: You can't make great shows alone after all!
Miku: Don't you think so too, Nene? Don't you need your friends to create really special performances?
(Miku’s On This Holy Night I Sing 4*)
Miku specifically points out that the rest of WxS *are* connected to the Wonderlands sekai, not just because of their relationship with Tsukasa, but also because they share the same dreams.
Her chapters in the WxS WLE have a Turtle Plushie that reflects her previous issues with stage fright, so there’s also a case to be made that Nene’s struggles are capable of being reflected in the plushies like Rui’s are:
Turtle plushie B: … That one’s always over there. Even though it’s afraid to get in the water… I guess it can’t seem to give up.
Nene: Can’t seem to give up… What do you mean?
Turtle plushie B: it always used to say “my dream is to carry someone on my back, but —
Turtle plushie B: A while ago, there was a terrible storm, and this river flooded over. After seeing that, it became completely terrified of going in the water.
Luka: Is that right…
Nene: (… It became terrified…)
[…]
Nenerobo: … Is something the matter, Nene?
Nene: Um… I was just thinking about that turtle.
Nene: Somehow, I can understand how it feels…
Nene: When I was too scared to do anything, I also had that feeling of being unable to give up.
(WxS WLE event, Nene’s section - TL haruka’s penguin)
Emu:
Notably, Emu has a lot of similarities to WxS Miku in both personality and speech. There’s also something to be said about the Wonderland’s Sekai being an amusement park - something Emu has always big connection with, but Tsukasa didn’t until he began working at PXL. I think that’s fitting. Emu was present when Tsukasa discovered Untitled on his phone, and she was also the one to actually press play.
In a grander sense, without Emu pulling him for the wonder stage after he flopped in his audition, Tsukasa not only would not have remembered his true feelings but also would not have had the many opportunities to grow closer to achieving his dream he’s had as a part of WxS.
Just like Nene and Rui, some of her issues are reflected in a plushie during the WxS WLE:
Emu: What’s the matter?
Leon: Ah, um… you might laugh at me, but…
Leon: One day… I’d like to fly in the sky with Phoenix.
[…]
Emu: That’s… a suuuuper wonderful dream!
Leon: Eh?
Emu: Flying in the sky with Phoenix… somehow, even listening about it makes me excited too!
Miku: Miku too, Miku too!
Leon: T… thank you very much.
Leon: But… a dream like that, it wouldn’t ever come true, huh
Emu: Eh? Why?
Leon: I mean, Phoenix is rarely seen… and I’m not a soft toy bird, so flying in the sky is impossible.
Leon: And besides — everyone around me tells me I can’t ever accomplish it.
Emu: Ah…
Leon: …Even I myself know that it won’t come true. I’m sorry, please forget everything I just said!
Emu: Leon-kun…
Emu: (…There was a time where I, too, thought “maybe it won’t come true,” huh)
[flashback]
Shousuke: Emu, if you want to look at dreams that much, then look at them yourself. Don’t involve us any further!
[end flashback]
Emu: (My big brothers, too, had said “don’t just keep spouting on about dreams”…)
(WxS WLE, Emu’s section - TL Arvon Oven)
But I think it’s especially interesting that the plushie that parallels her is the same plushie that parallels Tsukasa. Her importance to WxS is inarguable:
Rui: Indeed. If it weren't for you, Emu, none of us would be here today.
(SOAD)
Tsukasa: Emu, listen!
Tsukasa: Your “ability to dream” is an absolutely essential part of Wonderlands×Showtime!
Emu: huh?
Nene: H-He's right...! We've been able to do what we have because you never stop dreaming.
Rui: If anything, we wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for big dreamer, Emu.
Rui: Even when it was all run down, weren't you the one who wanted to bring smiles and laughter back to the Wonder Stage more than anybody else?
Rui: Your dream gave us a place where we could belong.
[…]
Rui: Simply put, Emu, you're the engine that drives us all. You have this remarkable ability to turn reality on its head...
(Popping in My Heart)
So I don’t think it would be a stretch to say she also had a massive impact on the way the Wonderlands Sekai.
Tsukasa*:
*Well. This part is sort of about Tsukasa. More so about his bond with his friends.
I think Tsukasa would be the first to say that Emu, Nene, and Rui are very connected to the Wonderlands sekai. Tsukasa even considers the sekai’s song as WxS’s song, not his own.
Tsukasa: That's why, Kaito, would you let us sing the song [The World Hasn’t Even Started Yet] that was born from our feelings once more?
Rui: Oh? I heard that song and Wonderland SEKAl were born from your feelings, though...
Tsukasa: Well, in truth, it seems to be that way, but...
Tsukasa: Even with the help of Miku, KAITO, and the others, I would not have been able to face SEKAl or remember my true feelings if I had not met all of you.
Tsukasa: That's why I think that song was born from our feelings and not just my own!
(JP sekai anniversary live show)
And it’s true that he wouldn’t have remembered his true feelings without WxS, although KAITO suggests that he was aware of them somewhere deep down.
Nene: This place is made from Tsukasa's feelings, right?
Nene: I would have expected a place like that to have a loud and conspicuous self-proclaimed star who's just like him...
Nene: Everyone here takes part in shows, but nobody tries to claim to be a star the way he does. I wonder why?
Emu: It must be because everyone in this SEKAI is a star♪
Nene: Everyone is a star? How does that work?
Nene: Remember how he was like before? Back then, it felt like he always wanted to be the one to stand out the most.
KAITO: Well... I would say that Emu's thinking is actually quite accurate.
[…]
KAITO: I'm sure that somewhere deep inside, Tsukasa always knew a lone star couldn't shine brightly or do a show by himself.
KAITO: A good show is the product of many people who work hard to fill different roles.
KAITO: Each one of them has to shine in their given positions.
KAITO: A real star can only shine brightly when his companions do the same with a smile. He must have felt that somehow.
(KAITO initial 3*)
Even if he was aware of his true feelings subconsciously, up until he actually remembers the origin of his dream, the only people who are consciously following something aligned with his true feelings are the rest of WxS.
Tsukasa: I only decided to become a star because I wanted to be like the stars there, who made me and Saki so happy.
Tsukasa: But at some point I forgot about all that, and all I cared about was making successful shows and becoming a star...
Tsukasa: How could I have…
[flashbacks]
[Nene through nenerobo]: I hope our audience enjoys the play.
Rui: Well then. Let's work together to put on some unbeatable shows!
Emu: It's my dream to have people come to see a show here at this stage and love it!
[End flashbacks]
Tsukasa: …
Tsukasa: They’re the real stars, not me…
(WxS Main story - the feeling that day)
You know how Tsukasa had to understand Torpe and Rio to recognize parts of himself? The main story is sort of like that, but instead of a character in a play it’s Emu/Nene/Rui, and instead of having a breakthrough that improves his acting it’s Tsukasa recognizing that he was being a huge dick. Anyways.
The sekai’s expansion in the WxS WLE is stated by KAITO to have some relation to Tsukasa’s own feelings:
Tsukasa: For sure. I mean, how is it even possible for such place to even show up here?
KAITO: … Indeed, I can't say for sure myself either.
KAITO: But I think it's somehow connected with Tsukasa-kun's feelings.
[…]
KAITO: That's right. This SEKAI is born from your feelings, right?
KAITO: That's why, if there is a change in those feelings, it's possible for the SEKAl to be influenced and changed as well.
(WxS WLE, Opening - TL Tsukasa’s #3 fan)
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And I think it’s pretty clear that this shift in feelings involves the rest of WxS as well, given that
1) Their signature colors are all over the boat
2) Their quest to get to find the Phoenix (to get the map. so they can go to star island.) required WxS to encounter Plushies that were reflections of themselves. He needed the rest of WxS to find the Phoenix, just like he needs the rest of WxS with him to chase his dream.
Rui: I can't help but think there seems be a connection between that island and the show we were a part of.
Luka: That does seem to be the case~ But I wonder what all of that means~...?
KAITO: …This is just my guess, but...
KAITO: It's possible that this ship has made progress on its own journey as well.
KAITO: Just like Tsukasa-kun and everyone, navigating through each island, to steadily make your way towards Star Island.
Tsukasa: This ship...... is just like us?
KAITO: Yes. Perhaps this ship itself is a manifestation of Tsukasa-kun's current feelings and thoughts.
Tsukasa: My feelings…
Tsukasa: (This ship has traveled to numerous islands, forging its path towards the stars..... And surely, its journey will only continue from here on out.)
Tsukasa: (Indeed, it is just like me. I've come this far, and have been non-stop pursuing my dream of becoming a star.)
Tsukasa: (Has my desire to pursue my dream taken the form of a ship....?)
Tsukasa: (No, that's not quite right.... I couldn't have made it this far solely on my own)
Tsukasa: (It was thanks to meeting Emu and everyone, and putting on countless shows together. It's because everyone was by my side that I was able to make it this far)
Tsukasa: (If that’s the case…)
Tsukasa: … That’s it!
Emu: Wassup, Wassup!? Tsukasa-kun, did you figure something out?
Tsukasa: Yeah, this place is probably…
Tsukasa: It is my … "Aim for Stardom, and together with my friends, we will embark on our journey of growth to many places" aspiration.
(WxS WLE, Ending - TL Tsukasa’s #3 fan)
In conclusion:
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