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I am now 29 which is fitting since like Jere I am also turning into a very obvious Bojan boy x'D
This is my little birthday present to myself featuring memories around Bojan from the Malmö gig on March 15 2024 :D
All sketches (and more) will be posted in it's own post as well ^V^
#I really wanted to do the big drawing justice yet I am a bit torn whether or not I like it#something about bojan's eyes just felt off 90% of the time I worked on this :'3#I ended up scratching all the rendering I'd done in my detailed style to do a simple rendering on under an hour#it helped a bit :'D#so in the end I think I prefer some of the doodles more but hush x'D#bojan cvjetićanin#me#joker out#jo see you soon tour#joker out spring tour 2024#my gig#malmö gig#mine#my own art
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Fire (Part 2)
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(Spade Pirate Sabo AU Masterpost)
And that is!! 18 of 18 pages!! It's this long because I didn't want to break up their fight. I hope you enjoy :)
I had to rewrite their fight like,,, 3 times lmao. I'm not very good at writing fights because I'm Incredibly Passive Aggressive and Very Non Confrontational. Thankfully my partner helped me out a bit with making the escalation feel natural, so hopefully their grievances and motivations read well. In the end, both of them are starving probably-emotionally-stunted teenage boys in a high-stress situation, and Tage is being faced constantly with one of the biggest sources of his trauma that he doesn't even remember-- of course he's going to lash out.
Fun thing I learned this time around, if I struggle with planning a chapter, it can kind of help to write it out in prose like I would a fanfic, and then translate it to comic form. This is how I eventually ended up with 18 pages of comic,,, because I can't really estimate how much I'll need to draw when I'm writing in prose. In turn, this did help a lot with adding more natural behaviors between dialogue, like Tage tapping his finger to fidget while crossing his arm, or all of their pointing and gesturing while they're arguing.
#spade pirate sabo au#sabo#portgas d ace#one piece au#asl au#i am a bit sad to let go of the coloring I was doing on these comics#but working in grayscale is So Much Faster#hopefully will keep improving with that#the new brush also helped a lot with keeping my lines a bit looser#i think i probably won't be able to keep up with scheduled weekly updates like before but it will keep updating for sure!!
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colours for an old sketch
#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#digital art#illustration#it’s been a minute since i added colour to something i did in b/w and BOY did this kick my ass for a bit#i think i drew this idea out back in like march and just never got around to finishing it#i also wanted a new banner/header painting and this worked well#added in a nice close up to help w visibility
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"gentlemen i believe... we are lost."
(entering the new year with a stv drawing since im still on a st movie kick from the marathon my dad and i had HEHE >:D)
#churro art#digital art#illustration#fanart#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek tos#james kirk#jim kirk#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#bones mccoy#leonard mccoy#OKAY LOOK I KNOW STV IS LIKE THE ODD ONE OUT OF ALL THE MOVIES#and yes definitely watching it between 4 and 6 wsa a bit of a whiplash. BUT!!!!!!!!#it gave me many a main space trio interactions to enjoy so JUST FOR THAT. i count it as a blessing OK#also i cant help it a lot of the silly humor does get to me ToT ToT#anywayssss this is a bit different its completely lineless#mostly cus i also rewatched klaus and was enamored with the coloring and lighting!!!!#but anyways yeah this was mostly for fun i needed some time on the big ol tablet again and this helped a lot :D#immeeee gonna go watch s3 CUS I STARTED S3 OF TOS!!! WOOOO#OH laso the movies were GREAT its genuinely so awesome that me and my father can connect over st :"D
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If you're taking itty bitty requests, have you done itty bitty hazel yet? she'd be so cute! and Winn and Jasmine too! itty bitty trio <3
POV: You are Dev, and you're having fun with your fellow Fairy friends now that Fairy School's over.
Or: An Alternate A.U where all the kids are all itty bitty fairy children and they get up to fairy shenanigans.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop hazel wells#fop jasmine tran#fop winn harper#fop winn#fop jasmine#fop hazel#winn harper#jasmine tran#hazel wells#asks#the gayest show#itty bitties fop au#im imagining them as like.#the very FIRST generation of children to be born after peri#peri's birth helped undo the laws against fairy babies so there was a massive fairy baby boom.#so hazel and her friends are the first new generation of children and they're getting into ALL SORTS of problems!!!#a bit like pixie hollow or tinker bell#AND YEAH I MADE THEM DIFFERENT FAIRY TYPES#hazel has to be a pixie. she's such a rule follower it works#winn is an anti-fairy bcs i think the idea of their counterpart being Lose (win/lose) is pretty fuckng funny#and jasmine is a normal fairy :D
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(content warning: blood)
Sewed Up Heart
[ID: A Trigun comic done in grayscale with red accents. First, an anatomical heart gushes blood, forming a puddle which shifts into Vash's coat. Vash's gloved hands can be seen sewing up a tear at the hem.
Vash raises his hands, which are now bare and covered in blood. He looks sweaty and distressed, and he raises his coat to his face and cries into it. His clenched hands rip the sewed portion apart, and the red thread leads to a heart whose own stitches are tearing apart. The background gets darker and darker, and the red looks brighter and starker against it.
Then the background returns to white, and brown-skinned hands using embroidery scissors snip a red thread. Wolfwood holds up Vash's repaired coat, grinning proudly, and does a happy thumbs-up in Vash's direction. Vash lifts his head, seeming distant.
Wolfwood holds out the coat. As Vash puts out his hand to take it, the cloth is replaced so Wolfwood is dropping a sewed-up heart in Vash's hand. Vash rubs the coat against his face with a teary smile. End ID] ID CREDITS
#trigun#trimax#cw blood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#my art#his coat as an external representation of his emotional wounds🤌#a coat riddled with bullet holes tells so many stories#also wolfwood hc of him being good at sewing bc he probably had to patch up many clothes when he was at the orphanage#and now his hands are bloodied but he still has this one thing -this one skill- that helps him make things a little better for once#and it doesnt fix everything but at least he's giving back a bit of the kindness he's being shown#ww actions over words love language *explodes*#i cant stop rotating these thoughts in my head i need to make a comic focused on his pov#image described#thank you for the id!!#raepliica_art
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drank too much
[ID: Digital Art of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash’s body is turned slightly away from the viewer as he holds a staggering Wolfwood by his shoulder. He has one foot ahead of the other, the foot in the back used to stabilize himself from tipping over. Wolfwood is tethering into Vash, his weight pressed into him with his arms wrapped around Vash’s waist and his face is hidden away as he leans against Vash’s shoulder. Vash’s expression can be seen, his eyes wide and mouth tight-lipped, and his face is flushed red. A speech bubble comes out from Wolfwood, saying a drawled “Spikeyyy...”. The background are desaturated pastels of blue and green, showing night time, as they stand in the middle of an empty street that is also lit by the moon not depicted. Yellow light is seen coming from the inside of a saloon. End ID]
#vashwood#Vash the Stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#when i think of who handles their alcohol best -- it's going to be vash naturally. considering his age but also his plant biology?#idk how his plant biology comes into things but it feels like it makes sense... and helps build his tolerance... also he's canonically#a bit of an alcoholic i think... one of his vices. and im sure ww drinks but his go-to comfort is through smoking not drinking#slight detour but the barkeeper was also like i'm the angel that provides drinks for these troubled souls. all i could think of is#a parallel from ww to vash... vash going thru this hell on his own during that point in the chapter and ww is the angel who will give him#his space and then also save him later. But anyway. that's a completely different topic. as a result of ww Not being much of a drinker#i feel like he'd be clingy... a LOT less verbal but more physically affectionate#i feel like he'd be able to speak as he normally does but when he wants to ask for something he'd just reduce it down to names#spikey needle noggin while tugging on vash's arm. vash explodes immediately#this is also very self indulgent if u cant tell.#i was just thinking that ww while sober is a hard cage to crack through no matter how close vw gets to one another.#while ww can end up being emotionally vulnerable -- has to at some point within their relationship -- he still just has tons of trouble#navigating his own personal wants.#ruporas art
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#mine#doctor who#dwedit#matt smith#david tennant#jemma redgrave#catherine tate#big anniversary years are for kate helicoptering the doctor in#to help deal with some weird alien invasion situation she doesn't have words for#fully expecting the 70th anniversary to begin like this too :D#i wasn't planning on making this#but i was watching this bit from the giggle and i was just like :O WAIT A MINUTE
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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.
This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.
This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.
But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.
I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.
I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.
I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.
I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#abuse tw#i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant#i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing#but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse#i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment#i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him#again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others#if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile#i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse#my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes#so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about#if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*
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A Rough Night
Basically the thought process for this was:
“I really really want to do a comic full manga style” + “I really really want to draw TriStamp again” + “I really really want to draw some Wolfwood’s angst”
And that's it. That's the comic.
#trigun#trigun stampede#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#Meryl stryfe#milly thompson#cw child abuse#so sorry for the angst lately my life took a turn for the worse and I really needed the catharsis#also this can be seen as#polygun#special mention to that volume 8 dialogue for making a little cameo because I felt it fitting a little bit sooooo#trigun spoilers#chronart#Also sorry if you saw this before I was testing things because my tumblr went a lil crazy but staff helped
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last fam gift wip :0
#artists on tumblr#rug hooking#fiber art#fabrication#-squints-#started this almost a week ago but kept redoing the background hahah#adding the colored bits really helped I think#kinda iffy still on the background honestly but I'll be stuck here forever if I keep nitpicking at it hhjsh#probs something to do with contrast -SHRUG-#also I see peeps sending me rug hooking asks I'll try to get to yall tomorrow👀#also hi all to all the new folks mfghfh#also it's snOWING#well#it was but then it changed to rain and it's kinda washing the snow away :'D
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A PSA from my D&D Characters in light of the recent election.
I don't live in America, but like so many others we are feeling the ramifications of what happened and how much the right's hate has emboldened facsism and hate across the world.
I can't do much alone and I don't intend to, but hopefully myself and my art can help you find just a bit of hope. Enough, at least, to take care of yourselves and eachother, and enough to find the strength to keep fighting for a brighter future.
Please remember that in a system that wants you gone, caring for yourself and eachother is a form of rebellion they will never be able to take away from us.
We will survive this.
#2024 presidential election#election 2024#digital art#character art#lgbt pride#lgbtqia#disability pride#original characters#artists on tumblr#d&d art#dungeons and dragons#intersex pride#black lives matter#free palestine#free gaza#fuck trump#fuck elon musk#fuck jkr#fuck hate#Really burnt out so I ended up using a lot of YCH poses#albanenechi#hope#hopecore#hopepunk#yo check it#they're in chronological order too#modern au#I hope this helps you feel a bit less alone#pride#lgbt
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More doodles for the one piece spy x family crossover
#one piece#spy x family crossover#revolutionary sabo#portgas d ace#monkey d luffy#still debating on a spy codename for Sabo. since WISE seems to enjoy times of day I want it to have something to do with dawn or dusk#but that might be a bit on the nose#sabo’s walking stick is like his replacement for his pipe. blunt bludgeoning weapon that he can carry around in broad daylight#ace as an assassin decides his disguise is just going to be. being shirtless#plus those silly sunglasses but the main thing is the shirtless mess#because if he can’t be shirtless during the day in society then he might as well be shirtless when he’s out being a badass#the three of them are dumbasses (affectionate)#the only reason luffy looks as put together as he does is because sabo helped him pick the outfit and it’s extremely comfortable#mostly to help luffy get jobs. luffy does whatever job he feels like doing every day!#some days he’s a waiter some days he’s a gardener some days he’s a cashier#when Lois eventually gets over his paranoia over luffy popping up everywhere and finds out luffy is sabo’s brother he starts#paying luffy to babysit Anya. which of course means sabo is babysitting the both of them because trusting luffy to watch a child is maybe#not the best idea.
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VAMPIRE HUNTER D: BLOODLUST (2000)
#vampire hunter d#vampire hunter d bloodlust#yoshitaka amano#moviegifs#filmgifs#fyeahmovies#dailyflicks#useraurore#userbrittany#usermandie#filmedit#useranimusvox#animationdaily#animationedit#userrobin#usersugar#userstream#userbbelcher#horroredit#vampireedit#userveronika#d x leila#the inherent romanticism of this moment#him waiting for her to give her a ride#her teasing him a bit while talking about the prize money#and then finally him offering her his hand to help her up the horse and her little smile when she refused his help COME ON!#also i would pay good fucking money to be able to see them ride together on that horse (into the sunset preferably - WHO SAID THAT)#plus he made some place for her so that she would sit in front of him I SAW THAT!#mywork
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Transmasc Summer 🐋🐚 Sims4 CC Masterpost
Top surgery - RFF Phalloplasty - Hysterectomy
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I've wanted phalloplasty scars in the sims4 for eons now as a few of my OCs (pictured above) have had bottom surgery, but no one had made any yet, so I decided to make my own.
I ended up going all out and also making a set of hysterectomy and top surgery scars to match the style of my phalloplasty scars.
This is my first ever cc!! So if anyone has tips or tricks or really useful tutorials pls send them over I'm very fresh to all this.
I've tried to make them all be Maxis Match and Base Game accessible!
Pose Used in the header image 🐚࣪ 𓈒
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Top Surgery Scars
Base game Compatible
Masculine Frame Only
Teen - Elder
21 swatches ( 7 top surgery types ((Double Incision, Inverted T, Keyhole, Periareola, Fishmouth, Lollipop)) with 3 transparencies each )
Can be found in the scar category ( front torso + right arm )
Free + No ads download
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Hysterectomy Scars
Base game Compatible
Both Frames
Teen - Elder
21 swatches ( 7 hysterectomy types ((5 laparoscopic + 2 open surgery)) with 3 transparencies each)
Can be found in the scar category ( fem frame in front torso + masc frame in left arm )
Free + No ads download
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RFF Phalloplasty Scars
Base game Compatible
Both Frames
Young adult - Elder
6 swatches ( left and right arm with 3 transparencies each )
Can be found in the scar category ( front torso + back torso )
Free + No ads download
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Reupload (To here or any other sites, reblogging is welcomed though!!)
Put behind a paywall
Steal/claim the cc as yours
#my sims 4 cc#trans#trans sims#transmasc#trans ftm#sims4#sims4cc#sims 4 cc#ts4#ts4cc#sims 4 custom content#sims 4 trans cc#s4mm#sims 4 maxis match cc#maxis match#sims 4 download#sims 4 phallo#sims 4 phalloplasty#sims 4 top surgery#sims 4 hysterectomy#sims 4 scar cc#sims 4 scars#I wanted to make a few different options (ALT + Abdominal)#but I wasn't able to find enough references to draw something I felt was good enough to post#so I had to stick with only making RFF#that said#I'm really happy with how everything turned out :D#One of the laparoscopic hysto scar types is a replica of my hysto scar placement which makes me really happy#making my simsona that little bit more accurate to me is a really nice feeling#I hope this cc helps other simmers get to experience this feeling too !!
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Yes Yes, I see your Mermaid Legend this and Merman Legend that, however,
Might I offer up some Siren Legend
#THINK OF THE POSSIBILITIES#So much room for siren song fuckery in difficult situations. Like it'd be so fun#Think of legend getting too into it during a transformation and making the chain nervous when he steps a bit to close to 'monster'#THINK OF WIND#The sailor and the siren are bound to have beef with eachother#I think I have a new fic to go write#art#my art#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu legend#mer legend#Every time I think of Siren Legend 'Poor Unfortunate Souls' starts looping in my head on repeat help#Also fun fact: Sirens were originally portrayed with bird like features and were later adapted to have the typical mermaid features :D
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